#loserholland new series

[loserholland]

𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧

𝟎𝟎𝟎 ➺ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞

Pairing ➺ QOH!Reader x Prince!Angel!Tom

Warning ➺ Talk’s about heaven and angels

Word Count ➺ 1,486

Summary ➺ What happen’s when the Prince of heaven end’s up in hell?

A/N ➺ Send me an ask if you want to apart of the taglist! Chapter one should be up either Friday/Saturday night!

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @loveyathreethousand​, @taronxfiction, @killerqueen-gunpowdergelatine, @spideyyypeter @lou-la-lou​ @babebenhardy​ @rivervixenbaby​ @acklesholland​ @zabdisamor​ @keepingupwiththehollands@sweet666pea @sspider-parker @jackiehollanderr

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ - @beepbeep-ice @adayasgeorgia @hellomadamebutterfly @babebenhardy @cloudynoirtimes @killbillls @deadlyaffairs @sweet666pea 

☞  Masterlist  ☜

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Falling.

It was all she could remember, the day she was casted out of Heaven. Her home for nearly twenty-three years.

The day her beautiful white wings burned as she fell from the edge of  silver city. She was ashamed of them, the now black and grey wings the only beautiful feature was the gold specks. 

The way the demons kneeled before her full of gratitude that their Queen has finally arrived to rule over hell. The same demons her father told her stories about, how they would eat innocent children or ate their own kind. Those stories were all wrong. 

It’s been a long lonely thousand plus years of ruling the underworld alone. There are times when she’s astral project to Earth checking in on those who may end up in her lovely kingdom. It had been a long dreadful day full of meetings and planning for her annual birthday gala that was coming up in about four month.

All she craved was a hot bath and strawberries and to cuddle with her hounds

It all happened so fast, he didn’t even realize he was falling. It felt like a dream, no a nightmare. That was the thing, angel’s never have nightmares, it was all suppose to be happy dreams. Never about falling from the gates of heaven.

His beautiful pure white wings with specks of gold wrapped itself around his body protecting him from the fall he was about to encounter. He landed with a loud thud groaning at the slight pain that shocked his body. 

Usually when you’re nearly in a deep sleep and you dream about falling your body jerks and you’d wake up instantly. Yeah, Tom thought the same thing. But this time, he didn’t wake up in his satin white bed sheets.

He slowly rose from his feet dusting off the dirt from his clothes, it felt hot. His skin felt like it was melting right off, he wasn’t use to this scorching hot temperature. Maybe this was some sort of vision, not that he even had visions before.

This place looked exactly like his home but instead of the beautiful white creme buildings they were grey and a bit torn down. 

“Hey! Is anyon- ow” there was a sudden sharp pain in his neck, this was something else that could’ve woke him up. Tom reached up towards his neck pulling out what seemed to be a tranquilizer dart, there was no way this was a dream let alone a nightmare. This was actually happening and he had no clue why.

The last thing he saw was two tall figures standing over him, he couldn’t quite see their faces but they seemed to be wearing some sort of armor.

-

“Your grace!”

Dear me, what is it now?

Did the hounds eat up my roses, again?

Did one of the maids not cook my meal properly?

There was a soft knock on her bathroom door causing her to groan loudly sinking into the suds, “Come in.” she answered slowly allowing herself to relax again.

“What is it now? Make it quick.” the servant held his head low not daring to look at his grace, one thing she never allowed anyone to do was look her in the eyes unless told to.

“An angel has fallen your grace.” this brought the (Y/N) out of her relax state, an angel? Why would a fucking angel be in hell? The only fallen angel was her, she was the only fallen angel sent to rule hell. The last time she checked hell was perfectly fine under her rule.

“Where is the angel?”

“The throne room your grace, your men have him cuffed and tranquilized. He will be awake at any given moment.”

(Y/N) waved him off allowing him to leave, she looked up towards the ceiling chuckling to herself “What is it now? Hm? I don’t bother you, yet you send an angel?” there was never one angel that came to check up on her, so why now?

-

(Y/N) bursted into the throne room watching as everyone bowed in respect, she stood in front of the angel slapping his face lightly. The guards had chained him down that way he wouldn’t be able to escape. 

She slapped him once more groaning in annoyance, “What in the devil’s name did you tranquillize him with?”

“Wake up.” she commanded watching as the angel’s eyes slowly fluttered open blinking a few times allowing his eyes to adjust to the lighting in the room. The halo above his head glowed dimly, oh the halo’s.

Something every angel loved to have, beside the wings. It represents their holiness, how innocent they are and privileged to be in heaven with the divine god. Those who were in heaven were innocent, and pure. Never gave into temptation, never lied nor sinned.

Lies.

Angels were far from innocent, they hurt their own kind yet no one has the balls to speak up about it. Speak against your god and you’ll be on the highway to hell.

Yet this halo was different, it had a beautiful gold engraving.

Only royal’s have gold engraving.

She moved to sit on her throne fixing the beautiful crown that rested on her head.

The angel looked up to see a beautiful woman, wait- a woman? All his life he had thought the devil was a man. He never thought the ruler of hell would be a woman.

“Whe-where am I? Who are you?” the angel asked in confusion. All he wanted to do was rub the daze out of his eyes only to feel a slight tug when he had tried to lift them. He looked to see both his hands were chained down, not attempting to fight the guards by tugging at the chains.

She made her way down her throne taking the angel’s face into her hand running her stiletto shaped nails against his cheek, “Thomas Holland.” his eyes widened in shock, how did she know his name? maybe this was the devil’s wife and she’s currently handling business for him. She couldn’t be the devil, she was too beautiful to be the devil. Too beautiful to rule over hell.

He tried his best to not gaze at her chest, her perky breast peaking out of her laced robed. It’s a sin, he can’t look. He was always told don’t give into temptation, to resit giving into such a sinful act.

“Would you like to tell me why the prince of the silver city is in my kingdom?”

He didn’t respond, he couldn’t. It felt as if he was under a spell, or maybe the tranquilizer was still wearing off of him slowly but surely. One of the guards tugged at the chain in annoyance, “Her grace asked you a question.”

He didn’t answer, he kept his head low ignoring the woman who stood before him. She wore a crown which meant she was royalty, you’re suppose to respect royalty. Answer when questioned his mentally told himself, yet he couldn’t.

She sighed tilting his face upwards, using her free hand to trace his halo feeling a slight burn under her fingertips. The pain didn’t bother her, she’s been through worse.

“Let’s try this again, yeah? Why are you in my kingdom?”

“I-I don’t know. I was asleep in bed and now I’m here. I don’t remember anything.”

She hummed lightly allowing her hand that was tracing his halo to run down his strong biceps, he was telling the truth. She could not only feel it but she could hear it in his voice. I guess becoming the queen of hell came with it’s perks, being able to tell when someone was lying or having any feelings of hesitation.

“Now, you didn’t answer my questions. Where am I and who are you?”

Thomas didn’t realize his tone of voice did come off a bit rude. No that wasn’t a bit rude, that was very rude. The room was silent till a lightly chuckle rippled through the room causing it to shake lightly. She looked down at the floor before meeting his gaze, he couldn’t believe what was staring him right back in the face.

 Glowing red eyes, a spark of fire danced behind them.

“Oh baby,” she dragged her stiletto sharp nails against his cheekbone, he watched her every move powerless to defend himself due to the chains holding him down. 

Tom’s breathing became heavy, she was beautiful so beautiful. He tried his best to not lean in, at any given moment he could faint. The room was spinning and the intoxicating smell of (Y/N) perfume wasn’t helping.

“-we’re gonna have so much fun.”

This clearly wasn’t a nightmare, he would’ve woken up by now. Nor was this was earth. This was far from heaven the placed he called home for nearly 23 years.

He was in hell, and the devil was staring right back at him.

[tomhollandfics]

Teacher!Tom

* = smut

* Adore - @duskholland

your history professor is remarkably attractive and you can't quite seem to kick the crush that you've managed to develop on him

* Under The Table - @duskholland

professor holland has a special assignment for you...

