#lovebomb🖤

[the-mandawhor1an]

6 months later...

TLDR: it's Zaddy's and my RP 'anniversary'; artworks; Wolke being emotional about her Tumblr experience; and a fluffy one shot/drabble at the end of the WAY TOO LONG POST

I've alluded to it before, I've commissioned some artwork of the two lovebirbs and they just so happened to get finished this week. Huge thanks to @kenobiwanx for making the two come alive 😭 I can NOT stop staring at them.

LOOK AT THEM 😭😭😭

Yes these are spoilers for upcoming events but I just 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@zaddymandalorian Überraschung!

Back to the actual point *wipes tears off her face*

Let's set the scene...

My dearest Zaddy and I reconnected in November of 2023 as I had been on a work trip at that time and I needed someone to talk to. We'd been talking on and off for the last months, mostly smalltalk and sometimes me complaining about stuff. Worth mentioning is also that I sent her my Maia fanfic back in June. First person to read it besides myself. I've known Zaddy since spring of 2016 ish (which also means I've known her longer than my husband – fun fact) so I felt comfortable with her reading my extremely self-indulgent shit. Everyone needs friends like that ♥

We mused about the roleplays we lost to forum admins being ruthless in their inactive-thread-deletion efforts every 4 months. We had barely started a Witcher RP and I'm sure it would've been awesome if we had continued. We literally stopped 7 ish posts in so nothing had happened really. – Why was it inactive? Well I took a 14 month roleplay hiatus due to me being chronically fatigued. The joys of working a stressful job and being severly anemic. Oops.

I tested the waters and made an offhand comment about maybe giving in and asking her to plot something with me.

This is a very convincing re-enactment of what happened: (translated because we're German potaters)

Well... and that's when the fun began

I, being a total Pedro fangirlie, asked if we wanted to just take the synopsis of my fic and run with that. She agreed, I was happy, she was happy.

So it's been 6 months.

OH. MY. GOD.

I did not think I had it in me to be consistently posting daily for 6 months. We've laughed, we've cried, we've lost sleep over it. We've grinned into our phone screens like maniacs at work and luckily no one asked

And now, 260k words later, I'm still in love with the babies. In fact I'd say I love the little blorbs even more now. Maia has a face, she has outfits (multiple!) she has a family and a story (that's only about 1/3 written so whew we might make it to a million)

Of course I also love Zaddy very much (and I will keep lovebombing your ass, bitch 🖤💜)

You know what, fuck it, I'm mentioning more people. Buckle up! Wolke spreads some love!

@immarocketman for being the first person on Tumblr that I kind of clicked with because we share a love for Pedro and the color purple 💜

@roughdaysandart for 1) allowing me insight in her creative process making a Fanfic comic and b) doodling Maia basically as soon as she made an appearance in text form 💜

The moots: @thefrogdalorian @djarins-cyare @djarins-wife @pedroswife69 for interacting with me, commenting on my posts and being real cute in general 💜

Everyone that ever interacted with me on here has been nothing but friendly, I feel extremely welcome over here. Everyone who liked/reblogged or commented on my posts, thank you so much. 💕💕💕💕💕💕

Now that the sappy whining is over, who wants to read something actually interesting?

In spirit of me being overbearingly loving, I've typed up a bit of fluff from the lovesick fools™ of Clan Mudhorn. Unbeta'd.

It was early in the morning, the sun barely over the horizon and engulfing the room in warm orange light, when Din awoke, a soft and warm body nestled into his side. She let out the softest little hum when he buried his face in her hair, wrapping his arms around her to hold her close.

"Sleep," he purred into her hair, placing a kiss on her forehead when her face turned towards him. Again, with a quiet hum, she buried her face in the crook of his neck. "How am I supposed to sleep when my husband has his hands all over me?"

"I'm sorry," he apologized and gently stroked her hair. "Why are you awake anyway?" she asked, finally raising her head so her sleepy, green eyes looked into his. "Hey mesh'la," he greeted her with a smile, placing a gentle kiss on her lips. "I don't know. I guess the sun woke me up, it's too bright in here." He sighed. "I miss the hut on Nevarro, it was always dark in there." "Come on, it's not that bad here. We needed more space anyway."

