#lolx2

[gemglowindarkness]

[hirokiyuu]

putting together besk playlist annotations rn and it is absolutely fucking astounding to me that everyone saw this woman with a glass in her hand every single time they met and not a single one of them thought to be like. heyyyyy bestie maybe you should like, take a break from work and do congruence's therapy yourself if you're self medicating this hard

[jackhasfallenx2]

Also nil is still being forced nice lol…

I FUCKING HATE-

BZZT- WAIT.

I CAN BE RUDE AGAIN!!!

BZZT- FUCK YOU ANON WHO DID THAT!!!

Lolx2.

[marabarl-and-marlbara]

hi mara, i just wanted to say i love your art, your work, and i would be really excited to playing a vn by you - though there's no pressure. i hope you dont mind me asking, how many scientology works have you read? im currently reading a history of man. have a great day.

good morning, anonymous -- thank you very much for the kind words; i likely won:t ever make/finish a VN so let that excitement drain away, it was one of my "before-doomsday" goals, but @ some point it felt like the only reason i was creating a VN (to begin with) was to impress someone i had a crush on.

That:s not so simple, though! Because deep-down I really love the medium, and last night I spent the day day-dreaming about opening scenes + graphics I:d use to direct it; the day-prior was spent reflecting on my own failures to finish/publish my "blueprint for basic beliefs and practices" for others to follow, to form a fledgling sickly insect of introducing chiral faith (a sort-of 'anti-christianity' -- not-so-much anti as in "satan rules" and more-so "chiral objects should not overlap") coinciding with the production of the 8th-day calendar I:ve been following, for this year (this ties in-to the VN because the setting/script segregates the handedness of followers along several cultural lines, one of the major ones is separating the calendars with the introduction of an 8th-day for the left-handed (based on quaternal patternings) sabbath) -- because it dawned on me that I could probably affect more people by a) withdrawing wholly, as I freak-out easily from being exposed to connectivity due to contamination, & b) the VN script I had written already served as a 'pungent blueprint' for the insemination of my faith -- it made me think of that story about mundum, wherein there were two 'vehicles of mundum' b1) the fiction author, & b2) the academic, who both channeled utilitarian mechanical grind/erosion in their own outputs (ie, even if the method was different, the cause was the same); I might be more of an artist than a priest, basically, so I was (and am) struggling with a crisis of my own utility. Do I try to don the garb of religion, and affect people with well-written (lol) and concise (lolx2) blueprints that provide clear glossary/instructions for a future flock, when I die? Or: do I just map-out my internal world with characters that are being mechanically eroded (unaware) by the bacteria of my faith, in hope that it can reach-out and affect the environments of readers -- the phylactery that I wrote about in the "I am not a person of integrity" substack post.

I don:t know ^^ the person behind any of those possibilities struggles to do anything except obsessively follow a tight daily routine of over-exercising and cleaning.

To your Scientology question: I read this message before I went to bed & had a nightmare loosely related to it, ie: nightmare scenario: "I received odd messages from a person accusing me of causing the suicides of two people I knew, and that I could have stopped it if I just acted human with them and were willing to eat a rotting sandwich (context: there was this baked-bun that was filled with maggots)." Loosely: the idea of other people getting into Scientology due to me stresses me out, but at the same time: if I really cared about that: I wouldn:t make art about Scientology. Connectivity is always contamination, and ultimately under every excuse of "why I let this leave a 'clean' (untrue due to outside inputs) environment of my thoughts is always because temptation of connectivity (ie: the output companion of that prior-mentioned-input)." I:ve partially read Dianetics (original thesis), Dianetics (the volcano one -- I own this one physically!), and Self Analysis (I own this one physically, too).

Take care, chief.

[taylorswiftstylequestions]

My theory is you are already married and enjoying the moment privately just like you did with your engagement!

My second theory is the upcoming Patreon post you teased for Wednesday will be your official announcement so we get an exclusive first look at the dress and the detailed write up!!

Followed up the next day with a general release on the blog and IG.

And I already wished you a happy wedding on the day it happened because I’m the one who has been doing this for months now. Lol.

Looking forward to seeing this get posted next week after all the things so my predictions do not spoil the surprise! Lolx2

And this is what happens when you send a note to Sarah before checking your email. Lol. Messed up my Wednesday’s. So embarrassing. Picture my red face here!

---

Lol! Spoiler alert but my Wedding Update (Part 5) post is precisely as advertised. This does give me some ideas though ... ;)

[just-lexy]

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#back in the days in the italian fandom there was a oc au where kai was ryan and takao was seth

I miei post migliori nel 2022:

#5

I am not a Valentine's day enthusiast. That said, it's been too long since I last actively shipped my bois. Well, I guess I have a good excuse then.