Here Comes The Sun - @waitimcomingtoo

teacher!tom has an unruly elementary class to put up with but things change when the new music teacher shows up - eventually feelings develop between the two and only their students are willing to do something about it

* After Hours - @cornacopicimagines

it’s wrong, y/n tells herself, she can’t help it though, she can’t help fantasising about him - at the other end of the class, tom tells himself to stop staring at her, it’s creepy, he thinks - neither one knows of the mutual pining that is until tension bubbles over

All Thanks To A Projector - @tomsteaandbiscuits

there’s a new teacher at the high school you teach at and he is very attractive

Little Cupid - @loserholland

what happens when your five year old tries to set you up with her kindergarten teacher?

* Teachers - @marvelouspeterparker

your colleague is insufferable, really - the way he’s so cocky, so lenient with his students, so nonchalant, so attractive with no effort whatsoever - you hate him, really

* Office Hours - @screamholland

you’re more than nervous for your first year of being a teaching assistant, but you have the help of your professor, dr. thomas holland - after spending late nights in coffee shops or his peaceful study, a chemistry blossoms between you two that slowly becomes more than teacher-student - it leaves you to make a choice; to leave your relationship professional or take it a step further

Gold Rush - @spideyspeaches

he taught british history and you chastise yourself for not auditing for that subject earlier

Mr. Holland - @quacksonhq

y/n's son attends kindergarten for the first time, and it just so happens that mr. holland is the teacher

Monday Mornings - @blissfulparker

you and tom like to keep your relationship private - but when he leaves his laptop charger at home you only want to be a good girlfriend and give it to him but accidentally expose everything

My Rapunzel - @farfromharry

being a college professor means tom’s working from home in these difficult times, spending a lot more time with his angel of a daughter and his beautiful girlfriend, who by the way is definitely his favourite princess

Stay With Me - @evermoreholland

tom has been overworking himself and you take care of him

* Behind Closed Doors - @hollandcrush

your mind paid no attention to his words only to the way his hands clenched, extenuating his veins under his rolled up sleeves - this little affair between you and your english professor had been going on for a while

Handsome Man - @hoodieofholland

you think your professor is a really good-looking man and let it slip out of your mouth

Caught In The Act - @ptersmj

you and tom are dating but their students don’t know it, until they see one of them walk past the others zoom class

* Professor 'Fuck Me A Lot' - @deepika-padukone

you catch tom in a compromising position

* Dear Teacher - @sam-hollandsgirl

professor tom takes a liking to you

* I Wanna Wear Your Tie - @tom-holland-parker

tom takes a liking to one of his students for being so smart - he can barely contain himself with every outfit she wears until one day, after class, he asks her to hang back

Boys Have Cooties - @illicitlimerence-writes

you and tom are both middle-school teachers

Art And Drama - @fics-for-my-heart

everyone can see it but the two of you

* Of Pubs And Profs - @creme-bruhlee

you have what you consider the best night of your life, but discover that it was with the worst person possible

Temptations (Series) - @spideyssunshine

what happens when a sexy literature professor and student fall for one another over zoom?

All Nighters - @pparkersbitch

tom helps you with your homework

Give Me A Week - @tomhollanddaily

tom's your professor but there's an underlying mutual crush

My Office - @hllandstom

it was the end of the semester at the johns hopkins - she was a brilliant student and was used to be on the top 3 of all her classes, except his - tom didn’t understand how an amazing with that much of merits could fail just one single class, but she did

[blissfulparker]

My writing in a year♡

Tagged by three amazing and beautiful creators, @rosyparkers @geminiparkers @ptersmj I am going to wrap up my writing from this long painful year💕

first creation + most recent creation of 2020

Not quite sure my first but most recent is this little breakup blurb

one of your favorite creations from 2020

Prince!Tom made a extremely special place in my heart this year so Flashing lights (maybe one day I’ll do a prince!tom series)

a creation you’re really proud of

One of the first smut creations I actually was proud of and I like the concept a lot, I love seeing other people write it was well and it is in between the lines with professor!tom!! I was surpised with the amount of notes on this so yeah I was happy with it🥰🥰

a new style you tried this year & a fic that uses it

I simply do not leave my comfort zone here

a creation that took you forever

It’s still not finished we don’t talk about it but seasick 😭

your creation from 2020 that received the most notes

Once again it had to go to my professor!Tom fic at over 900 notes!!(thank you so much all the way and some of y’all should probably get fucked soon)

a creation you think deserved more notes

Heartless as it was dark!peter and no smut, I just think people don’t really read peter fics unless some sort of peter content comes out with tom...

a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it

I have joined a few new fandoms but not written for them here because they are smaller ones that no one would really read for(but there is criminal minds and Spencer Reid 👀)

a creation you made that breaks your heart

Again heartless or the butterfly and the ladybug

a ‘simple’ creation that you really love

I’m a huge sucker for dad!peter so this little one was one of my favs

a creation that was inspired by another one

Sent in as a blurb concept by @spideyspeaches , it was a prince!tom x archer!reader and I had turned it into a full fic and they made their own version as well! Mine is called shoot your shot

a favorite creation created by someone else

I’m just going to say literally anything by @selfcarecap

some of your favorite content creators from the year

Here we go!(its a lot) @asonofpeter @ptersmj @selfcarecap @th0ttie4tommy @tommyunderoos @saturnpeter @rosyparkers @geminiparkers @ballyhoobarnes @marvelouspeterparker @screamholland @loserholland @joshuaparkers (actually just shout out to the people in the penis parker gc...love you bimbos)

and for good measure, a couple more creations of yours that you love

Moral of the story(although that might have been 2019...anyways I want to write more Ceo!tom and maybe some sort of assistant reader) and any dad!tom or dad!peter blurbs!!

Tagging:

Anyone I’ve already tagged in this!! You are all amazing and cannot wait to see another year on this hellsite!!

[loserholland]

𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧

𝐓𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫

Pairing ➺ QOH!Reader x Prince!Angel!Tom

Warning ➺ None 

Word Count ➺ 121

Summary ➺ What happen’s when the Prince of heaven end’s up in hell?

A/N ➺ Send me an ask if you want to apart of the taglist!

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ -  @hollandfieldblurbs , @taronxfiction, @killerqueen-gunpowdergelatine​, @spideyyypeter

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𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥·𝐞𝐧 /ˈ𝐟ô𝐥ə𝐧/ 𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲.

“Oh baby,” she dragged her stiletto sharp nails against his cheekbone, he watched her every move powerless to defend himself due to the chains holding him down. 

Tom’s breathing became heavy, she was beautiful so beautiful. He tried his best to not lean in, at any given moment he could faint. The room was spinning and the intoxicating smell of (Y/N) perfume wasn’t helping.

“-we’re gonna have so much fun.”

This clearly wasn’t a nightmare, he would’ve woken up by now. Nor was this was earth. This was far from heaven the placed he called home for nearly 23 years.

He was in hell, and the devil was staring right back at him.

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞

𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒

Thomas Shelby x Reader Modern AU

❝𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬, 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐚'𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞

𝐓𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞?❞

IT’S HERREE, wow that literally took me a day to decide if I wanted to start a new series yet it takes me an entire year to decide what I want to eat #WHATTHEHECKY?? Anyways I’m moving onto season 2 of peaky blinders and I’m going to release the prologue maybe tonight!! Also let me know if you want to be on the taglist for 𝐆𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞!

[loserholland]

𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞

𝟎𝟎𝟗 ➺ 𝐒𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞

Pairing ➺  Ceo playboy!Ben Hardy x Reader

Warning ➺ none, I think

Word Count ➺ 1,735

Summary ➺ An arranged marriage between two polar opposites.

A/N ➺  A new series! So after watching BoRhap I instantly fell in love again with Ben Hardy who plays Roger Taylor! Message me or send me an ask if you’d like to be on the taglist!

I also want to thank you all for 1.6K!

Send me your thoughts, feelings, everything! It makes me day/night!

