#lowkey heals my inner child

[gabbydagoof]

Pat & Mat is my favorite yaoi

[guhroovi]

👉🏼👈🏼

[sapphicmsmarvel]

is it truly your birthday if you don’t cry during it 😀

[shingia]

here for my yearly checkup on this account!!!

idek if my old moots are still active here but if you are omg come and say hi‼️

[cc-kote]

I tell myself that I'm going to clean the house and then I sit outside for hours making silly little outfits and thinking about My Guys™️

[thegenderienvy]

Mob Psycho 100 is the only representation of autism-as-a-superpower I will accept. Everyone else can fuck off.

[betty-talks]

Electric Love was just playing while my friends and I drove at dusk on the highway going home from the group beach trip where we had the best 3 days of the entire summer.

This is all my 12 year old heart wanted for my teenage years.

[cottonconnielvr]

omg can you do connie or ony with a loser/geeky girlfriend? like she spends most of her time in her room reading, hyperfixating on weird things, and she barely has any friends.😭😭 you can add nsfw if u want <333

i actually love this and ony would most def have a gf like this

✩

you’re his lil “antisocial pookie bear” (he called you that)

he loves how whenever he’s telling you about his friends or something connie did he always has to remind who he’s talking about

like he’s gonna gatekeep you all the way

when his friends find ur socials he lowk salty

he doesn’t mind keeping you a lil secret

he still rejects every girl that comes up to him and makes it very known that he has a gf but when people ask where she at “Not yo business lil bro”

He prefers to keep you out of all his problems.

You like your drama free life and the moment you pop out with him he just knows every nigga gonna want you all of a sudden and girls are gonna start drama 🧍🏽‍♀️

You’re fine as hell so he expects it

He’ll post pics on social media tho with both of your faces covered (who doesn’t love a secret relationship)

You stay at home most of the time so Ony’s always coming over to keep you company

He’s really your bestfriend tho

You have a couple online friends but that’s it

He’ll binge watch any new anime or movie series you’re obsessing over

There was a time where you were hyperfixating over food plushies and anytime Ony was out at the store he’d always get you one

Ofc his friends always ask him why he’s buying weird looking mugs or plushies “Stay out my business”

( that’s just ony. stay out his business.)

He’d also go to Barnes & Nobles with you, buying you all the new books you want

His favorite thing to do with you is lay down and cuddle while you read to him (healing his inner child fr)

Now, he likes to be a sub to you. Or atleast a switch

You just drive him so crazy like he wants to eat you alive you’re so cute and quiet and-

He’s lowkey shocked to find out you a lil horny freak fuck (you be reading too much smut. yeah i know you do)

You gave him kinks he never knew he had

“F-fuck baby” Ony groaned out as you glided your tongue on the underside of his dick. Your previous orgasms coating him all over. You can hear the metal of his handcuffs clinking. “Stay still” You taunt him, taking him fully in your mouth. You can hear him wince and his thighs shake. “M’cumming” He mutters out. Your eyes widen in shock as you feel his cum shoot down your throat, fuck already?

[moonbeamastrology]

Healing Messages

Heyyyy I’m back…. with another pac, the focus for this reading is as the title states: healing messages. i really hope that you find something that brings you some peace in these messages. so take a few deep breaths, center your energy, and pick the image that you feel drawn to. as always these readings are timeless, don’t try to force the message take what resonates and leave the rest! these readings are for entertainment purposes only <3 ok bye love you

