#love you maureen 💕

[therealslimshakespeare]

Hello dearest!

In an ask, I believe you mentioned that Ida has long legs. It got me thinking: How tall are the men and women of 'Those Who Can'?

Love you 💕

Fun fun fun! Xoxo🌷🐚🌷

Yes, my envisioning being she and her equally lanky brother are dead ringers in each other’s clothing -a helpful thing in the stalag when an extra pair is always preferred. Just a familial trait, Eugene is probably out stateside there with noodle limbs too. Don’t underestimate how fucking wiry they are, tho.

So for Ida I would say at least a solid 5’9 in sock feet.

I’d put Maureen and Tallulah around 5’5 ish, pretty average, not petite but not considered quite tall.

And as for the guys I’d be winging it as much as their actors’ IMDB pages, lol. The main set appear to be a fairly tall bunch with Bucky being the towering tree of them all, but it’s interesting how various bone structures and proportions change the general height appearance of a man, ya know?

[filet-o-feelings]

Get to Know Your Fanfic Writer

Thanks for the tag @jesuisici33 @hippolotamus and @smblmn 💕

When did you post your first ever fanfic?

I'm not sure of the exact time but I'd say 2001-2002? I know for sure I was writing in my first year of college but I don't know if I started earlier than that. I do know it would have been a Good Charlotte fic, probably Benji/Billy, but I have no recollection of the actual fic. It was probably very angsty 😆

First character(s) you wrote for:

pretty sure the first pairing I wrote was Benji/Billy, but since that was RPF I don't know if it counts? The first fictional characters I wrote for were David and Patrick

Main character(s) you're currently writing for:

still David and Patrick

Character(s) you haven't written about before but plan on writing about soon:

umm I guess the most likely would be Alex/Henry, but honestly I think my hyperfixation on them burned fast and while I still adore them I don't know if I can hyperfixate enough to feel comfortable writing them. Maybe one day, if I get the right idea for them.

Fandom(s) you're currently writing for:

Schitt's Creek

Platonic pairing(s) you currently write for:

David & Stevie, Twyla & Patrick

Romantic pairing(s) you currently write for:

David/Patrick, a little bit of Stevie/Twyla

Your top 3 tags on AO3 (if you post your works on AO3):

POV David Rose, First kiss, Idiots in love

Snippet of the wip you're currently working on:

(working on is a stretch, and I've shared all the non-spoilery bits of the one I've most recently worked on and want to get back to next, but sure, here's something I've definitely already shared from the tumblr poll build-a-fic)

Much like David and Patrick, she had moved from town to town, never staying in one area long for fear of discovery. She had been here in Schitt’s Creek for about six months now, rolling into town at just the right time to get a job here at the motel working for Maureen, who took such an instant liking to Stevie she had left the motel to her in her will, a discovery Stevie was shocked to make when Maureen passed only a few weeks prior. “So now I’m trying to figure out how to run a roadside motel in the middle of nowhere when I had planned to skip town in a few months,” she finished her story with a huff, looking expectantly at David for his explanation. “Okay, but I think I need a drink or several before I get into this,” he said, exhausted from the emotions of the day and listening to Stevie’s story. Stevie grinned and produced a joint from her pocket. “How’s this instead? Found it under the bed in room two.”

Who hasn't done this yet? @treluna4 @statueinthestonetoo @demora00 @beaiola @mallpretzles ?

[zoetekohana]

Thoughts on Sex Education S4E2:

* Oh no, Otis, you're proving my point yet again about you and Maeve not being a good romantic fit... Don't be jealous already.

* Maureen has become her own person and I am here for it; supporting her son, being such a positive influence for him, taking self-defense classes. This deserves a:

* I love the idea of Adam working at a farm as he's so great with dogs, animals.

* Aimee is just too adorable. Definitely one of my fav characters on this show. Good for her for being honest with Isaac about her blunt tendencies and wanting to start fresh.

* Rubes being cunning... Very interesting.

* Still curious about her previous connection to O in elementary.

* Don't these kids have, you know, actual classes at this school? O is being a fulltime therapist apparently, others do so much yoga and fitness. I know it's a "student-led" campus, but still.

* Wait? A Jackson and Otis interaction? A civil one as well? I am intrigued...

* Otis may suck at relationships himself but he is really amazing at giving advice.

"Even though you enjoyed yourself, these things should never come as a surprise. I would encourage you guys to practice enthusiastic consent, which is looking for the presence of a happy yes, rather than the absence of an unhappy no."

💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

* Jackson is so handsome, I can't.

* "I have this habit of falling for people that can't commit, so." I FEEL YOU, JACKSON.

* Eric's eye game is always on point.

* I like Abbi's friendship with Eric, but I still don't fully trust her.

* I actually have tears in my eyes with Michael making an effort to be there for Adam.

* Maeve deserves better, seriously.

* No, no, no, don't give Jackson more stuff to be anxious over.

* Roman's accent is so awesome!

* Ruby was right, Otis. ;)

* I like Aisha so far.

* I need Otis and Jackson to interact more.

* Definitely love the writing classes involving Maeve.

* Two episodes of being in a not real relationship, and Maeve and Otis already broke up. I'm sorry to Motis shippers but I personally don't want them to be endgame.

* Oh no, O's campaign song was embarrassing.

* Can't wait to watch Ruby being Otis' campaign manager. She'll have a lot of work with that one.

[ahaura]

tigerlily + aster?? muah! 💕💕🌱

tigerlily— do you have any favorite quotes from any movies, tv shows, books, or poetry? (or from people in real life) [rubs my hands together] here are some but i am BEYOND happy to list more <3

I began to fall out of the sky. I fell a long way (Catherynne M. Valente, The Refrigerator Monologues)

The centre of every poem is this: I have loved you. I have had to deal with that. (Salma Deera, Letters from Medea)

There is no knife I want to open you with. Keep all your blood. (Raymond Antrobus)

let me stay tender-hearted, despite despite despite (Chen Chen)

You take my hand and / I’m suddenly in a bad movie, / it goes on and on. (Margaret Atwood, Power Politics)

the old arithmetic of love / got down by heart, / the hard way, / in a foreign tongue, too young (Jane Hirshfield, "Tonight the Incalcuable Stars"

love occurring / in the middle of the terrifying air. (James Baldwin)

Honorable mentions that live in my head rent-free:

Dinosaurs Smelled Magnolias by Dalton Day

Nightmare Kiss by Tony Barnstone

salt by Salma Deera

excerpt from Genesis by Valzhyna Mort

aster— do you have any 'fictional crushes' on any movie, tv show, or book characters? who and why? oh absolutely !!!! the list is long and varied so i'll try to keep it as brief as possible haha. fictional crushes include (but aren't limited to): jennifer honey (devito's matilda), meela nais (the mummy returns), d. hicks (aliens), maureen epps (ghost ship), and most recently sydney adamu and carmy berzatto (the bear fx)

[kaz3313]

So my (according to Tik Tok) scream hot takes. Unfortunately besides Tik Tok idk where the scream community is 😭 Under the read more and tagging @staghunters cause like over a month ago you said yes to hear them.

