#loaded this whole game just to get this lil snippet at the end of it hfissf hate myself

[rickeajacksons]

[gayhearteyes]

Thank you all for being here in 2017! I hope we can all continue to grow and become better people in the new year! I’m sending lots of love to everyone!!

Aaaaand one year is over! My official kpop anniversary was just a few days ago so I just wanted to thank all you people for making my year a little bit more.. endurable? (also just a lil side note: the edit took me 3 hours and i literally stayed up all night and i didn’t even sleep so i really hope you all feel appreciated and loved cause that’s what it’s all about !)

key:

💐 = we've never talked but i love seeing you on my dash!! (and if you ever need someone i’m here for you!)

💫 =  we don’t really talk (we’ve talked before though) but i definitely appreciate you!! (+ bolded: thanks for being there for me when i needed it)(+ in italics: thanks for tagging me in tag games!!!)

🌎 = you’re one of my favourites on here and i’d give you the world if i could!!

🎀 = i wrote you a lil sth at the end and you can read it if you like

#-b: @01euphoria💐, @01soft💐, @04yeol💐, @09club💐, @11yoong💐, @1gbt💐, @2dazd💐, @4bcks💫, @4oclockdawn💐, @4yung💐, @aelliseuya💐 , @aesthetically-trashy🌎, @ahjiminie🌎🎀, @aninternationalemo💐, @aurinkoinenvarjolapsi💐, @autumnjimin💐, @babygukk💐, @badlluv💐 , @baekheuyn💐, @baekphia💐, @bangtanimaginesletsgo💐, @bi-jeons💫, @blaine-r💐, @bloodsweatandgay💐, @blvckrvsv💐, @boyhaunts💐, @bubblegumice💫, @bunnyxiu🌎🎀

c-d: @cartooncraver9💐, @catholicslutfrnk💐, @caughtinalies💐, @chansboy💫 , @chanyeolgivesmebutterbutterflies💐, @chanyevol💐, @chanyoelstark💐 , @chimsugababy💐, @choco-penguins💐, @chokepjm💐, @cimixie💐 , @cuteyg💐, @dadhakyeon💫, @daehyunismybiaswrecker💐, @dazzlynini💐, @dekusenpai💐, @deletaed💫🎀, @demonic-bf💐, @detectivetrabula💐 , @dissociado💫🎀, @donghanes💫, @dopejm💫🎀 e-j: @ereli💐, @feelingviibes💐, @flowerjimin💐, @flxwercafe💐, @gaykpopmoodboards💐, @gaym0chi💫, @gaymyg💫, @gentlejongin💫, @glitzyeol💐, @goldendaeguboy💐, @graysonisgay💐, @gs0uls💫, @hobsbf💐, @hobseoks💐, @holdinghim💫, @hopi-hobi🌎🎀, @hybridplantz💫, @iconicjoon💐, @iisanimelover💫, @incongruentes💐, @interstellaryoongi💐, @je0n💐, @jiminvoce💐, @jinniesloveforjin💐, @jjeonguuk💐, @jjouzoo💐 k-n: @k-memestrash💐, @kaikkim💐, @kaimisutra💐, @kimjonginsmom💐, @kittycatkiy💫, @kokobaekhyun💐, @ksoo-l💐, @lazycupcake🌎🎀, @loeychateau💐, @loeysoul💐, @lofiloey🌎,@luvdae💫, @malenctzen💐, @miniminimochi💫, @mn-yngi💫🎀, @mthlg💐, @mymjustforyou💐, @namjinne💐, @namjooneh💫, @namjoons-boy💐, @neckpillows💐, @nochous💐, @nochujr💫, @nxmjoons💐 p-s: @paniconminsuga💐, @parkchanyuel💐, @pcysluv💐, @pcysnuggles💐, @pcytrash101💐, @peachysuho💫, @pjmlm💐, @punki-cat💫, @rainpjm💐, @rymden💫🎀, @s10bh-n💐, @saewonnie💫, @sahuo💐, @sehunsbff💫, @shitty-bean-boy💫, @sleepyspringday💫, @smoolbunny💐, @softychoi💐, @space-triangles💐, @squishyten💐, @steadyangelnerd💫, @strongjeon💐, @sugakookievevo💐, @sugarbaek💐, @suho69💐, @sunkissedminyoongi💐, @sunknj💐, @sunshinebaekh💐, @syrenhug💐 t-z: @the-third-guy-from-the-right💐, @triptvych💐, @tvehyungs-gf💫, @ufo-boy💐, @vyoongiv💐, @welltakeitslow💐, @wizardingmockingjayintheimpala💐, @writewrotewrittenkpop🌎🎀, @y00ng1s💐, @yconmins💫, @yoonshearteu💐, @zombietwink💐

