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amberjazmyn · 5 months ago

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heaven 💔🥹

pairing : max verstappen x fem!reader, lando norris x fem!reader, oscar piastri x fem!reader & charles leclerc x fem!reader

summary : with the lyrics of shane filan's "heaven" we see four of the f1 grid (m.verstappen, l.norris, o.piastri and c.leclerc) in love or watching their crush in love or reminisce about their deceased lover/spouse/deceased parent with their partner

warnings : tears, unrequited love, requited love, death, mention of terminal illness, mention of a hospital, mention of a wedding

a/n : yes, i know, i'm on a roll with my f1 one-shots and i ain't stopping just yet lol! also, after one more after this one, i'm gonna go back to individual f1 racer one-shots for a little bit. as always, lyrics is written in bold italics, flashbacks if any is written in italics, the present time is written in the regular font and everything is written in lowercase. some of these, like max's, could be seen as a "part two" or like a prologue to the "always with me" one shot but you don't have to read "always with me" to understand this one since basically only max's and maybe someone else's will have some correlation and relation to it.

max verstappen:

ooh, thinking about all our younger years, there was only you and me, we were young and wild and free.

tears streamed down his face as he remembered the joy he had with you in this life and how that joy was now no longer around. you and max verstappen were only married for just less than three months when out of what felt like nowhere, you fell ill and were diagnosed with a terminal illness that changed everything for you and max. and all the dreams you two had with each other now that you were mr and mrs verstappen, were swirling down the drain as you two started your short move-in to the hospital as an in-patient.

whilst in the hospital, you and max but, max in particular, would think about your guys' younger years from the day you fell in love with each other, when it was only you two before f1 really took over max's life and when you were young, wild and free. and, other times, it'd just be silent in your hospital room because there would be times when max couldn't just stop working since there was always a grand prix every two or so weeks even though if it was that way, all of the f1 grid wouldn't be doing the races and helping their teammate and best friend through this journey but, they weren't allowed to because they were professional motorsport drivers and grand prixs never stopped even during grievances of a driver. and today was one of the days where max thankfully praise god, was able to have one of the red bull reserve drivers drive in his car for the italian grand prix at monza whilst the rest of the grid covered for him during the race and media interviews and he was with you at the hospital. however, this was the day he wished it wasn't the monza grand prix and he had his teammates with him...

...because the moment he heard that all-too-familiar beeping sound that only seemed to get louder and more abrasive, he only wished that he had his best friends with him. he could barely even yank his phone out of his pocket in time before he heard the rush of footsteps coming up from behind him...

...turning around, tears welling in his blue eyes, max never expected to see his f1 teammates who were also his best friends rush through the hospital hallway when he hadn't even taken his phone out of his pocket to tell them. that was when he remembered who else was in the hospital with him, his mum sophie had joined max and was the one who had contacted the other f1 drivers - formula 1 allowing the drivers to travel over to the netherlands since the race was already finished

"...max...we heard the news about y.n from your mum, is she okay?" daniel questioned, bringing his arms up to max's shoulders as he just shakes his head, his tears streaming down his cheeks slowly

"she...she's gone daniel..." max whispered as he felt his heart breaking as he fell forward, daniel only just catching him as he hugged max as tightly as he could as it just set into daniel, lando, charles and the other racers heads that the code blue they were hearing was y.n's - they were seconds too late

"...max..." daniel whispered, not knowing what else to say as max collapsed to the floor, daniel going down with him as max cried and cried and cried, lando, charles and the other drivers joining the two of them seconds later as they joined daniel in comforting their friend

max cried on that hospital floor in his best friends' arms for how long, he had no idea but it felt like forever when the nurse who took care of y.n had basically confirmed what was already known and it broke max's heart even more.

