#love how ive been using multiple pronouns for like two years now and he/him for over a year and only now am like Wait

[theguardianace]

gender my beloved behated

[insertdisc5]

homestuck epilogues stuff

thoughts about the homestuck epilogues, as in, spoilers and theories and things ive noticed by reading it over twice and talking with friend @kravicle while they were reading

this is just a list of theories me and krav came up with ok. also stuff u might not pick up in only one read? we’re just spitballing here 

MEAT AND CANDY TEREZI ARE PROBABLY ONE AND THE SAME

> just didnt see proof they weren't the same lmao, we only get john+terezi's messages from both timelines and she could have gotten messages from both meat!john and candy!john

>time is fucked on her end also so (shrugs)

>(terezi meeting meat!john) "something else is different about him. different, somehow, from how she thought he’d be when she imagined they’d next meet. under all the gore, he smells... too fresh."

>TEREZI: HMMM

TEREZI: YOU SM3LL OLD3R

TEREZI: BUT NOT 4S OLD 4S 1 THOUGHT YOUD B3

JOHN: what does that mean?

TEREZI: DONT WORRY 4BOUT 1T

>"In multiple realities, all [John] wanted for her was this. To be home safe, with all their friends. And now that she’s here, she’s lost."

> (meeting Meat!roxy) "Terezi’s head is filled with stories about a different version of Roxy—the polar opposite of the one standing in front of her."

DIRK’S PLAN PART 1 (free will)

>maybe plans to get Actual Free Will thru ultimate godhood??? also explains why he feels okay with removing free will from his friends- for him, this isnt real free will anyway?

>(dirk talking about kanaya) "What WAS she thinking? What are any of us thinking, really? Who’s doing the thinking, and who’s having the thoughts?

The more you study the question, the more it seems all concrete forms of accountability go up in smoke. Her original thoughts were never that important, and the significance of the idea that she was the one authoring them was always a bit overrated. My mission is to someday clear this all up for everyone. Remove the ambiguity, suck the mud out of the water. It’ll be a lot better that way, trust me."

>to old callie, dirk's plan "[john’s] ultimate sacrifice was made to put the missing keystone in place and avert the supreme dissipation of all that shall be considered to hold truth, relevance, and essentiality."

>although narrator callie thinks this world has some sort of actual free will. says "[john should kiss terezi etc]. it’s wrong to contradict one’s true thoughts and feelings. irrational. unbecoming of an existence governed by free will."

>his plan to give everyone/ultimate gods “free will” will end up destroying canon????

DIRK’S PLAN PART 2 (complacency of the learned, ultimate self)

>complacency of the learned, 12 people attaining ultimate knowledge (=ultimate self), and turning "either insane or evil"

> (candy ending, rose’s POV) "The thoughts in her powerful brain race. What will they name the planet? How long will it take for the ship to arrive? Once the new race has established an advanced enough civilization thousands of years from now, who will the lucky kids be? The ones who get the chance to play what will arguably be the most important session in the history of Sburb?" 

>finding more people to attain ultimate godhood???

>dirk asks terezi to come with him and rose at the end of meat, along with john's body (implied that she did accept-callie!jade points and dave thinks she points both to dirk+rose and john+terezi, callie doesnt prove him otherwise)

>dirk wants 12 ultimate gods for each aspect????

>"If your perception expands beyond the meat sack of your body, then are you really an individual anymore? Why shouldn’t we become gods? Why shouldn’t we become one God."

- (callie speaking) "[John] is simply being barred from ignoring his true thoughts. even without the aid of a juju, he is fortunate enough to be blessed with the only true form of divinity. to be released from the prison of nonsensical inhibitions which so often psychologically hobble the more primitive forms of life."

>callie is probably an ultimate god, terezi should be?? with rem8mb8r?

DIRK’S NARRATOR STUFF

>dirk probably doesnt know hes in a story/that he has an audience (us) "How can I respect a fucking pronoun when nobody can even hear me?”

>does dirk control people by using you-ness? using 2nd person to control, 3rd person to narrate?

>”JADE: and where there is an identity, there can also be an agenda.”

CANDY TIMELINE STUFF

>part of the black hole, a utopia, place removed from reality/canon in some way??? WEIRDO DREAM BUBBLE????

>cut off from canon in some way- dirk and rose cant get to ultimate godhood anymore, john cant use retcon powers

>candy!john mentions multiple times he doesnt think of him and his friends as "real"

>sky in candy!timeline described as more vibrant (VS pre-sburb being described as muted)

>candy!karkat talking to sollux and probably being foreshadowing without knowing: “KARKAT: I THOUGHT THAT YOU TWO LITERALLY DIDN’T EXIST ANYMORE! KARKAT: OR AT THE VERY LEAST WERE TRAPPED IN A DEAD UNIVERSE PERPETUALLY COLLAPSING INTO ITS OWN ASSHOLE.”

>CALLIOPE: we’re all going to be very, very happy. I trUly believe that. ^u^ 

>ROSE: Oh Kanaya, you’re right.

ROSE: We are going to be so astonishingly happy!

>ROXY: omg

ROXY: were gonna be SO freakin happy!

>Dirk in Meat: "Cherubs are fuckin’ weird, I’ll totally concede. Still not sure what makes them tick. What they idealize, what they really want. It all comes across to me as a little cloying. Perfection to them is a sweetness beyond comprehension. Sugar so potent it’s poison to us. To our bodies, to our souls. Like the place she was operating from was a realm of self-construction. A bubble of pure, phantasmal confection."

>end of meat!callie can see into candy!timeline ROXY: they stay home all day with the blinds drawn paintin some weird ass shit on the walls

TEREZI: WH4T?

ROXY: its not as bad as it sounds i promise

ROXY: some of it is like

ROXY: weird and violent??

ROXY: like lotsa nasty purple blood and um

ROXY: nudity????

TEREZI: >:?

ROXY: yeah yikes

ROXY: but MOST of it is cute stuff like... various combos of all of us being happy and gettin married and shit

>obama’s here. god i need a minute

>dirk told gamzee something??? 

“DAVE: wheres dirk

GAMZEE: tHeRe’S nO nEeD tO wOrRy AbOuT hIm. :o)

GAMZEE: YoU’rE gOnNa GeT wHaT’s BeSt FoR yOu. He ToLd Me ThAt, AnD i’M gOnNa MaKe SuRe HiS wIsH mAkEs LiKe A mOtHeRfUcKiNg MiRaClE aNd GeTs TrUe.

[...]

GAMZEE: YoU dOn’T gOt AnY nEeD tO gO aNd CoNcErN yOuRsElF wItH hIs MoRtAl FlEsH bOdY oUt HeRe In ThIs CaNdYcAnE wHiRlPoOl BeYoNd ThE iNfInItE bLaCk WiNk Of ThE wIcKeD sInGuLaRiTy, My NiNjA.