🎀 ~ @ahjiminie: matt! i hope you’re doing well rn! uni and having a job is probably really stressful rn but i believe in you!!!! you can push through it!!! if you need to rant about shitty people at work (if there’s any) i’m free! thanks for inspiring me to get better at art stuff and thanks for giving me advice in general hihi. i love you loads!

🎀 ~ @bunnyxiu: and let the gayness flow....... i know i don’t really get mushy when we’re talking but this is an official MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST so i just have to say... I appreciate you a lot! I love staying up with you and you know how much i love your art and i feel very special when you share like little snippets of it when you’re in the process of drawing ygm? it’s really cute. and even if you don’t appreciate my jokes.... i really do love talking to you about ANYTHING! heh. and you’re just a very CHILL (BY EXO SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA BABY BABY BABY BABY SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA SHOW YA) person. yup. and i really appreciate your presents. let’s put it that way. love u!

🎀 ~ @deletaed: thank you for tagging me in pcy posts. this might seem really weird that i’m putting you in this lil section but i really am thankful and i really appreciated when you did that. it made my days!!! ( i also remember that one time i was feeling kinda down and the post you tagged me in made me really happy. thank you so so much for that.)

🎀 ~ @dissociado: thank you so much for being there when i needed it. i’m so glad you were there. it really calmed me down. i’m here for you too if you need/want to talk!

🎀 ~ @dopejm: thank you for letting me rant and thank you for reassuring me that everything’s gonna turn out alright eventually. idk if you remember but on one day my dysphoria was really bad and you messaged me and just let me ramble for a bit and you helped a lot. it’s very sweet of you to offer your help and time as well. thank you so much. seriously.

🎀 ~ @hopi-hobi: you deserve the whole world and more!!! the whole universe!!!! and please don’t say you don’t cause it makes me really sad when i read that you don’t think of yourself like i think of you. (i’m also always right and i never lie so that’s that.) and i really hope we get to meet one day so i can take you to the sea! and we’ll watch the waves and it’ll all be calm and nice and ahh.. i really love you a lot. my favourite boy.

🎀 ~ @lazycupcake: do you mean my favourite girl on planet earth????? the best :( i love you so much and timezones rn really annoy me ahh but it’ll soon be normal again right? i really hope you enjoy your time with your family and that you get to have lots of fun. you motivate me to paint! you could say you’re my muse djkhfkjdsh i’m kidding that sounds really weird.. please don’t lose hope and continue to push through because i believe in you! i love you !!!!!!

🎀 ~ @mn-yngi: i don’t know if you remember but in may we talked a little and it really gave me hope and i just wanted to thank you for that cause i haven’t forgotten it.

🎀 ~ @rymden: hi i know we don’t talk much but i just wanted to tell you that i really like talking to you and you’re very nice and soft and everytime i see you on my dash it makes my day a little better. also every seungkwan post reminds me of you and it’s cute hehe.

🎀 ~ @writewrotewrittenkpop: adammmmm! the man with the biggest heart on earth!!!! i just wanted to tell you that i like talking to you even if we sometimes just send each other post. it’s cute. ily! (and i really believe you’ll one day meet your hakyeon/jongdae/baekhyun/yixing/taeyong/minho/mark guy and he’s gonna treat you super well because you deserve it. i can feel it.)