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[shinmiyovvi]

A quick doodle for the bday gurl @avas-snazzical-corner <333

[msmarvelouswinchester]

Irresistibly Yours

Chapter 4 - My Apologies

Summary - Y/N Y/L/N moves to NYC in hopes for a fresh start after a nasty breakup. There she meets her neighbor, the cynical lawyer, Dean Winchester. A love-hate relationship starts evolving between them ever since they met in the elevator one morning but a desperate situation and a string of lies forces the two friendly rivals to go on a date or rather a fake date. Will sparks fly between them when Dean gets to know Y/N real and up close? Will Y/N finally find her Prince Charming in the grumpy, workaholic, divorce lawyer?

Pairing - Lawyer!Dean Winchester x Y/N

Warning - None

WC - 2551

Square Filled - Fluff ( @girl-next-door-writes's Make Me Feel Bingo); Neighbours AU ( @anyfandomfluffbingo )

A/N - A new chapter! Hope you enjoy reading this!

Dividers by @firefly-graphics

Beta'd by @miss-nerd95 <33

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Adjusting her glasses on the nose, Y/N toyed around with the pen in hand, blankly staring at the kitchen wall. The empty sheet of paper sat there on the table, glaring at her. It was a bit old-school, considering her laptop was lying only a small distance away but this was how she preferred to work on her novel. It had nothing to do with her laziness.

The fear of another rejection was weighing heavily on her and she was really close to giving up on her dream of being an actually published writer. However, after her little pep talk to herself last night, she had this new indomitable spirit ignited inside her. Though that spirit was fading away with every passing minute now.

Y/N dropped the pen on the table with a huff, its metallic body hitting the wooden surface of the table as she got up to make herself a cup of coffee. Now, she might not want to admit it, but her novel wasn't the only thing that was troubling her.

A stranger’s callous comments should never hurt so much but when Dean called her stupid or rather a brainless idiot, for some reason, Y/N took it to the heart. She had then come to the conclusion that he was an ass and it was futile to even try and start a healthy relationship, but the bouquet of flowers sitting on the counter in front of her changed every perception of him yet again.

Ms. L/N, I didn't have any intentions of humiliating you. I'm really sorry. I hope you accept this small token of apology.

Walking up to the counter, Y/N picked up the small, white card and read the handwritten apology for the hundredth time that day. She didn't know if she should be impressed at his tacky methods of apologies or be annoyed at him for wrecking her mental sanity. Shaking off her thoughts, she was just about to dive back right into her writing when the coffee machine beeped.

“This is not gonna work.” She sighed, pouring one cup of the warm liquid and bringing it close to her lips. After finishing her drink, she decided to go out on a walk to clear her head but just as she stepped out of her house, she heard soft pitter patters of feet out in the hallway before a small figure of a hazel-eyed girl came into her sight.

Y/N tilted her head in confusion as the little girl ran in the halls. She looked around for her parents, but didn't see anyone else.

“Hey, pretty girl. What are you doing out here all alone?” She called out to the girl, making her stop in her tracks and look at Y/N.

“Daddy says not to talk to strangers.” She said while she cautiously approached the woman anyway.

“Where's your Dad?" She smiled softly, " I'm Y/N. See now you know me.”

“Daddy's-”

“I told you to stay inside, babygirl.” Y/N’s heart skipped a beat when she heard the all too familiar voice of her ridiculously handsome neighbor before the tall figure of the man himself appeared in front of her. His eyes were focused on the little girl as he walked up to her. Dean crouched down to her height, hands gently placed on her shoulders. “Never go anywhere alone again. Alright?”

Does he have a daughter?

But she had never seen the girl before. Y/N was in awe as she saw the grumpy facade fade away when he talked with her. She realised that there were so many things about Dean that she truly didn't know. Maybe she had, after all, misjudged him on some petty conflicts.

“At least your kid was within the building.” Y/N said.

“Ms. L/N.” Dean regarded and turned to look at her. He shuffled on his feet which made Y/N raise a curious brow.

“Hello, Mr. Winchester.” A look of guilt with an underlying hurt flashed in his eyes when she didn't acknowledge him by his first name. He was very sure his effort at a decent apology had been appalling and it made him wince, thinking of the awfully cringy card he had curated by his own hand to convey his regrets.

“She is pwetty.” The girl tapped his knee, attracting his attention while looking at Y/N.

