#lostgirldiaries

[lostgirlmuseum]

I go to lunch. I put my plates away. A guy comes up to me and says he saw me and thought I was really pretty and asked for my number. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE. I was obviously flattered, and extremely flustered, so I was like, sure, yeah!, but then I couldn't remember my phone number (I've had my phone # for like 5 years but my recall was trash bc basically my head was just like WHAT IS HAPPENING) and anyways I give him my number, hes super sweet, and then I wasn't sure what to do next so I.. I SHOOK HIS HAND? I SHOOK his hand??????!!!

Then the second I was outside I fucking RAN bc adrenaline and I felt like a FOOL, and I briefly sat by a bush while my friend caught up to me and.

And what makes this funnier/worse?

This is ❌NOT❌ the first time I have done this 😭

After a first date like a year ago I ended it by shaking the guys hand. Now in my defense I thought I was fucking hilarious but all my friends looked at me like I'm a stupid bitch, which, fair.

Anyway, a couple hours ago I apologized to him over text for shaking his hand and he was a good sport about it and said he thought it was cute but.

WHat is wrong with me.