#love u forever

[hyypervvieww]

I know u remember that

[goodmiffy]

hello beautiful permit me to kindly remind you that you have not one but two cute fluffy bunnies.. how blessed! please would you take on the effort to mayhaps post 700-100000 pictures of them <3 (but 1 or 2 is also fine)

I’ve barely taken any photos recently because i always forget 😭 but here’s their fluffy butts and fluffy feets from yesterday

[georgeharrisonsperm]

happy birthday to everyone’s favorite princess.

[cult-of-the-eye]

Me coming to your inbox to ask about your horror comics like

FUCK YEAH!!!

ok pov you see me, in need of some good sustenance during the tmagp hiatus, in a unbecoming fit of nostalgia, i redownload webtoon.

webtoon reminds me of the days when things were simpler, when i didn't know what arc sin was let alone the fact that i would have to be able to draw it one day. but i've changed since then, the cutesy romances i was super into don't interest me as much anymore so what do i do? i start in the horror/thriller section.

ok so there are 3 that have gripped my brain and refuse to let go

(major spoilers obvs, tw for mentions of rape, sexual assault, violence, mental health issues, mental hospitals)

Silent Screams:

oh my GOD

this was nothing like i thought this would be

like the description thingy was giving finding a way out of being kidnapped vibes

but in reality it was SO MUCH DEEPER THAN THAT

i didn't realise it would be set in like the 19th century, so that was another cool thing as well

basically there's this guy named theo

he has really bad anger issues and he's super attached to his mum (✨mommy issues✨)

we find out that his mum got raped when she was 14 and had theo as a result, so they spent most of their lives struggling to get by

on top of that, the mum has some kind of chronic illness

theo is insanely protective of his mum and suspicious of men, he regularly gets into fights, especially with his mum's best friend who he doesn't trust

then his mum meets and falls in love with a doctor, who seems to be quite sweet, little bit nervous, like his feelings for her are genuine

but it's clear that my bro has other stuff going on, he's got an assistant guy who keeps reminding him to "stay on task" etc etc

(it feels very manipulative, like the line between master and assistant has been blurred, the doctor thinks he's in charge and calling the shots but the assistant is subtly manipulating him to do what he wants while letting the doctor think he is still in charge)

but yeah, they get married and theo and his mum is shipped off to a wonderful new wealthy lifestyle

but theo hates this guy, he knows that he's making his mum happy for now but he just doesn't trust it, especially the fact that he's also the mum's doctor, he already has a lot of power over her

also the doctor makes it clear that theo's attitude must be improved, to fit into their new high society life

so we open with the day before theo's 19th birthday

he's scared away yet another tutor due to his bad attitude (even though he technically is getting high marks)

and his step dad (who he is forced to call father) is not happy with him

it's clear from the get go that the doctor HATES theo, this is very much not a good relationship and theo hates the doctor as well

the doctor thinks theo's attitude is hurting the mum, theo thinks the doctor is putting too much pressure on him and is causing a rift between him and his mum (again, mommy issues)

anyway, the doctor tells theo that the mum had gone to town for a day, which theo finds highly suspicious cause like 1. she's ill how would she do that by herself and 2. she wouldn't leave the day before theo's birthday

the next day, the mum still hasn't returned, theo is obviously devastated

the maid attempts to cheer him up, which sort of works before she goes to the doctor's study to clean

what does she find in the doctor's study? a secret passage way.

what happens to her directly after she finds said secret passage way? she is hit over the head with a lamp and killed

theo comes running to find the maid dead and also (say it with me folks) gets hit over the head with a lamp

but not killed

he wakes up chained to like a prison cell in the basement

he is not doing well

but at least he was right! the doctor was evil!

so theo finds out that his mum is dead and the doctor has something to do with that death

but also that the doctor blames theo for the mum's death

(we find out later that the doctor accidentally gives the mum the wrong dose of medicine, so she passes out and hits her head, bleeding to death. the assistant encourages him to blame theo cause theo and the doctor had had an argument beforehand, which must've caused him to be distracted right)

then, theo wakes up to find his vocal chords have been cut - he cannot scream or make any noise

he is terrified, but he realises that the doctor sort of does have some weird freudian attachment to him because theo looks so much like the mum

so every night he whistles the tune that his mum used to play and the doctor sits in front of the cage and listens

one day he goes to wake up theo but can't so he panics and does what?

kisses him

HUH??? i hear you say. WHAT? and i agree

he then nearly sexually assaults him, until he flashes back to his own dad sexually assaulting him and is like OH WHAT THE FUCK WAS I ABOUT TO DO

(freud would have a FIELD DAY)

and then the assistant is like bro what about our work stop being weird about ur stepson

and then he's like oh yeah

so he sedates theo and then gives him a lobotomy

however, theo wakes up midway through the surgery, so it doesn't work

it turns out they wanted to make a human puppet that they could experiment on for medical reasons

as it happens, theo is normal for some of the time, but other times turns into a mindless puppet

the doctor is very annoyed and goes back to blaming him for the mum's death

and thus, ships him off to a mental hospital.

and that's where i got up to so far

[canarypost]

happy first nickiversary @bnsfrailway

[musakillers]

My silly boy 🥰🥰🥰

[nitunioart]

one whole year since ive watched G Gundam! celebratory Kyoji is on the way (sketches under the cut)

[belatinysun]

my son will be 28 yo next month and i always feel so so emotional during his birthday 🥺 he has grown so so much, seeing his development through all these years leaves me so proud and joyful!! can't wait to cheer his 28th birthday by his side, hinata shoyo u will ALWAYS be so LOVED by me 🫂🧡

alsooo, he speaking portuguese is everything to me aaa amo amo meu lindo filho ícone brasileiro amor da minha vida, meu orgulho todinho 😚🧡

[floridanotfound]

just realized we've been mutuals for one whole year now 🥺 oh peachogie my pookie ily

[luveline]

i love when i see you posting again it is like a breath of fresh air in this horrid world ily

… next public meltdown is on you baby

[theyovngveins]

this blog sounds like sober to death to me a little bit love you man

WAH..........

[raplele]

ur blog n ur energy is the fucking best <3 one of my favourite moots of all time fr

UWAHHHHHH ILYSMMMM

me when me when u said that mfw mrw u said that

also same fr ur top a da list numero uno. I love ur posts and u have a lotta life n persobality too it's awesome.

man ts is why I love tumblr sm. It feels like community. We've barely talked, but I feel like I trust you cuz I've seen so many of your posts. It's like we go to school together or smth and I pass you in the halls a lot.

I don't have a stable community irl (i'm nomadic) so little interactions like this mean a lot to me.

Be good to urself gng thanks for the ask

p.s. this somehow ended up in my drafts???? I meant to post it!!!! anyway still mean everything I said

[musakillers]

New Screenshot of Noel in abctv from YouTube 🤎

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09.10.23

[taegularities]

Oh god Rid, that drabble was perfection. I've already reread it 4 times haha

4 times?! goodness, wait i did like that extra, but i didn't think you guys would enjoy it so much tooooo omg thank you babe fjahdhsga 🤧

[smithcollegegirls2004]

Your Pete posting has added years back to my life thank u and love u kc

hes everything hes the world hes my it girl