"...meneer verstappen, het spijt me echt, maar we konden niets doen om uw vrouw te reanimeren. als jij, je moeder en je vrienden dat willen, kunnen jullie binnenkomen om ons laatste afscheid te nemen..." the female nurse spoke softly in dutch as max shakily stood up, daniel helping him as the rest of them stood up as well mr verstappen, i am really sorry but, there was nothing we could do to resuscitate your wife. if you, your mother and your friends would like to, you guys can come in to say your final farewells

"...bedankt dokter..." max trailed off, wanting to say something else but, he couldn't, he didn't know what else to say other than a weakened "thank you" as he loosened himself away from daniel and walked in on his own thank you, doctor

daniel, lando, charles and the others watched on with broken hearts as their friend and their teammate basically collapsed to his knees and hugged his now-deceased wife, wishing for her to just wake up and to "stop being a fucking twat, y.n" said in dutch. and well, max's mum sophie, she felt as though it wasn't the right time for her to stay so, with a quick touch to daniel, she silently excused herself out of the hospital back to her car to go back home.

speaking up, daniel bit his lip, "what are we going to do now?" tears welled in his eyes for his best friend who had now become a widower less than three months after marrying as lando, charles and carlos, who were also teary-eyed, shook their heads in unknowing

"i have no clue, daniel...all i know is that max's going to need us more than he's ever needed us and we have to be there for him through all of it," lando responded as daniel, charles and carlos nodded their heads in agreement

"absolutely. but, we need to be ready for all five stages of grief, we can't just be there for him when he's going through the depression stage. we also have to be there for him when he's in denial, when he's bargaining and wishing it was him that got sick, when he's mad over it all and then, when he eventually comes to some sort of acceptance over this whole situation, we have to be there for every single part of it..." charles gulped as he placed his hand over his heart, only able to imagine the heartache that his friend was going through and it broke his heart that max wasn't imagining it

daniel, lando, carlos and charles joined max in y.n's hospital room minutes later and comforted him as he wept and wished it was him laying in that hospital bed over his wife. after that though, after max cleaned himself up, he took it upon himself to remember his wife and all the memories he shared with her. the five talked, cried and laughed together as they shared their favourite memories of y.n verstappen with each other and, whilst that wasn't going to fix the hole in max's heart straight away, it was a small stepping stone that was the foundation.

lando norris:

now our dreams are coming true, through the good times and the bad, i'll be standing there by you

lando hadn't been any happier before in his life. he was an f1 driver with mclaren, he had the life he dreamt of and he was married to the love of his life, y.n norris and he couldn't have wished for anything else.

kissing his now-wife's ear, he whispers, "...do you think our guests would notice if we just...left the reception?" lando smiled as y.n giggled, grabbing her husband's hand

"yes, they totally would, lando! we are not going to do that! besides, the speeches haven't started yet, we'll leave during cocktail hour, okay?" y.n giggled as lando rolled his eyes but agreed with his wife

"...lando...lando...lan..."

"...lando!" y.n nervously giggled softly as she snapped her fingers in front of her husband's face

lando looked up from his phone, his tears welling in his eyes as y/n's smile fades immediately and grabs her husband's phone out of his hand, slips it into her back pocket and pulls her husband in for a hug.

"what was the phone call about, babe? it felt like it was going on forever..." y.n trailed off as lando sniffled, not wanting to start his sobfest now, especially in somewhere as public as the london heathrow airport

"...steve...umm, one of harry's workmates went up to check on him since he didn't respond to me or his mum's calls and umm, he...harry's been taken to the hospital and they..." lando's voice caught as y.n's eyes widened and her heart broke and, just like her husband, tears welled in her eyes

"...oh, honey, is...is that why you ran off the plane you were supposed to be on?" y.n whispered as lando turned around, grabbing y.n's hand so they could run to their car to get to the hospital

and, as they started to run, lando started to talk again, "yes...i...i think he's dead, and it absolutely terrifies me that i could have found out when i got back to monaco..." lando sniffled as he closed his eyes, only wishing he wasn't close to breaking down in the airport as he and his wife ran through the halls

"...lando...babe..." y.n wished she could think of something but it was kind of hard when she was running no...being pulled...through the london heathrow airport back to their car to drive to the hospital

she then halted the both of them and spoke up after quickly catching her breath, "...lando, have you called the hospital to ask them if harry is okay, first?" she questioned, it broke her heart to think that lando would go straight to the thought that his best friend could be dead without even ringing up the hospital to check first

and, it was at that moment that y.n gave her husband his phone back and lando rang up the royal london hospital...

the royal london hospital

"the royal london hospital, rebecca speaking how may i direct your call?"

