#longletter

[anenchantingrockprincess27]

Open letter to a guy who broke my heart

Bago ka magdecide, inisip mo ba ako? Paano naman ako diba? Alam kong wala naman tayong label pero bat ganun? Sana manlang inisip mo muna kung anong makakabuti sakin. Sorry din kasalanan ko kasi ginawa ko naman ang lahat eh kaso wala. Oo sige di naman talaga naging tayo, sana sinabi ko na lang na gusto ko girlfriend instead na MU lang, ang hirap kasi eh kaya eto inabot ko, masakit pa rin hanggang ngayon. Sobra, hanggang ngayon di pa rin ako maka-get over sayo, hanggang ngayon nanghihina pa rin ako. Sinasabi kong malakas ako kahit hindi, sa totoo lang di na rin ako pinanghihinaan ng loob eh, pinipilit kong maging matatag at malakas para sa mga taong nagmamahal sakin. May mga times lang talaga na mahina akong tao.

Ang sakit sakit kasi naging kayo ulit ng ex mo. Yung taong pinagseselosan ko at naging insecure ako, mahal mo ulit. Sabi mo sakin noon mas gusto mo sa taga-qc kesa taga japan. So talagang nagbalik na siya sa buhay mo? Akala ko ayaw mo na? Di ako magjjudge kasi di ko naman talaga alam yung kwento behind it kung bat kayo nagkabalikan. Sorry ha, isa lang naman akong tanga tanga na nagmamahal sayo, isang malaking katangahan ito.

Ikaw mismo nagturo sakin kung pano magmahal, tapos ikaw din nagsabi sakin na may plano tayo. Na pag magkita tayo gagawin natin yung mga gusto nating gawin diba? Tapos pag naging tayo pwede ko na i-post mga pics mo sa fb para ipagmalaki na kitang boyfriend ko. Ikaw na rin nagsabi na ikaw pupunta dito sa bahay ko para matulog sa tabi ko tapos maglalaro tayo ng ff, tuturuan mo ko kung pano. Ikaw na rin nagsabi na pwede nating gawin yun magdamag. Pwede na rin tayo magharutan sa kama, kalat natin. Ikaw rin nagsabi na may first time kang gawin. Pero nakalimutan kong wag nang banggitin kalibugan ha ha ha

Tapos bigla kang nagbago :(((( hindi ko alam kung may ginawa ba akong masama sayo. ang sakit kaya ng sinabi mo sakin na kaya hindi mo na ako pinapansin kasi hindi ka sanay na may nagkaka gusto sayong babae tapos yung marami nang nakakapagsabi sayo na inlove na inlove ako tsaka dapat MU lang tayo pero turing ko sayo bf. Oo sabi mo yun.

Ang sakit malaman na mas inuna mo pa talaga yung putanginang kalandian mo kesa sa nararamdaman ko. Ang sakit rin malaman na hindi ka pa handa kasi nagpaparamdam sayo yung ex mo. Kaya ka ganun. Ang sakit malaman na mas nalaman ko pa sa ibang tao yung nangyari kesa sayo :((( bakit mo to ginawa? Bakit? Ang sakit eh, parang may nang-bbackstab saking tao. Totoo nga na yung mga taong mahal mo, sila mismo yung sasakit sayo.

Hindi ka kasi marunong maghintay eh, nag-ddecide ka na lang na ikaw lang, na hindi mo ako iniinform. Ayoko kasi na may tinatago ka. Sabi mo sakin dapat nagsasabihan tayo pero eto, tinago mo, tinago mo toh lahat, kaya wasak na wasak ako. Wala nga akong nililihin na kahit ano sayo pero ngayon ikaw naman diyan meron? Nako wag ako ah, gumagawa ka nanaman ng panakip butas eh.

Ginawa pa kasi kitang mundo, wala nang natira sakin. Nung mga panahong yun. Promise. Gustong gusto kita. Ikaw nagbibigay inspiration sakin, ikaw yung happy pill ko. Nalungkot talaga ako to the point na hindi na ako bumababa para kumain ng tanghalian. Ang baba ko na lang mga 4 na ng hapon sa sobrang lonely at depress ko. Lagi na lang ako may anxiety attack.