Spoilers for 6 but I’ll also tell you where those spoilers are. Spoilers for all the other movies to (unwarned)

I personally think the first one is the best Scream movie but i don’t give af if others are liked more

Scream 2 and 5 are over hated and calling Scream 3 “basically scary movie” is ridiculous

Mrs Loomis does have an understable motive and people not being able to understand she could’ve both loved her son and left him after she found out her husband was cheating don’t understand nuance.

Maureen Prescott is not the “real villain” and saying none of the movies wouldn’t have happened if she just “didn’t cheat” completely ignores how she was abused by Hollywood/Roman would still very much exist and would find a way to kill her/get his revenge. She is the ghost of the narrative and also has a lot of nuance to her.

Melissa Barrera was also over hated for her acting in Scream 5 and I think she did phenomenal. It really reminded me of how Sidney felt in the first movie when she was being attacked/gone after (Minus, of course, that Sam has hallucinations of her father)

(Kinda spoilers for Scream 6- justa. Nickname is used) The Core Four (Mindy, Chad, Sam, and Tara) are reflections of the OG 4 characters (Randy, Dewey, Sideny, Gale) but are not meant to be one on one just parallels. That’s why there can be similar arcs and characteristics while remaining there own characters.

None of the Ghostfaces are my “favs” and while I do like them as characters in general the victims or survivors are my favorites.

No actor should get hate for the character they play. None.

Gale and Sidney are both bad bitches and they do not need to be put against each other.

Fan creations are fine (and awesome) but genuinely Sam as Ghostface would ruin her arc of the last two movies. Even if Tara died

I believe in Lesbian Sidney Prescott rights (Mark and her are in a lavender marriage/or QPR with kids) 💕 But I also think she’s cute with Randy. (Something about theater nerd x film nerd along with ‘she could never love me’ and ‘if he literally asked but he never does’). Tatum/Sidney and Sidney/Gale are both top tier ships.

(Scream 6 spoilers) People saying Gale’s BF was unnecessary as well as “she didn’t actually love him because she didn’t react that sad to his death” are ignoring that she was in an extremely stressful situation AND ignores that her “moving on without actually moving on” is extremely on point with her character. (I have hcs about these two’s relationship but that’s another post)

Old fans don’t be mean to new fans. New fans don’t be mean to old fans. I’m a new fan who likes the OGs. New fans who like the new movies are valid. Old fans who like the new movies are valid. Please stop being mean to each other. Do recognize that the OG movie(s) *are* the ones that started it. Calling any of them outdated is ridiculous.

(Spoilers for 6) I think Dewey’s death is sadder then Anika’s. I do think that with the short amount of time we knew her, tho, she’s probably one of the saddest deaths for a character that just was in one movie/had little screen time.

Stu is not alive BUT hearing (some serious and others ridiculous) theories are very fun. Also playing with the concept is <33

Gale Haters 😶😶 Like yes she was “a bitch” in the first movie but she’s one of the best developed characters (besides Sidney and Dewey-) , she continuously is iconic (both in fights, dialogue, etc). This is not to say- cause I feel I have to say this- you must like her but especially for those who love Dewey but hate her for “using him” ignoring her development of feelings and how much she bonds with him just because in the VERY beginning she wanted to butter him up for more info is a weird grudge to continuously hold.

Dwight “Dewey” Riley can both be a very silly funny character but I feel the fact he most DEFINITELY suffers heavily from PTSD and depression and it’s put to the wayside by fans is disappointing(excluding my beloved on ao3 who give me the best Dewey/Gale fics that have such an amazing grasp on both of them— that’s besides the point). The fact in five that he left Gale in the city, was forced to retire from the only career he’s ever known, And lives on the outskirts of Westburro (the only home and town he loves) speaks volumes on how he was isolating himself. He’s disabled physically and has mental illness All while he was being a hero into the very end (though internally believed himself to be a coward) just shows what a TRAGIC character he is. Even in the second movie when Sidney calls him their (as in Randy and her) “surrogate Big Brother” hurts me beyond belief because with the death of his Sister he really started to go even further into the “protector” and “big brother” role. It’s really a shame that most scenes speaking on Tatum post her death were cut/deleted scenes.

Neve Campbell deserves her credit and it’s a damn damn shame they were not going to pay her what she’s worth. As sad as I am I don’t think Sidney as a character will be seen in the next movie.

(Scream 6 spoilers), Scream 5 And 6 have done a great job with parallels to 1 and 2 (the “love interest” betrayal to the revenge plot) and I think their continue to be a parallel from 3 to 7. My guess is that it will be oriented around family perhaps we’ll have Martha involved, maybe Mark (Sidney’s Husband), finally a revel of Tara and Sam’s Mom. With ofc a twist at the end (like Roman)

Saying “No new characters for the next scream movie” is like saying “don’t make another movie!” Since legit EVERY movie showcased new characters And if not for new characters it’d be boring/redundant.

I def have more thoughts but these are my thoughts for now 💕

[nataliescatorccio]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out

maureen i love you so much!!! it is you who is an absolute goddess both inside and out 💕

[suugrbunz]

Those web weaves are gorgeous! The pictures go so beautifully together and the colours are so easy to look at <3

So - I didn’t like the way I’d written their first meeting, so it’s deleted! But, in this excerpt, they’ve only just met around 1/2 hour prior. 

As I said, she’s mellowed by him & it shows even early on. A lot of my writing revolves around characters’ walls & hard edges slowly melting away. 

“‘m sorry faw the wet, Maureen. Let me know whe’ I should go, keep yaw stuff dry,” he drawls, sticking to his spot by the door as she clatters around in her home, seemingly unfazed by the water she herself is dripping.

“Don’ worry about it, just sink into one o’ the seats, I don’ care.. Wha’s you’ name again? I don’ recall exactly,” 

He moves back a little and leans against the wooden door. He waits for her to return to the room before speaking. 

“Lyam Benoit, ma’am,” he drawls as his eyes follow the thick puffs of pungent smoke that continually pour out of not only her throat, but seemingly her entire being. 

She giggles but it’s a harsh, croaky sound, her face scrunching up as her palms reach up to engulf his face in affection. He doesn’t seem to mind, just smiles down at her in admiration of her open touchiness, 

“I’ll go find somethin’ fo’ ya t’ wea’, Benoit,”

Maureen moves away, disappearing into the darkness of her narrow hallway, the vague sound of her palm slapping the button on the radio crawling through the shadows before music drifts through the smoke in the flat. “Darlin’” by The Beach Boys crackles through the shadows.

Very inspired by that ship, haha!

