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Late birthday sketch of sniper tf2 for my bestie @beefstrugglenoff >:)
#love u :P#tf2 sniper#sniper tf2#idk LMAOO#i keep trying to color it in but it sucks so sketch it will stay
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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.
you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.
you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.
don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.
if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.
you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:
how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!
aren't you happy yet?
#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr#warm up#idk . having trouble writing rn#ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum#i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for#i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography#like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days#furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will#actually ever happen#ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x05 - “Blisters and Bedrock” ↳ "Hextech isn't a miracle. It's a curse."
#i love it when the show isnt darkly lit and i can make these giant gifsets#also im with u on this jayce those ppl are p much ded..... they dont even breath out the smoke....#i rlly love the void theory on the hexcore too#arcaneedit#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#jayce#jayce talis#jayce arcane#arcane jayce#league of legends#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep5#arcane season 2 spoilers
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🔍 QNA MASTERLIST (PT.4) 🔎
This masterlist covers general lore and an AU featuring MindReader!Mychael.
📍 For part 1, it's [HERE] for abilities, romantic/yandere traits and his opinion on kids. 📍 For part 2, it's [HERE] for anatomy. 📍 For part 3, it's [HERE] for reactions to different MCs.
Random Mychael lore❕
He has a different name in his own language, but goes by Mychael.
He also chose Mychael as a name himself.
He doesn't have a last name.
When did he start knitting and why?
Where did the nickname 'firefly' come from?
What music would he like?
His favorite smells are old books, honey and gasoline.
He's super ticklish.
How did he carry MC to his home?
His favorite thing to knit are beanies.
He'd love bringing you outdoors.
He's a quiet sleeper.
He sleeps in a fetal position.
He sleeps with both sets of eyes closed.
He'd love cheek kisses.
(Minor) loredump!
His knowledge on marriage.
He's overworked himself when fixing up the cabin.
Would he like stargazing?
You're not the first human he's found unconscious.
He'd be okay wearing a dress.
What's his wardrobe like?
He has a fear/phobia of snowstorms, thunder/lightning, trains/train whistles and water wells.
We can't get sick from him.
Does he have a religion/beliefs?
He would love the Shrek series.
The chickens' name origins (they're all flowers).
He's never considered humans as 'food'.
How did Mychael get his hens?
His favorite candies would be marshmallows and cotton candy.
If he had internet, he'd mostly look up arts-and-crafts and recipes. He'd also love DIY candy kits. He would enjoy nonverbal ASMR.
He prefers being warm.
He kinda celebrates New Years' and loves fireworks. + Why he loves fireworks but are terrified of thunderstorms.
He doesn't need skincare but would enjoy face masks.
His first experience with bees.
He's never played UNO (but would love board and card games).
How does Mychael view the animals/people he meets in the forest?
More Mychael lore❕
He can't handle spicy food as it makes him physically ill.
He's ambidextrous.
His MBTI is INFJ-T.
His favorite desserts are pumpkin pie and cranberry muffins.
His favorite books are self-help skill books and picture books.
His favorite color is yellow. His favorite animal is a jellyfish.
He used to wear cloaks when it was socially acceptable to.
He doesn't believe in ghosts.
How did he learn to speak and pronounce words?
He would love origami.
He'd love to have a cow but think it'd be high maintenance.
He prefers tea over coffee.
His first time seeing the ocean.
He would enjoy K-pop, phonk and electropop music the most.
He would enjoy making fairy bread!
His favorite Ghibli movie would be The Secret World of Arrietty.
Kid!Mychael. + His personality.
Mychael playing Stardew Valley.
Mychael trying a laptop at the library for the first time.
Mychael's perspective in Ending 2 and Ending 3.
Mychael would lose against Atom (Astronought) and Alma (Lift Your Spirits).
Mychael wearing (terribly-shaped) glasses.
About MR!Mychael ❕
MR!Mychael origins and discussion.