Also send me your theories! Love reading them! TEEHEHHEH 

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @hollandfieldblurbs , @beerbottlesandchainsaws

❁ 𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ❁ - @financialinstability , @magicwithaknife , @xrumkugelx , @rogertaylorsblondhair, @hollyissuchahoe , @yourkindabrainy-ilikeit, @fsociety00da1, @lee-519 , @2ptonpt, @sherlokiantheatrenerd , @local-radical-bandit , @calumfornicationx , @softcillian, @kittysblog14 , @peach-barnes , @prettyoddbarnes  , @spideyyypeter, @adepressedstudentslife , @wowza-bowza , @stilesneedsprotection , @anamcg317 , @indescribxbl , @heinz-doofenshmirtz-official , @loveofmylifeben , @captainxmoony , @whateverbakesyourcake , @waving-thru-a-window  , @benhrdy , @beerbottlesandchainsaws , @frietjemeloen , @kirket03 , @emmieliabedelia , @sabbrriiinnaa , @justinemayi , @bummmblebeee  , @wolverinesbeer , @allieburakovsky  , @chocolatekisses8 , @i-the-fangirl, @secretsweetscollectionblog, @ksqueenie, @virtualsheepeat​

☞  Masterlist  ☜

The day had come, something (Y/N) was looking forward to, her and Ben’s engagement party. Family and friends were invited to celebrate the engagement between the two, over the past year they grew together. They also fixed up the contract, taking out Ben’s fourth rule and (Y/N) second rule.

Right now the two were scrambling all over (Y/N) condo, by the looks of it the two guest of honors would be late to their own engagement party. Well it was a ‘surprise’ engagement party that Audrey had planned out, yet word got around to (Y/N) so it wasn’t even a surprise anymore.

“When we get there act surprised okay? My mom literally poured her heart into this party!” (Y/N) shouted from her walk in closet slipping on a pair of heels Ben had recently bought her. Ben leaned against the doorframe admiring his fiancée in a beautiful tiffany blue body-con lace dress. 

“You look ravishing darling.” Ben’s voice was a bit deeper and raspier causing (Y/N) to turn on her heels and glare at her handsome fiancé “Don’t give me that look or use that tone on me, keep it in your pants! Bub! Your tie!” (Y/N) groaned she had picked out a tie to match her dress yet he wore the total opposite.

Over the past year, they went through many ups and downs. After four months of dating they had their first fight and said their first I love you.

(Y/N) sat on the couch in the living room, she looked down at her phone 2:47 AM and still no word from Ben. She heard the elevator door ding, he footsteps trailed against the cold marble floor, (Y/N) was sure that he didn’t see her sitting on the couch he was so focused on getting into bed.

Now here they were, fighting at 3 in the morning Ben now sat on the couch with his head buried in his hands and (Y/N) stood a few feet away from him.

“You could’ve called and said hey love I’m going out with the boys for a couple of drinks instead of stumbling home drunk!” (Y/N) shouted.

“It was a few drinks! I am not drunk!” Ben protested earning a small scoff from (Y/N).

“Not drunk? You’re not drunk now because I’m yelling at you! You’re sobering up now huh? You could’ve called Ben!” She had been worrying sick, she called him endlessly but got no answers. The one thought crossed her, the one thing she didn’t want to expect Ben to do.

“Don’t give me that look, I know what you were thinking, you thought I broke your third rule.” (Y/N) scoffed and shook her head lightly, she did think he broke it, that was the one thing she didn’t want to face.

“No I-” 

“Don’t lie to me or yourself (Y/N), you thought about it, the thought crossed your mind. But I would never do that to you, I would never hurt you or cheat on you because I love you! I love you so fucking much, it hurts.”

(Y/N) stood there, speechless unsure if she heard Ben right. She could hear her heartbeat in her ears, the living room fell silent.

“What?” Ben ran his fingers through his hair before “Ben, what did you say?” he sighed looking up at (Y/N) who wore a small smile on her lips “I love you.”

(Y/N) tugged on Ben’s hand rushing into the venue where their surprise engagement was held, “If you wore the tie I picked out for you, we could’ve left on time and not be late!” (Y/N) huffed as she tugged at Ben hand ushering him to walk faster, though she was wearing heels boy she was practically running in them.

Before they opened the door to their surprised engagement party (Y/N) turned to look up at her fiancé “Remember ac-” before she could even finish her sentence Ben was quick to finish it “Act surprised I know I know.” Ben said in annoyance as (Y/N) smiled sweetly “Good.” she pressed a chaste kiss to his plump lips before opening the door.

“Surprise!” 

Oh those words felt like deja vu, just last week when they had gone back to London after spending New Year’s in New York, Ben had a surprise for her. It took much convincing to get (Y/N) to wear the blind folds joking that Ben was taken her somewhere to kill her, only to get no response.

She was felt anxious the entire ride there, Ben didn’t answer any of her questions causing her to groan loudly “Benjamin Hardy tell me where we are going!” (Y/N) exclaimed earning a small chuckle from Ben “It’s Jones.” he said in a monotone voice (Y/N) brows pinches in confusion “Jon- Hey! You stopped the car!” she listened intently the sound of his door closed a few seconds later her door was opened. 

(Y/N) screamed bloody murder reaching forward to hit Ben, “Benjamin!” she screamed as he took ahold of her wrist “(Y/N)! Calm down will you? I’ll remove the blindfolds but keep your eyes closed okay? It’s a surprise.” Ben let go of her wrist reaching forward behind her head to undo the tie, she listened his instruction and kept her eyes closed.

Ben held onto her hand guiding her to where her surprise was, “Open.” he whispered, her eyes fluttered open slowly adjusting to the sun light her vision focused on the beautiful mansion in front of them. 

“Is this?” (Y/N) looked between Ben and the beautiful house he wrapped his arms around her waist resting his chin on her shoulder “Yup, it’s our house future Mrs.Jones.” (Y/N) turned her head slightly to look at Ben in confusion “Jones?” Ben chuckled behind her pressing a small kiss to her cheek.

“It’s my last name, Hardy is just for business.” (Y/N) pressed a chaste kiss to his plump pink lips “You are full of surprises Mr.Hardy.”

 Family members drew them apart, they were across the room from one another shared glances and flirtatious stares. (Y/N) was too busy admiring Ben, the voices of her aunts drowned out as she thought about what she’d do to him once they got home after he gave her such a hard time.

“Are you two planning on having kids?” her aunt questioned causing (Y/N) to choke on the champagne she was currently drinking, they never talked about having kids. Sure (Y/N) wanted to have kids, but they never really got around to talk about it.

“Uh, we never got around to that conversation actually we’ve just been so busy with work.” Her aunts gave her a sour look “Well, you wouldn’t need to work now! Doesn’t he own a business as well?” (Y/N) nodded lightly wanting the conversation to be over with, she glanced over at Ben to see he was laughing along with her cousins and uncles.

“You hurt (Y/N) we’ll come after you and it won’t end pretty. Now laugh along so it seems as if we’re having a good time.” Josh, (Y/N) cousin mumbled causing Ben to laugh along nervously taking a swing of the beer he held in his hand. 

“Where did he propose?” her aunt questioned bringing a smile to (Y/N) lips, finally something to talk about.

They had gone to Rome for Christmas, a small get away before the huge family get together for New Years, they spent most of the day walking around the city after dinner they finally paid a visit to the Fontana Di Trevi.

It was the 23rd, guess you could say it was Christmas eve eve.

(Y/N) leaned her head against his shoulder and sighed admiring the beautiful fountain, “I came here once, when I was twenty-two.. they said with your right hand, you throw it over your left shoulder you’ll come back with the love of your life.” she lifted her head off his shoulder to look up at him “It’s been six years since I’ve been back and I’ve returned with you, the love of my life.”

Ben kissed her forehead watching as she turned around to look at the fountain, he took the opportunity to take the small red velvet box from his jacket, he had it for almost four months and he was finally gonna pop the question.