Pile 1: Ladybug

I’m seeing you could be in a bit of a self isolating or closed off energy right now. Going within yourself. You’re grounded and practical at this time (you could also be an earth sign, specifically virgo). You’re focused on what you have going on for yourself right now. Almost so focused that you’re not open to anything new coming in. I was really drawn to the way the figures of the queen of pents and 4 of pents were so focused on the one pentacle they had in their hands. There are blessings that are coming in for you but either you’re unaware of it or you are not focusing on that at all. Your spirit team is trying to communicate with you at this time. They have messages and guidance for you and want to intervene in some way. You are safe and protected. You’re so focused on the  3d/physical that you’re not seeing the spiritual messages, signs, and synchronicities. Both the blessing and purity card speak to healing that is coming in. I’m seeing that this is a healing regarding your love life. You may have had an encounter or relationship that caused you to feel like you lost your purity or your innocence (inner child) in some way. Maybe it has caused you many sleepless nights/intense anxiety in the past. So you closed yourself off, became defensive and guarded when it came to love but there is an offer of love coming in to you sooner than you realize. You can heal alone, yes, but some of the most profound healing can be done with another person. They will help to heal these old wounds, reignite your faith in love, and drive you to your most abundant self. Their energy is the Strength card (Leo). I’m getting that this is a new person either you have just recently met or you have not met yet. They are confident and well respected and they’ll “like your wild side” lol. Stay positive about these new experiences. Don’t hold them to the same expectations of your previous partners (don’t expect them to cheat if a past partner had, things like this). They are a totally new human that you have not experienced yet. Both the falcon and woodpecker have similar messages of perception and discernment. The falcon speaks to being incredibly focused on your goal and taking a leap of faith. The woodpecker asks you to tap into your discernment and find a new rhythm in the world. You don’t have to tell yourself the same stories anymore. You can choose new and better for yourself. Be open to new ways of operating, it’s time. Those are the messages I have for you my love, I hope they brought you a little hope during this time. Stay blessed out there <3

Current Energy: Queen of Pentacles, The Hermit, 4 of Pentacles

Healing Message: Knight of Cups, Knight of Swords, The Lovers, Purity, Blessings

Extra: Falcon, Woodpecker, Vulture

Pile 2: Blue Sky

You’re really focused on yourself at this time (or lowkey self isolating). Either searching within yourself for something from a space of contentment, fulfillment, and peace with what and who you are. Or you are searching for this 9 of pentacles energy within yourself. Recognizing that you have everything you need within yourself but you’re looking for something more. Some deeper meaning or purpose. Looking for the key that will unlock abundance within you. You are in a space of great spiritual development at this time. Maybe the searching or the abundance of questions is starting to weigh on you. If you’re going through a difficult time right now, you are so so loved and supported by your spiritual team. Now is not the time to push down or deny your emotions when they arise. Feel through them without identifying with them. You could be just sort of waiting for the difficulties to pass right now. You will get through this and move into a period of grace and thriving, just be gentle with yourself right now. A caterpillar turns to mush in the cocoon before it transforms to the beautiful butterfly. I know that’s cliche but it’s a message for a reason. It’s dark right now but you will find the light you seek within you. There is a larger plan unfolding for you so stay patient. Some of you know there is a bigger plan for you. You’re tired I know but it is always darkest before the dawn. The good you are about to receive is going to rocket you into your thriving era. There could have been something you asked the universe for, it’s coming in there’s just a little bit of a wait right now (I know, I know). A divine new beginning is coming in, you will feel hopeful with your cup overflowing with joy. Don’t lose sight of this, no matter how your reality looks on the outside. Maybe you need to ask for help from others, it is not weak to ask for help, you are strong because you are putting yourself into a vulnerable position (which can be uncomfortable and scary if you’re not used to it). Asking for help can also help to connect you with your community. You’re going through a spiritual awakening right now. Take the time to connect with your inner sense of peace and tranquility to navigate your reality right now. Use the new perspectives you are gaining to infiltrate how you see your own life, not just the world. You are protected during this time. Those are all of the messages for you my love, I hope they brought you some peace. I love you <3

