#lovelynyeongie

[lovelynyeongie]

title: a little crush

author: lovelynyeongie

pairing: jinyoung + reader, ft. yugyeom

genre: one-shot & fluff

summary: jinyoung gets jealous when he sees the number of pictures you have of yugyeom in your phone and how whipped you are whenever he visits your home

word count: 1,072 words

a/n: aight jingyeom stans where y’all at

date: 06/19/20

“Bye guys! See you tomorrow at practice, Jinyoungie-hyung!” Yugyeom said.

“Bye Yugyeom!” You smiled.

He smiled and left yours and Jinyoung’s home.

You giggled and cleaned up all the board games you both played.

“What are you laughing about?”

You looked behind you, hearing your boyfriend’s deep voice.

“Nothing, I just had fun today.” You smiled at him.

“Looks like you had too much fun with him, huh?” He grumbled, slumping down on the couch and continued watching his sitcom show.

You were confused at his tone but decided to disregard it.

Night came and you were getting ready for bed.

You laid down on the bed beside Jinyoung and checked your phone.

You saw a new text message from Yugyeom, you smiled and opened it.

After the message, you saw he sent a photo of himself looking all cute with his nose scrunched up.

“Such a cute dummy.” You said to yourself, smiling at the photo.

“Who?” You heard Jinyoung asking.

“Nothing.” You smiled, your eyes still glued to your phone.

You opened your photo library, pressing the album full of Yugyeom’s photos and scrolled through all of them with a smile plastered on your face.

You giggled as you looked at one of your favorite photos of him.

“What are you giggling at?” Jinyoung asked again.

“Nothing.” You said once again as you placed your phone on the bedside table, facing him with a smile.

He looked at you suspiciously while you smiled at him innocently.

He was too quick on his movements that you didn’t get to process what happened, Jinyoung grabbed your phone form your bedside table and got to unlock it.

“I trust you too much that I even gave you my phone password...” You mumbled to yourself.

“That’s because you love me too much.” He said in a playful tone.

You watched him scroll through your phone, you couldn’t tell what he was feeling since he looked apathetic. After scrolling, he gave your phone back to you and he turned his back to you.

Oh no, not this again.

“Jinyoung, what’s wrong?” You spoke softly.

No answer.

“Jinyoung... Why did you take my phone?” You asked him.

Still no answer.

“Jinyoungie, please don’t be mad. I know you’re mad when you’re like this to me so please don’t be, you know I don’t like the silent treatment.” You frowned.

“Why don’t you go to your Yuggie and ask him for your attention since it seems that he’s all that you have in your mind, even your phone?” Jinyoung spat.

You got confused, “what about Yugyeom?”

“I mean you look so into Yugyeom that I don’t even know if you still think about me...” Jinyoung quietly said.

“What do you mean?” You asked, still confused at his childish behavior.

“Haven’t you noticed your actions? Like that one time when he visited, you kept on smiling and looking at him with your sparkling eyes and even kept on holding him.” He said, standing up from the bed.

You looked at him, pure confusion in your expression as he kept on babbling about you and Yugyeom.

“Also that time when we all went out with the boys at the park and you kept on clinging on Yugyeom, you even agreed to his piggyback! And to add up to that, you both like the same ice cream flavor!” He exclaimed while pacing back and forth.

“Love, that was just pure coincidence...” You sighed.

“Oh so those pictures of him in your phone are also a pure coincidence? Wow.” Jinyoung looked at you, faking his amazement.

“Alright, I’ll admit. I did have a crush on Yugyeom back before we even dated, he was my bias.” You spoke softly, a soft blush creeping your face.

“See! You chose him as your bias, but not me.” He huffed, sitting down on the edge of the bed and scrolled through his phone.

You frowned and crawled up beside him, “Love...”

Jinyoung ignored you and continued to scroll through his phone.

“Love!” You smiled, hugging him from behind.

He doesn’t answer.

“Love, please don’t be jealous anymore...” You said, hugging him even tighter.

“I’m not jealous.” He said.

