#living at home is great since you're saving money but living at home is awful bc you start to become more on the same level as your parents

[sunjaesol]

asking my father two questions (what do you want to eat on thursday and can you drive me to x place) and he fully malfunctioned and glared at me for all of dinner for daring to ask him stuff.

[kolyasangel]

NEW BEGINNINGS

synopsis: the new apartment complex you just moved into doesn't feel like home just yet, but you're hopeful you can make friends with your next-door neighbor.

content: ch. 1 of icarus falls - main navi / wc: 4.2k

A thud is heard when you drop a box on your foot.

You groan and stoop to pick the box back up. Thankfully, it wasn't that heavy, so your foot is alright. You should be at work right now, but you're thankful your boss knew you've been busy moving and had been kind enough to grant you a day off to settle into your new apartment. It's actually been a few days since you officially moved in, but you're still hauling items from your old uni dorm, plus your parents' house, which was a lot more difficult than expected.

You recently moved into this apartment complex with the hard-earned money you saved up. Although it was far from beautiful, it wasn't awful at all either by any means. But you do hope that one day, you can afford a house of your own. Daydreams often come to you about having a place you could call a home of your own, maybe even a cozy cottage surrounded by lush greenery and lots of vibrant blossoms. That sounds nice, right? The thought of a tranquil and secluded place is undeniably appealing, you have to admit. With your current job, affording something nicer than this seems like a distant dream, but you make it work since you're grateful for what you have now. Something is better than nothing.

Even though many people live in the complex, you feel like an odd one out in this building, as most of the residents are considerably older than you. Despite this, you've made it a goal of yours to become acquainted with some of your neighbors who live on the same floor. Sometimes when you're walking past them, you'll wave or exchange greetings, and perhaps even strike up a conversation when the opportunity arises. But there's still someone you've yet to meet.

Your thoughts are interrupted by your landlord, who has just finished inspecting the apartment to ensure everything is in order and that there are no issues with the place. Judging by his appearance, he seems visibly older, probably in his forties.

"Everything looks great, miss. The place is in pristine condition, just like new." He says with a chuckle.

"Thank you." you smiled at him and listened as he continued to speak.

"If you need anything or encounter an issue, I'm always available." he flashes one more kind smile before turning to the stairs and heading to leave.

Just as he was about to take the first step, you summon the courage to speak up. "Uh, sir, excuse me..?"

He turns to look at you, his actions halting when he hears your voice.

"Does someone live here?" You ask, pointing at the door to the right of yours.

He glances in the direction you are looking in. "Huh? Yeah, the guy's pretty depressed though. Probably not a good idea to talk to him." He laughs, finding his own comment humorous, although it doesn't sit well with you as you don't find what he said at all to be funny. Despite this, you try to downplay your reaction, concealing your displeasure at his words.

"Do you know his name?" you press further, your curiosity now piqued.

"Uh— Niko.. Nikolai, I believe. Yeah, that's the one." he rubs his chin as if he's thinking hard about the question.

"Nikolai.." You pronounce softly, the name rolling off your tongue easily.

"Well, if that's all, I'll be off then."

You nod and thank him again and watch as he walks off, disappearing from your sight.

You weren't sure of what he meant by what he said, but it left you with a sense of uneasiness. Maybe you should just stop worrying, it's none of your business anyway. At least that's what you tried to convince yourself to believe in an attempt to silence the nagging worry at the back of your mind. Just leave it alone.

A frown fell on your lips when you thought of his words again, causing you to bite the inside of your cheek as you recalled the distasteful words. Even if it was meant to be a joke, it was a poor one at that. No one deserves to be talked about in that way.

Interest in the person who lives next to you is only heightened, which compels your next action— Knock. Knock. Knock.

"Hello?" you call out to whoever might be inside, your knuckles still against the wood.

No answer.

Maybe you shouldn't bother.

You sigh and withdraw your hand, pulling away from the door and looking back at the ground. The few remaining boxes left outside your door were practically calling for your name, awaiting unpacking. However, you couldn't concentrate on unpacking anymore, thanks to the new information you'd just been informed of that completely derailed you. With some reluctance, you decided that you were going to attempt to delve into the task again, leaning down to pick up a box.

But that all quickly went out the window when your gaze was again drawn to the quiet apartment adjacent to yours. You don't know who or what possessed you to make the next move, because you found yourself standing up again and reaching for the handle of the neighboring door.

"What do you think you're doing?" A stern voice interrupts your actions, catching you off guard.