He got down on one knee and cleared his throat (Y/N) turned around to see her boyfriend holding a red velvet box in his hands “(Y/N) (Y/L/N), I never thought that I’d be in love with you, I thought this entire marriage would be based off of a contract, but after spending time with you over the past year I thought I could never love again. But, before you, I spent most of my time in clubs and one night stand. Someone once said, our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life. You helped me through and no matter how many fights we’ve been through you stuck by my side.”

(Y/N) was sure her mascara was running down her cheeks along with her foundation, Ben slowly opened the velvet box revealing the stunning square cut ring. “Will you, (Y/N) (Y/L/N) marry me?” (Y/N) nodded vigorously “Yes! A million times yes!” 

Audrey tapped on the mic slightly bringing everyone’s attention to the small stage, “Could we please have everyone’s attention please? May we have (Y/N) and Ben on the stage?” Ben took (Y/N) hand in his as they walked to the stage to accompany their parents.

“Thank you all for coming to Ben and (Y/N) surprise engagement party, we will have dinner in five minutes so-”

Audrey was cut off by the sound of the venue doors flying open, everyone’s attention now turned away from the stage “Excuse me this is a private event!” Audrey said squinting to see who the person was at the door.

“Private event? But I’m family!” The person exclaimed stepping forward her face as clear as day.

“Presley.” Audrey exclaimed.

“Taytum.” Ben said in shock.

“Taytum? Ben what are you talking about this is Presley!” (Y/N) pointed at her sister who stood a few feet away from the stage.

“Awe, well I am Presley and I’m also Taytum, ever wondered who my billionaire boyfriend was in London? He’s standing right beside you.” Presley mocked watching as her little sister’s expression changed.

There’s a saying about old lover’s of ours, never let an old flame burn you twice.

[loserholland]

𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞

𝟎𝟎𝟖 ➺ 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

Pairing ➺  Ceo playboy!Ben Hardy x Reader

Warning ➺ none, I think

Word Count ➺ 1,681

Summary ➺ An arranged marriage between two polar opposites.

A/N ➺  A new series! So after watching BoRhap I instantly fell in love again with Ben Hardy who plays Roger Taylor! Message me or send me an ask if you’d like to be on the taglist!

I also want to thank you all for 1.6K!

Send me your thoughts, feelings, everything! It makes me day/night!

Also send me your theories! Love reading them! Also happy new year and two updates in a row whaa?!?! Also happy birthday to our baby boo Ben! And to @kthpurplemoon happy happy birthday! I hope you guys enjoy your first day of 2019!! 

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @hollandfieldblurbs , @beerbottlesandchainsaws

❁ 𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ❁ - @financialinstability , @magicwithaknife , @xrumkugelx , @rogertaylorsblondhair, @hollyissuchahoe , @yourkindabrainy-ilikeit, @fsociety00da1, @lee-519 , @2ptonpt, @sherlokiantheatrenerd , @local-radical-bandit , @calumfornicationx , @softcillian, @kittysblog14 , @peach-barnes , @prettyoddbarnes  , @spideyyypeter, @adepressedstudentslife , @wowza-bowza , @stilesneedsprotection , @anamcg317 , @indescribxbl , @heinz-doofenshmirtz-official , @loveofmylifeben , @captainxmoony , @whateverbakesyourcake , @waving-thru-a-window  , @benhrdy , @beerbottlesandchainsaws , @frietjemeloen , @kirket03 , @emmieliabedelia , @sabbrriiinnaa , @justinemayi , @bummmblebeee  , @wolverinesbeer , @allieburakovsky  , @chocolatekisses8 , @i-the-fangirl, @secretsweetscollectionblog, @ksqueenie, @virtualsheepeat​

☞  Masterlist  ☜

Be careful with his heart, it’s more fragile than you think.

Those words echoed through her mind.

That was all (Y/N) could think about for the past hour. She began to cook dinner, setting up her ingredients on the island finding a pot and pan along with a cutting board. Her mind was racing, she finally knew the name of the girl who left Ben broken. 

Taytum

The last time she tried to start a conversation about his love life, they ended up in the same bed. Next day they ended up in London and well shared a heated kiss. Following they made out and was caught by Ben’s mother, she spent the day with Alexa which leads us back to present day. (Y/N) was unsure about where she stood with Ben, pretty sure he felt the same way as well.

They were in the gray area.

At least (Y/N) thought they were.

The place where people don't know if it is something or not something.

She wanted to know if they were taking things to the next level, as weird as it sounds. She wanted to know if they were official, after all that kissing. The chime of the elevator echoed through out the penthouse causing Frankie to bark “Hey Frankie! How was your day today hm?” Ben cooed as he took Frankie into his arms. “Love?” Ben called as he followed the smell of pasta into the kitchen.

(Y/N) placed the pasta onto a plate and topped it off with some fresh parsley, she turned on her heels to see Ben sitting on one of the bar stools “Hi.” (Y/N) said in a small voice as she placed Ben’s food in front of him.

“Hi, how was your day today?” Ben questioned as he hopped off the barstool to grab a bottle of wine from his mini wine fridge.

"It was great.. I love spending time with your mom, how was your day?” (Y/N) placed their forks onto their plates as she sat on the bar stool next to Ben’s.

He placed their filled wine glasses onto the island before returning to his seat “Boring, spent most of my day in meetings and signing papers.”

They ate in silence, there were some shared glances yet the air was filled with awkward silence. (Y/N) wanted to bring up the what Alexa had said, it was all she could think about ever since she stepped foot into Ben’s penthouse. She reached for the wine glass, allowing the liquor to pass her tastebuds and it slowly trickled down her throat. 

“Ben?” 

He hummed in response allowing (Y/N) to continue.

“Your mother.. she told me something today. I won’t pressure you into talking about it but-” (Y/N) closed her eyes for a moment unsure if she should continue her sentence or just say forget about it.

“-she told me about Taytum.. well she just brought up her name and what she did..”

(Y/N) turned her attention to Ben before her hand reached for his clenched fist “You don’t have to talk about it.. I-I um.. I just wanted to tell you what your mother had told me.” 

Ben pulled his hand away from (Y/N) as he got up from the seat “Excuse me.” he mumbled before exiting the kitchen, the sounds of his footsteps echoed till the sound of his bedroom door was slammed shut causing (Y/N) to flinch slightly. 

The gray area, that’s where they stood.

After (Y/N) had cleaned up the dishes she headed into her bedroom and took a long hot shower. Ben hasn’t left his room since, the penthouse was silence the only person to accompany her was Frankie whom was currently resting on her bed.

She ran her fingers through her wet hair as she reached for the shampoo opening the bottle to pour some of the strawberry scented liquid onto her hand. She began to apply the liquid to her scalp running her fingers through her hair till it was foamy before rinsing it out with hot water. There she stood with her head down allowing her thoughts to consume her again, after a few minutes she turned the shower off and reached for the towel she had left on the counter.

Once she was dressed in her PJ’s she grabbed her phone and headed out to the balcony. (Y/N) sat on one of the chairs dialing her mom’s number placing her phone on her ear waiting for her mom to pick up.

“(Y/N)! You missy did not call me when you landed in London!” (Y/N) chuckled lightly as she played with the hem of her pj shorts.

“Sorry Mom, I just lost track of time that’s all.. how was your day today?”

Anytime (Y/N) had a long day, she’d always call her mom to talk to her. She was always there for (Y/N) to just talk to.

“It was lovely, your father is working late though so by the time he comes home pretty sure I’ll be asleep. How was your day dear?” (Y/N) pulled the phone away from her ear to read it was 11:45 PM in London it was only 6 o’clock in New York.

“It was fun, I spent the day with Alexa actually.. we went out shopping.” Audrey sighed with glee “Oh! That’s lovely dear, where was Ben?” To say the least, Audrey and Andrew were rooting for Ben and (Y/N). They just wanted their daughter to be happy for once and to have someone who could be there to take her mind off of anything other than work.

“He had to attend a meeting..”

“Is he home now?”

Yeah, he was home. Locked away in his room.

“Yeah, I’m pretty sure he’s asleep though which means I should go to bed too. I may return sooner or later mom, I’ll let you know by tomorrow.” 

