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knock knock, ghoul letter! 📮❣️ delivering a little message from <HAKU> today: beep boop I know you’re busy with classes but remember to take some time to rest!! you’re doing so well!! ily 🥰
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
EUEUUUEEE 😭😭😭 EUEUUHGHEUEG 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😢😢😢😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧 *gently kisses letter and saves it on the inside pocket of my coat like a wife longing for his husband whos at war and is waiting for his return*
CRYINHB SOBBING QUITE LITERALLY THE BEST THING I'VE SEEN/HAS HAPPENED TO ME all week TODAY THANK U SM LIN I LOVE IT (AND ILY!!!!!!!!!!!) 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
#no like seriously im so 😭😭😭😭#this being the first thing i see when i opened the app when i tell u i CRIED#(i actually almost did cry hhdhd cause i just finished an assignment but i had technical issues submitting it so blegh)#(and i also had a brief breakdown earlier today cause im SO OVERWHELMED and TIRED !!!;)#so seeing this was :((((((( i genuinely feel like -----> ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹#ALSO !! idk if its new or im just noticing it?? but i LOVEEEE the squareish?effect GODD it reminds me of diamond paintings!!!!!! so pretty!!#i love kusanagihaku x2 (the man whos called like this and the person who carries this username 🫵🫵🫵!!!!!!💖💖💖💖)#again thank u lin ily im gonna go to sleep now feeling all 💖❤️🩹💫🫂🫶#tokyo debunker#haku kusanagi#lin doodles... big fan of em !!!!!!!!!!!
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-POV: You had to change your bio and put only the pronoun “he/him” because you don’t like people calling you “she/her” all the time.
No, but being very honest now, I honestly don't like people always taking me to the "feminine" side, like, I know I look very feminine but that doesn't mean people have to always refer to myself with the pronoun "she/her".. I can draw myself with breasts, eyelashes and whatever you consider "feminine", but it doesn't mean anything that I like you always referring to me with that pronoun! And people also often get Mel Creator's pronoun wrong, like, in my situation I understand, but in his... The description itself says that he only refers to himself with the pronoun "he/him", so.. It's kinda difficult, you know..?
-Melissa, designer.
#I apologize for my “outburst”. but I had to say this.. like. I know that the issue of pronouns is difficult.#but sometimes you can't always stay in the same thing. you know...?#I admit that I also make mistakes and have made many mistakes in relation to this. but I don't want you to make the same mistakes as me..#at most sometimes but not always...#I appreciate you reading this far and don't worry. I'm not “angry”.#I just wanted to vent and talk about something that has been bothering me for a long time..#and it's okay if you made a mistake and didn't mean to. I understand you. it's normal to make mistakes!#like I said before. I also made and still make this mistake sometimes. but it's not necessary to focus only on that#you know?#I advise you to first look at each person's bio or ask the person how they would like or feel better to be called.#this makes things much easier and doesn't cause any problems! and.. anyway. that's it...#sorry again and I hope you can understand me.. I love y'all!❤️🩹#tw vent#not an art post
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hi hi mrs yao !!!! christmas is coming up, are you going to celebrate anythinf with xiangli ? :33 btw, since miss coco doesnt have a tree, here's a little something to say thank you for being one of my lovely moots 🥺
oh! 😁 hi hello mr puppetgear! 😁 christmas celebrations with xiangli you ask! 😁 well actually! 😁 you see, i was th— *dies upon seeing the image you’ve attached to this ask* 😳😲🤯😱😱😱😵💀🪦

#chérir!#anyway! hi nick! :^) I HAVE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR HOURS COMING BACK TO LOOK AT THIS AND CRY FAT UGLY TEARS OVER IT! I MEAN THIS SO BAD I HA#BEEN TEARING UP ALL DAY THINKING OF THIS FREAKING. NUCLEAR BOMB YOU DROPPED ON ME OUT OF THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE 😭#nick... i’m such a wreck over this i wish you could see my face and all the snot and tissues that have piled up on my desk as a result of t#okay um first of all!! where is your kofi!!! what is your paypal can i send you money please lol?! <- is being serious BECAUSE WHAT! 🥹 WH#what could i have Ever done to prompt you to do something so nice for me!!!! 🥹🥹 for FREE?! I WILL FIND A WAY TO SEND YOU MONEY EVEN IF IT’#IT’S THE LAST THING I DO I SWEAR IT!! oh my goodness nick!!! ): actually wait can i please say some nice things about you for a moment 🥺#you are genuinely one of the most giving & kind & thoughtful friend i have made on here!! ♡ i always see you delivering little art pieces t#your mutuals of their selfships and it never fails to make me smile so big! and be so happy & PROUD! especially proud!! to have a friend so#generous & bighearted & attentive as you!! 🥺 and i know the world is mean and sometimes your brain isn’t kind to you ): so for you to still#go out of your way to do such nice things for your friends!! 