The suddenness and the daunting tone instilled a feeling of dread in you, the situation diverting into something you didn't expect. It causes you to retract your hand quicker than lightning, fearful of catching a glimpse of the person's face, probably angry with you. But in a fleeting second, your head turns anyway, and your gaze meets his. A cold shiver immediately runs down your spine when piercing, mismatched eyes peer back into yours. You observe his worn-out appearance and the grocery bags he's holding in his hands, his long white hair tied into a braid, and the unnerving scar running down his left eye.  

"Watch where you're going." He says rather coldly before jingling his keys into the lock.

"I-I'm sorry.." You move away from the door and let him enter his apartment, leaving you standing there, feeling apologetic. "Um, I—!" You step back with a look of shock on your face as he slams the door.

Maybe he's just in a bad mood. No, he has every right to be mad at you— it literally looked like you were about to break into his fucking apartment. Great, this was the impression you left on the person who lives next door to you? Fantastic.

You realized it was by your own fault that provoked such a reaction from him, but recalling what you had just been told about Nikolai, all you were left with was a lingering sense of concern and curiosity.

— ✦

It's nearing afternoon, and you are getting ready for work. Since your job requires some moving around, you like to wear something simple and would rather be comfortable than anything while also considering practicality. But you still did like to make yourself all pretty, doing your makeup and hair being a simple but enjoyable part of your routine and overall day. Although, the heat of the summer has led you to opt for lighter, more refreshing makeup these days. After finishing up, you grab your belongings— car keys, wallet, lip balm, and put them in your bag, prepared to head out for the day.

On your way out the door, you see your neighbor standing on the balcony, his arms resting on the railing and his eyes focused on the view in front of him. He seems to be lost in thought.

"Good morning, Nikolai." You greet him politely.

Startled by the sudden voice, he turns his head toward you. "How do you know my name?" he asked with a hint of wariness laced in his voice.

"O-Oh um, the landlord told me. I promise I'm not a stalker.." You laugh it off, but he doesn't seem fazed.

"That's what a stalker would say." He says in a low tone, jokingly.

"What?"

"Nothing."

You look down at your feet, hoping he will break the ice as you are starting to feel uncomfortable in the silence that continues to prolong.

"Do you need something from me?" he eventually asks, noticing you aren't moving from your place.

Your ears perk up when his words register in your head. "I wanted to apologize for yesterday.. I know it looked like I was doing something bad but I promise that wasn't what I intended! I-I moved in recently and I just—"

He walks past you and reaches for the door to return inside his apartment, disinterested in what you have to say, having heard enough already.

"Wait!" You grab his arm in desperation. "I'm sorry for scaring you.."

"You..? Scary? Please." He looks at you with an unreadable expression before tugging his arm away from your weak grip. You're acting like you've already known each other for years. He has to wonder if you fake it, or if that must just be your personality. After all, he would know a thing or two about artificial personas.

"That's not what I meant.." you grumble, frustrated once again by his stubbornness.

"I'm nothing but a stranger to you, why are you trying to get close to me?" he shoots back.

"But, we don't have to be! I'm trying to make it so that's not our situation, I would like to know you a little better. You are my neighbor after all." You defend yourself.

Surprisingly, he lets out a chuckle, though it was seemingly a mocking one at that. "Do you do this with everyone you meet? There's a lot of dangerous people roaming around, you're going to get yourself into a very bad situation one day if you're not careful who you talk to, girl."

"But the fact that you said that makes me think you're not one of those people."

His eyes widen for a second before you continue to speak.

"Can I buy you a drink or something some time? As a proper apology?" You offer, hopefully, to elicit a positive response from him.

He was silent for a moment while staring at the door he wanted to so badly close on your face. "We'll see." He leaves it at that, undoubtedly not interested in drawing out the conversation.

"Really?" Your eyes light up at his words, leaving you with a spark of hope.

"Please, just leave me alone now."

That hope you felt for a short moment was quickly extinguished by his plea for solitude. You noticed the falter in his sentence contradicting his earlier coldness. Disheartened, you let go and step back in defeat, watching him return inside and close his apartment door.

There was something very wrong.

— ✦

"I like this one!" The cheerful voice of a customer rings in your ears.

"I'll get that one for you then, just a minute sir." You politely assure with a warm smile. You are arranging a bouquet for a customer who is planning to surprise his girlfriend, and he has just picked out the ribbon color to wrap around the flowers.

The soft pink of the ribbon perfectly complements the delicate pink tulips as you skillfully tie it into a flawless bow, taking a moment to admire your handiwork.

"Add in one of those white teddy bears too, I think she'll like that." the customer jovially adds.

You glance to your side, where an array of tiny gifts, such as small teddy bears and other stuffed animals, are displayed and available to add an extra touch of sweetness to someone's day. Choosing one of the teddies and placing it on the counter along with the bouquet, you ring the customer up at the cash register before handing over his new purchases.