As usual, I am using tools and attempting things that I don't know how to use/do, so just accept the effort.

23 note - Postate 14 febbraio 2022

#4

For the series, "artifacts from my childhood home" I present to you some mini Dranzers.

Back in those times Beyblade was so popular in Italy that this was the surprise you could find in the major brand for chips.

But even better.

Since I didn't recall any of this before finding those "spinners", I did quick Google research and found the (cringy) tv spot for it lol

Oh, my. Thank you internet for filling the gaps in my memory.

27 note - Postate 20 gennaio 2022

#3

I am not consuming a lot of media lately so this list will be pretty boring lol but thank you for tagging me @itsbeen20years

favourite colour: red (darker tones like burgundy), lately got some feelings towards orange as well

currently reading: I am sad to say I haven't been reading much lately. I tried to start two essay books in January but didn't work out. So, still looking to start something new.

last song: SEB - f**k it, i'm the man

last film: on this I'm ready since yesterday I went to the cinema. "Licorice Pizza", I am still not sure what it was about but it was entertaining lol

currently watching: a trashy Italian talent show lol and reactions to Eurovision songs lolx2

last series: I bingewatched "Anne with an E" recently and it warmed my heart (I don't usually like to bingewatch so when I do is special)

three ships: I'll try to avoid Beyblade for once as well so... ReiraxShin (Nana), Viktuuri (Yuri on Ice), sns (Naruto)

first ever ship: I think the first one that didn't come explicitly from Canon was PanxTrunks (DragonBall).

currently working on: finding the inspiration to work on something (please help me ç_ç)

tagging: if you feel like it @parfaitkiwi @cosmicstardustx

29 note - Postate 22 febbraio 2022

#2

So the story is:

Kai gets out with some traditional Japanese outfit for whatsoever reason...

Yuriy is a bit affected by it...

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44 note - Postate 27 novembre 2022

Il mio post numero 1 del 2022

You know when you get lost in Picrew? I know you do.

Well, I found this one and I ended up having a long-haired rocker AU in my hands XD

Guess they are Yuriy, Boris, and Kai lol

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56 note - Postate 9 maggio 2022

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[cherrylight]

its lolx2 at me

[deletedsynapse]

wanted to make a pinned post w/ some info so i donMt look like such a bot (i am tho (fellow nonhumans rise))

i am 21 !

any pronouns are fine; if it makes it easier: they / them

if you wanna call me anything,,, just any version of my user is the best

[ del, syn, synapse, ted(lol), naps(lolx2) ]

i made this blog to unabashedly enjoy fat fuck friday, but i am still rather shy abt it. so, if you happen to know me IRL...

[💥men in black memory wipes you!💥]

dont follow if ur under 18...

the uzhe of DNIs: no -ists, -philes, and/or -phobes. etc. etc...

[that-was-anticlimactic]

Do you have any other Tourette’s headcanons?

yes hello :) i have many ts headcanons ! idk if you mean for a specific character or just in general but... i have a lot (and one reason why i waited until now to answer this is so that i could have a fic posted oops)

sokka with ts

bumi ii with ts

reki with ts / @zukkaoru just posted a reki with ts oneshot they wrote called let the sun come streaming in ! highly recommend!

rose lavillant / alya césaire with ts

jay ninjago with ts

i also headcanon pinkie pie from mlp with ts (have yet to write out a whole post but like... her pinkie sense... that has to be ts...) and i am between a couple of sds characters for who has ts there but... yeah <3

oh and luz noceda has ts because yes

but yeah :) i love giving characters ts, it's my favorite pastime <3

anyways, i'm always so down to talk about ts headcanons for any characters or here to answer any ts related questions, as the local sokka stan who has ts and oftentimes forgets that it isn't canon that he has ts ijhgvhujihbgvbhji

[mxchlle]

This is the first time that I use Tumblr on my lap. This is so weirdd

[my-otp-list]

Let me tell you one thing I love about the Daomu Biji fandom: Like those mummies in the tomb, we’re pretty much dead all year round and lurking in the shadows, unengaged in worldly matters (aka dramas and wars LOL).

Yet on these three occasions, you will see so many of us suddenly crawl out of the tomb: 1) August 17, 2) When the author digs up yet another pit (which is like every year...), and 3) Adaptations!