Current Energy: The Hermit, 9 of Pentacles

Healing Message: 3 of Wands, Ace of Cups, Embracing, Enlightenment, Thriving

Extra: Eagle, Dove

Pile 3: Begonia

There’s something new you have discovered that has reignited your passion and energy, A new idea or creative project. You could be trying to figure out how to fit it into your schedule. Some of you may be trying to fit it (I almost wrote ‘fight’ instead of ‘fit’ when taking notes) into your life. This idea will bring you so much happiness, joy, and fulfillment. You could be fighting it by not accepting it or something in your life has to end for you to move toward and you’re having some trouble letting go. Or there’s indecision or self doubt involved here. Your creativity and ability to create is being heightened right now. There’s a need for some serious self care right now. I don’t just mean face masks and bubble baths (but those are so fun) I mean eating delicious and nutritious foods, creating prime conditions for 8+ hrs of sleep, and being mindful of what you are spending your energy on. Indulge in all of your senses, bring pleasure and softness to the forefront. You don’t have to be one version of productive all the time. Resting is productive as well. You are inherently beautiful, worthy, and abundant. You don’t have to do anything to achieve this because it is innately who you are at your core. Taking time to rest recharges your energy so you can pursue your goals to your fullest extent. This new goal/idea is incredible and it is aligned with your highest expression of self. It is possible it will require a lot of energy as well (which is why you’re being guided to rest). It could be a unique skill (spell? lol) you have discovered. Rest to clear your head and realign with your priorities because it’s about to be time to jump. Spend time alone as well to clear out outside influences from trying to tell you how to live your life. These are all the messages I have for you my love. I love you, you deserve time to rest <3

Current Energy: Ace of Wands, 2 of Pentacles, Knight of Swords, Death

Healing Message: Ace of Swords, The Empress, 2 of Cups, Pleasure, Solitude

Extra: Osprey

[lunarw0rks]

I have been wanting to send in a request for a while now, but have been too shy to do so 🙈

TF-141 watching Coraline for the first time with Reader?

☾𓂃❛🍰❜┊ tf!141 watching coraline // headcanons

warning(s): none, just fluff ♡ masterlist // requests // ask box

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price ᰔ hesitant at first because he typically enjoys serious cinema. he was expecting a children's movie — not a girl trapped in an alternate dimension. ❝this is too confusing for me, love. those two aren't her real parents?❞ spends most of it with his eyes glued to the screen, his best attempt at following along.

❝how is this film for kids, sweetheart? children's souls?❞

simon ᰔ often doesn't have time for movies, but tonight you picked one without bickering. though he would never say it, he quite enjoyed the film. spent half of it with his eyes half-open, but based on the squint he has — he's amused. bits of it, like when she reunites with her real mother, heals his inner child. + wybie wears the same skeleton gloves as him!! might even earn a chuckle if you're lucky :)

❝bit with the mice was stupid...❞ (but was tapping on his thigh to the rhythm lmao)

soap ᰔ claymation movies freak him out, but he'll never admit that to you. oh, and that black cat? freaks him out too. but is johnny gonna turn down movie night?? never. ❝no, i love it, bonnie! it's just... different.❞ loops his arm around your shoulders, only truly enjoying the movie when he sees your little reactions of nostalgia. probably lowkey crushing on the other mother...

gaz ᰔ had never heard of coraline before, but can't resist once he hears your excitement while you recite bits of the plot. finds the parts w/ wybie & coraline the most amusing. makes you pause anytime he gets up; he's deeply intrigued. when he comes back, he's humming the mouse circus song + probably will for days to come.

anyone asks what it's from? ❝oh, that? i made it up :{ ...❞

a/n: this is rlly bad, but fun to write. one of my fav movies growing up, still is <3 anon has immaculate taste

[bitchslapblastoids]

You know kudos to dan and phil actually. Their whole "healing your inner child and moving from your past" thing they've been doing in this new post hiatus TIT era has been far more successful that I realised. Im rewatching 2014/2015 era videos (currently festive ditl) and Ive realised for the first time theres no second voice in my head going "dont assume, every interaction doesnt have to mean something, dont speculate" etc. And im simply sitting here, smiling ear to ear, appreciating how much they have always loved each other and how it seeps into everything they do.

Oh this is such a lovely message! I so wholeheartedly agree; they've been so successful!

And yeah, I mean, there’s a reason we’ve been here like 👁️👄👁️ all along, and it’s because they’ve been like 🩵👃🩵 + 🤎👃🤎 all along. But it is nice to not feel like you’re accidentally reading someone’s diary or something every time you notice their loud love. I felt some complicated feelings about some of the reflecting they did in tit, esp wrt Dan’s “retraumatizing” line, but ultimately when I watch old content back now, it's even further expanded my compassion for younger-them and how hard they were trying with absolutely no blueprint while lowkey under siege for such a long time.

But also yeah, you referring to it as the “tit era” makes me think about how deliberately in concert their yt content/social media presence has been with the vibe of the tour.

