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mvp114 · 1 year ago

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I have to suffer through 3 more years of him wearing orange...

#oscar piastri #f1 #my text #oscar #lmao I'm actually so happy rn #it's not even unexpected but i always have this anxiety in me #that he's gonna find himself without a seat again #so hearing it's a long-ish contract it's actually godsend

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shuploc · 1 year ago

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If you do an Astarion painting I'm gonna evaporator /pos

Y'know what... It's kinda crazy, cuz I've literally been an Astarion stan since the beta, I'm collecting edits of him like it's pokemon cards too, but I just haven't talked about him on here at all lmao

I will definitely draw him, I guess I'm just gonna throw that out there; there might be a couple of pieces of him sprinkled in amongst everything else down the line. Thank you for the suggestion though, I've mentioned before how I feel pretty bad about drawing stuff from lots of fandoms at the same time, but idk, this time it does feel a little different ❤️

#he's just so perfect AND he's a vampire #I mean' whatever dude' I'm predictable' what can I say #I'm so so so so happy we got so many vampire characters this year and that I'm not the only one obsessed with them #crazy how I was literally bullied for liking them when I was younger #anyways-!#hey' actually' come here real quick: the rest has scrolled past this already' so let me tell you a secret #I'm literally working on a drawing of him rn LMAO #and he's so INSANELY hard to draw' I'm not having an easy time whatsoever' my goodness #no idea if I'm gonna post it' but I'm doing it! it's happening! 🙌#thank you for the suggestion once again 🥰

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)

- facial hair

+ closeups

I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??

#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION #lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape #i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other #but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh #but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½?#and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post #okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏#i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out #two people id like to blame:#thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :)#and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando #^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭#it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off #also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me #its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right????#anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out #but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork.#i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl #also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly #i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs #<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings #i wanna draw 3 things rn:#nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art.#fa14 #matador au

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lee-minhoe · 1 year ago

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bias slot machine - pick a siyuan bias!

happy birthday @ambivartence 💖🥰💚💞🥳

#madebymel #HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY SIYUAN ILY 🫶🫶#the 2023 edition of siyuans biases with not just 12 biases but 18 represented this year 😂#thought i'd try something different and it loops perfectly so u can keep watching it 🤭#pls excuse my (lack of) design skills....the focus of this is the centerpiece of all these men HAHHAH #another year around the sun and i'm so glad to have you bc i truly cant imagine this kpop brainrot without you HAHAH <3 #and ty for listening to all my song kang brainrot rn thats very reminiscent of my lino giffing frenzy last year LOL #i love that youre seeing song kang reels and i 1000% support it #anyway happy happy birthday and i hope you have the very bestestest day ever!!!!!! 💖💖💖 ur present will be arriving soon <3 #okay but fine i'll tag the people this time in case u want to know #actually jk i realized i will run out of tags so i'm just gonna put the name and not the group LMAO #jacob #sunwoo #xiaojun #haechan #jeno #mingyu #woodz #d1 #woonhak #hangyul #sohee #jangjun #baekhyun #key #junny #keonhee #hanbin #minhyuk #see if you can spot all of them 🤭🤭

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sga-owns-my-soul · 11 months ago

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i cut my hair 😍

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cellophobia · 20 days ago

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holy fuck i was in so much despair for so long and it feels like a fog has been lifted in my brain. i enjoy things again. I ENJOY THINGS AGAIN!!! i feel EMOTIONS again!!! i am taking care of myself, i'm working, i'm doing chores around the house. and it's all coming so easily to me now?

#i feel like it's because i finally got off antipsychotics #hooolyyy fuckkkk i can't believe how good things are again #i was so fucking hyped because i bought hummus and i love hummus #shopping feels like a drug #and i am also mostly sober! and i dont feel the need to get high anymore #music hits so hard. i'm singing in the car and putting it on full blast which i normally do not do #it's like i have dopamine again #inb4 it's revealed i've been manic #which would make sense because of all of the above reasons #and i feel such a need to talk that im talking to myself which i also never do #but i'm not acting like unhinged in any way. i feel actually really stable rn #anyway I LOVE DOPAMINE #i love being able to fucking cry #and feel not just content but happy #high off life #cello.txt #ok after reading this back to myself it does sound like i'm hypomanic lmao but IDGAF #bpthingz

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ink--theory · 1 month ago

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WE'RE SO BACK

#ik my scores are hot garbage lmao #but god this is the first time since playing this game that i've gotten an Z/A on a song on a 10 star and above (esp the SC?????)#i'm now comfortably able to max combo quite a few 8-9 star songs and omw to practicing beyond that difficulty range #didn't think there would come a day where i'd be able to play and ACTUALLY finish anything above a 5 star without my hands dying on me #like i'm just so happy rn you have no idea <3 #djmax #djmax respect v

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nobodybetterlookatme · 2 months ago

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I've never heard of emts working only at events? What's that like for you if you don't mind my asking?

