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Initiation | Barca Femení x reader

part 1

warnings: insinuations of smut, sexual references, don’t read if you aren’t open to non monogamous relationships lol

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When it all had been proposed to you, you’d been shocked.

It was no secret amongst the soccer world that certain clubs had certain initiation customs, it was also no secret that inside a lot of clubs, especially the European ones, there was a lot of sexual fluidity across teammates. You weren’t oblivious, you’d heard the many stories from your national teammates, but when you’d signed with Barca and had two of your teammates approach you to talk about the Barca initiation you’d been shocked.

You were having coffee with Keira and Lucy, the afternoon after you’d signed and finished up all the media that had been required of you for Barca to put up on their social media and website.

You were sipping on your iced latte, whilst trying to finish off the pastry that Lucy had bought you, when they’d popped the question.

“Has anybody talked to you about Barca initiation?”

It was Keira who had piped up, her voice anxious from the other side of the table.

This was your first senior professional team that you were a proper member of, being only 22 you’d played the majority of your junior career with Manchester United, and your senior career had been a lot of bouncing between different teams. You’d never signed a contract that had you dedicated to a club for multiple seasons, so Barca was a big change for you.

“Lucy said that she had to sing a song or something.”

You hadn’t really thought about it much, you’d gone through the singing thing at your English call-up when you were 17.

“Right, but there is a little bit more to it than that.”

You looked up from your croissant, one of your eyebrows raised in questioning at your two older mentors.

“Are you going to tell me what you are talking about or continue to look at me like I’m about to explode?”

Lucy laughs, the anxiety on Keira’s face only becomes more prevalent.

“Okay, so a lot of the professional teams have different rituals that happen at the start of every season, initiation nights.”

You nod along, this isn’t new information to you, but the squint in Keira’s eyes at your obliviousness is enough to tell you that you aren’t catching on to whatever she is saying.

“Keira, can you get to the point?”

You're getting sick of Keira beating around the bush like you are a 10 year old.

“Barca has a night every year, a special night, it’s very important to some of the girls, no phones, no technology, it’s a very personal night, where some things that could be deemed unprofessional occur.”

You are still so lost, and you are certain that it’s being portrayed in your facial expression, is she talking about alcohol? Dancing? Pranks? Hazing?

“Keira, just tell me.”

Your statement is a plea, a plea for Keira to end this whole awkward encounter and just get to the point.

Lucy laughs heartily at the terrified look on Keira’s face, when she realises that Keira is stuck at what to say she takes over the conversation, both of her hands thudding down on the table.

“At the start of every season, we all get together, we have fun, no rules. This is different to your substandard initiation, this night is about connecting, on a different level with your teammates, on a sexual level.”

Your jaw slackens almost immediately, your eyes blinking aimlessly as you take in the last piece of Lucy’s statement.

“Now, that’s not to say that you have to do anything, if you want we can forget I just said that and you don’t have to be apart of that part of the night, it’s completely optional, a lot of the girls chose not to participate, but we just wanted to let you know that it is a option.”

An option.

It’s such odd wording, like it’s just an everyday decision.

“Sorry, I just need a few seconds to process.”

You take your time, taking a deep gulp of your coffee and a big bite of your croissant before you look back up at your teammates.

“Can I have a bit more of an explanation? I just want to understand this a little bit better.”

Lucy nods her head eagerly, a big smirk covering her face.

It’s such a taboo conversation to have at a fucking cafe, over breakfast, but neither of the other women seem very bothered by it.

“It’s a free for all, a survey is given out every year beforehand, things you are and aren’t open to engaging in. It’s separate to the other initiation, that happens during pre-season. This is different, It’s all very consensual, and if you choose to participate then you're limited on alcohol consumption, for safety reasons. It’s a lot of fun, a lot of pleasure and exploring. Alexia's been organising it for a few years now, so it’s a very secure process. It’s kind of seen as a final hoorah before pre-season and training starts. Normally they book out a suite at a hotel somewhere, but some years it’s been done at teammates' houses or airbnbs.”

You nod your head, it’s a very interesting concept, one that you are completely shocked by. Sure, you’ve heard about sexual innuendo amongst groups of players in clubs, but this is a completely different level. It’s uncharted territory for you, you definitely aren’t any form of prude or innocent type. You enjoy sex, you’re experienced enough to know that you are good at it. But you’ve never experienced anything near what this is.

“You’ve both been a part of it?”

Lucy nods definitively and Keira nods almost ashamedly.

“You’re okay with your partner being with other people?”

It might be an over step, but you figure this whole conversation is an over step.

“It’s not like that. I speak for both myself and Keira when I say that we both like to see each other having fun, that’s what this is. It’s a night of fun, and it’s with people that we both trust and spend every day with, there isn’t any worries about jealousy. There are a lot of the girls on the team that are in relationships, Ingrid and Mapi are together and they participate, Jenni and Alexia, Caro and Marta, there are also people in relationships outside of the team, it’s all consensual amongst both partners.”

You nod your head, it’s not like it matters to you, your not in a relationship, but it does make you feel a little bit better about the whole interaction.

“Sorry-I’m asking a lot of questions.”

Lucy just smiles and shakes her head.

“Don’t worry about it, I had plenty of questions to ask and I didn’t have a national teammate to ask about it. Ask away, it’s better to ask now then wonder later.”

You nod your head, you are still so shocked by this whole encounter.

“I-What happens at this night?”

It’s a broad question, and you almost palm yourself in the head for asking it.

“I seriously don’t need to give you the birds and bees talk do I?”

Lucy is jesting you, so you roll your eyes, pivoting to Keira with a genuine look of curiosity.

“It differs each year, depending on what people want to do. Toys, kinks, bondage, anything really. If you want to do something, someone is probably likely to want to oblige you. For example, last year, Luce put down that she liked to watch me service other people, and I got the opportunity to do that.”

Keira is stuttering over her words, it’s kind of cute, especially when you catch the glance that Lucy throws at her.

“This is the only time it happens every year.”

Keira cocks her head, looking at Lucy for some kind of permission before shaking her head.

“Not quite, there are agreements between some of the girls, on trips and things often happen but that’s more private, this is common knowledge amongst the team. Although, if you enjoy yourself there is a more than likely chance that more opportunities will come up, if you catch my drift.”

Keira is like your older sister, so sitting down and talking to her about sex has never been something that has ever crossed your mind remotely, but you are kind of glad that it is Kei that you are talking to. Because Keira doesn’t joke around the same as the others do, she wouldn’t make fun of you about something like this, nor would Lucy consider she’s Keira’s codependent.

“So, correct me if I’m wrong, and I'm going to be blunt about this. Every year, before the season starts, the Barca women have a massive sex free for all that’s disguised as an initiation party.”

Keira hesitantly nods, but not before she can correct you a little bit.

“It’s not disguised as an initiation party, there will be other new signings there, Ona, who you would know from United, and a few other girls. I can promise you that the newbies get the most attention, if that’s something you want, of course, there is absolutely no pressure for you to participate, this is about you doing as little or as much as you’d like.”

You take a few minutes of silence, whilst you toss up all of the words that have been spoken in the conversation between you and the couple.

It’s a lot to think about, and the thought is massively daunting.

Especially considering that you are going to be walking into a room full of women that you’ve hardly talked to. You’ve met Alexia, she dropped in to meet you when you were going through the process of your signing, but it had been a fairly rushed interaction and you’d been too busy being in awe of her to even think about anything besides the fact that in a few months time you’d be playing on the field beside her.

“If I said I wanted to?”

Lucy broke out into a fit of giggles, a big smile breaking out across her face.

“I’ll text la capitana, she’ll text you any details, you’ll probably get a visit or a phone call confirming your interest.”

You were still a little bit shocked, this whole conversation felt like it had been a dream, so much so that you’d had to reach down to your thigh and pinch it to confirm that this was in fact your life.

“That’s it?”

Lucy smirked and nodded, reaching over to pat you on the shoulder.

“You aren’t signing yourself off to the devil, Ale will be in contact, if you have any questions you’ll see Kei and I everyday leading up to it, and if you want to pull out at any stage that’s completely fine, no hard feelings, no judgement.”

You nodded your head, unable to do much more than that.

“It’s as easy as that?”

Lucy nods her head.

“Easy as that.”

It’s two days later, when you are properly acquainted with your captain.

You are sitting at your kitchen counter, finalising some university work that you are trying to get ahead of when you are rudely interrupted by the sound of a light knocking at your door.

You close your laptop, and turn down the volume of the playlist you have playing across your speakers, before you jog to the door of your apartment.

The last thing you expect to be faced with, is the face of your newest captain.

“Hola, Capitana.”

You don’t really know what else to say, you’ve had zero warning about this sudden visit, and whilst you are honoured, it’s also a little bit daunting having one of the best players the game has standing right in front of you.

“Lo siento, puedo pasar?” Sorry, may I come in?

You are nowhere near fluent in Spanish, Lucy had been giving you crash courses over the past few months once she’d found out about your signing, you had managed to get a cusp of basic conversational talk, the club had told you that once season commenced you’d be assigned a spanish teacher and a translator, so you hadn’t been super worried about it.

“Please, make yourself comfortable, would you like something to drink? I’ve got water, juice, coffee, tea?”

You list off everything that you can think of, as you open the door fully to Alexia.

“Just water should be fine.”

You are slightly shocked by the Spaniards' flawless pronunciation over her English, and also extremely relieved that you aren’t going to be forced to try and understand Spanish, because it certainly isn’t a skill you’ve even begun to master.

Alexia takes a spot sitting at your island bench, directly beside your uni work that had been the previous centre of your attention, which is now being completely occupied by your Catalan company.

“Here you go.”

You pass the glass over to Alexia, electing to stay positioned on the opposite side of the counter, instead of sitting down beside her. It feels less confrontational, more conversational and less one on one.

“Gracias, I’m sorry for dropping in without any warning, I was in the area and I figured it was best to discuss this all with you in person, I won’t be here long, I don’t want to disturb anything.”

You smiled at Alexia, shaking your head at her.

“It’s no trouble at all, I was just getting ahead of some course work, what can I do for you, Capitana?”

Alexia gives you a wry smile, reaching for her handbag which she’d set down on the floor.

“Please call me Alexia or Ale, none of the formality is necessary.”

You nod at her, Ale, it sounds nice coming off of your tongue, it makes you feel a little bit less terrified of the woman.

“Okay Ale, what can I do for you?”

Alexia smiles at you, a genuine smile that somehow warms your soul, it’s like magic, and you give yourself a mental note to ask Lucy about the effect later on.

“I’m just here to talk to you about our initiation night on Friday, Lucia tells me that you are keen to join in, si?”

You nod your head cautiously, it’s impossible to miss the little dimple in Alexia’s cheek as she licks her lips and smirks at you.

“Perfecta, I can assure you that you will have a lot of fun. Has Lucia talked to you about it, or would you like me to give you a bit of a debrief?”

Technically, Lucy has given you the debrief, but you are curious to learn more and see if Alexia has anything else to add.

“Lucy talked about it, but it was pretty brief and non-specific.”

Alexia nods, and gently pushes a sheet of paper across the table to you, one look at the words across the sheet had your eyes nearly bulging out of your eye sockets.

“On the left, you’ll see a list of girls' names, those are the girls from the team that are choosing to participate. Some just come to watch, others come to please, others come for pleasure. Everything that happens on the night is exclusive to the team, and if talked about outside of the team there are consequences. On the right you’ll see a list of common things that occur. I'll send out a survey to you later, the majority of those things will be on the list, you do not have to engage in anything that makes you uncomfortable, there is absolutely no pressure for you to do anything. Please understand that.”

You nod dutifully at Alexia, your eyes scanning the page and taking in the amount of names as well as different sexual acts and activities.

“We’ve rented out a house, it’s on private land, nice and spacious, lots of privacy. I’m sure Keira and Lucia will take you along with them, you can be as included as you wish, we take care of newbies, anything you want you’ll get, just don’t be shy to ask for it, okay?”

You nod sheepishly at Alexia. This conversation would make you uncomfortable normally, but talking about it with ‘La Reina’ like the two of you are discussing the weather is perplexing.

“Don’t stress about it, cariño, you’ll be well looked after, you are well sought after amongst the group, I’m sure that you’ll be very popular if you desire so. If not, I’m always happy to look after our newest additions.”

Alexia sends you a sardonic smile, sweet and sultry, full of teeth and a chunk of her plump pink lip caught in her teeth.

You think that Alexia can sense that you are stuck on what to say to her, a little bit star struck and still trying to process the words that have just left her mouth.

“Well, unless you have any other questions I'll see myself out, I’ll see you in a couple of days, adios.”

Alexia is up and out of your kitchen in a matter of seconds, barrelling towards the door, your body following hers and managing to speak out just as her hand connects with the brass of your door knob.

“Alexia, thank you for coming around, I really appreciate it, just one last question if you have a second?”

Alexia pivots on her heel, turning around to face you fully.

“Ask away.”

You nod your head, working up the confidence inside of you to ask the question.

“What should I expect?”

You are well aware that it’s a broad question, and you don’t know what kind of answer you are going to receive, but there is a part of your gut that’s just begging for more information, for something.

“You really want a spoiler?”

You nod your head definitively, you aren’t a person who enjoys surprises, you like to know what to expect, what’s happening. You’ve been this way since you were a child, and it’s followed you up until now.

“It’s an atmospheric experience, the feeling, the endorphins. There is nothing that matches being in a room full of people full of desire, nothing like being in a room full of women reaching levels of pleasure they never even imagined. I don’t know what else to say, it’s an out of body experience, there is a reason why it is so sacred amongst our team, as a newbie it’s daunting, I know it’s hard to believe but I was once in your position as well, and the best chunk of advice I can give you is to just let go, let yourself live in the moment whilst you are there, nobody is going to judge you, take a leap of faith, okay? I’ll see you in a couple of days, text me if you have any more questions or if you think I’ve left anything out, even if you just want to chat I’m here, take a read from the list I gave you, it should provide some insight.”

Alexia’s words resonate with you for days to come, the way she talked about the whole situation like it was gospel, her words making it seem like a holy sacrament. You study the sheet she’s given you as if it is the holy bible and you are trying to learn your scriptures.

14 women.

15 including yourself.

That’s a lot of people, and yet as you read over the names it seems nowhere near as magnitudinal as it sounds.

The list of kinks and situations is a source of a lot of your late night self explorations.

You’ve experimented with a lot of things over the years, but some of the things on the list have you weak at the knees just reading them. When your receive the email from Alexia it takes you a whole day to work up the courage to open up the attachments. The first one, as previously discussed is a survey. It has all of the things from the sheet Alexia gave you, plus a surplus of other things, and then some more questions to be personally filled in. It’s near impossible to work through it, it takes far longer than you think it should, but by the end of it you are left with a warm feeling in the bottom of your stomach, anticipation, shock at what you are looking at.

There are four boxes for each topic, yes, no, maybe. And below every maybe box there is a little text box which reads ‘please specify’.

It’s well organised, and you have a feeling that Alexia will have put a lot of time into it, from the very short amount of time that you’ve grown to know her you’re under the impression that she takes her role of captain very seriously.

Fingering? yes. Vaginal pentration? yes. Spanking? yes. Bondage? maybe - no ropes or handcuffs. Oral receiving? yes. Oral giving? yes. Use of toys? yes. Double penetration? yes. Anal? maybe - only experimented but open to trying. Sensory deprivation? maybe - no gags. Humiliation? no. Sex with multiple people? yes. Orgasm denial/control? yes. Sex with a couple? yes. Praise? yes. Degradation? yes. Choking/breath play? no. Dominant? no. Switch? maybe - most likely not. Submissive? yes.

The list goes on, it covers every single thing you’ve ever done and then more, it makes you quiver in the depths of your core, just with anticipation.

Once you’ve finished the yes no part of the survey and answered the questions down the bottom you move onto the other attachment, which from a quick skim over outlines the rules, expectations and details of the night.

The main things that cathc your eyes are the sentences relating to safe words and consent. It seems important so you pay extra attention to it. It talks about the traffic light system, that once you consent to the night it is your responsibility to use your words, there will be regular check ins but unless you use your safe word there is no expectation for anything to stop.

Some other topics that catch your eyes are details about time, place, clothes, etcetera.

The majority of it is just information that Lucy and Keira had already outlined to you, the newbie run down.

Three days later, and you are slowly getting ready for your night to come.

Over the past 72 hours there has been one thing on your mind, tonight. You aren’t spared a minute from your thoughts and when Keira and Lucy walk through your front door, running an hour late you are buzzing. You are well aware of the fact that you look like a 8 year old who has just skulled a bottle of cola, every single extremity connected to your body shaking wildly.

You were lost on what to wear, and it had taken a long chat with Keira yesterday to convince you that apparently it was nowhere near as big of a deal as you were making it in your head.

You settled for a matching sweat combo, just because you figured it would be coming off anyway. It was paired with one of your nicest pairs of lingerie, a red set which was probably leaning towards a size too small. The set accentuated every single part of your body though, it hugged your curves, made your ass pop and your tits look delectable.

It felt almost criminal to cover it up with a tank top and nike tracksuit and sweater, but you also found comfort in the extra layer of clothing, it feels like a layer of armour.

You’ve been sitting in your apartment, contemplating everything for an hour and a half when Lucy and Kei finally show up.

They walk in without any warning, and it’s certainly a sight for sore eyes.

You aren’t sure when was the last time you’ve seen either of them glowing and looking so smiley, but it’s definitely a moment where you take a mental picture for the future.

They’re both dressed similarly to you, and for once you don’t find yourself guilty for being curious about what hides beneath the couple's clothing.

“Hola.”

Even your words are practically dripping with anxiety, your voice shaky and stuttery.

“Hola amor, you ready to go?”

Lucy looks especially delighted.

Her hair is down, something that you don’t see very often. She’s got a light layer of makeup on that compliments her facial figures without making it look like she’s over done it.

Keira looks similar, her hair is down and curled every so slightly, if you didn’t know her so well you probably wouldn’t have realised but the effort is noted inside your brain. She’s also got a very light layer of makeup on, both women look stunning, perfect together, the picture of love.

It makes you hopeful, hopeful that one day you’ll find somebody that looks at you the way Lucy does at Keira, and vice versa.

“Mhm.”

You don’t get up from the couch, all of a sudden you feel unable to move.

Keira recognises it fairly quickly, taking a seat down next to you, her hand falling on top of your knee and squeezing lightly.

“Everything alright, little one?”

Keira’s voice is so soft, it makes you feel safe, like you’re at home.

“Just nervous.”

As far as nerves go, you're fairly certain the euros final doesn’t even match this, it’s weird.

“You know that if you want to back out that’s completely fine, nobody is going to make fun of you.”

You shook your head, backing out was the last thing you wanted to do, but it didn’t make everything else less daunting.

“M’ fine, just need a sec.”

Keira’s hand slowly moves up from your knee, to your thigh, her grip becoming a little bit lighter.

“I can think of a way to calm some of those nerves.”

Keira’s voice is unusually confident, and it surprises you greatly when she reaches down to your chin and pulls it upwards so you’re looking at her.

It’s just then that you realise exactly how close the two of your faces are, so close that you can feel Keira’s breath on your face. It’s warm and it tickles against your skin in a way that you’ve never felt before. She’s smiling at you, but there is a deeper connection through her eyes, the way she's looking at you makes you feel like you are the only person in the world.

“Luce?”

You’re well aware of what this whole night ensues, but it doesn’t settle the slight niggle in your gut that you definitely do not want to be reading this situation wrong.

“Yes, honey?”

Keira’s eyes don’t waiver from your own, even as yours look across the room to look at Lucy, who is giving you a similar look to Keira, somewhat predatory in the best way possible. Her voice is practically dripping with confidence, doused in assertiveness.

You look between the both of them, realising that there is definitely no push back from either of them.

“Please tell me I’m not reading this wrong.”

Keira silences you by pressing her lips to your own, you freeze up for a few seconds, your mouth completely unmoving as you realise this really is happening, that for the last week you haven’t been walking around in some kind of weird dream that’s been created because of some weird delusion in your head.

After a few seconds, you relax into the kiss, moving your own lips against Keira’s and savouring the flavour of strawberry gum and coffee that is fresh on her lips. It tastes how Keira feels, warm and content and it calms down any of the previous nerves that were occupying your stomach, the shaking across your whole body as Keira’s hand on your jaw gently caresses the skin with the pads of her fingertips.

After a few more seconds of Keira sucking and biting at your lips she retracts herself, a big smile on her face as she continues to stare at you.

“Luce you need to try, she tastes divine.”

The compliment makes you blush more than you were already, the redness spreading down to your neck as you feel the couple's eyes on you.

“All in due time Kei, we don’t want to overwhelm her, now I think it’s about time we get a move on, hm?”

You nod subconsciously, your brain still floating on a different planet as you compartmentalise exactly what just happened. All you can think about is how Keira’s lips felt, addictively soft and supple, it’s a feeling that you are certain you won’t forget.

“God you’ve gone and broken her Kei, already?”

The feeling of Keira squeezing your knee once again manages to awaken you from your trance, your eyes darting between the couple cautiously.

“You ready to go, honey?”

Keira’s voice is as soft as her lips, you're so effortlessly enraptured by her that it makes you more than a little bit excited for whatever is to come.

You’ve never seen Keira look this carefree, this cheeky and it makes you feel so much more at peace then you had previously.

You allow Keira to guide you out of your own apartment, your brain still working at a snail's pace so before you even realise you are sitting in the backseat of Lucy’s very nice mercedes. Instead of sitting in the front beside Lucy, Keira has elected to sit in the backseat with you, her body pressed up against your own and her hand resting comfortably on the inside of your knee.

Your knee is bouncing up and down under Keira’s hand, and before you can say anything, her hand is moving up to your chin and rotating it to meet her lips.

This time the kiss is more motivated, more purposeful but sweet all the same.

You give Keira control, your lips practically melting into hers as her hand tangles into the back of your head, tugging at the tresses of hair at the nape of your neck.

It feels so good, so good that you part your lips to moan, instead your sounds are silenced though by Keira’s tongue.

Keira kisses with passion and fervour, it’s quite shocking based off of her personality and all the times you’ve seen her around Lucy, but it makes you giddy on the inside all the same.

“Keira, behave.”

The words come when Keira’s spare hand comes up to your covered breast, you don’t even really notice until you see Lucy looking directly at Keira in the rearview mirror and the look on her face is a mixture of displeasure and humour.

“You're just mad that I got her first.”

Keira’s hand doesn’t move, and it’s fairly clear that Lucy isn’t pleased about it.

“You keep talking like that to me and you won’t like how the night goes for you.”

Keira’s hand quickly moves down from your breast but she doesn’t remove it completely, instead moving it down to your lap again, but her kisses don’t stop, she litters little kisses all over your jaw and neck, all whilst you maintain the eye contact with Lucy in the rearview.

She’s smirking, her eyes don’t leave yours unless they go back to the road, and even when they don’t you keep your eyes on her.

Keira is only egged on by the little sounds and moans that leave your mouth as she finds different spots across your neck and face that make you melt even further into her.

“How does she feel honey? Is she getting you warmed up?”

Lucy’s words are directed towards you, it takes a few seconds for your brain to wrap it’s way around them but once you do you reply quickly.

“Feels good, m’ sorry.”

Lucy’s eyebrows furrow, and when the next red light comes she turns around completely to look at you.

“What do you have to be sorry for?”

Lucy voice is more questioning than accusatory.

“Sorry for getting Kei in trouble and kissing her without your permission.”

Lucy scoffs and Keira snorts from her spot on your neck.

“Oh honey, not your fault that Kei is choosing to be a bit bratty, these nights always get her quite over zealous, as far as kissing her you’ve got my full permission, you don’t need to ask.”

You nod cautiously, moaning as Keira begins to suck a mark right into the pulse point on your neck.

“Kei, behave yourself, you know what Ale said about not getting over excited.”

It’s the mention of Alexia’s name that has your ears perking up.

It seems to get Keira to back off a bit, her lips at least, her hand continues to rub gently at the inside of your knee and thigh and you slowly drive down a dark and windy road.

“Y’know you're all Kei’s been talking about all week, she’s been very excited for tonight.”

You look over at the older English woman, feeling a little bit confident when you notice that Keira is blushing wildly and avoiding your eye contact completely.

“Lucee.”

Keira is clearly embarrassed, which must mean that what Lucy is saying has come truth, which means that Keira has been thinking about you.

“All she’s been talking about, I can say the same about quite a lot of the girls, you are a popular topic.”

It makes you feel all giddy in your stomach with the acknowledgment from Lucy, she’s the last person that would lie to you, so it makes you feel especially good.

Keira groans and hides her head against the window.

“Really?”

Lucy scoffs once again at the shock in your voice.

“Trust me honey, pretty sure there will be girls queuing up for you, us oldies don’t get that kind of attention.”

Keira rolls her eyes, which is enough of an answer for you to realise that Lucy is trying to be humble.

It’s just as you’re about to say something that the car pulls into a driveway, which is already full of cars.

Alexia is right, it’s the only light that you’ve seen for miles, there is nobody for miles, which is a big comfort.

Lucy opens your door for you, helping you out and immediately beginning to assess your neck.

Once she’s certain that there are no marks she moves her vision up to your face, reaching down for a quick kiss.

It’s different to Keira, rougher, her lips more coarse.

It still feels equally as good.

Lucy releases fairly quickly, Keira’s already walking up the stairs to the house, an extra pep in her step as she makes it to the door.

Lucy and you are quick to follow her.

The door has a keypad on it, Keira quickly punches in a four digit code before the door pops open. The entry hallway is completely empty and silent, all three of you toe off your shoes and leave them and your socks by the door.

Lucy leads towards the door at the end of the entry way, you loiter behind, completely terrified of whatever is going to be behind it.

[leah-lover]

Little helper

lucy bronze x reader ( smut 18+)

Summary: you help Lucy with her frustrating about leaving Barcelona.

Content: spanking, daddy kink, strap-on sex, aftercare.

Ever since you and Lucy came to London she has been different. Her step is heavier, her sleep is messier and she is much more quiet than usual. You knew that leaving a club that she loved so much would haunt her. She loved Barcelona with all her heart. She adored the weather, the city, the team, and all the relationships she formed there. For you it hasn't been any different. Sure you missed Barcelona but not as much as Lucy did. After all, as long as she was with you you were happy.  You tried to talk to her about and to get her to share her thoughts with you but to no resolution. 

With the days progressing she only got sadder. She hasnt ignored you or your needs but she felt a little different, a little colder. Your heart ached for her and your brain hated her stubbornness and needed to always seem like she was okay. 

Today was no different than the past week.  Usually, she would get from training, go sit on the couch and wait for you to join  her with dinner in hand. She would cuddle with you, kiss you and sometimes have sex with you. But today you were determined to change her mood. As soon as she sat on the couch you took off your apron and your oversized t-shirt to show a set of black laced lingerie. You put your hair in a ponytail and headed staring to the living room. Once you got there you stood in front of her and knelt between her wide spread legs. She looked at you amazed and surprised. Her eyes scanned every inch of your body hungrily from your eyes to your chest to your core. She then leaned forward and gave you a sweet kiss. 

“ What did I do to deserve this?” she whispered a meare inch from your face. “ you have been sad lately and i thought since you didn't want to talk about it,  you can take it out on me?” you answered while looking at the floor, your submissive instincts kicking in.  “ Is my little girl worried about her daddy?” she teased. “ Yes, very much. I want to please you and make you feel better.” you whisper while still looking at the floor beneath you. 

Lucy then lifts your head up by your chin and takes your lips for a lustful kiss. “ I don't know if I can do this little one. Daddy is very angry today.” she admitted once you two separate. 

“ But daddy I can take it. I can take everything. I want to make you feel better.” 

“ I don't trust myself today. What if I hurt you?” you never heard lucy say that before a little part of you got scared once you heard her say this but you need so badly to make her feel better. 

“ You wont hurt me daddy. I trust you.” you reassure her. She stayed quiet for a minute. 

“ giving you a spanking would make daddy feel better.” she said. You immediately get up from your position and go to her lap. She gives you a pillow to put your head on. “ if you need me to stop, safe word.” she demanded. You nod in response. “ use your words little one.” 

“ Yes daddy.” you respond while you situate your head on the pillow. Her hands roamed every inch on available skin on your ass before the first hit. It was painful but it made your core flutter. 

Then came the second hit, the third and the forth. Your ass was pink, your skin was on fire, and your new underwear was damp. The room  echoed grunts from Lucy after each spank, hisses of pain from you, and occasional whispers of “ thank you daddy.” By the 10th spank,  your core became needy and the hisses of pain became moans. “ is daddy's little slut turned on? Did you want to be spanked so badly?” she said in a condescending tone. She didn't leave you time to answer, she gave a much stronger spank to which you responded with a pornographic moan. 

Lucy’s focus was on your ass. Every  spank was powerful, she didn't stop until she reached 40 spanks. By then your ass was red, your eyes were filled with tears, and your moans turned into cries of pain. At the 40th  spank she froze and closed her eyes. The echo carried your muffled cries. A few minutes later, she helped you straddle her lap. Your ass was in the air because sitting on it would be painful. 

“ You did soo good for daddy little one.” she said while wiping your tears away. “ Daddy feels so much better. I am not angry anymore.” she confesses. She then takes your lips for a much softer and more intimate kiss. You stay silent. The skin on your ass was burning and your core was needy and sensitive. “ Daddy thinks her good little girl deserves a reward. What do you want us to do?” you didn't usually choose what to do so you froze for a second. While you were thinking, Lucy's hand roamed your back and took off your bra. 

