#loveemhateem

[tsundere-biscuit]

I'm seeing people everywhere having the time of their lives and here I am stuck inside my house scrolling through their perfect pictures feeling the loathing I have for myself increase every passing day. But then again it's the same with everybody, isn't it? I know behind all of it they must definitely be fighting their own battles and they must also have, just like me,sometimes curled up on the bathroom floor with the shower running while their tears flowed. But still. I wonder why even knowing all of this I can't seem to feel an ounce of the feeling of shared pain. Like no they may be suffering but they are still better off than me. I know I'm being too ungrateful right now. But who cares.