I gotta tell you, I’m really needing some time away from Tumblr and the internet. It’s eating away at me and my time. I really, really need to get offline more - for my health. Need to take a long break, not only from Tumblr but from fandom and from pop culture. 

Hope we can talk again someday in the future, though 💗

Thank you for all our talks, for all the help with creating Lyam, and for the moodboard 💕 I just really, really gotta get away and make my life simpler. 

Take care of yourself <3 I really hope life is good for you this year and things turn out well for you. You’re lovely! 

Goodbye! 

💝anon

Oh :(

There's so much to say... I think you're a very talented writer. Naturally talented. Even if you do not view yourself in such a manner. I hope you're okay. I teared up reading the final bit. I wasnt online because of Shabbat and I just... I really hope you're okay. You are valued on this earth, I hope you understand that. You have been a brightness in my life, though you haven't been apart of it for long. And now you're stepping away from it. You're so lovely and have inspired me to write multiple times. You really have had an impact on me in some ways because of that. I hope your health improves. I hope that your life comes together in the ways you wish for it to do so. I have many hopes for you. Now I'm crying like a small child. Um. Thank you for being in my life, may our paths cross again. <3

[chat-miaou]

Please don’t be sorry!! Thank you so much for answering my ask! I’m realizing I forgot to put a /LH at the end of my little crush admission LOL!! I wouldn’t ACTUALLY cry if you guessed 🤣

Why must I fall for the boys who face eldritch horrors. The world may never know 😅💓💕

But I’m curious!! I’ve never gotten into Nightvale, but we’ve known each other for a super long time and I’ve always been meaning to ask you about it!! What’s your fav thing about it? :D and if it’s ok to ask, who are some of the characters and what are they like? :O

(seriously you are all good !!!!)

Sometimes you just gotta love a guy who's going through a TIME with spooky stuff haha

As for Nightvale, it's one of those things that borders horror and comedy really well in my opinion? We were talking about TMA so I'll compare to that, but I think, objectively some of the things in both shows are equally scary but the way that Nightvale portrays it as normal or like it's no big deal makes it not feel spooky haha. Definitely not as gore-y as TMA though

I got really into nightvale back in like 2013 when it started and honestly what drew me in immediately was that first episode they're like: bam here's this weird town and also your protagonist is gay and we're not going to be quiet about it

My favorite characters are Cecil and Carlos (and they are THE otp of all time) and Dana and Maureen!

Cecil is just honestly a very interesting narrator and I love his little asides from his serious news voice to suddenly talking about cats or Carlos or his niece, and I love Carlos and how he just gradually adjusts to Nightvale and the weirdness in it and that.

I'll admit it's been a while since I listened to it regularly (mostly because Cecil's voice is calming and it makes me sleepy ahaha) but I've been gradually relistening

As the show goes on they start adding characters who appear not just in mentions but with voice actors as well and I love that and how you see the change in character's relationships overtime.

It's very kind of surreal?? Bizarre??? Weird??? And I love that!!!

It's also nice because the episodes are like 30 minutes long and you don't necessarily have to listen in order between arcs (though some things are mentioned and it helps to have a bit of context) and its just 2 episodes a month so it's not as intimidating as something to catch up on

Maybe that answers your question lol or maybe not, I've been up since 4:30 for work so I'm a bit of a disaster lol

[gretagerwigsmuse]

my thoughts on this chapter can best be described by this amy march gif, but i also have many thoughts below 💕

You sat back in your driver's seat and flipped down your visor mirror. You checked your reflection and messed with your hair before applying a fresh coat of lip gloss before flipping the visor up. - stfu she’s so freakin cute!!! god i know what’s gonna happen and it’s only making my heart break more

He told you that the silver of the bracelet represented the color of your squadron, and the gold was for his, so even if you weren't together, you'd always have a small part him with you. - i love that this is the bracelet i want and it’s the one they have!?! i love the explanation you gave for the one gold link too, it’s so sweet and special. i want him to clock that she’s wearing it

"You look amazing. Your hair has gotten so long! Is it possible that you've gotten more beautiful since the last time I saw you?" Nat says. - awwww nat is so sweet!! and i like that she’s able to get some time with the daggers and be excited and happy before it all comes crashing down

You don't have to look up to know exactly who it is. - oh stop!

"Bradley!" You breathe out softly, cutting him off. You look up at him, with a wide smile and eyes bright. // Your smile drops as you take a step back from him. - AMY MARCH CODED

“I'm Bradley's old wingman. We flew together about five years ago.” - oh it’s true but it’s also not the whole story

“…I think B has talked about you some. You went through the Top Gun program with him, right?" Kat asks you with genuine interest. - oh kat! she is genuinely sweet and kind and i like that you included “with genuine interest” because i feel like it’s so important because normally the other women are seen as so mean and petty, but you have to see why the mc is with them? like bradley is sweet and kind? he would have to see something similar in kat? which makes it even more heartbreaking for birdie

It hurt seeing him with someone else. It hurt how his face didn't light up with excitement upon seeing you like it once had. - oh sweet girl!!! 🥺🥺 and she was so soooo excited to see him

You flip the latch and open it, running your fingers over three hundred or so letters that live there. - THREE HUNDRED!?! OH I CANT WAIT TO DIVE INTO SOME OF THOSE

In your fit of sadness, you don't realize that you miss and the box lands haphazardly to the side of the metal bin. - 😀😀😀 yes

"Dad, I think I should come home. I think it was a mistake coming back here." You say tearfully. - i absolutely love that she calls her dad and maureen! this was such a sweet scene, but the heartbreak in her voice in the beginning hurts so much 🥺

He thought that you would have moved on, but that look on your face tonight tells him that you didn't. - idk if i’m saying this right or if it makes sense, but because he knows that she hasn’t moved on, there’s no mystery on that point and it hurts so much more because he does know?

You were the last person Bradley had lived with. Hell, he still had a drawer of your things at his place that he couldn't get rid of. He felt like letting Kat move in would erase the last traces of you. - oh god 🥺 b you are not over her!!!

And Kat, poor sweet Kat, had been so nice to you. - charlotte la bouff!! sweet girl! you don’t deserve that either

Bradley wonders if he should open them and read them, but it's so late, and you probably hate him and didn't mean for him to see these now seeing as you tried to throw them away. - idk if i would’ve opened them either if i was bradley. at least not right away?

And this is my K-9 Captain Ziva Monroe. Call Sign: Zee. - CAPTAIN ZIVA!!! she’s the sweetest girl! i’m so happy birdie has her! it’s so cute she gets saluted too

daylight

Series Warnings: Mature Content 18+. Language, drinking, and allusions to smut. Eventuallyfull smut. Military inaccuracies. Minors DNI. Banner Credit @thedroneranger

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Chapter 2: Love as Cruel as the Cities I Lived In

You took a deep breath as you pulled into the sandy Hard Deck parking lot. The bright reddish orange of the neon sign was like a becon calling you home. You pulled into a space and scanned the lot, looking for a familiar shade of blue.

