#livingthatpoorlygallife

[incurableoptimistest1994]

#livingthatpoorlygallife (at Cardiff) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu5_vNFnOTJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19g9o7l9ubbym

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Dad has had a pretty quiet night shift; we did a toilet run around 1am to empty my catheter bag/check my sites, but I slept right through til 9am with only two wake up call for meds around 5am and 8am. Dad didn’t sleep so well, but that’s mostly because he was on high alert all night, I think. Mum has taken the morning shift. We’ve been watching Friends in bed and laughing a lot. There’s been quite a few cups of tea and coffee, and some more morphine. The pain is slightly more bearable today. Mum says it’s nice that I’m looking less grey, more pink! We’re going to have a smoothie now 🥤🍓🥬🍎 and then mummy’s dyeing my hair! I wasn’t sure we’d manage it, with me being so poorly, but I should’ve known nothing would stop muma from beautifying me! After all, she once dyed my hair whilst I was in hospital on a high dependancy ward! So, it’s time to dye this gal’s hair... what colour will I be this time 😜?! #palliativecarewarrior #palliativecarefamily #myparentsaremyheroes #myparentsaremyguardianangels #blessedtobesoloved #poorlygal #goodmorning #livingthatpoorlygallife #tiredbutstillsmiling (at Llansamlet) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuyWyb1HPrn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d90zfwem3f6x

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Off to meet The Boyfriend for a lunch and cinema date 😁💖 pretty tired and sore after my five hours at Rookwood Hospital yesterday; it was the first time post Plot Twist I was up and in my wheelchair for any length of time. I’m covered in heat pads, I’ve had a fair bit of morphine, and I had to drag myself out of bed this morning (the new drugs I’m on really knock me tf out), BUT I’M GOING OUT 🙌🏻! Really excited about my @cadwaladers smoothie and seeing #captainmarvel 😁! #imgoingout #palliativecarewarrior #lunchdate❤️ #cinemadate❤️ #excitedtogoout #livingthatpoorlygallife (at Cardiff) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvEdeu1HGFs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14cx1bfo8s242

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Good morning! I am still a poorly gal, but my pain is a tiny bit better today, and I actually got a good nights sleep last night. Things are still scary and shit and overwhelming... but today they are a bit less scary and shit and overwhelming. This is mostly due to the love and support of all the amazing people in my life, not limited to, but including; nurses, doctors, carers, parents, my boyfriend, my best friends, my adopted siblings, my cousins, my family, my friends, and you lovely people on the internet! Also, coffee helps. #livingthatpoorlygallife #palliativecarewarrior #goodmorning #todayisbetterthanyesterday #coffeemakeseverythingbetter #asdowonderfulpeople (at Cardiff) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu8fA6DnuOe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=magmhctr4c9v

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Big thank you to my daddy and to my cousin @tommorgan03 for going to buy me these awesome pjs 😎! My current medical situation means only nighties or shorts are possible, and I was worried about accidentally flashing my 15 year old cousin in a nightie 🙈😂! It’s a bit annoying that the only comfy shorts sets of pjs we’ve found are men’s; apparently women don’t need to be comfortable to sleep, they just need to look sexy 🙄! Anyways, I love these, and I actually think they’re kinda cute?! #newpjs #thanksdaddy #livingthatpoorlygallife #whyarewomenspjshortssofuckinguncomfortable #menspjshortsalltheway (at Llansamlet) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuzxP63nwYH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kfa5l0tyv9eg

[incurableoptimistest1994]

What has made me happy on day 27 of my #100happydayschallenge ?? Simple; this lovely lot ❤️ I may be cursed with a really shitty body, but I’m blessed with some really fucking amazing people in my life ❤️ #100happydays #ilovemyfamily❤️ #todaywasagoodday #livingthatpoorlygallife #blessed #lovethislovelylot (at Llansamlet) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuzuKfJnJRL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lp84ernuqj0j

[incurableoptimistest1994]

Mum: you can go for a drive in the car with your dad and cousins to the Costa drive through as long as you don’t get out of the car, Kay? Me: absolutely! *20 minutes later* Me: *texts mum a selfie of me, dad and my cousins waiting in line in @joesicecreamofficial * Sorry mummy, but the call of the worlds best ice cream is far too strong! To be fair, I caused the staff at Joe’s to be both deeply concerned and deeply amused by my appearance in my frozen dressing gown, my slippers, men’s pjs, with my catheter bag hanging off my Zimmer frame... I did explain that I had an operation on Thursday! My dad and cousin didn’t help the situation; they decided to tell the poor girl serving us that I’d “escaped from The Home!!” 😂😂😂 It’s been a really, horrifically shitty few days... but today has been a good day. I’m so incredibly lucky to have so many amazing people who rally behind me. I’m loving my day with my family 💖 they make me so happy! Appreciate your people y’all; you never know how long you’ll have with them. Appreciate how amazing they are, and love them ❤️. #weregoingadventuring #sorrymum #iescaped #joesicecreamisthebest #livingthatpoorlygallife #ilovemyfamily❤️ #palliativecarewarrior #palliativecarefamily #appreciateyourpeople #whileyoucan #todaywasagoodday #blessed (at Llansamlet) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuzQfDtH1IE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ak26bg84i1jh

[incurableoptimistest1994]

I may be poorly, but muma bear and I are following our plan for a hair dyeing day today! Gotta look hot, even when you’re poorly 😘! #hairdyeingday #livingthatpoorlygallife #palliativecarewarrior #palliativecarefamily #mymumismystylist❤️ #rainbowhairdontcare🌈 (at Llansamlet) https://www.instagram.com/p/Buy0niUngbq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uo5jmjx6700y