GAMZEE: a SaCk Of MeAt AnD bOnEs In OnE lIfE oR tHe NeXt Is OnLy A mEaNs To ThE fInAl ToTaLiTy ThAt WiLl DaMn AnD rAiSe Us AlL iN bRiLlIaNt ApOtHeOsIs.

GAMZEE: In ThE oNe TrUe LiFe We AlL fLoW fRoM tHe OnE tRuE pEn,

GAMZEE: aNd EvErY hEaD rOlLs DoWn ThE pAtH tO tHe OnE tRuE hAnD.”

> dirk before killing himself:  “ It is the very last moment of narratively consequential action that will happen in this whole, barren world. “

OTHER STUFF

> dirk teaching men about "combat, philosophy, life, love." (jake, dave, obama, not said explicitly but also probably gamzee????) what is UP with that

>gamzee also wanting to teach kid tavros about combat philosophy life love, “to behave the way a mentor does”

>re: john “Your complete lack of remarkability, specific motivation, drive, opinion on where to direct your own fate—these deficiencies are exactly what made you so useful, so susceptible to being endowed with the you-ness I’ve borrowed to satisfy my purposes.”

>at the end of meat, callie in jade's body in candy timeline kills lord english and gets big powers or whatever. cherub stuff

>terezi gets a text at the end of Meat, we dont know from whom (candy!(vriska)?)

>john left letters for everyone in Meat but no one’s found them yet?

>snapchats were probably before the split 

>this whole post makes both me and krav sound like we’re been talking about this for 24 hours straight (we did)

[steviesays]

In depth analysis of Solo: a Star Wars Story

wow that title makes it look like this wasn’t just me rambling for 4 whole ass pages on word, but I wanted to give you guys all of my thoughts and reactions on the movie. All of the spoilers are going to be under the cut and I’ll continue to tag spoilers for solo for the next two weeks, so until JUNE 8TH so none of you are allowed to yell at me for spoiling the movie. 

alright yall here we go im going to start with the plot and move into the characters the same way I did for tlj.

After coming out of this movie, it took me the entire ride home to process and think about whether I even liked it or not. When I got home, I had a two hour long conversation with my brother on the purpose of all of these movies rather than on what the movie is about because hes a fake fan and didn’t go see it last night. But anyway, after giving a brief synopsis with as little spoilers as possible, we kind of came to the consensus that this movie didn’t really matter, plot wise. It was kind of just made to sell tickets (even though they didn’t even sell tickets because there was no promo). Literally the whole movie was just an adventure that Han Solo went on, there was no real character arc, Han was the same person he was at the end as he was at the beginning, the only real development was him meeting chewie and lando and getting the millennium falcon. Did we really HAVE to see the kessel run, like yeah it was cool, but having the whole movie based around that? I feel like we were all kind of expecting more of a backstory, which is what it was kind of advertised as, and I think it would have been more effective, at least from a fan perspective, to have seen what Han’s life was when he was a child on Correlia. We still have no information on his parents, except for his dad was apparently a mechanic that wanted to be a pilot. We don’t know how he became orphaned or how he ended up with that fucking lizard monster thing, how he met Qi’ra, or how any of this affected him. I think they just started the movie at a bad spot, but that decision was made to maximize profit. I guess no casual movie goer would want to see han solo roughing it through some angst, but for people that are fully invested in star wars? It was just kind of a pointless action movie.

Other than that, it was a decent movie overall. I didn’t walk out of it pissed like I did with tlj, it kind of just made me feel nothing. Like I knew all this shit before, I didn’t need to see it in a two hour film. Him meeting chewie and lando, getting the falcon and doing the kessel run in 12 parsecs were things that were already established. There was nothing really spectacular about this movie it kind of just exists as a plot extender, rather than something that moves the plot forward or gives us major insights. I guess they can get away with it being useful to plot by the scene at the end that establishes to everyone that Darth Maul is still alive and fucking up the galaxy, but they could have just made their own damn darth maul movie, which is probably coming anyway based on that scene.

 But now that I’ve dragged the movie enough, lets get into the characters because I have a lot to say. There were characters that I really liked, characters that had a lot of potential, and characters that I hated.

Lets start with han. I really liked him in this movie and I like the actor they got for him, I think he did a really great job showing han’s snark and egoism while also keeping his inner goodness and making sure the audience was sympathetic. As I said before, he didn’t really develop much as a character, he was born a scoundrel and stayed that way. His quest to do whatever he could to get home so he could save Qi’ra was something we all would have expected out of him. I did like that we were able to see his street smarts and ability to strategize more than we have in other movies. I guess we have a bit of development, in that he learns to be even less trusting than he already was at the beginning through all of the betrayals in the movie, but like …. He was already distrustful in the beginning from the life he had already lived. Also, this has nothing to do with what I was just saying but I just remembered, this is during the time of the empire. Didn’t the empire use cloned Stormtroopers as their infantry and navy with humans only being officers …………………… like correct me if im wrong, but im like 90% sure that’s right. Because the first order were the ones that used human Stormtroopers. And even so like, what are these infantry men even doing. Aren’t Stormtroopers the ones that have always invaded planets for the empire, these people weren’t wearing any type of armor or cohesive uniforms and I just remember being confused as fuck during this whole sequence. In a ‘this is a major plot hole’ kind of way. Were they running out of clones ?????? like just make more ???????????? like the whole reason they used clones was because using actual humans to do grunt work was barbaric and clones aren’t really seen as people. Also now that I’m thinking about it what happened to all of the clones once the war ended. I haven’t watched or read many of the side stories or books, so I don’t know if it’s just me that’s missing something, but idk having han join the empire as an infantryman just didn’t make sense to me. Also having an imperial officer be the one to give him his last name was just kind of yikes. Like they couldn’t have just had him come up with one himself in that moment. Whatever.

Now lets talk about Qi’ra aka fake bitch. I fucking hated her so much through this entire movie and not just because I called her fake leia in the lead up to it coming out (tell me han doesn’t have a type). Like what the hell honestly. She was the WORST. And its kind of sad because she really had the potential to be a better character, but it just did not happen. Like she was gone for three years and just happened to appear back at some sketch party? And the only explanation for it was “yeah ive been through some shit don’t ask.” And what killed me is that she just never fucking explained!!! Like han asked her multiple times to tell him what happened in the in-between time and they have this whole ass history, he was doing all this shit FOR YOU, and he doesn’t even get an explanation ???? at the very least give the viewers an explanation. Like I guess it was implied that she did some dark shit, slept her way to the top, killed a few people on the way there, but HOW ??? WHY ??? WHEN ???? how long has she been involved in this shit to be at the position she has and to be so changed by it? Her character was the one that changed the most, from being careful of people other than the one she trusted (han), but still having hope for a better life, to just being like fuck everyone, I’m here for me and I don’t care how many people I have to kill or betray to survive. But we never got that character development in the film so she just came off as a terrible human being. We never got the chance to be sympathetic for her, and tbh im about to get even more angry because this whole film was centered around M E N yes I said it im being that bitch right now because the women in this movie were paid DUST.