You didn't see it, but it was still early. You hoped he'd come later. You sat back in your driver's seat and flipped down your visor mirror. You checked your reflection and messed with your hair before applying a fresh coat of lip gloss before flipping the visor up.

Your fingers gripped the steering wheel in an effort to calm your nerves. You didn't think you should be nervous. It was Bradley for crying out loud, but five years, especially with no contact, is so long, and so much can change.

The setting sun caught the shiny metal of the linked bracelet that sat on your wrist. You twisted it around a few times until the one gold link amongst all the silver ones rested at the top. You smiled when you thought about the day Bradley gave it to you. It was your first anniversary as a couple. You loved it, and you especially loved it when he told you the reason he bought it.

He said that you two would always be connected to each other, even if you were deployed at different parts of the world. He told you that the silver of the bracelet represented the color of your squadron, and the gold was for his, so even if you weren't together, you'd always have a small part him with you.

You thought it was the sweetest thing ever, but what made it even sweeter was when he showed you the matching chain he has bought himself. "So we are always together." He whispered before kissing you.

The memory made you happy and helped you hold out hope that Bradley would welcome you back with open arms.

You took another deep breath and opened your car door, and stepped out. Before going in, you reached into your left pocket and ran your fingers over the metal disk that lived there.

It was the first challenge coin Bradley had ever earned from his squadron. The two of you would flip it to make date night decisions throughout your relationship. It was like your good luck charm. You always had it in the left pocket of your flight suit when you were up in the air—well— almost always.

You ran your fingers over the ridges of the metal one last time before putting your keys in your purse and walking in. You had just walked in the door when you heard a familiar voice call your name. "Birdie? Is that you? Oh my god, it is! Come here!" Phoenix practically squealed with delight as she pulled you in for a bone crushing hug. You winced in her grasp but didn't pull away.

"Oh my gosh girl, let me look at you." Natasha said as she held you at arms length and gave you a once over. "You look amazing. Your hair has gotten so long! Is it possible that you've gotten more beautiful since the last time I saw you?" Nat says. You chuckle and shake your head as she drags leads you by the elbow to more of the waiting Daggers.

"Look who I found, everyone!" She cheers as Hangman, Bob, Payback, Fanboy, and Coyote all greet you. Coyote instantly puts a beer in your hand, and for the next thirty minutes, you tell them what you can about your last deployment.

After a while, you break from the group to go get another drink. You aren't paying attention, and you run into someone else.

You close your eyes and try to reorient yourself as a pair of strong hands steady you. You don't have to look up to know exactly who it is. You would recognize those warm, calloused fingertips anywhere

"Sorry I—"

"Bradley!" You breathe out softly, cutting him off. You look up at him, with a wide smile and eyes bright. He's just as handsome as he was the day you left him.

You hold your breath as you wait for him to respond with the same excitement you have.

"Birdie?" He hesitates as he looks down at you. Your face starts to drop. "You're—you're back." Bradley stutters out with far less enthusiasm that you thought he would have. Your smile drops as you take a step back from him.

"Yeah. I'm back, Bradley. I'm so happy to see you. Aren't you happy to see me?" You ask him hopefully, rocking back on your heels.

"Birdie, I—"

"There you are, honey!" A woman exclaims as she slips herself under Bradley's arm before he can finish.

"Oh, hey." Bradley says as he pulls her to him, still shocked at your appearance.

"Oh, I'm sorry." The perky brunette with a sweet face and a soft smile says as you catch her eye. "I didn't realize Bradley was talking to you. Who's your friend babe?" She asks Bradley.

His eyes dart between the two of you. "Kat, this is Y/N, my uh—" He hesitates.

You swallow thickly. Your tongue feels like sandpaper in your mouth before you speak. "I'm Y/N Monroe, but most people call me Birdie. I'm Bradley's old wingman. We flew together about five years ago. I just got back from a deployment and came to catch up with some old friends." You say to her.

"Oh, wow! That's amazing. I think B has talked about you some. You went through the Top Gun program with him, right?" Kat asks you with genuine interest.

"Yeah." You reply flatly. Bradley clears his throat. "Yeah. So, Birdie, this is Kat, my girlfriend." Bradley breathes out, you can see the sweat on his brow.

"Finaceé, actually." Kat corrects him as she sticks out her and and you see the shiny diamond ring on it. You don't want to, but you shake it. "It's so new, Bradley just proposed last week." She beams.

"That's great. Congrats." You choke out, scanning the room, looking for a way out of this conversation.

"Well, it was nice to meet you, Kat. I haven't had a chance to say hello to Penny and Jimmy, so I'm going to try and do that. I'll see you around, Rooster." You say as you try to walk away.

"Birdie, wait!" Bradley tries to get your attention, but it's too late. You've already slipped through his fingers and disappeared into the crowd.

Your heart was pounding, and your breath was shallow as you sped to your car, racing the tears that threatened to fall. You fumbled with your keys before unlocking your door and slamming it closed.

The moment you were in the safety of your vehicle, you let go, and the tears cascaded down your face as you pounded your hands on the steering wheel. It was your own fault, really, thinking that Bradley would wait on you this long without so much as a phone call to him. You hadn't even told him goodbye all those years ago, but it still hurt.

It hurt seeing him with someone else. It hurt how his face didn't light up with excitement upon seeing you like it once had.

You try to calm yourself down, forcing in some deep breaths, knowing that if you get yourself too worked up, you'll have a panicked attack and make yourself sick.

You run your hands over your face, wiping the mascara colored tears from your face. You swallow and force air into your lungs before jamming your keys into the ignition. You're just about to drive away when you catch sight of your letter box in the passenger's seat.

The knife in your chest plunges a little bit deeper as your as you pull it into your lap. You're silent for a moment as you try to decide what to do with it. You flip the latch and open it, running your fingers over three hundred or so letters that live there. The longer you stare at it, the more the anger builds inside you.

You slam the lid closed and scream. It's loud and agonizing and comes from deep within you as you slap your palms against the painted wood.

You're angry at Bradley, you're angry at the Navy, you're angry at the world, you're angry at yourself for believing you could pick up where you left off.

You sit there and scream and cry until your voice is hoarse. Then, you get out of your car, and in a haze of tears, you storm over to the dumpster behind the Hard Deck and chuck the box into it. Or at least you think you do.

In your fit of sadness, you don't realize that you miss and the box lands haphazardly to the side of the metal bin.

You get back in your car and drive straight home. Once you get inside, you kick off your shoes and flop onto the bed, not bothering to change clothes or take off your makeup. You bury your face in your pillow, ready to wallow in your pool of pity alone until Ziva, your golden lab service dog, curls up beside you in the bed. You wrap your arm around her as you try to calm down.

You sit up and grab your phone. You know it's late on the East Coast, but you need to call your dad. You tap the screen and pull up his contact information. It rings three times before you hear the sleepy and startled voice of your father on the line.