MR!Mychael with MC thinking nice thoughts about him.
MR!Mychael wouldn't rescue MC in Day 1.
MR!Mychael analysis and the type of MC he'd fall for.
How MR!Mychael's power works.
How MC would meet MR!Mychael.
MR!Mychael would react the same regardless of MC's psyche.
MR!Mychael with an overthinking MC.
MR!Mychael can't see dreams.
MR!Mychael with an MC with an earworm.
MR!Mychael's personality + when comfortable with MC.
#mushroom oasis vn#my favorite category by far#gonna be taking a break from the blog for a bittt#pls read FAQ before sending a question!#i love u all mwah mwah /p
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WHY HE HAS BGUGS IN RHERE?!?
#HSR#honkai star rail#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail spoilers#HSR 2.5#I played this entire update in the spam of about 14 hours#I am DELIRIOUS#BUT I HAD TO MAKE THIS#bc why THE FUK HAS MY MAN GOR FUCKIN BUG IN THERE H E L P#LUOCHA WH A T#I WATCHED JIAO GO T H R O U G H IT#AND FEIXIAO JUST THE MMMM#AND THE WARDANCE!#LUKA MY BOY#we love Luka development in this house#AND BOOT#MY FUCKING MAN#*twirls hair twirls hair*#good to see argenthill alive and well in 2.5#god just#wrecked#destroyed#and now there’s bugs#help#my art#it is 3am#please send help
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Realized I hadn’t properly drawn Percy in my most recent style since like *checks* JUNE??
#keyframes vn#Keyframes fanart#percy tozaki#shyyyyy percyyyy#pls click on it omg tumblr loves to make everything I make blurry#side profiles I loooove u#doodles :p#this one is dedicated to oomf who wont shut up about him#why do i only ever draw ppl with half-up do's
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Some hyper light drifter and utdr doodles...and also the other little guys that snuck in
#hyper light drifter#utdr#undertale#deltarune#drifter#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#dess holiday#frisk dreemurr#chara dreemurr#ralsei#susie deltarune#ghost hollow knight#v1 ultrakill#the beheaded dead cells#fanart#my art#crossover#Okay so! Lots of stuff lmao#first of all I love u drifter he is very fun to draw! Recently finished the game and it's so good#currently playing dead cells also which is why that other guy is there#also also moving to deltarune#a quick dess design! I wanted to try making a design for her and that's what came out#mostly inspired by Rudy's design :P
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「 ✦ XOXO ✦ 」
☆. # SHIP — choso, toji, sukuna, toge (separately) x gn!reader
☆. # AUTHOR’S NOTE — first kisses with the boys. ;; requested.
☆. # WARNINGS — mentions of blood in toji’s part.
CHOSO.
i’d imagine your first kiss with choso would be sweet. definitely the most normal out of all of them (😭)
he’s never kissed someone before so you’re his first kiss ever!!
he really doesn’t know what to do at all. when you lean closer to him he’s like ????? because he’s not entirely sure what you’re trying to do
but once your lips touch his, his face goes BRIGHT RED
definitely freezes up and just stares at you wide-eyed
i think the first kiss with choso wouldn’t be anything wild. honestly, it’s probably just a little peck on the lips
like a “mwah” and that’s it, but he still freaks out about it
also. choso will definitely look all dazed afterwards, his fingers reaching up to touch his lips
might be a little confused at first since he’s not really sure what to make of it
give him 5 minutes and he’ll be back and asking, “can you do that again?”