“Alright dear, goodnight sleep tight love you.”

“Goodnight mom, love you too.”

With that (Y/N) ended the call, as she placed her phone onto her lap. She was unaware of the presence behind her, she was too focused on the beautiful view from Ben’s penthouse.

“Are you going to bed?” a voice said behind her as she let out a small squeal. (Y/N) head whipped around to see Ben shirtless with grey joggers hanging loosely on his waist.

“I-I-um, no actually.” Ben walked out and said on the other chair that was a few feet away from where she was, he leaned back and reached into his pocket of his joggers to take out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. 

“Smoking is bad for you yunno.” (Y/N) whispered earning a playful glare from Ben “Hm? Really never knew that.” he left the cigarette between his lips before letting out the smoke towards (Y/N) direction she waved off the smell before getting up.

“Okay, if you’re just gonna sit here and smoke that’s fine I’m going to bed.” before she re-entered the penthouse Ben let out a sigh taking his cigarette and burned it out on the railing. 

“Fine, fine. I was actually hoping we could talk.”

“Taytum Anderson, we dated for four years. I met her at- before I continue you promise not to add any side comments about where I met her?” Ben pointed his index finger at (Y/N) as she crossed her heart “Promise.”

“I met her at a club, and she was one of my one night stands. One of the best, so I gave her my number and well things went on from then. My parents never approved of her, they said she was after my money... but she was from Los Angeles and well her family disowned her. It was nearing our fifth year anniversary and at the same time.. I lost my father. I called her endlessly that day, I wanted her to be by my side yet I came home to find her in bed with another man. Ever since that night, I guess you could say I’ve never been the same.”

(Y/N) opened her mouth to say something yet nothing came out. She finally found her voice and whispered “I-I’m sorry Ben.” 

He simply shrugged taking out another cigarette to light, “So tell me about your bitch sister Presley.” She sighed, oh there was a lot to say about her.

“Presley Nicole, that was her name. She use to be the greatest sister ever, than I caught her with Ryan who I thought liked me yet he was just one of her puppets. I use to always live in her shadow but, after she nearly ruined our family name my parents began to see how much work I put into school and for the company.”

Ben tapped his cigarette against the railing allowing some of the ashes to fall “Well, if I ever meet that Ryan guy I’ll be sure to remind him how much of a dumbass he is.”

(Y/N) chuckled shaking her head lightly before glancing at Ben. She looked up at the sky to see a few stars shinny ever so slightly. 

“Where do we stand Ben?” (Y/N) asked quietly, he put out his cigarette before leaning up in his seat.

“Come again?”

“Where do we stand.. relationship wise? I mean we did kiss twice and I am here in London with you when I could be in New york.. so where does our relationship stand?”

She wanted out of the gray area, she wanted out of the place where she was unsure of where their relationship stood. All she wanted to hear was 5 words, 5 simple words and her answer would be yes.

“We’re in this gray area, we kiss, we talk, but we never came to a conclusion about what we are..” Ben ran his hand over his face before letting out a small sigh.

He got up from his chair and kneeled down in front of (Y/N) he took her hands into his and placed a small kiss to her knuckle.

“Will you be my girlfriend?”

(Y/N) smiled pulling Ben into a quick kiss before pulling away to answer.

“Yes.”

[loserholland]

New series

God is a woman

You, you love it how I move, you You love it how I touch you, my one When all is said and done You'll believe God is a woman

Babes! It’s happening!! AHHHH I’m so excited to start this new series God is a woman! Here’s the mood board & I will be posting the prologue this Friday and I hope you enjoy this series. After debating whether or not I should make the series till I asked for your opinions and got positive feedback so I hope you enjoy this new series.

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐖𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

007 ➺  Invitation

Pairing ➺ Assistant!Tom Holland x Ceo!Reader

Warning ➺ None?

Word Count ➺  1,625

Summary ➺ When an Tom moves to New York to pursue his dream of acting career, but to pay the bills he finds himself working for a billionairess.

A/N ➺ Add yourself to the taglist! or just message me! // also if I had a 1.4k celebration would you guys participate? Also I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been so busy with school and stuco and finally an update!!

GIAW Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda, @love-joeyy, @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie, @thatrandomfandomchic, @my-bias-list-is-ruined, @jeyramarie , @taronxfiction

✿ 𝓟𝓮𝓻𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓣𝓪𝓰𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 ✿ - @hollandfieldblurbs, @beerbottlesandchainsaws, @killerqueen-gunpowdergelatine, @spideyyypeter

☞  Masterlist  ☜

𝚁𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚟𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎

It’s french for, rediscovery.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝��𝚛 𝚊 ����𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.

She stood there for a moment, allowing the memories of her and Ryan to replay. She stood there unsteady with a handsome man beside her and her old flame standing a few feet away. The last time she had seen him, they were screaming at one another, the last memory she had of him was him questioning her love for him. The last memory that etched into her brain, a way to remember him by. 

“Hi.” 

Her voice was small quiet but loud enough for Ryan to hear over the passing cars, their last words between one another being “So.. where do we stand?” and “You should know the answer to that Ms.(Y/L/N).”

It may be a dream, this was too good to be true, the one person she thought she would never cross paths with stood next to a woman who wore a ring on her hand. Something she thought she’d wear someday, someday she thought she’d call herself Mrs.Cruz. God the fantasy of it huh? 

“How’ve you been?”

That question is one hell of an understatement. Fine actually, my family still hates me, I’m still recovering from our break up that happened what two years ago? Oh and to see you right now with a beyond beautiful woman by your side with a blinding engagement ring is the cherry on top.

“Good, thank’s for asking. Uh-Oh! This is Thomas.” 

Don’t question who he is, please don’t question his relations to me. 

“Ryan, and this is Brooklyn my fiancée.”

Oh he didn’t have to include that, the ring resting on her left hand was a given. 

(Y/N) stuck her hand out for Brooklyn to shake, “Hi, I’ve heard so much about you!” about how I’m a heartless bitch? About how I’m married to my life’s work? Or about how I chose to work over being with my boyfriend of two years in Paris?

“All good things I hope.” she bit her tongue not wanting to say anything rude to scare away the happy couple, not wanting to scare away Ryan again. It had been so long since she saw him, so long since she saw that smile that would brighten her day. The beautiful chocolate brown eyes she’d wake up to every morning, the way it gleamed in the morning sunlight. 

Silence fell between the four as cars passed by, time moved slowly as they stood there in silence unsure of who should speak next. She could see it on his face, he was happy. He was and looked happy at last, a small pain of guilt felt heavy on her chest. She was happy for him, she was happy that he found someone to love and cherish, someone who’d be there for him and not choose business over love. 

“We should get going, don’t want to hold you two up.” (Y/N) spoke taking Tom’s hand with her’s walking around the couple, she wanted nothing more than to get away from them. 

Ryan turned around and called out “We should catch up, when you’re back in New York.” catch up? Catch up on what? Her life was still the same, nothing changed beside her hiring a new PA.

“Yeah.” she answered simply continuing to walk away from the person she once loved, not wanting to continue the conversation anymore.

“It was nice to see you, (Y/N)”

𝚁𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚟𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.

She wanted to enjoy that feeling, after three years since he left, after three years since he resigned, if she were to ever cross paths with him, she wanted to feel that sort of joy and hope that maybe one day they could get back together again. 

Instead. Instead she felt sadness, the pain she tried to bury, the memories she tried to erase came before she could put up a wall to block her feelings.

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎

Instead of feeling sad, she wanted to feel happy, she wanted to be happy for her once love, she wanted to smile and wish them the best of luck, yet she couldn’t find her the words to say it back. Her voice was mute, unable to answer him back with “It was good seeing you too.” instead she continued to walk away not daring to look back.

Two weeks.

Two weeks since Tom and (Y/N) had their first date, two weeks since they spent a wonderful night together. Two weeks since they nearly kissed, a kiss every girl dreams about, being kissed under the beautiful moonlight with a handsome boy.