And on that note lets talk about fucking Val. Another character with so much potential that was just …………………. hnjdklsbckdsbcbsdlv. She was the literal embodiment of the angry black woman trope and it pissed me the fuck off. She was the one that refused to bend on bringing han into the group and continued to antagonize him the whole mission, which the audience obviously took as a damn joke because duh its han fucking solo. We all know that she’s wrong, but when everyone else jumped on board with han she stayed adamant in her position, making her the odd one out of the group. Every time she opened her damn mouth I got mad because she just kept putting han and chewie down and it was just so cringey because I knew that this would make her either a hated or a forgotten character. AND THEN SHE JUST FUCKING DIED. I was like oh ok, 20 minutes in and the whole squad is dead already god damn. Which brings me into my analysis of tobias.

I love woody harrelson and he did a great job but there were a few scenes that just annoyed me, one of them being after his squad dies. Like hes sad for like 5 seconds, punches han which is an understandable reaction considering the fact that it was his fault everyone died for no reason, and then hes just fine again? Like it was never brought up again that two people he was obviously very close to, especially Val, just died pointless deaths. Even the night before the mission he was like ‘yeah you got to get someone you can trust I got my girl val’ and then they kiss and im like oh ok theyre in love that’s cute we love representation of interracial couples, but then she dies and he never mentions her name again. He doesn’t even grieve for longer than 2 minutes ??? he gives han another chance even though this was 100000% his fault and everyone knows it ??? it was kind of like oh, ok why the fuck did we even do that, why did I have to watch all of this happen if there are no consequences. His character didn’t change at all throughout the movie either. He’s just as distrustful and self-centered as he was, he just has less friends now and he’s dead. He was a good fatherly/mentor-y figure for han throughout the movie, but that’s about it.

I don’t really have much to say about Lando other than the fact that Donald glover did a great job, but I really didn’t expect much else. B U T last week I reblogged a post about him confirming that lando was pan and in the tags I was like lol watch him still be in a het relationship and GUESS FUCKING WHAT. Like its as if they thought making him be in love with a robot that has a female voice, a female build, and people that address her with she/her pronouns would be enough for people to be like come on it’s a fucking robot they don’t have gender …. hsdakbckdsla and while we’re on this subject lets talk about L3 because her (it? I don’t even know) character probably made me the most angry while watching the movie.

L3 being like an advocate for droids was an obvious parallel to other civil rights movements like womens rights or even African American rights and the way it was handled made me so fucking angry. Everything the droid said was used as comic relief or made to be received as a joke because obviously shes talking about fucking robots. But honestly, let me get deep for a moment here, droids in the star wars universe ARE sentient. They have minds of their own and are put into the story like characters, but theyre treated as lesser because theyre not made of flesh and blood. I understand and identify with the things L3 was saying because she’s right, but through the whole movie it was made to be a joke, because you know droids don’t need rights theyre droids. But that was the same thing people in the fucking 60s were saying about black people we’re ‘just n******’ (im sorry I cant even type the word it makes me uncomfortable). And her revolutionary spirit mirrors that of women’s rights revolutionaries today. Being a black woman that’s involved in social justice in America, the characterization of L3 just made me upset because everyone was treating everything she said as a joke, and there was no rectification of it. After L3 died, there was no ‘hmmm maybe she was right maybe we should start thinking of droids more as people’ she was another wasted character whose only use was her navigation system when they could have taken a completely different route and addressed something that was actually wrong with the star wars universe rather than just enforcing it. And when she started to give the droids a mind of their own in the control room I knew it was going to dissolve into chaos and make a horrible situation because it was such a predictable moment that completely undermined social justice actions and it pissed me off.

I guess the plot twist that effys nest (is that how you spell her name? probably not it doesn’t really matter) and her squad were working with the revolution was cute. I deadass thought for a second she was gonna be like ‘what up tobias or should I call you DAD’ cause that would have been a 100% star wars thing to do. The bad guy was a generic bad guy so I really don’t have much to say about him. I loved the scenes between han and chewie which showed why they became so close.

This is really all I have to say about solo for know, nothing huge is coming to mind. Overall, it was a good movie if you’re not a fan, but kind of a wasted opportunity for everyone else. This movie had a lot of potential to deliver and im pretty disappointed that it didn’t. If you don't agree on anything I’ve said or you just want to talk about the movie with me PLEASE dont hesitate to slide into my dms I love discourse

[theaterboyinwonderland]

U make me answer 25 q I make u answer 1-50 :^)

