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pars-cor · 3 months ago

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#sit in the rain #drown #tired #living is slowly dying #end it #dead inside #insignificant #abandoned

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j0celynh0rr0r · 4 months ago

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seafoamdew · 7 months ago

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I’d give anything. Just let him live.

#my art #hijack #frostcup #rotg #httyd #jack frost #hiccup horrendous haddock lll #what’s up googleybears😘#long time no hijack #but I come bearing art #forgive me y’all I took a sabbatical #back to business tho~#the au: what if we were soulmates and you’re a winter spirit who’s slowly dying as magic ceases to exist but I just found you and I’ll do #everything in my power to make you live #even if I have to fight the gods and sell my soul to the moon

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starry-bi-sky · 1 month ago

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danny and officer martinez's relationship in "late at night, when the nightingale sings" in a nutshell:

Martinez: FREAK! GET YOUR FUCKING KID!

Battinson, on the other side of the crime scene: he don't bite

Martinez, with Nightingale firmly attached his arm, visibly biting him: YES HE DO!

*points at them* Danny is the Bugs Bunny to Martinez's Elmer Fudd.

Another Officer: i can't believe you're fighting with an actual twelve year old. Martinez: i swear to god that is not a twelve year old, that is a little hellion that crawled out of batman's shadow one dark and stormy night and decided to dedicate his existence to tormenting me. Officer: Are you really that mad about him putting a sticky note on your back-- Martinez: thats not the point

in danny's defense: the word "freak" is. a mini beserker button for him for.... obvious ghostly reasons, so like, even if its not directed at him, he still very much unappreciates Martinez's insults at Battinson. Danny may or may not be projecting.

he's not going to hurt the guy! not in any serious or permanently disfiguring way at least! But he is going to leave mean sticky notes on the square part of his spine that he can't reach, and stick salt in his 3AM Late Night Crime Scene Coffee, and kick the bottom of his heel while he's walking so he stumbles. And other petty, infuriating things that tally up and boil over, over time.

#dpxdc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dp x dc #dpxdc crossover #blood blossom au #dpxdc memes #dpxdc au #the only thing martinez is right about is the fact that danny is. in fact. NOT twelve.#he's just shrimpy because he's half-dead #there's eventually a 'martinez vs nightingale' board in the precinct called the beef board. it tallies every time one of them gets got by #the other. danny is currently in the lead by a wide margin. martinez is very limited in what he can do bc of multiple reasons. but one #of them is the fact that batman HAS punched a cop before. three actually. and he won't hesitate to punch another if martinez actually did #anything to harm nightingale. and also nightingale shows up so rarely and doesnt stick around long enough for martinez to retaliate #or properly plan ahead. its kinda a wild card whether or not nightingale pops up on the scene.#nightingale: i am just a little guy!! the littlest of boy!! baddabing-baddaboom! you wouldn't do nothin to a little guy would'ya?#battinson who atp knows full well that if it werent for the blood blossom danny could turn martinez into a red smear: *would you?*#danny: if it werent for the laws of this land i would have committed acts of violence against You Specifically :)#and also like. every single other officer insulting batman and callin him a freak. they're not safe either martinez is just the poor sucker #that i have a name to give the face to #danny's a good kid but also i don't picture him totally.. hm... mentally stable? he's a little spicy. as a treat.#he's kind at his core but also he found his family's corpses and was isolated from society for 4 months by his abusive godfather and was #poisoned with quite literally the only toxin capable of destroying him entirely and can no longer (currently) use his powers without dying #instantly. so he's! he's doing his best! like between being chaotic and being kind he's def gonna choose being kind but also.#he's living on borrowed time and is in a constant active state of being slowly eaten alive by his own bloodstream. it weighs on ya psyche #danny's barely even processed his family's death and now he's got all this other trauma stacked on top to address. he is Windows EXP rn #tormenting martinez is just. an itty bitty way he can let loose some of the stress he's ignoring.#considering danny's alternate timeline was: world annihilation. he thinks he's doing pretty well all things considered

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specialagentartemis · 9 months ago

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under-realized horror concept from Danny Phantom #714298: ecto-acne.

In the show it's basically a joke. Haha! Vlad's life-ruining ghostly medical disaster... was acne! The proto-portal accident gave him ghost pimples! This is relateable humor for teens!

But damn when you think about it. There is ectoplasm, the very essence of something dead, rolling and roiling under your skin. Your living body is trying to reject this dead thing that is part of you; your skin bubbles, warps, pops under the strain of your body trying to reject itself, your body trying to force this otherworldly thing out of you. Your skin is twisting and cracking as it slowly kills you, your body destroying itself trying to get it out.