“ I want you to make love to me.” you whispered. She kissed your lips again, then moved on to your neck where she left shallow kisses. 

Lucy was aware of what your choice of words meant. You didnt ask for her to “fuck you” or for her to give you her “ cock” you wanted her to make love to you. She carried you to the bedroom and put you on  the bed slowly so as to not irritate your already sensitive skin. You watched as she went to the closet and came out wearing nothing but your favorite strap. She immediately went to work worshiping your body and giving every inch of your skin a passionate kiss. The silence in the room quickly turned into a symphony of moans coming from both you and her. When she arrived at your core. She found your pussy dripping with arousal. She came back up  to you and gave you another kiss. “ If I had known a spanking would get you this wet, I would have done it a long time ago.” you couldn't think about anything but her cock at this point. “ I need you,” you whispered. She immediately started to duck you after that. Her thrust was slow but fulfilling. She didn't leave you as her lips found a spot to bruise your neck. 

“ I am so full. I want to come.” you whisper in between moans. You felt lucy smile against your lips.  “ whenever you are ready.” Lucy loved to edge you but since this was a reward she wanted to make it easy on you. She kept her thrusts deep and slow which quickly made you cum. Your legs started to shake quickly and your head was deep in your pillow. A few minutes later Lucy came too in the same intensity as you. 

She stayed inside you for a few minutes until you both came down. “ stay still, I am gonna go get us a glass of water.” she said as she kissed your head. She then came back witha cloth, a bottle of lotion and 2 bottles of water. You were quiet, your brain still fuzzy from what just happened. She cleaned you up and handed you the water. “ turn around for daddy to apply the lotion on you.” she demanded. “ Daddy, I need to cuddle with you.” you answer shyly. 

“ We will , princess but I need to apply this first.” Getting you to do anything after you just had sex that didn't involve cuddling was a challenge for lucy. “ The quicker you turn around the faster we can cuddle. You comply angrily and let her apply the lotion on you. She does so in a sweet manner leaving a kiss when she was done. She found her place next to you and you cuddled to her side. You practically layed on top of her so that your ass can heal at night. 

“ Thank you for tonight my love.” 

“ You can always talk to me, you know.” 

“ not today, maybe tomorrow.” you saw her eyes closed as she drifted asleep. 

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The Question game 2

The sequel to question game part 1

Y/n x Keira Walsh x Alexia Putellas x Georgia Stanway x Alessia Russo x Katie McCabe x Leah Williamson x Ella Toone x Sam Kerr x Jessie Fleming x Rachel Daly x Millie Bright x Lucy Bronze x Claudia Pina

Warning: Smut! Smut! Smut!

Word count: 10k

*Y/n’s Pov*

Leah giggles and bites her lip. “Next up is Alexia.”

“Lay on your back baby.” Alexia says seductively.

Alexia joins me on the bed. Alexia lays on top of me and her back to my tits. I spread her legs a bit with mine. I smile as she is now in reverse Cowgirl. Alesia moans and shudders as I rub her clit with my dick.

“Mm fuck.” She moans.

I smirk as her legs shake and buckle in pleasure as I do this. “Put it in daddy. Put it in.” Alexis cutely begs.

“Mm yeah slut? You want daddy’s dick inside you?” I ask, teasing her.

“Mm yes please, I want it. I want it so bad.” Alesia says bedding me for my dick.

I smirk and grant her her wish. I slide my dick inside her. Alexia moans as she takes all 10 inches of me inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Alexia moans and leans back against me.

I place my hands on her hips, I spread her legs a bit more with mine and slowly thrust up into her pussy.

“Mm fuck, right there just like that.” Alesia moans.

I moan in pleasure and thrust up into her faster. My balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room.

“Fuck baby, you have amazing grip. You're so tight and warm.” I moan.

I thrust up into her faster and harder. Alexia screams in pleasure and grips the sheets. I make her look at me and make out with hers. We both moan in the kiss as I continue to bottom out in her pussy.

We break the kiss, we rest our heads against each other. “Feels so good. Don’t you dare fucking stops don’t you dare pull out.” Alexia moans.

We both moan as I thrust up Into her faster and harder. “Fuck I’m gonna squirt!” Alexia screams in pleasure.

I smirk, I slap and tease her clit. Alexia moans and shudders as I do this. Alexia moans and squirts.

I smirk as I feel some of her juices go on my thigh, and in the blankets and sheets. We both moan, I continue to thrust up into her faster and harder. I moan as I feel my balls tighten.

Creampie #4:

Alexia moans and cums. I can’t take it anymore, I thrust up into her. Cum oozes and shoots inside her filling up her entrance, filling her up to the brim.

We both moan as I slowly thrust up into her helping up ride out our highs. After one final thrust, I slowly pull out. My dick falls limp as cum begins to leak out of her pussy and my lap, thighs and onto the sheets.

“Fuck baby you filled me to the brim.” Alexia cutely moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her.

I laugh and kiss her, Alexia smiles against my lips and kisses back. Alexia gets off the bed.

“Next up is Beth.” Leah says.

I blush, Fuck. I really get to receive a tit job from Beth Mead. Beth giggles and pushes me onto the bed making me sit on the edge of the bed.

Beth gets on her knees, she kneels between my legs and bites her lip as she checks out my length.

Beth kisses my thighs and kisses my dick. Beth spits on my tip slowly letting her spit drip down my dick before wrapping her tits around my dick. I moan as she slowly strokes my dick with her tits.

“F-Fuck Beth just like that.” I moaned as I began to play with her right nipple.

Beth began to speed up pressing her tits tighter and tighter around my cock covering it in spit as she continued to stroke my dick in spit.

“Fuck Beth I’m gonna cum buckets if you keep doing that.” I moaned as I gripped the sheets. She didn’t slow down as she kept going.

She began to play with my balls with her right hand. “Let it all out.” Beth giggled as she saw my facial expressions change: somehow I could feel myself getting harder as I got closer to cumming. A feeling I have never felt before.

Beth spat once more on my tip and went as fast as she could as she began to moan at the precum leaking out on her tits.

“Beth… oh m-my.”

Cumshot:

Cum shoots out of my cock going everywhere all over Beth’s face, tits, and even shooting in her mouth.

Beth stops tit fucking me and begins to lick up all the cum off her face and tits. I bite my lip and moan as I watch her do this.

“Mm you taste amazing.” Beth moans.

I blush darkly at her comment. “T-Thanks.” I stutter.

Beth giggles and licks up the remaining cum. Beth smiled as she planted a “Thank you” kiss on my lips.

I smile against her lips and kiss back. The girls giggle and cheer.

“Next up is Lucy bronze for who you’d do anal with.” Leah says.

I blush darkly In embarrassment as Leah exposed the question and who I picked for the question. Lucy giggles, she goes over to the desk and Bends over the desk giving me full access to her ass and pussy.

I smirked and moved behind her. “Fuck baby is this all for me?” I ask, biting my lip as I grab and squeeze her ass.

Lucy moans as I do this and cutely giggles. “All for you daddy.” She cutely blushes.

I begin to tease her asshole with my tip slowly getting her prepared for my length. I place my hand on her back and slowly enter her ass.

Lucy moans and grips the desk. “F-Fuck Y/n your massive.” She yells in a mix of pain and pleasure.

I moan and speak up my thrusts and move my hand from her back to gripping her hair. I pull her hair allowing me to go even deeper inside her.

“Fuck this is amazing, you feel amazing babe.” I say Softly as I use my spare hand and grip her ass.

The view of Lucy fidgeting from the pleasure trying to grip any part of the desk she could as I continued to fuck her going even faster. Watching her ass ripple after each thrust, her fat ass bouncing off my thighs was a view I’ve dreamed of seeing.

The girls giggle and moan and watch Lucy’s ass ripple and bounce off my cock and thighs.

“Fuck your ass is fat as fuck Bronze.” Leah moans.

“Ugh I wanna strap that fat ass so fucking barely Rachel moans as she touches herself.

“Mm I wanna eat that ass.” Katie moans.

I giggle at their comments. I move my hands and grip her hips and pull her into me. This causes me to go deeper inside her, making us both moan in pleasure.

“Luce I feel like I’m going to explode already.” I moan, my thrusts becoming slower.

“Let go baby, fill my ass up with your seed.” Lucy moans in pleasure.

5 months pass, the only sounds in the room were our moans and my balls slapping against her skin. I moan as I slowly reach my high.

I feel the sudden urge to cum building up. I moan and slam my cock inside Lucy’s ass making her moan loudly in pleasure.

Creampie #5:

I can’t take it anymore. I slam my cock deep inside her, cum shoots inside her filling Lucy’s ass filling her ass up to the brim.

“Mm yes. Pump your seed in my ass.” Lucy moans.

I giggle and moan as I slowly thrust in and out of her riding out my high. We both moan as I slowly pull out of her. Cum oozing out of her ass and drilling down her folds. Cum glazes her folds, cum drips down her thighs and drips onto the floor.

Lucy moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her. The girls giggle. “Fuck baby. You filled her ass to the brim with your lol Ona says.

Lucy moans and blushes as Ona grabs and squeezes her ass and bites her lip checking out the mess I had left behind in her girlfriend's ass.

“Fuck Luce your ass looks sexy with Y/n’s cum in it.” Ona says a

Lucy moans as Ona kisses and licks her cum filled ass and cum covered folds. I giggle as I watch Ona do this to her girlfriend Leah giggles.

“Next up is Grace. You get to eat her out.” Leah says.

I smirk as Grace gets shy and blushes darkly. “Lay on the bed and spread them legs baby.” I say.

Grace blushes, she does as I say and lays on the bed. I smirk and join her on the bed, I lay between her legs. I smirk and swipe my finger up her folds, collecting her juices on my finger.

Grace cutely gasps and moans as I do thuds I smirk and kiss her Inner thighs and folds. Grace cutely moans in pleasure as I do this. Grace grabs my head and pushes my head to where she needs me the most.

I smirk and lick her folds. Grace moans as I lick her folds and rubs her fingers through my hair. Grace bites her lip as I spit on her clit. My spit drips and runs down her folds.

I slip in a finger and slowly finger her as I begin to eat her out.

*Grace’s Pov*

I moan and run my fingers through her hair as she licks my folds. I bite my lip as she spits on my clit, I watch and get more wet and turned on as I watch her spit drip and run down my folds.

I moan as Y/n slips in a finger and slowly fingers me as she begins to eat me out. I rest my legs on her shoulders, I moan as she slips in a second finger and fingers me a bit faster as she continues to eat me out.

“Mm fuck, right there.” I moan in pleasure.

I moan and grip the sheets, I gasp and moan as she rolls her tongue on my clit adding different amounts of pressure.

“Holy shit Y/n.” I moan as she curls her fingers and fingers me faster.

I moan and slowly grind against her face and fingers desperate for a release. After 2 More minutes of eating me out, I moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach.

The urge to cum was getting stronger. “Fuck Y/n baby I’m gonna cum.” I moan.

Y/n continues to suck on my clit and finger me. I can’t take it anymore, and let go and cum all over her face, fingers and chin.

Y/n helps me ride out my high. I moan as she slowly pulls her fingers out of me, I moan as I watch her lick and suck my juices off her fingers. Y/n wipes my juices off her chin, she licks and cleans up my sticky mess.

Y/n comes up and kisses me, I moan in the kiss as I taste myself on her lips. “Mm you taste amazing.”

I smile and kiss her. “Fuck you really know how to eat out a girl.” I mutter panting and trying to catch my breath. I finally catch my breath, I collect myself and get off the bed.

*Y/n’s Pov*

“Next go for who do you pick to jerk off to and cum on? You said Rachel.” Leah giggles. “Rachel lay on the bed baby. Y/n’s hard and needy to get rid of her Woodie.” Leah says.

I blush darkly at her comments Rachel giggled and lays on the bed. I join Rachel on the bed and straddle her waist. I bite my lip as I feel her juices on my ass.

“Mm your soaking wet baby.” I say.

Rachel cutely giggles and blushes. “S-Shut up, you dork.” Rachel says

I spit in my dick and slowly stroke my dick. Rachel bites her lip and watches my jerk off. I bite my lip and stroke my dick a bit faster. Rachel places her hand on my thigh as I continue to jerk off.

“You gonna cum? You're gonna cum all over my stomach, abs and tits.” Rachel asks seductively.

I moan in pleasure and nod. “Yeah I’m gonna cum all over your stomach, Abs and tits.” I moan and stroke my dick.

Rachel smirks and bites her lip as she watches me jerk off. “Come on baby. Give me that load.” Rachel says seductively.

“Fuck I bet you wanna fuck my pussy and unload your seed inside me.” Rachel says.

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to Cumming. I stroke my dick a bit faster.

“Come on daddy give it to me.” Rachel says.

Rachel bites her lip and watches me jerk off. I was throbbing, I was rock hard and really needed to cum. Rachel looks over at Leah.

“Can I help her?” Rachel asks.

Leah smirks and nods. Rachel licks her palm. She wraps her hand around my dick and slowly strokes my dick. I Moan as she does this, Rachel smiles and strokes my dick faster and faster.

“Gah fuck.” I moan loudly in pleasure. I moan and lock eyes with her. “Fuck Daly just like that. I’m gonna cum buckets.” I moan.

Rachel smirks and massages my balls as she continues to stroke my dick. “Mm I can feel you throbbing.Fuck baby your dick is so hard. Someone really needs to cum.” Rach says stroking my dick faster.

“Mm fuck I need to cum so bad.” I moan in pleasure.

“Yeah baby? You gonna cum?” Rachel asks seductively as she gives me an amazing handjob.

I moan as I feel my balls tighten. “Rachel baby I’m gon-” I’m unable to warn her in time.

*Cum Shot*

I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots out of my dick and shoots onto her abs, stomach and tits. Some even goes on her face, in her hair and in her mouth.

“Fuck baby that’s it let it out.” Rachel says. She scoops up whatever cum she can and puts what she can in her mouth. “Mm you taste good baby.” Rach moans.

I moan and smile coming down from my high. The last of my cum oozing into her abs, Rachel sits up and kisses me. I smile against her lips and kiss back.

“Mm next up is Millie.” Leah giggles.

Millie giggles, she pushes my back onto the bed and straddles my waist. “Mm your soaking wet Mills.” I moan as I feel her juices on my dick and Abs.

“Mm shut up you dork.” Millie giggles.

We both moan as she slowly grinds her clit against my dick. “Mm F-Fuck.” I moan in pleasure. I place my hand on her ass and squeeze her ass. “Mm so fit and thick.” I moan.

Millie moans as I squeeze her ass. I moan as Millie grinds against my dick faster. I moan and spank her ass.

“Mm fuck feels so good.” Millie moans in pleasure.

I moan as my precum leaks out against her clit. “F-Fuck I can feel you throbbing baby.” Millie moans in pleasure.

“Mills baby, ugh I’m so close I moan in pleasure.

The urge to cum was getting stronger. Millie moans loudly in pleasure. She pins me against the bed and grips my tits and grinds her clit against my dick even faster.

We both moan in pleasure. Millie squirts all over my dick, thighs, abs and all over the sheets. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel my balls tighten.

Millie moans and cums. Millie cumming sends me over the edge.

Cumshot:

I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots onto my abs, stomach, and tits. Cum glazes her folds and thighs. Millie moans abs slowly grind against my dick helping me ride out my high.

The last of my cum oozing and spurting into my abs and stomach. Millie leans down and makes out with me. I smile against her lips and kiss back.

Millie gets off me and lays between my legs and licks our juices and cum odd my dick, I gasp and moan as she does this and then my fingers through her hair.

I bite my lip as Millie licks up every drop of cum. Once she is done Millie gets off the bed. I blush darkly as the girls giggle and cheer.

“Fuck, that was so sexy to watch.” Rach moans.

The girls giggle at her comment and agree with her. I smirk as I remember that Viv was next mm I get to fuck her and surprise her with a creampie. Viv joins me on the bed and lays on the side.

Viv spreads her legs a bit giving me access to her wet pussy. Viv scoots her ass back against me and lifts her leg up a bit. I rub my tip through her folds and slowly slide my cock inside her.

I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Viv moans as she takes my dick deep inside her.

“Mm so tight and wet.” I moan in pleasure.

“Ugh F-Fuck your huge.” Viv moans.

*Viv’s Pov*

I moan in pleasure as Y/n slowly thrusts in and out of me. Fuck she’s really deep inside me. I can feel her throbbing inside me. She really needed a release, I moaned and rested my head against hers.

I look down and watch her dick slowly slide in and out of me. Fuck she was balls deep inside me, she was so sexy and her cute moans as she thrusts into me a bit faster than before.

I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me faster and a bit harder. I moan loudly in pleasure.

“Fuck baby, mm feels so good.” I cry out in pleasure.

“Yeah? You like that baby, daddy balls deep inside you stretching you out?” She questions as she goes faster and faster.

“Mm I love it.” I moan in pleasure as her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room.

Mm her being a dom was so sexy it made me weak as made me even more wet. It was a major turn on. I moan in pleasure as my walls clench around her.

It’s only been 15 minutes and I was already about to cum. “Mm, someone close?” Y/n asks seductively.

“Mm I’m so close. I’m gonna cum.” I moan in pleasure.

“Let go baby, cum for me.” Y/n sexily whispers and nips my ear.

I moan as she kisses and sucks on my neck leaving hickeys. I moan as I feel myself getting close to cumming.

“Mmm fuck, I’m gonna squirt.” I moan, I squirt all over her dick, abs, and all over the sheets.

Y/n smirks and keeps going, she goes at an angle and starts to hit my g spot. Y/n and I both moan in pleasure, my legs shake and buckle in pleasure.

“Mm fuck, so tight.” Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.

I wrap my arm around her, I look deep into her eyes as she continues to bottom out in my pussy. I moan and kiss her deeply, we both moan in the kiss. Fuck she has amazing dick game, Y/n moans as she thrusts into me faster and harder.

My tits bounce up and down as she continues to fuck me. Her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. I moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach. I moan and grip the sheets.

“Ugh fuck, Y/n baby I’m close.” I moan in pleasure.

“Me too baby.” Y/n moans.

My legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she continues to pound my g spot.

“Need to cum baby?” Y/n asks as she moans in pleasure.

“So damn bad.” I moan in pleasure.

“Let go baby.” Y/n moans as she fucks my brains out. I moan and squirt all over her abs and dick.

Y/n moans in pleasure as she goes faster and harder.

*Y/n’s Pov*

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself about to bust, I moan as my balls tighten.

Creampie #6:

Viv moan and cums. I can’t take it anymore, cum shoots out of my dick and fills up Viv’s entrance filling her up to the brim. Viv gasps and moans as I unload my seed inside her.

“F-Fuck, ugh y-you were supposed to pull out.” Viv moans.

Beth giggles. “It’s okay baby her and I talked. I told her to surprise you with a creampie.” Beth giggles.

Viv blushes darkly at her comment.

I giggle and kiss her. Viv smiles against my lips and kisses back. Beth giggles and rubs her girlfriends clit.

“Fuck baby, she filled you to the brim.” Beth giggles.

Viv moans and cutely giggles as Beth does this. I smirk, Leah giggles and kisses me. I smile and kiss back.

“Next up is Ona.” Leah says.

I smirk and look over at Ona. Beth and Viv get off the bed, I look over at Ona.

“Get on the bed and lay on the bed love.” I say.

Ona blushes darkly. She does as I say, she gets on the bed and lays down. I smirk, I sit on her abs. I spit on my dick and slowly stroke my dick. Ona bites her lip, she stops me and takes over.

Lucy giggles as I moan in pleasure. Ons cutely giggles, she bites her lip and slowly strokes my dick.

“Gah fuck.” I moan.

I moan and look at Leah. “C-Can she suck me off then stop when I’m about to cum and make me finish on her face?” I ask moaning in pleasure.

Leah giggles and nods. Ona wastes no time and takes my dick in her mouth. “F-Fuck Ona your mouth feels so good.” I moan.

Ona hums against my dick and slowly bobs her head. “Mm fuck.” I moan and play with her tits.

Lucy giggles. “Fuck, hehe that it baby.” Lucy moans as she watches her girlfriend give me head.

I moan and play with her tits as she continues to suck my dick and play with my balls. I moan, Ona strokes the base of my cock as she plays with my balls.

I moan as Ona swirls her tongue around my tip and plays with my balls. Ona lets my dick pop out of her mouth as she kisses my inner thigh and smiles.

l’m you’re so big baby.” She whispers as she takes my dick back in her mouth deep throating me causing me to become a moaning mess. Ona locks eyes with me, she hums against my dick seeing the reaction she was getting from me.

“I’m gonna cum buckets if you keep doing that.” I moan. I place my hand on Ona’s head and help her bob her head. She was making me closer to cumming.

I quickly take my dick out of her mouth. Ona cutely giggled as I tapped her cheek and mouth with my dick and stroked it. I moan as I feel my balls tighten.

*Facial:

I moan in pleasure, I can’t take it anymore. I moan as cum shoots out of my dick and Oozes and spurts all day her lips, face and mouth. The girls giggle and moan as they watch me paint Ona’s face.

“Fuck baby, you covered me.” Ona moans as she licks up what she can.

“Mm I made you my personal coloring book.” I moan as I admire the sticky mess I left behind on her beautiful face.

I smirk and kiss Ona, Ona smiles against my lips and kisses back. I smirk and get off her. Ona gets off the bed.

Leah giggles. “Next up is Lena. This is gonna be sexy to watch.” Leah says.

I blush darkly. Alessia giggles. “What’s the next question?” Alessia asks.

“Who would you let take your dick between your ass cheeks and twerk on it?” Leah giggles. “Y/n chose Lena.”

They giggle and cheer as Lena smirks and she’s me back onto the bed. Lena joins me on the bed, Lena turns her back to me and spreads her ass cheeks. I smirk and place my dick in between her ass cheeks.

I bite my lip and quietly moan as Lena takes my dick between her ass cheeks and slowly twerks. The girls moan and touch themselves as they watch Lena twerk on my dick.

Lena moans from the frictions and twerks a bit faster. “Ugh fuck.” I moan in pleasure.

Lena moans and continues to twerk on my dick. I moan and spank and squeeze her ass, Lena giggles and moans as I do this.

Lena moans and continues to twerk on my dick. I bit my lip, I could feel how wet she was. We both moan as Lena twerks on my dick faster.

“Mm fuck.” I moan and lay my head back on the pillow behind me. The girls giggle and moan as they touch themselves as they watch Lena twerk on my dick faster.

“Mm fuck, feels so good.” Lena moans.

I bite my lip and smirk as I feel her juices on my dick. Fuck the urge to cum was getting stronger. It’s only been 10 minutes, Lena giggles as she feels my dick throbbing and my precum leak on her folds.

“Someone close?” Lena teases.

I moan in pleasure. “I’m close, ugh i'm gonna… ugh cum buckets.” I moan and grip the sheets.

Lena and the girls giggle at my comment. Lena moans in pleasure and twerks on my dick going faster and faster than before. We both moan in pleasure, Lena moans and cums.

*Cum Shot*

I moan loudly in pleasure and cum like crazy. Cum shoots out of my dick and spurts onto Lena’s ass and back and in between her ass cheeks. Some of my cum glazes her folds.

Lena giggles and slowly twerks on my dick helping me ride out my high. The last of my cum oozing onto her back and ass and between her ass cheek.

I giggle, I spank Lena’s ass and admire the sticky mess I had left behind on Lena’s back and ass. Lena giggles and gets off me.

Leah giggles. “May as well just stay there, next up is Claudia.” Leah says. “Next” Leah announced. “You picked Claudia Pina to ride and get off on your face” She added

I nodded in Leah’s directed as Claudia stood up

“Lay down baby” Leah whispered as I did this, laying on my back.

Leah made her way over to Claudia helping her to undo the button on her pants, helping her pull down her panties.

“Your up” Leah whispered in Claudia’s ear.

Claudia made her way over to me, climbing on the bed. She kissed my lips as I smiled into the kiss. Pulling herself away she stood up wrapping her legs each side of my face. I gave her ass a little spank and stuck my tongue out as she slowly sank down onto my tongue.

“Fuck” Claudia whispered

She began to slowly move forwards and backwards on my tongue as I kept it as still as possible. She tasted like heaven, her juices dripping down my tongue.

“Uhhh god your tongue, fuck Y/N, your tongue is amazing” she whispered as she gripped her boobs.

“She’s loving that” Georgia giggled

“She really is” Leah responded.

Claudia began to ride my face a little faster, her hands moving down to my stomach to keep her still, her thighs tightening around my head keeping me still as possible.

I reached my hand around her body and placed my thumb in her clit and began to rub it slowly.

Claudia jolted at this touch as she carried on riding my face.

“Ughhh fuck Y/n fuck, keep going” She yelled her hands now gripping in my hair.

I began to move my tongue in and out of her pussy as she continued to ride my face. I could feel the way her pussy began to leak more and more juices.

“She’s going to cum” Alessia giggled

When I heard this I began to move my tongue a lot faster, feeling the way Claudia began to fidget on top of me.

“Ughhh god Y/n please, please” she yelled taking grip of my hair tighter

“Next” Leah announced. “You picked Claudia Pina to ride and get off on your face” She added

I nodded in Leah’s directed as Claudia stood up

“Lay down baby” Leah whispered as I did this, laying on my back.

Leah made her way over to Claudia helping her to undo the button on her pants, helping her pull down her panties.

“Your up” Leah whispered in Claudia’s ear.

Claudia made her way over to me, climbing on the bed. She kissed my lips as I smiled into the kiss. Pulling herself away she stood up wrapping her legs each side of my face. I gave her ass a little spank and stuck my tongue out as she slowly sank down onto my tongue.

“Fuck” Claudia whispered

She began to slowly move forwards and backwards on my tongue as I kept it as still as possible. She tasted like heaven, her juices dripping down my tongue.

“Uhhh god your tongue, fuck Y/N, your tongue is amazing” she whispered as she gripped her boobs.

“She’s loving that” Georgia giggled

“She really is” Leah responded.

Claudia began to ride my face a little faster, her hands moving down to my stomach to keep her still, her thighs tightening around my head keeping me still as possible.

I reached my hand around her body and placed my thumb in her clit and began to rub it slowly.

Claudia jolted at this touch as she carried on riding my face.

“Ughhh fuck Y/n fuck, keep going” She yelled her hands now gripping in my hair.

I began to move my tongue in and out of her pussy as she continued to ride my face. I could feel the way her pussy began to leak more and more juices.

“She’s going to cum” Alessia giggled

When I heard this I began to move my tongue a lot faster, feeling the way Claudia began to fidge

“Uuuuugggh fuck, Y/n fuck keep going.” She yelled her hands now gripping my hair.

All I heard was the beautiful sound of Claudia moaning as her wetness squirted all over my face. Her grinding got faster as she continued to cum and squirt all over my face and into my mouth, tasting like heaven.

I snaked my hands up to her stomach as she slowly rode out her high.Her legs trembling beneath her she climbed off my face placing a kiss on my lips.

“Thank you” she whispered as she kissed me again.

I had a smile on my face as I tasted the little bits of cum still left on my face. Fuck she tasted amazing.

I was taken out of my thought by Leah’s next announcement.

“Not so fast Pina” She said pacing her hand on Claudia’s chest.

“I enjoyed that so much, i think you should go again” Leah said with a smile on her face.

It didn’t take long for after the words left Leah’s mouth, Claudia was back on my face, her thighs rested either side.

“Fuck” Leah whispered. “This is making me so wet” she laughed.

I could only just hear this over Claudia’s moaning, constantly grinding against my mouth for the second time, her juices running down my tongue.

I gripped her ass, pulling her ass part giving me more access into her pussy, moaning and groaning into her pussy.

“Oh fuck Y/n” she moaned as she gripped her hands in my hair. “Your mouth feels, fuck, your mouth feels amazing” she stuttered, her voice breaking from the pleasures.

“She’s gonna cum again, look at her stomach move” Leah whispered to Georgia not able to look away.

Leah was definitely right. Claudia carried on grinding on my tongue, moving my head in the directions she needed me screaming and moaning in pleasure. Her legs beginning to shake as I constantly dipped my tongue in and out of her pussy.

With a might scream for the second time Claudia came all over my tongue. Moaning and groaning, her hands rubbing along her body, squeezing her boobs.

Using my tongue to slowly come down from her high she climbed off my face for the second time, her face covered in sweat.

“Fuck you y/n, you are amazing” she whispered as she got off my face, her hands on my cheeks as she pulled me into a kiss.

I sat up off the bed and made eye contact with a Leah full of blush in her face.

“Does my pretty girl want a go” I asked in direction to Leah.

She didn’t say much, to my surprise she nodded with her eyes full of desperation.

“Come here then” I said with a smile as Leah made her way over to me.

To be honest I could wait to taste Leah. The perfect girl. The way she slowly climb onto the bed not breaking eye contact with me as she kissed my lips.

“You ready” she asked me

“Ofcourse” I whispered back kissing her lips.

Slowly Leah climbed onto my face as she lowered her pussy down onto my already used tongue.

“Fuck Claudia she does feel really fucking good” Leah moaned as she gripped my boobs.

Slowly she began to move against my tongue. I pushed my mouth against her pussy causing her to moan in pure pleasure. Leah’s moans were the best type of moans, full of such passionate noises, immediately turning me on.