"hi...hi...umm...you've admitted somebody here, harry l.n, and i'm just wanting to see how he is?"

"and, who are you?"

"i...i'm his best friend!"

"you need to come to the hospital, you don't need to rush but you need to come into the hospital!"

"thank you...bye..."

and before the receptionist from the royal london hospital could say the rest of her piece, lando ended the phone call and sobbed the tears he tried his best to hold back when he had to tell her that he was his best friend's friend. y.n bit her lip as she just looked at her husband as he looked back at her and shook his head as her eyes widened and a tear slipped from her cheek, causing tears to stream down lando's.

"...what did she say, lando?" y.n sniffled, wiping her tear away as she moved closer to her husband as he covered his face before his hand reached his hair

"she...she said that i...we need to come to the hospital but we don't need to rush...y.n, i...i was correct. harry...harry's dead and i was nearly on a plane to monaco..." lando sniffled as his voice broke as y.n shook her head, not wanting lando to blame himself as her heart broke even more knowing that her husband's suspicion was correct

"...oh, babe...no, don't blame yourself for having to leave for work! besides, i think we should listen to what the receptionist lady said and make our way to the hospital, maybe there you'd still have somewhat of a chance to say one final goodbye?" she knew that last part could have come off as insulting and anything but helpful but, she was lost with what to say since all of her best friends were very much alive and she now had no idea the emotions and grief lando was going to go through

lando nodded his head, knowing what y.n meant and tried to wipe away his tears as the norris' finally reached their car in the airport parking lot and started their drive down to the royal london hospital - the last place they wanted to be a couple of days before a race weekend.

by the time lando and y.n norris arrived at the hospital, it had been announced that lando's best friend, harry had indeed been pronounced dead from what seemed to be a suspected suicide but, of course, the cause couldn't be confirmed until the autopsy report had been performed and finalised. and, lando was absolutely distraught and broken to the ground, of course, he was. his best friend was his best friend and now, bam, 100 days after they had gone through the same devastation with a different best friend, they were doing it all over again with harry. and, y.n had no idea what to do to help her husband, she did think about ringing up the wife of the other friend but, she thought that seemed a bit crude since, technically, it hadn't been that long since the other friend had died and she was probably still doing all she could do to console her husband of the other deceased best friend. so, the next best thing y.n did was to just simply, be that shoulder for lando to cry on and her ears for lando to cry and rant to and to remind him that he couldn't just not eat or drink anything for a whole day because that is unhealthy and he needs to eat and drink, especially if he wanted to actually make that flight over to monaco to then drive at the next grand prix. it also meant that when she knew that the phone calls and funeral planning were getting too much for her husband, she'd send him upstairs to their bedroom to ring the other racers to let them know and then have a nap.

after going back and forth with lando about why he should go upstairs to let his teammates know and then a sleep, you spoke up again, "...and i understand you want to help your best friend's mum, i get it, sweetheart. but, babe, look at the state of you, you are not in the right state of mind to be on the phone with his family and the funeral directors. there's a reason why his mum has been attempting to be this strong and it's because she has to. so, i'll ask you again, go upstairs to our room and i'll take care of this. what you need is sleep. you are wrecked and the only way you'll be able to continue is if you rest and take care of yourself. you are not okay, lando, you just lost your best friend..." she trailed off as lando's eyes closed and he covered his face with his hands

she hated that she made her husband cry, of course, she did but, they both knew that it would be better for lando to inform his teammates and rest and for y.n to continue just for the moment. as she watched her husband go upstairs for a nap and to tell his teammates the news, she remembered why she married her husband and this was the reason - so she could be there during the good and the bad times.