The jingle of little bells on the door signals the departure of a pleased customer, a satisfied smile creeping up on your face as you watch the customer walk out of the shop. As stressful as your job could get sometimes, it was rewarding in the long run. Making people smile when they receive flowers is always the best part of your job. Moreover, it's a Friday today, so you also have a restful weekend to look forward to.

Your fingers tap on the counter as you stare at the clock, hoping your intense glare bullying the arms of the clock will impend them to move faster. The uncharacteristic impatience is unusual— because you actually like and enjoy your job. But there was something else on your mind today, plaguing your thoughts. Ever since Nikolai left you with a vague answer this morning regarding your potential hangout with him, it lingered in your mind, stirring a need for reassurance. You needed more confirmation from him, and perhaps, if luck was on your side, he would agree.

You don't know why you're so persistent in your endeavors. Maybe because you just want to make new friends, and Nikolai's dismissive behavior made you only feel more determined to bridge the gap between the both of you.

Post-college life has felt uneventful thus far, to say the least. Following uni, your friends moved away to further their education and achieve their dreams, off to different cities, countries even. Things have been quiet after graduation, and making new friends proved challenging. And amidst all this, you felt an undeniable sense of loneliness gnawing at you. It's only natural for humans to yearn for a connection, but you feel that the longing weighs heavy on you, especially nowadays. It all appeared too out of reach, too elusive to even hope upon. But, now that you had a chance to make a new friend, you weren't going to let the opportunity slip away from your fingers so easily. At first glance, Nikolai didn't seem much older than you either, so that was also a plus. Maybe the two of you would have some things in common if he was open to conversation, that was. His stubbornness, albeit making you feel a mixture of frustration, also fuels your determination to connect with him, feeling that there is more to him than what meets the eye.

Even now, you are working only with one other person on your shift. There were only ever a few people working in the shop, one of you handling arrangements and the front register while the other assisted and made deliveries on occasion. The tasks you needed to complete at work depended, based on what needed to be done on that day. Sometimes you engaged in conversation with your coworkers, but light chatter about the weather or what you ate for lunch was as far as your interactions went, evolving into nothing more than small talk.

As closing time neared, you began to close up shop, your movements more hasty than usual. You were eager to clock out and head to your favorite cafe down the road, which had become a post-work ritual for you. Locking the shop door with your key and hearing a satisfying click before exchanging goodbyes with your coworker, you look up at the sky, noticing that the sun is going to set soon. You pull out your phone and check the time— 7:13 p.m.

With anticipation, you walk a few blocks down until making it to the cozy cafe you've come to adore. A familiar chime of bells greets you as you push the door open, a reminder of the same bells you added to the gift shop entrance after a visit to the cafe— not being able to resist replicating the charm.

Usually, you order something simple, but the allure of the new summer menu catches your eye. So you decide to try something new and treat yourself to an iced strawberry green tea. Although you had to admit, you only ordered it because you were enticed by the cute strawberry drawing on the chalkboard that advertised the seasonal drink.

You pull out your wallet, fingers idly grazing the edge of the card while you wait in line after placing your order. While you wait, you take a moment to take in the lovely ambiance of the cafe— the soft glow of twinkling lights overhead and the relaxing atmosphere of the place. However, your peaceful mood is eventually spoiled when your gaze shifts to the pairs of couples sitting at the tables and groups of friends sharing laughter, briefly stirring an all-too-familiar pang in your chest. Your mind gets lost in the bittersweet memories shared with old friends when you were still a student. You wonder if your friends stayed in the city if they would spend time with you like they used to, if they would still call or text you like they used to.

Now that it comes to mind, you don't ever recall a time when you weren't the one reaching out and asking your friends to hang out with you first. It didn't bother you before, possibly because you didn't notice at the time, but the give or take of communication always fell upon you. A certain discomfort permeated your senses as you sat with your thoughts for a bit longer, your nails scratching against the plastic of your card in a vain endeavor to quiet them. Not wanting to wallow in your own thoughts, you quickly shift your focus so that your gaze is fixated on the floor instead. That is until you hear your name called, deterring your eyes from the ground. You pay for your drink, settling up at the register before exchanging a thank you. The coldness of the iced drink brings a chill to your fingers as you touch the cup and bring it to your lips, the sweet flavor of strawberry settling on your tongue, leaving you satisfied with your choice.

Leaving the cafe and heading to your car, your mind wanders again, a flood of old memories washing over you as you reminisce about your days in uni. It was pointless now to think about what could've been different, what you could've done differently. You know that. But you can't help but do it anyway, the reason why things turned out the way they did being unfathomable to you. Once inside your car, you take a deep breath before putting on your seatbelt and starting the engine. The soft hum of the engine lulls you into a reflective state as you begin to drive home, the route you're still becoming familiar with soothing your mind.