She pulled away from him, rolling over so she was on her stomach, hugging the pillow underneath her to get a better look at her everything. "Is the sun too strong, my warrior king?" a grin crept onto her lips as her eyes blinked slowly. Clearly this was way too early for her liking. To be fair, last night went on for longer than anticipated. "Are the little troublemakers awake yet?" She raised her head and turned to face the door. For now it seemed peaceful and quiet in the adjacent rooms.

Knowing well she would rise from the bed to check if he didn't stop her, Din hoisted himself over her body, practically pressing her into the mattress with his body weight. "You're not getting up to check on the kids now, cyar'ika," he muttered, peppering kisses along her shoulder. A chuckle escaped her lips as she rotated her head so she could see him in her peripheral.

She was so glad the mattress was soft enough to just give in under the weight, forming a perfectly human-shaped dent to make way for her body. "Whatever you say, great Mand'alor." For just a second she could feel him grind his pelvis into her butt.

He kept on pressing kisses on her neck, her shoulders, slowly crawling down her spine, kissing every little scar he found on his descent. "You really have to stop saying it like that." "Like what?" "With the bedroom-voice." He stopped to crawl back up to her head and leaned forward, giving her the chance to look into his face. His eyes were darkened, one of his eyebrows twitching upward.

"You're insatiable," she laughed, shaking her head. He slowly lifted off of her, immediately wrapped both arms around her and pulled her onto his chest. "That's your fault, my love." His voice was warm and silky, the vibration in his chest making her shudder. "My fault?" "You're just too beautiful so I can't keep my eyes or my hands off of you for long." "Di'kut" "Gar di'kut, forever." "Forever is a long time," she said softly and ran her fingers through his hair.

"And I'll be happy to spend every minute with you. I love you so much" he took her hand in his and softly kissed her knuckles. She sighed and watched him kiss every finger, eyeing her intently. She was mesmerized by his eyes, almost hypnotized by the dark brown, with the orange light surrounding them it reminded her of embers, glowing and warm.

Forever was a long time and although it didn't feel like it, time was progressing, evident by the threads of silver that sparkled in his dark brown curls. And although she felt like she herself was showing signs of ageing, he always told her she was as beautiful as the day he met her. "I love you more, mesh'la," she replied and rested her hand on his cheek.

"You and the kids are everything to me. I would die for you," he mused, closing his eyes as her finger brushed over his beard toward his lips. Her movements halted and the dark brown eyes reopened, scanning her features for signs of her sudden stop. The small crease on her forehead was enough for him to know exactly what was troubling her.

"Look at me," he pleaded with her, cupping her cheek in one of his hands now. "I know that look on your face. I would doesn't mean I will. Stop thinking about it. I'm here and so are you." Her hand slowly retreated to rest atop of his, thumb brushing over his warm and tanned skin. "Thanks to you, I am. You've saved my life once, I hope you don't have to do it a second time." She smiled warmly and nestled her face further into his hand.

Din grumbled and pulled her face closer, peppering it with kisses wherever he could reach. "I've saved your life twice. But it doesn't matter, you've given me more than I could ever imagine. I have a family now. And the most amazing wife in the galaxy." "I love you." "Until the end of space and time."

Both flinched when they heard a noise outside the bedroom. Instantly both heads were turned to the door, listening for more noises. One of the kids must've woken up, maybe their voices were too loud.

"Any guesses?" Din asked his wife, once again burying his face in her hair. "My gut tells me it's your mini-version," she suapected, turning her head to kiss him gently. "Your gut? Or your Jedi magic?"

Din rose from the bed, stretching his muscles in the morning sun, stared at by his better half. "And you say I'm insatiable." A sly grin appeared on his lips as he put on a shirt, his shoulders and bicep stretching the fabric just enough to make her hum. "The faster you check on the troublemakers the sooner you can come back to bed. Hurry, I'm not done with you."

She didn't have to tell him twice.

Translations:

mesh'la - beautiful

cyar'ika - darling

di'kut - idiot

gar di'kut - your idiot

[sebastians-asks]

Miles is literally the OG 🖤🖤🖤🖤

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[shesthespinstersimmer]

Lovestruck / First Impressions

✏️ It’s been a bit of a struggle - I thought I’d be safe in my vanilla(ish) save, but I got the

⚠️ celebrity invite bug ⚠️ - more on that here

I lost a a save, because I get loading errors whenever they try to travel (my bad for not backing it up first, but luckily, it’s just a test save )

I just moved my testers to a new save 👌🏾

NOW FOR THE FUN STUFF:

It’s been fun watching everyone lovebombing each other; from the roommates who started falling for each other (even though they’re both on Cupid’s Corner and we’re supposed to be out dating other people, to the matchmaker who fell for her own client (tee hee). It’s a story-rich environment!

