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#it's been Warm again today and baby is angy (baby is me)#also writing is Hard bc i'm dumb#god it's so annoying i literally read fics every day why the Fuck can't i write a kissing scene worth a damn?#it is endlessly irritating when i find something i can't do!#(not to say i'm good at most things bc god knows i'm not. i'm just frustrated.)#it's embarrassing for some reason.#it wasn't embarrassing to literally write a threesome. but Kissing???#undoable! impossible! unthinkable!#someone send me $400#unrelated to the problem at hand i just want it.#lkgjklg#diaerie
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F, R, T !!!
✨ @tsugugo. meme. still accepting!
F : FLIRT. is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?
he doesn't have much romantic experience to use as a reference in how to act around the man he has a crush on. and not because he's just a little awkward, but he was locked up in an domestic abuse situation fresh outta high school, never had an interest in sex or romance around that time either, and then never really had an interest after. so at 26 years old, he might be a little stiff when he flirts forreal. his flirting never comes off as flirting gjfsdlgjfd... like he’ll give his crush one of his favorites books with favorite lines highlighted or he’ll just hang out with them like they’re bros. acts of service that can be taken as completely platonic. thats kinda all he got, yo........ like... lol
it makes shit difficult for him. in verses where he eventually does breakdown and confess his feelings, he always has to take on the disclaimer, ‘ i know this seems out of nowhere. ’ because he doesnt rly give any markers or indicators that hes romantically / sexually interested.............. r.i.p........................
i think the biggest flirtatious gesture he has is calling a man by his full name. always the full name. something sacred about it.
thankfully he opens up a lot more when his feelings are returned. then hes just outta control.... touchy and slick talkin’. but before that stage he struggles.... genuinely.
tfw he a billionaire’s son and he cant buy himself some mf’in GAME.
R : ROMANCE. is your muse a romantic or a cynic?
a little bit of both... as mentioned in the previous answer, he was in an abusive relationship and of course that’s gonna make him a little jaded and angry when it comes to romance. his parents are still together and very loving. his mother’s occasional anger issues aside, theyve always been ready to bring dialogue, maturity, and love to each other during disputes... hes very hopeful to have something similar to them, but sometimes he doubts hes stable enough for it. he knows his personality is a little turbulent sometimes and he can’t help it. that’s what therapy is for!!!!
he loves love. just not entirely sure if love loves him back.
T : TRUE LOVE. does your muse believe in true love?
vis always gonna believe in true love!!! its just difficult for him to visualize, sometimes. sometimes his love can be so cold and he’ll be so distant. a lot of folks dont like that, but really he’s the kind that needs his space even when he’s in a relationship. leave him alone for a few days and he’ll come back to you. he has so many things he wants to create and read and work on. his projects will always be a priority, regardless of how much he loves someone.
he’s an acquired taste definitely lkgjklg. so yeah!!! vi believes in true love... BUT DOES TRUE LOVE BELIEVE IN HIM?!?!??!?!
the men hes shipped w.? braver than marines. but also loved better than anyone else so they win.
#( 🌙 ABOUT! A LITERAL MOONLIGHT LEGEND. ✨ )#/ hes struggled but hey....... he finds a way lkgjdsglkf.#tsugugo
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