I reached my hands up to her ass as I gripped it tightly spanking her, causing another moan to leave her mouth.

“Do that again” Leah asked almost begging.

I did as she said with a smile not so visible on my face as I spanked her again. This almost immediately turned her into a moaning mess. Constantly grinding against my tongue her juices covered my tongue and spilling onto my chin.

The view I had of her ass moving back and forth, her perfect pony tail moving in all directions as she continued to ride me.

My tongue deep inside her pussy I felt her walls tightening telling me she was about to cum.

“Ughhhh fuck Y/n fuck, yes” she yelled as cum came leaking out of her pussy all over my face.

I wrapped my arms around her thighs pulling her into me, my tongue going deeper inside of her. Her moans becoming louder.

“Ughhh fuck yes y/n, I fucking love you” she shouted as she continued to cum.

Quickly enough she came down from her high grinding her pussy into my tongue a few more times before standing up. Doing the same as Claudia she kissed my lips allowing her to taste herself on me.

With a smile on her face and no more words she made her way back to the other girls, happier and more relieved than before.

“Well” Leah giggled as she grabbed her list and began to scan through the pages like nothing had happened trying to keep her act of dominance present.

“Next question. This isn’t a player question, but the question is. What team would you pick to have an orgy with? And Y/n answered "England.” Leah says.

The England girls giggle and cheer as Leah says this.

“Who’s up next” I ask Leah looking at the girls still left in-front of me.

“Next up is Tooney” Leah smiled looking at Ella. “Tooney is up to be throat fucked” Leah announced as Ella got up off the chair and made her way over to me, a beaming smile on her face.

The rest of the girls watched as Ella dropped to her knees in-front of me.

Visibly I could see Ella begin to get her self ready, herself prepared for what was about to come.

“Boooo, do it properly, get her on her back upside down” Georgia announced, getting a few giggles from the girls.

I looked down at Ella.

“She’s right,” I said with a smile rubbing my thumb across her lips. “Get on the bed, let me do it properly”

Ella nodded, looking up at me. Not saying a word she got into the bed, laying on her back upside down, her head dangling at the end of the bed.

“Fuck, I’m gonna destroy that throat” I whispered with a moan as I began to rub my tip over her lips.

“Open up baby, let me in that slutty throat of yours” I said tapping her throat.

Ella opened on command, immediately slamming deep into her throat, causing her to gag.

“She’s really taking it” I hear Leah say in the background.

I couldn’t answer back, the pleasure I was feeling, constantly thrusting in and out of Ella’s tight throat, hearing her gag every time, the feeling of my balls hitting her nose.

“Fuck Ella, your throat is so tight” I moaned as I took a grip of her right boob and continued to thrust in and out.

Saliva began to pour out of her mouth covering her eyes and nose.

“Fuck, so messy” I giggled

I could feel Ella begin to struggle, some of the girls talking in the background. I couldn’t stop now, I was getting too close. I sped my thrusts up, every time I hit the back of her throat I gained a gag from Ella, her hands began to grip my thighs.

“A little more Ella” I moaned gripping her tit a little tighter, fucking her throat faster.

*throat pie*

I couldn’t take it anymore. With a final thrust, my dick sliding down Ella’s throat I exploded, filling her throat up causing her to gag and choke.

I pulled out causing Ella to gasp loudly for air after she was made to swallow my load. Her face covered in saliva mixed with tears from her eyes. Her eyes were red, her mascara smudged.

Ella stilled the layed in position as I began to jerk by dick off. She looked at me with a pleading looking in her eyes, a smile on her face,

Immediately I smiled back, a little nod of her head indicated to me she wanted round 2, something I couldn’t say no too.

“Right next up is….”

Before Leah could finish I slammed back into Ella’s mouth, her wrapping her arms around my thighs keeping me deep inside of her

“Y/n you can’t do that” Leah said slightly annoyed.

“She wanted to go another round.” I said with a moan, my thrusts at the same speed as before.

“I’ll deal with you later,” Leah said under her breath.

I didn’t pay any attention to Leah, only the girl in front of me. I could constantly see the bulge in Ella’s throat after every thrust.

The sound of Ella’s gags was music to my ears as I continued to destroy her throat.

My hands led at each side of her throat lightly gripping it.

“Fuck Ella, I’m getting close again” I moaned as I, my balls now covered in spit.

The sight of her mouth swallowing my dick made me harder and harder, like a perfect fit. The way her chin rested against my crotch every time I bottomed out inside her throat.

*throatpie*

“Fuckkkkk” I yelled

Slamming all the way down her throat, bottoming out inside of her I exploded for a second time, making Ella choke on my seed once again.

“Taste nice” I moaned, still coming down from my high as Ella sat up off the bed wiping her mouth.

“I’m gonna struggle to talk for days” She whispered, her voice already affected by the fucking it had just received.

“Next you decided on picking Georgia and Alessia for a threesome,” Leah smiled, changing the subject from her orgasm that took place almost 15 minutes ago.

I nodded my head in agreement, my dick already hard but now getting harder.

“Up you go girls” Leah said to Alessia and Georgia giggled and joined me on the bed.

I bite my lip and blush as Georgia makes me lay on the bed, I bite my lip as Georgia and Alessia lay between my legs. I moan as Georgia sucks my balls and Alessia licks my dick and swirls her tongue around my tip.

“Mmm fuck.” I moan.

Georgia slips a finger in my ass and slowly fingers my ass as she sucks my balls as Alessia takes my dick in her mouth and slowly bobs her head making me a moaning mess.

“Mmm f-fuck.” I moan.

Alessia locks eyes with me as she bobs her head a bit faster I moan as she sucks me off for 2 minutes and then stops. Georgia takes my cock in her light and immediately starts bobbing her head as Alessia sucks my balls and fingers my ass a bit faster.

“Ugh fuck.” I moan loudly in pleasure. I moan and massage my tits as they continue to team up on me and give me a double blow job.

Georgia hums against my dick as she sees my facial expressions changed from the pleasure. Georgia sucks me off for another 2 minutes and then stops.

I moan loudly in pleasure. It's only been 5 minutes and the urge to cum was getting stronger and stronger.

“Ugh fuck, I’m close.” I moan. Leah and the girls giggle and moan as they hear my comment.

Alessia hears this, her and Georgia push their faces together and bite their lips and they look at me with pleading eyes begging for my load. Georgia fingers my ass faster as Alessia strokes my cock.

I moan as my balls tighten.

Cumshot/ Facial:

Georgia and Alessia smile and giggle as ropes of warm thick cum shoot into their faces. Cum costs their foreheads, cheeks, chins, noses and eyes.

Some of the cum goes in their mouths and on their tongues. They smile and swallow my cum. Alessia giggles and continues to slowly stroke my dick helping me ride out my high as the last of my cum oozes and spurts on their faces and tits.

Alessia and Georgia make out and lick my cum off each other's faces. The girls moan and watch as Alessia and Georgia make out and lick my cum off each other's faces getting every drop of cum.

Alessia and Georgia giggle. Alessia lays on the bed and lays in missionary, Georgia smirks and holds her Legs up. I bite my lip and kiss them both. Alessia moans on the kiss as I slip my cock inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me.

We both moan as I’m deep inside her. “Tell me when to move babe.” I say.

I smirk, I lean down and kiss her. Alessia kisses back. "M-Move." Alessia moans.

I rest my head against Alessia’s and look deep into her eyes as I slowly thrust in and out of her.

*Alessia’s pov*

I moan in pleasure as Y/n slowly thrusts in and out of me. Fuck she's really deep inside me, I can feel her massive dick throbbing inside me. She really needed a release, I moan and rest my head against hers.

I look down and watch her dick slowly slide in and out of me. Fuck she was balls deep inside me, she was so sexy her cute moans as she thrust into me a bit faster than before.

I moan, I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me a bit faster than before. I moan loudly in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck you're really deep in there." I moan in pleasure.

"Yeah? You like that baby? Daddy balls deep inside you stretching out your walls?" She questions as she goes faster and faster.

"Mmm I love it." I moan in pleasure as her balls slap against my skin and our moans fill the room. Fuck she was so sexy when she is a Dom. Her being a Dom made my legs weak and made me super wet.

It was a major turn on. I moan in pleasure, my walls clench around her. It's only been 10 minutes and I was already about to cum.

"Mmm, someone close?" Y/n asks seductively.

"Mmm I'm close baby, I'm gonna cum." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby. Cum for daddy." Y/n sexily whispers in my ear.

I moan and she kisses on my neck leaving hickys. I moan as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

"Mmm I'm gonna squirt." I moan.

I squirt all over her abs, her dick and all over her thighs and all over the sheets. Y/n smirks and keeps going. Y/n goes at an angle and starts to hit my G spot.

Y/n and I both moan in pleasure. I moan and wrap my legs around her waist and pull her closer to me and leg trap her so she can't pull out.

"Mmm fuck so tight." Y/n cutely moans out in pleasure.

I pull her down and wrap my arms and legs around her as she continues to thrust in and out of me faster and harder. I moan and kiss her, we both moan in the kiss. She breaks the kiss and places her face in the crook of my neck.

Fuck she has amazing dick game. Y/n moans and kisses my neck as she thrusts in and out of me harder and faster. Her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. I moan as Georgia kisses me and continues to hold my legs up as Y/n continues to fuck me and slam her cock deep Inside me.

I feel her dick throbbing inside me, she was super hard and really needed a release.i moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach. I moan and grip the sheets.

"Y/n baby, I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

"Ugh me too baby." Y/n moans.

I feel her precum leak inside me letting me know that she was close to cumming and desperately needed a release. My legs shake in pleasure as she continues to pound my g spot.

I feel my walls clench around her dick. "Need to cum baby?" Y/n asks as she moans in pleasure.

"So damn bad." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby." Y/n moans as she fucks my brains out. I moan and squirt all over her abs and dick y/n moans in pleasure as she goes as fast and as hard as she can go.

Y/n's breathing gets heavier letting me know that she was close to cumming. "Yes, yes cum in me, I'm not letting you go until you cum in me." I moan in pleasure.

I was as I saw pleasure on her face. Her face cutely contorts as she is about to bust her load deep inside me.

"Mmm f-fuck." Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.

I giggle. "Cum baby, cum in my pussy. Give me your thick warm load."

*Y/n's pov*

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. My breathing gets heavier letting her know that I was close to cumming.

"Yes, yes cum in me. I'm not letting you go until you cum in me." Alessia moans in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck." I moan in pleasure.

Alessia giggles. "Cum baby, cum in my slutty pussy." Alessia moans loudly in pleasure.

Creampie #1:

I can't take it anymore, Alessia moans and cums all over my dick. Alessia cumming sends me over the edge. I moan and cum, cum shoots out of dick and fills up Lessie’s entrance filling her up to the brim. We both moan as I slowly thrust in and out of her helping us ride out our highs.

We both moan as the last of my cum shoots and spurts inside her and paint her walls white.

"Mmm fuck." Alessia moans.

I rest my head against hers as I continue to slowly thrust in and out of her slowly pumping her full of cum. I help Alessia ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out of her.

Thick cum oozes out of her and onto the bed. We both lay there panting and trying to catch our breaths. "Fuck you are amazing in bed." Alessia pants out.

Georgia giggles and gets on all fours. Alessia leans in and licks her pussy Georgia gasps and moans as Alessia licks her pussy.

“Mm fuck.” Georgia moans.

I moan and stroke my dick as Alessia licks and eat Georgia's pussy getting it ready for me.

“That’s it slut eat her pussy and get it ready for me.” I moan.

Alessia eat Georgia's pussy for another 2 minutes and then stops. Alessia lays on the bed and fingers herself as I slide my cock inside Georgia,

Georgia and I both moan as I’m deep inside her. “Mm fuck so tight and wet.” I moan in pleasure.

"Such a good girl." I say and spank her ass as she wiggled it around.

I get situated behind her, I line my dick up with her pussy, a thought comes to mind as I reach around Georgias body taking grip of both her wrists and place them behind her back so her face was against the mattress.

"Ready baby? Ready to get destroyed?" I whispered as I gripped her wrists tighter and slammed my cock deep inside her pussy.

She let out a mighty scream filled with pleasure as I bottomed out inside of her pussy, not slowing down.

"This is what you get for teasing me at dinner. I was always gonna get the last laugh." I moaned as I carried on destroying her entrance. Georgia tries to reply to which I press her face into the pillows muffling whatever she tried to say.

The sight of her ass rippling against me after every thrust was a sight I loved to see. Georgia trying to move her hands but couldn't from the grip I had on them seemed to send her into overdrive. Her moans became louder, sweat dripping down her back as she began to get closer to her orgasm.

"That's it, let it out." I whispered, I leant forward placing delicate kisses to her back.

As soon as my words left my mouth Georgia exploded. Noises coming from her mouth I had never heard before. Georgia squirts all over my stomach, as I felt her walls tighten around my cock immediately making my balls tighten.

Creampie 2:

"Fuck." I yelled as I began to cum at the same time as Georgia . I could feel my cum oozing inside of her, not being able to warn her in time. Us both moaning together as we reached our highs, filling her pussy to the brim.

One final spank to her right cheek, I let go of her hands to which she fell onto the bed exhausted. I planted a kiss on her ass before moving the kisses up and down her back receiving little giggles from Georgia . I smile flipping her over onto her back.

I lean down and kiss her, Georgia smiles against my lips and kisses back.

“You guys okay?” I giggle as they moan. They both moan as my cum continues to ooze out of them and onto the bed.

“Mm perfect. That was amazing.” They both moan.

I smile. “Next you said you’d like Caitlin to wake you up with a blowjob” Leah announced

“That is correct.” I responded

“Well since you can’t actually wake up, Caitlin’s just going to suck you off” she explained as Caitlin made her way over to me

“Fuck, yes, yes please” I replied running my hand through Caitlin’s hair.

I quietly moan as Caitlin lowers her hand and rubs my dick and starts kissing my neck.

“Please” I whisper as I move my neck allowing her better access

“Relax” she whisprerd Relax and enjoy.”

I nod, all the girls watching on as Caitlin lowers she head level with my throbbing dick.

I bite my lip as she licks my dick and spits on my dick. I blush as her spit drips and runs down my length. I bite my lip and blush as Caitlin takes my length in her mouth. Mmm fuck her mouth was so warm.

I reach over and hold her hair up in a ponytail, for some reason this turning me on even more. I quietly moan as she begins to slowly bobs her head, slightly choking and gaging as my tip hits the back of her throat. Caitlin reaches down and toys with my balls as she bobs her head a bit faster.

Fucking hell it’s only been 3 minutes and I’m already close to cumming. God Caitlin really knows how to suck a dick, I quietly moan and grip the sheets and rest my legs on her shoulders.

I grab her head and help her bob her a bit faster. After 5 more minutes of an amazing blowjob I feel myself getting closer to cumming.

My precum leaks in Caitlin’s mouth and down her throat letting her know that I was about to bust.

Throat pie:

I can’t take it anymore bust my load is in Caitlin’s mouth. I grab hold of her head and push her head down on my cock as I finish in her mouth. I bite my lip and quietly moan and cum in her mouth and down her throat.

Caitlin chokes and gags a bit as I cum. Lifting her head up a bit and swallows my load. She licks up every drop of my cum and swallows it.

Caitlin looked me in the eye with a smile and suddenly takes my dick back in her mouth and bobs her head without any warning. I moan, my legs shake and buckle in pleasure a bit as Rach continues to suck the soul out of dick.

“Ohhh god Caitlin, please, please keep going” the grip I had in her hair now.

I leaned my head back as Caitlin carried on devouring my dick. It felt amazing, my throbbing cock leaking pre cum for the second time, my tip hitting the back of her throat at a fast speed. My knuckles turning white from the grip I had on the bed sheets.

All the girls watching on with awe from the way Caitlin’s head movements didn’t slow down.

She placed her hands on my thighs as she continued to give me head.

“Fuck Caitlin fuck, keep going please”

I moaned my grip in her hair was getting tighter.

She sped up her sucking, her saliva going all over her lips, dripping down her chin. She continued to deepthroat me, my eyes rolling to the back of her head. My legs were shaking constantly as I began to lose feeling in them, my mind going fuzzy.

I took her left boob in my hand, squeezing lightly as I felt the feeling of my balls tightening telling me I was about to cum.

*Throatpie*

“Ooohhh fuck Caitlin fuck. Please, please” I moaned

I didn’t have time to warn her as I held her head down my dick for the second time, exploding down her throat, making her gag on my second load.

“Fuck Caitlin” I whispered as I let her head back up, locking eyes with her “you could have warned me” I giggled.

She got up off the bed pressing the deepest kiss to my lips making me taste myself.

“There wouldn’t have been any fun if I had told you” she giggled leaning forward kissing both of my hard nipples.

“Fuck, you Caitlin, you’re such a good girl” I smiled as she left the side of the bed still wiping her lips cleaned.

We finish playing the game and the girls get dressed and leave and head back to their rooms to sleep.

Leah doesn’t leave the room as she looks over her shoulder at me with a little smile, locking the door behind the girls.

"Remember how you gave Tooney another go without my consent” Leah hissed

"Y-y-y-yes " i stuttered a little confused

"Well for that your being punished, Lay on the bed .” Leah says dominance riddle in her tone

I bite my lip and obey and lay on the bed, Leah joins me on the bed. Leah grabs my hands and pins them above my head,

"Im going to use you however I wish and your going to be a good girl and listen” she hissed as she reached over pinching my nipple.

"Y-y-yes Le” I stuttered

"Good girl"

she lines my tip up with her entrance and moans as she slowly lowers on my tip slowly sinking down on my dick, she moans loudly as she takes me deep inside her.

She grips my hands pinning them above my head.

“If you move your hands or break free I stop and you will not cum. Understand slut?” Leah orders as she began to bounce

I bite my lip. “Y-Yes.” I say blushing darkly.

Her grip around my hands was tight as she began to ride my dick, I wanted to move, I really did but I couldn’t, I couldn’t let this end.

“Fuck, watching you do all those things to the girls, I needed this” Leah moaned as her mouth hung open as she began to bounce faster.

The way her ass hit against my thighs, the noise of her ass slapping against me, our moans filling up the room.

The way Leah through her head back, I needed to close my eyes from the pleasure I was feeling but I couldn’t, Leah’s boobs bouncing up and down, her stomach sinking and rising as she breathed in and out. Her hips grinding on my dick, swallowing me up entirely.

“Leah” I moaned not being able to say anything else

“W-what slut” she stuttered from the pleasure but still her voice filled with dominance. She snaked her hand around my neck squeezing a little.

*creampie*

My balls were already tightening but as soon as her hand made its way around my neck I couldn’t take it anymore. Without any sort of warning my legs went stiff as I bursted inside of Leah.

“Ughhh fuck, fuck Le, p-p-please, fuck” I yelled as I came carefully thrusting up and down without Leah really releasing.

“You’ve just came haven’t you” Leah asked me as she full sank down on my dick

“Fuck Le, yes” I said huffing from the pleasure I had just been put through.

No warning whatsoever Leah looked at a face of annoyance, in one movement she stood up off my dick, getting off the bed.

The sight of her ass walking over to the wardrobe , her ass bouncing around turning me on a lot more.

“So you’re not going to obey what I say” Leah began to talk as she fished inside her wardrobe pulling out what looked like a 10 inch strap on.

“Then some slutty girl is going to get punished a lot more” She carried on going as she clipped the strap around her waist.

Taking the bobble from around her wrist, Leah puts her blonde locks into her famous ponytail as she begins to stroke some lube over the strap, some splashing onto her stomach, her abs shining.

She climbed onto the bed, the strap hard in the air as she laid on her back.

“I’m going to lay here and you’re going to ride my strap like the good slut you are” she said to me as she got herself comfortable, her eyes locked onto me.

“So you’re not going to obey what I say” Leah began to talk as she fished inside her wardrobe pulling out what looked like a 10 inch strap on.

“Then some slutty girl is going to get punished a lot more” She carried on going as she clipped the strap around her waist.

Taking the bobble from around her wrist, Leah put her blonde locks into her famous ponytail as she began to stroke some lube over the strap, some splashing onto her stomach, her abs shining.

She climbed onto the bed, the strap hard in the air as she laid on her back.

“I’m going to lay here and you’re going to ride my strap like the good slut you are” she said to me as she got herself comfortable, her eyes locked onto me.

I blush darkly, I straddle her lap. I put the tip in my ass and slowly sink down on the rubber dick. I moan in pleasure as I take her 10 inch dildo deep inside my ass.

I place my hands on Leah’s boobs as I slowly slide up and down on the rubber dick. Leah moans as I massage her boobs.

Leah bites her lip, she places her hands on my ass and squeezes my ass a bit. I moan in pleasure as she does this. "Mmm fuck." I moan.

Leah bites her lip and watches me as I slide up and down on her dildo. I moan and massage her boobs roughly as I slide up and down on the dildo faster.

"Mmm fuck." I moan loudly in pleasure as I ride Leah’s strap on. I moan as I feel that familiar feeling in my balls

"Leah baby I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

Leah smirks, she places her hands on my ass and helps me move up and down on the dildo faster than before.

“Cum baby, cum for me.” Leah moans.

I moan as the urge to cum gets stronger than before. "I'm C-Close." I moan.

Leah smirks and slides me up and down on the dildo faster and harder. "Cum baby." Her words send me over the edge, Leah moans and cums as the other end of the dildo pleasures her pussy. I can't take it anymore. I let go and cum

Cumshot:

I moan loudly in pleasure, cum shoots out of my dick and shoots into Leah’s tits and abs. Leah cutely giggles and bites her lip.

I moan and slowly slide up and down on the dildo. Leah slowly strokes my dick helping me ride out my high the last of my cum shooting onto her tits and abs.

“Mm fuck babe. Hehe that was a sexy cum shot.” Leah moans.

I smile, I lean down and kiss Leah deeply. I moan in the kiss as Leah places her hands on my ass and squeezes my ass as we make out.

I moan and slowly slide off her Dildo .

Leah looked at me as she began to unbuckle the strap from around her waist, placing it by the side of the bed, kissing me on the lips as she grabbed my dick.

“Not going to lie to you y/n the way you fucked Ella’s throat, I need thy being done to me now” Leah said making my stomach turn from the thought of me fucking her throat.

“I-I-I can do that for you” I said to Leah

“I know you can because you are” Leah giggled as she slowly slid to the bottoms of the bed where Ella was positioned.

“Now come on, get over here” she almost ordered yet again.

My dick rock solid I was straight next to Leah not letting this opportunity go.

Leah opened her mouth, her hands by her side.

“Fuck, I’m gonna destroy that throat” I whispered with a moan as I began to rub my tip over her lips.

Almost immediately I began slamming deep into her throat, causing her to gag.

“taking it so well” I moan as I watched Leah throat budge

The pleasure I was feeling, constantly thrusting in and out of Leahs tight throat, hearing her gag every time, the feeling of my balls hitting her nose.

“Fuck Leah, your throat is so tight” I moaned as I took a grip of her right boob and continued to thrust in and out.

Saliva began to pour out of her mouth covering her eyes and nose.

“Fuck, so messy” I giggled

I could feel Leah begin to struggle, constantly gagging like she was going to throw up. I couldn’t stop now, I was getting too close. I sped my thrusts up, every time I hit the back of her throat I gained a gag from Leah, her hands began to grip my thighs.

“A little more Leah, fuck, please” I moaned gripping her tit a little tighter, fucking her throat faster.

*throat pie*

I couldn’t take it anymore. With a final thrust, my dick sliding down Leah’s throat I exploded, filling her throat up causing her to gag and choke.

I pulled out causing Leah to gasp loudly for air after she was made to swallow my load. Her face covered in saliva mixed with tears from her eyes. Her eyes were red, her mascara smudged.

“Fuck” Leah coughed as she wiped her mouth as she gasps for air.

“How, how was that?” I asked as she sat up, her face covered in saliva.

“I’ll definitely be coming back for more” she giggled looking more happier now compared to her dominance side.

“Be my guest Le, I’d love to play again” I laughed back at her.

[patrywoso]

2. Lucy Bronze

+18 SMUT

“Happy birthday, baby!” Lucy smiled wide before pulling you in for a brief but loving kiss. The two of you were sitting on your couch. You had just opened your presents from Lucy and eaten a slice of the cake she got you, your favorite: black forest.

“Thank you so much for everything, love. I appreciate it so much.”

“Oh, I’m not done yet, babygirl,” Lucy said, putting a hand on your thigh and leaning in to give you a kiss on the cheek.

You giggled; you could be shy about certain things, even with Lucy, who made you feel safer than anyone ever had. You felt a blush creep onto your cheeks as her hand began to creep towards your upper thigh, her eyes heavy with desire as she looked you up and down. Although you felt shy, you were also excited at the idea of whatever potential fun your girlfriend had planned for your birthday.

“No?” you asked simply, hoping your eyes conveyed a look of faux-innocence.

“Nope.” Her hand returned to its original spot by your knee. “I have plenty planned for tonight.”

You grinned. “Oh please do tell.”

Lucy squeezed your thigh before standing up and holding her hand towards you. “If you’ll follow me…”

You put your hand in hers and used it to help get yourself up off the couch. Then, she began to lead you out of the living room, down the hallway to the bedroom the two of you shared.

Upon first entering the bedroom, you couldn’t see much until Lucy flipped the light switch. Once your eyes adjusted to the brightness, you noticed she had white pillar candles set up on both of your nightstands and various toys strewn across the bed.

“Make yourself comfy, babygirl.”Lucy strode across the room to her nightstand and lit the candles she had there. Watching her, you made your way over to the bed and sat criss-cross on top of it, mentally taking inventory of the toys she’d gotten out: rope, handcuffs, a blindfold, a rose vibrator, your favorite strap-on, and a paddle. Taking mental note of all of the toys Lucy intended to use on you, you felt yourself grow wet at the anticipation.

You watched as she walked around the bed to your nightstand and lit those candles as well. Then she looked you up and down. “Strip.”

You nodded and immediately started taking your shirt off, followed by your jeans. Once you were down to a bra and underwear, your girlfriend moved towards you, pushed you down so you were lying on the bed, and flipped you over so you were on your belly. Lucy undid your bra and slipped off your underwear, then she sat back and took you in. You drew in a breath, and you felt your heart quicken at the thought of what she had in store for you.

Lucy sat on the edge of the bed next to you and grabbed the paddle. With almost no warning, she brought it down on your ass hard enough to startle you, but not hard enough to sting. You gasped. She paused, and you knew immediately what she wanted. She wanted you to beg for it.

“More please,” you tried.

Lucy smiled and shook her head no.

“More please..daddy?” you tried again, hoping the addition of her favorite nickname would soften her up enough to give you more of what you wanted.

“One more time,” she ordered. You knew what she wanted; she wanted you to say exactly what it was that you wanted.

“Please spank me some more, daddy.”

Lucy looked pleased. “And why should I do that?”

“Because I like it.” You hoped that would be sufficient, as you really wanted more spankings. She gave you a look, and you quickly added, “And I’m a dirty little whore.”

Smack. You took in a sharp breath and readied yourself for more after letting out an involuntary moan. More came quickly, each new smack slightly harder than the last.

When your ass was a light pink color, she stopped and started lightly caressing your ass with the paddle. The soft touch after the forceful slaps was a welcome contrast. Then, when she had lulled you into a trance, she struck you with the paddle again. This made you jump a little bit, which Lucy didn’t seem to mind; she kept spanking you with the paddle until your ass was bright red.

When she’d deemed you’d had enough, she started gently rubbing her hands over your ass, soothing your irritated skin. Then, she flipped you over and moved to sit behind you, so that you were sitting propped up with your back against her front.

Once again, she grabbed the paddle, but this time, her attention was focused on your breasts. She wasn’t hitting too hard, softly enough to be comfortable but hard enough to feel good.

While one of her hands was paddling your chest, her other hand snaked its way down between your legs. She forced your legs open, and switched to paddling your pussy. You let out a moan, and she smirked at you in response. You loved the feeling of being paddled down there; you loved how degrading it felt.

Lucy continued with the paddle as her free hand toyed with your breasts. She squeezed them, then moved to pinching and rubbing your nipples.

“Is babygirl good and warmed up?” Lucy stopped and asked.

At this point, you were in a daze, blissed out on the combination of the feeling of your girlfriend holding you, the feeling of the paddle, and her ministrations on your breasts. You collected yourself enough to giggle a bit at her question and answer her.

“Yes, daddy. Thank you.”

“Good,” she smiled. She moved from behind you and laid down on the bed next to you. Then she gestured to her mouth. “Sit.”

You felt heat rising in your cheeks, and knew they must be pink, if not red. You were very shy when it came to doing what Lucy just told you to do. It felt amazing—it made you feel like such a whore—but it was such a filthy thing that it made you feel bashful.

You must have hesitated for too long, because Lucy demanded, “Did you not hear me? I said, ‘sit.’”

“Yes, daddy. Sorry, daddy.” You hesitated for a brief second more before climbing over to Lucy’s waiting face, straddling her, and lowering yourself so your core was right over her mouth.

Lucy wasted no time in diving into your pussy with her tongue. Her sudden movement startled you, and you gasped at the sensation. Her tongue ran through your folds before circling your clit, not quite touching it. You knew she was toying with you. You were plenty horny from the spankings, you didn’t need to be warmed up any more.

She continued circling your clit, going at a steady rhythm. You gave an impatient groan, and it seemed to be enough to egg Lucy on, as she immediately thrust her tongue into your wet hole and started fucking you with her tongue. This was the change of pace you needed, and you couldn’t hold back your moans.