— ✦

As you park and step out of your car, you look up at the apartment complex and notice someone standing on the balcony.

It's Nikolai, and he's looking out at the sky. The sun was beginning to set.

Walking up the stairs to your apartment on the second floor, you catch a glimpse of Nikolai as his back is turned to you. You approach him calmly and comfortably.

"Hi, Nikolai." you say with a soft smile.

He turns to you. "Hey." he says, low and plain.

You were expecting a harsh comment or look from him, but to your surprise, he has a gentler look on his face, his eyebrows relaxed. Maybe he's in a better mood now.

Nikolai observes your tired expression and realizes you must've just returned from work, particularly eyeing your simple outfit comprising of jeans and a short-sleeved top. Wherever you work, he doesn't care enough to ask.

As you join next to him on the balcony, your eyes fall upon the sun that is dipping below the horizon, casting a warm glow over its surroundings and painting the sky in fiery shades. Sunsets never fail to bring a sense of peace and calmness to your day, there was something about them that made you want to delve into the awe and beauty of nature. After not-so-great days, the sunset was a reminder that a better tomorrow would await you, always giving you the feeling that everything was going to be alright.

Nikolai must like watching the sunset too, you assume. You thought as much as you shifted your gaze towards him, his usual expression and features softened by the evening light. However, you notice how he looks distracted or rather that he's thinking hard about something. Hesitation pervaded your mind as words sat at the tip of your tongue, daring to spill. But you decide that you shouldn't ask him about whatever was on his mind, worrying he'll get irritated.

"You stand here a lot." You comment instead.

His tone shifts into a light-hearted one, putting your worries at ease. "What do you mean? You've only seen me twice. Don't tell me you actually are a stalker?" He joked, his gaze not moving from the view ahead.

Feeling relief from his playful response, though still slightly embarrassed by your previous statement, you redden, wishing you would've eaten your words rather than speaking them out loud. "Well, I mean.. you were here this morning.. and right now. I'm just making an observation." you replied, almost stumbling over your words.

He hummed, nonverbally agreeing with your words.

"But then, why haven't I seen you before yesterday?" You asked, curious.

"I was busy."

"With?"

"Gosh, you're so nosy, aren't you?"

"I-I'm sorry." You murmur as your voice gets fainter, looking back towards the fading sunlight in the sky.

Nikolai looked back at you for a moment when you looked away from him, taking heed of the pink tinge of glow that spread across your cheeks. He watches the wind wafting away strands of hair before cascading over your flushed cheeks again as both his and your hair billow from the gentle breeze, finding himself incapable of looking away after noticing how the setting sun poured pools of orange and yellow into your eyes, creating reflections that swam around in your irises.

Noticing his gaze is now fixated on you instead of the sun, you confusedly ask him, "Is something wrong?"  

For a moment, he seems to struggle to find the right words. His gaze averted from you swiftly, feigning indifference to pretend he wasn't doing anything. He had to look away before unwanted feelings rose in his chest. "No... I'm going, g'night." He hastily spoke before turning away, excusing himself.

"Wait!" you called after him, causing him to halt and look back at you, taken aback and visibly perplexed by your frantic voice. "About us hanging out, are you still down? I mean, you didn't really give me an answer last time.. so I wanted to check with you to make sure."

"Why did you want to in the first place again?" He asked, running a hand through his hair before stuffing his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants, looking at you confusedly.

"As my apology to you, remember?" You explain, your voice growing quieter with sheepishness, replacing your previous tone. "And.. and I think it would be a nice opportunity to get to know each other and maybe become friends."

The reason is unknown to you, but the way Nikolai tenses up at your words is discernible, though he quickly composes himself before replying to you. "You're still thinking about that? Listen, I don't care about what happened yesterday. What's done is done, you don't need to do anything for me."

"But I want to." You insisted, looking at him with pleading eyes.

Gosh, you wouldn't give it up, would you?

Nikolai sighed involuntarily, taking some time to gather his thoughts before he carelessly spews out something unnecessarily mean at you. It's dangerous to get too close to anyone. Ever since what happened, since he died, he pledged to himself that he would never get close to anyone again. He cringed whenever he thought about how he committed all those atrocities and conducted a whole prison break years ago— all in the name of what? Freedom? What freedom? There is no true freedom. At least not here. He had to learn that the hard way. He'd become too overconfident and didn't realize it wasn't as easy as he had initially thought, and now he's stuck in this strange space in life where he doesn't know what to do with himself anymore. And yet, despite the chaos occurring in his head, clouding his mind, he knew he had to give you an answer. He figured that if he said yes to you this one time, maybe, just maybe, you would leave him alone after that. That's the only reason why you're doing this, right? You just want to show him you're sorry for your stupid mishap, and that's all. He didn't have any big plans for tomorrow anyway, and it was about time he actually did something else for once rather than his usual routine.