* matchmaker (right), client (left)

( making the decision to choose love over professionalism? Here for it)

Lastly - I have to say cas & build/buy is really starting to get fleshed out a bit; making sims and decorating is so much easier (still use cc shoes, tho - Iykyk) . And the steamy interactions are a lot of fun 🖤

That’s all I got for now; not gonna get into if it’s “worth it” or not, but I’m enjoying it.

K byyyyeeeee

🖤🤘🏾

[jaymesyourplaything]

Dump recently just confirmed they still stalked your blogs to see if you were "still being stupid" until you blocked them. Weird how they cry about being "violated" by your mental disorder then proceed to give you room in their head rent free.

Can't wait until they start claiming you're the bad guy for cutting someone like that off. Not gonna bring up their claims of Ver "lovebombing" them.

- Do they all have their own group chat? Funny how that works. Always with the high school cliques~ 🖤

Hi I'd like to move out of their fucking head.

They also were upset I blocked them, but this is exactly why I block people who block me. It's ignorant to continue to look at something if it's oh so upsetting. The first time they unblocked me to continue rambling, I blocked them. I'm so glad Jay also blocked them when they realized they were still slinking around.

Lovebombing, as if John himself doesn't go "stop talking ab me" then "thanks for the support" then "you make me uncomfortable" just because Jay said John made her uncomfortable. "sherlock is so bipolar" if we're using that as an insult and descriptor, well...

Mental and toxic, the lot of them. The way they're having a giggle because Jay literally worried about their own friends talking to a toxic person, "that sounds like blurry/jim". Wow. Crazy, that, someone being concerned. Also doesn't sound like me at all. I would have told them to slur and move on. Someone being worried about a friend? DOES sound like Jay. Doesn't sound like me at all. I don't do that back and forth shit man, I get too tired of it, of them. I stopped talking to John MONTHS ago. I wouldn't have warned him against shit. He made his decisions.

Sorry for answering this for Jay, I have a lot of energy. She won't like my answers, she logged off earlier because I kept interjecting. Fuck John, fuck safetard, and I hope Dump comes to their senses because the way they're blindly believing John just- well. New victim. ect ect. lol

Although, if anyone ever requires a response from Kin (me), just ask for it. Or go to my main @folkinpunk or blurry I guess. @myeyesblurry I don't care

[savemefromtoxic]

🖤💣 Lovebombed. All that attention at the beginning of the relationship? The declaration of soulmates and love? Someone has never understood them like you do? The crazy sex? The gifts? The thoughfulness? You're not like their ex's? That wasn't real. Inline with their child mentality - you're the new shiny toy that they want to play with all the time, until they get bored. It was a way of trapping you in the Narcissists game, they give a little at the beginning, knowing they'll get a lot later. ~ Rick dC // @SaveMeFromToxic #lovebomb #lovebombing #love #fakelove #notreallove #narcissism #narclove #toxiclove #attention #crazysex #gifts #exs #allgames #lovegames #shinytoy #by #rickdc https://www.instagram.com/p/CpiY6utJoQ5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[terrence-silver]

Hi! Feel free to ignore this but I've been wanting to get into writing (especially for Terry Silver) and the way you write him is absolutely amazing. It always seems very in character no matter what era you're writing for.

I was wondering if you had any tips for writing his character, especially for a younger era like twig when not much is said about him?

I personally enjoy writing Twig and young Terry as a sort of puppy eyed schemer.

A chameleon.

Unassuming.

Some kid.

Slightly fidgety, shy, affectionate and nervy.