Hey! Fuck you you hoe :D Tumblr mobile wouldnt let me.copy paste so i wrote this shit in a google doc admire how.much energy i put into this. You fuck 1) counter couch or top of the dryer? Easy couch its comfy and easy to sit on. Plus diff postions are easier2) Your last sexual encounter? Good or bad and why? Depends,  do u count phone sex? If so ugh…? A week ago? irl probs like...4 or 5 months ago. For real sex like 2 or 3 years. Phone sex was good! My mans hot. Irl dude was also goo! Hes a pretty close friend ive hooked up with b4 and probs will later but eh. And for real sex god he sucked. Last longer bro3)Fictional person you think would be good in bed? Lust from FMA.4)Something that never fails to make you horny?  A guy biting my neck and saying “like that baby/love/ect” my neck is SUPER sensitive and a homie love a good pet name5)Where is one place youd never have sex? A hospice 6)The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when? I was with the dude from 2 and we were both WASTED. He like wanted me.to blow him so naturally i did but he thrusted into me without telling me. Now heres the thing i got a gag reflex but i can control it kinda well. Drunk me however cant and if a long phallic thing goes down outta nowhere i also cant. Anyway so i puked on him. Needless to say we didnt finish that night. 7) Weirdest thing to ever turn you on? When i was a kid id get horny  hearing the sex sounds from fable. Which after replaying them are SOOO bad8)What is the best way to sexually bind someone?Im a sub bottom dude dont fuvking ask me. Probs get them to love you?9)Fastest way to make you horny? Pin me to a bed force eye contact and then kiss/bite me neck/throat. Dirty talk also helps.10Top or bottom? Bottom 11)We were about to have sex but then…. I probs said im tired 12)Is one orgasm enough ? Are multiple necessary? SEE…depends..i fucking HATE over stim. I legit banned jd from doing it to me. THAT BEING SAID. If irs an ALL NIGHT thing and i only.cum.once (probs at the end edging fuck) im gonna be a mess. 13)Something you've hidden in your room that you dont want anyone to find? The body14)Weirdest  nickname a SO has ever called you? Ugh...idk ive never gotten more than babe till i started dating jd and his are nice like baby/my prince/my everything. I use cringy ones like darling  sweetie honey. Ughh t help one guy see if he liked she/her pronouns i called him princess. He later decided he like he/him so i just called him my prince15)Two things u like about oral? Taste, hearing a guy get more horny and start that low whimper/moan when they're close.16) weirdest sexual act someone has ever preformed  or tried to perform on you? All of my so and shit are basic af. Bondage and a collar are the furthest anyone has asked me. Though  a random asked if i was cool with water sports.17)Have u ever tasted yourself? Ive tasted my cum and it was….okay? Ive never sucked myself a bitcg aint flexable.18)Is it ever okay to not use a condom? Ive…never…..used….one...haha….19)Who was the sexiest teacher u ever had? I never had one but FUCK there one this one just outta college  history teacher (who apt had a big dick) and like DAMN he was fine.20)A food you would like to use during a sexual experience? I dont really wanna do food stuff? Its to messy and like...a waste of food? 21)How big is to big? 10+22)One sexual thing you would never do? IF YOUR FEET EVEN COME CLOSE TO FUCKING TOUCHING ME.23)biggest turn on? Wasn't this a q already? On a guy in gen i love singers. Abs and blonde hair dont hurt. Also being taller than me.24)Three spots that drive u insane? Neck hips collar bone25)Worst possible time to get horny? At work sense i work with old people (hey cas coulda stopped here you furry pope fucker)26)Do u like it when yoursexual partner moans? HELL FUCKING YEAH I DO! Im super audio based and i lovethat. I also have a praise kink so like moans are basically praise27)Worst sexual idea you ever had? What if i was straight?28)How much fapping is to much fapping? Ugh...HMMM...if you do it more than 3 times EVERY day maybe stop 29)Best sexual compliment youve ever had? So at the party me and the friend were at there wa:. Him. My ex. And another fuck buddy of.mine. a q came up about who gives rhe best head and whos the best kisser AND ALL OF THEM SAID ME. I was like “i am a damn good kisser “ and my ex said “fuck ya he is”30)Bald, landing strip, jumanji? Do whatever idc. Hairs hair.31)Is it good sex if you dontnut? No. Im impatient and needy.32) If they *love me* we fucking33)Fav part of your body? My eyes! I think they're nice. Other than that i hate myself lmao34)Fav forplay activities.  Idk never done much. Pinned make out sound like a blast with grinding35)Love or sex? Love. Id rather have someone who really cares about me over a good fuck.36)What do u wear to bed? Underwear.  Im not a pj or commando kinda guy37)First time u masturbated? Ugh….i must been like 11? It was b4 like i ever knew what it was and b4 i could cum. 38)Do u have any nude/masturbating pics/ videos of yourself? My boyfriend lives in another country, what do u think?39)Have you ever/when was the last time u had sex outside. Ive never had SEX but ive blown a couple.dudes in either a park or a park bathroom.  One time.in a casino parking lot40)Have/wouldu have sex in public. See 39? Full blown sex PROBS NAH but bjs probs 41)Have/would u have a 3some?Ive had one! The ex and the fuck buddy while me and the ex were together.  We never fucked but we all blew each other. Slash im down for a polyam resltionship if my partner is so id always be down. Slash slash me and jd are horny as fuck and have talked about having threesomes b4 so ye42)What is 1 random object you've used to masturbate? Ugh…? I humped my bed b4? Idfk?43)Have/would u ever masturbate at work/school. Ive blown several guys at school. So yeah id jo there.  Work ive debated but thats cause SOMEONE os a fucking tease. 44)Have/would u ever have sex on a plane. No45)What is one song youd like.to have sex to? Dead girl walking.46)What is something nonsexual that makes you horny ? Hey fuck u i said this one47)Most attractive celeb? Thomas sanders or tom holland. now THATD be a threesome. Please no one show thomas this.48)Do u watch gay/lesbian poor? Why/why not? HMM I FUCKING WONDER49) If a child was born on the occasion of the last time u had sex, how old would that child be? 2 or 3 years old. God i need to get fucked. Soon50)Has anyone ever posted nude pics of.you online? No and if they do I'll murder the prick.Thanks for the qs cas i stg the next time u post an over 50 ask im.making u do them all :’) love you bb 💛 that was more fun than i thought itd be

[aarondinglestan]

85 question meme

I was tagged by one of the worst i cant even spell their blog @raisealittlehelll

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (LOL im never gonna tag 20 ppl)

— what was your last…

1. drink: water 
2. phone call: who calls anymore?? my mum 
3. text message: who texts anymore??? my mum 
4. song you listened to: something by agnes obel 
5. time you cried: watchin sia’s the greatest music video a couple nights ago

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 
7. kissed someone and regretted it: not really. no reGrets YOLA 
8. been cheated on: nope 
9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: once in my life 8 yrs ago and never doing it again

— fave colours

12. prussian blue 
13. turquoise 
14. mustard yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes 
16. fallen out of love: unfortunately No 
17. laughed until you cried: ye 
18. found out someone was talking about you: this too vague i dunno! 
19. met someone who changed you: no i’m like bedrock i never change 
20. found out who your friends are: constantly 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: like 99% 
23. do you have any pets: u have to ask smh 
24. do you want to change your name: yes 
25. what did you do for your last birthday: ate sushi and cried lol 26. what time did you wake up today: 3pm it’s the fault of cooking until 4am 
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: cooking traditional easter foods. continuing a 900 yr old tradition yo #culture 
28. what is something you can’t wait for: the next election. both our own and american. 30. what are you listening to right now: the sound of the kitchen being cleaned 
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably not. tomi though, yes.