Two weeks since she had seen Ryan after three years. 

Now. Now she sat in the small cafe a few blocks away from her office, she sipped her cup of coffee smiling at the memory on how this cafe became her favorite cafe. All thanks to one person she was meeting again today.

(Y/N) looked between her notes and laptop writing down random notes for herself on the post it’s and sticking it on the contract she was debating to sign. She sighed lightly humming along to the music that played softly in the background tapping her finger along the wooden table top reading over the terms. 

Usually she’d come to this cafe ever Sunday, a day to herself a place that was quiet and was never too crowded.

The sound of the bell chime echoed through the cafe, which usually meant either some entered or left, she was never one to look up to see who came in or left because she would care less. Yet there stood a handsome young man with brown locks staring up at the menu, deciding between ice coffee or a latte. 

(Y/N) couldn’t help but stare in awe, he was by far beyond gorgeous.

“(Y/N)? Would you like a muffin? Fresh out of the oven!” one of the workers said with glee, she was their usual customer ordering her usual ice coffee with a cream cheese bagel. She’d sit in the same place, keep to herself and work. 

The handsome stranger turned his head to see whom the person was, he caught eyes with a beautiful woman who accepted the muffin with a warm smile. 

“I’ll have a caramel ice coffee with a muffin.” 

Oh even his voice was beautiful, so silky and smooth the words sliding off his tongue with no trouble. (Y/N) went back to her seat taking a piece of the freshly baked oven avoiding eye contact with the stranger, averting her eye’s to the computer screen in front of her. 

Though it all started with one, simple word. 

“Hi.”

(Y/N) looked up to see the stranger sitting across of her, a small blush painted her cheeks as a smile tugging at her lips. 

“Hi.”

The sound of the bell chimed caught her ear, it felt like deja vu. The memory of the first time they met vividly played, her heart was warm and heavy remember the simpler times. She caught Ryan’s eye, flagging him down to where she sat, unsure if she should stand and hug him or just seat there and greet him. 

“Hi.”

Even their greeting, exactly like the moment they met. 

“Hi.” 

He sat across of her, as silence settled between the two the music played softly in the background as the cafe was filled with light chatter. It’s been so long since they’ve been in the cafe together, so long since they’ve talked, so long since Paris. 

After they had ordered their drinks (Y/N) began to tap anxiously at the marble table, Ryan took a sip from his ice coffee nodding towards her. He knew this was one of her habits, when she was nervous or anxious she’d tap on anything near her and avoid eye contact. 

“What’s wrong?” 

What’s wrong? Great question, well I still feel like shit even though it’s been two years since we broke up and I still remember the night you left, the day I walked into the office to see you had taken all your belongs. 

“I’m sorry for choosing work over you, I’m sorry for being such a horrible girlfriend. I should’ve fought harder for you but I didn’t, I let you walk out the door, and out of my life. I have and will always still love you Ryan, I truly will. Now, now to see you with someone who makes you happy. I’m happy that you found someone to spend the rest of your life with.” 

She blinked away the tears that blurred her vision collecting her bag and coffee wanting nothing more than to get out of the cafe before she bursted into tears in front of the one person who saw her with the walls she built up down. Ryan was the one person to break them down, he was the one person who saw her in the most vulnerable state. 

His hand caught her wrist tugging her back lightly as he reached for the envelope that was tucked away in his jacket, the beautiful grey envelope her name nicely written in black ink. 

“Think about it? For me?”

She took the envelope and headed outside to the SUV that was parked on the side, once she was in the car she hastily opened the envelope pulling out the card stock to read what was printed on. 

Join Ryan Cruz and Brooklyn Hernandez on their special wedding day

That was all she needed to read before the tears she held in for so long streamed down her face as sobs parted past her lips. 

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚜𝚎

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

006 ➺ Old Flame

Pairing ➺ Assistant!Tom Holland x Ceo!Reader

Warning ➺  None?

Word Count ➺  1,631

Summary ➺ When an Tom moves to New York to pursue his dream of acting career, but to pay the bills he finds himself working for a billionairess.

A/N ➺ Add yourself to the taglist! or just message me! // also if I had a 1.4k celebration would you guys participate? Also I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been so busy with school and stuco and finally an update!!

GIAW Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda , @love-joeyy , @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie, @thatrandomfandomchic, @my-bias-list-is-ruined, @jeyramarie , @taronxfiction

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  Today was their last day in London, and in all honesty (Y/N) didn’t want to leave. They had stayed at the Holland’s place for the entire week instead of staying at (Y/N) condo. She had grown fond of Tom’s family, they were all so sweet and kind enough to let her stay in their home for a week. Their flight wasn’t till Eleven PM so they had almost the entire day to spend in London.

 The sound of a basketball bouncing against the pavement echoed throughout the backyard causing (Y/N) to stir around in her sleep.She rolled around the king size bed her arms flailing to the empty space next to her, she peeked open one eye noticing Tom was not next to her she turned to look at her phone to check the time. 8:35 she got up from the bed walking over to the window to see Paddy and Tom playing on the mat with a basketball in the backyard.

 She slipped on her silk robe and made her way to the backyard to accompany the two boys, she slowly opened the door causing the boys to turn their attention away from the game they were having. 

 “Good morning boys.” (Y/N) greeted earning a small smile from Tom and a gleeful expression from Paddy “(Y/N) join us!” Paddy ran over taking her hand into his as she let out a small giggle. Tom gave her a warm smile as he held the basketball in his hands "What exactly are you two doing up this early?” (Y/N) questioned as she stepped onto the mat.

 “I bet Tom that he can’t do a flip and make the ball into the basket, and right now he’s on his tenth attempt.” Paddy explained while jumping around on the mat. “Ah I see, I think I could do that in less than ten tries. What do you think Paddy?” (Y/N) questioned as Paddy scratched at his chin “Hm, I think you can do it.” Paddy declared as Tom gasped “Okay let’s do this.” Tom said confidently passing the ball  to (Y/N).

 “Okay so, we have ten tries to make the shot so, if I win I can do as I wish. But if you win you well you decided on what you want to do.” (Y/N) stated earning a nod from Tom “Well, lady’s first.”

 (Y/N) was currently on her seventh attempt she placed the ball between her ankles crouched down a bit and let out a big sigh “I got this, you got this.” she whispered to herself. She flipped, everything was going in slow motion the world slowly turning upside down before being right side up landing back on her feet watching as the basketball made it into the net. 

 “You did it!” Paddy exclaimed running towards (Y/N) leaving Tom to stand there shocked “I just have to be seven, I bet that it’ll only take me five tries.” Tom said arrogantly as (Y/N) passed the ball to him “Good luck Tommy.” (Y/N) said as she sent him a small wink. 

 She watched as Tom’s back muscles flexed she bit at her thumb as her brows furrowed.“He’s quite fit” she thought to herself watching as he repositioned the ball between his ankles. b Tom was on his fifth attempt and if he made the shot on his fifth attempt then he’d win the bet. Everything was in slow motion, the ball was in mid air as Tom slowly landed on his feet as (Y/N) eyes widened the ball making it into the basket. 

Tom turned around with glee running up to (Y/N) lifting her off her feet “I won!” he shouted with glee taking (Y/N) by surprise as Paddy jumped around Tom. The air was filled with laughter drawing Nikki’s attention she peeked her head outside to see her boys and guest, a small smile spread across her lips watching their interaction.

 A small smirk painted his lips as he strolled over to (Y/N) “You Ms.(Y/L/N) owe me a date, and I’d love to take you out tonight.” her heart skipped a beat from what Tom had said as a faint red tint painted her cheeks. “I suppose one more day in London wouldn’t hurt, I love for you to take me around the city.” Nikki squealed with joy bringing their attention to the doorway watching as Nikki covered her mouth slowly backing away from the door. 

 “Breakfast is ready.” She said before turning on her heels with a big smile on her face. Tom glanced at (Y/N) who was fighting back the smile on her face, Paddy ran ahead of them he stood on the porch ushering (Y/N) to hurry in. 