"Y/N, honey, why are you calling so late? Is everything okay?" Your father asks. "Dad." You choke out. "Honey, what's wrong?" Your father asks. You can't see him, but you hear the sound of him shifting to sir up in bed.

"Dad, I think I should come home. I think it was a mistake coming back here." You say tearfully. "Why honey? What's going on? What happened?" He asks you. "Its—I" you don't know what to say, so you blurt it out. "Bradley's engaged!"

"Oh." Your father says softly through the phone. "I know, it's stupid. Thinking that he would wait for me after everything, but I just thought—I don't know what I thought. I just know my heart is broken, and it really isn't his fault. It's mine. I did this to myself." You cry into your phone as Ziva puts her head in your lap.

"Trying to come back to San Diego was a mistake. I think I'm just going to come home and maybe stay with you and Maureen for a while." At the sound of her name, you can hear your stepmother wrestle the phone from your father. "Give me that, Phil." You hear her scold him.

"Y/N Alison Monroe!" Maureen says. "You are most certainly not coming back here. I mean, you're welcome anytime, sweetie, but that's not what I mean. Teaching at Top Gun, inspiring more female aviators, it's been your dream for years! I know that you still love Bradley, and even though I wasn't fortunate enough to know your mother, you and I both know that she wouldn't want you to give up your dream over a boy." Maureen tells you.

"I know, Maur, but Top Gun was a dream of mine before my last deployment. Before—" You trail off and shutter at the memory. "It's just not the same anymore. I mean, how much of a difference can I make if I can't even get in a plane?" You sigh.

"More than you think." Your stepmother says. "Now, I know it's hard, but you can't give up. And if you need me to, I can hop on a flight in the morning, and we can have wine and ice cream by tomorrow evening. I can use your father's points!" She chirps. You can't help but laugh.

"No, it's fine, Maur. Thank you for the pep talk. You're right. I'm sorry I called so late, I just needed to talk to you and dad. "Anytime, darling. Now, go wash your face, drink some water, and get some rest." She tells you. You want to ask her how she knows you still had your makeup on, but you think better of it.

"Okay. Goodnight, you two." You say to them before hanging up.

You do what Maureen tells you and change into some pj's before curling up with Ziva.

...............

That night at the Hard Deck, Bradley can't stop thinking about you. The look on your face when he didn't match your energy, when Kat introduced herself as he fiancée to you, is burned into his mind. You look so sad, so disappointed, so—betrayed.

He knows that you have no right to be angry with, really, the two of you broke up because you were going away on a risky deployment. It was neither of your faults. He thought that you would have moved on, but that look on your face tonight tells him that you didn't.

Honestly, he never thought he would either. But then he met Kat at the grocery store when she asked him to reach something on an upper shelf. She was pretty with soft brown hair and hazel eyes. She was sweet and laughed at his jokes. She was an art teacher at a high school.

She was pretty and smart and kind and didn't have a job that could take her halfway around the world at a moments notice. She was constant, steady. Maybe that's why Bradley had asked her out eight months ago. Maybe that's why he proposed to her last week. Because Kat was the kind of girl, he should be able to see himself marrying and settling down with. But she wasn't you. And maybe that's why even after after eight months of dating and an engagement ring later, they still didn't live together.

You were the last person Bradley had lived with. Hell, he still had a drawer of your things at his place that he couldn't get rid of. He felt like letting Kat move in would erase the last traces of you. But he knew it was coming.

He told himself every day that Kat was great. She'd make a good wife and a good mother someday. He told himself that he loved her.

Only, he didn't really think he was in love with her.

Not the way he was in love with you.

He tried to shake the thoughts from his head and have fun with everyone, but it was different. Just after you'd left the group, Natasha realized that none of them told you about Bradley and Kat. The Daggers stood idly by as they watched the heartbreaking scene unfold before them.

And Kat, poor sweet Kat, had been so nice to you. It's not her fault Bradley never told her the whole truth about you. The weight of the situation hung thick in the air between all of them.

It's no one's fault, really. Not yours, not Bradley's, and not Kat's. It's just a series of unfortunate events. A cruel Shakespearean tragedy of sorts.

..............

Much later that evening, after everyone had left, Maverick was helping Penny close up shop and went to take the trash out. After tossing the bag, he looked down and noticed something. He bent over and picked up a painted wooden box with Bradley's name on it.

He was puzzled by it, so he opened the lid. Inside was a photo of you and Bradley taped to the top. Maverick sighed. He knew it wasn't his place to meddle, but he grabbed the box and took it inside.

Much later, he drove to Bradley's house to give it to him.

"I found this outside the Hard Deck near the dumpster. I'm pretty sure it's something Birdie was going to give to you tonight. It's a bunch of letters it looks like. I didn't read them because that's none of my business. You don't have to do anything with it, but I just thought you should have it." Maverick tells him before handing the box over and walking away.

Bradley takes it up to his bedroom and sits it on his bed. The wood is decorated with flowers and shells and seagulls and different trinkets.

Just like Mav said, it's full of letters, hundreds of them, all addressed to him. Bradley wonders if he should open them and read them, but it's so late, and you probably hate him and didn't mean for him to see these now seeing as you tried to throw them away. So, he tucks the box away in the back corner of his closet, turns off the light, and goes to bed.

...............

The weekend passes quickly for you. As much as you don't want Monday to come. It does. Bright and early, you're showering and putting on your uniform and Ziva's harness. You double-check in your mirror that your pins are straight, your hair is neat, and that your brace that you now have to wear isn't visible through your uniform.

Uncle Beau offers to drive you to base, but you turn him down. You need the twenty minutes of silence to mentally prepare yourself. Ziva is by your side as you walk down the long hallway. You know she can sense your nerves.

You briefly catch the last of your uncle's speech to the Daggers about how you're going to be the new Junior Air Boss, training under him to one day take over his position and about how you'll also be instructing alongside them. Everyone seems excited to have you back. Well, almost everyone.

You can feel his eyes on you as you and Ziva walk to the front of the room. You take your place at the podium, and she heels at your feet, just to your left, ready if you need her, like she's been trained to do.

"Good morning." You greet the room. Rumbles of a greeting come back to you.

"For those of you who are new around here, my name is Commander Y/N Monroe. Call Sign: Birdie. And this is my K-9 Captain Ziva Monroe. Call Sign: Zee. We are excited to be working with all of you." You say as strongly as you can.

After introductions, Maverick addresses the group and dismisses everyone. Your uncle takes you down the hallway and shows you your office and tells you to spend the day getting settled in. You spend most of the morning unpacking the few boxes of personal things you have to make the office less drab. Then you sit to do some paperwork for as long as you can stand it before you flip the hinges on your desk to move it into a standing position.

You're typing away when you knock the file you're working on to the floor. You reach down to pick it up but are stopped by the pain that shoots through you.