“Y-yeah.” Heat crept up Y/N’s neck when she heard Dean agree with the kid. A moment of awkward silence passed as Dean looked back up at the woman, this time his gaze not faltering making the woman’s cheeks warm up even more. “She is pretty, baby.”

“You are prettier. Look at you! You look absolutely stunning in that dress and hair!” Y/N jumped in deciding to not make the situation more awkward. She hoped that Dean was maintaining his usual poker face, but instead, the corner of his lips tugged up in a little smile as the girl diverted her attention to Y/N.

“Uncle De did my hair.” She said proudly and Y/N stared at Dean. Uncle De? Never in her wildest dreams would she have thought of him to be such a gentle soul. She now remembered that the last time she saw Dean, he had told her about meeting up with his brother.

“He did an excellent job, I see.” The woman said as Dean got up and stood up straight. “What's your name, pretty girl?” She looked up at Dean, as he nodded his head.

“Ava.” She muttered.

“So Ava, remember next time to not go anywhere without Uncle De’s permission. Promise?” Y/N said and walked up closer to the two humans as Ava nodded her head agreeing to her proposition, all the while Dean’s eyes trailed along the woman's every movement. He was the best in his profession and he excelled at reading his client's body languages to figure out conflict, but Y/N was like a puzzle to him right now so he decided to take matters in his own hands.

“I hope you liked the flowers.” There it was, subtle, but at least he owned up to his apology. Y/N observed him for a moment, watching as he was nervously wringing his hands together. He seemed nervous around her. This wasn't the Dean Winchester she had come to know in the last few, quite unfortunate encounters.

“I did.” Y/N wasn't going to let him off the hook that easily. He tightly held Ava’s hand to not let her out of his sight.

“De-” she pouted, “Uncle De!” The said man looked down at his niece.

“Stay put for a moment, babygirl. Uncle De needs to talk to this lovely young lady. Then we can go and get ice cream, like I had promised.” He said, before looking up at Y/N. “Listen, I'm sorry for what happened that day. I did not-” Sighing, Dean said before he was unceremoniously cut off by his phone vibrating in his pocket.

His face scrunched up as he stared at his phone screen. Sucking in a deep breath, he let the phone ring until the caller reached the voicemail. He chewed on his plump, pink lip when his phone lit up with a voice message. Y/N had an instinct he was avoiding someone, maybe an ex. Dean must have had some girlfriends.

“I'm sorry, I was saying-” the phone rang again and Dean was so close to throwing the little device against the wall.

“I think you should take that, which seems important. And I would leave you with your work things. I was going out for a walk anyway. Have a good day, Winchester.” Y/N said and walked right past the man.

“Hold up!” Y/N stopped walking before turning around to face the lawyer. “I never had the intention of hurting you.”

“Then you know the story wrong.” She said, shrugging

“Well if we study closely, the scarecrow was actually very intelligent but he never realised it.” Dean shrugged.

“So you're saying that I act stupid.” This time Y/N wasn't offended but she liked watching him squirm.

“N-no I didn't mean that-” He struggled to come up with yet another apology. “Can we drop the subject of the scarecrow? Let's just pretend the story doesn't exist in this context.” Y/N chuckled at the poor man, making him shake his head lightly.

“It's okay, Dean. Go, get the kid some ice cream.” She smiled.

“Join me for a drink sometime.” Dean blurted out without thinking. Pressing his lips into a thin line, he stared at Y/N, trying to gauge her reaction.

“I never pegged you for a guy to ask me for a drink.” She raised a brow at him.

“The card and flowers were pretty lame, I agree…but I do owe you a drink, or maybe a coffee, whatever you prefer.” He said. He knew his method of apologising was crappy but at that moment it was the best he could come up with. Dean never was a man of many words and he sucked at expressing his feelings so it was near impossible for him to think of anything better than this, but now he realised it would have been much better if he would have just knocked on her door.

“Sure.” Y/N nodded.

“How does tomorrow sound? Ava will be back with my brother by then. As you can see I kind of have my hands full right now.” He smiled. Y/N pondered over the sudden change in her hot neighbour’s behaviour. If this was the way Dean chose to open up to her, then so be it.

“Tomorrow sounds good,” she smiled back.

“G-great then!” Heat crept up his neck as he looked at Ava, a bit flustered. He didn't know what her deal was but she always rendered him speechless or stumbled on his own words, trying to form a good comeback. Y/N had an effect on him that neither Jo nor Lisa had ever had on him. Her perky attitude made him want to spend any time he got with her. They were poles apart but Dean found a sense of familiarity in her.