Today, we’ve no more rumours. Rise now, Daomu fans! It’s confirmed that Iron Triangle will see us all this 16 July (づ ￣ ³￣)づ～♥

Also here’s the Eng sub version of the trailer if anyone needs it

[vaguely-yandere]

your sensitive yandere got me back into yandere as a whole,,, send help it's exactly the type of yandere I want

sensitive yandere who starts fantasizing about a chubby fem darling who's really affectionate and sweet? could be in an nsfw way or a sfw way, it's up to you ^w^

you just rly looked into my soul with this one, huh?

honestly, i tried to keep it equally nsfw and sfw but. that plan did not work. i hope you enjoy this because personally, i love it :3 i used they/them pronouns but used afab anatomy!

i imagine they'd have some sort of fixation on your touch. how soft your hands are. how warm you are. how they can feel everything, your finger prints to your body hair(or lack thereof), even just you slightly brushing against them leaves them weak in the knees and while, yes, it does make them feel horny, they dont want you thinking theyre only attracted to you sexually. thatd be rude! besides, you're just so... well, perfect! an angel in disguise, they can't mess this up!!

so they educate themselves!... well, they stalk you and take more note on what annoys you or pisses you off but they still count it as educating themselves. you made a comment about not liking being infantilized? already working on ensuring they see you as a perfectly capable (perfectly capable with them) adult! dont like comments about your body? never mention it in their love letters that they never actually get the courage to send. LOVE comments about your body? they have a list of everything they love on every inch of your skin from how your hair looks/feels to how cute it is when your feet get a bit swollen after walking around all day. not that they pay a lot of attention to your feet!... unless you want them to.

oh and you're just so... sweet. its torture for them. everyday they struggle with controlling themselves, trying not to melt into a puddle whenever you accidentally brush against them. lets say you two end up riding a bus together. you take the seat next to them because, well, they seemed like the least hostile person to sit next to that day but in their head, they think it's destiny. your thighs spread in the seat naturally, you put your bag or purse in your lap and you worry about taking too much space, about invading theirs, meanwhile they're trying to hide the fact their eyes are rolling into the back of their head and they silently thank past them for wearing dark bottoms that day.

and you know them. not well but maybe you two take the same bus everyday or work together or are neighbors, something, but its enough to know that both of you get off (lol) at the same spot so when it comes (lolx2) and they don't stand up, their eyes squeezed shut, you're mind fills in the blanks.

'they must be sick' 'are they in pain? thats a really intense expression' 'are they asleep and having a nightmare?'

so you reach out and gently shake their shoulder, forcing their eyes to shoot open and make direct eye contact with yours. it's too much. the sweet look on your face. your concerned expression. the way your shirt shows off your chest. the way your legs look when leaning over. they cant control it, they just cant, oh god-

"a-ah-" they moan out breathlessly, looking at you with a pained yet blissed out expression, like a mindless little doll ready to do what you ask.

"Oh!" you reach into your bag and pull out some gum. "Here! Chew on this till you get home!" you weren't dumb. you know what a moan sounds like but you wanted to give them the benefit of the doubt. "Now come on, this is our stop. Can you walk?"

they nod after a moment of pure silence, swallowing thickly around nothing. oh god. if i stand up right now... will they see it? did it get on the seat? if i move, will they smell it? but... they called it our stop...

you gently grab their bicep and 'help' them up, frowning as you feel them trembling underneath your touch. maybe they're just... chronically ill or something? it's not your business, you should just help them get off the bus and be on your way, unaware of the way they pant, the way they bite their lip, the way their eyes dart around to try and find something to settle them because if this keeps going, they're going to pass out.

when the bus stops, you help them out and to a nearby bench where they sit down, body practically vibrating now.

"do you need to throw up?" you ask, frowning as you feel their head. they're really, really red... should you call someone? who would you call?

they shake their head, looking at you like you hung the moon, the stars and the sun in the sky just for them and it's hard not to feel a little embarrassed. their bottom lip is red and a bit swollen from all the biting, they're panting hard, their hands are trembling and a bead of sweat slowly falls down the side of their neck but their gaze is fixated on the ground. if they look at you again, they might just burst!

they kinda look dehydrated...

congratulations! you end up with a stranger in your house, on their knees in front of you, looking up at you with pure and utter desperation.

"please, please, please! i-i you don't understand, i need to repay you, i need- fuck, please, if i dont ill go crazy!" they beg, gently pulling on your bottoms but only small tugs. they dont wanna go into this wrong. "ill be good for you, i promise, you're just so nice and-and i just need to repay you! promise ill be good for you! please let me make you happy!" they act as if you'd be the one doing them a favor for having sex with them.

"uhm.." they seem so desperate and, well, they aren't a complete stranger... "f-fine but-" before you can even finish, they're tugging off your bottoms, practically chanting 'thank you' over and over before diving between your legs, the surprise guest making your hands instinctively grab their hair. "s-slow down!"

they moan the second your hands are on them, albeit muffled by your thighs, and lick a hot, wet stripe across your underwear, shuddering. going against gut instinct, you lean back against the couch cushions, slowly spreading your legs so they can breathe easier.