Ganito pala pag broken ka noh? Now I know how it feels like to be one. Ganito pala pakiramdam ng iniwan ka na lang kahit walang kayo. Kasi ang gusto mo landian lang walang commitement :(((

Now I'm currently fixing all the broken pieces that you left on my scar. Sobrang di pa rin ako maka-move on kasi dala na rin ng trauma. Ikaw ang unang lalaking nagpa-trauma sakin kung alam mo lang, kaya takot na takot pa rin ako sayo eh. Takot ako at the same time hindi ko pa rin kayang magpaatawad. Gusto ko kasing marinig mula sayo kung ano na ba? :(((

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko bakit pagdating sayo feeling ko ako yung nagiging under, pag dating sayo ang tanga tanga ko nung mga panahong yun? Grabe kasi eh. Sana di na lang kita nagustuhan, nagiging marupok nanaman ako eh, sana di na lang ako umamin na nagugustuhan kita, sana di na lang ako umiyak sa vc tungkol sa nararamdaman ko sayo at tungkol sa kung ano na bang score sa ating dalawa para walang sakit, walang iwanan, sana friends pa rin tayong dalawa. hindi na umabot sa gusto at seryoso. sana di na lang tayo nag-asaran tungkol dito. Sana di na lang kita nilandi. Hirap kasi eh. :(((

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko, sobra. Kapag nag-ppop ka sa isip ko? Nandun pa rin yung pain eh even if I ignored it. I should ignore you and the pain you've cost to my whole existence. Kala ko ikaw na nagbibigay ng kulay sa 2018 ko. It turns out na nagkamali ako ng tao. Feeling ko nga maling tao ka kasi minadali ko lahat eh. Hindi ko minamadali yung pagpilit kong kalimutan ka ah, it takes time para dun.

Wala naman akong magagawa kasi kayo na ng ex mo ulit, okay lang kasi may pinagsamahan kayong dalawa, nagsama kayo, tayong dalawa lang ang hindi, Hahahahah or kaya naman yung mga babaeng nilandi mo. Tangina pero wala pa rin ako magawa hahahahahahahahah. Isa lang naman akong MU na walang label. Hayss.

Sabi mo sakin wag akong lalandi pero ikaw pwede? Hahahahaha unfair man pero sinunod kita, sunod sunuran ako sa gusto mo eh mabait ako. Pero pag ikaw naman? Magttarget ka? Puta, di mo talaga ako inisip kung anong possible na mangyari sakin noh? Hahahahahaha grabe talaga. Grabeeeeee. Gusto ko toh lahat sabihin sayo eh. Nakakairita lang kasi.

Sorry di na rin kita maipagmamalaki sa iba kasi di tayo nagkita nung meet up. Gustong gusto ko sumama promise. Nung di ako pinayagan sabi mo ssurprise mo sana ako kaya sobrang lungkot ko kasi pupunta ka. Eto yung pinaka tatakutan ko sa lahat eh, yung meet up na may lalandi sayong mga babae o kaya naman ikaw lalandi kaya sobrang nalungkot ako, hindi ko expected na you ended this fling thing between us kasi sabi mo ayaw mo na. Alam mo namang pinaglaban kita pero in the end naging useless lang, alam ko nang that's the time na naging cold na yung convo natin sa isa't isa. Alam ko na lahat kaso pinili ko pa ring magpakatanga sayo.

Pinili pa rin kita kahit na sobrang obvious na di ka na talaga interesado sakin pero chinachat pa rin kita thinking na busy ka lang tapos may ginagawa kang iba. Ganun siguro ang tanga noh Magpapakabaliw lang para sa pagibig, siguro one-sided lang yung love na yun kasi para sayo hindi naman yun love eh, para sayo landi lang :((

Sorry ilang beses ko nang nabanggit yung word na 'landi' kasi yun ang makakapag describe sa relasyon natin. Open relationship na kahit sino pwede pang pumasok. Pasensya na kung sobrang gaga ko para sayo. Nakakabaliw pala talaga yung pagibig noh? Nakakasira ng utak. Yung tipong di ka na kakain ng tanghalian tapos lagi kang nakakulong sa kwarto mo, lagi mo pang inisip yung mga nangyari sayo. Di ka na nga makakakain ng maayos eh. Ok lang kung sabihin mong madrama sinusulat ko lang para gumaan pakiramdam ko eh. First time. Para sa susunod alam ko na kung anong dapat kong gawin para di na ako ma-attach pa.