You whistle for Ziva, who has been quietly lying in her bed under your window. She perks up and waits for your command. You give it to her, and she carefully walks over to the file and picks it up with her mouth before bringing it to you.

"Good girl, Zee." You praise her and give her a treat before she walks back to her bed, waiting to assist you again.

It's times like these that you're thankful for her. Even though you were hesitant to get her at first, but, you and Ziva have made a pretty great team so far.

You finish up your paperwork early, and you and Ziva decide to sneak out to the flight deck to watch some training. You make sure both of you are wearing your ear protection.

After watching for a while, the Daggers land and make their way towards both of you and saulte. You laugh at it, but hey, it's protocol.

All of you make your way inside chatting before they go to the locker room to shower and change. You go to your office and pack up.

It's later, by the time you get done and you and Ziva are walking back down the long hall. Only, you don't see that the floor in front of you is wet. You slip, and it sends you sprawling face first into the ground.

"Hey, are you okay?" You hear someone call down the hall, great, just what you needed. You struggle to get up, but it's useless.

"Oh, shit, let me help you, Birdie." Bradley says as he runs up to grab your arms and hoist you to your feet.

"Don't touch me! I can do it myself!" You snap at him and push his arms away. You try again to right yourself, but it hurts. You whistle for Ziva, and she begins the well practiced routine of helping you sit up, slide to the wall, and then supporting you as you make it to your feet.

"I didn't know Ziva was a service dog for you. I could have helped you, you know." Bradley says.

"I didn't need your help, Rooster. Have a good afternoon. And if you breathe a word of this to anyone, I'll kill you." You grit out before limping down the hall and leaving Bradley with more questions than before.

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[thefanficmonster]

hello love, can i request headcanons for if dewey was dating sidney’s older sister who’s his age and is also his childhood best friend?

Hi darling! Of course, I love your idea so much! I hope you enjoy the headcanons 💕 (I apologize for how long it is, I got too involved in this timeline 😌)

Pairing: Dewey Riley x Reader (Female)

Warnings: Swearing, MINOR SPOILERS for the first Scream (nothing major, just the relationship between the characters), AU (in this timeline Maureen’s alive and the there are no killings - If Anon would like for me to change that I will 😊)

Genre: FLUFF, Romance, Humor

- You and Dewey have known each other for as long as you can remember

- Your mothers were friends in high school therefore you were automatically best friends before you were even born

- Little did the two women know you two would become a lot more than just that

- Dewey was the shy, quite kid while you were the troublemaker, always dragging him into your shenanigans as well

- You were, however, forced into seriousness when two new babies entered the equation, your younger sisters

- Being Sidney’s older sister led to you becoming more responsible, doing well in school and becoming the best babysitter your parents could ever ask for, all at the age of just eight years old

- Dewey was in the same boat with you

- Tatum was born soon after Sidney and he too had to strut his stuff and put on his big-brother pants, swearing to always watch out for his sister and always have her back

- You two frequently had to babysit the little girls due to how busy your parents were so that meant the four of you would gather at one of your houses and watch cartoons, play with the toddlers’ toys, draw and paint etc.

- The difficult part was feeding them and putting them to sleep but it was a war you and Dewey won every time

- It was when you two entered high school that you were finally coming to terms with the feelings that were probably sparked up back in seventh grade but you two just didn’t notice 

- How could you have noticed in between all the running around and keeping two four-year-olds safe 

- When you went off to college, that’s when the other shoe dropped and it was unbearable for you both

- He’d see you date guys and immediately do his best to distance himself, ignorant to the fact that you were doing it in an attempt to get him out of your head and hopefully fall for someone else

- On one of your trips back home you spilled the beans to Sid who, oddly enough, already knew

- “Sis, I’ll admit, I thought you were brighter than this.” The at the time twelve year old girl said, making you roll your eyes, “I mean seriously, everyone knew before you and Dewey realized it.”

- Your eyebrows furrowed, “Wait, what do you mean me and Dewey?”

- That’s when Sid knew she fucked up

- With that slip she threw herself and Tatum into some hot water 

- You were definitely not supposed to know that Dewey opened up to his younger sister about his feelings much like you did, but Tate had gone straight to Sidney to drop the 411 to her best friend

- It’s safe to say Neil and Maureen were quite concerned to see their oldest chasing their youngest around the house with a toy sword

- “Sid, you’re so fucking dead!”

- “Y/N, language!” Your mom had shouted, but all your dad could do was laugh

- “The language is what you’re worried about? Not the murderous tendencies?” He asked, earning him a smack to the shoulder from his wife

- As pissed off as you were at both Sidney and Tatum in that moment - and you were seeing red, that’s how pissed off we’re talking here - you certainly had more confidence about your feelings when you returned to college after your break was over

- You broke things off with the deadbeat boyfriend you had at the time and, obviously, the first person you told was Dewey

- “You seemed head over heels for the guy, what happened?” He asked you as you were chilling in your dorm, your roommate out with her boyfriend for the night

- “Did I really? I’m a great actress then, aren’t I?” You chuckled, blushing furiously but you luckily had your back turned to Dewey as you said that so he didn’t initially see it

- “What’s that supposed to mean? You weren’t into him?” You hummed negatively, “Why’s that?”

- You continued unpacking your stuff, “Cause I’m into someone else. Have been for a while now.” You said, mocking his terminology.

- The man’s heart was shattered once again, “Do I know them?” He asked and and you gave him an affirmative hum, “Why didn’t you say anything? I would’ve helped you out.”

- “You can’t help me, Dewey.“ You chuckled almost bitterly

- “Why would you think that?” He sounded genuinely hurt which made you quite mad cause he had no idea how hurt you’ve been all this time by his ignorance, but then again, you were hurting him with yours too

- This time you whirl around to face him and find him standing in the middle of your bedroom whereas he was previously leaning against the doorframe

- “Because you’re so fucking oblivious, Dwight!” You complained, tears pooling in your eyes much to your dismay

- A moment of silence fell in the room, leaving you to regret all you just said and make an attempt at circling around him to leave the room and the dorm

- And the campus and the city, you just wanted to run away from everything

- But that’s when he grabbed your arm and prevented you from making even a step further 

- The man had decided to be brave finally after all this time

- That’s why, before you knew it, his lips were on yours

- He took a risk that made his whole body freeze up and it’s only after you reciprocated the kiss - which didn’t take you long to do - that he finally relaxed

- HIs free hand came up to cup your cheek while the other loosened its hold on your arm but still had a grip on you as if he was afraid you could take off running any moment

- That never happened though, and you confirmed that it won’t happen by interlocking your hands around his neck, bringing you both closer which seemed practically impossible at that point

- Eventually the lack of oxygen caught up to you and forced you to pull away, leaning your foreheads against one another

- “I’m not as oblivious as you think, Prescott.” You chuckled at his words

- “Shut up, Riley.” You didn’t leave it up to him whether he’d shut up or not, you made sure he did by pressing your lips against his 

- You both were happy, no doubt about it, but no happiness can compare to the one your relationship announcement was met with by your sisters

- When I say they were jumping for joy and squealing your eardrums out, I mean it

- After graduation you two returned to Woodsboro and were soon employed in the police department

- Yes, both of you (Think Brooklyn Nine-Nine type shenanigans)

- And that’s when your sisters started dating their first boyfriends and you know what that means....

