#lol i used to tweet out “i will do this today” on my priv so i would Have to do it or tomorrow i would look at the tweet and be like

[coffee-leaves]

Honestly doomerism fucked up my life big time

Like the mentality of "no don't try cause there's no point cause you Already know you're gonna fail so it's just a waste of time and effort and investment making yourself Care about something that's already fucked from the get go"

Idk I always have it but sometimes now I'm just like whatever bro who gaf and do the thing and it turns out well!! And I'm like damn. Why'd I not do that before. Is she stupid?

(more yapping under the cut 💀)

Like I should just Do The Thing more. I used to always say (to my irl friend, when I have to do Human Interaction) "OK but what if they tell me to kms" and then cited the 600 ways I could fuck up the conversation and random imagined person would be like "lol idiot kys" and I was like what if that happens and at some point he was like "ok well that's not going to happen, but even if it does so what. Like you're not gonna kys because random person told you to." And I was like oh. You kind of right.

Like shit!!! He kind of right!!! So What fr!!!

I should really just Do The Thing more huh. Like it hasn't turned out bad yet and one day it probably inevitably will at some point but then that's also whatever. That's a problem for Tomorrow me.

Back when I was a chronic lurker and hadn't gotten over my shit yet I was Terrified to send a chat message like I was convinced if I sent a gl or a pats at the wrong time or my question was Just annoying enough I was gonna get permabanned and all my appeals would get rejected because the streamer would hate Me Personally

And I wanted to make friends in the community for so long and I'd see everyone hi ing each other in chats and I'd be like damn I wish I could do that too. And then I didn't for like months and months cause I'm lame asf and the first time I hii d someone (I think fynn? Probably lol) and I got a hii back I was so happy like I was giggling type shit

And then when I first started doing art (shoutout lem lemoniedrops for being the final push that made me start lol) I never fucking tagged shit (I still don't) and I censored every single searchable term in all my posts to hell and back because being Perceived by literally anyone terrified me and I still remember when beefsalad first liked a post and followed I was DEADASS stunlocked for at least 5 minutes. Like I was just staring at the notif like shit fuck shit fuck how did he find this

AND YOU KNOW WHAT ITS AWESOME like fuck bro that's my streamer 👉👉 that's him. 🥩🥗. Like holy shit

Like I was so ultrascared of. Random bs?? Like no bro you're not special everyone chats Everyday and have you ever seen a single !drops chatter get banned no so you're Not Going To Be Banned either bro

Anyway life is Awesome. Always do the thing. I love doing the thing. I remember when I started like having mutuals. Like I could actually point at someone and be like that's oomf and it really is oomf like fuck I was soo happy I was like I HAVE FRIENDS THAT SHARE MY INTERESTS IN SILLY BLOCK MEN!!!!! yay!!!

I love mcsr so much genuinely the community is so beautiful and awesome and nice and actually I still have this one doomer tweet on my priv where I was like (blah blah blah I'm never gonna be part of the community unless I try and I can't because blah blah blah) and yknow what THABK GOD I TRIED

Like hey. Me from 13 March? Yeah you're Gonna try. And it's gonna fucking work. Stop being a pussy GET YO HEAD IN THE GAMEE

Shoutout all my irls for keeping it real lowkey... I talked to my other guy friend about a similar thing with a more irl context and he was like "oh no I have to do the bare minimum?? Inconceivable; you're telling me I have to put in Effort?" Or something along those lines and I was like ok well when you put it that way. It does seem quite silly.

Because it was quite silly in retrospect like yeaa putting yourself out there's scary but maybe you'll find other people and isn't that fucking awesome enough to negate it lowkey

Holy yappatron Erm

[harrysfolklore]

Heyyy I you need fc I suggest kiana davis!! I love her hairrrr it’s so pretty

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yourbestie i guess those dates are going fine 👀

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friend1 omfg why is harry styles in this comment section

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yourinstagram bestie best 💕

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harryfan3 i want him

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harryupdates Harry just followed this account on Instagram ! We’re not sure who she is and the account is private👀

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harryfan1 OH?

harryfan2 who is that omfg she’s so pretty

harryfan3 everyone be normal

harryfan4 weird

harryfan5 oh gemma also follows them

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yourinstagram this is a… how do you guys call it again? a hard launch ?

i can’t wait to travel europe with you this summer, lover boy 🥺 @harrystyles

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yourmom 👏🏻👏🏻💖

friend1 I KNEW SOMETHING WAS GOING ON

gemmastyles Have fun kiiiids and see you in London 🫶

harrystyles This is going to be the best summer ever x

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harryfan1 BABYYYY

harryfan2 baby is backkk

yourinstagram summer of dreams 💕

↳ harryfan3 this is the priv acc harry followed 👀

alessandro_michele 🍒

harryfan3 the beginning of the end

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harryupdates Harry out in Paris with a crew member today !

