#lonelygurl

[sadboi-trashy]

Work

I work 2 jobs and I'm looking for a 3rd. I don't need the money like that, 1 job is enough. I need to work so much so I keep distracted from being alone.

[klorynn98-blog]

I wake up holding my own hands all the time #lonelygurl

[mauxc]

The League of Imaginary Boyfriends.

All of these men are real people. But not a single one has ever been, or will be, my boyfriend.

  The ginger athlete. You’re already a tall, handsome man, but that ginger mop you’re sporting is really what leads to me making awkward eye contact. Your standard athletic man uniform--basketball shorts and a tshirt--tell me you’re athletic, athletic enough to get up and get your athleticism in before work.  Maybe you were teased about that red hair as a kid, and it took a few years for that height to kick in. But now the height + the hair + that post-athletic endeavour strut makes for a stud I can’t resist. I daydream about you for a whole lot longer than our approximately 3 second encounter, all the way down into the train station. In my daydream you go for a run while i lounge at your apartment. I don't go because even in fantasies the idea of me having the endurance to keep up with you is absurd. But there’s none of the shame I typically feel in real life when I refuse to participate in healthful activities, because you understand that EVERYONE HAS DIFFERENT TALENTS AND INTERESTS.

The salesman. I have seen you many times. I think we’ve even casually chatted in the kitchen. You’re certainly cute, but, well--there’s plenty of potential contenders for Imaginary Boyfriend in the office. But then you go ahead and start speaking French on some sales call one day and that’s it. It’s time to start planning our trip to the Pyrenees.  I whip my head in your direction so fast that my coworker looks a bit startled and I need to explain my behavior. ”I think someone said there’s pizza in the kitchen.”

The twinkly-eyed designer. When your new boss sent around your portfolio I thought your plaid shirt, weird bangs, and tourist-in-Europe posing were all standard dweeb variety. But pictures don't do you justice. Wow I don't think I'm photogenic either pretty cool  how we have that in common! You have a beautiful smile, framed by adorable dimples. But  your eyes are better: bright green. Green enough that when i ask if you want to play in a ping-pong tournament I start getting a little frazzled after you make such sincere eye contact for so long, and back away rapidly. If you winked at me, I’d be done. After that I struggle to make normal conversation with you because when you're that desperate for someone to think you're cool, it's proven to be about 9209348090 times harder to make sure your jokes land. But that’s fine! Because you are completely unavailable. You live with your girlfriend. You throw out "we’s" all the time and it's clear you're not talking about your best bud. I still delude myself, though, and in my rare moments of remembering that it's not going to happen I think maybe you’ve got a pal. Or brother.

The coy commuter. You’re in typical office-guy suit. Your shirt is pale pink. You have a conservative haircut, and you’re fairly tall. This means you look like every other white dude on the train right now. But then you go ahead and coyly roll up your shirtsleeves, I see the tattoos covering your arms, and you are suddenly Boyfriend Material. You’re so full of surprises! What else is up your sleeve?

  The Uber driver. My friends and I went to three bars one beautiful September day, and once we saw your picture in the Uber app,we knew we were in for a attractive-man treat. You told us about your vaporizer in your Subaru, and how you were working on your PhD in Neuroscience, and I realized you were intelligent AND resourceful. That’s really the whole package, isn’ it? You were so nice, even while we loudly planned our snack purchases and movie viewing for the evening. My friend sent you a text about me to you via your Uber number, but (incredibly shockingly) there’s been radio silence. Think about dating me, my Subaru sweet. I need rides and you might as well make a little extra cash while you hang with your lady.

[moriartyliveson]

Laura nae pals - only one here for a HNC audition! #audition #hnc #reidkerr #alone #lonelygurl

[d0gp00p]

My dream is just that someone asks me things.

[jorebeljorebel-blog]

i hope you may come . :0

[mauxc]

Capturing this moment.

Right now I am in bed sans pants shopping online and listening to a special Britney Spears playlist I made because her E! special made me emotional. 

Just wanted to capture who I am at this moment in time, when I am 27, single, and as committed to boxed macaroni and cheese as I've ever been.