🥹 i just think it’s so inspiring! and! it makes me want to be like that too!!#i think you made a post once where you said that you like gifting things to people because their happy reaction to it gives you serotonin#AKKDKSK it made me giggle and smile and nod along because i so understand that feeling!! ANYWAY i hope my tags are able to give you that#serotonin lol!! ♡ waaaah nick ): NICK ): oh gosh i had another look at the yaoco art and started tearing up again STOP IT COCO!!!! 🥹#all these tags and i haven’t even said the most important thing i need to say!! which is! thank you ): NICK! ): THANK YOU SO SINCERELY ):#from the bottom of my heart ): i know physical touch tends to ick you out hehe so i am sending wanderer in my stead to give your hand a#squeeze!! to give you a shoulder to lean on! or a chest to cry into!! whatever you need most kajakd!! on my behalf :3#oh my gosh nick i’m seriously just so (╯꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)╯︵┻━┻ over this LOL!! flabbergasted and gobsmacked. I CANNOT BELIEVE YOUUU!!!!#the way you drew us WHAT!! your attention to detail is so astounding and it makes my heart swell knowing that you put such care#into this drawing ): EVEN WHEN YOU KNOW NEXT TO NOTHING ABOUT XIANGLI YAO! 😭😭#LIKE THE TWINKLE ✨OF HIS HAIR... AND HIS SHIRT!! THE NECK!!! YOU DREW THE CIRCUIT LINES AKAKSDJ OH MY GOODNESS ): NICK!!!!#and the pose... the... *sniffles* pose... *chokes on a sob* the pose you drew us in *huffs shakily and starts to weep again*#the way he’s holding my face in the cradle of his hand ): and even just how smiley! 🥺 i am! to be with him!! 🥺 the way i hold onto his#arms!! ): nick looking at this felt like such a comforting hug it’s like i could FEEL his hand on my cheek ): the warmth of him right in#front of me!! it felt so tangible!! ): and i think that is a testament to your skill as an artist — where looking at your illustrations mak#makes people FEEL so strongly about it!!! many such cases i could provide of this aka pulls out entire puppetgear art gallery on my phone#KJSDKJ!! but nick seriously ): thank you 🥺 thank you 🥹 THANK YOU!! 😭 i’m going to go stare and cry at this some more#i’m... so grateful!!! 🥹❤️🩹 to know someone as kind as yourself — and to be a recipient of said kindness!!#NICK I LOVE YOU!! ): ps am i allowed to save this photo? or use it as a pfp?! 🥺 totally okies if not!!! i just want to make sure hehe ♡#yaoco ໒꒱
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~Let time pass~
Let time pass~
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#lokius#let time pass = I'll wait for you#let time pass = I'll find you#Loki's reaction to hearing those words... just 💔#This reminds me of Thor 1 when Thor asks Heimdall how Jane is doing and he replies “she searches for you”❤️🩹#Except for the fact that Mobius is not an astrophysicist 😭😭😭#But I know they'll meet again by the power of love#like...#fuck u disney
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Hgsn volume four coming out less than a month after bokuchiki volume five I see the light, my soul is leaving my body
Mokmok Sensei’s original tweet
#hgsn#hikaru ga shinda natsu#the summer hikaru died#tshd#I love how every volume has a new person from their town in it#excited to see more of her#also THIS COLOR FUCKS#side note goddamnit I’m gonna have to reorganize my bookshelf again I have so little space for new manga ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹#like I have a plan to maximize space with my baraou collection but that’s on the wrong shelf#I love the way it’s organized now but it doesn’t really leave room for me to add new volumes#okay actually we got bokuchiki volume announcement we got hikanatsu volume announcement so#Hidamari volume announcement WHEN
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#on a lovely side note#one of my baby residents colleagues is in rome for 4 months since today#and I am so excited for her#i told her rome is beautiful and she is going to love it#i told her im obsessed with rome and i visit it every time i can#told her to pay attention to every detail from the ground to the rooftops#and I told her this is the best tike to be in rome#because for Christmas Rome gets all sparkly and orange-y#it is really lovely with the fairy lights everywhere#she’s staying at trastevere so I recommended stuff to see and do#i told her Rome is the city of cats and even the coloseum as little doors for cats#so they can come and go as they please#and she sent me a stray cat pic today#saying ‘gatto romano (roman cat)’ and it just put a smile#on my face like that ❤️🩹#she’s just lighting in a bottle#together we were the ‘smile team’ for the pneumology ward#last day together she said ‘i love you… you heard that?’#and i heard it and it’s just she’s so so so precious and i hope i get to see her again ❤️🩹
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[ 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝-𝚃𝟹 𝚅𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝙳𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊 #𝟶𝟷 ] 𝙲𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚁𝚎𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍, 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝
the no say gex vd.....