"As long as you don't constantly interrogate me." He eventually settles.

You held out your pinky to him, causing him to look at you with bewilderment at your childish display. "I promise I won't berate you with questions." you pledged, softly giggling.

And for the first time, you swear a genuine smile graces his face. He takes one hand out of his pocket and holds out his pinky, linking it with yours.

Maybe things will get better.

© kolyasangel 2024 - no reposts. do not copy, steal, or translate. reblogs are appreciated.

[ladybelladonna76]

Voila, Dakota's Misty Summer, Part II

"So Vicki what do you think?", Misty twirled showing off yet another outfit, one of many she tried since commandeering the young lady now languishing in post orgasmic bliss in the changing room

"You look amazing", Vicki was still in the grips of post orgasm daze, she thought Misty looked gorgeous in everything, "everything about you is amazing Misty", she looked her in awe.

Misty vainly another snapped a selfie in the mirror, she loved how she looked now "Fuck, my ass looks incredible in these pants, I'll take them," she waved her arms, "Fuck it, I'll take everything you brought me, you have a great eye V", Vicki beamed goofily at the praise from this goddess.

Even with Vicki's employee discount Dakota's credit cards were going to scream but she'd lived a frugal life up to this point. She had spent the past four years saving up a lot of money to buy a house, but Misty really needed these clothes more. This was just a necessary reallocation of resources, a pivot Misty thought. Anyways Misty had a plan formulating in her mind that would take care of all her needs. She just had to put that plan into action. She pressed the send button on her phone and sent a text.

Dakota opened the changing room door and saw the two waiting peons sat gossiping.

"Stop messing about and get my bags packed up I want to pay", she turned and winked at Vicki, "hurry up, I don't have all day to wait for your incompetence, I'm tired and need to rest", she looked back at Vicki, "thank you for everything V, I have never had my needs met like this in any shop, you're the perfect sales woman," she kissed V gently

"I'll be sure to ask for you next time I need assistance here, I'll take these two bags now, send the rest along there's my address and phone number", she winked seductively.

"Anything for you Misty", Vicki would do anything to ensure Misty's satisfaction.

In the taxi Misty called Viola's she needed to dicuss some matters with Raven. After a long and fruitful phone conversation Misty arranged a regular follow up appointment when she felt her phone vibrate, looking at the incoming notification a smile crept over her face. "I'll see you soon Raven but I've got to go, something just came up up that I've got to take care of", she hung up and looked at the text that she'd just recieved, Mr Taylor had taken her bait, now to reel him in.

"I'm sorry but my son has graduated, I don't understand why you'd need a Parent Teacher conference now"

Smiling she replied quickly.

"We're sorry about the unusual nature of this request but I'm afraid this is a delicate matter, we don't want to get the authorities involved and create a scandal Mr Taylor", she knew reputation was very important to men like him.

"I'm a busy man, this is a huge inconvenience"

"I'd be happy to come to you"

"Well I'm leaving on a trip tomorrow and have a free evening, can you make it to my house by 5"

"That would be perfect, I'd love to dicuss this with you and Mrs Taylor, would Jack be there?"

"It's just me, my wife and Jack are away on vacation", Raven had told her Mrs Taylor had gone on a summer long trip with her son.

"That's a shame, but I am happy to talk to you one on one about this matter"

"Fine", he agreed begrudgingly.

Misty had time to go home and get ready before her rendezvous.

As her car dropped her off at the Taylor's area, Misty looked up at the imposing luxurious building in front of her.

"Nice place Jack, this isn't a home, it's a 5 star hotel, Daddy has done well for himself"

She checked her makeup and straightened up her outfit.

"Okay Misty, it's go time"

Walking up to the building the sound of heels on the pavement were like a hypnotic drum beat, she could understood why Jack didn't care at school, he knew he had all this to back him up. There was no jeopardy in his life, if he ever failed, if he ever faltered, Daddy would always be there to provide for and protect him.

She wanted to see inside his privileged world, to get a taste of this level of decadence.

Guest services let her in without question, her aura and poise said she belonged here, Dakota would have never got past this point she would have had to wait to be accompanied, Misty swept past without barely pausing. Misty he was pleased to discover that the Taylor was the Penthouse, an avaricious smile appeared on her face as she stepped into into the elegant elevator.