Yeah, there are ambulance companies that staff certain events, but there's some event specific companies out there lmao. For me specifically, it's almost entirely college events, whether it's happening on a campus or not. It's not great, usually pretty boring, but it's better than being on an ambulance or in a hospital. We do get actual emergencies sometimes, but usually it's just getting drunk people to the tent or giving out water and bandaids lmao. Again, boring as fuck, but I chose this over working on a 911 rig, so that's on me 😔 if I'm being so real tho, other than my coworkers, the best part of the job is the food lmaoooo it's so good and all the food trucks/food booths give discounts or free food to us depending on the location and event. And there's almost always a ton of downtime, so I basically just get paid to sit there and vibe for the most part

#not snz #when i say i love my job i mean i love very specific parts of it lmao #idk if I've said it here before or not and this is gonna sound so bad coming from someone working in healthcare #but i don't like patients lmao #i love the book stuff and i love everything in theory and i know how everything works and I'm very enthusiastic about it #but man do i not like patients ahskaksk #there are exceptions obviously but those are few and far between #it's why i love being an emt at my fire station bc we don't reslond to medical calls #like I've done medical calls there for the public but very rarely bc people either approach us or we stumble upon them #so i really only do my emt things on the people i know and i love that #i love my coworkers so I'm always happy to make sure they're okay and help them out when they're not #but i feel nothing for the public and i didn't realize i genuinely couldn't care less about them until i started doing my clinicals #it's just awkward and I'm not invested in them i just like figuring out what's wrong with them and interact with them as little as possible #again there are exceptions and i do like some of the patients but generally I'm just trying to hand them off asap #so yeah i do like working events bc the alternative is being confined to a tiny box or trapped in a hospital #i like being outside and being able to walk around the place and do things if i want to #and obviously i adore my partner #and even on the rare occasions i work with someone else all day i love my other coworkers too #and i mean yeah this might be more boring than working on an emergency rig However #it pays so much better #like why do y'all think my medic partner works there lmao he's actually good with patients and prefers the ambulance #but the pay in the field is shit so he gets paid way more working events than he would at the three letter company #insane actually that he makes over ten dollars more an hour working chill events than he would being overworked on a rig #anyway i digress #I'm looking into pathology assistant school rn bc there's like no patient interaction there but i still get to be nosy #so that's perfect for me lmao #everyone keeps saying i missed my calling as a vet tho like i don't cry when a dog dies in a movie lmao i wouldn't survive #working with animals would be amazing but the only thing that really gets you money is being a vet #so that can be a hobby

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keeps-ache · 3 months ago

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once again i am on the playlist lol

#just me hi #my strange brain concoctions back at it again lmfsh #i've been workin on it by bits and bits for the past 2-3ish days and i think i've almost got what i mean hfvbs #yea... mnmnm...#//outta the Lagoons into the Blues !! what a transition hkfshv #i mean i Have found that i actually really really like the shampoo we've been using for like 5 years hghfsv #but also i've had to switch from that one to a different one anyway cuz my hair? is grezy ghfbshv #it Is soft now though which is cool :D cuz the old soap didn't get it quite well and i was using dish soap sometimes to strip it so Lmao #which btw the dish soap worked p well. however it Did feel stripped kgfhsv #/what else what else uuum #i've developed more world stuff for pi.e which is also very epic and neat ; like the 3 Cities + radiation towns + Sanctuary cities +#Sanctuary zones + how they interact w/ each other lol :)#i have these weird lil creatures that i'm calling Rascals rn but i think they need a different name pfshv #and also cuz i made the general world bigger that means i have defined more of the plot just by. scribbling some points for towns on paper #yea :D this thing is maybe just a little bit daunting but i'll prolly get it figured out lol ; roman 3 #/oh i Do really wanna draw more pi.e stuff to post hfh :>#cuz despite it all i am still v shy abt my stuff and that's kinda silly so !!#/sometimes my brain gets into these weird paper jams where i'm doing one thing but then i see and wanna do another thing (easy transition ?#but then i see another thing and then another and now i have 4 different things and i feel bad just focusing on just one because. ??? ????#when i was little i used to humanize objects Just before they were thrown away and i think that sort of carried over in a weird way bfhsvgj #balance in all things !! wait no not like that w-#//oh wait wait did i ever mention i learned to make stir fried rice w/ egg #prolly not that big of a deal but i'm STILL happy abt that lol :D #maybe especially cuz i was doing most of the cooking while my picky-cook brother was helping and he thought it was good so like YAY #though tried to make it a second time and i let my ma put the salt in the pot and she oversalted it by Far TwT #it was fine though just really salty lol :)#//mnm also getting into classic vehicles a lil bit #just a bit! cuz i don't know where to start and i just really like that one bike i doodled a bit ago #also i'm a bit spooked that my dad will find out and he is Overwhelming when he finds you might like smth he knows smth abt gfvsgh <3 #//Oh i'm outta tag space pfshgv - Toodlesssss ciao :3