“I won't hold back you two any longer.” Crouching in front of the girl and ruffling her brown hair, Y/N said, “Don't settle with anything less than a triple scoop.”

“Don't give her any ideas,” Dean teasingly warned, “I have no idea how to deal with a kid on a sugar rush.”

“Then don't shy away from asking for a little help. I had to babysit my cousin's kids many times. I know a thing or two about babysitting,” Y/N said.

“I'll definitely take you up on that if things get out of hand.” He said, “See you tomorrow night. Have a good day, Ms. L/N.” He grabbed Ava’s hands tightly, pulling her close as he started to walk towards the elevator. Y/N shook her head, an amused laugh leaving her lips. Some things never change.

“I think the cupcakes worked their magic!” Dean teased, sharing a laugh with Y/N over a glass of Manhattan. This was the first time she had ever seen him laugh. Apparently, he was a happy drunk.

“Some roots of jasmine, rose thorns, a pinch of pearl dust and voila! You have the friendship potion,” She barely made it through with a straight face before bursting out in fits of laughter.

“I had a feeling that there was some kind of sorcery involved.” He said, signalling for another glass for both of them.

“This one’s on me,” Y/N said, making Dean scrunch up his face in an adorable pout.

“No it's not. I'm payin’, I was the one who asked you out.” His eyes immediately widened when he realised what slipped out through his mouth. “Not like an ‘asking out’ asking out. This is-” Dean waved at the space between them “-just a gesture of goodwill.”

“You're adorable.” Y/N giggled.

“What?”

“I know this isn't a date. Just two friends hanging out on a Sunday night.” She shook her head, chuckling as the man picked up his refilled glass and took a sip.

Even if Y/N said it was platonic, the ungodly amount of time she had spent in front of her closet to pick out a perfect outfit would definitely make her rethink her answer. She had skimmed through her closet, trying to find the dress that said ‘just friends’ but to her all the dresses she owned screamed ‘I want you to fuck me’.

Nevertheless, she had settled on a simple pair of blue jeans and a crop top. But she had felt seriously underdressed when she knocked on Dean's door and it had opened to reveal the man in a jeans t-shirt and black slacks, staring at her with a smile on his face.

“Well duh! My first impression of you kinda sucked.” Y/N said.

“I did warm up to ya, didn't I?” Dean chuckled. “Another round?”

“Nuh-uh. Sparkling water for me. I don't want to show up at work tomorrow puking my guts out. And that while nursing a painful hangover? No thanks” She laughed.

“You're no fun!” He chuckled with her.

“I am no fun? What about you, Mr. Turn-down-the-volume?” She said as the bartender pushed a glass of water towards her and poured out another to the man.

“You're never gonna let me live that down, are you?” He shook his head.

“Never.”

A moment of silence passed as Y/N looked across the nightclub buzzing with people just like any other Sunday night. She never thought Dean would be the person to even know about nightclubs around the city but guess she didn't know him that well.

“You wanna head back home? I can walk with you to your place, be all gentlemanly,” he smirked. She liked this drunk version of Dean. He was happier, far more cheesy and funnier than his workaholic version.

“Of course. It's not like we live in the same apartment,” she teased. “Hey, you wanna hit the dance floor before we go back?”

His eyes widened at her sudden question. “No, I don't dance.” He shook his head furiously, clearly stating that dancing was definitely not on his agenda.

“Oh come on, don't be shy.” She said.

“Nope.”

“Fine! You are no fun!” She rolled her eyes, “Let's get outta here then.”

The walk back to their apartment was filled with drunken giggles and cheesy banter. “I had a fun time tonight. Apologies accepted.” Y/N said, unlocking the door to her home.

“Glad to know that. I couldn't have lived knowing you hate me,” Dean teased, “I had a good time as well. I really needed a break from work.”

“So you do accept that you work too much?”

“Agree to disagree.” He shrugged, leaning against the doorway, “Night, Y/N.”

She walked up to the man and pecked his cheek, making his eyes go wide at the sudden affection. He swallowed hard as she stared up at him with hooded eyes. Patting his arms lightly, she said, “Night, Dean, see you in the morning.”

“Only if you're running late.”