oscar piastri:

ooh once in your life you'll find someone who will turn your world around, bring you up when you're feeling down, yeah nothing can change what you mean to me

she couldn't believe that oscar piastri wanted to talk with her. she didn't even think that oscar knew who she was but, apparently he did because, when she arrived at school and opened up her locker, a piece of paper slipped out. when she opened it, she found a letter from oscar and it read, "hey y.n, meet me at the school's lecture theatre first period. oscar piastri xx" and, he even left her two kisses on the letter! surely that means that like, oscar's into her, right? well, she would find out soon since the first period starts at eight thirty-five am and it was currently eight thirty am so, only five more minutes before she'd be with oscar and finding out what it was that he wanted to tell her. so, with her geography textbook in her hands and oscar's handwritten letter on top of it, she began her walk to the school's lecture theatre...

...arriving at exactly eight thirty-five am on the dot, she waited in slight confusion for oscar only to jump out of her skin when someone did walk in, only for the person that walked in to be the very person that wrote the note. giggling in slight embarrassment, y.n bit her lip and tamed her hair, curling it behind her ear as she stepped closer, handing oscar the letter, gesturing to him to explain what it was he wanted since she was missing period one, something she had never done before since she was always known as their private school's goody two shoes as was oscar, he wasn't one to misbehave.

smiling, oscar happily spoke up, "...i...i didn't think you'd actually skip geography, y.n, wow, you're not just a goody two shoes..." he laughed as y.n giggled too as she shrugged, her geography textbook hugging her chest

"...so, what is it you wanted to meet me here for? this couldn't wait until break or my study-free period since we're seniors?" y.n teased as oscar shrugged his shoulders this time as he huffed

"i just...i've been meaning to tell you something for a while since i know you've been sort of, f...fawning over me lately and i wanted to tell you that, i...i also like you like that..."

"...y.n...y.n...hello, earth to y.n?" snapping to get her best friend's attention was something savannah piastri has had to do for ages now, ever since oscar piastri, savannah's older brother, started dating lily zneimer

"yeah, sorry sav, what...what did you say?" y.n gulped, clearing her throat as savannah sighed sadly, her shoulders sagging

savannah knew of the history y.n and her brother, oscar, had had during their senior year of high school and the first few years of y.n's uni years until the last couple of years when oscar wanted to take his motorsport career seriously and oscar started realising that he was growing apart from his high school sweetheart and falling in love with someone else. and, whilst it was utterly painful to watch this unrequited love between her best friend and brother, she knew that being invited to her unrequited former lover's wedding in london was doing anything but helping those feelings. savannah and y.n had gone out to the boutique to find themselves dresses for the wedding, dresses that weren't too out there but were still nice since it was a london wedding where the dress code wasn't too formal but rather comfortable.

"i said, y.n, i personally think it was quite low of oscar and lily to invite you considering the history of you and him but, it can't be any worse for you though..." savannah trailed off as y.n smiled and shook her head, her hands shuffling through the dress rack

"...i don't think so...i think it was actually quite sweet of them to invite me..." she trails off as she pulls out a dress she thought she liked the look of but immediately grimaced and placed it back, making savannah giggle

"...sweet? why do you think it was sweet of them to invite you?" savannah questioned after reeling in her giggles from the dress fiasco as y.n sighs and rolls her eyes, moving her back towards the clothes rack and to savannah with her arms crossed over her chest

"i think it's sweet because it means that they clearly trust me enough that one, i'm not going to do anything silly like object to their wedding and two, they still care about me because, honestly, lily is the sweetest girl out there and, i'm truly happy that it's lily that oscar's marrying, i wouldn't want him to be marrying me at all..." y.n trailed off as savannah was shocked as she tried to find any inkling in y.n's face that she was lying but, savannah couldn't, her best friend was not lying at all

"...seriously? you wouldn't want oscar to be marrying you but lily zneimer instead? why? i always wished it was you that oscar married eventually..." savannah trailed off as y.n giggled as she sighs