This continued for a little while, until Lucy seemed to have decided you’d waited long enough. She moved her tongue to your clit and began lightly stroking it up and down. It felt amazing, but at the same time, it was such a gentle touch that it left you wanting more. Luckily, she didn’t make you wait long, as she soon increased both her speed and her pressure. She was still being gentle, though firmer, which was exactly how you liked it. She continued her ministrations, and before you knew it, you were begging her not to stop, rolling your hips and fucking her face with your pussy. Soon, you were coming uncontrollably into your girlfriend’s mouth, and you could hear her moaning in delight beneath you.

Once you came down from your high, you climbed off of her, feeling slightly embarrassed; you just did something so filthy, and you loved every second of it. Lucy sat up, grabbed your head, and pulled you in for a kiss. You could taste yourself on your lips, causing you to sign into her mouth. She smiled at this, and deepened the kiss.

She soon pulled away, and stood up off the bed. Curious, you watched her move to the head of the bed and grab the strap-on that was lying there. As she put it on, you took notice of the other toys that were lying on the bed, and felt your body tingle in anticipation.

She grabbed the rope, handcuffs, and the blindfold. She returned to you, toys in hand.

“Ready?” she asked.

You nodded, your heart rate increasing in excitement.

She slipped the blindfold into place on your face and then pulled your hands behind your back, slipping the handcuffs over your wrists. She tightened the cuffs, and you relished in the feeling of the fabric growing tighter.

“This good?”

“Yes, daddy.”

“Good.” Lucy then grabbed the rope and began to tie you up, creating a beautiful pattern that showed off your tits and reinforced the position the handcuffs were holding your arms in.

When she was done tying you up, she pushed you down so you were lying on your back. Then she flipped you over to be on your tummy.

“Ass up.”

You did as Lucy demanded, readjusting so your ass was up in the air and your face was down in the mattress, just how she liked it.

She paused for a moment, letting you sit with your anticipation before slowly entering you with her strap. You groaned in pleasure as you felt yourself being stretched. Lucy stilled for a moment when she was fully inside to let your body adjust, then she started to fuck you. She started fairly slow, but soon enough Lucy was pounding you. She must’ve grabbed the paddle at some point, because she was paddling your ass with one hand and gripping your hip with the other.

The feeling of being tied up, along with the fact that you couldn’t see anything, led you to feel incredibly turned on. You loved the feeling of being at your girlfriend’s mercy. You loved feeling her strap pound into you, each thrust eliciting a moan from you.

Lucy kept up her pace for a while, sometimes slowing just to surprise you with harder thrusts. You were begging, “Fuck me harder, daddy,” which she did her best to oblige.

Eventually, she stopped and pulled out of you. You groaned in disappointment, but it didn’t take long for her to explain herself. Lucy helped you sit up, then she took off your blindfold and laid down on the bed. She gestured to the dildo sitting on her pelvis, and you scooted over to her and lowered yourself onto it as best you could with your hands tied behind your back, Lucy using one hand to guide your body and the other to guide the strap.

You started slowly riding her, the feeling of her deep inside of you causing tingles throughout your body. You were so worked up from everything leading up to this point that it didn’t take long before you were humping her hard and fast, and Lucy certainly took notice.

“My, my. What a desperate little slut.”

You murmured in response.

“Does babygirl want to come?”

“Yes please, daddy,” you panted.

Lucy grabbed the rose vibrator from next to her on the bed, she held it onto your clit, causing a wave of pleasure to crash through you. It didn’t take long before you were coming on her strap, nearly screaming in pleasure.

“Good job, babygirl. Come on daddy’s strap.”

Before long, you were wiped out. Lucy helped you lift yourself up, and you flopped down onto the bed beside her. She immediately undid your handcuffs and began untying you, sensing that you were in urgent need of cuddles. Soon you were completely free of your restraints, and she was holding you close and rubbing your head. She gave you a kiss on the forehead.

“I love you,” Lucy whispered.

You smiled. “I love you, too.”

Before you knew it, you were asleep, happily drifting off to dreamland. Lucy soon followed suit, and the two of you slept soundly in each other’s arms.

[onabat11e]

can't keep my hands to myself (pt. 2) - lucy bronze x ona batlle

rating: E for Explicit (18+)

warnings: dom/sub dynamic, daddy kink, orgasm denial, mild degradation, overstimulation, strap-ons, spanking, choking, hair pulling, safewords

summary: following ona's inability to keep her hands to herself, lucy decides it's time for a little punishment.

part 1 here - based on this request!

word count: 4.1k

AO3 Link

The Uber ride was silent. Ona could not stop bouncing her leg, nervous about what Lucy would have in store for her. 

“Go and wait for me in the bedroom, Ona,” Lucy instructed, closing the apartment door behind them. Ona kicked her shoes off, scurrying away. When she reached the bedroom, she sat on the edge of the bed and waited for Lucy to join her.

Had she seriously messed up this time? Ona’s hands fidgeted impatiently, mind running through the different scenarios. 

Her head snapped up upon hearing Lucy enter the room. Ona immediately stood and walked over to meet Lucy at the bedroom door, trying to gauge any emotions on her stony face.

“Now,” Lucy started, addressing Ona. “What was up with your behaviour tonight?” Ona was a sputtering mess, fumbling over her words, fingers twiddling together behind her back. 

“I just needed you so bad,” she managed to finally get out, only to be met by Lucy rolling her eyes and crossing her arms. 

“You just can’t help yourself, can you?” Lucy circled Ona, moving to stand behind her. “Thinking you can always get what you want.” Lucy was so close that Ona could feel the breath tickling her ear, causing the hairs on her neck to stand on end. 

“I know, I misbehaved, but-“ Ona tried to explain herself, talk herself out of it - anything. Lucy wrapped her arms around Ona, pulling the girl's body into hers. Her hands roamed down Ona’s curves, causing her to press her back into Lucy. 

“And what happens to girls who misbehave?” Lucy’s question cut Ona off, the darkened tone of her voice seeming to fill the room around them. 

“They get punished,” Ona’s heartbeat was pounding in her ears, and frankly? She could also feel that beat a little lower. She knows she shouldn’t push Lucy, but when this dominance comes out? Fuck. 

“Firstly, you are going to finish what you started,” Lucy stepped back, leading the two to the end of their bed. Lucy reached down to undo her belt. The clang of the metal latch caused Ona to snap into motion, hurriedly to undo the button, fingers shaking as they pulled the zipper downwards. 

“Do you remember your words?” Lucy’s voice softened as she dipped her head to meet Ona’s, bringing a thumb to stroke across her cheek. 

“Yes. Green to go, yellow to slow down, red to stop.” Ona recited the traffic light system they used as their safe words. 

“What’s your colour?” Lucy’s voice was soft, her hands stroking little patterns up Ona’s outer forearm. 

“Green,” Ona confirmed, a slight nod of her head. Lucy’s jaw clenched, ready to assert her dominance over her partner. 

“Good girl. On your knees,” Lucy’s tone was a harsh contrast to her last sentence, pointing to the ground underneath them. Ona complied, falling to kneel on the carpeted floor. She looked up with doe eyes as she pulled Lucy’s jeans down to her ankles. Lucy kicked away the trousers before sitting on the bed and spreading her legs.

“You see what you done to me?” Lucy referenced the wet spot showing down the middle of her boxers, evidence of Ona’s teasing throughout the night. 

“I’m sorry, Lucy,” Ona said quietly, feeling the shame and averting her gaze from Lucy. She felt her body shrink under Lucy’s icy stare. 

“You’re sorry, who?” Lucy asked, the volume of her voice shocking Ona into looking back up at her again. Ona felt a wave of shock flow through her body with the realisation.

“Daddy.” The correction slipped off Ona’s tongue as fast as she could manage it. Ona heart thumped at the slip-up, watching as Lucy’s green eyes darkened with lust.

“Good girl, now I’m gonna need you to make me cum.” Lucy demanded, looking down at Ona between her legs. Ona nodded with a pout, scooting closer to Lucy’s body. 

Fingers tugged at Lucy’s underwear, hips lifting off the mattress to let Ona slide the fabric down her legs. After discarding them, Ona leaned in and started kissing up the inside of Lucy’s legs. She trailed further up to reach where Lucy needed her most. Lucy shifted forward to sit closer to the edge of the bed and give Ona better access. 

Ona made broad licks over Lucy’s pussy, moaning at the taste of Lucy covering her tongue. Her mouth watered, not being able to get enough of the taste that was so uniquely Lucy. Ona’s tongue explored Lucy’s entrance, her nose bumping Lucy’s clit as she probed deeper, leaving teasing circles around the wetness. 

Ona made a slow lick upwards to toy with Lucy’s clit, flicking it teasingly with long circular licks around and over it. She sucked Lucy into her mouth, experimenting with different sucking pressures and playful tongue movements. 

Ona’s hands grabbed onto Lucy’s thighs as her tongue continued to take in the new wetness leaking from Lucy. She wishes she could take her time, drag it out - just kneel between Lucy’s legs and worship her pussy for hours.  

However, Lucy was far too impatient for that and needed to feel control over Ona; Lucy had to remind her who was in charge. 

Lucy grabbed Ona’s hair, using her head as leverage as she rolled her hips forward, moaning at the contact of her clit on Ona’s warm tongue. She continued to rhythmically meet Ona’s mouth, feeling the pressure of her climax building in her lower abdomen. 

“Fuuuck,” Lucy groaned out, letting her head fall back as she shakily rolled her hips into Ona one last time before her orgasm hit her. She slowed her movements, grip relaxing on Ona’s head as she let the girl messily lick up the remains of her arousal. 

“Good girl,” Lucy stroked her thumb over Ona’s soft hair. Ona looked up at Lucy, her pupils blown out, the glistening of cum and saliva spreading across her lips and down her chin. 

“What do you say?” Lucy demanded, looking into Ona’s eyes, hand trailing down and twirling between the strands of the brunette ponytail. 

“Thank you for cumming on my tongue, Daddy,” Ona looked up at Lucy through her eyelashes, wiping her thumb over her bottom lip before sucking it into her mouth to savour the taste of Lucy. She let out a quiet groan at the sight of Ona sucking her thumb, making a show of hollowing her cheeks as she licked the remnants of Lucy off of her hand. 

Lucy pulled Ona up from the floor, letting the girl fall on top of her to straddle her lap. Ona went in for a kiss, immediately meeting Lucy’s hungry lips and frantic movements of her needing to deepen the kiss. 

Ona started to roll her hips, the unrelenting throbbing between her legs begging for contact. Lucy grabbed Ona’s thigh, fingers digging into the soft flesh. Lucy pulled back from the kiss and cleared her throat in disapproval of Ona’s actions. 

“Naughty girls don’t get to grind on Daddy’s lap. Isn’t that right?” Lucy shook her head, eyebrows raised with sharp eye contact. Ona’s eyes widened, her breath getting caught in her throat.

“Yes, Daddy,” Ona swallowed, feeling her mouth dry at being reprimanded again. 

“I’m going to spank that gorgeous ass of yours,” Lucy’s hands stroked down Ona’s back, following the curve down before finding their place over Ona’s ass. She tightened her grip, letting the tips of her fingers dig into the soft flesh that sat atop her. 

Lucy shifted to help Ona move into position, her small frame now bent over Lucy’s lap. Lucy roughly pulled up the sheer fabric of Ona’s dress the rest of the way, Ona’s bare ass now fully exposed, save for the sparse material of her g-string.

“Can you count them for me?” Lucy’s hand stroked over the soft skin of Ona’s backside. “We’re going to do 10.” 

“Yes, Daddy,” Ona’s thighs tightened as her body prepared for the impact. Lucy’s hand came down hard, making direct contact with her asscheek. The sound echoed through the bedroom, followed by Ona speaking.

“One,” Ona counted, jaw clenching at the impact. She arched her back, sticking out her ass slightly to meet Lucy’s next strike.

“En Español, por favor,” Lucy requested before continuing, “Let’s try it again.” She raised her arm again, hand coming down on the same cheek. 

“Uno,” Ona started in Spanish now, per Lucy’s request. The sharp sounds of spanking cut through the thick silence in the room, followed by breathy tones of Ona’s counting. Lucy continued to land flat hits against Ona’s soft skin, alternating which side of Ona she came down against each time.

“D-diez,” the last word was a struggle for Ona to get out, a ragged breath causing her to stutter through the speech. 

“Good girl. You did so well for me,” Lucy praised Ona after the final hit, stroking over the red skin softly, feeling the heat emanate from it. Her hand followed the curve of Ona’s ass before finding dampened fabric between her thighs. Lucy pushed against the garment, impressed with how much arousal Ona had accumulated. 

“You’re already this wet? It’s not a punishment if you enjoy it, baby,” Lucy pulled the fabric to the side, pressing a finger through Ona’s folds to feel the extent of the wetness. Ona whined in something that sounded like a mix of desire and embarrassment, needing more pressure, more of Lucy. 

“Up,” Lucy demanded, watching Ona move to stand on shaky legs, the girl saying a silent prayer for them not to give out. “We need this off.” Lucy grabbed the dress again, helping Ona remove the garment. 

Lucy took a moment to appreciate the matching lace lingerie set Ona wore. Fuck. The older woman kept her face a mask of dominance, not allowing Ona to see her falter at her beautiful form. 

Lucy stood up, removing her shirt before lifting Ona, strong arms around supporting her lower back. Ona’s arms reached around the back of Lucy’s neck, holding on as she got carried onto the bed. Lucy placed Ona further up the bed and placed Ona’s head on the pillows.

Soft lips passed over Ona’s collarbones as Lucy’s hands reached around to unclasp Ona’s bra. Lucy rubbed a thumb over one of the newly exposed nipples, watching as it hardened, begging for attention. 

Nimble hands palmed at Ona’s breast, catching a nipple and squeezing it between her index and pointer fingers. Ona moaned, causing her lips to part just enough to let Lucy in. 

Lucy kissed wetly down the sensitive skin of Ona’s neck, nipping and letting her teeth graze the skin. She left a trail of open-mouth kisses down Ona’s chest, taking a nipple into her mouth for her warm tongue to lick over the tip before circling over it. 

Ona gasped from the new sensation and writhed underneath Lucy, the pleasure from her sensitive chest causing her to arch her back. Lucy let her teeth scrape against the nipple before she moved over to the other nipple. 

Ona felt weak, Lucy’s blown pupils looking up at her as she stuck out her tongue to tease Ona. Lucy sucked gently before releasing the nipple and continuing her path down. 

Lucy continued down, kissing over Ona’s abs, noticing the subtle flex of them under the touch of her lips. Lucy kissed over Ona’s underwear, chuckling when Ona twitched up into her touch. 

“So desperate,” Lucy hooked her fingers under the sides of the underwear, slowly revealing Ona’s pussy. “All of this for Daddy?” Ona flushed red, bringing a hand to her face to try and hide the embarrassment of being this turned on.

Lucy scooped her arms under Ona’s thighs, lifting Ona closer to her before she licked up Ona’s slit, letting the wetness cover her tongue. Her movements across Ona’s clit were fast, her lips suctioning onto the bud. 

Ona whined, feeling the throbbing of her pussy against Lucy’s warm mouth. When her tongue so expertly played with Ona’s clit like this, there was no chance of her lasting long. Ona grabbed onto the bed sheets, feeling the tightness in her abdomen grow further, her body aching with a need for release. 

“So close,” Ona managed to get out, her chest tightening as her orgasm grew closer. Not half a second later, Lucy pulled away from Ona’s core, breathing a laugh onto her twitching centre. 

“Not yet, sweetheart. Did you really think I’d let you off that easy?” Lucy’s words hit Ona directly in the chest, a wicked smile plastered across her face. 

Ona whined at the loss of contact when Lucy left the bed to rummage in their dresser, looking for a particular set of items. A moment later, Lucy pulled out a black silk bag, which Ona recognised as their harness. She also pulled out another bag, which Ona didn’t recognise.

Lucy faced away from the bed as she adjusted her harness, tightening it flush with her body and inserting the dildo. The older woman turned around and walked back to Ona, who sat with wide eyes, waiting anxiously. 

Ona eyed the size of the dildo, it being on the larger size compared to the ones they would usually use. She subconsciously squeezed her thighs together, shrinking into the bed thinking about taking that. 

Reading Ona’s body language, Lucy picked up on the change, walking over to Ona with a look of care in her eyes. She sat on the bed, reaching out to touch Ona’s hand.

“Your colour?” The softness in her voice returned, needing reassurance from Ona before continuing. Lucy smiled at her before she placed a hand over Ona’s to comfort her. 

“Yellow,” Ona said, forcing her voice to remain stable. She knew that she could take it, just not immediately.

“I’ll use my fingers first, baby. Is that okay?” Lucy reached her hand out to stroke Ona’s leg, trailing up to her inner thigh. Lucy felt the tight muscle soften under her hands, Ona relaxing into the touch. 

“Green,” Ona nodded as she confirmed, the word instantly snapping Lucy back into her headspace. Lucy grabbed Ona’s knee, pulling it to the side to part Ona’s legs. Lucy moved across the bed to be beside Ona. 

She slid a finger across Ona’s clit before moving it down to Ona’s entrance. Lucy pushed in, Ona’s heat taking the digit in and begging for more. Ona jerked her hips forward to meet Lucy’s finger curling inside her. 

Lucy added another finger, letting Ona adjust before pumping it, massaging Ona’s inner wall. She could feel Ona’s walls already fluttering around her painfully slow movements of Lucy pressing into her sensitive spots. 

Ona was feeling worked up, her climax nearing again before Lucy pushed a third finger slowly, revelling in the feeling of stretching around them for her. Ona whined as Lucy thrust her fingers, needing Lucy to increase her movements. 

Lucy could feel Ona starting to twitch and squeeze against the strong fingers that were now wholely inside her. 

Lucy pulled out her fingers, Ona crying from the denial and letting her body fall limp to the bed. Lucy made sure Ona watched as she put the fingers in her mouth and cleaned the arousal off, moaning as she pulled the fingers out with an audible pop.  

“Ready for Daddy’s cock now?” Lucy moved to be between Ona’s thighs again, looking down at Ona’s flushed face and the rise and fall of her chest as she panted. 

Lucy applied the lubricant to the length liberally, pumping her fist up and down the shaft. She aligned the tip with Ona’s entrance, pushing against her wetness to tease. 

“Please,” the word breathed out. Ona was desperate, needing Lucy inside of her. Anything for her to finally be able to cum. Lucy ran the tip through Ona’s folds, letting the silky wetness cover the head. 

Lucy inched the tip in slowly, taking caution in letting Ona adjust to the new size. Ona’s body was so needy after the teasing and denials that she took the toy in. Ona groaned when Lucy finally bottomed out, their hips meeting. 

Lucy paused and looked into Ona’s eyes with a silent question. Ona nodded yes to let Lucy know that she was ready for her to start moving her hips. Lucy pulled back slowly, watching as Ona’s bottom lip quivered. 

Ona shut her eyes and let her head fall against the pillows, her body jumping slightly when a strong hand wrapped around her neck, squeezing at the sides. Ona whined at the sensation, feeling her body give up any ounce of self-control she had left. 

Ona could hear and feel the blood pumping under the tightening grip Lucy had around her neck. Her eyes rolled back into her head as Lucy held her throat, hips repeatedly slapping together. 

“You’re such a good girl for me, aren’t you?” Lucy growled, breathing hard as she continued to push her strap into Ona. She released the grip on Ona’s neck, getting her ready for the next demand.

“Get on all fours - I want to take you from behind,” Lucy snarled and watched as Ona eagerly obeyed her orders. Once in the position, Ona looked over her shoulder at Lucy, waiting for her next move. 

“Good girl,” Lucy praised her, pushing her cock against Ona’s entrance again. The sensation of being filled from this angle made Ona’s arms shake, her body weak with the pleasure that Lucy was fucking into her.

Lucy wrapped one arm around Ona’s torso, the other going for Ona’s hair and wrapping the ponytail around her hand once before pulling her up. An unexpected moan escaped Ona at the motion of being pulled up.

The two women’s bodies came flush to each other, Lucy pulling the ponytail again to access Ona’s neck. She kissed Ona's skin, goosebumps arising from the contact with her sensitive skin. 

Lucy’s hips continued their pace, the lewd sounds of skin against skin echoing around them. Lucy took her free hand and stroked down Ona’s abdomen before reaching her swollen clit and pressing circles over it. 

“Need to cum so bad,” Ona whined, feeling a pressure building in her core. “Wanna cum all over your cock for you, Daddy.” 

“Do you deserve to?” Lucy mumbled into Ona’s neck, speeding her movements up to rub her clit faster. Lucy thrust harder into Ona, her body shaking with each thrust.

Ona let out a whine as she felt her abdomen tighten from her climax approaching again. Her breathing quickened, her body preparing for the release. 

Lucy removed her hand from Ona’s clit and dropped the ponytail, causing Ona to fall forward her forearms breaking her fall. Ona’s head hit the pillows before Lucy removed her strap, watching as Ona’s pussy feathered around nothing, so close to cumming but not quite being able to get over the edge.  

“It’s not fun, is it?” Lucy laughed in response to Ona’s disappointed whines and the shaking of her thighs. Tears of frustration prickled in her eyes. “Being teased?” 

“Please, Daddy, I need to cum so bad,” Ona was looking over her shoulder at the smug look on Lucy’s face. 

Lucy swiped up the arousal with her tongue, causing Ona to push backwards into Lucy. Lucy pulled away before Ona could get what she needed, leaving the younger girl whining and bucking against nothing once more. 

“Poor baby, you’re so desperate for Daddy’s cock aren’t you?” Ona felt the words resonate in her core, thinking about the stretch of her pussy around Lucy’s length. 

“I wanna cum on your cock for you, wanna show you how good I can be, Daddy” Ona turned over to face Lucy, looking up at the muscular woman kneeling over her. Ona spread her legs, putting on a show for Lucy. 

“You wanna cum so bad?” Ona whined and nodded her head. “You can just lay there and let me fuck your pretty little pussy into the mattress. Be a perfect hole for Daddy to play with.” 

Every word was sending a shooting pleasure down Ona’s spine. Ona arched her back further, giving Lucy a perfect view of her glistening pussy, which was begging to be fucked. 

Lucy pushed into her again, a deep groan escaping as she watched the toy disappear into the moaning girl. 

Ona was still so close and could feel the orgasm ready to crash into her, her thighs uncontrollably shaking with pleasure. Lucy ignored the moans and kept up her pace, pounding through the resistance of Ona clenching around the strap. 

Ona’s head fell onto the pillow, her jaw slack from her moans as Lucy fucked her through her high, already feeling another start to build up from how sensitive she was. 

Lucy grabbed Ona’s right leg, pushing it up to bend at the knee, opening up Ona’s legs for access to thrust deeper. Lucy grabbed at the red skin of Ona’s thigh, pulling Ona into her to meet her thrusts. 

“You take my cock so well, baby,” Lucy growled, reaching to rub over Ona’s clit. The additional sensation barrelled into her next orgasm, barely being able to hold back her cries, her white-knuckled grip increasing on the sheets as the pleasure spread throughout her body. 

With each thrust, the pressure of the harness against Lucy’s clit was causing heat to tighten in her core. Nothing could stop Lucy’s pace, her grip on Ona’s hips as she used her overstimulated pussy to chase her orgasm. 

Ona lost count of how many times she had cum by now if she had even stopped cumming in the first place. Her face was a picture of total bliss, jaw slack and eyes rolling back into her head. The tears of her pleasure smudged the eye makeup she had put on earlier that night. 

Ona’s body was limp, her moans a continuous string displaying how cock-drunk she was on the feeling of Lucy inside her. Lucy kept up her unrelenting pace fucking Ona into the bed, the younger girl's eyes streaming with tears as the pleasure continued to rip through her. 

Lucy appreciated the visual of Ona looking thoroughly fucked out, her makeup smudged, tear-stained cheeks, and her body limply moving in time with Lucy’s thrusts. Ona couldn’t find the energy to nod or speak, even her moans coming out in breathy tones. 

“Gonna cum in you, yeah?” Lucy rasped, her hips slapping against Ona’s. With just enough pressure, Lucy fell apart, hips jutting as the waves of pleasure spread through her body. Sounds of Lucy panting filled the room, her groans cutting through the breathy tones as her thrusting began to slow. 

Lucy pulled out slowly, falling to the bed next to Ona. She waited until her breathing had regulated itself again before turning onto her side and looking at Ona.

“How are you feeling?” Ona mumbled something back, a broken string of sentences. Lucy got off the bed, quickly trading her harness for comfortable pyjama trousers.

“I’m going to get water - you think you’ll be okay for a moment?” Lucy checked, her thumb rubbing against Ona’s shoulder. 

Ona nodded, smacking her lips together in agreement with the water. Lucy placed a blanket over Ona’s naked body before she trailed off into the kitchen.

~

Lucy walked back into the bedroom with two bottles of water in hand. She looked over at where Ona had now turned over, lying on her back. 

“Drink up, my love.” Lucy supports the back of Ona’s head and tilts the bottle slowly, letting the cool water partially fill Ona’s mouth. 

“Swallow for me, baby,” Lucy instructs, looking down at the heavy-eyed girl under her. A drop of water falls down the side of Ona’s lips, Lucy’s thumb coming to swipe it, caressing Ona’s soft bottom lip in the process. Once satisfied with Ona’s water intake, Lucy slowly placed Ona’s head on the pillow.

“Better?” Lucy asked. Ona, eyes remaining closed, responded with a nod. “Did you need anything else? A snack?” Ona weakly shakes her head no. 

“Just need cuddles,” Her voice is hoarse as she reaches out, beckoning Lucy to cuddle up to her. “Need to be held.” 

Lucy wrapped an arm around Ona, pulling her into her chest. She placed a kiss on top of Ona’s head.

“You know I love you,” Lucy said, hugging Ona closer. 

“Of course. I love you too,” Ona snuggled down further, resting her head on Lucy’s chest. 

Lucy reached across and picked up Ona’s phone to check the time, only to be met with a particular notification waiting for her.  Ingrid: u are SO not sly. good luck - 1hr ago

[wosobronze]

IS THAT LUCY BRONZE IN A DADDY MAY VIDEO OH MY DAYYSSS i’m shocked

YES, YES IT IS

[livealittleoc-cb]

“We all hold morals and what we think is right or wrong but sometimes…they crumble darling.~”

:･ﾟ✧:･.☽˚｡･ﾟ✧:･.: Lucifer [Cedric Bowen]

⋆｡°✩ The Original Great Ruler of Hell, Also known as the Great Fallen Angel and "God's" Favorite; Now a Co-Ruler of Hell/the Underworld

⋆｡°✩ Is a Romance Author [mainly adult romance]

⋆｡°✩ All sins are contained into the Underworld unless with their guardian, given special permission from a deity of the underworld or have someone outside of hell to take care of them, he is one of these guardians && deities

⋆｡°✩ Just like other supernaturals/gods/etc. the sins have a human form if allowed to walk on Earth/Human Realm

⋆｡°✩ In "human" form is from St Asaph, Wales, in Astria he's from Wesmil {With Irish Family, has a mix of an Irish and Welsh accent}

⋆｡°✩ He/She/They | Homosexual, Poly| 31 [Human Years], is actually about 1,000+ years | 08/14 [Leo] | 5'3"

⋆｡°✩He is:

sweet

super bubbly

caring

a bit of an airhead

is actually really smart

don't anger him

Demon && Human Form Info

⋆｡°✩ was king of the 1st Circle ["Undercity"]

⋆｡°✩ was an angel in heaven before their wings got ripped away

⋆｡°✩ in his demon form he is 6'3", has dark red "smoke" wings [12 ft/ 367 cm wingspan], one set of curled black horns on their forehead, her ears are pointed && wear dangly earrings with hoops, black long claws, he has a long leathery tail with a dark red pointed tip at the end [6 ft/ 183 cm], his legs are similar in shape to goats legs, his tongue is long && forked [1 ft/ 30 cm long], has 2 sets of fangs, his whites are all black no pupils, his crown sits on his head when he is sitting [dark red && black jewels with a gold crown], they typically wears a blazer with high waisted pants [no shirt under]

⋆｡°✩ their ears are extremely sensetive; DO NOT TOUCH IF YOU AREN'T CLOSE!!