“Doesn’t look like it though.” You replied.

“I’m not! I swear, I’m just...” He tried to think of something to let this topic go.

“Just what? Jealous?” You grinned at him as he stared at you in dismay.

“Alright, I’m jealous. I’m jealous that you show your gummy smile at him, you show your pretty and sparkly eyes to him when you talk to each other, you cling onto him when you’re only supposed to show and do it only to me!” He exclaimed, standing up.

You softened at his gaze, smiling at him.

“What are you smiling at?” His face mixed with anger and confusion.

“You look adorable when you’re jealous.” You giggled.

Jinyoung rolled his eyes and walked towards the door.

“Where are you going?” You laughed.

“Somewhere.” He blankly replied.

You quickly stood up and hugged him from the back, trying to pull him back to the bed.

“You know that I only love you right? Even if you have a giant petty ass, I still love you,” You muffled on his back, “I love you too much to even think about another man besides you.”

You couldn’t see Jinyoung’s expression but you could’ve sworn you saw his ears turned red.

“You’re too cheesy, it’s disgusting.” He chuckled as he faced you and hugged you back.

“I’m only like this to you, so don’t be jealous anymore. I treat Yugyeom like an older brother, nothing more.” You smiled, looking into his eyes.

Jinyoung grinned, “I’m glad because you’re only mine.”

As much as this happens kinda almost every day, you still manage to deal with his petty ass and work out things. And besides, it’s pretty funny and cute to see Jinyoung turning into a child just to beg for love and attention.

[lovelynyeongie]

★彡˚✧₊⁎ 𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 ⁎⁺˳✧༚ ★彡

𝘤𝘵𝘵𝘰 𝘦𝘭𝘻𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘣𝘰𝘹 𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘰. 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 ♡

[lovelynyeongie]

title: chest (part 2)

author: lovelynyeongie

pairing: yugyeom + reader

genre: fluff, one shot

summary: from the time yugyeom started unbuttoning some of his buttons on his shirts, you grew to have an obsession over his chest

word count: 2555 words

a/n: I cry about yugyeom’s chest every night oh dear aLSO this story has two parts since I just knew that tumblr has a text limit when it comes to posting :)))

date: 07/26/19

【in case you haven’t read the first one, here !! -> part one <-♡】

You don’t know how many times he has worn his button up shirts with his chest revealed, but dang do you enjoy seeing it every time he wears it.

Of course, you were too flustered to tell him about it since it’s weird and he’ll get uncomfortable about the topic. You can’t even compliment him about it, you guessed that you were too conservative with your words or something.

And here you were, some of Yugyeom’s shirt all around the bed after cutting of buttons of it just for you to suffer even more.

Your phone vibrated, signaling a text message.

From: Gyeomie

“Hi baby! I’m almost home, I can spend time with you today since the guys and I didn’t have much schedule to do. See you later, I love you hehe.”

You heard a knock on the door downstairs.

Fuck, how is he fast?

Your eyes widen and you felt like time froze. Quickly, you threw the buttons that you removed in the trash can and hung the shirt inside the closet with some of the button up shirts that you cut the buttons off and ran down the stairs to open the door.

“Hi!” Yugyeom said, a large grin plastered on his face. He kissed your cheek and removed his shoes before coming inside, he plopped down the couch and patted the seat next to him, signaling for you to sit.

You obeyed and sat down with him, giving him a shy smile.

“What have you been doing today?” He asked, playing with your hair.

“Oh nothing, I cleaned the apartment and studied, nothing much happened.” You said, trying not to sound nervous about the fact that you cut off the buttons on some of his button up shirts.

“Are you okay? Your voice sounds shaky, is something wrong?” He asked, voice filled with concern.

Guess you failed at hiding it.

“Y-yes! I’m alright, I just feel cold.” You said, hugging yourself, pretending to be freezing.

“Then come closer, let me warm you up.” He smiled, opening his arms wide.

You blushed, shuffling closer to him. He closed his arms, cuddling you as you laid your head in his chest. You sighed, snuggling even more, feeling warm and fuzzy inside. Yugyeom chuckled and pulled you closer.