these two are so funny. guess kei really was serious when he said that he wants to see hinode later in his vd...
i. feel like kei's character should be a warning itself ashsjsjsk but anyway don't worry there are some mentions of violence but it doesn't end up being anything serious. also happy halloween everyone :)
(sounds of footsteps)
(the door opens)
Hinode: I'm here.
Hinode: Hm?..
Hinode: Why are you just.. standing there?
Kei: A-ah, sorry, sorry, I was just..
Kei: Lost in thought, you know!
Hinode: Oh, I see. That's good, I thought you were going to attack me. I wouldn't like that at all, haha.
Kei: Yeah, that would be bad, wouldn't it?
Kei: Especially considering that you're.. more of a weak type, aren't you?
Hinode: ...
Hinode: *laughs* Guess I am.
(sounds of Hinode sitting down)
Hinode: So, Kei-san, how about we make this quick? You did say that you want me to come to you after all of this is over, and here I am.
Hinode: My apologies if you meant that you wanted me to come to you right after we were done with the last prisoner, everyone's verdicts are very important, after all.
Kei: *sitting down* No, no, I'm not mad at you at all, haha.
Kei: .. Now that I think about it, I haven't seen other guards anywhere lately.
Kei: Did something happen?
Hinode: A-ah, no, no, everything is fine. They just need some rest.
Hinode: The third trial is going to end so soon, they must be prepared.
Kei: ...
Kei: You're kind of a bad liar.
Hinode: ...
Hinode: .. So you know.
Kei: *laughs* Of course I know. I'm the one who helped her with all of this.
Hinode: All of this was Reina-san's idea, correct?
Kei: Yep. She's the one who came up with it. I just helped with executing the plan.
Hinode: You broke the memory machine because she told you to?
Kei: And the cameras aren't working right because of me as well.
Hinode: .. You really should be punished for all of this. *laughs*
Kei: Then go on, show me what you've got.
Kei: I got voted guilty anyway, so I kinda deserved it.
Hinode: .. I'm not going to do anything to you. At least not until the trial officially ends.
Kei: Oh, right, what's up with that? Our verdicts got announced, but the trial is still technically going..
Hinode: Well, it's the last trial, so..
Hinode: We just need a little bit more preparation, that's all.
Kei: Who's "we"?
Hinode: ...
Kei: I know that Reina used the machine on Eiji and Miki. And I have a feeling that even though you could give them all their memories back, you didn't.
Hinode: ...
Kei: *laughs* Wow, even you got addicted to having so much power in your hands, huh? I shouldn't be surprised though, again, you're a weakling, no wonder you got excited at the thought of being the only one who can vote now.
Kei: And you still voted me guilty! Is this how you confess your love for me?
Kei: Oh, oh, did you want to see me suffer that bad? Seriously, we got so many guilty verdicts this time, not even my brother-
Kei: No, actually, hold on, this is so funny. *laughs* My brother claimed that everyone here will "get what they deserve" and that everyone will get voted guilty, but in the end, when he was active, only three prisoners got a verdict like that.