"...absolutely, lily is the right one for oscar and oscar is the right one for lily. i was only meant to be a short-term relationship and i'm okay with that. i knew from that day at school, back in the school lecture theatre when he first talked to me, that it wasn't going to last longer or reach a ring and a marriage and truthfully, i think you knew that too but, you just didn't want to believe it. so you tried your absolute hardest to hate the guts out of lily when she just fell in love with the same boy i did who realised that he finally found the love of his life who wasn't me. and you hate that because you wanted it to be me even though you knew in your sub-conscious that it was never going to be me and because you don't actually hate the guts out of lily, you just hate that your older brother found the love of his life and it wasn't who you always wished it to be..." y.n finished as savannah gulped and locked her jaw, crossing her arms over her chest as she sighed, nodding her head as y.n felt herself flashback to that day that oscar asked her to be his girlfriend

"...y.n...y.n...earth to y.n? hello? y.n y.l.n!" oscar snaps his fingers with a giggle as the girl blinks and shakes her head with a small giggle

"sorry oscar, what did you say? i didn't catch that..." y.n gulped, she totally heard what oscar said, she just couldn't believe the words that came out of his mouth after the very vague note he had scribbled down and placed in her locker earlier that morning

"...i said, i like you a lot, y.n and i was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend and if i could pick you up this friday to take you out on a date to the movies..." oscar repeated and y.n smiled, her mind was not playing tricks on her and oscar did ask her to be his girlfriend and to take her out on a date

even though she knew this relationship wasn't going to end in them getting married and having a family together, y.n nodded her head and responded, "...of course, i'll be your girlfriend and i'd love it if you could pick me up on friday to take me to the movies, what movie were you thinking of?" y.n bit her lip as she could tell that oscar was also relieved that she said yes and he smiled

"i was thinking the new a star is born with bradley cooper and lady gaga to then pick you up at around, six thirty pm as the movie starts at around seven and then drop you home afterwards?" oscar proposed as y.n smiled and nodded her head which made oscar feel so much better

"i'd like that...wait, isn't this new adaption of a star is born supposedly like, really really sad? i don't wanna cry in the cinema, that's so embarrassing, osc!" y.n started but then trailed off in worry that seeing a star is born with oscar in the cinemas would make her cry as oscar giggled and bit his lip

"yeah...it is said to be quite the emotional rollercoaster but, i made sure to buy seats right at the back since i can also be a bit of a crier so you won't be the only one crying so, a star is born at six thirty on friday?" oscar giggled with a hint of embarrassment as y.n felt butterflies in her tummy hearing that oscar was a crier as she nodded her head

"that sounds perfect, thanks oscar, see you then?" y.n trailed off as the bell for period two had rung, meaning that y.n had to rush to her locker to grab her english literature textbook and explain to her teacher why she was late as oscar smiled

"yeah, if we don't see each other in english lit..." oscar winked as y.n giggled, remembering they had period two together

"...y.n, seriously? how many times do i have to snap my fingers in your face today? did you hear what i asked you?" savannah sighed in exasperation as y.n blinked back into reality with a sorry look towards savannah

"i'm sorry sav, i only got two hours of sleep last night, bambi and pascal were barking all through the night because of the fireworks on the main street, what did you ask me?" y.n apologised as savannah softened up, she knew how loud her two huskies, bambi and pascal got whenever the council let off fireworks during a random day on the main street

"don't apologise, i asked where you and oscar went for your first date since i don't think you ever managed to tell me or anyone else what you guys did even though you promised us you would," savannah giggled as y.n did too, how on earth did oscar or her forget to tell their first date to their best friends and siblings after promising they would

"oh my god, did we not tell you guys?" y.n was shocked, how did they never tell anyone about their first date back in 2018 and only now in 2021, four years after the fact as savannah shook her head

"no, you guys never ended up telling us, you didn't even give us a slither of a clue after we all begged and begged you two to tell us, you guys just went straight to the cafeteria for lunch and by the time you came back, there was no use to ask you again since you two were avoiding telling us at all costs..." savannah smiled as she trailed off as y.n smiled, remembering that friday evening like it was yesterday