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: when they call bread that is 70% wheat and 30% rye “ryed bread” pls that is not ryed bread like can u Stop fgs

33. most visited website: here, dictionary, yt, our national newspaper, twitter 
34. hair colour: dark blonde 
35. long or short hair: ugh medium i want it short again :(

36. do you have a crush on someone: yes and no. i have a crush on like every1 but also no one

37. what do you like about yourself: my sisu 
38. want any piercings: no 39. blood type: i dunno. also i can’t donate blood so i guess i’ll #neverknow tho i realy wanna kno. 
40. nicknames: these wld reveal me lmao. on the interwebs i prefer ing 41. relationship status: single 
42. sign: fishy 
43. pronouns: i hate gendered language. my pronoun is hän/se 44. fave tv show: i dunno abt “”fave”. rn the shit that im watching is HTGAWM. it’s soapy and ridiculous and Dumb and i’m entertained so w/e. 
45. tattoos: nope 
46. right or left handed: right. tho im ambi and use the computer etc with my leftie 47: ever had surgery: no 48. piercings: ears 
49. sport: ever had sport? wtf q is that. yes, i’ve had sport. multiple times. 
50. vacation: i’d really wanna go to alaska to see ICE, iceland & NZ just cause general nature, egypt to see PYRAMIDS, india to see TAJ MAHAL, china to see THE GREAT WALL, us to see the GRAND CANYON, peru to see MACHU PICCHU, cambodia to see ANCOR WAT. also i’ve wanted 4ever to hike in scotland. hahaha i have no money. 
51. trainers: ecco shoes whadup

— more general

52. eating: like...right now? i just ate chicken. now i just eat my mouth liquid 
53. drinking: water or ginger ale 
54. i’m about to watch: more of the laptop screen probs kil me 
55. waiting for: tomorrow so i can eat the well-cooked mämmi

56. want: chocolate licorice coconut ice cream and to fall in Looove 
57. get married: sure i guess if i find the right cat 
58. career: haha ha ha haa

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: depends on the person 60. lips or eyes: eyes 
61. shorter or taller: who cares 62. older or younger: arnd same age 63. nice arms or stomach: who cares 
64. hookup or relationships: relationship 
65. troublemaker or hesitant: who cares. actualy a bit No to hesitant cos that shit makes me nervy. talk to me!!

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: ye 67. drank hard liquor: ye 68. turned someone down: ye 69. sex on first date: no 
70: broken someone’s heart: maybe i dunno i mean this one du positively Stalked me 4 years so maybe when he finaly realized i wasn’t into him he was Sad or something also I don’t care 
71. had your heart broken: ye 72. been arrested: no 
73. cried when someone died: ye 74. fallen for a friend: dont get me started

— do you believe in

75. yourself: sumtimes 76. miracles: no 77. love at first sight: not realy. atraction and interest tho. 
78. santa claus: as a kid i used to dream of living in christmasland 
79. angels: do i believe in my cats? yes i do

— misc

80. eye colour: blue 
81. best friend’s name: this is confidential info 82. favourite movie: memento, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, billy elliot, todo sobre mi madre 
83. favourite actor: uh...

84. favourite cartoon: adventure time tho ive never actualy watched it so Lol i’m trying to avoid this q 85. favourite teacher’s name: r u trying to guess my gmail security questions smh No Comment

um I dunno who to tag im realy tired out by the 85 questions and every1 and their mum keeps changing their URLs so i don’t know who u all are so like i’ll tag ya two cos I always do so. do it if ya wana ! @rayblayblay @easyswinter

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[parkwoojin]

QUESTIONS TAG

thank you to my loves @minhwangs​ and @king-jaehwan​ for tagging me!! sorry i took so long to get to it also; i’ll put it under a read more!

THE LAST

drink: water (that’s rlly all i ever drink my parents dont ever let me buy soda/teas/juice)

phone call: my younger cousin (i called him to come outside bc we were going out to eat)

text message: to my group message w/ my two best friends! 

song you listened to: wanna one’s energetic! im constantly streaming it on youtube tbh

time you cried: don’t make fun of me but it really was when woojin was picked for wanna one..... my heart really soared yall!! id been a fan of woojin since ep. 1 and he really stole my heart bc he worked so hard and is just so talented and lovely and i was just so proud and thankful that he got in that i cried ;;;;;

HAVE YOU EVER

dated someone twice: nope!

kissed someone and regretted it: nope

been cheated on: no

lost someone special: yes

been depressed: yes

gotten drunk and thrown up:  never, ive actually never had a drink LOL

3 FAVORITE COLORS

pastel blue

pastel pink

pastel yellow (can u tell i like pastels)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made new friends: yes

fallen out of love: no

laughed until you cried: i’ve never had this experience b4 i hope i do one day

found out someone was talking about you: no

met someone who changed you: yes

found out who your friends are: yes

kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL

how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: about 95% of them

do you have any pets: no ;; but i consider my bf’s cat my cat if that counts hdjsfklj

do you want to change your name: no, i rlly like my name!

what did you do for your last birthday: nothing special, it was a really busy week for all of my friends due to senior activities and my family was out of town; so i just had a simple lunch with my bf!

what time did you wake up: 8AM for church 

what were you doing at midnight last night: going on twitter and screaming over woojin fanaccs from all of the fan signings  

name something you can’t wait for: my wanna one album and donghyun slogan set to come in the mail!

when was the last time you saw your mom: like 15 min ago

what are you listening to right now: still energetic i literally have a playlist up

have you ever talked to a person named tom: i dont think so...

something that is getting on your nerves: my college orientation times they’re rlly ridiculous its 10 days and each day spans 12 hrs like this is not rlly necessary sigh 

most visited website: tumblr and youtube

hair color: black, but my tips are brown bc they lightened due to chlorine LOOOL..... a free and natural ombre look i suppose 

long or short hair: rlly long omg it reaches to the middle of my butt LOL

do you have a crush on someone: my bf!

what do you like about yourself: i think i’m funny sometimes! my prime humor time is in real life, 10:00 PM -12:00 AM catch me on my late night show 

blood type: i actually have no idea and neither does my mom.... ive tried to donate blood to find out but i was under the weight limit by just a few pounds

nickname: k, kaikai, han (my viet name) 

relationship status: taken for 3 yrs hehehe

zodiac: pisces; rabbit/cat for chinese/vietnamese respectively 

pronouns: she/her

favourite tv show: running man probably! i dont watch much tv

tattoos: none, but i want one someday!

right or left handed: right handed

surgery: i had it done on my eye once to remove smth from it - it was a sad yet funny experience; after i came out of the anesthesia they gave me icecream but i couldnt taste the icecream bc of the anesthesia..... 

sport: i used to do swimming, soccer, and track at my local park when i was younger but now i do none of the above hdJFL

vacation: my last vacation was to universal studios in florida! harry potter world is amazing 

pair of shoes: my fave pair of shoes are my superstars!

MORE GENERAL

eating: just finished eating some cantaloupe 

drinking: again, water

I’m about to: go to bed

waiting for: my woojin key strap! i love buying merch online i have a problem

want: to roadtrip around america (which will probably not happen anytime soon) ;;

get married: yes but not too soon, i guess once i’m at the stage where i’m ready for commitment

career: psychologist (looking at going into research)

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses: hugs

lips or eyes: eyes for sure!

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: older

nice arms or nice stomach: arms

hook up or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: no

drank hard liquor: no

lost glasses/contact lenses: i aLWAYS LOSE ONLY ONE CONTACT...

turned someone down: yes

sex on the first date: no

broken someone’s heart: no

had your heart broken: yes it was mad awkward bc he swung for the other team

been arrested: nope

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself: yeah! i think i’m doing alright

miracles: yes, i like things like little miracles

love at first sight: no

santa clause: no

kiss on the first date: for sure, if you’re feeling it you do you!

angels: yes!