Kei: And you are the one who isn't as passionate about morals as the other guards, but you voted literally everyone guilty except Akio and Asahi.
Kei: Hm? Care to explain that?
Kei: Considering the punishment you came up with after the second trial, I'm sure that no matter how many times you say that you hate seeing people in pain, on the inside, you actually want them to suffer.
Kei: You want them to feel the same things that you went through. Isn't that right, Hinode?
Kei: Not judging, by the way. Who am I to judge a guard?
Kei: .. Something is bothering me though.
Hinode: .. Please, get straight to the point.
Hinode: Why did you want to see me?
Kei: Oh, right, right. Sorry, got distracted. You're just so fascinating to me.
Kei: I'm actually kinda surprised that you even.. came here.
Kei: I thought you'd just interpret this as a joke or something. Like come on, a prisoner like me asks you to come see him in the middle of the night? Nothing good can come out of it, that's for sure!
Hinode: Yeah, but to be honest.. I think even if you asked another guard to come, they would.
Hinode: If they.. still had their memories, of course.
Kei: Hm? Why?
Hinode: Well, Miki-san would be curious about it or she would think that you want her to help you with something.. Also, she just thinks you're pretty. *laughs*
Hinode: As for Eiji-san.. Well, he's Eiji-san.
Hinode: I think that no matter what he says, he really does care about you. But of course, I don't know that much about your relationship, that's just.. a feeling that I have.
Kei: ...
Kei: .. So.. do you remember why I asked you to come here back then?
Hinode: Because I basically solved your murder and you wanted to give me some kind of "prize"?
Kei: Correct~ Hehe, you're so smart, you deserve another prize just for this.
Kei: .. But seriously, you really are smart, Hinode. I've heard some prisoners say they found you.. a bit scary, haha.
Hinode: Scary? I was just guessing most of the time. I didn't do anything special, really.
Kei: See? That only makes you even more special!
Kei: (sounds of Kei leaning closer to Hinode) I just find people like you very.. interesting, that's all.
Hinode: .. Are you expecting something from me here?
Kei: Maybe I am, maybe I'm not.
Hinode: *sighs* Sorry to disappoint you, Kei-san, but I don't have much energy left. Just moving is too painful for me right now.
Kei: You're no fun..
Kei: Fine, fine, I'll go easy on you. I'll ask you one simple question, okay? I'm sure a smart guy like you will be able to answer it!
Kei: So..
Kei: .. What will happen to me?
Hinode: Huh?
Kei: You heard me. Guilty, innocent, guilty. These are my verdicts.
Kei: I don't really get it.. I guess if all I got was nothing but a guilty verdict, I'd probably be dead at this point, but do I get a more light punishment just because I got voted innocent once?
Kei: Can you solve this one for me, smart boy?
Hinode: ...
Hinode: Well, I don't think there's any point in hiding it anymore.
Hinode: You.. will be able to leave Milgram. But since you got voted guilty twice, the outside world will know everything about your crimes and it will be up to them to decide what to do with you.
Hinode: Don't ask how they will know about it. Milgram is just that powerful, I guess.
Kei: ...
Kei: Haha.. I-I see.. So I'll be able to go home..
Kei: W-well, it's okay. If I get to see Ruka again, maybe going to prison won't be that bad-
Kei: .. Who am I kidding, I'll probably just get killed for this.
Kei: Though I'm not sure.. I-I mean.. Does my job also count as my crime? W-will they know about that too?
Hinode: I'm not sure. I'm assuming they won't, since you were judged only for your murder.
Kei: I see..
Kei: I-I.. did kill, like.. five women, haha..
Kei: That's probably, like, really bad..
Kei: I-It's okay, I'm sure Mom and Dad will help me out.
Hinode: .. You depend on your parents that much?
Kei: It's fine, it's fine, they've been doing some not really legal stuff for such a huge part of their lives, they can handle it!
Kei: I-I'm gonna be fine. I'm gonna be fine.
Hinode: ...
Hinode: If you don't have any other questions for me, I think I should leave-
Kei: *grabs Hinode's arm* W-wait!
Kei: ...
Kei: .. H-hey, Hinode..
