#lonng reply sorry

[anxiouslyextroverted]

hey i love your lore posts but with your point about c!dream using the revival book pre- prison as in what he did to lazar and vik that had happened after he escaped prison. Not before

Also when you say cdream wanted ctommy for his goal what do you mean by that can you elaborate? What would he need him for😭

oh man long ass reply im so sorry. :(

I have no idea when it took place (but since it showed in the dreamxd vid, a scene of c!Ranboo with tnt around him then maybe it really did happen after the prison arc) but regardless of if Lazar and Viks suffering happened after c!Dream escaped prison or not. He still did experiment with the revive book prior to c!Tommy being trapped with him,it was henry he used it on. Unless I'm just mis-remembering. As for the other thing, I think there are many interpretations to why c!Dream needed c!Tommy for his goals and what he needed him for.

remembering c!Dreams apparent goal is to fix the server, make it simple again by breaking people, killing them and reviving them. Kinda like cleansing the server? Whilst he remains in control. Keep in mind that its been said by Dream that c!Dream did find hurting c!Tommy fun, but he did say it wasn't c!Dreams only goal or for 'no reason'

Some I've considered: (these are not nesscarally separate)

c!dream runs on emotions and is conflicted (can apply to anything below)

He sees c!Tommy as weak and just wanted to get revenge on him cuz c!Tommy was one of the only few to defy him so he wanted to break that. There is less amusement, only craving of revenge. Things like him wanting to teach revival book to c!Tommy was specifically to make c!Tommy stressed and too scared to battle c!Dream.

He wanted c!Tommy to hate him as a way to get his goal. (I still dont know why one of my irl friends thinks this was the case but alrighty then)

He sees c!Tommy as a huge threat so he wanted to break him down wanting him on his side so he has a clearer way of reaching his goal -yk with c!Tommy out of the way. This is less of revenge or amusement, and just a shove him off to the side when done with him. (which i think is the least likely of all of these interpretations)

He wants to hurt c!Tommy specifically out of fun and amusement. Could explain why despite c!Tommy obeying him in exile, he still was very cruel to him.

He only saw c!Tommy as strong physically not socially and wanted to reign that side of c!Tommy in or vise versa.

He saw c!Tommy as strong overally/and or saw his potential for this, wanting to use his spark and anger from c!Tommy to help his goals. Since someone that is that chaotic can be useful, as if c!Dre was unleashing a personification of a canon or fire ball onto his enemies. In exile, he does prefer when c!Tommy is quiet at times but he still doesn't mind c!Tommy talking energetically and being chaotic WHEN its being aligned with c!Dream. Another point to add to this is that in the pet war, c!primeboys destroyed a building together. These moments of him siding with c!tommy during c!tommys chaos allow a better bond, but it also causes others to turn against c!tommy which again is something c!dream wanted- cuz it causes c!tommy to depend on him.

I think its closest to the last point, theres just so many examples of c!Dream not giving a shit and even encouraging c!Tommys chaotic nature. As long as said chaotic nature is not against him. c!Dream enjoys c!Tommys spark and fire and finds it fun that it never burns out, but he absolutely hates it when he loses his own control (his already lost his stability of his server at this point). Its kinda like c!Tommy fuels his adrenaline and love of challenges and he chases this and goes all delulu, obsessed with control over the one guy that seems impossible to reign in. I'd add in that point, that other thing about c!Dream being irrational, and emotional and not having his actual plan figured out even though he thinks he does. and ofc add in the wanting revenge ig. He chooses c!Tommy for those reasons. And c!Tommy he has seen as loyal, selfless, confident, fierce and brash. c!Dream had he gotten his way would of broken down that to an extent, gotten him fully dependent on him, and then rebuilt c!Tommy up to be loyal to cdre, confident ect but this time on c!Dreams side, against c!Dreams enemies. Socially powerful, Physically powerful, entertaining, satisfcation for his revenge, easily can be broken and rebuilt over and over, and gives c!dream a feeling of consistent control. c!Dream loves it.

so what about cdre saying "why do you have to ruin things all the time." It doesn't contradict the last point. I believe he was talking about the early days when c!Dre actually did seem annoyed with c!Tommys antics. (it wasnt about stuff like c!prime destroying shit) also cdre naturally has irrational opinions about c!tommy based on his own trauma. That line was also c!dream deflecting from the sht he did, and blaming c!tommy. my irl pointed out that it could be him talking about himself yet all blame in cdre eyes must go on someone else.

[babieflorenzi]

Hello darlings hope your both okay and looking after yourselves. When you have a minute - Soft post-prom sex, giggle and high but also soft and loving. David telling Matteo how proud he is of him finished off with cute cuddles and watching the sunrise.... If you don't mind :)

thank you to everyone who sent asks for this!! I’m sorry it took me a little bit to get up. I wanted to write a little thing about this anyway so i hope you guys enjoy x

i also posted this to my ao3 just for readability purposes if anyone wants to read it there instead x

Matteo’s drunk and he doesn’t care who’s around him. His boyfriend is looking way to good for him to even think about keeping his hands off him. They’re dancing together now. Matteo had pouted at David dancing with Leonie and not him until he’d come over and pulled Matteo against him. They’re resting their foreheads together and David is leading them in a circle. The song changes to something with more bass that really isn’t meant for slow dancing, Matteo lets go of David’s hand and wraps his arms around his waist. Their dancing changes to something that really isn’t meant for a school dance. Matteo drops his head down to David’s neck and starts kissing his neck and sliding his hands down to rest on his ass. 