OTHER

eye color: dark brown

favourite movie: its probably mulan!

i think everyone’s done this already so i wont tag anyone specific but if you haven’t done it pls do and tag me in it!!

[meruemugis]

I was tagged by @wlwrobbins​​ thenks gaia 4 my lyfe

I tag uhhh,,, whoever wants to do this but ? @foxheart​​ and @scornfvl​​ and @timelessvevo​​ and uhh , if u want to just say i tagged u

the last:

1. drink: sweet tea

2. phone call: my mom? i think?

3. text message: "IKR” in context to my friends thoughts on senior year

4. song you listened to: uh? i dont remember

5. time you cried: i. dont remember. i dont cry much.

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: yep

7. kissed someone and regretted it: not really

8. been cheated on: im not sure

9. lost someone special: yea

10. been depressed: . ya

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no ive never been drunk. but i puked after taking a bong rip once. i know i know im weak.

3 favorite colors:

12. blue

13. maroon

14. gray?

in the last year have you:

15. made new friends: yes

16. fallen out of love: yeppppp

17. laughed until you cried: mhm

18. found out someone was talking about you: HA! yes.

19. met someone who changed you: not really

20. found out who your friends are: not really

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

general:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: im not gonna go through and count lol

23. do you have any pets: YES two cats Marley and Aspenkit

24. do you want to change your name: my birth name? yes. my real name? nah.

25. what did you do for your last birthday: uhhh went out with Macken

26. what time did you wake up: 10:30am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: trying to sleep 

28. name something you can’t wait for: hopefully having a wonderful college experience and not dying and starting T

31. what are you listening to right now: nothing

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: idk

33. something that is getting on your nerves: im hungry but i want to finish this post before retrieving my ramen

34. most visited website: you’ll never guess: tumblr

35. hair colour: brown. boring.

36. long or short hair: medium?

39. piercings: i have my ears pierced but i dont use earrings.

40. blood type: idk man

41. nicknames: i dont really use it anymore but i used to have Thistle and im pretty sure im still Thistle in some people’s heads? 

42. relationship status: single :)

43. zodiac: capricorn

44. pronouns: he/him ONLY

45. favourite tv show: grey’s anatomy nj daskjldskldsa

46. tattoos: nope

47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: uhhh i got a breast reduction abt 2 years ago

50. sport: n/a

51. vacation: i went to louisville for my sisters wedding in June? stayed in a hotel for like 4 days?

more general:

53. eating: im abt to eat some ramen

54. drinking: sweet tea

55. i’m about to: watch Descendants

56. waiting for: someone to message me. im very lonely

57. want: have a beard Right Here Right Now

58. get married: fuck yea i love me future wife

59. career: hopefully doin smth in psychology bc thats my major rn

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: hugs

61. lips or eyes: eyes

62. shorter or taller: taller but my definition of taller is very skewed considering im under 5 feet tall

63. older or younger: older

64. nice arms or nice stomach: fuck. stomach.

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant af in myself, but i usually like having troublemakers as friends more

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: no

68. drank hard liquor: no

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: ya

70. turned someone down: ya

71. sex on the first date: im a virgin

72. broken someone’s heart: yeah sorry aaron buddy

73. had your heart broken: mhm

74. been arrested: no

75. cried when someone died: yea

76. fallen for a friend: i have a bad habit of exclusively falling for my closest friends so. take that as you will.

do you believe in:

77. yourself: in academics? ya. in everything else? no.

78. miracles: only kinda

79. love at first sight: no

80. santa claus: nope sorry

81. kiss on the first date: sure why not

82. angels: ya

other:

83. current best friend’s name: i have multiple best friends and i think some of them would be offended if i listed all of them bc They Must Be The Ultimate but others would definitely be offended if i only put one so im just gonna save myself and say . im not telling you.

84. eye colour: green/hazel

85. favourite movie: the descendants movies and lion king 2

[preciousnerd]

A “should we know us a little better” tag
RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people 
Tagged by @lil-loki THE LAST: 
 1. Drink: mountain dew 
2. Phone call: my dad whoops  
3. Text message: kasey!! 
 4. Song you listened to: uuhhhh Youre Mine by Lola Marsh 5. Time you cried: idk probably like,,3 days ago? 
6. Dated someone twice: yes, with multiple people but also with the guy I’m with now!  
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: maaany times lma o 8. Been cheated on: yes multiple times  9. Lost someone special: of course, who hasn’t? 
 10. Been depressed: lmao yeah  11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!  LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
 12-14: seafoam green, pastelier blues ? and uuhh,,purple because it reminds me of kasey  IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
 15. Made new friends: uhhh ye s I met Lana and Ty through our mutual hate of Kaleb!!  
16. Fallen out of love: nope I dont think so  
17. Laughed until you cried: probably pft 18. Found out someone was talking about you: in a bad way,,? Ig I did last night??? Idk I dont pay a lot of attention to that stuff  19. Met someone who changed you: in the past year,,no I haven’t  20. Found out who your friends are: I guess i found that out earlier than this past year so,,,no?  
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Cody isnt in my facebook list smh so no GENERAL: 
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: uh,,,two of them i think?? kasey and my sister??  
23. Do you have any pets: two dogs atm but ive had more in the past  
24. Do you want to change your name: yes a million times yes
 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: uh nothing? We went to dinner downtown and ate cake and opened presents in my sisters dorm room  
26. What time did you wake up: at like 12:45 whoops  
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: uuhhh either watching youtube or playing gay wars with reb  
28. Name something you can’t wait for: for my boyfriend to not be be going through absolute hell in his life  
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like a minute ago she walked in and talked to me about who was playing a new autistic doctor in a show  30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could change how codys life was going rn!!!  
31. What are you listening right now: nothing other than the distant sound of The Chew playing in the living room  32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no? i dont think so 
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when I dont think before I act and it causes other people to get hurt  
34. Most visited Website: idk probably youtube or hangouts  35. Mole/s: u  h none  36. Mark/s: some single lonely freckles on my arms,legs,feet, and hands, a really dark birthmark on my back, a lot of scars on my legs and arms and hands, stretch marks on my back and i,,,think thats it???  37. Childhood dream: idk small me probably wanted a husband/boyfriend and to not work and be a stay at home mom because thats what i grew up thinking i needed to be but that has changed lm ao 38. Hair color: uh its naturally dark brown but rn the shaved part is brown and the long part is blonde  
39. Long or short hair: definitely short but the longer part is very floofy :> 
40. Do you have a crush on someone: yeye my boyfriend 
41. What do you like about yourself: uh?? i really like my hair?? thats the main thing ig, and my hip/collar bones are nice  42. Piercings: lmao no never again 
43. Bloodtype: who actually knows this about themselves  44. Nickname: u h idk my sister calls me Arooooon (pronounced like,,maroon), some people call me hecker, i think my new nickname for loki was turdsnot, or we could change it too rufus, and kasey and my boyfriend call me a bunch of cute things like hun or babe or whatever but idk its hard to keep track of 45. Relationship status: taken 
46. Zodiac: aries 
 47. Pronouns: they/them 48. Favorite TV Show: hmmm..probably like,,jojos even though thats an anime  
49. Tattoos: i dont have any but i want them real bad  
50. Right or left hand: left for writing and eating stuff but i use my right for some things ?  
51. Surgery: havent gone through surgery and the thought scares me  52. Piercing: smh i see you asking double questions  
53. Sport: not a sporty person but im interested in going into dance?? especially contemporary  55. Vacation: at this point its always to Texas to see my bf and best friend  56. Pair of trainers: what does this even mean?? shoes?? favorite shoes??? i really like my heels ig??? ? ?? ?  ?