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seaofreverie · 3 months ago

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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people

#slash extremely negative #it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long #with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less #'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that #and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess #(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends #flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway #but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke #and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone #but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive #(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour #and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll #and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while #how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least #it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway #what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least #because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad #so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever #goosepost

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chuuciae · 5 months ago

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look mr bear it's a mr bird

#it's a great-tailed grackle :) he's strutting by the pool #they sing and scream and strut their stuff and it's been that way my whole life. total divas #mum isn't doing so great but still refuses the er so we're staying another day #my super happy high wore off and now i'm in agony again LMAO but it's cool #pics from earlier today cuz my sleep schedule is whack and i slept all day it's actually 2am here rn.#chu shut up #chu live action adventures #<‐-- that's my irl pic tag btw in case i forgot to mention

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dazais-guardian-angel · 8 months ago

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delighted that i'm so much more fond of chuuya at this point than i was just a couple years ago. it took the stormbringer play, the cannibalism play, and the fifteen manga (still haven't gotten to those two novels in their entirety, I Will Soon I Promise), it took 6ish+ years, but i can confidently say I Get It Now. Now i just need asagiri to break him (affectionate) in the manga and actually give him a character arc already <333

#i went through my own character arc okay i have Learned #still don't really get it from the pre-light novels era but i definitely get it now #he's actually written so well in those lns it's astounding. now fr if only that could be transferred to the actual manga *sigh*#if you can't tell i'm still so pissed and betrayed by the meursault arc. on all fronts lol but chuuya was one of the worst victims ughhhh #i may be hyped about this fyodor shit rn but do not mistake that as me forgetting how angry i still am over all that anticlimactic bullshit #happy birthday chuuya you really deserve so much better </3 #been thinking so much lately about what asagiri is planning for him. or if he's planning anything at all. the signs are so contradictory!!!#i know the fandom made him a huge thing from the early anime days when he probably wasn't meant to be more than an extreme side character #why? again i still don't understand (shipping. it's shipping okay; that's why i was always unfairly biased against him lmao)#but even if that's the case then he wrote the light novels that are SO GOOD so like!!!!#now there's buildup!!!! now there's expectations for him!!!!!!#you can't just never have verlaine and adam not come back in the story again at some point #in the same way that ango did from a light novel #and how oda HAS to be addressed by the end of the story #and all the lore bs in 55 minutes #just WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING WITH CHUUYA ASAGIRI. I NEED TO KNOWWWWWW #THE SIGNS ARE VERY WORRYING BUT IN A COMPELLING WAY AND I NEED THEM TO PAY OFF SO BADLY #me going literally insane lately over a character i still claim to not be one of my favorites. lmao

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pharawee · 1 year ago

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I've been thinking about it for a while but I decided that I probably won't gif or even watch Only Friends. No special reason. The show is fine. The trailer looks good. But I need a break (from gmmtv shows especially).

I'll still watch and gif other shows but cutting out the biggest/most hyped show of the bunch seems like a good opportunity to get some rest.

