#looong ranty post
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i’ve been back to work for a week and it’s honestly a miracle the entire store hasn’t gotten covid
#honestly idec at this point#it feels like trying to put out a house fire with a bucket of water#i can wear my mask all day long (and i do) but if other people aren't#if other people can't even be bothered to ATTEMPT to give me some space...#and more than half the time it's physically impossible anyways#but at least try dammit#i gotta spend 30-45 minutes every time i come home trying to decontaminate my stuff and myself#i've never been more paranoid of germs in my life#'oh no i cleaned my hands but they brushed up against my apron which must be dirty oh no do i clean them again i touched my steering wheel-#-already fuck shit is everything dirty now what did i already touch' ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#plus i've had a tingle in my throat all day#is it covid or is it my imagination? hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#my health anxiety is fine until i feel badly in any small way#then it spirals out of control#idek i'm oddly indifferent#maybe i'm more stressed than i realize#or i'm not taking it as seriously as a way to cope idk#looong ranty post#long post#personal posts
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