Kei: A-aren't you.. a guard of this prison too?
Kei:T-then why can I.. touch you right now?
Hinode: .. It's none of your business.
Kei: .. Haha..
Kei: S-so, you're not really protected by this prison, are you? Just like Eiji?
Kei: Ahaha.. Then this will just make things easier for me.
(sounds of Kei making Hinode fall on the floor)
Hinode: Y-you're really just.. taking advantage of me like this, haha..
Kei: Why wouldn't I? All prisoners here are murderers, including me. Why wouldn't I do "bad stuff" like this?
Kei: You're one of the guards, you should have known that.
(sounds of Kei getting on top of Hinode)
Kei: Unless.. you're not really a guard?
Hinode: I..
Hinode: Ah-
(sounds of Hinode getting choked)
Kei: This is what I meant when I said something was bothering me.
Kei: Unless my memory is lying to me, I broke Miki's memory machine, right?
Kei: But the thing is.. I know that she still used one on the other prisoner later.
Kei: Yurika turned on the voice recorder Reina got as a present earlier before her interrogation started, because she was afraid the guards will try to do something with her memories.
Kei: And guess what, she turned out to be right! You guys really love to abuse your power.
Kei: So when it was all over, Yurika listened to the recording and she remembered what happened. That was actually a very smart move on her part, I was a bit surprised, considering how.. "impulsive" she is most of the time.
Kei: She told the other prisoners about it and that's how we found out that the other machine was still used before Reina used it herself on Eiji and Miki.
Kei: But something doesn't add up. Can you guess what it is?
Hinode: ..T-to steal the machine..
Hinode: S-she'd have to.. touch..
Kei: Exactly! We can't touch you guys at all. It's almost like there's some kind of invisible wall protecting you or something.
Kei: So unless Reina was really careful and managed to take that thing out of Miki's pocket without even touching her body, she'd never be able to do that.
Kei: And listen, I know about her past. I know that she stole things often, I think she'd be capable of doing that without even touching Miki.
Kei: But she wouldn't even think about stealing Miki's machine.
Kei: Because I was told to break it.
Kei: For some reason, Reina wanted me to get rid of only Miki's machine. Probably because she thought Miki would use it more often, so she wanted to stop Miki first.
Kei: That means that she'd have to take your machine and use it on Eiji and Miki.
Kei: But again, something just doesn't add up! You two are so complicated!
Hinode: C-can you let me go-
Kei: Nope, not done with you yet.
Kei: If you were the only one with a memory machine that was still working, then why did Miki use one on Yurika?
Hinode: ...
Kei: Did she borrow it from you, Hinode?
Kei: Or maybe you gave it to her yourself?
Hinode: ...
Hinode: .. T-the latter..
Kei: Ohh, I see, I see! Haha, you're so kind to her. Careful, she might fall in love with you, if she hasn't already.
Kei: But once again, something doesn't add up! Because if you were so generous to offer your machine to her..
Kei:Why did Reina tell us that she used your machine on Eiji and Miki?
Hinode: ...
Kei: You know, we got some time after the trial, so me and some other prisoners gathered and just talked about stuff. Like friends do, I guess.
Kei: And when Reina's plan was mentioned, I clearly remember her saying that she went for your machine.
Kei: And you know what made it very confusing to her, but she didn't think much about it when she did it?
Kei: She tried her best to be careful, but she still ended up touching you.
Kei: But how could she touch you? Come on, you're literally a guard, aren't you?
(sounds of Hinode struggling to breathe)
Kei: Just tell me who you are already.
Kei: You know way too much about everyone and everything. It's kinda scary.
Hinode: I-I'm just..
Hinode: I-I was only meant t-to.. replace E-Eiji-san.. Nothing else.
Kei: Replace?.. Ah, so you were forced to work as a guard only because my brother wasn't.. able to do his job?
Kei: Haha.. Yurika, you really shouldn't have done that to him..
Hinode: W-well, they also needed the third guard.. s-so that the verdicts..
Kei: Oh, oh, wait, what? What about the verdicts?
Hinode: C-can you.. let me..
Kei: Fine, fine. Forgot that you need to breathe for a sec.