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harryfan1 BABYYYY

harryfan2 how do u know she’s a crew member ?

harryfan3 i hate to break it out to you but that looks like a date

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yourinstagram i made my pit debut last night in paris, definitely want to do it again

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madidiaz Gorgeous gorgeous girl

yourbestie i can’t wait for my turn

harrystyles Look at you, a proper fan ❤️

↳ yourinstagram look at you, a proper smartphone user with emojis and all

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harrystyles Love On Tour. Paris I. June, 2023.

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harryfan1 BUB

harris_reed our little space cowboy

yourinstagram like we were in paris 💕

harrystyles liked this comment

harryfan2 do you have a gf yes or no

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yourinstagram amsterdam was a whole lotta love (on tour) 💛

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yourmom 💕

jefezoff Can I third wheel next time?

annetwist See you soon lovelies !

harrystyles Not to be corny, but you were the prettiest work of art in the gallery x

↳ yourinstagram HARRYYYY😩

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harryfan1 GO BABYYYY

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mtv i love arm

harryfan2 slay

yourinstagram 🥺

↳ harryfan3 who are YOU

jefezoff 🔥🔥🔥

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theharrytea What do you guys think about this?

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harryfan1 i don’t know how to feel

harryfan2 lol that’s definitely fake

harryfan3 DONT ENGAGE WITH THE TWEET !!

harryfan4 if it’s true i feel so bad people are leaking his stuff for interactions

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harryupdates Harry out in London today !

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harryfan1 ahhh bub

harryfan2 he looks PISSED

harryfan3 i can’t help but feel like he looks upset bc of the leak

harryfan4 WHO WRONGED HIM

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yourinstagram when you want to go on a walk with your boyfriend but paparazzi are around so you have to walk a mile behind

wouldn’t change it for the world tho

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yourbestie rockstar girlfriend diaries

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harrystyles I love you, thanks for being patient

↳ yourinstagram i love you <3

gemmastyles girlfriend of the year

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theharrytea Anne and YN, Harry’s rumored girlfriend hugging tonight 😳

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harryfan1 OH?

harryfan2 isn’t that gemma?

harryfan3 is getting real

harryfan4 MAN

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harrystyles Love On Tour. London IV. June, 2023.

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harryfan1 BEST SHOOOOWW

paulithepsm 🎥🍿

yourinstagram london boy 💕

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lloyddddddddddddd 💃

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celebrityleaks HARRY STYLES COZIES UP WITH NEW GIRLFRIEND IN LONDON

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harryfan1 OH

harryfan2 yeah i don’t like this at all she can go

harryfan3 YIKESSSSSS i hope she goes away soon

harryfan4 omfg this comment section

harryfan5 WH*REEEEE

bradgouldtraining Disappointed to see media outlets invite someone else’s private lives for clicks, but more disappointed to see this vile comments.

↳ harryfan1 wtf brad???

↳ harryfan4 y’all are going to hell

gifs by @sue <;33

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theharrytea OKAY A LOT OF SPECULATION ABOUT THIS MOMENT LAST NIGHT !!!

some fans say that he was reacting to a sign, while others who were close by yn and brad in the pit claim that he was actually interacting with her, since they saw her mouthing stuff to him.

THOUGHTS?