Chapter 5

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[a-theabrams]

29 days of Headcanons

DAY 1 - FAMILY 

OOC:  Welcome to the Abrams Family !. Since we have a open slot, Artie is open to have one more sibling. 

ANDREW THOMAS ABRAMS (DAD)

Always the ��fun” professor that managed to make History class likable somehow. He’s passionate about his job to the point where he barely ever talks about anything else. He excels at academics and knows books from memory but is a little aloof and doesn’t understand people. Artie finds him hilarious (even if he doesn’t mean to be) and sometimes feels the need to protect him. He screws up a lot but has good intentions.

NANCY ABIGAIL ABRAMS née Schwab (MOM)

The boss. Not only at home, but also at work and pretty much everywhere she walked in. She was a Math genius, had a Ph.D., and still is a huge name on her field. She was fierce, passionate and won’t take a “no” for an answer. She was married once before John, to Liam (one of her colleagues)  since both of them wanted kids and felt “it was time”. The fact that they didn’t love each other didn’t matter much, since they “didn’t believe in love”. They got divorced when Gia, their third kid, was five years old but had a great friendship . Many years later, to her surprise, Nancy fell in love with a geeky, younger history teacher and had a baby boy named Artie.

She raised pretty badass kids. Artie learned to respect -and even fear a little-women from her. Her sudden passing, when Artie was eight, left a big hole in the family. But they have kept a really strong unit, with Artie’s sisters taking a great role in Artie’s life and upbringing . 

NANCY FLORENCE “Flo” WHITLOW- SCHWAB   (OLDEST HALF SISTER)

Florence was always Artie’s idol. A free spirit, always with a new project, artistic, loved by everyone she met. She taught Artie how to ride a bike,  gave him his first sex talk, all his love life's guidance. She is fiercely independent and always has someone to fuck around but no real relationships.

When Artie was twenty  and was a training dancer living in New York Florence got in her one and only relationship. The guy didn’t seem like her usual type: way too serious, older than her. Florence and John got engaged and we can’t tell you who was more surprised. But his sudden death stopped the wedding short. The year after, Florence was unrecognizable. Started drinking way too much and to call Artie in the middle of the night to come pick her up at really shady bars. Artie took care of her and was sure everything would get back to normal in no time. And then the accident happened. 

Just it had been happening for the better part of the year, Artie was already ready to go to sleep with his girlfriend, when Florence called crying and asking for him to pick her up. Artie got in a really heated argument with Molly his girlfriend and she gave her an ultimatum: he either stayed or she would walk away from his life forever. And Artie went for his sister. After taking her home, and on his way to his , Artie was hit by a drunk driver. The news that he would never walk again were delivered a week after. Florence to this day feels guilty about the accident. She is back on track being the professional badass she is , but it’s been years since the last time she’s seen anyone from her family. Secretly she still calls Artie and loves him more than she could ever express into words. 

ALYONA  MARIE “Aly” WHITLOW-SCHWAB (MIDDLE HALF SISTER)

Alyona is a wonderer. Since childhood she had a globe with little marks all over, indicating the places she wanted to meet when she had money. Their parents found sort of funny that she started saving since she was five years old, every penny she was given and were sure that once she grew up she would settle and leave all her crazy adventures aside. But they were wrong. Even if she found love at a very young age - little James “Jamie” Levine was a constant in the Whitlow-Schwab household- her plans never change. She works in National Geographic filming crazy video capsules all over the world. With little -sickly Jamie by her side always. Aly is currently 7 months pregnant with her and Jamie’s first child and has decided to establish her little growing family in Sanders bay for now. 

JAMES FRANCIS LEVINE (SORT OF BROTHER IN LAW)

Jamie was already dating Aly since before Artie was born. An only child, he always loved having the Whitlow siblings around was heaven for him. He’s sickly and is pretty much always afraid, but admires his girlfriend for being his perfect opposite. Everyone is dying for him to FINALLY marry Alyona . He loves Artie as a brother and still to this day pains him to see him so badly injured.

GEORGINA AMELIA “Gia” KAPLAN née WHITLOW-SCHWAB (YOUNGEST HALF SISTER)

When Artie was growing up, Gia took care of him a lot, but she moved away to Sanders Bay  at age 33 (when she got married to her two-year-old daughter’s father, Simon)  She and Artie weren’t great at keeping up. When Artie had his accident though, Gia kept coming to NY to take care of Artie. He’s now the person closest to him and a big reason why Artie decided to move to Sanders She lives a couple of blocks  from him and has three daughters: Ava, Lottie, and Ines, who worship the earth Artie wheels on.