(sounds of Kei letting go and Hinode breathing heavily)
Hinode: I-if.. If Eiji-san and Miki-san.. had different opinions.. and wouldn't be able t-to.. agree on a verdict..
Hinode: I-I was supposed to help them with that.
Kei: Oh? So this prison really wants the verdicts to be clear and straightforward, huh?
Kei: Interesting.. Hey, does that mean that I can touch you because this prison doesn't actually see you as a guard?
Hinode: .. Yes.
Kei: Whoa.. Man, if only I knew that I can touch you before..
Kei: Okay, another question!
Hinode: Can I just leave-
Kei: Nuh-uh, getting to spend time like this with me is your reward, so make sure to appreciate it, okay?
Kei: So, if a prisoner was supposed to get executed..
Kei: .. Who would execute them?
Kei: Is it one of the guards? Maybe somebody else?
Hinode: .. Why are you asking me out of all people?
Kei: I have a feeling that you know about it. Just like you, I'm just guessing.
Hinode: .. All I know is that it's most likely not going to be one of the guards. Now let me go.
Kei: Can you be just a little bit more specific for me? Pleeeease?
Kei: Like who is it going to be? Is it someone who works in this prison other than the guards? Is it someone we haven't met yet?
Hinode: ...
Hinode: .. F-fine.
Hinode: The trial is going to end soon, so there's no point in keeping it secret, I guess.
Hinode: You should get prepared for it too-
(the door opens)
Jackalope: "Guard 003", Kuroki Hinode.
Jackalope: The third trial is about to end. Please, come with me.
Hinode: .. Just let me take my medicine first.
Hinode: Or.. Never mind, I'll just take it with me.
#a guy who spent all of his life in pain and a guy who thinks pain is the best expression of love. wow!#and like if you think about it... kei is kinda right in this case...#since hinode got all the attention and love from his parents when his health started to get worse so. hm.#also both of them have little brothers that hate them. nice#.. i forgot all my tags AGAIN!!!!#🎤 voice dramas! 🎤#❤️🩹 guard 003: kuroki hinode ❤️🩹#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#milgram#milgram oc#milgram project#ocgram
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crop and posting this little dance
#crop and post :)#i just wanted to show this little dance#i want to make a bigger drawing of it !!!#but i do not know how rn!!#guy on right is bennys oc :)#BESTIE THEYRE IN MY BRAIN LIKE WORMS AGAIN 🗣️🗣️🗣️#i just love how happy they look#beau normally does not dance#who knew he’d have so much fun ❤️🩹❤️🩹#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#drawing
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upcoming Carlos x chess content soon ❤️♟️✨
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#Santander Private Banking release the chess content posthaste please!!!!!!!!#I love chess and I love him so you can imagine my delight hehe ✨🙂↕️💫#it looks like he may win (at least this round shown) spoilers Santander smh teehee#anyways quick gifs again before work!!!#thinking of everyone especially fellow Daniel fans ❤️🩹 it's still too much to express right now for me#but sending everyone so much healing energy#❤️🌅❤️🩹 something good must be coming I know it#head very full after Daniel's post#but good things too!! he can get away from the mess of RBR#Max to anywhere else king? 👀 imagine?#realistically I never see Max leaving rbr tho...I also have many wild hopes for 2025 that cannot be wrung from my heart 🙂↕️#also in good news AHHH LEWIS AND THE MET GALA#many complicated feelings on the fashion industry ahh too much to yap about in the tags rn!!#but so so so happy for Lewis and this theme ❤️ cannot wait for the Met ahhhhhhhhh also going to insta dive for moments from this week#one more bananas work day 🙂↕️✨ also I changed my blog theme!! on the fence if I'll keep it but we shall see!!!! 💖#anyways sending everyone good energy from Texas 🌆✨ brb soon!!!!!!#also I maybe might post writing on the sideblog!! so many incredible artists are so inspiring!!!!#but oh the nerves of showing one of the particular charms on the sicko pandora bracelet of my soul 🙂↕️#maybe maybe maybe!! but there's a certain Max Carlos fic I'd love to read but haven't seen so#gotta be the change you want to see in the world ❤️🫡 hehe anyways I gotta hit the bricks (Microsoft Outlook my beloathed) bye for now!!!!!!