Plus, I need all my energy to gif every frame of I Feel You Linger in the Air. 🤡

#jane watches stuff #sorry to everyone waiting for gifs etc #i'm just #so dangerously close to burn-out when it comes to making gifs #it's becoming such a chore and I don't want that #even with only friends it's more about the fomo than the show itself and that's sad #i haven't played a game in months (except for my job) because there's so many shows i'd like to gif ugh #but therein lies madness #and i don't want to lose gif-making as a happy place #there might still be a chance that i get hyped af once the show airs #but that'd actually be a good thing because rn i'm actually so relieved to be able to take a break #isn't it so ridiculous that this is entirely due to pressure i put on myself?#not exactly very mindful lmao

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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year ago

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I’m living vicariously through you currently!!! It seems like so much fun !

You're so sweet!! I am having a BLAST out here, meeting other cosplayers has been so so fun, having that connection for a second feels incredible, and so does looking at all the merch, looking at all the vocaloid stuff and suddenly feeling very in place (as opposed to out of place lmao) with all my interests. I'm still here for a 3rd day tomorrow too 💖

Obligatory post of some of the things I've gotten so far:

The miku album still has me REELING, 14 year old me would be losing his mind having a physical copy of a miku album, also went wild finding those pics on the bottom right, I have no idea what purpose they serve but I saw chimera ants and started grabbing 💖

I met another cosplayer dressed as the same character as me!! They gave me butterfly stickers and I put them on my con badge, I put one on my hand and that's gonna be the first sticker I put on my laptop! I still have some prepwork for my outfit tomorrow but I'm excited to go as my own character and rep bug furries bc no one talks about us 😭 the days have all been pretty long but they're all enjoyable and I'm so glad I braved driving 3 1/2 hours to get to this, I'm having so much fun and I'm glad that's so evident in how I've been talking about this 💖💖💖

#trying to not show the full extent of all the voca stuff ive been getting 😭 i like them... the loids..#actually going to a voca trivia panel rn! dropped by my hotel room to drop off my stuff + violin and all #got some prints i gotta find room for at home too 💖 honestly one of the most fun things is to just sit down by a bug traffic area #and start seeing which outfits you recognize; makes me realize i need to watch more stuff lmao #I've also been carrying around a plushie prop i made all day and i lowkey wanna carry him around to more places #I'm wrapping him in my sweater bc I'm cold and wanna bring it but it's so funny that i look like I'm swaddling him like a baby #he's so cold... i can't just let him freeze...#but yes!! ive been having a lot of fun and I'm gonna keep posting about it bc i love to share things that make me happy :)#also i dropped my phone on the con floor sometime yesterday and only got it back this morning lmao #so there's good people here too lmao!!#thank you this is such a fun ask to get 💖💖💖#asks #shai speaks

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chipistrate · 1 year ago

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Hey so uh Does tumblr usually gaslight people with their follower count (more context in tags)

#Chip Chatter #it said I was at 550 last night but now it says I'm at 700???#and when I made my 500 follower post my stats say I was actually at 636???????#I feel like I'm being gaslit LMAO #it says the same stuff on both my phone and laptop and I've refreshed the page so many times thinking it'll go back to 550 but it's just #Not #and I'm not sure what's happening IREGHLAREZ #Am I at 550 or 700 Tumblr what the fuck!!!!#it also says I've gotten 1k notes in the past three days but I don't think that's right either????#lowkey scaring me ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah #like if the stats are right then I'm really happy!!! But I don't want to celebrate a milestone that count be just a bug yknow #could it be because of the ghost notifs????#idfk I'm so confused grfijghnrl.fzdcxr #EDIT: I counted myself and I'm at arounddd 564 rn so I guess Tumblr's just being Tumblr

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swordwife · 1 year ago

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game is finally letting me take pictures with gaius. I guess you could say i'm handling it well.

#love when npcs Just Stand There because it lets me do silly shit like this #guess I should've switched her to her canon outfit for this huh lmao #I know i'll get more opportunities later on too so i'm excited. better setting so its not gloomy and dark #guys you have no idea how annoying I am rn. how over the moon my normal ass has been behaving #I love him so much. been smiling like a gd idiot for like. a while.#every time he shows up i've been losing my fucking mind #and now he's like. actually staying.#happy to finally start werlyt so I can SEE MY KIDS!!!!!! but also maybe i'll make it drag on so I can have more time with him #gaius sweetie they're doing some evangelion shit to your kids #sorry #our kids #i'm done now I think #wait hold on one last rot thought #their height difference.... cute....

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