"...well, it wasn't too crazy. all we did was, osc picked me up at six thirty pm that friday night for a seven pm showing of a star is born and after the film was over, he drove the both of us back to my place. oscar did originally plan on driving back home but, we didn't seem to take into account how long the movie was and we didn't get home until like, nine thirtyish in the evening and mum was hellbent on having oscar spend the night since it had started to rain seconds after oscar and i got home and, because she didn't want oscar to drive back to his place in the rain, she rang up your parents and explained to them that oscar was staying overnight at ours and that he'd return back home in the morning the next day. so, we had some fish and chips and watched another movie that was on the tv and then we went upstairs to my room, he stayed in my room and we slept in my bed but, there was no touching, no cuddling, no sex, no nothing. oscar was quite respectful of my space on my bed and i was quite respectful of his space on the bed and we fell asleep. when we woke up the next morning, we got dressed, me in my room and oscar in the bathroom and then went downstairs for some breakfast when oscar then left since the rain had died down during the evening while we were asleep and that's what our first date was, nothing too crazy, nothing too special, just something lowkey and it was great..." y.n trailed off as savannah smiled the whole time

"...then if it was just that, then why didn't you guys tell us? what was so embarrassing that you couldn't tell your best friend and sister?" savannah grilled as y.n scoffed out a laugh as they sat on y.n's bed as savannah gestured for her best friend to tell her

"fine, i'll tell you. we both cried our eyes out during the movie and, we didn't want to tell you guys because, knowing you, you would have laughed at us if we told you a star is born made us cry so, we just decided not to tell you at all..." y.n shrugged as savannah gasped in offence that she wasn't told four years ago

"...how dare you say that i'd laugh at the both of you for crying during a star is born! i'll have you know, i watched it with my now husband, noah in 2018 during a break in between the college terms and we both sobbed our eyes out, why didn't you tell us then after i had rung you in such emotional duress over the movie?" savannah howled in shock and mock offence as y.n laughed wholeheartedly at her best friend

"jesus christ, can you be any more dramatic, savannah? but, i'm sorry, okay? we just forgot to tell you since we started to go on more dates more frequently to the point where we started to forget what we had done the week before. it wasn't that we intentionally hid it from you guys, we truly did want to tell you," y.n giggled, sighing at the end as danielle smiled

"it's alright, i was being dramatic besides, if oscar and lily's wedding is tomorrow, we should probably go to sleep since we have to wake up kind of early to make sure we are there in time since we've finished packing everything we need," savannah suggested as y.n agreed and nodded her head, slithering herself into her bedsheets, savannah following suite, knowing that savannah's husband and y.n's friend, noah, was doing the same thing a couple of rooms down from them

"agreed. goodnight sav..." y.n whispered after turning off her bedside lamp as savannah smiled, turning to her side of y.n's bed

"...goodnight y.n..." savannah whispered back as she quickly fell asleep whilst y.n stayed awake, staring at her ceiling for five minutes until she lulled herself into sleep only hoping that her emotions would be controlled and she wouldn't bawl her eyes out during the wedding of her ex-lover and his new wife

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and how she should have known that her emotions would not be controlled, similar to what she's seen people do at funerals in movies and tv, she couldn't move from her seat after oscar and lily's beautifully hilarious wedding. thankfully, there was still time before the reception but, for now, y.n just needed time to herself, to breathe and to regulate her emotions before she sees oscar and lily to congratulate them...only, oscar noticed her first and decided to go over and talk to his ex-lover...