'Oh to live like the 1%'

The elevator arrived at the Taylor's residence floor, the ding sent a shiver of anticipation up her spine as an assured smile spread across her face, the doors opened

Standing in front of her was Jack's dad. Misty paused sizing up Mr Taylor, she could see where Jack got his good looks, despite being in his early 50's, just old enough to be her own father. Mr Taylor's body showed few signs of aging. He was a man who obviously took care of himself, money was no object to him. He wore an obviously expensive designer suit that accentuated rather than hid his toned well exercised body. Misty felt a warmth spread through her she felt her pussy grow wetter.

"Okay Ms....", Mr Taylor looked up and stopped midsentence, "..Ms Harding?". Mr Taylor had very little input on Jack's schooling, his schedule and wealth allowed him to outsource his son's upbringing to nanny's, his absentee wife, and the education system, but he did recall Jack's teacher being a dumpy plain woman he met once at orientation, back when he was more hands on.

"Not quite Mr Taylor, I'm afraid Ms Harding retired, I'm her replacement", Misty smiled

"Retired, she barely looked 30", he squinted

"That's why I'm here", inwardly Misty reveled in this game, "Jack was responsible for her early retirement"

"Look Jack is just a boy", instantly Mr Taylor went on the defensive, "if she can't handle teaching and gets scared away by the students, that's hardly my or Jack's fault", he sense a shakedown and there was no way he was going to allow it to happen, he negotiated Billion Dollar mergers before breakfast, "if she wasn't emotionally strong enough to cope with teaching I think Jack did her a favor"

"Oh he definitely did her a favor", Misty closed the distance until she was looking up into Mr Taylor's eyes, "he helped her see the world in a different light"

"What are you taking about?"

"He gave her a voucher for Voila", a smile crept on to Misty's face

Mr Taylor's jaw slackened as the realization of what his son had done hit him, "I only told him about Voila so he could send one of those girls he sleeps with, maybe get more of a serious relationship, I never thought he'd send his teacher, I'm not responsible for..."

"Oh but you are Mr Taylor", she placed a hand on his chin and lifted his face up to look at hers, "you failed to raise your son properly and so he ridiculed his teacher, belittled her, made her leave"

"It's just a place women go to get a haircut"

"That's not all it is", her tone grew harder, "is it?"

"I believe they help with life coaching"

"You know exactly what they do there"

"They just help people that's all"

"They help people all right", Misty sneered, "They helped me"

"You,", he almost fell back shaking his head in wide eyed disbelief, "no, no, no...", his voice trailed off becoming barely a whisper.

"I was bored, but I was happy you know? I didn't have much but I had a plans, but now...."

"What are you talking about....", the realization had hit Mr Taylor like a tonne of bricks, ".....Miss....Ms. Harding is that really, it can't be....", he looked at her dumbfounded in awe, she saw his suit pants start to bulge, 'just what I expected' she smiled.

She leapt at him grabbing his face, cutting him off with a passionate kidd, "Ms Harding is retired for good, I'm her superior replacement Misty and I am rarely bored nowadays because I know what I want and I know how to get it.....", he struggled against her, but his resistance was half hearted at best, "and right now what i want is you Mr. Taylor", her hands guided him to her firm ripe ass

"I'm a married man Ms..Mi..Misty..."

"I know, but Raven told me everything. That you were never here with Mrs Taylor, that you'd grown bored of her, ", she said biting his lip hard,

that's why you know about Voila's isn't it", looking into his eyes, " of course you didn't just send your your wife there did you?"

"It's...it's not like that..."

"Shhhh it's okay Mr Taylor, I know all about men like you, I had a chat with Raven about you and your projects, it was quite illuminating, seems like Jack has inherited some of Daddy's proclivities"

"You don't understand, my wife, she wanted to spice up our sex life, you see she... but she wouldn't let Raven help... wouldn't let Raven fully awaken her, none of them would"

Misty smiled, "I never had that choice did I Mr Taylor"

"I paid! Fuck, I paid extra, but they always wanted to stop short, they wanted to be in control", he cast his eyes down, "they wouldn't go far enough, they set too many limits"

"Stupid little Bitches", Misty laughed wickedly, "your son, he made sure I wouldn't be given that choice"

Her eyes rolled back in her head remembering her own moment of awakening, the freedom, the pleasure, "they didn't know what was good for them, but Raven, she showed me the truth", Misty stepped back to look at this man, "being the bitch is everything to me, I'd do anything to be your bitch, I will do anything for you Mr Taylor"

"Anything?", his eyes darkened

"Anything you want, anything you request, I'll be whatever and whomever you want, if you want me to", Misty knew that allowing him the illusion of control was everything, "just tell me what you want Daddy", Raven's advice had given her the tools to push him over the edge.