Do I think their demeanor in vids post-renaissance is partially just way more natural for them and true to how they act irl? Yeah, and there’s definitely the “dan and phil don’t give a fuck” of it all, but also…. They did such a good job this past year of hooking in phannies that had drifted. phannies that were moderately engaged became hyperengaged. They started shining their own spotlight on the corners of their past that only we had been holding in the light; they started being openly sexual where there was once just innuendo; they started even more directly engaging onscreen with everything that had been happening within the fandom offscreen; they broke the fourth wall more than they ever had and kinda stopped pretending it had ever really been there. They knew that we knew that we knew that they knew etc, and now that doesn’t have to be hush hush.

I think a lot of this was preparing their audience for the show, and surely helped with ticket sales. They kicked off the themes of the show long before they even announced it, and their content has mirrored those themes. There's a chance i'm getting this turned around, and the show is reinforcing the themes that they're trying to embody irl/online. i guess i think both are true? but i just don't think we talk much about their strategy because we're busy eating up what they're feeding, creating the exact fervor i think they've been trying to generate for the past year, and relishing in this new paradigm.

I remember seeing @simplydnp's post where they mentioned the react to pinofs being a way to “defang” the whole notion of them facing their history alongside us, to ease us into laying bare a lot of what had been elephants in the room, and yeah, i feel like they've done a clever job getting us accustomed to this feeling of, idk, risk? of opennesss? Of almost almost almost? of love saturating everything they do? Which was always kind of there but more muted and rarely deliberate on their part, it was just what we picked up on because they're loud and obvious. Now they’ve normalized that and given us permission to just openly love all of it.

tldr basically i agree lol

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

More Nimona headcanons cause I'm bored

Bal and Ambrosius are absolutely those people who take Valentines Day seriously 

But not in the way you would think

They’re not that couple that acts like Valentine's Day is specific to couples

No they acknowledge that its about all kind of love platonic, familial, self love the whole shebang

So they go out of their way to spend time with their friends and loved ones and take time to take care of themselves 

Some years they even host little get together with their loved ones

Like don't get me wrong they absolutely spoil each other rotten and have stupidly sappy romantic dinners 

But that isn’t the main focus of the day

They kind of expected Nimona to hate Valentine's Day 

I mean it seems like the perfect time for her to rant about how “Valentine's Day is a made up Holiday by greeting card companies”

But they fucking love Valentine's Day 

It’s the one day out of the year that their favorite colors are spread across the city and chocolate is literally everywhere 

They even participate in the boy's little get-togethers and help them set up

So in my personal opinion there is no way that a singular person in the trio had a normal childhood 

In the clip of Bal jumping the fence he looked around 7-9 which is when I assume he started his training and we can assume he was homeless before that

Ambrosius has been training to be a knight since he was a kid

And the only moments we got to see Nimona being a kid were with Gloreth which is really short in the grand scheme of her existence 

So I like to think that they take at least one day out of the month to do something childish

Whether that be going to an amusement park, hanging out in an arcade, going to a movie theater and then getting ice cream afterward

You know things that none of them got to do when they were “kids”

And slowly but surely they start to heal their inner child

They really look forward to those days and it becomes the highlight of their month

I feel like the trio all have different ideas of money

Even though he didn’t have a great childhood money was never something he dreamed of worrying about

And not in like a snobby way either (it’s lowkey cute to watch this grown man try and wrap his head around taxes)

There have been multiple times when Bal has expressed that he wants something and Ambrosius buys it without thinking 

Bal will just look at him and go “Love this was 6,000 dollars” and Ambrosius just tilts his head like a golden retriever and goes “Yeah is that okay”

All the while Bal is trying not to puke because he hasn’t held more than 400 dollars in his hand 

Nimona has no concept of money because whenever he wanted something he’d steal it 

He’s been around longer than money so he finds the concept incredibly amusing 

She’s gotten in multiple arguments with finance bros because she’s said with a straight face “Why can’t we just print more?” 