"...hey...hey, y.n?" oscar whispered, not wanting to startle his ex as she turned around, quickly wiping away her teary eyes as she smiled towards the now-married man

"hey, osc, what are you doing over here? you should be with your wife, celebrating together before the reception," y.n cleared her throat as oscar smiled and gave a side head nod as he gestured if he could take a seat, y.n nodded her head

"i'm here because i wanted to talk with you, and so does lily but, i think she'll do it later so as not to overwhelm you...but umm... i...we both know, lily and me, how hard it must be to have come to the wedding and to have seen the wedding invite but, i just, i couldn't get married to lily without you being here and, whether that sounds selfish or not, it wasn't our intention but, thank you. thank you for showing up because, even though i'm now married to lily, i still love you in a way that lily will never properly understand but understands enough that you won't do anything to jeopardize our marriage together. i know we dated for three years and they were an amazing three years, i don't ever regret those three years but, i know that we both knew that we weren't ever going to get married or have kids as i will with lily. lily's my romantic soulmate, she's my wife but you, you y.n, you're my platonic soulmate. you have always been there for me during everything when we finished high school, when you were in uni yet still cheered for me when i really began in motorsports to when i then moved into f2 and then f1 and then after we broke up as a couple. i mean, you were there for me for so much because you wanted to be a friend, a best friend. and, i mean, nothing can change what you mean to me, y.n. so, thank you for letting me marry my romantic soulmate and being my platonic soulmate, i love you y.n but, i have lily now and, i'm forever thankful for the two of you...bye y.n, i'll see you later if i don't see you at the reception later on..." oscar smiled, standing up from his seat next to y.n and giving her a hug as she accepted it whilst she wiped away her tears, tears that weren't tears of grief or jealousy but tears of joy that oscar finally found his one true love, his romantic soulmate

"...i love you too, oscar...bye oscar..."

charles leclerc:

baby you're all that i want when you're lying here in my arms, i'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven, and love is all that i need

charles couldn't help the way he looked at his wife, y.n leclerc as she slept, curled up against his exposed chest. he was totally in love with the woman who he had just married less than two nights ago as they stayed in the magical maldives for their honeymoon. this newlywedded bliss for sure felt like heaven and that love was all that charles needed. now he finally understood and appreciated the happiness that the more senior f1 drivers and tp's spoke about when it came to the feeling of being in heaven after getting married.

groaning, y.n opened her eyes and giggled in a french startle, "...charles, tu m'as fait peur ! pourquoi tu me regardes?" she giggled, sleep still in her voice as charles smiled, brushing some of her hair out of the way as he bit his lip charles, you scared me! why are you staring at me?

"parce que tu es belle et tu es ma femme..." charles whispered as y.n smiled, biting her own lip as she spoke up again, her hand messing around with charles' hair because you're beautiful and you're my wife

"...dis-le encore, bébé," y.n smiled as charles chuckled but didn't waste time saying it again say that again, baby

"parce que tu es belle et tu es ma femme,là, je l'ai redit et c'est vrai. tu es belle et tu es madame y.n leclerc pour maintenant et pour toujours!" charles chuckled as he continued to remove hair off y.n's face as she smiled at her husband because you're beautiful and you're my wife, there, i said it again and it's true. you are beautiful and you are mrs y.n leclerc for now and forever!

"maintenant et pour toujours..." y.n trailed off as she smiled, her mind rushing back to her wedding day and her wedding vows now and forever