“C’mon (Y/N)! You can seat next to me!”

First date jitters, both Tom and (Y/N) were experiencing. It’s been nearly three years since (Y/N) got out of her long term relationship with Ryan, she had at least four outfits picked out.  Yet she stuck to a simple yet cute outfit, a plaid skirt with a long sleeved turtle neck and some knee high boots.

“Paddy do I look okay?” she paced back and forth in Tom’s room Paddy sat criss crossed on Tom’s bed with his chin resting on the palm of his hand “You’ve asked me that same question in the last five minutes, I don’t think my answer will change.” Paddy said in a monotonous voice causing (Y/N) to turn on her heels faster than you could say oh lord. 

“Paddy! I won’t fly you out for christmas like I promised with that attitude!” Paddy eyes widened causing him to sit up straight with his hands in his lap, “I think you look beautiful.” he wore a huge smile on his face causing (Y/N) to laugh at his actions. “Thanks Paddy, between you and me. you’re my favorite Holland.” Tom leaned against his doorframe tilting his head at the two “Awe, and I thought I was your favorite Holland.” Paddy turned his attention to Tom and let out a small scoff.

“Eavesdropping Tom, seriously? I thought mum taught you better.” (Y/N) gasped at Paddy’s sly remark as she held back a laughter watching as Tom’s expression changed his mouth was now left agape. (Y/N) gave Paddy a high five before walking pass Tom.

“Well, are we going to get this date started?”

Together they walked hand and hand to a small restaurant that was a few streets down from Big Ben. A small breeze kissed their skin, (Y/N) glanced up at Tom a small smile tugged at the corner of her red lips, Tom could feel her stare a smirk placed on his lips.

“It’s rude to stare Ms.(Y/L/N).” Tom teased causing (Y/N) to poke his side “I was not staring!” she retorted glaring up at the cheeky brown hair boy who was smiling from ear to ear. They slowly approached the restaurant, Tom reached forward opening the door bowing slightly as (Y/N) entered the restaurant “Thank you Mr.Holland.”  music played softly in the background, it was dimly lit there was a few people dinning in but not too many.

“Hi! Name?” the hostess said with a warm smile “Holland, Tom.” Tom answered as the hostess looked down at the list crossing off his name and grabbing two menus. 

“Right this way.” they followed her to their seat she placed their menus onto the table and excused herself saying their server would help them shortly. Tom pulled the chair out for her earning a small thank you from (Y/N), he then sat across from her glancing over the menu. He couldn’t help but feel so giddy, he was on a date with (Y/N) not Ms.(Y/L/N) his boss, he was with (Y/N) a girl who had a heart of gold no matter what life threw at her.

(Y/N) felt Tom’s gaze on her she looked up with hesitation, her brows pinched together in confusion “Is something wrong?” she asked in a small voice her hand reaching up for her face thinking something was on it.

“Nothing, everything is perfect.” 

Their dinner was filled with much laughter and jokes, (Y/N) wrapped her arm around his leaning her head on his shoulder as they walked down the Westminster bridge, cars passed by (Y/N) eyes were focused on her feet. 

She stopped for a second turning around to look up at Tom who wore a big smile on his lips, “Thank you for tonight Tom, it’s been so long since I’ve been on a date and I just want to thank you for this amazing night.” There was a sparkle in her eyes that Tom could never get over, that gleam of happiness all her worries forgotten,

Tom leaned down slowly as (Y/N) mimicked his actions leaning up slowly closing the space between them, it was as if everything was happening in slow motion. (Y/N) self conscious screamed to not kiss him to not get involved in another boss employee relationship, the devil on her shoulder pushed her closer to him ignoring the angel who told her no. Her heart screamed yes, it was beating out of her chest feeling Tom’s hot breath fan over her lips.

“(Y/N)!” a voice screamed.

The voice sound ever so familiar yet she felt that her mind playing tricks on her, “(Y/N)!” she pulled away from Tom both their head turned in the direction of the person calling her name. (Y/N) gasped quietly her arms went numb, she dropped her bag onto the concrete ground maybe it was just her imagination, it was night after all and her sight was quite poor. The stranger grew closer standing a few feet away from the two, though he was accompanied as well the person attached to his arm wore a beautiful engagement ring on her left hand.

“Ryan.”

[loserholland]

𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

004 ➺ Family drama

Pairing ➺ Assistant!Tom Holland x Ceo!Reader

Warning ➺  A bit of angst

Word Count ➺  2,021

Summary ➺ When an Tom moves to New York to pursue his dream of acting career, but to pay the bills he finds himself working for a billionairess.

A/N ➺ Add yourself to the taglist! or just message me!// also if I had a 1.4k celebration would you guys participate? Also I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I’ve been so busy with school and stuco I never have time to get some writing in and when I do have time I have a writers block ARGH! So if I don’t update for a while it’s because of my busy schedule so please bear with me guys! Mucho love <3

Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda , @love-joeyy , @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead​, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie, @thatrandomfandomchic

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 Camera’s flashed from every direction shouting for (Y/N) to look here and there, so this is what it would feel like if he was ever at a movie premiere huh? The paparazzi shouted from every direction “Who’s your date (Y/N)?” “Who’s the guy?” “(Y/N) look here!

 (Y/N) glanced at Tom ushering him to stand next to her as he slowly walked over wrapping his left hand around her waist while the other was shoved in his front pocket. He kept a poker face, while (Y/N) gave a them small smile looking in every direction of the flashing lights, “Ms.(Y/L/N), it’s time to head in.” Josh her security said holding the doors to the venue for her and Tom.

 “(Y/N)! Before you go! Who are you wearing and who’s the handsome?” one of the reporters asked pointing her mic towards her direction as (Y/N) leaned forward to answer her question wearing a warm smile. “It’s Versace & this handsome is Thomas Holland.” (Y/N) turned on her heels taking Tom’s hand in hers as they entered the venue.

 He stood out like a sore thumb, they both did. Standing in a room full of high nosed rich folks who only cared about money and cared less about other things life had to offer.  Everyone’s gaze was fixed on them, shared glares and whispered filled the room at the two who were dressed in crimson red.

As for the rest of the party was dressed in white, something Alexander left off on specifically (Y/N) invitation. Tom’s palms began to feel clammy earning a small squeeze with (Y/N) hand that was entwined with his.

“Keep your head up high, don’t worry.” (Y/N) whispered in a nonchalant tone caring any less of what her other relatives and family friends had to say about their outfit. Though she came off calm and collected, deep down she felt nervous and unsettled knowing she was about to see her brother whom she hasn’t heard from in five years. She held onto her clutch and small box that held the gift she’d give to her brother, a brand new set of keys to a white Rolls-Royce Phantom VIII.

Her heart beat began to increase slowly approaching her brother, his back was faced her breath hitched in her throat lifting her hand to tap his shoulder. Alex turned around the smile he wore slowly fading coming in eye contact with he was most excited to see yet fucked over.

“Happy birthday Alexander.” (Y/N) whispered handing over the small red box to her brother who’s gaze was fixed on Tom, eyeing him from head to toe before fixing his attention back to (Y/N).

 “Thank you for coming (Y/N/N), and thank you for this.” Alex said nonchalantly taking the red box into his hand glancing back at Tom sticking his free hand out for Tom to shake. 

 “Alexander Andrews.” Tom took his hand into his giving it a light shake “Tom Holland.” Tom’s accent caused Alex to raise a brow at (Y/N) “Oh? English, hm interesting doing business with (Y/N)?” that was (Y/N) queue to send Tom off to the bar fetch them a drink.

 (Y/N) grabbed his forearm giving it a small squeeze “Tom could you um.. get us some drinks from the bar? I’ll have whatever you have.” (Y/N) whispered sweetly earning a small smile from Tom leaving (Y/N) to speak with Alex.

 “It’s none of your business, you shouldn’t be questioning my date.” (Y/N) whispered angrily crossing her arms over her chest as anger began to radiate through her body. It’s been five years and instead of asking ‘How’ve you been?’ his first question is ‘Are you doing business with (Y/N)?’.