SIMON CHARLES KAPLAN (BROTHER IN LAW)

Simon has this big ass job that pays really well and manages to behave as an adult on working hours. But he also likes to play princesses with his three daughters and spends most free days playing video games with Artie. He grew up in a house full of women so it’s fun for him to be the cool older brother figure for  Artie. He gives terrible advice and tries way too hard to get a girl for Artie.

AVA, CHARLOTTE “LOTTIE” ,INES KAPLAN, and very soon JOSIE LEVINE (NIECES)

Artie spoils all of his three nieces to death. Ines basically waits behind her apartment door hoping to have a “ride ” in uncle Artie.

Ava is secretly his favorite though since she was his first niece. He’s also insanely excited to get the new addition to the family soon: little girl Josie Levine.

[dissolutionandcreation]

(If I'm asking to many I apologize, you don't need to answer them all!) 1, 4, 11, 27, 28, 29, 33, 34, and 36

Ah gosh, I don’t mind! This system stuff is fun hehe. I’ve only been open about my diagnosis for a bit under a year, so it feels really good to share stuff about dissociative identity disorder. :)

(Everything is from this ask meme here!)

1. is there anyone you consider the “host”? has there ever been one?

We don’t consider anyone to be a host, we see ourselves all as alters! Granted, sometimes the others will refer to me (Arien) as the host? Mainly just cause I’m usually up front the most and it’s my name that we use for our known/external identity. Maybe someday we can all use our names, though! 

Regardless, we don’t see the host as a “core personality” or “the original self” or anything. We all believe we’re as completely whole and original as each other. 

4. How many interpersonal bonds are there? Describe one (or a few!).

Lots! We honestly see all of us as being a really close family (like not literally, but in the sense of friends that feel like a family). Here’s the basic relationships of everyone that I can think of, though! 

Bael: Big brother figure to Little A, Dating Sion, Occasionally intimate with me (Arien), New friends with AvaArien: Friends with everyone, intimate with Sion and Bael at times, Little Arien’s “Big Arien”Little A: Kinda the child of our system, friends with us allAva: Closest to Sion, not sure exactly what their relationship is; new friends with all of usSion: Bael’s partner, parental figure to Little A

As far as some descriptions, here you go! 

Sion and Little A are real cute. Like when Little A is scared Sion will snuggle him to sleep or pet his hair (within the headspace or by taking over just one hand). Bael and Sion are also real cute, since Sion is an abuser introject and Bael has really helped him recover from that and define himself individually, all by loving him so deeply. And lol Sion, Bael, and I will sometimes…have the occasional threesome lmfao (and my girlfriend likes to tease me relentlessly about this being something I’ve done before kjshdkjfhsd)

11. Who is prone to backseat driving, i.e. directing the fronter without fronting themselves?

Bael used to be SO bad at this with me! He’d be doing this all the time. But, I think now we’re all pretty good about giving everyone space up front? Bael still will slip up front the most on accident, but it seems more of just a dissociation thing, rather than an intentional thing. 

27. Who, if anyone, creates memory blackouts?

We all have some (I only remember a handful of days between ages 5-15, and 18-20), but Sion is definitely the most compartmentalized. It’s always so hard to remember what happened when he’s up front. It’s gotten a bit better, but he still keeps his memories very locked away.

Also, he’s a bit of a system gatekeeper–the kind of person who controls who gets what memories and when. So he can take memories from our minds too, which is a very weird feeling. 

28. Who can’t keep their thoughts private to save their life?

Lmfao definitely Bael. He embarrasses himself so much with like…everything. He’s lucky we only share half of what he thinks lol.

29. Are there any inseparable pairs/groups? Alternatively, what are the social groups like?

Ah gosh, definitely! Sion and Ava seem really close, like Sion as a bit of their protector. And Bael and Sion are incredibly devoted. Even with a tough recovery on Sion’s end, Bael’s really stuck by him (but in a healthy, holding Sion accountable, way). 

We don’t really have social groups, cause we’re not a huge system! Just five of us. :)

33. Describe what switching fronts feels like.

Haha um…typically how people describe spirit possession? Of course it’s not that (and please it’s real dangerous to ever conflate spirituality with being a system!). 