One of those lovestarved, overly isolated rich boys who get over-attached and who seek to keep said connections, by any means necessary, whether it be through lovebombing, excessive acts of service, people pleasing, pity play, material favours, subtle manipulations, occasionally pretending to be more helpless than they are if that's what works best --- you name it. Whatever it takes. Horribly starved for validation. Adorably territorial in a way a cat snuggling into someone's lap is. Runt of the litter. Extremely intelligent. I also tend to see him as far less incompetent than most of the fandom, even though he hides the fact in plain sight sometimes, deliberately so --- or rather, a lot of people write him off in advance; something he both loathes and learned to use to his advantage as a shield, embracing a weakness. Making it into a well-rehersed strength. One doesn't end up in the Spec Ops in Vietnam by being completely incompetent. That's literally not realistic and it's a majorly annoying fandom pet peeve of mine. Clearly, he was doing something scarily right, even though he was younger and skinnier, certainly more green and sheltered than most people. But, you don't need to be buff or physically strong to kill or pull a trigger, necessarily. So, in short notes, the way I write Twig is a combination of him being boyishly sweet with an ever-present undercurrent of him being capable of very extreme things if he's pushed, due to any number of reasons ranging from ptsd, childhood trauma, various triggers and disorders, identity issues, abandonment, past neglect and the harrowing need for love.

He's a nice, promising young man on the surface...but somehow off.

---

But, in the end, it is extremely important to make the way you represent him fiercely your own and give everything your own individual, unique spin because that's what makes fandom fun. This is merely advice one can accept or discard. I am flattered by your complements regardless. Thank you. Happy writing! 🖤

[wendyyy8]

🖤🖤🖤

[flcwerflow]

⩇⩇:⩇⩇ 🥀 🔗   ≀ㅤ⁺      𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝   𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞   𝐛𝐚𝐝

FLOWERFLOW﹙  2flow  ﹚  is  a  seven-piece  south-korean  boy group  that debuted in 2019 under  youso  entertainment.  despite  debuting  on  valentine’s day,   their  debut  single ‘  anti 🖤 romantic ’   peaked  as  the  newest ‘   heartbroken  anthem  ’ !       

2flow’s   leader  seo  hongki  explained  that  their concept   focuses  on  damaged  boyhood,   finding purposes,  healing inner child  &͟     learning love,   as it follows  a  group  of  street boys  neglected  by society  that  built a  fraternity   while  stealing,  daring   &͟    mocking  the local  community,   he  said  he  was  highly  inspired  by   jorge amado’s   captains  of  the sands  book.

      ❤️‍🩹⛓️   BASICS  ! 

GROUP  NAME : ⠀⠀⠀ flowerflow

COMPANY : ⠀⠀⠀ youso entertainment

DEBUT  DATE   : ⠀⠀⠀ february  14 ⸝  2022

DEBUT  SINGLE   : ⠀⠀⠀ anti 🖤 romantic

GREETINGS : ⠀⠀⠀ “   BREAK   THE   FLOW    ,  hello we are flowerflow ”

FANDOM  NAME   : ⠀⠀⠀ 2lov

FANDOM  COLOUR : ⠀⠀

    ❤️‍🩹⛓️   MEMBERS  !

seo  hongki  ‘ RICO ’ ﹙ 1998  ﹚

won  jinhee ‘  ONE ’ ﹙ 1998  ﹚

leo  park  ‘ LEO ’ ﹙ 1999  ﹚

nathan kang ‘ NATE ’ ﹙ 1999    ﹚

zhao hanyu ‘  HAN    ’ ﹙ 2000  ﹚

na  jinhyuk  ‘ JINHYUK ’ ﹙ 2001  ﹚

roh  youngjae    ‘ ZERO ’ ﹙ 2001  ﹚

    ❤️‍🩹⛓️   DISCOGRAPHY  !

anti 🖤 romantic ﹙ 2019  ﹚ ⸝ debut single

lovebombing 💣 ﹙ 2019  ﹚ ⸝ first mini album

gaslit❤️‍🔥 ﹙ 2020  ﹚ ⸝ second mini album

love me nah﹙ 2020  ﹚ ⸝ first full album

my child ﹙ 2021  ﹚ ⸝ third mini album

icarus ﹙ 2021  ﹚ ⸝ second full album

follow the flow﹙ 2022  ﹚ ⸝ fourth mini album

what about me ﹙ 2022  ﹚ ⸝ third full album

[fictionkinfessions]

I will say, I'm glad I had a healthy villainous relationship with Drakken. Because like in my past life as Harley Quinn, the Joker would leave me to rot in prison, despite the infinite promises of how he'd break me out not long after he did. And accompanied by the lovebombing of "oh I was going to break you out as soon as I finished the perfect plan to do so!" once I broke myself out.