⋆｡°✩ in human form his skin is pale/tan [bronzes easily], has tattooes on his arms, chest, hips, neck && legs, has dangly earrings, wears a lot of rings, has shimmery dark red eyes, always wearing nail polish, has scars on his back where her wings were

⋆｡°✩ when angered his eyes will turn into their demon eyes in any form and her body temp will raise enough you can't touch them

⋆｡°✩ Resides: Heaven [former], District 1 [current]

⋆｡°✩ Languages: As a demon speaks all languages, focuses on Welsh && English, can speak in tongues

⋆｡°✩ Representative Colors: Black && Dark Blood Red

⋆｡°✩ Guardian of: Envy/Leviathan

⋆｡°✩ likes: baggy shirts and hoodies, iced coffee, nail polish, dark red

⋆｡°✩ dislikes: mornings, too much light, the sun, the cold, zipper jackets/hoodies

NSFW

⋆｡°✩ hard dom, secret sub; some of his kinks are marking [receiving && giving], collaring [receiving && giving], pet play [giving, will be your kitten only if partner is okay with it], breeding [receiving && giving], size kink, public, impact play [receiving && giving], praise [receiving && giving], hair pulling [giving && receiving], orgasam control [receiving && giving], oral [receiving && giving], free use [giving && receiving], humilation [giving && receiving], choking [giving && receiving], bdsm, double penetration [very secret kink, receiving], overstim [giving && receiving], nicknames [giving && receiving, likes being called lucy, baby girl/boy, daddy, etc. depends on his mood]

⋆｡°✩ hard nos: feet, watersports, wasteplay

⋆｡°✩ his eyes glow dark red if he is arroused

⋆｡°✩ takes time && trust for him to sub

⋆｡°✩ safe word: wilt

⋆｡°✩ uses 🥀 on dash

Relationship Statuses

⋆｡°✩ in the underworld && working

⋆｡°✩ single [0/4]; uninterested

⋆｡°✩ friends: Hades [sexy daddy 🥴], Envy/Leviathan [annoying child 🙄], Persephone [baddest bitch 😎]

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faceclaim: @/kip_uwu on ig

[pungngi]

Choose your zaddy!!!!! All these women footballer gave me some zaddy vibes🤤

[alias-b]

honey, i’m home (hold for laughs)

A/N: So, I’m taking a break from my long fics. Just to gather myself again. I’m having sort of a bad day and idk I wrote this to deal with some stuff. Just something rough I punched out quickly. A somber blurb character study for Martin Brenner and Lucy Garland from my Hopper/OC fic, LFTM. Brenner dreams that things could be different if he weren’t such a monster.

   It was the same dream. Night after night. Waking in a cold sweat. Rinse. Repeat.

  Sheets that still smelled of her perfume. Lucy had never stayed over. In this house that was too big. In this bed that was always chilled. But, she was in everything he saw. 

  Martin Brenner dreamed so deep, he woke in a pit every morning. Fingers shifting to feel for one caress of that supple skin. Tread into black locks. He wished sometimes that they never chopped it off. 

  She truly looked like a siren with black silk spilling over her warm bronzed shoulders. Eyes glowing even in the dark. A rich brown. Almost honeyed like amber. Lucy was warmth and she was fire and he longed to hold it within his palms. Watch it spill and burn this entire town down.

   That would have been breathtaking. 

  But, Brenner couldn’t have that. So, he smothered her. Pressed her like coal until she was a sparkling diamond instead. It was for the best. 

  So, he dreamed and tumbled. Woke before a smaller house, but it looked loved. Something out of a fairy tale in black and white. Surrounded by a lush garden of marigolds. Beautiful even if they’re all grey. 

  A place where the sun was always high framed with a white picket fence. Neighbors who smiled so wide they might crack. Waving in sync. Robotic in how they navigate.

  Martin always carried a coat and briefcase. Dons his expensive Italian suits. Taking in this perfect world of black and white. Same at the funny sitcoms he secretly enjoyed. Wondering if Lucy likes them too. If she’d curl up with him and watch.

  Steps took him up toward the door. Always unlocked. 

  “Honey,” Martin offered to the air, “I’m home.”

  Hold for laughs.

  And there she was. Materializing out of the kitchen with a wide painted smile. A little cinched polka dotted dress. Even a frilly apron. So pristine and untouched by this world. Martin figured the dress was a forest green only because he knew it was Lucy’s favorite color.

  “How was work, dear?” Lucy never stopped smiling at him. That much was always static. Hands reached for his coat to hang it up. She didn’t wait for an answer and slipped into his arms. Kissed him on the lips like she’d been waiting for his return all day. And she had.

  “Just fine.” Martin grasped her hips. Kept her pressed there flush.

  “My husband. Fighting all the bad guys.” She cooed. Another peck. “Dinner’s almost ready. I made your favorite. And I didn’t burn it this time.”

  Hold for more laughs.

  Lucy always made his favorite. 

  She went to the doorway, posed a little like a mannequin.

  “Kids! Your father’s home!”

  Steps rumbled down the stairs. Two children lined up in front of Lucy. Matching mechanical grins on their doll faces. 

  Martin recalled their names.

  The girl. Amanda. Dark brown hair and blue eyes. She must be about eight. Little spitfire. And her younger brother. Five years old. Martin. They called him Marty for short. Brown hair and eyes. Shy.

  “Daddy!” The children jumped at him. Holding so tight like they might fade at any second. And they would. Lucy was all smiles at the sight. Protected by these four walls. They were safe here.

  “Go wash up for dinner now.” She ushered them off, taking Brenner by the hand. A wedding ring sparkled same as the pretty pearls round her neck. “I made a surprise for dessert. Can you smell it?”

  “Is that cherry?”

  Lucy giggled. 

  “Isn’t it divine?” She shrugged and pulled out a pan. Some chicken and dumpling recipe his mother used to make. The pie came next. Piping hot in the window to cool. Glistening and lush. “That’s what fear smells like.”

  “What?” Brenner had started to roll his sleeves up. Eyes snapping. Lucy clasped her hands. Her face must have hurt with that grin plastered. 

  “I just said it smells so good, I could ruin my appetite right now. Couldn’t you, honey?” She gushed. 

  Hold for laughs.

  They gathered as a family. Looking around at these gifts. Happy. Sharing a perfect meal in a perfect little dollhouse. The child playing with them loved them too much. 

  “If you don’t eat your carrots,” Martin had to point at his son, “you won’t get dessert.” He smiled too like it was half a joke. Marty stuffed himself full and pie was served. “Don’t forget to thank your beautiful mother.”

  “Oh, stop.” Lucy playfully smacked the hand from her hip. “I’m just happy to have a beautiful family.”

  Martin could swear he tasted this rich meal. Succulent cherries hot on his tongue.

  The rest of the night was clockwork. Get the children ready for bed. Storytime with daddy. Plenty of soft kisses goodnight. Lights out.

  Lucy lotioning herself at the mirror in a little pink nightie. Martin’s mouth on her shoulder. Kissing her dizzy until she was up and in bed. Mounting him in nothing but those pearls. Them trying to stay as quiet as they could because the children were sleeping. Her tuckered body falling in next to him, spent. Blissful.

  “We could have another baby.” Martin suggested. “Another little girl.”

  “I always liked the name Jane.” Lucy mused. Haunted, he peered at her there against the pillows. Naked skin dewy and soft. “You look like you've seen a ghost, darling.”

  “You know what’s going on, don’t you?” His head lifted to see her clearly in the dim lamplight. “You know this isn’t real.”

  “Of course, it’s real, baby.” Her hand touched his cheek. “I’m real. Feel that?”

  “You can’t love me.” The stinging thought welled his eyes.

  “But, I do. I always will.” Lucy kissed him all better. “Do you feel it? Do you love me too?”

  “Yes.” Brenner pulled her impossibly close. Lips trailed over her neck. “I love you more than anything.”

  “To the moon and back?” Lucy melted into his frame. Sighed.

  “Yes.” Martin had gasped it because he wanted it all so bad. This dream. This love. Felt Lucy in his bone marrow. That fire. A crack.

  Lucy’s skin broke like glass. A mirror fracturing out. Martin felt her sag back into the bed.

  “Honey, I don’t feel well.” A little porcelain doll breaking to perfect pieces. Ashes seeping out instead of blood. “Can you hear that? It’s a symphony playing just for us.” 

  “No, Lucy, you stay right here. With me.” Brenner brought her into his arms. Felt her quiver and shake. The horrid sound like nails on a chalkboard when her skin broke apart.

  Lucy’s never able to stay.

  Hold for laughs.

  It broke his heart every single time. Seeing her shatter.

  And he knew it was all on him. Everything. He did this. He broke her. Lucy trembling to ashes. Sinking between his fingers.

  Hold for laughs.

  The children are always shattered in their beds too. Safe and sound from him and this world of rot.

  Brenner felt his chest filling with cries. With screams and bellows to stop the torment. It all became ashes and he mourned it. Even the marigolds. 

  It shouldn’t ache this profoundly. Martin Brenner with his pressed suits and pristine hair. The world to save upon his shoulders. Floating through science and logic. He could have let Lucy Garland go that day in his office. Could have let her blossom.

  He doesn’t regret it. The greater good demanded all the sacrifice. He told himself that like a mantra. Lucy had to burn and become something greater.

  But, when she looked into his eyes and lied so politely…

  Nothing in his life hurt like her sweet deception.

  He cannot love in full and she will never be his. Even if she sinks into his arms willingly. It’s all painted like those damn sitcoms.

  Hold for laughs. Scream instead.

  The dream’s ending was the same too. Lucy weeping softly. In the garden burying a pie dish with a bloody beating heart inside.

  Martin never has the chance to figure who the heart belongs to. But it’s the only splash of color in this muted, artificial world. Lucy cried over it and brought the ruby red into his dreams. 

  Waking, Brenner gave a start. Breathed deep to capture life again. 

  Felt around.

  Lucy would not be here.

  Sometimes he dreamed of her naked and holding that knife above him.

  It felt better than nothing. Maybe he had that coming for carving her out of marble against her will.

  Brenner turned in darkness and smelt the perfume even still. The torment he brought this world turned back at him the day Lucy Garland walked into his office with those starry eyes. 

  He didn’t blame her, he deserved to die. Martin always knew that deep down. He owed Lucy a life debt and she would collect one day down the line.

  Martin Brenner only hoped she’d hold him as the end came. Saving the world was a thankless job.

  Liked to think maybe he earned that much. One pair of warm arms and a heart beating in his ear. Dreamed that something in Lucy could love him back just for a second. One perfect second where there were no ashes between either of them. Maybe she could forgive something and sleep better after too.

  There was true hope in his soul that she could. This love. It would grow. Rot. Spread. Kill.

  He dreamed something prettier for both of them.

  It was only fair. When he laid his head down, the dream would come again like a silent monster. Make a fool of him because he still believed in it every single night.

  And the only courtesy he could do was hold for the damn laughs and let Lucy Garland slip through his fingers. Smell her perfume and cherry pie again because she was a craving he’d never lose.

  Not until she killed him.

  Sometimes when Brenner walked the path in that perfect black and white world and looked at those swaying marigolds, he knew she already had. Martin would remember to thank her for it one day soon.

  Hold for laughs.

[dawnasiler]

Best of 2019: The 25 Most Memorable Skin, Hair and Makeup Looks on the Red Carpet This Year

A brand new awards season is about to begin—but before we get started, let's reflect back on the beauty looks that blew us away in 2019!

Every December, I go through all my red carpet reports from the previous 12 months to choose the skin, hair and makeup moments that defined the year. 

Compared to 2018, celebs were more experimental than ever, giving us runway-inspired eye makeup, unconventional hair colours and creative accessories.

Behold, the beauty moments of 2019 that we won't soon forget:

Lupita Nyong’o at the Golden Globes

Lupita Nyong'o at the 2019 Golden Globe Awards.

Close-up of Lupita Nyong'o at the 2019 Golden Globe Awards.

Award season got off to an excellent start with Lupita Nyong'o's electric blue lashes and matching eyeliner at the Golden Globes. She paired it with a futuristic hairstyle and rosy lipstick...and the glow emanating from her skin is just insane!

Lupita is wearing: Sheet mask • Eye cream • Moisturizer • Primer • Foundation in 550 Suede C • Concealer in 510 Suede C • Powder in 500 • Highlighter in Bronze Glow • Blush in Rum Raisin • Eyeshadow in Gris Fumee • Eyeshadow primer in Sienne • Eyeliner in Côte D'Azur and Noir Intense • Eyeliner in Noir • Mascara in Blue • False lashes in Royal Blue • Brow Pencil in Black • Brow mascara in Transparent • Lip balm • Lip liner in Portelle • Lipstick in Dram'atic

Lady Gaga at the Golden Globes

Lady Gaga at the 2019 Golden Globe Awards.

Close-up of Lady Gaga at the 2019 Golden Globe Awards.

Lady Gaga also wore blue at the Golden Globes, but in her hair instead of her makeup. The colourful streaks gave her Cinderella-esque updo and classic makeup an edgy spin (and from her, we'd expect nothing less!).

Lady Gaga is wearing: Eyeshadow in Frivoluxe • Eyeshadow in Flashlight • Eyeliner in Blacquer • Eyeliner in Out of the Blue • Mascara • Lipstick in Moody Margot • Lip gloss in Sugar Sugar

Emmy Rossum at the Critics’ Choice Awards

Emmy Rossum at the 2019 Critics' Choice Awards.

Close-up of Emmy Rossum at the 2019 Critics' Choice Awards.

At the Critics' Choice Awards, Emmy Rossum showed us how a blackberry lip is done. The dramatic hue was set off by her flawless skin, sleek updo and perfect set of cat eyes (notice how the liner is on the outer third of both her top and bottom lash lines).

Emmy is wearing: Lipstick in Protector

Lucy Boynton at the SAG Awards

Lucy Boynton at the 2019 SAG Awards.

Close-up of Lucy Boynton at the 2019 SAG Awards.

Floating eyeliner is something you expect to see on the runways, not the red carpet. But Lucy Boynton pulled it off beautifully at the SAG Awards, pairing it with stained lips, a textured bob and a velvet ribbon.

Lucy is wearing: Eyeliner in Noir • Mascara • Brow gel • Lipstick in Love

Jennifer Lopez at the Grammys

Jennifer Lopez at the 2019 Grammy Awards.

Close-up of Jennifer Lopez at the 2019 Grammy Awards.

Jennifer Lopez was the talk of the Grammys in an extra-long ponytail and a big, wide-brimmed hat. Yes, it looks like something she could have borrowed from Celine Dion's closet, but the look certainly was memorable.

Irina Shayk at the Oscars

Irina Shayk at the 2019 Academy Awards.

Close-up of Irina Shayk at the 2019 Academy Awards.

The Oscars are never the most exciting night for beauty—celebs tend to play it too safe—but Irina Shayk's look is still ingrained in my memory. It was all about her smooth, straight bob, barely-there makeup and turtleneck.

Irina is wearing: Foundation • Bronzer • Eyeshadow in Prim-O!, Daddi-O! and O!Yeah • Lash primer • Mascara in Black • Lip gloss in Mocha Choco-Lata!

Emilia Clarke at the ‘Game of Thrones’ Premiere

Emilia Clarke at the 2019 Season 8 premiere of 'Game of Thrones.'

Close-up of Emilia Clarke at the 2019 Season 8 premiere of 'Game of Thrones.'

For the final season premiere of Game of Thrones, Emilia Clarke took a Goth-style look to the red carpet with dark vampy lips, pink eyeshadow and pale skin. Her hair was also braided at the back, as a nod to her character, Daenerys Targaryen.

Emilia is wearing: Skin balm • Foundation • Concealer in Ivory • Highlighter in Sculpting • Blush in Naked Lies • Eyeshadow in Canons de Beaute • Eyeshadow in Mystère et Intensité (on eyes and lips) • Mascara • Brow pencil in Brown • Brow gel • Lip liner in Rouge Noir

BTS at the Billboard Music Awards

BTS at the 2019 Billboard Music Awards.

At the Billboard Music Awards, the best beauty look belonged not to one person but an entire group: BTS, of course! Who wasn't completely captivated by their flawless skin, rosy stained lips and (in the case of Jimin) pink hair? 

Lily Collins at the Met Gala

Lily Collins at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Lily Collins at the 2019 Met Gala.

Lily Collins paid tribute to the 1960s at the Met Gala, flaunting a sky-high beehive hairdo adorned with white flowers and an oversized headband. The aesthetic extended to the makeup, with matte lilac eyeshadow, theatrical lashes and pale lips.

Lily is wearing: Moisturizer • Foundation in 140 Ivoire N • Powder in Translucent • Blush in Shimmer Pink Fling • Contour in 360 Bisque N • Eyeshadow in Lavender Grace • Liquid liner in Matte Noir (as eyeliner and to create beauty marks) • Mascara in Black • Brow gel in Noir • Lipstick in Nuit et Jour • Eyeliner in French Lace (on lips, mixed with lipstick)

Ciara

Ciara at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Ciara at the 2019 Met Gala.

The biggest hair moment at the Met Gala was without a doubt Ciara's afro. It was so voluminous, it couldn't even fit in this photo! She wore it with forest green and gold smoky eyes (along with her signature chiseled cheekbones).

Ciara is wearing: Eyeshadow in Blitz Emerald • Eyeliner in Xtreme Black

Gigi Hadid at the Met Gala

Gigi Hadid at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Gigi Hadid at the 2019 Met Gala.

Gigi Hadid delivered on the Met Gala's "camp" theme with a Liberace-inspired catsuit that covered up her signature long hair. But it was her avant garde white eyelashes that really took things to the next level.

Gigi is wearing: Foundation in Warm Nude • Bronzer in Light • Lipstick in Driver

Lupita Nyong’o at the Met Gala

Lupita Nyong'o at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Lupita Nyong'o at the 2019 Met Gala.

Who knew that literal combs in your hair, along with exaggerated Drag Queen eye makeup, could look this chic on the red carpet? Lupita Nyong'o's Met Gala ensemble was her most imaginative yet (and for her, that's saying something!).

Lupita is wearing: Serum • Moisturizer • Primer • Foundation in 550 Suede C • Concealer in 510 • Blush • Eyeshadow primer • Powder in Translucent (on eyes) • Eyeshadow in Onyx, Bronze and Monogold • Eyeliner in Noir Intense and French Lace • Liquid liner in Noir • Mascara in Black • False lashes • Brow gel in Noir • Lip gloss in Not Afraid

Kim Kardashian at the Met Gala

Kim Kardashian at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Kim Kardashian at the 2019 Met Gala.

We've seen wet hair on the red carpet before, but not like Kim Kardashian did it at the Met Gala. Not only did her hair look dripping wet, but her dress was also covered in crystal water droplets, as if she emerged from the sea. (Somehow, her face remained matte, though!)

Kim is wearing: Face mask • Serum • Concealer in 7 • Powder in Bake 2 • Powder in Brighten 2 • Contour in Medium II and Dark I • Highlighter in Iridescent • Eyeshadow in Albania, Bronzy and Armenian • Lip liner in Nude 1.5 and Nude 2 • Lipstick in Nude 2 • Lip gloss in Super Nude

Lady Gaga at the Met Gala

Lady Gaga at the 2019 Met Gala.

Close-up of Lady Gaga at the 2019 Met Gala.

The final standout look from the Met Gala was of course Lady Gaga's. Like Gigi Hadid, she wore a set of long, spiky lashes, this time in gold. She also brought back her iconic hair bows (remember them, circa 2008?) in miniature size. 

Lady Gaga is wearing: Moisturizer • Concealer • Powder • Eyeliner in Pink of Me • Eyeliner in Blacquer • Liquid liner in Blacquer • Mascara in Noir • Lipstick in Flaming-Oh! • Lip gloss in Sweet Escape

Selena Gomez at the Cannes Film Festival

Selena Gomez at the 2019 Cannes Film Festival Gala Dinner.

Close-up of Selena Gomez at the 2019 Cannes Film Festival Gala Dinner.

For her first-ever appearance at the Cannes Film Festival, Selena Gomez served up old Hollywood glamour. Her bold cat eyes, red lipstick and ballerina updo are a modern take on the classics.

Selena is wearing: Moisturizer • Foundation in Y270 • Concealer in Light 23 • Powder in Siren 52 • Bronzer in Tan-Tastic 104 • Blush in Flesh & Fantasy 506 • Eyeshadow in Flashlight • Liquid liner in Blacquer • Mascara in Noir • Lipstick in Oh Miley 200

Shailene Woodley at the CFDA Awards

Shailene Woodley at the 2019 CFDA Fashion Awards.

Close-up of Shailene Woodley at the 2019 CFDA Fashion Awards.

Shailene Woodley lit up the CFDA Awards red carpet with these unexpected swipes of neon orange eyeshadow. I love that she pared back everything else, wearing just a slick of lip gloss and a sprinkling of faux freckles.

Katy Perry at the ‘Carnival Row’ Premiere

Katy Perry at the 2019 premiere of 'Carnival Row.'

Close-up of Katy Perry at the 2019 premiere of 'Carnival Row.'

After sporting the same short haircut for the last few years, there was a collective sigh of relief when Katy Perry stepped out in this chic platinum lob at the Carnival Row premiere. Matte rose lipstick and matching eyeshadow completed the look.  

Halsey at the VMAs

Halsey at the 2019 MTV Video Music Awards.

Close-up of Halsey at the 2019 MTV Video Music Awards.

If anyone can rock rainbow hair, it's Halsey, The singer showed up to the VMAs with not only a multi-coloured part, but also draped orange blush that was blended right up to her temples. 

Halsey is wearing: Concealer • Highlighter in Pearl Crush • Lipstick in Hustle (on cheeks) • Lip liner in In The Nude • Lip gloss in Melted Toffee

Jennifer Lopez at the ‘Hustlers’ Premiere

Jennifer Lopez at the 2019 Toronto premiere of 'Hustlers.'

Close-up of Jennifer Lopez at the 2019 Toronto premiere of 'Hustlers.'

Jennifer Lopez was like a ray of sunshine at the premiere of Hustlers. To go with her look-at-me yellow dress, she debuted a new sun-kissed blonde bob and orange-toned makeup.

Zendaya at the Emmys

Zendaya at the 2019 Emmy Awards.

Close-up of Zendaya at the 2019 Emmy Awards.

Zendaya is always switching up her hair, but one of her most surprising changes was the auburn shade she chose for the Emmys. (And it's not a wig!) She looked every bit the screen siren in glam waves and sophisticated neutral makeup.

Zendaya is wearing: Moisturizer • Primer • Foundation in 425 Bisque W • Foundation in 435 Bisque W • Concealer in 370 W Bisque • Powder in Translucent • Eyeshadow in Amber Velour, Scorching, Opulent Onyx and Galactic Sapphire • Liquid liner • Brow pencil in Auburn • Brow pencil in Chestnut • Brow gel in Transparent • Lip gloss in Sweet Glow

Jessica Alba at the Baby2Baby Gala

Jessica Alba at the 2019 Baby2Baby Gala.

Close-up of Jessica Alba at the 2019 Baby2Baby Gala.

Padded headbands were the accessory of the year, and Jessica Alba's pearly version at the Baby2Baby Gala was one of the best. There's a lot going on (her hair was actually in a faux lob), so she wisely kept the makeup sheer and golden.

Jessica is wearing: Moisturizer • Matte primer • Illuminating primer • Foundation in Amber • Blush in Peony Pink • Eyeshadow in Supreme • Liquid liner • Mascara • Tinted lip balm in Lychee Fruit • Lipstick in BFF

Katherine Langford at the AMAs

Katherine Langford at the 2019 American Music Awards.

Close-up of Katherine Langford at the 2019 American Music Awards.

I still can't stop staring at Katherine Langford's AMAs beauty look. The velvety red eyeshadow and flushed cheeks were so seamlessly blended, and her skin is just luminous. Gold beads along her hairline were the finishing touch.

Selena Gomez at the AMAs

Selena Gomez at the 2019 American Music Awards.

Close-up of Selena Gomez at the 2019 American Music Awards.

Love it or hate it, Selena's shoulder-length, curled-under lob was the talk of the AMAs. (I personally love it.) With the matte skin, matte brown eyeshadow and nude lips, it's all very '90s.

Halsey at the AMAs

Halsey at the 2019 American Music Awards.

Close-up of Halsey at the 2019 American Music Awards.

Also at the AMAs, Halsey gave us her most over-the-top look to date. This time, the rainbow action was in her eye makeup and even through her (bleached) brows. As if that weren't enough, her newly red hair was in a crimped updo. 

Taylor Swift at the ‘Cats’ Premiere

Taylor Swift at the 2019 New York premiere of 'Cats.'

Close-up of Taylor Swift at the 2019 New York premiere of 'Cats.'

Finally, we ended the year on a high note with one of the prettiest looks I've ever seen on Taylor Swift, at the premiere of Cats. The combination of red lipstick, winged liner and an updo with bangs is very "her" (in the best possible way!).

Which celeb had your favourite beauty look of 2019?

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Best of 2019: The 25 Most Memorable Skin, Hair and Makeup Looks on the Red Carpet This Year syndicated from The Skincare Edit

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Loser strips 2 18+

Reader x Rachel Daly x Millie Bright x Ella Toone x Leah Williamson x Lucy Bronze x Mary Earps

Word count: 5.7k

Warning: Smut, sexual tasks, rough sex, dirty talk, Daddy kink, Spit kink, unprotected sex, multiple creampies, pussy slapping, Clit teasing, squirting, spanking, R doming Players, Players Receiving, hair pulling, fingering, anal stuff. Positions: Standing Up, reverse cowgirl, on side, cowgirl, missionary, doggy.

*Y/n's pov*

Millie takes off her panties and tosses them off to the side. We all cheer and whistle, Millie giggles and blushes. "Shut up you dorks."

"Your turn to pick the next task." I say to Millie.

Millie smirks and looks at me. "Get on the bed and get on all fours." She says.

I blush darkly and do as she says. I get on the bed and get on all fours. "Last one to eat Y/n's ass looses their top and panties or the rest of their clothing." Millie says.

I moan as Mille spreads my ass cheeks and starts eating my ass. I moan in pleasure and push my ass back against her face. Millie reaches between my legs and strokes my dick as she eats my ass.

"Mmm fuck." I moan in pleasure.

Millie licks my ass and stops, next up is Mary. I moan as Mary goes to town on my ass and eats my ass. Leah giggles and makes out with Ella distracting her as the rest of the girls take turns eating my ass.

Mary swaps with Leah, Leah starts to eat my ass like crazy, I moan and grip the sheets in pleasure. Mary picks up Ella and sexily pins her against the wall as she makes out with her.

Ella moans in the kiss as Mary slips her hand in Ella's panties and starts teasing Ella's clit with her fingers. The girls finish eating my ass. Ella was the last one to eat my ass.

"Mmm lose your bra and panties Tooney." Millie says.

Ella blushes darkly and takes off her panties and bra and tosses them off to the side. Ella picks the next task. "Last two to massage Mary's tits loses the rest of their clothing." Ella says.

I move behind Mary and slowly massage Mary's tits from behind. "Mmm fuck." Mary moans in pleasure, I smirk and stop. I hold Mary from behind as the girls take turns massaging Mary's tits.

Ella is 2nd, Leah is 3rd, Millie is 4th. Rachel and Lucy are the last two to massage Mary's tits. "Mmm lose those clothes sluts." I smirk and say seductively.

"Mmm yes daddy." They both say. Lucy helps Rachel take off her bra. Rachel helps Lucy take off her panties and bra. I whistle and check out their nude bodies.

"Leah." I say.

"Yes love?" Leah asks.

I smirk. "Come here and take off my shirt and bra."

Leah smiles and kisses me deeply as she takes off my shirt and bra. I smile and kiss her back and slip off her panties. Millie kisses Mary and slips off Mary's panties.

By now we've given up on the game, we were so turned on and really need a release. We stop the game and just decide to have sex now. Rachel grabs my hand and leads me to the bed, I smile and bite my lip as she pushes me back onto the bed.

"How much cum you got left?" Rachel asks.

"I got enough for you girls. Each of you girls wi get one Creampie." I say.

Rachel straddles me and lines my dick up with her entrance. She pushes my tip in and slowly sinks down on my dick. We both moan as she takes my length deep inside her.

"Mmm fuck, so tight and wet." I moan.

"Fuck. You feel so big inside me." Rachel moans.

Rachel takes a moment to adjust to my size. She places her hands on my boobs and massages my boobs as she slowly slides up and down on my dick. I moan and place my hands on her hips, Rachel moans in pleasure as massages my boobs roughly as she slides up and down on my dick a bit faster.

"Mmm fuck." I moan. Her skin slaps against mine as our moans fill the room. I moan and spank Rachel's ass, Rachel moans in pleasure as I spank her ass. Rachel moans and slides up and down on my dick faster.

"Mmm f-fuck." I moan in pleasure.

"Gah you feel so good inside me stretching me out." Rachel moans out in pleasure. I moan as Rachel slides up and down on my dick faster and faster than before. Rachel leans down and kisses me. We both moan in the kiss as she continues to ride my dick.

I massage her tits roughly as she continues to ride my dick. "Mmm such a good girl." I moan.

Rachel smiles and moans. She moans loudly in pleasure and squirts on my dick, lap and on the sheets. I moan as I feel myself getting close to cumming.

"Mmm Rachel, baby I'm close." I moan.

"Me too." Rachel moans.

After another 5 minutes of her riding me, I moan loudly as I feel my balls tighten. "Rachel... baby I'm gon-" I'm unable to warn her in time.

Rachel's Creampie:

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Rachel moans and cums all over my dick, we both moan as thick cum oozes and spurts inside her and paint her walls white.

I help Rachel ride out her high. The last of my cum oozes and spurts inside her. "Mmm fuck, there's so much cum." Rachel cutely moans.

Once we both come down from our highs Rachel slowly slides off my dick. Thick cum glazes her folds, cum drips down her folds and thighs and drips onto my abs, lap, dick and on the sheets.

Rachel lays on the bed next to me and moans as cum continues to ooze out of her. She lays there panting trying to catch her breath. Millie smirks and lays on the bed between her best friend's legs.

*Rachel's pov*

I smirk and bite my lip as Mills lays between my legs. I moan as Mills swipes a finger up my folds collecting some of Y/n's cum on her finger, I moan as she does this.

"Mmm fuck Mills." I moan.

Millie smirks and licks Y/n's cum off her finger, I moan and watch as she does this. "Mmm daddy's cum tastes really good." Millie says.