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harryfan1 harry is unhinged that’s all i’ll say

harryfan2 im crumbling over here

harryfan3 looks like she asked him to make out or something 😭

harryfan4 HE WAS DEFINITELY FLIRTING OMFG

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harryfan1 LOVIEEE

musicariza 🐉🐉🐉

harryfan2 come online and address the rumors

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yourinstagram another day, another country, another love on tour fit 💕

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bradgouldtraining The queen 🕺

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yourinstagram i love my fans

harrystyles Gorgeous x

↳ yourinstagram like i said, my fans 🥰

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harryupdates “NO! No more trying to shoot your shot with me! I’m taken! I’m taken! My girlfriend is here and this is a family show” Harry confirming he’s in a relationship on stage tonight 😳

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harryfan1 WTFFFFF

harryfan2 I MEAN WE ALREADY KNEW BUT

harryfan3 man he’s insane

harryfan4 TWITTER COLLAPSED

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yourinstagram my honest reaction to harry hard launching us tonight lol

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annetwist 😂😂😂❤️

paulithepsm I mean it was about damn time

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harrystyles I love you. That’s all x

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[paranoicintervalz]

my really (un)interesting thoughts #20

HAPPY MONYAY!

hello! it is me. multiverse is dead. again, so i need to blog somewhere... so here's tumblr... my next best option. Sigh.

ALBUM OF THE WEEK: BABYMETAL!!!!

(CURRENT FAVE SONG: MEGITSUNE)

yay! trying my best... i never use tumblr!!!!! anyways. happy monyay. i didnt have class today but i still need to keep up with dem monyay crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 yay....... well!!!! GUESS WHAT!! I DID MY JAZZ BAND AUDITION!!! AND I DID IT!!!!!!!!! FOR REAAAALLLLLLLLLLL I ACTUALLY DID!!! its OVER!!! OVER NOW!!!! and im so happy... but i literally feel like my life has no purpose left anymore... itss alllll GONNEEE!!!! like idk wat im supposed to do now. summer is so lame and i am SCARED OF MYSELFFF and its already getting kind of baaadddddd!!!! this morning i atually pulled off like this insane heist at like 7 am (i just needed something from the trash bin) and i think i am going crazy. Hah. ANYWAYS. im happy my audition is over but also i feel like my life has no purpose anymOREEE GET ME OUTTT OF HERE!!! my friend is off on a fancy trip andd my biffle bae always like disappears into the void for a while. so im Here. Chillin.

my sister came home this weekend and something about her... idk i just get mad at her so fast. well first of all,,,, shes GAY WITH A GIRLFRIEND!!! im not mad at her for that LOL actually idk why i started with that... but anyways she told me shes planning on coming out to my PARENTS on her BIRTHDAY which sounds horrible and terrifying and i have no idea how it will go but also it makes ME feel kinda #grateful she is coming out first before me.... softens the blow for me. she is not like... visibly gay like i am.... so i think it will be quite a shock. honestly, ive not even thought about coming out to my parents. it always ffelt so far away, and i have no idea how they would react. truly. so i dont know... i guess ill see.... but they already think my sister is off the rails. which... idk. UGH anyways. god i love her so much but recently i dont know. i just feel lilke shes barely herself anymore. it feels like shes trying so hard to be another person or trying too hard to be cool or something. something about the way she acts or does things feels inauthentic to me, and i just don't see HER in herself anymore. i guess college changes a girl, but it sucks now. things will never ever be the same and it sucks really bad, i guess. theres nothing i can do. i wish i didnt get so frusterated with that though. something about her. and i feel so mean. maybe im just mad that i feel like she abandoned me. but its whatever, anyways. i was always closer to her than my other sister. idk. it just makes me sad now to think about it. and i feel bad for feeling this way. i just wish things were back to before everything, i think. UGHHHH GETTING TOO SAD ON THE INTERNETTTTTSTIJRDNJG

anyways. my Biffle Bae came to my house like two days in a row and it was such a blast. Bae helped me with my jazz band audition (brought the bass guitar and played the bass to my piano.... it was awesome...) and we sounded so cool and awesome and i think that singlehandedly will help me get INTO JAZZ BANNNDDD!! and then we went to an open mic and saw all our awesome friends perform and it was so cool... open mics are so awesome!!!! and i had a blast.. and we are thinking about maybe performing or something..... thinking... about it. kinda scary but... WHO CARES!!! no one there!!! everyone is so chill and supporting at that place. oh man i LOVE cool and hip millennials who write poetry!!! sick as FREAK! and my biffle bae Loved it and i was like Hehe i knew you would. Hehe. and now i DRIVE EVERYWHERE and its insane. freedom and crap... driving is still slightly scary. only a tiny little bit. yeah...