But from the outside sure, haha acne, right

#Danny Phantom #played right the effects of ecto-acne could be truly horrifying #evidence of the failed experiment; the imperfect portal #Vlad dying slowly from effects like the rejection of an organ #and being killed slowly by the imperfect integration of ectoplasm and living flesh sealing that integration. that transformation

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corallapis · 1 year ago

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yana and chantho traveling with the doctor and jack and martha. at some point they go back in time and meet others of chantho's species and despite the fact that she's enjoyed traveling and still holds a flame for yana, she chooses to stay. she tells the doctor how it feels to be united with the hivemind again after so long bereft, how she couldn't choose to be the last when there's any other option. and the doctor's fingers close around yana's watch where it sits in his pocket and he wishes her well.

#thinking about the doctor yelling ''whatever you do don't open that watch!!!''#boy. You Are Insane.#living with the dilemma of it would literally eat him alive like it would slowly crush his soul. he'd physically droop like a dying flower #and i for one would like to see it #doctor x master #dw

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mean-vampyre · 4 months ago

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Movie so good it makes you want to kill yourself

#i saw the tv glow #I went into that movie thiking I was safe bc im not trans so it cannot hurt me #girl I think i need to call off from work tomorrow because the physical discomfort I feel is so bad #what if inwake up in 20 years suffocating inside the fake life i have created #what if the fictional lige i live in my head is the real life and im just trapped here without a heart slowly dying

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ilynpilled · 2 years ago

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A Game of Thrones - Catelyn X

A Clash of Kings - Catelyn VII

A Storm of Swords - Jaime I

A Storm of Swords - Jaime III

A Storm of Swords - Jaime IV

Jaime & Passive Suicidal Ideation

His statements and actions concerning the subject are framed as him not being afraid. But he is. He is afraid of what he has become, afraid of confronting himself, afraid of confronting the world, and he is afraid of having to live.

He should not be brave enough to die. He should be brave enough to live.

#i dont think a lot of ppl acknowledge that pre hand loss jaime kinda wants to fucking die deep down #especially when he forgets his fixation on cersei #it is such an interesting obsession that he has with a ‘chivalrous’ death #he completely romanticizes this idea despite his dissillusionment with knighthood #again death is so much easier than confronting the moral paradoxes dilemmas and his self-concept #he is deep down very aware about what he has become and he desperately seeks purpose in just dying with sword in hand #and he does not even reconsider until brienne confronts him and reveals this ideation for what it is #it is cowardice on his part #it is a facade of bravery masking self loathing #dying is easy living is hard #honestly jaime pre handloss was basically just a man slowly destroying himself #and it seeps back sometimes during affc too #hed rather die than end up facing damnation despite all of his efforts #now damnation that is something he is terrified of #valyrianscrolls #asoiaf #jaime lannister

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visenyaism · 1 year ago

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Soooo obsessed with the stories of Syrax and Sunfyre.

Syrax: a life spent chained esp after Rhaenyra reaches adulthood (based on the assumption/inferred from text that after a childhood of Rhaenyra rode less. Especially once the Dance started and she was recovering from traumatic birth) never had to hunt and was fed by keepers. (Also described as “well fed” but the wiki sourcing is a bit too vague for my tastes) Laid several clutches. Killed Joffrey when he desperately tried to ride her. Chose suicide in a blind rage killing rioters until she fell.

Sunfyre: Described as beautiful and strong, critically wounded along with Aegon during the first real dragon duel of the Dance. Neither fully recover. Survives devouring dead soldiers- and eventually other dragons. Barely survives the second dragon duel, and devours that dragon as well. Is used to execute Rhaenyra by eating her as well and eventually dies of festering wounds.

Just to go along with your ideas of dragons and riders sharing parts of their personality the narratives are shared too and it gets me so Good.

by god someone did it….you unlocked the secret good fire and blood for real. going crazy about this

#asoiaf #THEY WERE BOTH GOLDEN……..#dying trying to defend the cage that KILLS you vs slowly rotting from the inside out but living because you just. do… wow #cause that’s rhaenyra and aegon.