Y/n blushes darkly at her comment as she hovers over Lucy and slides her dick inside Lucy. Lucy moan as she takes Y/n's length deep inside her.

Millie smirks and licks Y/n's cum off my thighs, I bit my lip and get super wet as I watch Mills lick Y/n's cum off my thighs.

I moans and run my fingers through her hair as she licks Y/n's cum off my folds. "Mmm fuck." I moan. Millie slips in a finger and slowly fingers me as she begins to eat me out.

I moan in pleasure as Millie fingers me and eats me out. "Fuck....Fuck Mills." I moan, I rest my legs on her shoulders and wrap my thighs around her head.

I moan and slowly grind against her face and fingers desperate for a release.

*Millie's pov*

Fucking hell Rachel's pussy tasted like heaving with Y/n's cum in it. Rach moans and Cutely grinds against my face desperate for a release. I slip in a second finger and curl my fingers and finger her faster as I continue to eat her out.

Rachel cutely grips the sheets. I roll my tongue on her clit adding different amounts of pressure. I suck harshly on her clit Rachel gasps and moans as I do this.

"Oh fuck Mills, just like that. I'm close." Rachel moans.

I stop eating her out. I smirk and finger her faster, I curl my fingers and rub her clit with my thumb. "Cum baby. Let go and cum." I say.

Rachel moan me and massages her boobs roughly as she grinds against my fingers. Rachel moans and cums all over my fingers and hand, I smirk. "Good girl." I say.

I help Rachel ride out her high. Rachel shutter as I play with her sensitive clit, her legs shake and buckle in pleasure. I lick and clean up her sticky mess, Rachel moans in pleasure as I do this.

I take my fingers out of her, I lick and suck her juices and Y/n's cum off my fingers. I come back up and kiss her deeply. Rachel moans in the kiss as she tastes herself and Y/n's cum on her lips.

"Wow you weren't kidding Y/n's cum tastes amazing." Rachel says.

I giggle at her comment and kiss her lovingly and deeply. Rachel kisses back, we lay there on the bed just making out.

*Y/n's pov*

I hover over Lucy, I rub my tip through Lucy's folds. Lucy moans as I do this. "Mmm Y/n don't tease, just put it in." Lucy moans.

I smirk and giggle at her comment. I slowly slide my dick inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Lucy moans as she takes all 11 inches inside her.

"Mmm fuck, you're really deep in there." Lucy moans.

"Mmm so wet and warm." I moan in pleasure.

Lucy takes a moment to adjust to my size. I move her shit to the side, I lean down and kiss her neck. "Tell me when to move baby." I say.

"M-Move." Lucy moans.

I kiss her neck and slowly thrust in and out of her. Lucy moans and grips the sheets as I slowly thrust in and out of her.

"Gah fuck. Right there." Lucy moans.

I moan and thrust into her a bit faster my balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room. I moan abs go faster and faster.

"F-Fuck it feels so good." Lucy cries out in pleasure.

"Fuck bronze, ugh you have amazing grip." I moan.

"Faster....Fill....Me....Up." Lucy squeaks out with each thrust.

I thrust into her faster and harder. "Fuck yes! Y/n right there. Right there!" Lucy shouts in pleasure as I continue to pound her pussy.

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.  "L-Lucy baby I'm close." I moan.

"Yes baby, fill me up." Lucy moans.

I grab Lucy's hairs and pull it. Lucy moans and gasps as I pull her hair. I smirk, I tilt her back. I slap her cheek and gently choke her. I spit on her face and in her mouth. Lucy moans as I spit on her face and in her mouth.

Lucy moans and swallows my spit. "Fucking hell that was sexy to watch." Ella and Leah say as they touch themselves, I smirk as I see them touching themselves.

I moan loudly in pleasure and continue to bottom out in her pussy from behind. "Gah fuck baby, you have amazing grip. I don't think I can last much longer." I moan.

Lucy giggles and moans. "Let go baby. You've earned this, relax and cum. You deserve a release." Lucy moans.

I moan in pleasure, I place kisses on her back. I moan as I feel myself getting closer to cumming my breathing gets heavier letting Lucy and the girls know that I was close to cumming.

"Yes cum in me, cum in me." Lucy moans.

"Cum in her."

"Fill that slut up with your seed."

"Make her your cum dumpster." The girls moan as they watch me fuck Lucy and touch them. 

I moan as I feel my balls tighten, Lucy moans and cums all over my dick. Lucy cumming sends me over the edge.

*Lucy's Creampie*

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Lucy moans and cums on my dick. Lucy gasps and moans as thick cum oozes and spurts inside her painting her walls white.

I moan and slowly thrust in and out of her as the last of my cum spurts and oozes inside her. I moan and come down from my high, and slowly pull out of her.

Cum glazes her folds, Lucy moans as my cum oozes out of her. Cum drips down her thigh and onto the sheets. I smirk and squeeze Bronzes ass. Lucy lays there on the bed panting and trying to catch her breath. She moans as my cum continues to drip down her fold and ass and oozes onto the bed.

"Ugh fuck." I moan. I smirk and watch as Millie and Rachel flip Lucy over. They pin Lucy to the bed and tag team Lucy eating out her cum filled pussy. Lucy's legs shake and buckle in pleasure.

"Gah fuck." Lucy moans.

Lucy cutely moans and grips the sheets. I smirks and look over at Mary. "Come here baby girl."

Mary giggles and lays down on the bed. I smirk and join Mary on the bed, I lay her down and make out with her. Mary places her hands on my ass and squeezes my ass.

I moan in the kiss as she squeezes my ass. I break the kiss, I kiss and suck on her neck leaving hickys, Mary moans in pleasure as I find her sweet spot.

"Mmm fuck Y/n." Mary moans.

I kiss from her neck down to her chest, I kiss and suck on her boobs leaving hickys. Mary loans in pleasure as I do this. I kiss from her boobs down to her stomach/ abs leaving hickys. I lick her abs as I leave hickys.

"God you are so fucking beautiful." I say.

Mary giggles. "Mmm thank you. So are you."

I kiss from her abs down to her pussy, I lick her folds. Mary moans as I do this, Mary rests her legs on my shoulders. I kiss and suck on her inner thighs.

"Y/n baby, please I need you." Mary begs.

She grabs my head and pushes my head to where she needs me the most. I lick her clit, Mary moans as I do this. I spit on her pussy, I slip in a finger and slowly finger her as I begin to eat her out.

"Mmm fuck." Mary moans in pleasure.

*Mary's pov*

I moan in pleasure and massage my tits roughly as Y/n rolls her tongue on my clit adding different amounts of pressure and fingers me faster. I moan and rest my legs on her shoulders and wrap my thighs around her head.

Y/n spots in my pussy more and continues to go to town on my pussy. I gasp and moan as Y/n slips in a second finger, she curls her fingers and fingers me faster. I moan in pleasure as the urge to cum gets stronger.

"Mmm Y/n I'm close." I moan in pleasure.

Y/n fingers me faster and confines to eat me out. I moan as she rolls her tongue on my clit and sucks harshly on my clit. "Holy shit! Fuck Y/n." I moan in pleasure.

Y/n continues to go to town on my pussy. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach. Y/n continues to eat me out and finger me.

I can't take it anymore, I let go and cum all over Y/n face, in her mouth and on her fingers. Y/n helps me ride out my high. Y/n licks and cleans up my sticky mess, Y/n pulls her fingers out of me.

I moan and watch as she licks and sucks my juices off her fingers and wipes my juices off her face. Y/n comes back up and kisses me. I moan in the kiss as I taste myself in her lips.

"Mmm you taste amazing baby." Y/n smirks.

I blush darkly at her comment. "Fuck you really know how to eat out a girl." I mutter panting and trying to catch my breath.

The girls giggle at me as I lay there panting and trying to catch my breath.

*Y/n's pov*

I smile, I let Mary catch her breath I pick her up off the bed. Mary giggles as I pick her up, I push my tip in her and slowly sink her down on my dick. We both moan as she takes my length deep inside her.

"Mmm fuck you're really deep in there." Mary moans.

I rest my head against hers and look deep into her eyes. "So wet and warm." I moan. "I'm gonna destroy your pussy baby girl." I moan.

"Mmm y-yeah daddy?" Mary Asks.

"Yeah babe, I'm gonna unload my massive seed inside you." I moan as I slowly slide her up and down on my dick.

"Mmm please daddy, please give me your load." Mary moans.

"Mmm fuck." I moan as I move her up and down on my dick faster abs faster. It's only been 10 minutes and I was already close to cumming.

Mary moans as I move her up and down on my dick faster and harder than before. "Mmm so fucking good. I don't think I can last much longer baby. Ugh you have amazing grip." I moan in pleasure.

"Mmm yes cum in me." Mary moans.

"Yeah you a slut for daddy's cum? You want daddy's cum in your slut pussy?" I ask seductively as I slide her up and down on my dick faster and harder than before.

The only sounds in the room were my balls slapping against Mary's skin, our moans and the other girls moans.

"Mmm fuck daddy I'm close. Ahh I'm squirting, I'm squirting." Mary moans.

I feel her legs shake and buckle against me as she squirts all over my dick, thighs and all over the ground. "Let go baby, cum for daddy." I say seductively.

*Marys pov*

Holy fuck this felt amazing. Y/n was balls deep inside me. God I was so close to cumming and it's only been 10 minutes.

"Let go baby, cum for daddy." Y/n whispers and nips my ear.

Her words make me weak, she was so sexy when she was a Dom. She's really deep in there, she feels so fucking good balls deep inside me. I moan in pleasure as my walls clench around her, I was close to cumming.

I moan and throw my head back. I close my eyes, I can't take it anymore and cum all over her dick. Some of my cum drips down Y/n's dick. Me cumming sends Y/n over the edge. Y/n moans in pleasure and busts her load deep inside me.

I gasp and moan as she fills me up with her load. "Oh my g-god." I moan as she shoots thick ropes of stick cum inside me painting my walls white.

I smile and sigh in pleasure as I feel her warm juices oozing inside me. Y/n cutely moans and nips my ear, fuck she was still unloading her massive seed inside me. "Mmm fuck give me every drop of your seed." I moan and dig my nails into her back.

She moans and comes down from her high the last of her cum spurting and oozing inside me. "Mmm fuck there's so much cum." I moan in pleasure.

*Y/n's pov*

*Marys creampie*

I feel Mary cum all over my dick. Her cumming sends me over the edge. I moan and bust my load deep inside her pussy, we both moan as I stuff her with my seed.

Mary moans and throws her head back. She closes her eyes and moans as I fill her up with my seed. "Mmm fuck give me every drop of your seed." Mary moans as she digs her nails into my back.

We both moan as I continue to unload my massive seed deep inside her pussy. I moan in pleasure, Mary moans and looks into my eyes.

"Mmm such a good cum slut." I moan.

Mary giggles. "Mmm yes, fuck that was amazing." She moans.

We both moan as I help her slide off my dick, I lay her on the bed.

I look at Leah and smirk, I motion her over with my finger. I smirk and kiss her, Leah smiles and kisses back. "Lay on the bed baby." I say.

Leah smiles and lays on the bed. I smile and lay with her, Leah spreads her legs giving me access to her wet pussy. Leah scoots her ass back against me and lifts her leg up a bit.

I rub my tip through her folds and slowly slide my dick inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Leah moans as she takes my dick deep inside her.

"Mmm so tight and wet." I moan in pleasure.

"Mm you're really deep in there." Leah moans.

*Leah's pov*

I moan in pleasure as Y/n slowly thrusts in and out of me. Fuck she's really deep inside me, I can feel her throbbing inside me she really needed a release. I moan and rest my head against hers, I look down and watch her dick slowly slide in and out of me.

Fuck she was balls deep inside me, she was so cute and sexy. Her cute moans as she thrusts into me faster than before. I moan In pleasure, I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me a bit faster and harder.

I moan loudly in pleasure. "Fuck daddy, right there right there." I moan in pleasure.

"Yeah? You like that baby? Daddy balls deep inside you stretching you out?" She questions as she goes faster and harder than before.

"Mmm I love it." I moan In pleasure as her balls slap against my skin and our moans fill the room. She was so sexy when she was a Dom, fuck her being Dom made my legs weak and made me super wet. It was a major turn on.

I moan in addition leagues as my walls clench around her. It's only been 20 minutes and I was already about to cum. "Mmm someone close?" Y/n asks seductively.

"Mmm I'm so close, I'm gonna cum." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby, cum for daddy." Y/n sexily whispers and nips my ear.

I moan as she kisses and sucks on my neck leaving a few hickys. I moan as I feel myself getting close to cumming. "Mmm I'm gonna squirt." I moan. I squirt all over her abs, dick and all over the sheets.

Y/n smirks and keeps going, she goes at an angle and starts to pound my g spot. Y/n and I both moan in pleasure. My legs shake and buckle in pleasure.

"Mmm fuck, so tight." Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.

I wrap my arms around her. I look deep into her eyes as she continues to bottom out in my pussy. I moan and kiss her deeply, we both moan in the kiss. Fuck she has amazing dick game.

Y/n moans as she thrusts into me faster and harder than before. My tits bounce up and down as she continues to fuck me. Her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. I feel her dick throbbing inside me she was super hard and really needed a release.

I moan as I feel that familiar knot coming in my stomach. I moan and grip the sheets. "Ugh fuck, Y/n baby in close." I moan in pleasure.

"Mmm me too baby." Y/n moans.

I feel her precum leak inside me letting me know that she was close to cumming and desperately needed a release. My legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she continues to pound my g spot.

I feel my walls clench spring her dick. "Need to cum baby?" Y/n asks as she moans in pleasure.

"So fucking bad." I moan in pleasure.

"Let go baby." Y/n moans as she fucks my brain out.

I moan and squirt all over her abs and dick. Y/n moans in pleasure as she goes faster and harder. Y/n's breathing gets heavier letting me know that she was close to cumming.

"Yes, yes cum in me." I moan in pleasure.

I smile and moan as I see pleasure on her face. Her face cutely contorts as she is about to bust her load deep inside me. "Mmm F-Fuck." Y/n Cutely moans in pleasure.

I giggle and moan. "Cum baby, cum in my slutty pussy." I moan.

*Y/n's pov*

I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closed to cumming. My breathing gets heavier letting her know that I'm close to cumming. "Mm F-Fuck." I moan.

Leah giggles and moans. "Cum baby, cum in my slutty pussy." Leah moans loudly in pleasure.

*Leah's creampie*

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her pussy. Leah moans and cums all over my dick. We both moan as I shoot ropes of thick sticky cum inside her painting her walls white.

"Mmm fuck." Leah moans.

I slowly thrust in and out of her slowly pumping her full of cum. I help Leah ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out of her. Thick cum glazed her folds as cum pours out of her, cum drips down her thigh and oozes into the bed.

We both moan and lay there panting and trying to catch our breaths. "Fuck you can really make a girl cum." Leah pants out.

I giggle at her comment and kiss her. "Mmm so can you." I say.

Leah lays in the bed and moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her and onto the bed. Rachel and Mary gang up on Leah and eat out her cum filled pussy and clean up my sticky mess. Leah moans as they eat her out and clean up my cum.

Next up was Ella. Ella gets on the bed and gets on all fours. I smirk and join her on the bed and move behind her. "Come on daddy. We aren't done just yet." Ella says.

I slap her ass, Ella moans and jumps as I slap her ass. "Mmm yes I love when you spank my ass." Ella moans.

She moans as I spank her ass again. I smirk and rub my tip through her soaking folds. "Such a good girl." I moan as I slide my dick inside her tight wet pussy.

We both moan, I place one hand on her hip. I grab her hair with my other hand, I wrap her hair around my hand. I slowly thrust in and out of her as I pull her hair.

I moan and thrust into her faster and faster. "Fuck....Fuck.....Fuck." Ella squeaks out with each thrust.

"Like that baby? Daddy's dick deep inside you stretching you out?" I ask teasing her.

Ella moans and nods. "Fuck yes, I love your dick inside me stretching me out." Ella moans.

Ella moans and throws her ass back against me as I continue to fuck her tight wet pussy from behind faster and faster as I pull her hair. I pull her close to me, we both moan as this causes my dick to go a bit deeper inside her.

Shit this is so good, I'm balls deep inside her. "Shit I don't think I'll last long babe. Ugh you have amazing grip." I moan loudly in pleasure.

Ella giggles and moans throwing her add back against me sliding back and forth on my dick faster helping me out. "I guess I should help you out and make you cum deep inside me. Huh?" Ella moans and teases me.

I moan loudly as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. Fuck her pussy was tight and warm and felt like heaven. "Mm I'm close." I moan.

"Ugh fuck, me too." Ella moans.

I moan loudly in pleasure my balls slapping against her skin as our moans fill the room. I moan loudly in pleasure as her walls clench around my dick. Ella throws her ass back against me as she slides back and forth on my dick faster and faster.

Fuck she's really gonna make me cum. "Ahh Ella baby, I'm close." I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer.

Ella moans and slides back and forth on my dick faster and harder. I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer and closer to cumming. Ella screams in pleasure and squirts an over my dick, and on the bed and sheets.

"Baby I'm really close." I moan.

I feel that familiar feeling in my balls as Ella continues sliding back and forth on my dick.

*Ella's Creampie*

I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep inside her. Ella moans and cums all over my dick. We both moan as I shoot ropes of thick sticky cum inside her painting her walls white.

"Mmm fuck. I feel so full." Ella moans.

I smirk, I help Ella ride out her high. Once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out of her. Cum oozes out of her and glass her folds and drips down her thighs and onto the bed.

I slap her ass again. Ella moans as I slap her ass, I lean down and kiss her ass. Ella lays on the bed and moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her and onto the bed.

Next up is Millie, Millie smirks. She bites her lip and gets on all fours in the middle of the bed. I had a different plan in mind.

I wrap my arms around her and pull her back with me, I lay her on top of me. Her back was against my tits, I spread her legs with mine. I smirk as she's now in reverse cowgirl.

Millie moans and shudders as I rub her clit with my dick. "Mmm fuck." She moans. I smirk as her legs shake and buckle in pleasure as I do this.

"Put it in, put it in." Millie cutely begs.

"Mmm yeah baby? You want daddy's dick inside you?" I ask teasing her.

"Mmm fuck please daddy. I've been a good girl, I want your dick and cum inside me." Millie says begging for my dick.

I smirk and grant her wish. I slide my dick inside her, Millie moans as she takes my 11 inches deep inside her. I moan as her walls immediately clench around me. Millie moans and leans back against me, I place my hands on her hips. I spread her legs a bit more and slowly thrust up into her.

"Mmm fuck, right there. Just like that." Millie moans.

I moan and thrust up into her faster. My balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room, fuck her pussy felt so good. She had amazing grip, her pussy felt like heaven. Mmm so wet and warm.

"Fuck baby, you're so wet and warm." I moan in pleasure.

I thrust up into her pussy faster and harder. Millie screams in pleasure and grips the sheets, I make her look at me and make out with her. We both moan in the kiss as I continue to bottom out in her pussy.

We break the kiss, we rest our heads against each others. "Feels so good. Don't you dare fucking stop. We aren't stopping until you give me every last drop of your cum." Millie moans.

I smirk. "Yeah slut? You want daddy's cum. Such a naughty girl."

We both moan as I thrust up into her pussy faster and harder. "Fuck I'm gonna squirt." Millie screams in pleasure.

I smirk, I slap her pussy and tease her clit. Millie moans and shudders as I do this, Millie moans loudly in pleasure and squirts. I smirk as I feel some of her juices go on my thigh. She squirts on the blankets and sheets.

We both moan as I continue to thrust up into her faster and harder than before. I moan as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. "M-Millie baby I'm close." I moan.

"Me too, don't stop don't stop." Millie moans.

My balls slap against her skin as our moans fill the room. I rub her clit, with my thumb at a fast pace. My breathing gets heavier letting Millie know that I was close to cumming.

"Yes cum in me, cum in me." Millie moans.

I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel that familiar feeling in my balls.

*Millie's creampie*

I can't take it anymore, I thrust up into her and bust my load deep inside her pussy. Millie moans and cums all over my dick, we both moan as cum oozes and spurts inside her painting her walls white.

I slowly thrust up into Millie. I help Millie ride out her high, the last of my cum oozing and spurting inside her. I slowly pull out of her, my dick falls limp. Thick cum immediately pours out of her, cum coats her folds, and drips onto the blankets and sheets.

"Mmm fuck there's so much. I feel so full with your cum inside me." Millie moans.

I smirk. "Mmm I filled you to the brim babe." I say rubbing her sensitive clit.

Millie moans and shudders as I do this. "F-Fuck."

We both lay there panting and trying to catch our breath. The other girls move the night stand out of the way and pushes the two bed together. They join us in bed and we all cuddle. We pull the covers over us, the girls sleep but I was still awake.

Fuck, I can't believe I just did that. That was amazing, I look at the time.

4:00 am

I smile and cuddle both Millie and Ella, I kiss them Millie and Ella smile in their sleep and cuddle with me. I hold them close to me as we all fall asleep naked and just cuddling with each other.

I'm sure the other girls heard it. I'm sure we will probably get questioned about it tomorrow but fuck it. It was totally worth it.

[here4ittt]

Can anybody recommend some "daddy" female soccer players?

Edit: not USWNT players, I know all of them 😅

I currently stan Tobin Heath and Lucy Bronze for reference 😂❤

[authoressskr]

Odd Doesn’t Begin To Describe It

Characters: Dean Winchester, Gabriel, Sam Winchester. Mentions of: Chuck, Lucifer, Jack Kline, and Michael.     ::     Warnings: Language, Light talk of issues, A bit of flirting     ::     Word Count: 1401

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Prompt:  A: “Do you ever have moments where you’re struck by how odd and terrible your upbringing was?”  B: “Is that why you’re on the floor eating funfetti frosting out of a jar?” for @marichromatic -- Hope I did this well for you, sweetie! <3

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Dean heard a clatter in the kitchen, prompting him to quickly set his laptop to the side and rush into the kitchen.

“Are you drunk?” Dean asks, righting the chair lying several feet from its proper place and scooting it back under the table.

“Pssssssssh.” Gabriel half raspberries, waving his left hand vaguely in the air at Dean’s question.

“I’ll take that as a yes, then.” Dean muttered mostly to himself, crossing his arms over his chest as he took in not only the archangel before him, but the state of his had-been freshly cleaned kitchen. Fighting back a sigh, he opted to clench his teeth instead, watching Gabriel sway minutely in front of the sink before turning to examine the bowl of fruit he kept for Sam by the fridge. “Something on your mind, Gabriel?” Dean raises his voice a little, Gabriel’s hair subtly moving as he shook his head before turning around with his forefinger in the air.

“Acccccctually...there is! How do you and Sammich do it?” Dean’s forehead furrows slightly as his gaze goes from Gabriel’s to the spot on the wall just over his shoulder. Jesus, he wasn’t good with emotional talks.

“Do what, exactly?”

“Deal with this shit-storm you call a life with more shit constantly being flung at you, without powers or hell, even a damn vacation once in awhile?!” Gabriel has moved closer, giving a little grunt as he finishes before snapping himself an extra large cookie.

“Sex, alcohol, shoving it down so it never sees the light of day again.”

“Well, I’ve hit several dozen liquor stores and am enjoying a reaaaally nice buzz right now. And,” He attempts to lean against the kitchen table but it moves, his hand shooting out to steady himself against the wooden betrayal. “I’ve been shoving shit down since I realized how fucked up my family really was.” Those slightly clouded golden orbs rake down Dean’s body as a smirk curled his lips. “Guess that leaves sex, big boy.”

Dean laughed humorlessly, deflecting the very odd switch in Gabriel’s normal flippant, seemingly carefree, Trickster demeanor.

“What happened to you tonight?”

“Ahh, well you see, I got a personal, super secret call up from Daddy.” There isn’t any denying the slightly venomous tone laced around the sarcasm, an armour that Dean knew all too well himself.

“If it makes you feel any better, I think you’re handling it better than Lucifer did.” The look in Gabriel’s eyes shift once again, from the hardened bronze when he spoke about Chuck to a more appraising honey color.

“What did Princess do, hmm?” Dean watches the archangel stumble-slide himself into the nearest chair, never looking away from Dean.

“Locked himself in Sam’s room, while in Cas’s vessel, and was generally being a dick. Wanted Chuck to apologize. Wanted him to admit he needed his help. Mostly wanted someone to blame beside himself.”

“WELL IF THAT DOESN’T SOUND FAMILIAR, FUCK ME SIDEWAYS.” Gabriel yells dramatically, gesturing with both hands now. “Never his fault. Typical Luci.”

“Guess that wasn’t what Chuck wanted to talk to you about.” Dean moves to the fridge, withdrawing the two pies he’d bought. “Now, before you launch into this - remember, I don’t like sharing my pie and don’t expect this from me in the future, capisce?” Gabriel nods, almost buzzing with an eager energy Dean could swear he felt.

“Capisce.” Gabriel agrees, reaching for the fork Dean offered as he slid the pie before the angel.

The first few bites were quietly relished before Gabriel lifted his head from the cherry pie to gaze at the hunter across the table.

“He wanted me to help Jack.” His whisky eyes are piercing now, pining Dean with that otherness that Castiel and Jack just sometimes flashed through briefly. “Wanted me to help find Lucifer and either toss him back in the Cage and remake the Seals or put him down.” Dean wants to tell Gabriel his vote is firmly in column two, but he just gives the smallest of nods as he scoops another forkful into his mouth. “If you recall, it didn’t turn out so well the last time we tangoed.”

Dean chuckled. “Yeah, but the porno was a nice touch.”

“Aww, Dean, you care.”

“You knew I wouldn’t say yes to Michael. And you knew we’d keep fighting, no matter the odds.”

“I never said you were exceedingly smart when it comes to your own mortality.”

“Look, what I’m saying is you did it. You bought us some time and you gave us the help we needed when we were looking at a brick wall. Are you still a dick for killing me all those times? Yes. Do I trust you? Not as much as I should, but I know you’d have all our backs.”

“That make me part of Team Free Will?”

“We’ll take a vote later.” Dean gives a soft, almost reassuring smile to the archangel before returning to his pie.

“You know - this would be better flambeed with whiskey.” Dean looks down at his pie, want warring with ‘I don’t know if that’s the smartest thing. Fire plus an overly tipsy angel...’

“Whiskey.” Dean finally agrees with a nod as his dessert blinks out of existence for a few seconds before reappearing with a sharper scent that wafted before him.

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A couple hours later - a giant pan of boozy brownies with caramel rum sauce, bourbon blondie chocolate chip bread, and one too many whiskey ice cream floats...Dean was sitting on the concrete floor, propped up against the bottom cupboards with his eyes blissfully shut as his lips and tongue were trying to locate his straw to finish off the last of his whiskey ice cream float.

And that’s what Sam walks straight into. Gabriel sprawled on his stomach with a plush pillow under his chest as he shoved a spoon into his mouth while Dean searches blindly for his straw.

“Well, at least you didn’t kill each other.” Sam mutters, watching Dean’s emerald eyes flutter open and a lazy smile graces his face as Gabriel waved his spoon up at Sam.

“Sammich, do you ever have moments where you’re struck by how odd and terrible your upbringing was?” Sam wrinkles his forehead.

“Been having some deep intellectual conversations while we’ve been gone, I see.” Sam clears his throat. “Wait - is that why you’re on the floor eating funfetti frosting out of a jar?”

“You should join us Sammmmy.” Dean mutters, drawing out his name.

“Nah, this - this looks like something for you guys. I’m gonna go take a shower.” Just after he leaves, smirking to himself, Gabriel’s too bright golden eyes slide over to Dean.

“Wanna bond some more over torturing your brother?”

“Gabe,” Dean smacks his lips together loudly, enjoying the dregs of his milkshake and the buzz that warmed over him completely. “I don’t think you should be fucking with him too much. Heat of the Moment still makes him jittery.”

“Not like that. Maybe some hot pink hair dye mixed in his shampoo? Or a constant flower crown? Maybe make his underwear change to pink silk panties?” Gabriel raises his eyebrow suggestively at the last line, the gold melding into something warmer. “What’dya say, big boy?”

“I think he’d look awesome with some green hair. Really bring out his eyes. With hot pink highlights.” Dean agrees, pushing himself off the floor as Gabriel rises languidly, stretching the kinks out from the hard floor. Dean moves forward, attempting to go towards the door when Gabriel’s fingers wrapped firmly around his wrist, just above his watch.

“Thanks, Dean-o.” The mask slips away, like it had at least two dozen times in the last few hours, Dean returning his soft, unsure smile with a nod. And if Dean hadn’t been tipsy off his ass, he might have seen it - but also realizing this was Gabriel, he might not have.

But feeling Gabriel’s lips against his cheek caused his skin to flush immediately, his breath coming out in a soft whoosh. “Thanks again, Dean.” Gabriel’s smile holds more of a knowing curl before he bounces from the room, leaving Dean stunned just by the kitchen table, his hand lingering on his cheek where Gabriel had kissed.

“Huh.” Dean breathed before following Gabriel from the room, the alcohol clearing from his mind a little at the encounter. “Huh.” He muttered again, letting his hand drop.

Tagging: @thewhiterabbit42 @nobodys-baby-now @unleashthemidnight @sumara62 @clockworkmorningglory @crowleys-poppet-queen-of-assgard @whinywingedwinchester @chelsea072498 @sakurablossom4 @galaxiesinmymind @stay-frosty-royal-unicorn @keepingcalmisoverratedgoddamnit 

[jeremystrele]

Influential Australian Women Star In National Portrait Prize Shortlist

Influential Australian Women Star In National Portrait Prize Shortlist

by Elle Murrell

Jenny Rodgerson – Solitary Figure no 4 (Self Portrait in Green Coat).