TOJI.
with this one, there’s no holding back. he doesn’t care if it’s the first or last kiss.
he will bruise your lips 🥴🥴
toji would hold the back of your head and press you even closer to him, despite the fact that not a piece of paper would fit between you two
first kiss? no. he’s eating your mouth.
i feel like even if he told himself (and maybe you) that he’ll be gentle and that it’ll be this sweet little thing, he just CANNOT hold himself back
self control = 0.000 for this man i stg
but then if it does go out of control, trust that he’ll blame you for it. you’re just too hot, what can he do against that? 💀
i’d imagine your first kiss with toji would happen after a particularly hard mission. when one of you is all bloody and you’re both exhausted and aching.
and it’s definitely a ‘heat of the moment’ type of thing and after that, it’ll take 5-7 business days for both of you to come to terms with the fact that MAYBE, just maybe, you’ve got some kind of feelings for each other
he doesn’t know what a gentle kiss is and will always use tongue. the kiss to seal the wedding? good luck 😭😭😭
SUKUNA.
first important question here is: which mouth are you trying to kiss 💀 mf got like 3.
this man’s kisses are nasty—whether in a good or bad way is honestly your decision LMAO
with sukuna, it’s all or nothing. so there’s no sweet little peck on the lips.
it also heavily depends on who you are, i think. but if we’re talking about the first kiss you have with him, i’d say it’d probably happen during a fight.
as funny as that is, he likes when strong people fight him and i think he likes it even better if they’re a little feisty
now he probably always thought you were interesting and you’ve been hanging out together. but yeah. first kiss after or DURING a (probably) physical fight you have with him 💀
he’s rough with you.
a lot of tongue, teeth clashing probably. another one that will eat your mouth.
one hand is wrapped around your neck when he kisses you, always.
he also bites (😒)
TOGE.
i think with toge, you were probably best friends before the kiss happened.
you were on his bed together in the dorms. he was playing a game on his phone and you were watching him.
you were probably messing around with each other, joking and fighting with pillows or something like that.
and it’s the most cliché thing ever but:
he somehow ends up on top of you, his arms on either side of your head.
and then you just stare at each other for a while. both of your cheeks flaring up a bright red at the proximity, but neither of you tries to move away.
with toge, it’s slow and gentle i’d imagine.
not a quick peck, but there’s no tongue involved or anything—at least not during the very first kiss you guys have together.
but it’s a gentle touch, his lips lingering for a while before he pulls away. and then there’s another round of simply staring at each other. both of you are a bit dazed, looking into each other’s eyes while trying to figure out what exactly just happened
but once the moment’s broken, toge gets off of you, hiding his face in his collar to stop you from seeing just how red his cheeks are <3
#₊˚ෆ lovely words#thank u for requesting!#headcanons r a little shorter bc the scenario is a p short one <3#jjk x reader#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jjk x gender neutral reader#choso x you#choso x y/n#choso x reader#choso x male reader#choso x female reader#toji x male reader#toji x reader#toji x you#toji x y/n#sukuna x male reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#sukuna x y/n#toge x male reader#toge x reader#toge x you#toge x y/n#inumaki x reader#inumaki x you#inumaki x y/n
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mad day out!! 🎶☀️
reference image :°D
#churro art#my art#digital art#illustration#fanart#the beatles#paul mccartney#john lennon#george harrison#ringo starr#THERES SO MANY PHOTOS FROM THIS SHOOT BUT THIS ONE is my fav one#i love the poses and the flow so much can you tell i had fun studying this? HEHE#their faces are also a treat bec you have paul looking so elegant john looking like hes having fun#and then george looks so done LMAO 😭 i love u george#also the ref image is in B/W but i colored it using other photos taken in color from the same shoot!#those outfits are just too gorgeous to not color in 😔#paul and ringo's suits are my favs! i mean cmon that yellow and blue combo is incredible!#anyways yes its another destress doodle HAHA#recently at night i just lay in bed with my cat and w a hot mug of chai and just doodle these 4 :P im like an old lady..