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gojooooo · 2 months ago

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man i love open endings. the fact that thanks to yuuji there might indeed be the next time sukuna talks about in case some idiot decides to eat a finger again. and we need fics where yuuji is that idiot

#hiding this in the tags but i think jjk and mha kinda conveyed the same concept #i haven’t mentioned it because sukuita always steals 100% of my attention but gojo’s moment was great too! as i said i think gege stayed #true to his characters till the end and i’ve always thought gojo coming back to life was absolute bs not because i didn’t want him back but #because it would completely ruin what was trying to be told through his story. he carried out the destiny he was doomed to carry out and #gege even specified this for us and /why/ it’s going to be different for yuuji #it can also be found in the way gojo and sukuna fought vs yuuji and sukuna #and it’s rly similar to horikoshi’s concept of the new generation reaching out to the villains and trying to understand them & /that/ is #what ‘the greatest hero’ truly means #ok now i’m digressing because gojo was more about himself and the title he was stuck with but it’s all so similar you know #which brings me to my point (finally)#the fact that the villains always ‘loses’ in the end. and i’m thinking that letting them live would be such a risky direction to take bc #it’s so easy to make it either corny or unrealistic. if the whole thing is about succeeding in reaching out then it’s going to happen at the #very last. and realistically it’s going to be too late. they’re going to be too far gone and it sucks but that’s how it is #shoto can discuss soba with touya but he’s still slowly dying. you know #so the best we can hope for is that the battle the villain fought at least leaves a mark and they sure did #something something the bad guy changing the good guy as much as he changed him #so yeah um maybe i am making sense maybe i am not but i woke up this morning and kinda went insane because it dawned on me that yuuji gave #sukuna another chance to life taking himself out of the equation #UGH. CIGARETTE EMOJI #speaking of which i’ve been (im)patiently waiting for olasketches and cruyuu’s reactions #my fave people on tumblr are genuinely the first people i think about after something good happens #my post

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pars-cor · 2 months ago

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“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”

― Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral’s Kiss

#the first cut is the deepest #wounds #living is slowly dying #dead inside #suicide #no use #nothing matters #not worth it #alive but not living #drained

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j0celynh0rr0r · 3 months ago

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Do you still love me?

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love-songs-for-emma · 1 year ago

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s1 is like "is hannibal faking All Of This?" (the depth of his relationship with will); s2 is like "is will faking All Of This?" (the depth of his relationship with hannibal); s3 is like "oh man. these two are equally fucking insane about each other & they KNOW IT"

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mayunagioia · 5 months ago

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How do you stop crying for a fictional character? Asking for a friend, y'know.

Seriously though, I hate that "he's slowly dying" sentence. I know, I know, his body was literally reduced to charcoal, but GODDAMMIT HE'S BEEN IN THAT TUBE FOR 2 MONTHS ALREADY AND YOU CAN'T TELL ME HIS FATE IS SEALEAD

And knowing Horikoshi wants to end the manga in the next 4 chapters is... GODDAMMITFUCKFUCKFUCK

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veone · 10 months ago

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▪️if you ever need anything, please don't hesitate to ask someone else first.

#i'm finnally happy with this specific era of baby nick i think he may have started t already maybe been on for a couple of months he's havin #fun with acne again he is dying inside but happy #he's like 19 here and still lives at home he's in school trying to do something #stefans dragging him to the autoshop with him to work and he's slowly coming to the conclusion he hates this #he liked it better when he was younger and was just goofing around with his dad but now he gotta work like what #plus he gotta hide that he smokes sdfghjk #he's been smoking since he was 14 he wanted a deeper voice okay!#stefan is aware and his just disappointed like child no #on the note of t! its lowkey filling stefan with so much joy cause nick looks so much like him he's proud for some weird reason like look a #mini me. all of his work freinds are geeked for em and its an adjustment because they new him so long but they poke fun at him and treat em #the rookie he is #on the record though nicks great with cars just its boring #Spotify #ts4 #simblr #sims 4 #nicolas ishida #my sims

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vandalizedheart · 21 days ago

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something soul-crushing for nikki (and fun for me) would be her meeting another sonic and him just... not understanding her, even if she explains her whole deal and what happened to her. worse would be him brushing her off/being dismissive, a la how he is with surge in idw.

#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#obv how sonic handles her would depend on the characterization lol.#something nikki has in her corner is that she doesn’t have a boiling hatred for other variants of herself.#doesn’t want to fight them either tbh.#but like;; eggman dying wasnt the only thing that traumatized her. moreso the tiping point that caused her to break down.#nikki had to deal with barely having a childhood. being responsible for the guy trying to take over the world when she was a child.#watching people die because eggman decided to split the earth in half or drown the whole city with the water deity.#not 2 mention becoming a hero/public figure that ppl idolized and depended on; and all the discomforts that brought her.#it'd be interesting to see if another sonic would/wouldn't understand everything that weighs on her.#cuz i know another interpretation would just be him going like “who give a shit live ur life to the fullest ✌️” HGDHDHIIDH #anyways... back 2 work i'll be lurking. <3

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