"c-careful..." you mumble, stroking their hair in a silent apology for tugging it and when they shudder, their reactions leading up to this moment make perfect sense. "oh fuck, you've been so desperate for this this whole time, havent you?"

they whine and nod, seeming a bit guilty but that guilt doesnt stop them from pulling your panties down and licking your clit, the action seeming kinda sweet. despite the desperation and tension in the air, they're actually being very gentle, massaging your thighs with their fingertips, spreading kisses along your inner thighs and creases, carefully avoiding your chub rub. you tense and sigh when they continue licking your clit, focused intensely on the task.

you get a bit worried about them seeing your double chin so you look up at the ceiling, closing your eyes to focus on the sensations of their hot tongue circling- leaving you? you look back down at them, seeing the most heartbroken expression you probably ever seen.

"please.. watch me? i worked hard to make sure i please you.."

the words send heat shooting to your pussy and you just nod, almost completely forgetting about your insecurity. their grin nearly blinds you and they go right back to eating you out, happy you're finally starting to get wet, moaning loud enough it doesnt even sound like they have a mouthful of pussy the second they taste you

when you really start getting into it, moaning and grinding against their face, they remove their hands from your thighs and quickly (and awkwardly) take off their bottoms, tossing them aside and allowing you a full view of the mess in their underwear.

"oh poor baby, you really needed this, didn't you sweetie?" you moan, eyes rolling back for a second. someone really came in their pants just from you? without even getting touched? honestly, it was flattering.

they moaned their confirmation into your cunt before pushing their tongue inside you, finally looking up at you with those big, obsessive eyes and you finally started realizing what you just got yourself into, their fingertips digging right back into your thick thighs, probably leaving bruises for later.

"s-so pretty, such a pretty thing, so good between my-ah! my legs!" you moan out, digging your heels into their back to try and bring them closer, deeper inside of you. it's like they memorized exactly how you like it and you have the sneaking suspicion that the feeling of being intensely watched whenever you were masturbating wasnt just an illusion. they flick their tongue when you want it, they suck on your clit when you want it, they're rough when you want it, gentle when you want it, they start fingering you exactly when you want it and you never even have to ask.

"f-fuck, please, don't stop, being so good!"

they whine again, their hand sneaking away from your thigh and going between theirs and thats what makes your thighs trap their head against your pussy, the word 'gushing' coming to your head as you cum, fingernails digging into their scalp mercilessly as your eyes roll into your skull and mouth fall open, loud moans tumbling out.

they don't stop until you lift their head up by the hair, their face looking completely fucked out. "g-good..?" they asked hoarsely, face soaking wet from your cum and their saliva.

"perfect."

their eyes roll back into their head as they gasp out your name, trembling as their shoulder rapidly moves up and down before coming to a stop, body shuddering then collapsing, head falling on your stomach. you can't help but giggle at their blissed out face, gently petting their hair. honestly one of the best sexual partners you've had.

(this is only my third time writing smut like this, pls tell me how i did!)

[meliorysm]

i need to get this out here before the idea escapes me but with how chronically online noah (lol) seems to be and how its really starting to feel like noah has a secret will/byler stan account (lolx2), like i unironically believe it must have helped him understand will as a character more and connect to us, the audience, and deliver what needs to be shown/said? like ik he must have seen so many byler analyses by now (lmao), like add that to the fact that hes obviously receiving direction from the stranger things staff during production, i think it must have help him in learning more stuff as he goes? iirc robpat too saying smth abt learning how to portray bruce wayne like that from reddit analyses or smth. and i just think wouldnt that be great, that an actor cares enough abt his audience to learn, understand and show sincerely sides of a character that is very much important to the audience. idk much to think abt. but also very ready to see noah deliver the performance of his life as will byers in st5 with all that knowledge lmao

[kamaradka]

tfw the measly 4 grand in my savings im specifically saving up for emergencies and eventually emigrating is potentially gonna be all gone because i got bait&switched by the dentist LOL and then my mom calls me poor over the phone LOLx2

[flordeloona]

the only het ships i currently care about are lutteo, yamiro and gastina, if they won't give me that pls make everything gay :).

[whatname0523]

Knowing PJ as a very curious child, how did the talk or discussion went when PJ first met C near the bakery? Was it PJ who initiated the questioning who C was? LOL I am imaging PJ just asking T out of the blue from time to time or every other hour or so as she was so curious. LOLx2

T and P were driving home (knowing the luau was later that night) when P launched into her questions. T was going to keep quiet about C and play it cool, wondering to herself if P was curious, but they only made it like two blocks before PJ was like “How come if Christen is your friend I’ve never met her before??” 

So T had to explain that she was new to the island and that’s why she invited her to go with them to Mana’s and Peyton really loved that. She was happy they could try and make her feel welcome. Peyton had various questions throughout the day when she’d think of something she wanted to know about C but all T could say was “I don’t know bud, we’ll have to ask her later.”