“We haven’t spent that much time together, huh?” He asked.

“Yes, but I understand don’t worry.” You said, looking into his eyes.

He frowned, “I feel a bit guilty though, I should give you attention too, not just on my career.”

“No, it’s okay. You don’t have to always be with me, you have your own dreams too. I’ll just be here supporting you and wait for you here at home, just to see you and care for you.” You reassured him.

He smiled, “I really don’t deserve to have such a wonderful girlfriend in my life. But still, we’re going outside today. Let’s go on a date, it’s a nice afternoon outside anyways.”

“Are you sure? You might have a surprise schedule or something…” you trailed off.

“As I said before, there’s not much schedule for today and besides, we’ve already done everything in advance so we’re just chilling a bit before we are bombarded again. So come on, let’s go get dressed.” He pulled your hand, walking up to the bedroom.

You smiled to yourself, thinking of what plans he had in mind and what to dress for the day.

Dress?

Pants?

Shirt?

Shirt.

Oh shit.

Your eyes widen, suddenly remembering the button up shirts. You were already walking in the hallway, Yugyeom’s hand still in yours, you quickly pulled his to the point he almost stumbled onto you.

“YUGYEOM WAIT!” You shouted, halting your feet.

“WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID I DO? ARE YOU MAD?” Yugyeom exclaimed, panic evident in his face.

“N-no, I just remembered that I left the oven on! Let’s go down quickly!” You exclaimed, trying to pull his hand with all your might.

Unfortunately, he was stronger than you. He pulled you back into his chest and held you close.

“Chill, I’ll turn it off. Go change already.” He said, letting go of your hand and sprinted down the stairs.

You quickly ran inside the bedroom and grabbed all of his shirts from the closet and stashed it underneath the bed. You checked around the room if there are still shirts and buttons around, but everything was clean.

You sighed in relief and planned on what you want to wear.

You heard Yugyeom’s footsteps coming closer to the room. You tried to act normal as possible as he entered the room.

“Babe, are you pranking me? Because the oven was off the whole time.” He said.

“I got you hehe,” you played along to calm yourself down, “it was really off the whole time!”

He rolled his eyes, “I swear, I’m not that gullible.” He said, walking towards the closet to change his shirt.

“You are though, from past experiences.” You giggled, entering the bathroom to change your outfit.

“I WAS PANICKING THAT TIME CAUSE I THOUGHT WE WERE GONNA DISBAND JUST BECAUSE OF BREAKING A FREAKING WINE BOTTLE!” He exclaimed.

You laughed, hearing how whiny his voice is.

You finished changing and fixing yourself up, you went back in the room and see a shirtless Yugyeom.

“Babe, have you seen my plaid button up shirt? I know it’s in here somewhere...” he trailed off, scavenging inside the closet.

You froze and tried to calm yourself down, “I-I don’t know, maybe it’s in the laundry.” You said calmly, trying to change his mind.

“I just saw it hung on the closet’s handle yesterday, maybe it fell.” He said, kneeling down to look underneath the pile of clothes inside the closet.

You were so nervous that you held your breath, watching him on the side of the bed while he was finding the shirt.

“I guess it’s not in here, even my other button up shirts are not in here.” He said, standing up.

“You can just wear another shirt, then we can find it later when we get home.” You assured him.

“Alright.” He said, grabbing one of his shirts inside the closet and wore it.

“Are you ready to go?” He asked.

Yugyeom walked towards you, but he felt something soft and light material underneath his feet. He looked down and saw a long sleeve of a shirt.

You looked down and you felt panic and worry once you saw what he was stepping on.

Fuck, I’m screwed.

He reached down on what he stepped on and pulled it out coming from underneath the bed.

“It’s my shirt! And it has missing buttons.” He amused.

He bent down and looked underneath the bed and pulled out more shirts that you hid from him.

I’m so fucking screwed.

“These shirts also has missing buttons...” he frowned.