"I want you now", he pulled off Misty's jacket and started to attack her with passionate lust filled kisses, his hands roaming her body. "Fuck my wife, fuck Jack, and fuck Dakota, I want to fuck you", Misty smiled wickedly in satisfaction at her victory, all it took was a little nudge.

"Take me on your marital bed, I want to fuck me on there and do things to me she'd never let you do", she looked at him with big eyes, "I'll be your perfect Sugar Baby Daddy"

[ahiddenpath]

Life Update

Talkin' about life beneath the cut. TW for medical talk, mentions of cancer (I am not sick, it's a family member), and family issues. Ngl, it's a heavy one, so please don't read it if you're not up for that.

It's been hard, lately.

Creative

I haven't written in like... 2+ weeks. That is not normal or comfortable for me. I am hoping to plan Koushiro week (dates and prompts) this week and share the info next weekend.

Family Stuff

A maternal family member's health is not looking great. They had the cancerous organ removed, but in the 30 day rest period after surgery, the cancer spread to 2 non-removable organs. They will be starting immunotherapy, as chemo is not usually effective for one of the organs. This family member is in their early 60s, so this is... quite early to be in a multiple organ cancer situation (although cancer knows no age, but... You know what I mean).

We can do a lot for cancer patients these days. I've been researching immunotherapies professionally for 12+ years, so, like... Yeah, we've come a long way, so there is hope. Still, this is devastating news for my family. All I want is for my family member to recover, and to provide effective support without stepping on toes or being insensitive by accident.

With all this going on, my mom isn't doing well. She has her usual stuff. Briefly, for anyone who might be new to my life posts, her husband/my father is a horrible person, I started asking for protection and if we could get away from him when I was 12. Only one family member tried to help me- the same one who has cancer. I've been no contact with my father since I left home in my early 20s. My mother remained with him, and constantly requests help and support because of his abuse. I have to constantly remind her that I can't do anything while she remains with him, as it would put me in his path. And, uncomfortably, I have had to remind her that:

1.) She is an adult and can leave at her discretion

2.) No one helped me when I was a child. Her expectation that her adult child save her is... Not easy to swallow.

Our relationship has always been complicated, but it really suffered a blow about a year ago, when she asked me to lie to the government to save her business (I don't want to get into details, but it was pretty gobsmacking). I of course said no, and provided a legal and much safer alternative, but it would have cost effort, time, and money from her instead of having me take care of everything and, you know... Lie to the government. She responded to my info email, which took me hours and hours of research and several phone calls to assemble, with a nasty response. She did apologize via text a few days later, but things never really recovered. I went from seeing her monthly/every other month to maybe three times per year.

She called about two weeks ago and just... Emotionally dumped on me, the way she did when I was a kid. About how awful her job and husband are, about her family member's illness. And look, everyone needs emotional support, but we don't have that relationship, and I'm also struggling with my family member's diagnosis. Then, she called wanting to meet up with me, which... I frankly don't want to do.

I am not sure what she wants. She might want someone to vent to more, which can't be me. If I do go, I will take my husband- she is far better behaved around him. I'll also make sure it's somewhere I can get up and leave. But people often want to repair relationships when faced with illness of a loved one, and to be honest... I'm much more comfortable with where our relationship is now.

Life stuff

Some friends visited my house for 4 days last weekend, from Fri-Mon. I'm lucky to see them once per year, for reference, because of how far apart we live. It was very fun, but I found myself feeling my age (mid 30s) in ways I never have before. I get up at 7 AM and go to bed around 11 PM, every day. My friends stayed up until like 1 AM and woke up at like 10-11 AM. It's like fucking jet lag, man, I'm still thrown off. A lot of our activities involved eating, too, and holy shit, I have learned that I cannot do that. I have to stick to my normal light breakfast and lunch and everyday dinner. Like, I can do maybe 1 big ol celebration meal per week; I cannot do 1 every day for 4 days. My body neither knows or cares when I'm on vacation and/or with friends.

This is absolutely absurd. I could have done this just fine even like... Idk, 3 years ago??? This is one of the first times I've really, really felt like I'm getting older.

I'm so mad at myself because I was taking decent care of myself in the spring. I started hiking and working out and eating a little better. But when summer hit, it was literally over 90F every day for like... Nearly 3 straight months. It used to be 80s with a few absolute melting days. Now, every day is one of those outliers. I've been stuck inside and not wanting to go out, which, of course, impacts my mental health. I've been feeling lowkey sick/exhausted with stomach issues for nearly three months. I'm really looking forward to the fall and cooler weather, but ofc I need to figure out how to deal with things when I'm stuck inside.