MORE GENERAL: 
57. Eating: i was eating cinnamon toast crunch but i really want a rice bowl from a kobe place near me dfjfk 58. Drinking: mountain dew lmao 59. I’m about to: probably watch youtube and talk to kasey  
61. Waiting for: death?? but also my babe  62. Want: to move back to texas bluh  63. Get married: depends on who im with when i need to make that decision but im open to it and id definitely get married to cody in the future if he wanted  
64. Career: i dont really know anymore, body painter, special effects artist, journalist??artist??  something different?? idk! !  WHICH IS BETTER?: 
65. Hugs or kisses: uuhhh kisses but only with my bf  66. Lips or eyes: hmm..depends?? both are nice  67. Shorter or taller: both have their perks especially when dating either of them, like with cody he can pick me up and carry me around and i have to stand on my toes to kiss him and i love it but with shorter people they can sit in your lap and you can rest your head on theirs and bl uh idk bu t atm taller because i just want to be Held  
68. Older or younger: uuhh older cause im real young anyways but not like,,,too much older yknow,, 
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: uhh????? ?i dunno??? both are nice ig but neither are important to me?? ? 
71. Sensitive or loud: i dont know what this,,means?? like in a person??? it doesnt matter ig both have their perks and downsides to me 
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, i cant stand the thought of hooking up with someone  
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: again, both are good and bad  HAVE YOU EVER: 
74. Kissed a stranger: not a complete stranger no but i wouldnt do it again  75. Drank hard liquor: lmao no ive only had a sip of a frozen daiquiri once  76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: i havent lost them to a point ive never found them but i slept with my glasses in my bed and couldnt find them for like an hour and cried about it after looking because i hated the feeling of not being able to see and it frustrated me a lot (this sounds like it happened when i was a small child but no it only happened like a year and a half ago)  77. Turned someone down: lmao yes ofc if i said yes to everyone who wanted to date me i would jump around so much and id hate it  78. Sex in the first date: uuhhhh questionably yes? but we had been dating for a long time before that it was just our first proper “go out and see each other” date cause we are long distance yknow  79. Broken someones heart: whoops yeah oh well  
80. Had your heart broken: yeyeye 81. Been arrested: lmAO n o 
82. Cried when someone died: yes  
83. Fallen for a friend: uuh yeah i guess thats what happened with jennie? but i wouldnt say i completely fell for her, ive only been in love once so idk, but i used to become interested in friends DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
 84. Yourself: lmao no not at all 85. Miracles: yes and no? but to keep it simple ill just stick with no  86. Love at first sight: uhhh i dont really know tbh, but i dont think i do 
87. Santa Claus: no :< 
88. Kiss in the first date: depends?? most of the time no tho 
89. Angels: dont believe in god so i dont believe in angels either whoops  OTHER:
 90. Current best friends name: kasey and cody 91. Eyecolor: brown 
92. Favorite movie(s): The Little Prince is one of my favorites, Song of the Sea, Moana, just a lot of animated kids movies are really g o od man  TAGGED: idk ig,,, @demonicfox15 ? sure you can do it kasey why not  this took me,,,so freaking long dkfmkmds

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Lets do an ask meme, under the cut

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Coke 2. Phone call: My Social Worker, Susan 3. Text message: “Jack we have your money from Lucy” 4. Song you listened to: Dark Cat -- BUBBLE TEA 5. Time you cried: two days ago

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Regretably, yes 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nope 8. Been cheated on: nope 9. Lost someone special: HELL YES 10. Been depressed: lbr who on this website isnt. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I can get stupid drunk before i throw up, that being said Ive never actually thrown up any of my liquor.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: currently: Pastel Pink!!, Chartruse, yellow-orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes and for once in my life they’re really good to me. 16. Fallen out of love: you bet your ass 17. Laughed until you cried: yes 18. Found out someone was talking about you: always 19. Met someone who changed you: of course 20. Found out who your friends are: yup and unfortunately theyre all internet friends 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I mean if you count cheek kisses to my grandma then yeah?

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: at least 95% of them 23. Do you have any pets: Hinata and Buttercup and Cupid and Louise and Tabitha and Madison! 24. Do you want to change your name: Legally, yes. My name is Vincent, damn it. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: went to an out-of-state mall 26. What time did you wake up: 2:30 am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: COLLEGE TO START HOLY SHIT 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Birthmom, yesterday morning, real mom, about 2 1/2 hours ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had thinner bone structure. 31. What are you listening right now: Kawaii Radio, frankly it’s on all day here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWADbf_vOl0 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom was my ex boyfriend. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the absolute lack of respect for my identity amongst my family. 34. Most visited Website: Youtube

LOST QUESTIONS.  35. Mole/s: one on my left shoulder. 36. Mark/s: i have stretch marks all over and a scar on my left wrist from a hot glue gun. 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to make people smile

38. Haircolor: dark brown

39. Long or short hair: short short short!! 40. Do you have a crush on someone: you bet your ass 41. What do you like about yourself: Im creative and loving and very loyal! 42. Piercings: both ear lobes stretched to 1/2 inch, and my septum which im 99% sure is 16g and is staying that way. 43. Bloodtype: Its either AB or O I forget. 44. Nickname: Vince, Vinny, Taka 45. Relationship status: Single but someone should fix that. 46. Zodiac: Aquarius-Pieces cusp! 47. Pronouns: He/him/his

48. Favorite TV Show: UHHHH ben and holly’s little kingdom, I guess, I only watch what the bird is watching, which is nick jr 49. Tattoos: I have one in mind thats likely to be huge and cost me well over 1000$ but none currently. 50. Right or left hand: ambidexterous 51. Surgery: Im going to have my wisdom teeth removed on july 14th 52. Hair dyed in different color: i dyed it white for the longest time, and then it was hot Pink at a point on accident. 53. Sport: I used to play Laser Tag competitively. 55. Vacation: Im planning one to go visit my friend in Texas. 56. Pair of trainers: black and white off-brand sneakers

MORE GENERAL:  57. Eating:  Nothing but I wish i was eating pasta salad 58. Drinking: coke 59. I’m about to: finish this 61. Waiting for: SPLATOON 2 HOLY SHIT 62. Want: to be a pro Min Min in ARMS 63. Get married: Hopefully 64. Career: None right now, but I want to make Muppets!