"...charles marc hervé perceval leclerc...we've known each other since we were twelve and i've been in love with you ever since and now we're here, at twenty-four-years-old and we're getting married. i mean, what kind of fairytale like that actually comes true other than those that we see in movies and tv shows that show this very thing happening? apparently, ours does and i'm forever grateful for our little fairytale. you always make me laugh when i don't want to laugh, you always make me smile when i don't want to or when it's the hardest thing in the world, you love me in the most loved way but, most importantly charles, you...you make me happy *sob* and i don't think i can say anyone has ever made me happier the way you have. i mean, when we first met, you were obsessed over karting*giggles*, dogs, music and karting if i haven't already said that even though you were sort of embarrassed to admit it at all *giggles* and then, somewhere in all of those obsessions, you found yourself obsessing over me in the same way i obsessed over you. we always wanted to be around each other, even if it annoyed arthur and lorenzo and your best friends to the point where i barely let you guys have hangouts on your own because i just wanted to be near you all the time *giggles*. but then, after high school and i left for university, you sort of went away because your obsession with wanting to be a professional motorsport racer was no longer an obsession but a dream, a dream you started to chase alongside all these amazing families you've made through f1 and f2. but throughout all of that, of your dream coming true, years before that, we lost your beautiful godfather, jules and then, two years later, just before you got your f1 contract, we lost your even more beautiful father, hervé *sobs*, i cannot express to you, charles, the way you held yourself up after those two losses. all of us thinking you'd crumble and fall immediately but you didn't. of course, you had your moments but, the majority of the time, you held yourself together with such love, grace and strength that it was in that moment that i realised i couldn't leave you, i had to have you in my life forever and ever. i love you, charles, i love you more than i think i care to admit *giggles* and it makes me so happy seeing the way you come alive on those racetracks every single week with your f1 grid family. charles, i promise to you that i'll love you for all my life, i'll always be the one screaming the loudest in the paddock during a race, i'll comfort you when you get upset, i'll laugh with you, i'll cry with you, i'll never go to bed angry, i'll never let you doubt my love for you, i'll never doubt your love for me and for now and forever, you'll be my husband, my number one, always..."

"...y.n...bébé, ça va ? je t'ai perdu un instant, à quoi pensais-tu?" charles sniggered as y.n giggled, cuddling further into him before lifting her head y.n...babe, you alright? i lost you for a moment, what were you thinking about?

"mes vœux de mariage à notre mariage..." she trailed off as charles smiled as he suddenly felt himself get teary-eyed my wedding vows at our wedding

"...j'ai pleuré pendant tes vœux...ils étaient les plus doux du monde," charles smiled as he sniffled and y.n smiled, reaching her hand up to charles' cheek i cried my eyes out during your vows...they were the sweetest in the world

"aww, est-ce que ça t'a rendu ému ? et je sais, c'est pourquoi je ne pouvais pas te regarder parce que si je l'avais fait, j'aurais aussi commencé à pleurer, c'est aussi pourquoi je riais à certains moments parce que j'étais sur le point de pleurer mais je voulais m'arrêter. de toute façon, j'ai pleuré quand je les écrivais, c'est probablement aussi pour ça que je n'ai pas pleuré quand je les ai dit parce que j'étais hystérique quand je les ai écrits..." y.n giggled as she stared lovingly into her husband's eyes as he stared back into hers aww, did that make you emotional? and i know, that's why i couldn't look at you because if i did, then i would have started crying as well, that's also why i was giggling at some points because i was moments from crying but wanted to stop myself. anyway, i cried though when i was writing them, that's also probably why i didn't cry when i said them because i was in hysterics when i wrote them

"...y a-t-il quelque chose que tu veux faire aujourd'hui ou veux-tu simplement rester au lit..." charles questions as y.n giggles, biting her lip as her leg started to intertwine with charles' as his eyes rose in shock is there anything you want to do today or do you just want to stay in bed

"... ou nous pourrions, tu sais..." y.n suggested with a hint of cheekiness as charles smiled and nodded his head or we could, you know

leaping onto his wife, making her shriek, they started to get all dirty and fun in the bedsheets in the paradise of the maldives and they couldn't have been happier. however, they remembered quite quickly that after today, their honeymoon in the maldives was over and they'd have to leave back for their home in monaco so charles could return back to work with f1 and y.n could return back to her job as a paramedic back home in monaco.

however, at this moment, right now, they were moaning each other's name and getting down on it with each other and probably ruining every other vacationing couple or family's morning due to how loud they were but, hey, you couldn't blame the leclerc's, they were newlyweds and, they were soaking up their last day of honeymoon bliss by doing it

fin

alright, i had so much fun writing this, especially charles since i did make his last couple quite sad so, giving him a happy one only felt right after i had bullied him. also, did we like the little google translations again? please say you did otherwise i'll be sad lol

#formula one #angst #fluff #max verstappen x fem!reader #lando norris x fem!reader #oscar piastri x fem!reader #charles leclerc x fem!reader #heaven

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