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southern illinois miku inspired by high school gay crushes
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Long time, no Akeshu memes
#some of these r so old LMAO but they make me giggle so I figure they’re still good to post#my fave is the ‘awww is someone scared?’ ‘Yes’ one LMFAO#the first two r also fun. that’s p much the dichotomy of Princekechi vs 3rd Sem Akechi#they r both so!!!!! I love them!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭#they’re such freaks!!!!!#persona#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5#persona 5 memes#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#mine#btw easter egg on the ‘ur not nearly attractive enough for this’ text post. my original screenshot was a TBOSAS meme so u can still see the#Sejanus & snow usernames LOL
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heere she is..… my illithid tav creature....… my sunshine goth pink sparkle princess paladin.… naive -2 int will drop a divine smite a-bomb on whoever threatens her lynchpin bf…... loyal lapdog to the very end, won't break her oath so she is the most cringefail starving mindflayer in toril.... Qurrn ✨🦑☀️
#basically she follows the emperor around to protect him#and he orchestrates some kind of scheme where she won't break her oath but also is able to do his bidding and increase his political power#because she is absurdly strong and can wipe out his enemies#(any of you played a 2H mindflayer pally? it's p broken)#he takes credit and uses her good deeds for his own ends#she doesn't realize or care#she just wants to love him#I think he uses her at first and begrudgingly doles out the extreme amounts of squid cuddles she requires#but eventually falls for her in his own way#anyway that's them :3#I hope u like her :3#mindflayer#illithid#my art#qurrn#illithid tav#bg3#bg3 emperor#emperor bg3
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[spite] has entered the chat >:P
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#cole dragon age#manfred dragon age#dragon age cole#dragon age manfred#cole the spirit of compassion#manfred the skeleton#dragon age veilguard spoilers#<- i guess ?????#also does spite have his own tag...? idk sorry but#heard there was another spirit in the area *twirls hair and kicks feet* I LOVE YOU SPIRITS I LOVE U ABOMINATIONS I LOVE Y#this originally started as a nod to the banter about manfred being “mesmerized by the steam” while making tea#but then i made it about spite as well :] now there are THREE spirit friends (well... probs more like frenemies but yknow) :P#btw i changed coles outfit/design bc i saw the veilguard concept art of him (UGHHH MY BOY HE LOOKED SO GOOD IM DEVASTATED oTL)#also i hc that cole is very picky w food bc he seemed grossed out abt it when talking to blackwall lol#so even tho hes “used” to eating now he has a hard time w weird new things (in this case tea). autistic food aversion :]#which is extra funny in this case bc manfred (and spite) would be like “whats it like” while cole is like “...bad :(”#anyway yeah hope u guys like this one :D im very happy ppl seem to like this series(?) bc i really like drawing them !!! <3
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a game I like to play called yaoi or yuri
#one piece#sanami#vinsmoke sanji#op nami#one piece sanji#one piece nami#nami#i like them a normal ammount in my own very specific way YES ITS EMBARRASSING! ☝️#queue are lovely#trans genderz :P also I will be trying to be more active this week sorry to everyone who’s sent any kind words my way ^u^
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"I, Thorn Valentino, named you after a historical figure, a mighty father to all of us, and yet... mere disappointment, Vladamir"
#the valentinos#thorn valentino#vladamir valentino#LAST FOR THE BEST RWAHHHHH#honestly so in love w thorn first shot *immediately puts it as pc wallpaper*#FUNFACT: as you can see thorn worship the famous vlad since the moment he got borned & swore to himself to name his son after him-#-but vladamir (his son) borned weak and only seek after animals blood instead of humans UNLUCKY THORN#unfortunately thorn discards his son & sees him as nobody- cuz why r u a vampire but dont act as one? thats his mindset.#sooo now since all thorn care abt is power he would take his grandchildren to train them to be strong#all for that to rule the occults world...#AS FOR POOR VLADAMIR hes really disconnected from his kids- the twins he have hard time w them (they literally evil lmao)#and w adam- vlad's relationship w him is... awkward (ironically enoughthem having a really similar situation)#ALSO vlad likes to mix blood w alcohol thats literally his specialty :p thorn finds it humiliating-#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 vampires#sims 4 vampires
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