- You and Dewey got decked out in your uniforms and went to town on the two hooligans

- “If you hurt Tatum”

- “If you hurt Sidney”

- “They’ll never find your body”

- “They’ll be scooping your brains off the floor”

- “Understood?”

- “Got it?”

- “Yes, sir!” Stu was practically in tears by the time Dewey was done with his ‘vaguely’ threatening but mostly warning speech

- “Yes, ma’am!” Billy took it better, nodding in understanding you had a feeling was genuine despite your initial distaste for the kid, he didn’t seem all that bad

- They obviously ratted you out to their girlfriends who both gave you shit about scaring the crap out of their boyfriends, but you knew they secretly appreciated it

- If only you knew that those very boys you scared so badly would be a part of the crowd to witness one of the most important moments of your life...

- Your sister and Tatum were at Tatum’s boyfriend’s house for a party one night and you had just gotten home from work, perfectly on time to lay the ground rules

- “No drinking, no drugs, no funny business with Loomis. Got it?”

- “Jeez, Y/N, it wouldn’t hurt to leave your cop attitude at the door when you get home.” She teased but still confirmed that she’d follow the rules, kissed your cheek and was out the door

- An hour or so later, you get a call from Dewey who was still on duty at this time 

- “Can I get assistance at Stu Macher’s house? I think someone brought some illegal substances into the party.” He asked you and you were up and out the door within seconds, not bothering to change out of your pajamas and just threw a jacket over top of them instead

- You’re not a reckless driver, but when your sister’s in the question, you’re prepared to grow a pair of wings and fly to where she is

- Unfortunately that’s not an option so you just sped the life out of your car all the way to Stu’s house, barging in without knocking

- “Sid?! Dewey?!” You called out, looking around the foyer and the living room before peeking in the kitchen where Dewey had the five teenagers lined up as if to question them

- “Oh hey sis!” Sidney sees you first due to Dewey having his back turned to the door but he whirled around the second your sister addressed you

- “Nice PJs, Y/N.” Billy teased from his spot in the line-up next to Sidney

- “Zip it, Loomis.” You narrowed your eyes at him before turning to Dewey, “Who’s the druggie?”

- “It’s not me, I swear to God, it’s not me!” Randy pleaded just to get an elbow to the ribs, curtesy of Tatum

- Poor guy clearly had no clue what scheme he had fallen into

- “None of them, partner. They’re all clean.” He motioned to the counter where random belonging such as jewelry and wallets were on display, “They handed me all they had on them.”

- You only see the small velvet box when Dewey reaches for it, that’s also the very second your heart attempts to do a somersault straight out of your chest but luckily your ribs prevent it from escaping

- “But um...I needed an excuse to get you here, without scaring you too much, of course...it’s not a question you can answer over the phone after all...”

- He got down on one knee before you, opening the box to reveal the beautiful engagement ring it contained

- “Now that you’re here, might as well make your trip worth it....so, will you Y/N M/N Prescott, do me the honor of making me the happiest man on the planet and agree to spending the rest of your life with me, as miserable as that may sound?” You barely registered the snicker from your sister and her friends as he continued, “Y/N, will you marry me?”

- “And you do not have the right to remain silent right now.” Stu tells you, cracking up his peers and Dewey as well

- “Why would I?” You asked lookin from him to the man in front of you, “I already have my answer....” You gulped back the tears of joy before speaking up again, “Of course I’ll marry you, you dummy. Is that even a question?!”

- The cheering that echoed throughout the house would’ve never been thought to come from only five teenagers and not an entire mob of them

- But you barely noticed it as you embraced and kissed your fiancée, the sparkle of the ring now dawning your finger

- You first exchanged hugs with Sidney and Tatum who, unlike you, were in tears

- “I owe you big time.” You whispered in their ear as you embraced them

- Little did you know, Dewey said the same thing

- Rightfully so, without their interference you would still be at square one

- And man, did you hate that square

[ughmerlin]

💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕

hi maureen 💕 i am admittedly very bad at self love when it comes to my gifsets (something something being your own worst critic), so this is just the question for me!! let's see:

merlin&arthur + bigger than the whole sky: i do really love this one, partly because i was making it for a dear friend of mine, partly because of how it turned out. i knew i wanted to go for something melancholic and capture some of the more quiet, everyday kind of moments between those two, as i believe those are the kind of memories that remain after the other one is gone. i also had a stroke of genius when i thought of using that red string scene in one of the gifs (as in the red string of fate). i'm rambling a bit, but it all makes so much sense in my head, i promise.

morgana's "witch in the woods" aesthetic aka the set i would plaster onto my body if i could, simply becuase i too dream of running away and living in a hovel deep in the woods and "bog witch" is my perfect aesthetic.

bbc merlin + zodiac signs: i had a bit of a hard time with this one. deciding on the best sign for each character took ages, and then i spent a lot of time figuring out how to layout each gif—i knew i wanted to use the constellations and the sign name and the traits for each sign, so it took a bit of fiddling, but i really love the final effect. do i judge people by their zodiac signs tho? no (i said, you know, like a liar).

[yennefxr]

ah maureen ilysm!! 🥰🥰 total angel (debatable)

you are the sweetest most kindest person and you deserve the world and more!!

tysm for reaching out to me in the very beginning and for bringing us all together, our cursed late night thirsting would have never happened without you 💕

you’re stuck with us now but there are no other people i would rather be stuck in witcher hell with 💖

and ty for being the most supportive and lovely friend, always there to offer me advice and listen to my ramblings and even letting me have your husband 😩

here’s to a very cursed 2021 with you 🤡🥚🦶

so this has been one hell of a year! allow me to get a little introspective for a second. this time last year i was at a psychiatric hospital and I wasn’t doing very well. it had been a tough year. I still struggled a lot this year, especially in the first half. because a lot changed when i started watching a little show called the witcher in july. through this show i got to meet so many wonderful people who made my life so much better and nicer and funnier.

Keep reading

[malkaleh]

#1 (which artist(s) would you like to make a soundtrack) for your Tudors OT3 cinematic universe?

Karliene Reynolds hands down would be my absolute number one choice - I love all her music (especially her Elizabeth I album and her Anne Bonny album) and she very very much knows her stuff re the history. Also tbh Taylor Swift. I also very much want Maureen Nehedar (she’s a Persian Jewish singer songwriter) for Golden World and then also definitely some Turkish musicians.