And she just laughed as their faces got progressively redder because she genuinely doesn’t get it 

Bal is on the complete opposite side of the spectrum 

He’s always been cautious of his spending 

And while this isn’t inherently a bad thing it’s stopped him from doing things he really wants 

Slowly but surely Nimona and Ambrosius have gotten him to break those habits 

Mostly by spending Ambrosius' families money

[cupidlovesastro]

Girl tell me why I'm talking to this guy right 😭 and the vibes IMMACULATE. He just felt so comfortable to be around even though he's a teeny bit mean sometimes 😭, the energy just felt so safe and secure to be around and things like that. Like even if im not tryna be attracted to him i keep getting pulled in. I was even talkin about marriage at one point which it was for jokes..but i was lowkey serious😭. The one time I kinda got turned off from him was when we were talking and there was a moment I didn't like how he talked to me cuz it felt kinda cocky and almost bossy and I didn't like that which is ironic because the main thing i liked about him was his dominance..but idk i could just feel the difference idk how to put that 😭. Anyway, Whole time I'm just sitting here like hm..I wonder what his Zodiac is. The mf is a aquarius and I got a aquarius chiron, aquarius over my 4H, groom in 11H in my groom pc, ic aquarius, juno in 11H, neptune in aquarius i- 😀. Now I wanna try ro fake look up this boy chart and see the other placements but ion wanna be weird about it 😭

And it's so funny because literally in high-school I had the longest crush on a guy and he was also an aquarius and it was for this exact same reason😭. Something they both had in common was they both are lowkey flirts and just easily atract ppl😭..I feel like I'm cooked 🥲

yeah his sun conjunct your chiron is no good. it’s either gonna heal you or hurt you. if it hurts you, it’s going to remind you of childhood trauma, your mother, affect your emotional wellbeing, etc.

if it heals you, it’s going to heal childhood trauma and inner child wounds, as well as possibly heal mother wounds although, interactions with other women help more with that than men

ic being aquarius pretty much shows you attract aquarian energy or have ancestral aquarian energy in your family or even in your past lives

11h energy can be a little different than aquarian energy imo. i feel like 11h energy is honestly like the sugar coating of aquarian energy. 11h doesn’t necessarily represent coldness, shallowness, etc, the same way aquarius does

and YES aquarians are huge flirts. they are an air sign after all and secretly love making friends and relationships with people (although they won’t admit it). aquarius’s are either the weird kid who you thought was weird in a bad way and ended up being cool, or the players who have talked to at least half the damn school LMAO

[lexi0widow]

PLEASE be soft on me i’ve never wrote before!!

JEROME VALESKA x FEM!READER

warnings: none!! These are fluffy headcannons about whatever Jerome you wanna imagine (eg Season 1) i love him!!

Believe it or not I think Jerome is an absolute cuddler!!

Especially season 1

The poor baby suffered through his mom and cuddling is just a way for him to feel safe and let his inner child heal

Jerome will go to extreme lengths to keep you safe

Even if you can keepy yourself safe. He insists!!

Would never admit it but he loves bubble baths!

Please buy him a rubber duck!!! he needs a friend for bath time!

Hes a criminal (obviously) so dates out are extremely unlikely unless you want to get chased by Jim Gordon all night

So as a compromise to this Jerome likes to spend all his free time with you doing indoor dates

Like watching cartoons together

Or painting

He also likes to bake<3

Lowkey will post a part 2 but i’m walking into school right now

I hope you enjoyed my loves 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[vasyandii]

Hi, Vasya! I’m sorry, if you wrote it somewhere and I just missed it, but I was wondering, what are Naks relationships with other Chimera members (ok, Krueger is obvious and I remember you writing about Syd). Is it ‘just business’ for her or are they her friends? What does she think of them? Thank you so much!

Hi Thank you so much for the Ask!! Im going to section out by each individual operator if that's okay (I'm really bad at explaining things so please bear with me ;-;)

NAK'S RELATIONSHIPS WITH CHIMERA MEMBERS (+How I think Nak would draw them)

Beforehand: These are just my personal Headcanons from how I interpret their characters and voicelines!

SYD

I briefly mentioned Syd being someone Nak views as an older sister figure in her Bio so I'd like to touch more on that-

Nak, She sees Syd as a sister because Syd's the first person she's comfortable enough to talk about her personal experiences and cares enough about her that Nak shows interest in what Syd as to say. For a long while didn't have a healthy support system before she fled Laos . Being introduced to Syd, she was reluctant and dismissive for the first week or so. However, seeing how Syd was trying to at least be on good terms with her, she thought it was safe enough to give it a chance.