“Oh my god, get a room!” Sara giggles next to them. Matteo looks up to glare at her and sees her filming them. “Fuck off! Let me dance with my boyfriend.” Matteo tells her off, turning his attention back to David and kissing him. David pulls him closer, putting his hands in Matteo’s hair and effectively knocking his hat off. Matteo can’t bring himself to care while he’s kissing David while he looks like that. David pulls back to talk, “Want to get out of here?” Matteo looks around them seeing the dwindling group around them and nods. “Yeah let’s go home and get you out of this suit.” Matteo pulls at the collar of David’s shirt where he’s already undone two of the buttons when they snuck away to make out earlier. 

They only say goodbye to the people immediately around them, grabbing their jackets from the table they claimed earlier and leaving quickly. They get the bus back to Matteo’s knowing the flat is empty right now. David texts his sister that he’s staying at Matteo’s and she replies with ‘I know’ which makes them fall over laughing. 

Getting up to Matteo’s flat is a feat in itself. David pushed Matteo against the wall out the front of his building to kiss him hard enough to make him weak in the knees. Matteo grabs David’s hand and tries to pull him up the stairs but just ends up stumbling over his own feet. David passes him, slapping him on the butt and running up what is left. They get inside the apartment and make their way through to Matteo’s room quickly. When the door shuts David pushes Matteo up against the wall again and kisses him hard. His hands are quick to undo Matteo’s suspenders and pants. He pulls back to push them down and then pull him away from the wall and push him down on the bed. David sits upright over Matteo’s thighs and runs his hands down his chest. Really he looks like all of Matteo’s wet dreams come true on top of him like this. His shirt is crumpled and half undone, his hair’s a mess but still somehow perfect.

“Shit you look so good.” Matteo says, grabbing a handful of David’s shirt and pulling him down to kiss him. Hands wonder and Matteo gets David’s shirt undone. David sits back up to get his shirt off and try pull his binder off, it gets stuck on his head and they laugh together. Matteo helps him get it off, going to undo his pants right after. David unbuttons his shirt and pushes it to the side, he leans down and starts kissing his way down Matteo’s chest and stomach. He pulls his underwear down, multitasking as he grabs Matteo’s dick and pulls them off him. 

David blows Matteo and it’s sloppy. He spends a little too much time licking at the tip before pushing himself a bit too far down but it’s still fucking perfect. Matteo grips his hair tight, anchoring himself when he starts to feel dizzy. When Matteo gets close he pulls David off a little forcefully. David smirks at him, climbing back over him again. He’s lost his pants and undies now and Matteo can kind of feel how ready David is for this against him stomach. “Do you need me to do anything for you?” Matteo asks, his words are a little slurred his mind foggy from the drinks and from how good his boyfriend looks above him. “No, no.” David shakes his head, “Just need you in me.” David reaches over to where they’d left the crumpled box of condoms the other day and pulls one out. 

He’s quick in getting it on Matteo and moving to sink down. He sits still for a minute, looking Matteo in the eye until it gets to be too much. David leans to kiss Matteo when he starts moving. Matteo gasps into his mouth and his hands fly up to grip onto his back. David grabs Matteo’s arms and pins then down near his head, grabbing his hands so he can hold them while keeping Matteo still. David’s pace gets faster and he has to sit up to keep his balance. He moves Matteo’s hands with his to put them on his thighs. “David, m-baby. Not gonna last lonng.” Matteo gets out, he can’t talk well during sex his mind too full of DavidDavidDavid, his drunkenness not helping much either. “That’s okay baby, let go when you need to.” 

David gets a hand on himself to help get himself off. He gets there right before Matteo, the way he tenses around him pushing him over the edge. David gets off him and goes to grab a shirt to put on while Matteo cleans up. They both seem to understand that if they stopped to cuddle they’d fall asleep and that’t the opposite of a good idea while they’re sticky and naked. When they get back into bed Matteo lays with his head shoved into David’s neck, almost entirely laying on top of him. 

“Thank you for tonight.” David whispers after a few minutes. “What do you mean?” Matteo doesn’t know why he’s saying thank you. “Thank you for taking me tonight and being patient with me when I got smashed with everyone else. You’re such a good guy to me.” David squeezes Matteo closer to him. “I got just as smashed remember. I love you and it was a good night that I’m really glad you were there with me.” “I love you too.” David says quieter, “Okay too sappy. Go to sleep.” Matteo laughs softly at him closing his eyes and moving to be more comfortable. He’s quick to fall asleep and when he wakes the next morning they’re still laying the same way and despite the pounding in his head he’s really content to just lay there forever.