You suddenly felt guilty about what you did before, you didn’t say a word about the clothing.

“Babe, why are all my shirts underneath the bed?” He asked, grabbing all the shirts and plopping it in the bed.

“I d-don’t know...” you said in a soft voice, averting your eyes away from him.

“Baby, I’ve known you for years and I can tell that you’re lying to me. Do you know about this?” He asked gently.

“Alright, I was the one who did that to your shirts. But I do have a reason! It’s just very weird...” you couldn’t hold back the guilt anymore so you blurted everything out.

“Which is...?” He anticipated for your reasoning.

“It’s just a small thing so I hope you won’t get mad or weirded out...” you trailed off.

“No, I won’t! Why would I? It’s just a shirt. Now, tell me why.” He said, placing his hand on your shoulders and squeezing it reassuringly.

“I just...love seeing how exposed your collarbones and chest are when you wear your button up shirts with some buttons popped off so I decided to just cut off some buttons of your shirts so that I would always see it, please don’t be mad.” You said your reason as fast as you can and squeezed your eyes shut, preparing for a disappointed Yugyeom to come and decide to break up with you.

But to your surprise, you heard laughter filling the room.

You opened your eyes slowly and you can see your boyfriend laughing on the bed, about to tear up.

“It’s not that funny! And aren’t you going to be mad at me? I ruined your shirts...” you said, looking down at your feet.

He sat up, still giggling, “why would I be mad when that was the most cutest thing I’ve ever heard from you?” He smiled.

“It’s not cute! How can ruining one’s clothing be cute?” You said, sitting down beside him.

“For me, it is. Also, you could’ve just told me in the first place that you liked my body so much, I could’ve flaunted it more whenever you’re around.” He smirked.

You became flustered, not having the power to look him in the eyes or you might melt and die from embarrassment.

“Ah seriously, why are you like this?” You sighed.

“I should be the one asking you that, you naughty girl.”

He suddenly pushed you down the bed and moved on top of you. You were too shocked to function or even process what’s happening. You were surprised yet again when he removed his shirt off and threw it somewhere around the room.

Your eyes were wide and didn’t know how to breathe properly once you saw his milky skin and structured chest. You unconsciously put your hands on his warm torso and traced it until it reached his collarbones. Yugyeom sighed at the feeling of your hands all over him.

“Are you really that obsessed with my chest?” He chuckled.

“Yes...” you replied back, so engrossed into his whole being.

“Forget the date outside then. Right now, I’m all yours.” He leaned down and captured your lips to his.

At that point, you can tell how much you loved every part of him. You were so in love with his wholeness.

[lovelynyeongie]

[7:30 PM]

author: lovelynyeongie

date: 02/02/20

word count: 474 words

The weather was rainy and chilly.

You cuddled up with the man beside you, your leg placed on his hips to get even closer and receive more warmth.

You watched him snore softly with his lips slightly parted, his breathing going up and down, his hair all messed up like a nest, and his scent that makes you wanna fall for him even more, if that’s even possible.

You brought your hand up to his cheek, caressing it gently not to wake him up. His skin warm and smooth, a cheek that is very squishy, similar to a marshmallow.

You leaned your face closer to his as your eyes darted to his dainty lips, you held your breath and gave him a soft peck on the lips, feeling the temptation to taste his onto yours. You slowly opened your eyes and saw his eyes wide with amusement.

“That’s it?” He asked, laced with his deep and groggy voice.

“I thought you were asleep?” You whispered.

“It was a great wake-up call than an alarm booming from my phone.” He grinned.

You rolled your eyes and decided to turn your back on him, but Jaebeom held your hips with his muscular arms, stopping you from turning away from him.

“You can’t just leave my lips hanging like this, it needs more.” You can tell that he’s smirking as he said this.

“Nah, I think you’re good.” You said, closing your eyes as you try to sleep again.

He quickly held your hips back and pinned you down on the bed.

“Baby, you woke me up so I think you should pay the price.” He said, slowly leaning into your lips.