Yvette Coppersmith – Self-portrait with Gladioli.

Beaumont David – Double Self-Portrait With Lipstick, Bird and Anxiety.

Lynn Savery – God Save the Queen.

Louise Tate – A bronze weapon smelling of honey (after Kate Llewellyn).

Left: Richard Lewer – As a baldman I miss going to the Barber.  Right: Jane Guthleben – The baker (Annabel as an ornament).

Mahony Terence – Magda Suzbanski Rainbow Warrior.

Scott Marsh – Captains knock.

Oliver Watts – Steering for Dream Ben Storrier.

Noriko Sugita – my wrinkles are my stripes.

Left: Jandamarra Cadd – Painting Nova. Right: James Needham – Sisters.

Wegner Peter – Buddy Miller Amputee Daddy.

Dale Rhodes – Jane.

Matilda Michell – self portrait at the age of 36.

Natasha Walsh – The eternal metamorphoses.

Lynn Savery – Back on his Feet Again.

Philip Jamieson – I’ll meet you off Broadway.

The Doug Moran National Portrait Prize is Australia’s richest art prize with a pool of $180,000 including a jackpot $150,000 first prize! Run by the Moran Arts Foundation, it accepts original artworks from Australian artists, which capture Australians from all walks of life, from icons to friends. Notably, the works must be painted at least partly from life, with the sitter being known to the artist.

This year prominent artists such as Anthony Lister, George Gittoes, Dagmar Cyrulla, James Powditch, Nicholas Harding, Peter Smeeth, Matilda Michell and Yvette Coppersmith are semi-finalists, alongside previous winners including Lynn Savery (2018), David Fairbairn, Michael Zavros, Vincent Fantauzzo and Peter Wegner.

Among the sitters for the paintings, you may recognise a number of awesome women: athlete and politician Nova Peris; actor Sigrid Thornton; journalist Annabel Crabb; singer-songwriter Julia Stone; comedian Magda Szubanski, foodie Maeve O’Meara, fashion designer Kym Ellery, and artists Lucy Culliton and Yvette Coppersmith.

‘If portraiture is one of the means used to communicate our individuality, connection to each other, and the world around us, look no further than the 2019 Doug Moran National Portrait Prize Semi-Finalists,’ told Peter Moran, Managing Director of the Moran Health Care Group, and son of Greta and Doug Moran, who established the Moran Arts Foundation in 1988. ‘The variety and scope of the selected portraits are vast, yet they all seem to share a commonality, that is, the painter and subject have united to share in the ‘magic’ of creativity.’

‘It was a privilege to be able to get a glimpse into how some of Australia’s most talented artists are currently exploring, and pushing, the genre,’ added judge Kelly Gellatly, Director of the Ian Potter Museum of Art at the University of Melbourne. ‘The shortlisted artists collectively demonstrate the way in which portraiture can and should be much more than the sheer skill of capturing of a likeness. The power of portraiture instead manifests from the almost intangible coming together of artist and subject; a tension or ‘rub’ that encourages the viewer to remain with a work and to return to it time and again, well beyond the initial moment of recognising the subject.’

The finalists of The Doug Moran National Portrait Prize will be announced on October 16th and the winner will be revealed on October 30th. View all semi-finalist works here.

[comefollowtherainbowroad-blog]

Society’s Rules

The alarm sounded and Mrs. Donnie woke at exactly 6am. She went to the bathroom and showered. As always she was done by 6:15. She dressed in a silk morning gown and went downstairs to prep breakfast. This included setting the table, juicing oranges, getting out pot/spans, preheating ovens and fetching her husbands paper.

At 6:45 she returned to the main bathroom and groomed. She plucked brows, removed curlers, styled hair, applied makeup and shaved legs if needed. Switching to a house dress once she was done. By 7:15 she was ready to make breakfast. At 7:30 she prepped showers and woke up her husband and three kids. While they ate she made their lunches.

Her kids boarded the bus at 7:45 and her husband left for work at 8am. She then ate her breakfast and began cleaning up. By 9am she was usually done. Once breakfast was done she started cleaning the house. Shelves were dusted, toilets scrubbed, floors vacuumed sinks bleached and windows print free. This was usually done by 1pm.

After housework was done she checked the weather. Nothing but rain for the next three days. After laying out the rain mat by the door she set down and read The Dutiful Wife Guide. Flipping it open she started at The Rules of Wifehood.

A wife must always appear neat and unfrazzled.

A wife must never wear home clothes outside or outing clothes at home.

A wife must always serve her husband first. The will of the husband is the will of the wife.

A wife’s job is to please her husband.

A wife’s place is to tend to the home and children.

A wife’s purpose is to raise a family

A wife who can’t conceive can’t be a wife

A wife must always get her husband’s approval when going out

A wife may only be attracted to her husband

A wife may only speak if asked to by her husband or to bring up issues of the house.

Once she finished going over the rules she started dinner. Tonight she was making her husband’s favorite, pot roast. Reaching into the fridge she pulled out, four carrots, three stocks of celery and the beef. From the pantry, she grabbed one large onion and two decent potatoes. She rinsed the potatoes, carrots, celery and set to work dicing them. Once they were done she peeled the onion and chopped it up as well. The vegetables were nestled around the roast, water was added until about halfway up and set to slow cook on 300 for the next five hours.

At 3pm the kids return from school. She makes them a light snack of PB&J and sends them to their rooms to do homework. The oldest child, a daughter named Millie, announced that she had something she wanted to say at dinner. She wrote it on the schedule and sent her upstairs with the others.

At 5pm the roast was ready. At 6pm her husband returned and they sit down to eat. Each of the kids goes over their day at school then her husband complains about work. They eat in silence for a few minutes then Millie speaks up.

“My family I have an announcement. I know what I’m about to say may come as a shock.” she pauses as there is a knock at the door. The couple looks at each other as unannounced company past 5pm is a taboo.

Her husband got up and answered the door. He plastered on a fake smile and motioned for the others to as well. Two counselors from the Good Church walked in. The female wore a white cardigan with a tight black knee length skirt. The male a three-piece suit.

“Hi I’m Laura and this is my partner Craig. We are here to discuss a disturbing incident involving your daughter Millie.” The female explained in a high pitched chirp. Millie tried to slink under the table as her siblings slid their chairs away from her.

“What happened exactly?” her husband kept his tone polite but authoritative.

“Well..” the male started. “..she was caught fighting with one of her fellow students. When asked why she said he was being mean to her friend Trixie.”

“Who is Trixie I thought Dominique was her friend?” the father asked.

“As far as I knew there was only Dominique and Katie. She has stayed at their house several times” she answered. She motioned for the other two kids to head upstairs. Millie only sunk lower into her chair.

“You see that’s what we thought as well but when asked they said they never spoke to her before,” Laura explained. “We asked about that but their parents never met her.”

The four adults turned toward the twelve year old. She looked terrified but pulled herself together. Standing up she faced them with all the courage she could muster. Her hands shaking she confessed.

“Trixie is my friend from school. She lives at a sanctuary and has two daddies. I fought Rachel cause she was telling her that she should kill herself cause she has offended God. I don’t believe that God would want that.” She stood there and looked them both straight in the eyes as her entire body shook. “When I was supposed to be at Katie’s or Dominique’s I was at Trixie’s learning acceptance.”

“Well that’s all we needed to know.” Laura chirped. She pulled out and latched a bronze bracelet around the girl's wrist. “If you were an adult it’d be silver but since it was only a few minor bruises bronze for supporting her. After three months of counseling it will be removed. See you tomorrow.” With that they left.

“Explain. Now. Girl.” her husband barked.

Millie sat down and through tears explained all that happened. How the other girls were mean and kept calling him an extremist after what happened with Lucielle. How only Trixie accepted her and his reputation and how Luci used to pass notes back and forth through her. She even explained how during the two week sleepover at Katie’s she was at Lucielle’s wearing black lace and coloring her hair bright blue with chalk.

Her father was furious. He started yelling claiming she betrayed him just like her older sister.Her mom broke down into tears demanding to know where she went wrong. Her siblings could be heard upstairs muttering about how this would kill their reputation.

Once he calmed down she started shaking. She remembered what happened to Lucielle, or Luci as she preferred. Tears in her eyes she remained silent as her father grabbed her arm and drug her to the car.

Mrs. Donnie pulled herself together once they were gone. She cleaned up after dinner and tucked the two kids into bed as it was 8pm. She then went into Millie’s room and packed her things just as she had for Lucielle. Her bathroom was cleared out and her clothes neatly folded in a case. All her toys were put into a box along with her pink butterfly bedding. By 9:30pm it was as if the room had never been used.

She picked up the dutiful wife guide and turned to where she left off. She recited the rules until he returned.

The Husband is the king of the castle, what he says goes

It is the husband’s right to do as he will to the kids so long as it isn’t in sin

It is the duty of the wife to follow the will of the husband

The Husband’s decision is final and may not be challenged

All unmarried children are the property of the husband

A wife may never challenge or question the Husband

When they returned at midnight she didn’t question where they went for she already knew. When her daughter lay crying in her barren bed she offered no comfort as it was her husband’s will. When her daughter went downstairs and left her bag of clothes in one hand and a map in the other she didn’t follow. As the rain fell in sheets and thunder boomed she didn’t worry. For as her husband wished the child was no longer hers.

She cleaned up her house and put the rest of the girl’s belongings in boxes in the garage. If she didn’t claim them in a week they’d be thrown out. Once finished she showered, put on her nightgown, set the alarm and curled up next to her husband to sleep.

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Howl woke up to someone knocking on the door. She looked at the clock and was only more confused as it was only 2 am. Groggily she got up and got dressed. She answered the door in her pajamas, shirt buttoned cockeyed and her a tangled mess.

“Hello welcome to Rainbow Road Please come in.” The cold rain pelted her in the face waking her up instantly. Even more confused she looked down at the soggy shivering mess before her.

“Hi I’m M.m.millie, T.trixie’s friend. S.s.sorry to incon...inconvenience you b.b.but I am in n.n.need of a home. I h.h.have only twenty dollars to my n.n.name but I’ll get a job.” The little bundle squeaked.

Howl gathered the kid to her chest and carried her to the common room sofa. She was soaked to the bone and shaking badly. It was unknown if it was from crying or the cold. Howl started combing her over for injuries. It was when she screeched that she stopped to look at her shoulder. Sure enough there was a bloody rose tattoo. Great the mark of the Goth.

“Would you like some cocoa or chocolate cake? How about both while we talk.” she asked gently. “I’ll even tend to your new tattoo. It needs to be covered. Ok?” The little bundle nodded.

“D.d.do you ha.ha.have any d.d.d.dry clothes I can b.b.borrow?” Her shaking was getting worse.

“Sure they might be a bit big but let’s get you warm and changed.” She took her upstairs and ran a hot bath. She put Neosporin and a bandage on the tattoo and set her in the bath. Once she stopped shaking she took her out, dried her off and gave her one of her flannel night shirts. It was way too big but comfy.

Pulling one of the lounge chairs into one of the kitchens many openings she tucked the girl in while she made cocoa. She didn’t push or pry she just let her process at her own pace. Getting kicked out was hard, getting thrown out at twelve was worse.

“Is it okay if I stay here awhile?” The little girl asked.

“Sure Millie no worries. I know your older sister lives in Gothic Manor but it’s not really kid friendly. If you want you can stay with Nat’s mom Charlene for as long as you like.” She paused to offer her food.

“Cake? Ice cream? Both? They’re chocolate.” Howl offered her a slice of chaotic looking confection.

“Umm. not to be rude but I’ve never had chocolate. Father always said it was the Devil’s invention.” She took the plate and stared at it like one would a spider in the bathroom.

“Okay Millie there is only one thing you need to know about this place at your age. Chocolate is life. Trust me, try it.” She offered her a bite of Triple Chocolate Crunch ice cream. The kid’s eyes went wide as she grabbed the container and made for the couch. Howl laughed and followed her with the cake.

They ate in silence for a bit before Millie spoke up again. “Can I still go to school?” she asked.

Howl responded. “If you want we have a school inside if you’d prefer so you don’t have to see Laura tomorrow.”

“No.” she said sleepily. “I want to still be friends with Trixie and see my siblings. School is the only place I can see them now. If they come here they’ll get in trouble.” she started to nod off.

“Why’s that honey?” Howl asked. She tucked a green throw around her and gave her a few of the animal pillows from the chairs.

“Cause it’s Society’s rules. Mom has to obey daddy as do my brothers. Daddy hates what they call the unnaturals. So mommy and them have to as well. But at school they have to interact with everyone regardless of that so we can still talk.” She closed her eyes and barely finished her last sentence before she fell asleep “I wonder if mommy misses me, she didn’t miss Luci or Grace.”  

Howl held her hand as tears drifted down her cheeks. This is the second kid this week. She studied the bronze bracelet on her wrist. Trixie told her what happened when she came home today. She figured her parents would throw her out which is why they lied to her when she came over those few times.

Howl wiped her eyes and moved Millie to the guest room. Checking the clock and realizing it was only 5am she set an alarm for 7am and left a note for Nami with an address to get her things. She loaded Millies clothes into the washer as the rain pierced through the bag. Unable to sleep she called up Charlene who burst into tears and woke Nat. The three made plans to set up her guest room, in the meantime she’d stay with Howl.

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The alarm sounded and Mrs. Donnie woke at exactly 6am. She went to the bathroom and showered. As always she was done by 6:15. She dressed in a silk morning gown and went downstairs to prep breakfast. This included setting the table, juicing oranges, getting out pot/spans, preheating ovens and fetching her husbands paper.

At 6:45 she returned to the main bathroom and groomed. She plucked brows, removed curlers, styled hair, applied makeup and shaved legs if needed. Switching to a house dress once she was done. By 7:15 she was ready to make breakfast. At 7:30 she prepped showers and woke up her husband and two kids. While they ate she made their lunches.

“Have a good day at school.” She called to her oldest, a boy named Tom. The other boy, Tim asked about Millie only to be smacked by Tom.

“We don’t talk about it.” he hissed at his younger brother on the bus.

“But why?” Tim asked.

“Cause those are the rules. Which is why we gotta be different once we grow up. But only after cause if not we get Lucied.” Tom explained

“Okay.” responded his brother. The nine year old had a lot to learn.

Once they were on the bus she walked into the garage. She reached into the box labeled Millie and pulled out her favorite stuffed tiger. She tied a blue ribbon around its neck that said Millie. She then placed it in a box labeled wedding that they kept on the top shelf in the garage.

It settled in next to two others. One was a pink cow with red ribbon that said Lucielle and a parrot with a black ribbon that said Grace. Around the middle of the bird was a black and gold banded bracelet. Beneath was a photo of a happy family of seven. A smiling mom, a cheerful dad, twin girls, another little girl and two little boys. On the back it read: The Donnie family, Mr. & Mrs Donnie, twins Grace and Lucille, little Millie and the boys Tommy and Timothy.

She set the notice of misbehavior next to two others. One for a Lucille which cited her transgression as “Crazy hair color” and one for a Grace which cited “used the incorrect pronoun when referring to herself” as her transgression.

“A wife must always obey her husband. Her husband’s rule is law and his will is the will of the house. Whatever the husband decides must be obeyed. Children are the property of the husband and he may treat them as he pleases so long as it isn’t sinful. Should the husband decide to purge the world of his children a wife’s job is to aid. His rule is law and his will the will of heaven.” She whispered as she pulled Millies social and birth certificate from the box.

Nami and officer Daniels stopped by at 2pm to pick up Millies things. He looked for signs of abuse but never checked the box labeled wedding as those were sacred to the Good Church and he had no warrant nor did she have a gold or black bracelet. Since her husband wasn’t home they couldn’t search him or his office.

Suspicious but with no other options Nami packed up her things and left. They watched as her tail lights faded into the rainy afternoon. Daniels looked at the woman who has, as far as records indicate, banished three kids now.

“Can you answer a question for me?” he asked.

The women nodded. “As long as it pertains to the house.” She responded.

“How can you just cut off three kids that you gave birth to. You treat them like they don’t exist. She just left last night yet there are no photos or any sign she was here.” he’d be the first to admit his tone was rough.

The answer she gave he swears will haunt him for the rest of his life. Her tone nauseated him and the smile she gave chilled him to his bones. The irony wasn’t lost on him as he left The Sacred Path housing community. It was why cops were forbidden from joining the Good Church.

“It’s society’s rules officer. Those that don’t belong don’t exist. Those that don’t exist can never have been. My daughters were just a lie I constructed as they no longer belong therefore never existed. This is the will of my husband and therefore the will of the house.” She chirped at him. There was no sign of guilt or remorse in her eyes. She waved as he left and walked back inside as if nothing unusual had occurred.

[samkerrworshipper]

twos a company, threes a crowd pt.4 | alexia putellas x reader x lucy bronze

r is loaned to real madrid and suffers with being away from her partners for so long… when the el clasico rolls around all of her problems are solved… but not without some repercussions for her actions.

warnings: angst, fluff, comfort, sadness, over working, touch deprived, sleep deprived, punishment, safe word use, injury, concussion, so much angst lol but y'all were begging for it.

Getting loaned to Real Madrid was possibly the worst thing that had ever happened to you. 

You’d been blindsided by the request, you were happy at Barcelona, you were Barcelona’s star striker, an indomitable force on the field and you’d just won the Liga F golden boot, you were everything to Barca, until you weren’t. It was astronomical to your teammates that Barcelona would loan you out, seemingly it was for the money and with the hopes that you would learn some leadership skills from being the strongest in a team. Real Madrid was paying a hefty fee for your season with them, but it still hurt knowing that to Barcelona you were a mere transaction. 

Everything you loved and knew were in Barcelona, your family, your girlfriends, your house, your dogs and cat, your friends.

Madrid was great, and there were plenty of upsides to the team, they were all lovely, the coaching staff was great, your new apartment was awesome, but there were things missing, your girlfriends firstly. 

You face timed every day. It had been impossible for the two women helping you pack up and move all of your things across the country. Sure, they were only a six hour drive away and a hour long flight away, but it killed them both nonetheless. 

They saw the way that as the season progressed you began to become more tucked up in your own shell, the bright light in your eyes slowly fading. It killed them, talking to you every night and seeing the way that your eyes struggled to meet their own anymore. 

They loved you more than anything, but you were a person who needed structure, you couldn’t function by yourself. You needed attention, attention that they couldn’t grant you from hundreds of kilometres away, so you started to get cheeky and bratty. Sending them videos of you touching yourself in the shower, or explicitly disregarding text messages they were sending you. Normally, the two older women would be pissed off, and they were, but the underlying theme was that you were struggling, struggling being away and your coping mechanism was to act out for their attention. The more weeks that passed without their presence, the more needy you became for them, the desperation for your two girlfriends growing in your stomach and slowly swallowing up all of the other organs that resided in your body. 

With the El Clasico match quickly approaching though, the women took solace in knowing that you would be able to spend the rest of the weekend after the game, that they’d finally have you in their arms and for even a second they could make you feel loved and less alone. 

You’d agreed that before the game you’d be strictly professional, you’d stay in your hotel room but as soon as the game was over you were heading back to your old house for a few days of peace with your girlfriends. You were a little bit scared, when the facetime request chimed in from your phone the night beforehand, you were lying in your hotel bed and you couldn’t help but feel anxious. Because you knew what you’d been doing to the women the last few weeks, it had been like a game for you, seeing just how much you could push before you found the end to the Barcelona players tethers. 

“Hola Bebita.”

You pushed yourself up from the bed sheets, sitting yourself up against the headboard to get a proper view at Lucy, whose face was directly in front of yours on the phone screen. 

“Hi Luce.”

Your voice was as meek as ever, your throat clearing itself from the sleepy haze you’d been in. 

“How you doing sweetheart?”

Lucy’s voice was so sweet, it was interesting to you, considering the outwardly explicit videos you’d been sending them over the week, progressively getting more scandalous the closer your date came to travelling to Barcelona for the game. You were expecting a angry Lucy, deiniftely an angry Alexia, especially considering that you’d broken her one cardinal rule that she’d given you before you left. 

Do not orgasm without her permission. 

That wasn’t to say that Alexia was expecting you to hold out for months at times, of course not, she just expected you to call or text her, so she could guide you through it, you’d explicitly ignored that rule, and you expected her to be annoyed. 

“I’m okay, tired from the train, how’s Ale’s knee?”

There was worry laced in your words, when you’d received the news that Alexia had a set back with her knee you’d been gutted for her, and worried, because Alexia tended to fall down the rabbit hole when she was injured, and you just hoped that she was doing alright. 

“It’s a minor injury, nothing to do with her ACL, which is good. She’s sitting out tomorrow, so she’s obviously upset, but it’s not her ACL, so that’s what matters the most. She’s in the bathroom right now, but I’ll chuck her on when she’s done. How are you feeling about tomorrow?”

Lucy’s voice was so genuine, so calm, so caring, and if you were feel less insecure you probably would have confessed all of your worries to her, but you felt so fucking desperate for Lucy and Alexia that it was starting to hurt you but you also didn’t want to come across as needy, even if you felt like you were breaking at the seems for them. 

“Okay.”

Your answer was short, and Lucy frowned at it, because she knew that you were most likely feeling anything but okay. She was going to push it, but she was interrupted by Alexia emerging from the bathroom and walking over to join her on the bed, climbing under the sheets and pulling Lucy’s phone from her hands so she could look at you. 

“Hola bebe, how are you?”

Alexia’s voice is gruff, and if you didn’t know her so well you probably wouldn’t have picked up on the slight puffiness to her eyes, that told you she’d probably been crying whilst she was tucked away in the bathroom, you knew her like the back of your palm though. 

“I’m okay, how’s your knee?” There was some obvious tension coming from Alexia, tension that you were sure you’d get to feel in person tomorrow. 

“I’ve had bigger setbacks, we still have to assess the scans indepthly and get a treatment plan in action. It’s probably just a few rough weeks, but I’ll make it.”

You nod, she always does, she never fails to amaze you with her can-do attitude and determination to always be better, to always be at the top of whatever she’s doing. 

“I believe in you.”

Ale gives you a soft smile, and it doesn’t calm all of the nerves contained in you but it does manage to calm your heart down. 

“We’re so excited to see you tomorrow amor, you’re going to make us proud even in that ugly uniform.”

You know that no matter what club you are at, Alexia and Lucy are always going to be your biggest supporters, but you can’t shake the reminder that tomorrow, when you step on the pitch, all of your friends and family are going to be your enemy. 

It plucks at your heartstrings, and almost sends tears to the back of your eyes. 

“How’s the team been? I feel like we haven’t talked about any of it with us all being so busy.”

The team was fine. 

That was the problem, the team was your team, but they weren’t your family, they weren’t the support that you needed and craved. 

“They’re good, Olga’s been nice and me and Raso get along.”

The two women nodded, they knew they weren’t going to get much from you, but this was even less than what they had expected. 

“That’s good, you can tell us all about it tomorrow, hmm? We’re so excited to hear every single detail.”

The way both of their faces were so happy and content made your stomach do front flips. 

“I’m excited to see you guys as well.”

It’s hard for you to admit, because for the last six or so weeks that you’ve been apart, you’ve internally been denying it, trying to convince yourself that you were fine without them, but in reality you were struggling more than ever. 

Alexia gave you a small smile, her lips tightening upwards into a sweet smile. 

“You’ve been taking care of yourself, sí? Getting your sleep and listening to your dietician?”

You don’t like lying to anybody, especially Lucy and Alexia, but in your mind in some situations, there is justification for some white lies, especially when it’s going to benefit the person you’re lying to. 

“Yup.”

Your words are half empty, trying to get this conversation over as soon as possible. 

“Well, we’d better let you get to sleep then, we’ll see you tomorrow bebe, don’t hesitate to call us if anything happens, okay?”

You nodded at the two of them, a little part of your heart begging for them to hang up so you didn’t have to see how happy they were together, how at peace the two of them looked lying in bed together without you. 

“Bye, see you tomorrow.”

They both smiled at you, Lucy pressed a kiss to the camera. 

“We love you amor, good luck tomorrow.”

You gulped, just another reminder of what tomorrow held. 

“Love you guys too, see you tomorrow.”

Before you had to look at them any longer you pressed the red button, dropping your phone onto the duvet and groaning into the pillow behind you. 

You’d never considered yourself as the jealous type, in the beginning of your relationship you’d been the glue that kept it all together, Alexia brought Lucy in for you, not for herself. When you’d been in Barca their relationship had grown slowly, but surely, you encouraged it. 

When you’d left, you’d almost been scared that it would be the end of your relationship with the both of them, you just weren’t sure that they’d be able to sustain it, but you’d watched their relationship strengthen massively, the two of them becoming practically inseparable in your absence. 

You were happy for them, so incredibly happy, but it made you feel a little bit out of place, a little bit like when you returned to Barca everything would be different, maybe all of their love was being used for each other and they didn’t have anymore to give to you. 

It felt like you’d become a chore for them, a scheduled call every few nights, flowers or meals showing up on your doorstep every week from them, texts here and there asking how you were doing. 

You were all trying your best, but they had each other, the both of them got to come home to each other every night, you came home to an empty apartment. 

Your apartment was a shell, exactly the same as when you’d moved in. 

You didn’t put out any pictures, didn’t buy any furniture, it seemed pointless to you, because Real Madrid was supposed to be temporary, you didn’t want to settle down, didn’t want to become at home in a place that you would be leaving as soon as you could. 

You knew it wasn’t exactly healthy, but it worked for you, or it worked for the first little while. 

The hard part though was that you didn’t have a home at all, and a person can only survive so long without having some form of home, some form of comfort. 

You tried your hardest to sleep through the night, to get some rest before the game, but no sleep came to you as you lay in the lump hotel bed trying your very hardest. 

The team all woke up at 7 o'clock and headed down for breakfast, you went with them but kept to yourself, sitting by yourself. 

You weren’t hungry, more emotionally starved than anything. 

You got a few wayward glances, but you ignored them, opting for scrolling through your phone and trying to put yourself in the right headspace to get you ready for the hellish day that was to come. 

It was a 12pm game so as soon as breakfast was done the whole team was being sent to the bus to Camp Nou. 

It was a bittersweet feeling, returning to a place that had so many incredibly positive memories for you, with a completely different group of people, people that you liked but you didn’t love. 

Your anxiety only rose as you got even closer to the stadium, the realisation of what was about to happen setting in for you. 

Stepping off the bus and into the stadium was weird, normally, it would be with your closest friends, Ale by your side as the two of you stepped foot into a place that had been the highlight of so many of your childhood dreams. 

Barca had always been the dream, when the two of you were little kids it had seemed unachievable, a mere figment of your imaginations, and then it had come true, but it wasn’t your life anymore. 

You kept your head down, speed walking into the change rooms and getting into your game kit as quickly as possible before walking out on the pitch to warm up by yourself. 

Instead of being met with an empty pitch, you were met with a lot of your ex teammates already out warming up, and your girlfriends as well as your closest friends loitering by the sidelines. 

It’s impossible to avoid them, they’re standing directly in front of the entrance to the pitch, you wouldn’t put it past Alexia or Lucy to have planned it, planned a little sneak attack on you pre-match. 

You dragged your feet up and out of the tunnel, loitering a little bit as you waited for one of the women to take notice of you. 

It didn’t take long, Ingrid being the first one to spot you, her big green Norwegian eyes lighting up when they landed on you, her arms lighting up almost immediately, a small squeal leaving her lips. 

The whole group was quick to turn to you, both Alexia and Lucy’s faces lighting up as they took you in. 

“Bebita!”

Alexia looked insane for an injured person, the Barca olympic t-shirt and leather jacket hugging her body perfectly and making her look absolutely drop dead gorgeous. 

Alexia’s big arms opened to you, and you allowed yourself the luxury of walking into them. 

You felt so safe, so at home, it made you sort of sick to your stomach, so much so that you forced yourself out of her arms. 

You knew it was only going to be harder the more you integrated yourself with them over the next few days, because it would only make leaving that much harder. 

Alexia frowned a little bit at the way you almost pushed her off of you, it hurt the Catalan woman more than she would ever admit. 

“You oldies ready to get your asses kicked?”

Mapi’s jaw dropped, her arms reaching for you to put you into a headlock, the only thing stopping her being Ingrid. 

“Oldies? Disculpe? It’s called being experienced.”

You smiled a little bit at Mapi, she was like your older sister, the closest you had to one. 

“Sounds like an excuse for being old.”

Mapi just rolled her eyes at you, her arms opening up for a hug and you allowing her to. 

“It’s good to see you, nena.”

Mapi lets you go fairly quickly, letting you take a step back from the group. 

“It’s good to see you all as well, I’ve missed you guys.”

It was murmured under your breath, the loudest you could vocalise without the words hitting you across the chest. 

“We’re going to have to put a stop to your scoring fun tonight I think, 4 braces in a row? Can’t let you get too big for you… what is it the English say? Pants?”

Ingrid rolled her eyes at her girlfriend and her lack of knowledge for English idioms. 

“Britches, but we get your point.”

Mapi nodded, a little sparkle in her eye. 

“Yes, well, me and Lucia will have to work hard to keep your magical feet at bay.”

You laughed humorously, entertaining María. 