But Karliene Reynolds is The Dream. 💕

[im-some-lionheart]

heyy i've literally been on your blog for like 4 seconds BUT i saw some ships that i love, so - do you want to do a list of your OTPs from every fandom? partly because it could be fun for you, partly because i need more serotonin which i only get from finding new ships haha

omg absolutely! First of all, thank you for asking 💕

I just started writing and this ended up being super long *hides in shame* I hope you enjoy it ✨

I love so many shows and ships, so I'll list them all below but if you ask what my absolute favorites are, I'll just add "!!!" to the fronts of the specific ships that make my brain melt, bc of how fucking much I love them.

The number of ! indicates the amount of brain damage that ship has given me, which is directly proportional to how many hours I could go on and on about them as characters and them as a couple and how perfect they are for each other.

Alright let's do this.

I'll start with the classics, and then move on to lesser known ones:

!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Queer as Folk US - Britin (Brian x Justin)

!!!!!!! Harry Potter - Wolfstar (Sirius x Remus)

! Harry Potter (ot3) - Wolfstarbucks (Sirius x Remus x James)

Harry Potter - Jily (James x Lily)

Harry Potter - Drarry (Draco x Harry)

Harry Potter - Scorbus (Scorpius x Albus Severus)

look- I know jkr is problematic, which is why I don't give her money anymore. But fanfic is free and I grew up with these characters, I will not let go of them. I have SO MANY thoughts about wolfstar and the Marauders jfc I could go on for hours.

!!! BBC Sherlock - Johnlock (John x Sherlock)

And any adaptation of Sherlock Holmes tbh, the Guy Ritchie movies are also *chef's kiss*

!!!!!!!! Supernatural - Destiel (Dean x Castiel)

fair warning here: Destiel is my otp and I believe in endgame Destiel but as I've said before, Dean is my emotional support character, which means I ship him with basically anyone who is strong enough to lift him up against a wall 🤗 which includes but not limited to:

Supernatural - Denny (Dean x Benny)

Supernatural - Drowley (Dean x Crowley)

Supernatural - Dean x Lee

Supernatural - Dean x Lissa

Also, if you've never watched spn... Idk what to tell you, you're in for a wild ride. Because that show is BRILLIANT but ALSO and (I cannot express this enough) at the same time it is a trashcan on fire. If you've watched it, you know exactly what I mean.

Alright, let's move on:

!!!!! Shameless US - Gallavich (Ian x Mickey)

!!! Teen Wolf - Sterek (Stiles x Derek)

Teen Wolf - Scallison (Scott x Allison)

Teen Wolf - Allydia (Allison x Lydia)

Brooklyn 99 - Peraltiago (Amy x Jake)

Brooklyn 99 - Holt x Kevin

Brooklyn 99 - Rosa x Pimento

Welcome to Night Vale - Cecilos (Cecil x Carlos

Welcome to Night Vale - Michelle x Maureen

WTNV is a podcast, not visual media but if you haven't listened to it, do yourself a favor and do it now!!

Sense8 (ot3) - Hernando x Lito x Danny

Sense8 - Raj x Kala

Sense8 - Amanita x Nomi

Sense8 (ot3) - Raj x Kala x Wolfgang

Glee - Seblaine (Blaine x Sebastian)

Glee - Huntbastian (Hunter x Sebastian)

Glee - Brittana (Brittany x Santana)

Supergirl - Supercorp (Lena x Kara)

Supergirl - Karolsen (Kara x Jimmy)

The Flash - Thallen (Barry x Eddie)

The Flash - Westallen (Barry x Iris)

The Flash (ot3) - Westhallen (Eddie x Barry x Iris)

The Flash - Harmon (Cisco x Hartley)

Davinci's Demons - Leonardo x Lorenzo

... Aaaand, I think that's all I can remember for the fictional ones 🤔 some of these shows I haven't watched in yeeeears, but I thought I'd add them bc why not.

Now. That being said...

These next ones might be problematic. But I *do* actually ship some rpf... I KNOW SHAME ON ME.

Now, I want to make it very clear that I only engage in fan discussions, I read fanfic, and then I move on with my life. I DO NOT bring this up to the people involved, nor their families nor their friends nor their partners. And I hate when people do that. I know these are real people and not fictional characters so I don't harass them about this, nor do it bring it up to them in social media or their concerts or in any possible way.

I just enjoy my anonymous tinhatting with strangers online, and then I get off the internet, and go to work, and see my friends, and I move on with my life. I simply like the idea of these ships. I like to imagine, from whatever little information I have received about these people (based on what THEY themselves have made available for me and others to look at and overanalyize) I like to imagine that this people had been at one point or another romantically involved. But I honestly couldn't care less if they weren't. I'm just having fun reading fics online.

My rpf ships are:

Larry (Harry Styles x Louis Tomlinson)

Kaylor (Taylor Swift x Karlie Kloss)

Swiftgron (Taylor Swift x Dianna Agron)

and I guess for the sake of fairness I'll add:

Taylor Swift x Joe Alwyn (bc unlike some gaylors and bi-lors I DO believe they're together for real, and they make me believe in love 🥺)

... Aaaand that's it. That's all the people and characters I ship. 😬

[emometalhead]

4 and 6? ( I feel like an impostor because I know nothing about Beatles lol, but I wanted to send you an ask)

4. Favorite nickname given to a Beatle?

Georgie 🖤

6. Underrated Beatle moment?

This only kind of counts as a Beatles moment, but I love Paul thanking Maureen for cheering at the end of Get Back! I just think it's sweet.

Aww ily and appreciate you, Alessia 💕💕

[cherryjuicegf]

my dearest chrysa,

i'm on hiatus but i'm sending you a message anyway (shh don't tell anyone 😉) because it's your birthdaaaaaay!!!! i hope you had a great day (if you didn't, that's ok; i'll send you hugs instead) 💖💕💓 but most importantly i wish you a wonderful year to come. filled with laughter and happy memories and shared joy. i hope it'll be so much fun that it will pass so quickly but you'll remember it most fondly with a smile on your face. there will be bad days but you'll get through them, as you always have 💪💘 i wish you good health, for you and your family and friends and everyone you hold dear. i wish you so many discoveries! new places, new books, new food, new friends. and may you meet many cute cows wherever you may go 😘

you are wonderful and kind and funny and sweet and adorable and so ridiculously talented. sorry i haven't been around and i really miss talking to you!! but know that i will always love you and cherish you, no matter what 💞💖💗💘 smooches and kisses and hugs and all the love. you deserve everything and more 💝💞💗💕💘💗💖

oh maureen 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much dear this message means a lot to me, you really brought tears in my eyes. you're truly the sweetest and kindest and i really hope you've been well i miss you lots but i hope life is going well for you because you deserve it 💕💕 now i will keep this ask close to my heart and read it another twenty times it's warmer than a blanket and i'm hugging you tight even if you can't feel it ilu 💕💜💕💜💕💜