You then felt his soft lips once again, closing your eyes, and melt from his warmth. He reached up his hand and joined it with your hand, intertwining it.

The kiss was soft and sweet with little pecks on the lips here and there. Jaebeom reared his head on your forehead and stared into your eyes lovingly.

“I can’t even explain how deeply in love I am and how lucky I am to have you. Please always be with me.” He said, caressing your cheek.

You felt warm and fuzzy inside as you lean into his touch, “I can’t even imagine without having you beside me.”

He grinned and gave you a last peck and cuddled up beside you again.

“Sleepy again?” You giggled.

“Shush, just sleep, the rain makes me sleepy.” He grumbled, moving his body closer to you.

You chuckled and relaxed, closing your eyes and let sleep take over you with the love of your life beside you.

[lovelynyeongie]

title: study date

author: lovelynyeongie

pairing: jinyoung + reader

genre: fluffy, drabble, alternate universe

summary: a sappy study date with your boyfriend jinyoung

word count: 541 words

a/n: believe me when i say that i typed this down in my notes while i was reviewing for my exams

date: 07/22/19

“Believe me, it’s easier than it looks!”

“That’s because you’re smart at everything!”

You slumped down in your chair, dropping the pen on the table, devastated at the fact that you’re going to fail your Math test again.

“Not everything though, I don’t understand anything in Science.” Jinyoung said, checking your answers in your notebook.

“For once, you’re humble, that’s good always keep it up.” You said, scrolling through your phone.

He rolled his eyes and took your phone away, “Stop with your yapping and focus, you did the equation wrong again! Start over.” He said, handing the pen to you.

You groaned, thinking of having to do the process again makes you much less motivated than usual, “why does math have to be so hard?”

“It’s not that hard, it’s just like you’re playing games with the numbers and boom, you have your final and correct answer.” He smirked.

“You make it sound like it’s easy when it’s not.” You scoffed, standing up from your chair and flop on the bed.

“Love,” Jinyoung sighed, averting his eyes away from the worksheet to look at your body on the bed, “Love please stand up, we still have to review a lot of subjects, you still have to teach me about Science stuff.”

You muffled incoherent words on the bed, not having the urge to look and talk to him properly.

“Love,” Jinyoung whined, “stand up, I don’t wanna fail.” He pleaded, slapping your butt like a child.

“Bold of you to assume that you’re going to pass this examination.” You lifted your head and smirked at him.

He looked offended and his lips formed a straight line, “that’s it.”

Jinyoung flipped you so that you were facing him, you were startled by his actions and how his face is inches closer to yours.

“If you’re not going to get your butt off this bed, you’re not going to get any of this.” He whispered, brushing his lips onto yours ever so gently, his hot breath fanning you.

You shuddered at his tone, feeling the urge to grab his neck and kiss him. You slowly brought your hand up to his back, sliding it up until his neck, but he suddenly pulled back.

Jinyoung smirked at you, walking back to the study table like nothing happened at all while you froze on the bed dumbfounded.

“Love” Jinyoung called out in a sing song voice.

“I’m up!” You hurriedly answered, standing up and going back to your seat beside Jinyoung.

He grinned, “Good. For that, you’ll get one peck on the cheek.”

He leaned closer to your cheek, being the cheeky person you are, you secretly grinned by turning your head quickly and letting him kiss you on the lips.

Jinyoung looked at you with a shocked face while you grinned at him.

“Okay, I’m satisfied. Let’s get back to what we were doing.” You said, picking up your pen and looking down at your notebook.

Jinyoung chuckled, “You really are something, you better be glad that I love you.”

“I already know that so shut up and tell me what I should do on this monstrosity.” You smiled.

You never knew studying with him can be so fun.

[lovelynyeongie]

title: chest (part 1)

author: lovelynyeongie

pairing: yugyeom + reader

genre: fluff, one shot

summary: from the time yugyeom started unbuttoning some of his buttons on his shirts, you grew to have an obsession over his chest

word count: 2555 words

a/n: I cry about yugyeom’s chest every night oh dear aLSO this story has two parts since I just knew that tumblr has a text limit when it comes to posting :)))

date: 07/26/19

“I’m so sorry for doing this Yugyeom but I had to.”