i need to keep myself busy this week and.. keep on KEEPIN ON! and keep on... making good decisions for my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (IM SO TERRIFIED AND NO ONE KNOWS OTHER THAN MY PRIV TWT. shoutout jj for liking all my tweets). but i made it through this night. and this morning (eyeeetwittchhh). i ammmm getttinggg there.Yey! i went to portos today and it was awesome. i love their matcha lattes. THANK YOU CUBA!!!! and i also built a cat tree. i need to start my rhythm heaven grind. speaking of grinds I AM BACKKKK ON DA WIZARD101 GRIND!! god bless. now THAT will keep me BUSY!! god i love wizard101. currently in empyrea part 2 and almost done!!! i love u sparck and pork and beans. GOD I LOVE ALL THE LITTLE CHARACTERS and my charcater brooke swiftwhisper lvl 138 is my queen my everything my pride and joy i love her!!!!!!! wizard101 thank you for being the best thing to ever exist ever probably!!!

Bros i am not feeling tumblr. i miss multiverse. this isnt the SAME!!!! i CANT DO THISSS LIKE THISSSSSSSSS PLEASE MULTIVERSE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE ITS NOT THE SAMMMEEE...... i like you tumblr... but also... Naw.... anyways...

REALLY GOOD ALBUM! Bring on the Mesmeric Condition BY THE MORLOCKS!!!

Goodnight multiversse.... i mean.. .Tumblr... sigh. what a hard life i live. sleep tight...

[cherryphobe]

There is a 30k+ cat account who Ive known for years. We've never been Friends friends but we've always been friendly enough in passing.

Well today I noticed she hardblocked me on my main & all my cats accounts AND my priv (which I don't share publicly so idk how she even knew it) on Her main & all Her cat accounts. I was trying to figure out 1) why, & 2) how she knew my priv. & while discussing theories with a few friends I came to a realization.

She had always been a type to defend her income. Like defend it to a point that she came across as very like, Wealth Guilty. But instead of, idk, just feeling comfortable in her luxury or like, idk, giving back to her friends & community, she would Constantly, Publicly tweet about how its Wrong to make people feel Guilty for Having Things. & she'd do this Alot. When she bought her husband the ps5 as soon as it came out she wouldn't shut up about how 'its okay to have luxuries'. Same when she's upgrade her PC or buy new set ups for streams. & it was Never in a sincere like, 'impoverished people still deserve nice things' sort of way, but more of a 'stop questioning why I have so much money to spend' sort of way. & this girl is very vocally left. I'd say critical liberal at best. & I literally have her main muted bc I was just, so tired of hearing it lol.

So I had no idea of this til today, But! When The Hasan Piker thing happened, she was Aggressively & Vocally Supporting Him. Defending him not needing to disclose his wealth status, pulling the whole 'oh so we should all just be homeless now?' Bullshit. Meanwhile, I was Aggressively, Vocally criticizing him. Talking about wealth distribution, the hypocrisy of claiming to be far left (socialist in his case) but then buying an EXCESSIVELY expensive home in a Notoriously wealth divided area of Hollywood. All that jazz. & I had NO idea she was making very opposing statements on her account the whole time cuz I've had her muted for Months.

So. The theory my friend came up with is either, small scale just annoyed at my opposing opinion. Or more pointedly, thinking my statements were direct criticism Of Her (which checks in my book, considering how quick she's always been to defend her income & her luxuries), & hard blocked me across like, 8 different accounts between the two of us.

Now I am a big supporter Block Whoever You Want For Any Reason At All. I block people all the time. I encourage people to block me! It's really no big issue either way.

What REALLY bothers me here, is how she blocked me on my Priv. Since I have only ever publicly shared my priv account ONCE, back at the start of April. Otherwise, only maybe 10 mutuals know my priv. So she either would've had to go out of her way to search my main twitter for my priv, or get the @ from someone else. & either way, that really skeeves me out. The Effort to block me to the point you made sure I couldn't 'stalk you' on a side account. Trust Babe I don't care about you that much I had you muted for months in the first place. It just feels weird & slimy & I don't like that.

Anyways. Here I am amongst other mid to late 20 year olds on twitter who behave Like This & its just like. Honey I'm just here to look at cats. How are you?

*taps mic* hey is this thing on? Any of yall still here? Wanna hear about some, Cat Twitter Drama?