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jack on the brain once more... something about spring and summer always makes my thoughts wonder back to him... the humid summer nights spent stargazing together, shooting the shit late into the night in our own little world... the bright sun only bringing out his gorgeous freckles more than ever, unable to hide his blush when I lovingly point them out... sigh... I used to hate the brighter months until he came along :)
#x. gush#❤️🩹📈#i also watched a movie last night ( queer ) where one of the main characters looks strikingly like him and its got my brain doing overtime#life has been really weird lately. seasons changing always does something fucky to my head but. im starting to like it more with him :)#jack loves the outdoors - specifically the beach and ocean. i never was a beach enjoyer despite being from a coastal town -#- but seeing how much joy he gets from his dives and being able to gaze out at the horizon while he's underwater. its like our own world#also he burns so easily in the sun so its again very ironic he's such a spring/summer lover but god. he's adorable
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heute Abend denke ich an Thorsten, der als VE nicht nur seine Liebe sondern auch sein ganzes Leben verloren hat und sich mit Sicherheit solche Dinge gedacht hat wie „Ich werde nie wieder jemanden so sehr lieben wie Susanne und Lilli“ . . . er flieht aus Hamburg und sucht Zuflucht weit im Süden, weg von seinem alten Leben, und er trägt diesen Verlust mit sich und vertraut sich alsbald seinem neuen Arbeitskollegen an, sie werden Freunde, beste Freunde . . .
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#Thorsten finding sb to love again is sth that can be so personal!!!!! 😭❤️🩹#tatort stuttgart#this is not as coherent as I‘d like but I have a headache and it has to suffice for now#thorsten lannert#mehl stuff
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This man always knows when to come to me and cheer me up. Thank you, Gil🥺🥲❤️🩹

#last month has been pretty rough for me especially last couple of days were the most terrible#so getting this thing in the mail was surely a very pleasant surprise🥲#especially getting that image board because that art is very special to me and I even have it as my phone as wallpaper#and it was always cheering me up so getting that image today in the mail is was like Gil's way of saying 'hang in there I'm with you'🥺❤️🩹#I know that sounds a bit childish but it is what it is😅#and I actually cried a little as well because I've got a bit emotional because of this#also a small funny story about that keychain#I bought it a few years ago but unfortunately I broke it accidentally like a dumbass when I was trying to kill a cockroach🥲#but I managed to get it again. love this keychain he looks so smug here🥰😚❤️#personal#merchandise
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he'll never love me back
that's okay. find someone who will
#avds.got.mail#okay godbless now that i was nice wtf is this about????? who is he. why wont he love you back. why would you tell me. a violentdevotion blog#. this?#also also meeeeeeee when i saw h+b boy again today lol#also also also hope ur doing okay ❤️🩹
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Can't wait to see more about Gavi's whole recovery journey. This first part of the documentary made me love and appreciate him even more than i did already ❤️
#he is not human#the amount of strength and motivation he still had despite knowing how rough his path towards recovery was gonna be are absolutely amazing#you just can't not love him ❤️#gosh i am so looking forward to see him step on that pitch again. even if it's not tonight. i just can't wait man ❤️🩹#pablo gavi
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simba 💛🐈
#life has been so weird these past few months#got out of a toxic relationship 😅 almost died (twice) worked 80hrs in one week#because i love myself that much LMAOOOOOO#got into skincare because its time for revenge#I ALSO GOT A CAT. SIMBA IS HIS NAME !!!!! My son and my baby#hmmmm what else ! OH !!!! i’m an aunt now… so thats exciting#mmmmmmmmmmm on the process of healing and learning to love myself again#that relationship honest to god broke me so its been rough hehe ❤️🩹🤧#hmmmm thats it for now 😵💫 lmaooooo
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hi everyone i’m still alive just fucking going through it in every conceivable way lol
#tbd //#i have never been the best at making financial decisions but i’m really in the fucking pit now because of school#because i love in america!!! freedom!!! to be in fucking debt#i haven’t been eating much lately either because i’m trying to save money kehwnsgwnsv so i have no energy for anything except going to clas#& barely even fucking that lmfao#anyways that’s it i just wanted to complain lol idk when i’ll be here again but hopefully soon ❤️🩹
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