You were in your shared bedroom with Yugyeom, standing in front of the bed with a pair of scissors in your hand, his plaid button up shirt laid spread on the bed.

“This is for my own pleasure.” You said to yourself, holding the first button of the shirt and cutting it. You continued cutting off every button until you stopped yourself before cutting the fourth button.

“I guess that’s okay, I don’t want him to walk around naked.” You sighed in satisfaction.

This all started the time when he came home after their last stop from their world tour.

It was midnight when he arrived and you were met by an exhausted but happy Yugyeom at the front door as he hugged you tight and kissed you multiple times.

“I missed you so much.” He whispered in your ear as he hugged you so tight you almost ran out of oxygen.

“Y-Yugyeom I c-can’t breathe-“ you tried saying.

His eyes widen and quickly lets you go, “Oops, sorry. I missed you too much hehe.” He chuckled.

He lets you go and you gasped, noticing his shirt. He’s wearing a blue button up shirt with three buttons popped off, revealing his collarbones and chest.

Holy fuck he’s hot.

“Babe?”

Yugyeom snapped you out of your thoughts. You blushed as you realized you were staring too long at his chest and forgot that he’s still standing outside of the front door.

“I’m sorry, come in.” You looked down, not wanting him to notice your blush.

He smirked, “I guess you liked what you see.”

Your eyes widen and you felt your face heat up much more.

“Shut up and let’s get to bed, you must be tired.” You said, helping Yugyeom with his luggage.

He chuckled and followed you behind.

The next day, you were awaken by the roaring sunlight of a Saturday. You touched the other side of the bed, wanting to feel his warmth, but he wasn’t present.

You sighed, reaching for your phone on the bedside table. You saw a few messages from your mom and your friends, but you eyes caught Yugyeom’s message. You opened it and you felt like you can’t breathe.

From: Gyeomie

Good morning baby! I’m sorry I had to leave early, the company called us for an urgent meeting. Mark-hyung and BamBam also asked me to come eat out with them, I’ll be back by tonight. I love you, eat a lot. :)

You saw that he sent a photo after his message. It’s a picture of Yugyeom, looking all cute and squishy, until you saw his shirt with buttons popped off again.

Why does he want me to suffer?

You don’t know how long did you stare on the photo, it felt like everything didn’t matter but the photo that you’re looking at.

“I feel like a pervert, I need to stop.” You said to yourself, standing up to get ready for the day.

There was also another day where he had a schedule to prepare for their comeback and he suddenly called you for a video chat.

It was nighttime and you had to review for your upcoming tests when he called. You picked up his call while writing down your lecture.

“Hi baby, what are you doing?” You heard his sweet voice.

“I’m having a mental breakdown.” You said, still writing.

“Exams coming up?” He asked.

“Yeah, it has been rough.” You said, too focused on what you were writing and trying to process every word.

“Babe, I understand that you’re busy, but please at least look at me when we’re talking. I miss you.”

“I’m sorry Gyeomie, this semester has been so-“ You cut off mid sentence when you looked at him through the computer screen.

Yugyeom was at the dance practice room, wearing a lilac cap and his purple plaid button up shirt with his three buttons popped off again. Worst part is that he’s bending down a bit to look at the camera, which shows more of his skin underneath his shirt.

Lord why must you make me suffer like this? At the same time, thank you for giving me such a fine man.

You don’t know how long did you stare at him before you heard his voice again.

“This semester has been so what…?”

You snapped out of your thoughts and averted your eyes from his exposed chest as you heard Yugyeom’s voice again.

“O-oh um, I said that this semester has been so hard for me and it’s been so stressful.” You continued on what you were saying before you were distracted by the Greek god in front of you.

“Ah, then I’ll talk to you soon when I get back home later. Don’t be too hard on yourself, okay? I love you.” He said.

“I love you too.” You replied back.

He smiled at you before ending the video call.