[projetopapeldecarta]

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[jadetw-blog1]

Long letter penpal

Seems difficult to find someone willing to share stories in long letters without any vicious intention. Even having a long and wholeheartedly talk is also difficult now. 

Is 3a.m. now in Taiwan, just finished a great movie, it is about a girl in Beijing received a letter from a man in L.A. by an accident, then they began to write to each other and gradually participate each other’s life.

It is very lucky to find someone willing to listen to you and try to understand you, especially a stranger. It will be a remarkable and treasurable ride.

Wanna find a penpal, would you like to join me?

太多可以快速通訊的軟體，似乎讓人忘記執筆寫信的細膩，與慢下來閱讀每寸心情的悸動。看完北京愛上西雅圖之不二情書的夜，好希望也能找個能靜心閱讀我每個心情的教授，讓文字化成雙眼，看進彼此的內心。

[mishmxshmusharchive-blog]

[ text; ] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA [Lena]

TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS PT. 1Status - Accepting

@defensedva

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[amidnightcookie]

Post. The kiwi way. . . . #newzealand #kiwiland #post #longletters #haspassportwilltravel #red #whichoneshallIopen #youvegotmailmovie http://ift.tt/2D4XtRo

[nardples]

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[goneboygone]

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[pinklukebryangurl]

Alright this is gonna be kinda long but here it goes...Luke Bryan means everything to me and so much more! My first concert for him I’m going to is his at Dodger Stadium and I can’t be more excited!!! I’ve been his fan since last year and now getting to be close to the stage to see this amazing man in person a month after my birthday on July 28th is gonna be the most amazing ever! I’ve got the hugest deepest crush on him and I love him with all my heart ♥️ I will be decked out in everything I have of him from head to toe for the concert. I’ve got the hat, earrings, purse, t shirt, custom hoodie, and shoes and phone case!!! I wanna seriously stand out because I’m gonna be close to the stage and him and hopefully get noticed! He’s just so sexy and sweet and I wanna hug him so bad and take a picture with him!!! He’s my only and #1 crush and that says something when he replaces Johnny Depp as my #1 crush 💖🌸 #LukeBryan #Longletter #LoveyouLuke #Crush #Forever

[normalbelgiumgirlwithdreams]

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[projetopapeldecarta]

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[yurisasa]

I sent the long letter for my penpal who live in England . She is very nice and we have common things each other. I love to write and read with her...

[love-like-battleships]

I can't sleep because too much thinking, so yeah. Deal with it. Long post. I miss my best friend. I miss waking up with him every morning for work. I miss talking to him every night and being able to tell him goodnight. I miss hearing his voice. I miss hearing him tell me he loves me and everything will be okay, even if it seems like it's not. I miss making him happy every morning when he dreads getting up for work. I miss talking to him on a daily basis. I miss everything. I miss the crazy pictures you'd always send me, I miss the times when we'd have our serious talks and then smile from ear to ear because we can think of a future and not get pissed when one disagrees. I miss telling you I love you everyday. I miss seeing your face. I miss not having to countdown when you get back, although I'd rather have the number I'm at now then when you first left. I miss giving you encouragement on a daily basis. I miss making you smile and laugh. I miss the stupid pointless conversations we'd have. I miss the stupid gifs we'd always send each other. I miss showing each other how proud we were of one another together. I miss having you at home, on base, being yourself and being silly. I miss you like crazy. And although I miss all these things, I still o many of them alone. I still write every night good night and I love you. I wake up every morning for work and look at a picture of you and smile and pray that the ocean is treating you well. I also pray that every morning you read the notes I wrote to you for that day. I miss all of you. I can't wait for you to come home. Some days are harder than others, but I'm trying to be my strongest for you. I love you with all my heart. The ocean better be being nice to you. #longletter #milso #missingyou #sorrynotsorry #comehome #cantsleep

[nerwenssnailmailobsession]

outgoing to Lisa, USA. Took me about two months to answer and the photo is so crappy. So yeah I am two months behind in writing. :/ Will get better now. :D

[itsroseintheworld]

This one took a fair bit of my time. 😅 #pen #pal #penpal #snailmail #snail #mail #snailmailrevolution #hand #witten #handwritten #long #letter #longletter #new #record #happymail #happy #mail #postcrossing #postcircle

[perforatedpapers]

What calms you? #longletter #reply #snailmail #snailmailrevolution #penpals #paper #pens #friendshipthroughpapersandpens

[nakanoyuta-blog]

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