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: kisses 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: Older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I love all body types, but if I HAD to choose, nice arms. 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Def relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Im,,, kinda a troublemaker,,,,,, 

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: yeah,, 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: forever losing my glasses 77. Turned someone down: multiple times 78. Sex in the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably. 80. Had your heart broken: YOU KNO IT 81. Been arrested: nop!

82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend:  SWEATS

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF YOU TRY HARD ENOUGH AND BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!! 85. Miracles: sometimes 86. Love at first sight: god i remember when our eyes met. Definitely. 87. Santa Claus: I HAVE A REALLY LONG STORY ABOUT IT BUT THE LONG AND SHORT OF IT IS A B S O L U T E L Y. 88. Kiss in the first date: yes,,, 89. Angels: cryptid spotted.

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Al! 91. Eye color: slate blue 92. Favorite movie: Wreck-it- Ralph 93. Height: 5′ 7′’

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tagged by @selphie-chan lets go

LAST…

[1] drink: cream soda

[2] phone call: mum

[3] text message: kelsey

[4] song you listened to: goodbye to a world - porter robinson

[5] time you cried: about 15 minutes ago reading the k project side mangas

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: technically yes lol

[7] been cheated on: ya

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: ive kissed my dog and he was wet so i got hair all over my face and that kinda sucked

[9] lost someone special: yeah

[10] been depressed: i have depression, sharon

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: lol i hate alcohol

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

[12] baby pink

[13] bright pastel green

[14] lavender

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: yes

[16] fallen out of love: yes

[17] laughed until you cried: lololololololol yes

[18] found out someone was talking about you: uhhh probably? i dont remember

[19] met someone who changed you: uhhhhhhh maybe not but i did get a lot closer to a lot of people

[20] found out who your true friends are: sure

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: not besides my mum

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 95% of them

[23] do you have any pets: i have two dogs nyahahaha

[24] do you want to change your name: not really

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: i went to visit my family for the first time in a year and saw may and wendy

[26] what time did you wake up: uhhh... 11am maybe

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: almost a month ago

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i didn’t have depression because it’s kept me from doing a lot of things

[31] what are you listening to right now: cherry blossom trees - apex rise

[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: kelsey’s cat is named tom and i talked to him all day today

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my back lol

[34] most visited website: twitter

[35] elementary: i went to 5 different ones so it was fine i guess 

[36] high school: life changing if only because i went to a 4 year boarding school and was away from family almost entirely the whole time & learned creative writing from professionals

[37] college: i haven’t properly attended yet because of mental illness lol i’ve been too scared of failure / not confident enough in what i want to do to risk it

[38] hair colour: black/brown

[39] long or short hair: it’s past my ass and i’m 5′9′’

[40] do you have a crush on someone: a silly crush, sure

[41] what do you like about yourself? i’m easy to talk to i guess 

[42] piercings: i want to get my ears redone

[43]blood type: type O

[44] nickname: holo, eri

[45] relationship status: single

[46] zodiac sign: pisces-aquarius 

[47] pronouns: she/they

[48] fav tv show: i don’t really watch TV but i like samantha bee and rachel maddow and some cooking youtubers 

[49] tattoos: i want several but im scared of needles lol

[50] right or left handed: right handed

FIRST…

[51] surgery: when i was born i had a giant cyst on my chest, so i had to get it surgically removed and i still have the scar

[52] piercing: i used to have my ears pierced but i jerked away from the gun so one of my holes was fucked up + i didn’t know i was allergic to everything besides gold so i had a calcium buildup in my ears and had to remove them

[53] best friend: i had a best friend in preschool apparently that i just Can Not remember but there’s a photo of us together? 

[54] sport: swimming

[55] vacation: i have no earthly idea. probably the ranch down in zacatecas ?

[56] pair of trainers: to be fucking honest im not even 100% certain what this means

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: im kind of munching on rice 

[58] drinking: i have orange cream soda 

[59] i’m about to: uhhh... play fire emblem i guess... or sleep...

[60] listening to: gallop - pez’moku 

[61] waiting for: sunday, when i head to california

[62] want: to see my dogs

[63] get married: i have an ideal wedding but idk if i could ever see someone wanting to marry me lolololol

[64] career: my ideal career would be a voice actress, but im just too shy. beyond that, either a video game creator, or a therapist. i’m aiming for the last one atm

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: hugs or kisses from dogs

[66] lips or eyes: eyes

[67] shorter or taller: taller lolol

[68] older or younger: older for sure 

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms.......................................... *bieber voice*  i love arm 

[71] sensitive or loud: i’d like a mix of both lol i can’t handle people who are too sensitive 

[72] hook up or relationship: relationship

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: a mix of both would be nice because im pretty hesitant myself lol

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? uhhh i’ve been forced to kiss family members i don’t know, does that count 

[75] drank hard liquor? i accidentally downed half a glass of vodka mixed with fresca when i was in 3rd grade, so. that, i guess. besides that i’ve only ever had white wine, bailey’s, and champagne wait. i lied. i’ve had rum and coke before, i was just too young to remember it. i got smashed on that when i was like 5 years old on accident. and i’ve tried dark and light beers. both disgusting

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? y........es. ive lost both before but not permanently 

[77] turned someone down: lol yeah like once

[78] sex on first date? lmfao ive never been on a proper date so no

[79] broken someone’s heart? yyyyyyyyea h

[80] had your own heart broken? yup, multiple times 

[81] been arrested? i’ve gotten tickets and such but no ive never gone to jail

[82] cried when someone died? lol yeah i cry when people i don’t KNOW die i’m a disaster 

[83] fallen for a friend: i only ever develop crushes on people i’m friends with nowadays so yes , multiple times 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? depends 

[85] miracles? sure 

[86] love at first sight? the romantic in me says yes but the realist says no so: maybe 

[87] santa claus? i believe in the historical figure of st nick

[89] angels? why not 

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: jess, wendy, may, robin 

[91] eye colour: brown 

[92] favourite movie: i dunno. growing up i loved hunchback of notre dame, matilda, peter pan... and a few others i can’t remember now. so i guess those are good enough 

im not tagging anyone bye