“Ugh, why are you such a pervert? He’s so sweet and soft while here you are, looking like a sexual predator ready to pounce on him just from looking at his chest.” You said to yourself in frustration.

You don’t know how many times he has worn his button up shirts with his chest revealed, but dang do you enjoy seeing it every time he wears it.

Of course, you were too flustered to tell him about it since it’s weird and he’ll get uncomfortable about the topic. You can’t even compliment him about it, you guessed that you were too conservative with your words or something.

And here you were, some of Yugyeom’s shirt all around the bed after cutting of buttons of it just for you to suffer even more.

【psst !! here’s -> part two <- if you enjoyed it hehe ♡】

[lovelynyeongie]

[9:30 AM]

author: lovelynyeongie

date: 07/15/19

word count: 432

You were looking at him on the other side of the room, feeling like it was only the two of you with everyone blurred out, adoring how he looks so godlike with his sculpted features, soft and mesmerizing eyes that were staring in front, so focused and determined, his strong hands yet nimbly fingers holding his pen, twirling it in between his fingers, hair looks so soft to touch as if there’s a cloud on top of his head that made him look so adorable, and his lips, oh goodness- his lips, it looks so red and plump that you can imagine how it might feel on yours, maybe so soft and warm that would ignite a fire inside you and yearn you for more. All you wanted to do is stare at him every single day, appreciate all of his being, but also thinking that you might not have any chance of talking to him, not even casually without looking like a tomato or even admit to him your true feelings dug deep inside you.

Is it infatuation or more? You do not know but either way, you’ll just do the same thing, stare at him, that’s the only thing you can do to your extent. Sometimes you even ask yourself whether he looks back at you too and wonder about you, but you thought it was too ridiculous that a kind of guy like him would look at you and pique his interest. There are even times when you just want to yell at him saying to look at you, just to look at how ethereal he is and feel how much it hurts that you’ll never have a chance on him so that you can prove yourself how much you’re an idiot on liking someone like Jinyoung. At the end of the day, it would always be the same routine over and over again, stare at him, think about him, getting hopes about him, then eventually giving up everything you’ve ever thought about him.

You looked away from him, avoiding the negativity going through your thoughts. It’s weird how he can make you feel so giddy but at the same time, so miserable, you’ve always wondered why you were so into him so much, making you wonder it really might be a mistake to fall for a guy like him. You focused back on your notebook and continued writing, rather than feeling hopeless over something you are too much of a coward to do. Once you looked away, little did you know, he was looking back at you too.

IT’S 1 AM AND I HAVE SCHOOL BUT I HAD TO WRITE THIS SINCE I FEEL SO SOFT TONIGHT :((

[lovelynyeongie]

title: music to my ears

author: lovelynyeongie

pairing: youngjae + reader

genre: fluffyfluffyfluff + oneshot

summary: youngjae hears you singing in the shower to the song that he recently covered

word count: 1,030 words

a/n: ive been listening to youngjae’s cover of square by baek yerin a lot and pls my heart cannot handle we’ve been waiting for this king (the same with when he covered ’to my youth’ dang pls if you need me im in the corner crying)

date: 071320

”I’m home!”

Youngjae yelled, waiting to hear the sound of your voice but there was no answer.

He heard a bark and looked down, ”Good thing you answered me, Coco,” He grinned and rubbed her head, chuckling at how excited she was to see him.

”Coco-ya, where's my other baby hm?” He crouched down and asked the confused dog cutely.

The pup ran away from him and went into a room, Youngjae smiled and stood up again.

”Ah, I'm so exhausted.” He huffed, removing his bag and placing it onto the nearest table.

He went into the kitchen to grab something to drink when he heard a song playing in the distance. He placed the glass of water on the counter and slowly went where the music was coming from.

All the colors and personalities

He found himself inside the bedroom where the music was getting louder and he was surprised.

”My voice?” He questioned.

You can't see right through what I truly am

He saw your laptop playing his latest cover in Dingo with the speakers connected to it making the song blast out even louder.