Syd (from her voicelines) is outgoing, friendly, strong-willed, and determined. Nikolai probably asked her to intergrate Nak into the group. Both of them being from wealthy families of people with political/military influence is something they have in common. She understood to an extent why Nak had difficulty trusting people (Not including the whole Naga Trauma stuff) and was willing to take up the challenge.

They hang out during breaks, Nak gets to experience Normal life stuff like a Girls Night, doing her hair, going shopping.

YEGOR

Yegor, having 3 kids himself, probably has an instinct to protect and look out for those who are younger in the field (from His interactions with Rodion and his discomfort with using children during interrogation). He's lowkey concerned abt Nak because she's one of the youngest members in the faction. He knows how people in their early 20s would act from his personal experience but Nak doesn't fit the mold and it's worrying, even if he doesn't say it.

Nak has cried because he called her "kid", she didn't even realize she was crying from that. It was like an inner child healing experience. She initially didn't like him because she felt like he was "treating her as if she's a child" but grew to respect him since they have pasts in organized crime and he feels like her idea of a dad.

NIKOLAI

Nikolai is hard on Nak (alot of cleaning duties, etc.) Because she's one of the youngest people in the faction. " If you wann work here you gotta be good at your job" mindset. He knows that she's a good operator so he pushes her to do her best, with boundaries of course.

Nak thinks of Nikolai as a better version of Naga. She says he's a pain in the ass but really respects him; He got her a job, he accommodated for her issues with routine mental check ups, and his methods with missions is efficient and more her style. She's called him Dad on accident a handful of times, I don't think Nikolai bothered to correct her though.

ISKRA

Iskra doesn't have an opinion on Nak, she respects Nak's ability as an operator but thinks she's a bit strange

Nak thinks Iskra is so cool. She doesn't know how to talk to her because she thinks Iskra is really pretty and admires her relationships with the other female operators. She wants to be friends with her.

Farah

Farah doesn't have an opinion in Nak, doesn't know her that well.

Nak is a bit intimidated by Farah because of her Accomplishments, respects her as an operator

Krueger

She thinks he's stupid and dumb (they kiss)

If you made it this far thank you or reading, the post corrupted initially so that's why it's longer 😭😭

[ghouly-drool]

did someone say wraith headcanons? i love wraith and i love headcanons. give me. spill the tea

THANK YOU

so i have a few, some gushier and more abt romance tjan others because im in love witj him and deranged but tjey arent all about that so dw

• Philip Ojomo is 100% either autistic or neurodivergent in some form to me. In The Algebra Of Infinite Night, he just reads as so.. coded. ykwim?

• He definitely was trying to move on from his traumas when the Azarov incident happened. Especially with a semi recent skin stating that he cared for strays around the garage- bro was healing before Azarov destroyed him.

• Initially i was like ya he's scared of fire (i.e. his trauma), but, as even Hooked On You tries to portray, i think his relationship with it is complicated. It's all intended to allude to his inner turmoil and battle, his enraged side that takes over him despite his best efforts and despite him knowing he shouldn't act out- he can not help it, because what else is a broken man to do? An angry, broken child, even -- seeing as that's where it all began? And he ultimately ends up the ""same"" as the people who caused his agony to begin with

• That being said, i think he tends to be calm, peaceful until provoked - which the Entity plays upon. I believe that the beginning of each trial sort of sends even the most peaceful of killers into a blind rage, through the otherworldly supernatural power that is The Entity.

• I like to believe that if it was possible to roam the fog without losing your mind, and without being in a trial he would be very big on quietly observing -maybe wouldnt turn down a conversation or two, hehe

• Definitely friends with Claudette. Definitely gets along with Jake. im just saying their besties

OK IM GONNA GET INTO SOME OF THE WILD ROMANCE ONES I HAVE as well as the tame ones

• Philip is a very all or nothing lover, very soft and cute and awkward. Hooked On You haters this aint for you its the only philip content i have and it is my bible idc

•LOWKEY ok hear me out i think a dumb lil rarepair ship i have is jiwoon and philip i KNOW ITS NOT REALISTIC but i think it is fun and funny and yeah they kiss

ok brain fried but i will write more again later hehe thank u