“I guess we’ll have to see, you oldies should get to warming up, don’t want to harm those old bones.”

Alexia hit you across the shoulder, rolling her eyes at you before bringing you into a brief hug and then pushing you towards your half of the pitch, where a few of your teammates were already warming up. 

You went through the motions, all of it blurring in your mind as your eyes glazed over the iconic Barcelona stadium, this was once your home, it was the pinnacle of your career, not today though.

Walkingout of the tunnel, and onto the pitch, a crowd full of blue, red and yellow, normally would be the adrenaline hit of a lifetime, enough for you to walk up mount everest, but not today, today it did nothing but make you weak at the knees and sick to your stomach. 

You did your best to avoid your former teammates' eyes as you shook hands before taking your starting positions. 

Mapi was marking you, which wasn’t abnormal for when you were in training, but dealing with it during a game was a whole different playing field. 

She was one of the best centre backs in the game, you knew this, the crowd knew it. 

You were faster though, more agile, quicker on your toes. 

That was your advantage, that was what you had to use against her, and you planned to do so. 

The first thirty minutes saw no shot opportunities for you, Salma and Aitana both managed to slot in their own goals though, leaving Real Madrid and yourself with big room for improvement. 

You put your head down, focused on what you knew you could do, waiting for the opportunity to come, and it finally did in the form of a beautiful cross from Olga that was sent directly to your head and then into the back of the net.

Your team went wild, you were shocked, completely gobsmacked at how the ball managed to somehow slot itself into the corners of the goal, you didn’t have time to wonder though, your whole team engulfed you in a big hug. 

You couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe, the crowd booing you as your teammates pushed you back to your position gutted you, never in your life would you have expected to be booed after scoring, but here you were, standing in the stadium of your childhood dreams with a crowd booing at you.

It was then, in that very moment, that everything sort of set in for you, and as Barca kicked off you couldn’t help but find yourself stuck in position, your studs dug into the turf as you willed your legs to move. 

All you could do was sit and watch the ball moving on the other side of the pitch, the blood was rushing to your ears, deafening you of the booing and making you feel like you were in a fishbowl. 

You felt like a spectator, a external part of your body. 

It was only when the ball was being sent your way, in the form of a pass from Bruun that you finally found yourself being able to move, your legs darting towards the ball as you searched for someone in the box, finding Raso and sending the ball soaring towards her before Mapi had the chance to land a tackle against you. 

It was bread and butter, a simple pass, one that you could make in your sleep. 

For whatever reason though, it came off your boot completely wrong, not making the distance nor going remotely anywhere near Hayley. 

You growled in frustration, cursing under your breath as Lucy of all people took possession of the ball and sent it flying as far down the field as her bott could muster. 

Ras sent you a worrying glance, a silent question of what happened, all you could do was shrug and wonder to yourself what was happening? Why was this happening?

You hardly made it to half time, your body just managing to hold itself up long enough to trudge back into the tunnel and down into the Real change rooms, where Alberto was already getting into his half time pep talk. 

You accepted a gatorade and protein bar from one of the trainers, focusing all of your energy on sustaining yourself instead of paying attention. 

You weren’t trying to be respectful, but today, everything was harder than normal, thinking, breathing, moving, living. 

You weren’t sure why, you were fairly sure you didn’t really want to know why, you just knew that today of all days just wasn’t yours, and it made you hate every single part of yourself. 

By the time half time was over and you were making your way back onto the field, your head was somewhere else entirely, everything from the past few weeks playing on repeat in your head. 

You weren’t in the headspace to be doing anything at all, let alone play out a match of football, but it wasn’t like you had a choice. 

It was clear Mapi had picked up on your inattentiveness, her eyebrows furrowed in concern as the both of you tried to watch the ball moving on the other side of the pitch. 

She didn’t push you, she knew better than to, knew from experience that when you got pissed off on the pitch it was a ticking time clock. 

The ball didn’t end up anywhere near your feet until the 80 minute mark, Barca’s midfield managing to stop any attempts at getting the ball into your third. 

It was aggravating, but you were also grateful, because the longer the ball was away from your feet the further your mind began to drift to places you didn’t trust. 

What happened when the game ended?

When you had to go home to Alexia and Lucy and act like all was fine, be their perfect good girl, be whatever they needed or wanted. 

The ball finally made it to your feet, just above the right corner of the penalty box, before you could even look at the goals though, Mapi was edging her feet towards the ball, sending you towards the corner between the baseline and sideline, managing to boot the ball out of bounds. 

You groaned as everybody set up for a corner, slotting yourself into the goals, watching as Robles set up to take the kick, she was searching for you, nestled between Mapi, Sandra and Pina. 

Pina was tugging on your shirt, slowly teetering your off balance and forcing your further forwards then you’d like, closer to the goalpost as every second passed. 

You heard the sound of the ball connecting with Robles foot, all you could do was jump and send your body forward to where the ball was supposed to be heading. 

You closed your eyes and prayed. 

All you felt was an initial contact, it lasted a second at most, the usual length of a header. 

Then you felt your body continuing to propel forwards, and then there was secondary contact. 

This time it was more blunt, harder, more painful, lasting longer, then there was your body thudding against the pitch, your face going down straight into the grass. 

For a few seconds, it was just pure pain, ringing ears, your brain completely unable to process anything more than that. 

It wasn’t until somebody rolled you over and the bright light from the sun started to try and penetrate your eyeballs. 

“Y/n, Y/n, can you hear me?”

You flinched away from the hand that was dusting the turf off of your face, pushing yourself away from whoever was trying to touch you. 

There were more hands though, on your neck and head, preventing you from moving anywhere at all. 

This stressed you out, your ears were still ringing, your head swarming as you tried to focus on the faces hovering above yours. 

“Y/n, keep still, you hit your head pretty hard, nena.”

It’s Mapi’s voice, extra soft and gentle, her head peeking over yours as she pats your hair out of your eyes and the turf off of your face. 

“I’m fine, I’m fine.”

The other people holding your head didn’t give up, holding you still even as you tried to move. 

“Nena, stay, the medics need to check your neck out.”

María’s voice is a little bit sterner, enough for you to let out an annoyed sigh but relax, no longer thrashing against the hands holding your neck and head. 

“Where’s Ale and Luce?”

Your voice is meek and questioning, a little whisper. 

“Lucia is standing a few feet away, Ale is on the sidelines, they’re here for you nena, do you want them?”

Of course you did, they were all you wanted right now, but for whatever reason you shook your head. 

“No, no, no.”

Mapi looked half hurt by your answer, but she didn’t question it. 

“Okay, that’s okay nena, the medics are almost here okay, just stay calm for me.”

Just as the words left María’s mouth a crew of medics were at your side. 

“Hola, how’s your neck and head feeling? You’ve got a nice shiner on your forehead.”

You nodded at the medic, allowing a small smile to fall across your lips. 

“Neck is fine, a little bit stiff, head’s throbbing but it’s fine.”

You knew subconsciously that all of the sub windows for Real had been used, that if you were to leave the pitch your team would be down to ten, and that simply wasn’t an option. 

Barca might have been up by three goals, but there was a part of you that believed that you maybe still had a chance. 

“Okay, well we’re just going to check your neck to be safe, then we’ll concussion test you, sí?”

You shook your head. 

“I’m fine, seriously, it was only a little hit. My head doesn’t even hurt.”

That was a lie, your forehead was throbbing so bad that you were struggling to make out different colours, but there was no way you’d admit that to the team doctor, not if you had any hopes of playing out this match and the ones to come in the next few weeks. 

“Small hit? Your head practically hugged the post.”

That explained the secondary hit. 

“I feel fine, seriously.”

You were doing a piss poor job at trying to be convincing, you knew it, you were fairly sure the medics knew it. 

“We have to clear your c-spine and head for concussion, it’s not up for discussion.”

Your body involuntarily slumped into the turf, as Mapi and whoever else was holding your head moved out of the way for the medics to continue their assessment of you. 

Flash lights shone in your eyes, and your head was tossed in every which way as they assured you that your neck and spine seemed to be intact. 

Once your neck had been checked they allowed you to sit up, painkillers and a drink bottle being forced into your hand. 

“You’ve got a concussion, I’m not sure what stage, you need imaging and a proper examination inside the medical room, you need to come off.”

You shook your head, this was the El Clasico, this was the pinnacle of your season, you weren’t coming off for some collision with a pole. 

“We’re three goals down, I’m not coming off.”

The medic furrowed her brow at you. 

“Two actually, you somehow managed to put the ball in the back of the net, you need to come off.”

Again, you shook your head in complete refusal. 

“Is there a sub window left?”

Your medic bit down on her lip and shook her head, after that your mind was completely made up. 

“So, I’m not going off to leave my team with ten, I’m playing out the next five minutes and stoppage time, I will deal with the repercussions, when we get back to Madrid.”

You didn’t wait for permission, pushed yourself off of the ground, shoving the water bottle into the trainers hands and righting your uniform. 

“Y/n, you need to come off.”

You once again shook your head, sending a thumbs up to the umpire, telling her that you were fine to continue. 

You went back to your position, getting as far away from the yelling from your team doctor. 

Mapi was on your mark, a very concerned look across her face. 

As you took your position beside her, she leant down to whisper in your ear. 

“You should be getting checked out.”

You gritted your teeth, you were so sick of everybody telling you what you were supposed to be doing, what you were supposed to be feeling, it was your call to make, nobody else's. 

“I’m fine.”

The ball kicked off, the sound of the umpires whistle had stars darting across your vision, all of the background noise from the stadium made the pounding in your skull so much worse. 

“That’s bullshit.”

You ran away from María before she had any more of a chance to give her opinion on your current predicament. 

The five minutes were hell, your body was tearing at every seam, the throbbing pain in your head was making it hard for you to breathe, impossible to try and focus on the people around you and where the ball was on the field. 

Mapi was practically dragging you around the field, her hand hovering on your jersey as she directed you around for the last couple of minutes of stoppage time. 

When the final whistle blew, you practically collapsed against your best friend. 

“Hey chica, let’s get you off the pitch, yeah?”

You couldn’t do much more than nod into Mapi’s jersey, allowing her to drag you over to a sideline and into the arms of somebody else, who helped to pull you down into the tunnel and into your locker rooms. 

The Real locker rooms were very quiet, everybody was too bothered in tugging their cleats and kit off as quickly as possible to pay any attention to you, something you were fiercely grateful for. 

You took your time tugging off your uniform, your body slowed down by the blindingly searing headache that was penetrating your head. 

Most of the girls decided against showering in the rooms, there were showers at the hotels and there was an obvious overshadowing feeling that the quicker the girls could leave the stadium, the better. 

You however, were in no rush to leave, so you clawed off your sweaty kit, flinging it into your cubby and then heading towards the showers. 

The hot water against your battered and bruised skin was beautifully painful, it made you feel cleaner, sure your head was pounding but this was like some kind of refuge, at least until Alexia and Lucy came to find you, as soon as that happened you knew you were going to have to put up with two extremely doting and overly-concerned girlfriends. 

You weren’t ready for that, you weren’t ready for the two of them to act like they cared for you, to love you so much for two days all for you to have to leave them once again. 

You couldn’t do it, you couldn’t take up all that love and space all for it to be ripped away, leaving for national camp was hard enough, at least when that happened there was a guarantee you’d see the both of them after it was done. 

You wanted to enjoy their company, how you loved to the most, good, rough, reunion sex. You wanted the two of them to treat you like you were an object, like nothing to them, because that’s how you felt, you felt like just an accessory to their relationship. 

Which was kind of ironic to you, because the relationship had started with just you and Ale, the two of you against the whole world, it was great. Adding Lucy to the equation had been fantastic, she was the missing puzzle piece to every single part of you and Ale’s relationship. 

It just made being apart from the both of them that bit harder when they got to fall into bed with each other every night whilst you were left all alone in your apartment. 

When the boiling water stopped making your skin crawl you stepped out of the shower, drying yourself off procedurally before walking into the empty away rooms and getting yourself changed into a matching plain grey sweatsuit. 

It was neutral, you weren’t going to go home with your Barcelona girlfriends fully kitted in Real hear, but you also didn’t feel up to wearing some of Alexia and Lucy’s clothes, it would break you down well before you were ready for it too. 

Once you were done getting changed you collected up your gear, finally ready to go see Lucy and Alexia, but you were stopped in the doorway by your favourite team doctor. 

“You need scans, and a proper examination.”

You knew theoretically she was right, you did need scans, to make sure that there were no brain bleeds or a significant traumatic injury, but you really didn’t want to either. 

“I’m fine, a big bruise and a concussion but apart from that I’m fine.”

You’d tried your very hardest to cover up the bruise, but it was hopeless. There was a big, red, slowly forming bruise down the left side of your face where you’d made contact with the pole. 

You were honestly unsure so far as to whether your cheek bone or eye socket were broken, they sure felt like they were but you figured at least it wasn’t your nose. You’d dealt with a broken nose and it was probably up there on the list of one of the worst injuries you’d ever dealt with in terms of practicality. 

“You know just as well as I do that you can’t be cleared to leave without an examination.”

You rolled your eyes, an action that hurt a lot more than it probably should have. 

“Maya, c’mon, it’s my few days off, as soon as I’m back in Madrid you can assess me every way you want, but just let me rest for now.”

She didn’t move from the doorway, her stare beating down on you. 

“You’re going to stay with Putellas, sí?”

You nodded your head, trying to hurry the conversation along. 

“I want to speak to her, if you’re going to refuse medical care then the person who you’ll be in company with needs to be aware of the complications that could occur.”

That was almost enough to convince you to get the examination, Alexia was hell when she was aware you were injured, she’d probably make you get the scans and exam. 

“I’ll tell her, it’s not that big of a deal, we both know concussion protocol.”

You were really hoping she’d believe you, but you knew as soon as you saw the look on her face that she could see straight through the lie. 

“If it’s not that big of a deal then you’ll let me accompany you to the Barca rooms and talk to your girlfriend.”

You couldn’t be bothered with the fight, so you just nodded your head, pushing your way through the door and navigating yourself with ease to the home changerooms. 

They were rooms that you were familiar with, you knew Camp Nou like that back of your hand, it was probably your favourite place on earth. 

The atmosphere, the history, everything that resonated in Camp Nou was magical. 

You hesitated before pushing your way through the locker room door, pushing out all of the doubt in your mind when a Rosaliá song hit your ears and the sound of tone deaf singing rang out. 

It was a beautiful sight, watching your ex teammates celebrate a well deserved win, dancing, drinking, singing, it was the magic of the El Clasicó. 

It hurt your head, but it still managed to put a little smile on your face, you shrunk into the doorway, observing the utter excitement and happiness on all of the girls' faces. 

Ingrid was the first to realise you’d joined them all, and before you could even really smile at her she was walking towards you with open arms and wrapping you up in her embrace. 

It was nice, homey, she smelt like sweat, grass clippings and oranges. 

“Hola bebita, how are you feeling?”

Ingrid was probably the best person for you to have initially run into, she was soft and kind and possibly one of the most empathetic and caring people you’d ever met. 

“I’m okay, I miss you guys more than anything.”

Ingrid pulled you out of her arms, only to lean down and press a little chaste kiss to your forehead before wrapping an arm around your shoulders. 

“You know we will always be your home, and you’ll be back soon enough, this Real thing isn’t for forever, you’ll be back with all of us soon enough.”

Soon enough couldn’t come quicker for you, you quite literally were counting down the days before you were finally back in blaugrana. 

“Yes, well I suppose that is the positive.”

Ingrid nodded at you, a big smile on her face as the both of you watched the group of girls. 

“Ale had to go and deal with some press conference things, Lucy should be just finishing up in the showers if you're ready to go. I know the two of them were eager to head home as soon as you showed up.”

You smiled a little bit and nodded, as fun as the celebrations that you knew would come tonight sounded, you definitely weren’t feeling up to it at the minute. 

“That’s fine, I’ll just wait around until they’re done.”

Ingrid nodded, giving you another smile. 

“You’re welcome to sit wherever you’d like, would you like an ice pack for your face?”

You snorted, looking back at Maya, who already had one in her hands. 

“I think we’re all good on the ice situation here, Maya is hell bent on talking to one of my carers, so she’ll be waiting around with me for now.”

Ingrid looked behind you to wave and flash another smile at your doctor. 

“Good, someone needs to look after you, because we all know that you won’t be doing it. Here’s Lucia now, you won’t have to wait long.”

Your eyes locked onto your girlfriend, who had emerged from the showers, her hair damp on her shoulders. She was dressed in pj pants of all things and one of Alexia’s vintage Barca hoodies. 

Her knee was strapped up and already had an icepack secured to it, something that was routine for Lucy after any game. 

“Lucia, your girl is here for you.”

It was the loud and painful voice of Patri that made you roll your eyes, but sure enough it managed to get ahold of Lucy’s attention, her head rising from her phone and searching for you until she located you in the doorway of the rooms. 

Immediately her face lit up, and she was running towards you as quickly as she could with one of her legs so restricted. 

“Nina Bonita!”

Before you could say anything her arms were wrapping around you, bringing you to her chest as she cradled you gently into her. 

“You were magnifico, mi amor, how’s the head?”

You roll your eyes painfully once again at the concern. 

“It’s okay, nothing that some chill time with my favourite girls won’t fix.”

Lucy smirks at you, a big wide grin like the cheshire cat. 

“Well, I think me and Ale are more than happy to amor, but let’s not forget you’ve been misbehaving the last few weeks.”

This was good, this was normal, this wasn’t life being overshadowed by pity. 

“Y/n, I need to talk to a caregiver.”

You were brought out of your happy bubble by the sound of your medic. 

You swivelled on you heel, pinching your face when the rotation hit you and you began to be a little bit dizzy. 

“Lucy, Maya, Maya, Lucy, this is our team doctor, she wants to chat to you about my head injury, which is not major at all, I feel fine.”

Lucy’s face expression changed into something less recognisable, a mixture of concern and something else. 

“Well if it concerns your health then it’s best we have a chat. How about we talk outside then, stay with Ingrid, we’ll be just a minute and once we’re done we can head home little one.”

Lucy patted you on the back, giving you absolutely zero opportunity to argue before she was exiting the change rooms, taking Maya with her. 

It made you frown, but before you could follow them out one of Ingrid’s arms was wrapped around you, followed by Mapi’s, essentially sandwiching you between the couple. 

“Hola, how’s your head, nena, I was worried for a good second, I’m surprised they didn’t veto you on the head injury rule to get you off the pitch.”

Mapi’s voice was a whisper, hard to pick up in the room of cacophonous sound, but you heard it. 

“It’s sore, but I’ll be okay.”

Mapi whispered directly into your ear, to avoid Ingrid. 

“You’re always okay, nena, that’s the problem, it’s eating you up, before you know everything inside you will be gone.”

You tried your best to keep a straight face, it was hard though when what Mapi was saying to you was making you tremble. 

“You don’t know what you’re talking about María.”

She was relentless as always, she was like an annoying younger sister to you, always prodding, even if she was technically older than you. 

“I’ve been where you are, before Ingrid, when I was spiralling, you know it, you saw it all, and now I’m seeing it in you. Telling you from personal experience, hiding from your loved ones only gets you so far, and worrying them only makes it that much worse. Pretending and lying, it only makes everything worse.”

It hurts, because it’s true, but you keep a straight face, determined not to give into Mapi’s games. 

“María, now you’ve actually got no idea what you are talking about.”

Mapi pulls you from Ingrid, who seems a little bit confused but lets it go. 

Mapi pushes you up against the wall gently, right beside the door, her hands pushing on your shoulders to keep you where she's put you. 

“You might be right, I don’t know exactly what’s happening in your life. But I’ve seen the look in your eyes, whatever is going through your head, whatever thoughts your having out there in Madrid, if they aren’t getting back to Ale, then you know you’ll be in trouble, so get your head out of your ass and start to talk about your feelings instead of shoving them down your throat until you are choking on them. That cowboy shit you pulled today to put that ball in the net was stupid, you were asking for a hospital trip, you are lucky you didn’t get stretchered off the pitch, so count your lucky stars because if there is a next time I can guarantee you it will be a far worse outcome.”

Mapi released you from the wall, just in time for the door next to you to open up and Lucy to return inside the rooms. 

“Have you got all your things?”

Lucy’s face was pointed and pinched, and slightly scary. You nodded at her quickly. 

“Wait outside for me, I need to grab my bag.”

It was the kind of voice that Alexia used on you, the mommyish anger that she used when you’d done something to piss her off. 

So, knowing what the most likely consequence of disobeying Lucy would be, you just nodded your head, stepping out of the rooms and finding solace in the silence that hit your ears. 

It made your head hurt far less, the silence highly appreciated inside your brain. 

Lucy took maybe 30 seconds, before she emerged from the rooms, the same solemn look on her face. 

“Let’s go y/n.”

Lucy didn’t refer to you by your name, it was always a variation of some pet name, it burnt you in a way. 

Lucy didn’t wait for you, she marched forward, straight towards the staff car park. 

You struggled to keep up, your sore bones lacking the strength to keep up with her, but you managed well enough. 

When you made it to Lucy’s car she was already seated in the driver's seat, leaving you to sling your bag in the backseat before sliding into the passenger's seat. 

Lucy stayed silent until the two of you had pulled out onto the main road, until you made it to a red light, and then she was turning to you. 

“You didn’t get examined, or scans, we should be going to a hospital, can you imagine what Alexia would say if she knew?”

You’d known this was inevitably coming, you’d just expected it to come from Alexia, not Lucy. 

“Please, don’t tell Ale, she’s mad enough as it is, I feel fine, if I wasn’t one hundred percent sure that it was just a minor concussion I would get the mri or whatever, but they take hours, and then hours to get the result, all I wanted was too come home to you and Ale as soon as possible, I miss you guys.”

Lucy took a deep breath, this situation was no different to all the other times you’d had to convince her to join in on your plans to disobey Alexia. 

“You put yourself in danger, Ale would be furious.”

It’s a deliberation, like Lucy is trying to weigh up the pros and cons in her mind. 

“Exactly, she would be furious, which will do nothing, I’ve already made the decision, if anything feels wrong I’ll let you know, but I feel fine Luce, all I want to do is get what I’m owed from my girlfriends and enjoy you guys’ company whilst I can.”

You know Lucy’s folded when she sighs, her eyes coming off of the road once again, the orbs softening towards you. 

“Alexia’s furious, those little videos and photos have got you deep in the shit, the only thing that’s saving you from that is admitting you're injured. You might be good enough to pretend with me but I know that head of yours can’t handle what she’s ready to give you.”

You knew that Lucy was right, it was one or the other with Alexia. 

“I’m not weak, I knew what I was doing, I can deal with the consequences.”

Your words are said with gritted teeth and furrowed brows. 

“You're a determined little brat aren’t you, if I didn’t know you well I’d think you were fine, but you aren’t, if you were fine you wouldn’t be acting out at every opportunity you could.”

The underlying message is that Lucy isn’t just talking about your injury, which makes you annoyed, because you’d been trying so hard to mask it with defiance and cheekiness, but Lucy’s seen through it, which most likely means that Ale has as well. 

“Can’t you just punish me without all the feelings and shit.”

You’re asking for a reprieve, for a break from all of the concern, all you want is to fall into the arms of your girlfriends without any feelings. 

“I would love to, but that’s Ale’s job, I just get to sit back and enjoy the show.” 

You bite your lip, turning to look out the window as you slowly crawl closer to your girlfriend's shared house, previously it was yours as well, but not anymore. 

“Where is Ale anyways, didn’t you drive together?”

It’s a deflection, one you are fairly proud of. 

“She had some media commitments, she should be home by the time we get there, we drove in by ourselves for convenience.”

It’s said just as you pull into the driveway to see Alexia’s car already parked in front of the house. 

Lucy stops the car, but she doesn’t pull the keys out immediately, just turning off the ignition. 

“Take a breath.”

You nod at Lucy, eyes wide as you take a forced breath. 

“Alexia and I love you, when you are away we miss you more than anything, it’s not the same without you around. If you are feeling like shit because you are injured we want to know, and we won’t be mad at you, I know for a fact that Alexia will be far angrier if you lie to her about it.”

You nodded briefly, trying to absorb Lucy’s words before you opened the car door and grabbed your bag from the backseat. 

When you made it to the front door you hesitated before opening it up, leaving Lucy to lock it behind you. 

You toed your shoes off, stacking them on the rack that Alexia had put at the front door to prevent the mess of shoes that normally accumulated around the apartment. 

You walked slowly down the hallway, into the kitchen, where you found Alexia hunched over the island, looking intently at her phone. 

“Hola.”

Your voice is soft, you don’t want to break the sound barrier but you feel like you have to. 

Alexia looks up and her facial expression scares you a little bit, it’s stern, but you aren’t quite sure what she’s mad about. 

“Come here.”

You bite down on your lip, walking towards Alexia tentatively until you are directly in front of her. 

Her hands go straight to your face, pointing your jaw downwards so she can take a proper look at the damage across your face. 

“You were looking to break your neck on that corner, estúpida.”

Alexia continues her close up examination, studying the bruising and swelling. 

“How bad is it, don’t you dare lie to me.”

Alexia’s face is so stern, it almost scares you into admitting just how horrible you feel, but you can’t, you just can’t.

“It’s sore, but I feel fine, it’ll bruise up a treat but it’s not that bad.”

You pray to whatever god that is listening that Alexia believes you. 

“You feel good enough to take your punishment then?”

There’s something in Alexia’s eyes that you aren’t used to, it makes you a little bit tentative. 

“Yes ma’am.”

Alexia’s eyebrow raises, it’s like a dance between the two of you, the both of you waiting to call each other's bluff. 

“You’ve been misbehaving, sí, I think you’re well overdue, bend over the table for me.”

You force yourself to take a deep breath, it’s unlike Alexia to be so harsh, to be so forward, especially considering that you’ve been gone for so long. 

You look back at Lucy, a little bit of hope in your eyes that she’ll save you with some weak excuse. 

“Ale, I don’t know if that’s a good id-.”

Alexia sent a glare Lucy’s way, her hand pressing itself against your lower back to push you over the table. 

“She says she’s fine, if she wasn’t fine then she’d tell me, right bebita, because we trust each other. We don’t lie to each other.”

Suddenly you feel a wave of guilt deep in your stomach, Alexia knows you’ve lied to her, that’s why she’s mad. 

“Lucia, go and get my belt for me, the thick brown one.”

You blink a few times, unsure if you’ve heard Alexia right, you’ve played around with a belt once or twice, but it’s not something that Alexia regularly punishes you with, more something for a little bit of funishment, a few lashes here and there but nothing truly painful. 

“Alexia-.”

Alexia must give Lucy another look because she stops mid sentence once again. 

“Lucia, don’t make me ask again, or else you’ll be joining her.”

Then there's the sound of footsteps going down the hallway, into the main bedroom, rustling around for ten seconds and then returning. 

You flinch when you hear the sound of Alexia tossing a belt in her hands, the sound of the buckle clinking against the leather. 

She reaches for the hem of your sweatpants, you flinch away from her touch, she doesn’t question it, making quick work of tugging down your pants, leaving you butt naked. 

You shiver from the sudden feeling of cold air brushing down against your skin. 

You hear Alexia fold the belt in two, your senses heightened weirdly from the headache across your temple. 

Then you hear her raise the leather, and suddenly you realise you can’t breathe. 

Just as you hear the sound of leather slicing through the air you realise that you can’t do it, you can’t do this. 

“Red-fuck-red.”

The words are choken between gasps for air and sobs, your body going limp against the counter. 

It’s then that you realise the pain, the feeling, it never comes, the feeling of the belt connecting with your ass never comes, which makes you even more confused. 

“Lucia, bath, now.”

There is urgency in Alexia’s voice, a discomposure that wasn’t there previously. 

Alexia’s hand falls to the lowest point of your back, her other one tugging your sweatpants up. 

“Deep breaths for me nina bonita, big deep breaths.”

Alexia gently flips you over, her face so much kinder and softer than it was a few minutes ago. 

“You-You didn’t hit me, you didn’t punish me.”

Alexia rolls her eyes softly, it’s just like you to be completely stressed out about something that doesn’t really matter that much really. 

“I didn’t need to. You safeworded, which I’m very proud of you for doing, because you weren’t feeling up to it, I just needed to remind you that it’s okay to admit that, you don’t have to be brave all the time, especially when you are injured, now, it’s time to get you into the bath and bed, no screens or lights for you, you’re on concussion protocol for the next few weeks, which means that if I can have it my way you’ll be staying with us for a little bit longer, how does that sound?”

You force yourself to take some deep breaths to calm yourself, you're still crying but the gut wrenching sobs have come to a more steady halt. 

“Don’t want to be a bother, you guys need a break from me.”

Alexia looks at you with hurt in her eyes.

“A bother? Bonita, you are the glue for this whole situation. We need you here, more than anything, we’ve been broken without you here, if I had it my way you would have been on a train home weeks ago, but Jonatan is being an asshole, that cábron will thankfully be gone next year, so at least you’ll be coming home without having to bother with that, hm?”

You don’t really understand what Alexia is saying, suddenly your head is hurting too much for anything to really make sense. 

Alexia seems to understand it, because she leans down to pick you up, you attach yourself to her, koala wrapping yourself around her body, leaning into the warmth that she provides. 

“I’ve got you bonita, not letting go for a long time, you need Lucia and I to remind you just how much we love you, and we’ll spend the next few weeks doing just that okay, no more hiding behind facetime calls and text messages anymore, we’re here for all of it.”