Basically, it kinda feels at first like I’m suddenly not really feeling the body fully. Then that I’m not in control and I’m just watching things from the background. This is still when I can remember stuff, though.

When Sion fronts, it’s more like just…sudden blank memory space lol.

34. How do different parts react to dissociation (ie. involuntarily switching fronts)?

Bael definitely involuntarily switches a lot, and I do a decent amount too. Bael also has BPD, so that intensifies the dissociation too. Sion is usually very controlled about his dissociation. Little A always just gets really scared and I’m not sure how Ava reacts? I think they more get anxious rather than dissociated. 

36. Is there a place, like a round table, where everyone can get together to communicate?

We don’t actually have an official inner world like that, but that would be super cool if we did. We just chat like hearing each other in our minds. 

[wlweiss-blog]

@wlwnora tagged me 

Here Are The Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

Fool Lineup (i have no idea if this is avas own addition or if the original ask meme had fool lineup from the start. both are good): nat tagged most of the people i know :c @pyrruby @rosezone @angel-maki @tsunamifalls @hope-png and anyone else ive forgotten/wants to do it!!

the last

1. drink: water mixed w/ raspberry stuff 2. phone call: my brother 3. text message: ami 4. song you listened to: Zelda: OoT/TP- Lost Woods(Saria's Song)/ Sacred Grove Piano  5. time you cried: yesterday 6. dated someone twice: whoops yea 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope ive never kissed someone 8. been cheated on: yyyyea 9. lost someone special: YYYYYYEa 10. been depressed: i am known for being depressed

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: new years

3 favorite colours

12. pastel pink 13. pastel blue 14. that pretty orange color idk what its called

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: oyea 16. fallen out of love: nah 17. laughed until you cried: yeah i cry a lot 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah 19. met someone who changed you: big yes 20. found out who your friends are: idk what this means but probs 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: my fb is basically just family so no

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 3 and the rest is family so im too lazy to count 23. do you have any pets: ye 24. do you want to change your name: kinda but im worried abt what my mom would Do 25. what did you do for your last birthday: im p sure i just slept

26. what time did you wake up: 6:10 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: snnnnnzzzzz 28. name something you can’t wait for: meeting my friends and this day being Over im so tired 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: last night 31. what are you listening to right now:  1 Hour of Relaxing Zelda: Breath of the Wild Music

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yea

33. something that is getting on your nerves: Hip Pain and sadly these dogs im not good w puppies 34. most visited website: tungle and google 35. hair colour: light brown

36. long or short hair: short its just above my shoulders 37. do you have a crush on someone: ye ye ye my gf

38. what do you like about yourself: my eyes bv everyone says i have nice eyes

39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: A or O

41. nickname: kate, kait, kaitee, kb, valerson, koki is old but koki 42. relationship status: gay and taken

43. zodiac: sagittarius. aquarius moon and cancer rising 44. pronouns: they/them

45. favourite tv show: uhhhhhhh… i honestly dont watch many tv shows unless u count like….. anime……… in which case bnha (same nat) 46. tattoos: none. id only get one if i can find a nice easy spot where i dont feel mch pain (same enat) 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: none 50. sport: soccer, softball, baseball, football, tennis, volleyball, golf, and cheerleading (all of these are Death) 51. vacation: Georgia, North Carolina, Virginia, D.C, Kentucky, upstate New York 52. pair of trainers: ??

MORE GENERAL 53. eating: nothing rn 54. drinking: coffee

55. I’m about to: finish this and then play botw 56. waiting for: sleep & my mom to get home 57. want: My Cool Friends to be here tbh 58. get married: mmm….. maybe idk (same nat) 59. career: i want.... coffee shop but probably teaching or doing something w kids even tho i dont rlly like kids :/

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: hugs 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: idc

63. older or younger: :// 64. nice arms or nice stomach: again idc 65. hookup or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant:i would be a troublemaker but i have anxiety(sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssame)

HAVE YOU EVER: 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor: no scary 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: many glasses but ive always found them eventually 70. turned someone down: yes. same guy four times( meeee too nat) 71. sex on the first date: no 73. had your heart broken: a lil 74. been arrested: almost 75. cried when someone died: yeah 76. fallen for a friend: yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: not really 78. miracles: ye 79. love at first sight: not really no 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: probably not 82. angels: kinda for certain reasons

OTHER: 84. eye color: blue 85. favorite movie: spirited away or uhhhh aladdin or uhhhhh moana or uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a lot