 Andrew mimicked her actions crossing his arms over his chest glaring at his sister “Hm, well what should I ask you then? Oh! How could you betray the family business and create your own business?!?” his words dripped with venom his hazelnut eyes piercing into (Y/E/C) eyes. 

“I did not betray the family business! I dropped the Andrews name and took mom’s last name, I left the family that could never be there for me!” (Y/N) argued back wanting to slap her brother right then and there.

 Tom watched from the bar and (Y/N) and Alexander went back and forth, “Huh, must be her ex.” he thought sipping on his whiskey as he made his way back to (Y/N). Pushing himself off the barstool to make his way back to (Y/N), he could feel the longing stares women gave him when he passed by tables the way some of the men glared at the young dashing handsome young man.

 Tom stood awkwardly behind (Y/N) tapping on her shoulder lightly as she turned around anger painted her face till she caught sight of Tom her anger slowly fading away. Drawing her out of the conversation she was having with her brother “Thomas! Oh good you got our drinks! Let’s go to our table hm?” (Y/N) grabbed Tom’s wrist tugging at it slightly as they made their way to table seven. 

 “Oh now now (Y/N) don’t leave just yet, join us for a picture!” a voice (Y/N) was all too familiar with, the voice she was dreading to hear the voice of her father Steven. (Y/N) turned around to look at Tom then her father leaning up to whisper into Tom’s ear to tell him to head to the table first which he gladly obliged pressing his lips into a thin line heading to table seven that was near the corner.

Anger radiated through her body as she followed her father and brother into the hallway turning the corner that led into a small room where her mother was waiting. Aria stood up from her seat at the sight of her daughter, well she never really saw her as a daughter at this point if anything she was just the girl that left without a word. It happened so quickly, (Y/N) didn’t see her mom stand from where she was and now here she stands in front of her anger painting her face as her right hand came in contact with (Y/N) left cheek. 

 “You ungrateful child! You don’t speak to your own family for five years and decided to show up when it’s your brother’s birthday?” Aria said in anger as (Y/N) shook off the pain that was radiating through her cheek that was now red. “Nice to see you too mom, and I’ve been great how have you been?” (Y/N) questioned with sarcasm dripping off every word that left her mouth earning a littler snicker from Alexander. 

 Steven shot a glare at his son causing the small laughter to end as he drew his attention back to (Y/N) “Why are you here (Y/N)?” Steven questioned only to earn a small scoff from (Y/N). “Seriously? Alex invited me, I came here out of the goodness of my heart yet I thought you mom and dad would change over the past years I’ve been gone. I also thought you’d stop treating me like some sort of burden yet, you still do. Will you excuse me? My date is waiting for me.” (Y/N) turned on her heels heading out the door to the main hall.

 Tom on the other hand sat uncomfortably as a girl came over to flirt with him not long after she left with Alexander and another older man, “So, how do you know.. (Y/N).” the blonde asked vaguely forcing a smiling as she said (Y/N)’s name. “I-I-um-” “He’s a friend of mines Genevieve, now why don’t you go back to your table you’re making my date uncomfortable.” she watched as her cousin stormed off throwing a mini tantrum as she headed back to her own date. 

 “I’m so sorry about that Tom I swear I’ll explain everything.” (Y/N) apologized placing her hand atop of his giving him a warm smile. “Good evening ladies and gentlemen, dinner will be out shortly but before the dishes come out I’d like to invite someone special onto the stage. The birthday boy, well man now Alexander!” the room was filled with claps as Alex made his way to the stage. She knew what was happening, it was something her parents could never stop talking about at dinner when Alex turned twenty-one the company would be in his name. 

 (Y/N) sat upright in her chair as she watched her brother stand beside their parents with a smirk painted on his face, “If only I could strangle your right now.” (Y/N) thought as she shot a glare to her brother. It was a tradition the Andrew family had, when your first born turns twenty-one a huge gala is thrown and during dinner that’s when you sign a stupid contract for the company.

 “Alexander.. he’s my-” “(Y/N)! Why don’t you join us on stage?” Steven announced interrupting (Y/N) mid-sentences watching his daughter head turn to the stage with a blank stare. “I promise I’ll explain everything.” it was the least she could do after dragging him to an event like this and to see the confused daze written on his face when her dad called her onto the stage.

 (Y/N) stood awkwardly on stage next to her brother the way her family members stared at her whispers filling the room about how she started her own successful company. “Now you all remember (Y/N).. our first born..” Steven began walking closer to (Y/N) “Well when she turned eighteen, she ran off to Manhattan and started her own company! Going against the Andrews name!” (Y/N) scoffed listening to the lies that left her father’s mouth. 

 At this point in time she shouldn’t even call him her father, after what they’ve done to her. She reached for the mic prying it out of Steven’s hand “I didn’t run off, I moved out because you and mom were never there for me NEVER! The only person that was there for me was Alexander! When it was my birthday you and mom would go on a ‘last minute’ trip, when I was graduated high school I was valedictorian! You never saw me walk across the stage! You and mom didn’t think I was fit to run a company, yet here I am running my OWN successful company! So if you want me to look like the bad guy go right ahead, I got a lot more to say about the way you and mom treated me.” the crowd was silent. 

 Her own family was silent, not knowing what to say Alexander took the mic from (Y/N) “No, no don’t listen to (Y/N). Our parents loved and cherished her, she just ran off.” sadness washed over her, the fact that her own brother would lie about such thing. He knew what she went through he saw it happen, yet he couldn’t catch her back and say the truth instead he lied. 

 (Y/N) right hand came in contact with Alexander’s left cheek, tears began to slip down her rosy cheeks watching as her brother cradled his cheek “You were the very one Alexander that knew how they treated me and now you decide to lie? I don’t know who you are anymore.” (Y/N) walked off stage heading for the exit Tom and her bodyguard following not to long behind. 

 “(Y/N) hey hey hey, slow down.” Tom yelled jogging towards his employer watching as she turned around meeting Tom halfway only to wrap her arms around his torso catching him off-guard. He stood there in shock slowly coming back to reality as he wrapped his arms around her hugging her tightly “Hey, you’re okay. Let’s get you out of here okay?” Tom whispered earning a small nod from (Y/N) as she pulled away from him wiping the tears from her cheeks.

 Tom had so many questions that he wanted to ask but, that would be for another time. He didn’t want to bombard her with questions with the state she was in right now, all he needed to worry about way getting her home safely. When she was ready to talk about what happened a few minutes ago then he’d ask his questions.

[loserholland]

004 Sneak Peek

God is a woman

A/N - I’m so sorry for the lack of updates I just went back to school about a week ago and never really had time to get some writing in! I’m so sorry I hope you guys understand! xoxo

Tagslist ➺ @an-open-panda , @love-joeyy , @loxbbg, @starfulwonderer , @spideyyypeter,  @saturnspideys, @depressedkidvibes, @mad-the-all-powerfull, @annathesillyfriend, @strrwberries, @spicygrethan, @bishopl, @cosmicinferna, @greenarrowhead​, @iamtrashsry, @dangerdolns, @lizzy-xie

Camera’s flashed from every direction shouting for (Y/N) to look hear and there, so this is what it would feel like if he was ever at a movie premiere huh? The paparazzi shouted from every direction “Who’s your date (Y/N)?” “Who’s the guy?” “(Y/N) look here!

(Y/N) glanced at Tom ushering him to stand next to her as he slowly walked over wrapping his left hand around her waist while the other was shoved in his front pocket. He kept a poker face, while (Y/N) gave a them small smile looking in every direction of the flashing lights, “Ms.(Y/L/N), it’s time to head in.” Josh her security said holding the doors to the venue for her and Tom.

“(Y/N)! Before you go! Who are you wearing and who’s the handsome?” one of the reporters asked pointing her mic towards her direction as (Y/N) leaned forward to answer her question wearing a warm smile. “It’s Versace & this handsome is Thomas Holland.” (Y/N) turned on her heels taking Tom’s hand in hers as they entered the venue.