#loyaltyson

[errantsouls]

“A bridge. Throw yourself.” @ papa — shit i heard at college ( accepting ) / @loyaltyson

" That was rude. Wow. Who taught you manners? " He chews on that thought for a moment, makes a show of it, makes a show of realization. " Oh, right, right. " He tchs his tongue, disappointed, and exhales a theatrical sigh, gaze shifting skyward as though begging for help. " The one who had to be taught not to bring his flaming sword to the dinner table, giving lessons in manners. Wonderful. "

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyson continued from that ask

"I guess it's a really good thing you're super skilled with car stuff, so you can change my lights and talk at the same time," she should let it go, she knew that, but not one but two people asked her about it, and now she needed to know. "I mean, I heard it, Lilith heard it, Aurora heard it. I mean, it's just a nickname or something, right?"

[thegracefallen]

“I did what I had to do.. You act like I wanted to hurt them- they were going to kill us. They tried to hurt Lil, they tried to hurt Aurora. I know you wouldn’t have done what I did. But dammit- I had to.”

"You shouldn't have had to." Castiel's expression softens. It's not the nephil he's upset with, not really. He would have done the same, had it come to it. "I'm sorry. I should have been there. I should have kept you safe."

[loyaltylanced]

“Dad…”

@loyaltyson

" Son. "

[loyaltymoved]

Hiding out on @loyaltyson for the remainder of my awake time 💕

[hellceo]

what chess piece represents you?

Black King You are the Black King. You are the most important piece on the board, often called the weakest. But you are not weak in terms of tradition and status. The king gives orders to others, ensures difficult tasks are done, and makes the hardest decisions. Yes, the king's movement is weak but in every other aspect, they are strong and important, for it is them that the game is fought for, to begin with. You rule with an iron fist, making the hard decisions that others won't, the only one to ever see the full picture. Be careful, my dear king, for there are reasons kings are overthrown. You know what you do is right, now you must convince your entire kingdom. Stay aware, my king.

tagged by - @shadowcovcn ( ty ! ) tagging - @pantslessoptimism @sovereyn @loyaltyguided @loyaltyson @loyaltylanced @loyaltyfallen + you do the thing

[errantsouls]

“ I'm not the villain here. ” (for Luci) —nimona ( accepting ) / @loyaltyson

" No one decides to become the villain. Sorry to say it, kiddo. Out of your hands. " The dim light in the room sputters and flickers briefly, and he steps neatly over the splayed body of an angel — blackened wings seared into the pavement, killed effortlessly. The Lightbringer is ruthless, powerful. Vicious. Unforgiving.

" They? " And a wave of his hand towards the emptied vessel, and his mouth draws thin and there's a deep regret there; he kneels, brushing fingers over the angel's chest. " Will always hate you for what you are. For who you are. You will be a villain just for your existence. " Because that's what happened: an assassin sent to rid the world of a mistake. His mouth presses together, and he addresses the body on the ground briefly, painfully earnest: " I am sorry, brother. "

And he stands, once-beautiful wings — now charred a dull, listless black — unfolding. All of them, all six, but not threatening. " But not to me. You will never be a villain to me. "

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyson asked: *bites*

Did Ethan just bite her? Well, now she had to lean over, and chomp on his shoulder. Not hard enough to hurt, but just hard enough to let him know that she was willing to get revenge if he bit her again.

[errantsouls]

“ What if they still hate me? ” (For Balthazar or Luci 👀) — nimona ( accepting ) / @loyaltyson

" Oh, god, yes, well. Some of them will. " He meets that look, unflinchingly direct. " They'll hate you. They hate me. You just have to decide if you care. And —— " His brows raise, barely. " You'll never make all of them happy. Don't try. My advice? Find something that makes you happy and let them squabble over god knows what. Much less chance of ending up on a bloody casualty list. "

[errantsouls]

what do you care? (For Luci 🧍) — @loyaltyson

" What do I care? " And lo, does the Morningstar look wounded, stricken. Dramatic, some would say, if the deep fold in his brow showed it to be anything else but truth. He presses a hand to his chest. " I have always cared. " Victim, victim, always the victim, this Fallen One — cared too much, loved too deeply, was too loyal, paid the price. Of course: it's his truth, the Devil's truth, but he nevertheless believes it to be so.

His mouth skews, his brows furrow, and then smooths with a slight and studious lift of his chin. That look softens, barely, though there is an indignant anger that burns somewhere deep. " They've tried to tell you I don't, haven't they. That I don't care. "

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyhunted continued

Sophie didn't mean to push his buttons like this. She never could keep her mouth shut in an argument, this time being no exception. She huffed a breath out, fist clenched to the point she could feel her fingernails digging into palms.

"I didn't ask you to do any of that," he had a point, and when she was calmer she would realize that, but she was feeling a sort of way. Projection was a hell of thing, wasn't it? The flash of red and heat around her made her pause slightly, but deep down she knew he wouldn't hurt her; not like this anyway.

"You're not a freak, you know I don't think you're a fucking freak. You know I don't think of you as a monster, come on," that made her madder than the perceived lack of caring she felt earlier.

"Whatever. Fuck me for wanting to hear that you care. I mean, I've made it pretty obvious how I feel, I guess it's too much to ask for the same."

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyhunted asked: ❛  i'm not related to gerard way but i wish i was because he's a major fucking hottie.  ❜

"Hey, he's cool and all, and I love his band, but maybe, just maybe, you shouldn't want to be related to someone you think is hot."

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyhunted asked: ❛  you might think i'm a slut but i'm really not.  ❜(from ethan)

"Didn't think you were. I mean, as someone who could be labelled that, I feel like I'd be an expert, and I gotta say, you're not giving off those vibes my dude."

[sugarandwhiskey]

@loyaltyhunted asked: ❛  why couldn't satan have made me less beautiful?  ❜ (from ethan)

"I'm sorry, beauty is just a curse you'll have to bear. As a beautiful person myself, I understand your pain. Maybe if I ever meet him, I'll ask. You know, before he smites me or something."

[sugarandwhiskey]

"Sorry I need to be told, God forbid I actually get to here it," that wasn't on him; Sophie knew that was her own issue gifted to her by her mother, but he did know how insecure she could be.

The wings didn't scare her; though, his anger did have her on edge. There was an instinct to step away from him but she didn't. Sophie was stubborn, and she was going to stand her ground.

"I'm looking at you. Guess what? Not a fucking monster. I kind of hunt monsters for a living, I'm kind of a goddamn expert and you're not a monster, maybe an idiot sometimes, but not a fucking monster."

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I don't know, I just thought--I don't know. Every time I bring anything up you go and freaking fix something. I don't need things fixed, I need to know things."

“Sophie you do not just get to sit there and act like I don’t give a fuck about you! You didn’t have to ask, I just did it, alright?! Because I care! Is that what you want to hear? You really need me to spell it out for you?”

His anger comes in a crashing tidal wave, one that he can’t control… or maybe he doesn’t want to. He was usually so composed, or if he wasn’t it wasn’t as intense as this. There’s a splay of black wings, defensive and angry. It’s in this moment that it’s more obvious.. he’s not of this world, he doesn’t belong…

“Look at me. Look at me and tell me that I’m not a monster!” He stretches his wings, the tips of black feathers stained red. A symbol… that no matter what he does, he will be considered darkness, and bloodshed.

“I’ve made it obvious! Who else do I do this shit for, Sophie?! I’m sorry that I don’t fucking say this shit, but you do not get to sit there acting like I don’t care!”