Meanwhile, Drakken would go out of his way, putting himself at risk to save me. He'd break out of prison with me, and even if he could have gotten out by himself, he never would. Even when we hadn't started dating yet, he actually cared. And I'm glad I found a villain that did. And in my canon, we actually managed to take over the world, and he didn't treat me like a sidekick, he treated me like his queen. And I loved him even more for it. -Shego💚🖤

[captaintiny]

ppl are sending u hate mail?? wtf is wrong with them ur so cool and here's a lovebomb to prove it 💖💕❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍

Yeah i actually get quite a lot! I block anons that send it but either they get around it or it's just lots of people lmao. I don't post it bc I don't wanna give them the satisfaction or subject other ppl to it but also like. Stop lmao

[adelaidedrubman]

💟 and 🖤 for both Jestiny and Jenna please I beg

of course red anything for you always! thank you for sending!!

💟 - Was there ever a time when they had fallen out of love? What was their reaction to it? How did they handle it?

jessie would claim no, that she’s never been in love in the first place, only gotten caught up and briefly mistaken childish affection for love. (which is probably an ego salving half truth, she’s certainly never had a mature and enduring love and never will on the former but discounting everything she’s felt as not “real” love is probably an undersell.) regardless, there have been plenty of times when her feelings for someone changed. and each time she’s of course reacted in a reasonable and level headed manner: by immediately disengaging completely from the person, changing her phone number and deactivating all her social media, vanishing in the night, and moving at least five hours away.

🖤 - What's something that will instantly make them dismiss someone as a romantic partner

despite being a woman of fast escalating emotional extremes, jessie is actually very quick to bristle and shut down at anything that veers too close to either lovebombing or negging, particularly the former (to the point of sometimes lashing out in response to genuine compliments). she can forgive some initial empty flattery, especially if it’s an impersonal pickup situation — she’s not above briefly turning on charm to get laid herself. but if the one note positivity doesn’t crumble pretty quickly the moment she returns it with intentional abrasiveness, she’s too distrusting (and frankly, annoyed) to entertain the person as a prospect, even for a night.

💟 - Was there ever a time when they had fallen out of love? What was their reaction to it? How did they handle it?

a few times. jenna can be slow to realize she’s really fallen out of love with someone, both because of a general tendency to be out of touch with her emotions and because the comfortable, settled routine part of relationship is actually what she values most, so she doesn’t notice right away that the indescribable feeling of adoration for her partner has faded. on some occasions she’s only noticed as she’s already being broken up with. if she is the first to notice, she is going to bring it up in a frank and impersonal manner. this freak thinks “and by the way, i think you’re entitled to know i don’t think i feel what could be traditionally described as romantic love for you anymore” is a normal thing to say with zero emotional intonation and immediately followed with a reassurance that this doesn’t mean she necessarily wants to stop sharing a household, rent is very high in the bay area and they’re still highly compatible cohabitants, in her opinion.

🖤 - What's something that will instantly make them dismiss someone as a romantic partner

doing anything that strikes her as overly judgmental or uptight. the one thing jenna never wants in a relationship is for someone to go in with the mentality that she’s a project or something they can change. so any indication a potential partner will be anything less that open minded and ready to accept her is a red flag. people who show they look down on or judge others are instantly dismissed.

[bloodysinkk]

I found this this on a compilation video. I felt like it was necessary to post this because I relate so much with my mom in this. Whenever I bring something up about my trauma (or my step dad or something random that I’ll somehow remember that what happened before), she says “…well I’m sorry” or “I’m sorry ok??” or “I told you I was sorry”. Or she won’t even say that. She’ll just be like, “yeah. Ok.”

I want to punch her so much sometimes it’s not funny. But I also don’t. I also wanna cry and hate my self and feel guilty. Why? Because that’s the point. The the point of a narcissistic abuser’s response. It’s to make you feel like you did something wrong because you have human emotions. And I just figured out why I don’t have a lot of feelings sometimes now. It’s because of that same guilt and punishment and gaslighting, that I at points do not feel any emotion! Because it’s enforced at a young age (or not, but mainly) for survivors that if you are anything but happy, you’re WRONG. You don’t have a right to opinions, you don’t have a right to feelings, you do not get a say in anything in your daily life because you are constantly being controlled.