”Huh, it's even on loop.” He said.

You're hurting me without noticing

I'm so, so broke like someone just robbed me

Youngjae sang along quietly and roamed inside the bedroom, he brushed his fingers on the Polaroid photos pinned onto the corkboard that you've taken together.

I'm no invincible

I have much memories of getting more weaker

”Where is she?” He asked himself as he laid down on the bed.

No, I'm not loveable

But you know what you'd have to say

He suddenly heard a voice coming from the bathroom, he quickly stood onto his feet and went a bit near to listen.

“Come on let’s go to bed, we gonna rock the night away,” Youngjae heard the sound of your voice inside the bathroom, “who did that to you, babe, if you’re not in the right mood to sleep now then...”

”I didn't know she could sing...” He felt butterflies in his stomach as he discovered something new about you.

He continued to listen, sitting down onto the carpeted floor with his back leaned against the bathroom door, a smile plastered onto his face, and his heart beating fast as he hears how lovely your singing voice is. Your singing kept going until it reached the bridge part of the song where you finished taking your shower.

”You’re the only one, who saw my yesterday,” Youngjae grinned as he heard you belted out the note, ”the one who knows I'm here alive today.”

He felt his heartbeat even faster at how much he loved the small things that you do that he didn't know.

”Comfort me say, what I mean to you,” He closed his eyes as he sang along, ”you should know what you have to say.”

Youngjae’s singing got cut off when he found himself unexpectedly knocked down onto the bathroom floor as you opened the door. He stared at you with wide eyes from the tiled flooring he is laying on.

”Youngjae?”

He promptly stood up and smiled at you nervously.

”H-hi...” He stammered.

”I’m sorry I didn't hear that you came home already, I didn't get to prepare dinner since I showered.” You apologized.

”No it's fine, I can wait.” He smiled at you and kissed your cheek.

You suddenly remembered that you were playing his cover out loud and quickly went to your laptop and paused it, blushing at the fact that he heard you playing it.

”Did you like my cover?” You heard him ask behind you.

You blushed even more, ”y-yeah, I've been waiting for you to sing it since you posted a teaser of it. Plus, it's one of my favorite songs.” You admitted.

”I guess that's why it’s on loop,”

You turned off your laptop.

“And made you sing along.”

You turned to him with wide eyes, seeing his smug expression.

”How long have you been listening?” You carefully asked him.

”Not too long, since the start of the song.” He grinned at you as you looked at him in shock.

You covered your face and sat on the bed.

“What’s the matter?” He asked, sitting next to you on the bed.

”I can't believe you heard me sing like a dying whale,” You huffed, ”I've probably made your ears bleed.”

You heard his loveable laugh, ”why would it be bleeding when it's music to my ears?” (a/n: oH tHeRe iT iS)

You snickered at his response.

”What?” He asked.

”That’s a lie.” You said.

”No it's not! Why would I lie to you?” He said, looking offended.

”Just say you hate my voice. Come on, don't be shy.” You told him.

”Babe, I'm telling the truth. Why on earth would I hate your singing voice when I like your voice in general? Heck, I would ask for you to speak a lot for no good reason and it won't even bother me, let alone sing,” He said, ”when I heard you sing, it fluttered my heart, giving me a lot of unexplainable feelings and all I can just say is I want to keep on hearing you sing cause I didn't even know you had that talent. So don't be shy around me when you're singing, I love everything about you and all the things that you do.” He smiled, holding your hand.

You became flustered at his confession.

”How did I get so lucky to have you?” You asked quietly, intertwining your fingers with his, ”you always know how to cheer me up.”

He flashed you a smile that you grow to love even more, if it’s even possible.

”So does that mean I can hear you sing more? We could do a duet whenever we go karaoke and it’s also time that’s it’s finally your turn to sing a lot rather than me.” He persuaded, softly nudging your side.

”Who knows.” You teased, planting a kiss on his cheek as you stood up to get dressed, leaving him whining.

Since then, you never got shy over showing him your talents knowing that he’s there to support and motivate you in everything that you do.