This whole time we have been moved out of my stepdad’s (former abuser as well) house, it’s been nothing but constant clinginess and lovebombing. I am so. sick. of it. Lovebombing is when a narcissist uses compliments and affection to get what they want and manipulate you. In my case (and in most), all she wanted was instant forgiveness. She wants to have a “perfect relationship” and be “closer” with me.

You could be a victim of a narc and not even know it. That’s another reason for posting this. (I was only gonna post a small caption but it turned into a rant,, I’m sorry). It’s actually happens really often and people don’t know because when you’ve been emotionally and mentally all of your life, it becomes so regular and common that you can’t tell what some people want from you. You just want to please them. You can’t have anyone be mad at you. You can actually become very clingy yourself because you starved from the affection you wasted on your abuser and you are drained. It’s.. it’s hard looking back to see how terrible of a partner I was because I got so freaking scared that every time my partner didn’t respond right away I had a panic attack. And it wasn’t like.. once or twice a week.. it was like 5-7 times in a span of 30 minutes.

It can be hard to forgive. Especially when you are manipulated or guilt tripped into it. You don’t have to. Always remember. They do not define you anymore and you deserve to let people know what is wrong. There are no rules. Your emotions should not be captivated by someone lesser than you at all. If they are doing that, they automatically ARE lesser than you. You don’t owe them anything. 🖤

[seospicybin]

UH-HUH LISTEN GIRL MA FIRST LOVE STORY MA ANGELS AND MA GIRLS,MA SUNSHINE LETS GOOOO FROM LOVEBOMB THIS SONG IS CALLED GEE💓💖💓💖💖💓💓💓🦋🦋🦋❤️‍🔥💕💘💞💝💖💗❤️❤️‍🔥🧡💛💚💚💙💜💓💗💖💓💗💖❤️‍🩹💕💞❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥❣️❣️💘💝💞💞❤️❤️‍🔥❤️💓💗🧡💘💛💝💝💜💖💜💗🔓💖💘💘❣️💗🔓💗🔒💗💘🧡💓💚💖💘🧡💘❤️💗💛💗💚💝💚💛💗🧡💗💗🧡💗💗💘💚💖💛💗💛💗❤️💗❤️💗🧡💗🧡💗💗🧡💗💛💓💛💗🧡💗🧡💖🧡💗🧡🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💓🧡💓🧡💗🧡🧡🧡💗🧡💗🧡💓🧡💓🧡💓🧡💗🧡🧡💖🧡💗💓🧡💗💗🧡🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡💗🧡🧡💗💗❤️‍🩹

Wow! Love really is exploding here!

Thank you for flooding my ask with so much love, I appreciate it so much. Doubling it and sending it back to you 🤍🖤🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🤍🖤🤍🤍🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🤍🤍🤍🤍🖤

*pauses to take a breath* 💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙🖤💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙💙🖤🖤💙🤍💙💙🤍💙🤍💙💙🤍🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙���🖤🖤💙🤍💙💙🖤🤍💙🖤💙🤍💙💙🤍🖤💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙🖤💙🖤💙🤍💙🖤💙🖤💙🤍💙🤍💙🖤💙🤍🤍💙🤍

*catches my breath* there you go! Pls don't get choked on it ❤️

[aery-c]

If i were to reflect back on my old self... (Vinnie) has never commited to sin intentionally.

It shows in her actions.

I rarely stayed at clubs, had photos taken from club photographers, never drank till i dropped, never taken recreational drugs, never smoked real tabacco or nicotine.

In reality im really very clean. Even when i wear out a hard shelled appearance to prevent myself from unwamted danger, its like spikes to my defense. But in truth i never lie and speak all truth no matter how painful it can be for anyone including me.

The most dirt ive gotten on me were from the ones who took my kindness for granted😭😭😭

I learnt it the hard way, even when its the only way for me, i regret being too vulnerable and getting ghouled down by alcohol when im at my worst😵

But he who broke me down and torn my heart into fibres and created these cause n effects.

The only reason i cheated openly as mentioned to ex was because he was toxic. He was the one who first showed me how love can be achieved yet he used me for all that he can manipulate with all the lovebombing, broken promises, non committal consent etc.

But all in all im still responsible and will live with all the trauma within. This is probably the last time im going to mention about my past... vinnie is dead. Shes gone forever, ill never forgive her for the things thats happened to her. But i will also forget all the bad things coz it stays buried as it should.

So peace out.

🖤❤️‍🩹💔

[souldart]

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[souldart]

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