In better news, my husband and I planned our vacation this year. It's... not something I would pick. We are going to Vegas for a few days. I have sensory issues, so uhhh this is not... Good lol! But he's been a Penn and Teller fan since he was a child, and I think they're in their 70s. He wants to see them perform, so we shouldn't put it off, and after the Japan trip last year, I wanted a domestic trip. We're only there for 3 or 4 nights (and holy batman, the hotel rates were absolutely bonkers). The week after, we are going to the Shenandoah Valley area and chilling in a house by a river for three days. I am hoping to see Luray caverns and Shenandoah National Park on the days we are arriving and leaving. This is something much more my speed.

The bad news is that we spent a huge amount of time this weekend planning what we are doing. Vacations have gotten so much more difficult to plan and waaaay more expensive since the pandemic. It's at the point where I question if it's worth it, which is insane because it's such a beautiful world out there! But also holy fuckin shit batman!!!!!

Work

Work is annoying, idk what to tell you, but they pay me pretty well and my boss and coworkers are nice. Nothing really unusual to report.

I hope you are all healthy and well! Please take care of yourselves! Thank you for caring about me <3

[llazyneiph]

Can't believe I'm making another post about Adf*y in 2021 but here we go...

I'm sure you all know the new adf*y page which (i'm pretty sure) adf*y skipper can't skip anymore, the one where it asks to send notifications and won't let you proceed until you let them send notifications.

I accidentally just allowed one of these notifications (not at home and using a janky mouse on a pillow, keeps going crazy), so I immediately headed to my chrome settings to get rid of it.

I'm going through blocking everything before I delete it (just so I feel better about it truly being gone lol) and I see this:

I'm thinking, what the hell is a payment handler and why is it set to allow?? That super doesn't sound good... And after some googling I find yeah, it's probably not great.

So, what's a payment handler? Basically, it's when google saves your payment details to autofill later on when you're making an online purchase. So that includes your credit card, debit card, paypal, ect, details. (Source - askcybersecurity.com) Now these are usually fine on legitimate sites but this site specifically:

You just google 'christianivory.pro' and every result is how to get rid of it because it's malware. (That picture was after I cleared the cookies it had already stored, no idea what they were)

(btw, I wouldn't recommend clicking on any of these since malware/viruses are often hidden behind fake anti-malware ads/programs)

Luckily I don't keep any of my payment details saved so I'm pretty sure I'm fine after deleting it and MalwareBytes or Windows Defender hasn't detected anything. I can't say for sure what it would have done if I hadn't of deleted it, it seems to mostly be notification spam but the fact that it was trying to access my payment methods doesn't sound all that great. Even if having the payment methods allowed doesn't do shit, I've had money stolen from me through an adf*y virus before (source - my tumblr)

Like I said, I'm pretty sure I got lucky because I don't save those things but I'm going to offer a hypothetical situation which could be extremely likely in our community specifically;

Lets say I'm a 14 year old simmer who uses their parents computer to play the sims. I've recently discovered custom content and my favourite creator uses adf*y, but since I'm young and new to the community I have no idea that adf*y can be bad and I trust this creator so they would never link me to anything that could harm my computer... right? So I accept that adf*y notification and don't think anything of it, I get the CC I really like and I'm happy. But that notification I just accepted has saved my parents credit card details. I'm sure you can guess where the rest of this situation goes.

So this is me, creator to creator, telling you need to stop. I know finding a source of income can be awful right now, but your source of income could be coming at the expense of someone else who did not agree to this.

If you think your content is worth a price then I urge you to start a Patreon, Ko-Fi or even a paypal because these are platforms that are safe for both parties and are OPTIONAL. Adf*y is not optional for the downloader.

Stop putting the younger and more susceptible people in our community at risk. As creators it is likely that we gain a larger following so stop taking advantage of that. Especially if you're older or are someone who preaches the safety of our younger members in this space, step up and actually practice what you fucking preach instead of just saying it for likes and reblogs.

I am genuinely sick of this, I've been in this community for over half a goddamn decade now and I've posted before about adf*y, as have dozens of other people and this shit is STILL happening.

I am so close to wiping my old laptop and recording myself going through creators adf*y links and downloading as many malicious things as I can JUST to prove to people that adf*y is not safe. And no, I wouldn't blur out blog names, I would specifically be calling people out on their shit. This isn't just petty simblr drama, this can actually affect peoples lives.

TL:DR;

It's Adf*y?? We all know it's bad, stop using it for the sake of our community members!?? I'm gonna start calling people out for pretty soon?? STOP PISSING WHERE YOU EAT

how to remove notifications on chrome:

Checking/removing payment methods on chrome:

I'm sure there are some of you who will take issue with my post for whatever reason so:

1. Don't comment saying that we should just keep downloading however many adfl*y skippers or avoidant addons or be careful about what we click, that is not the point of this post. We shouldn't HAVE to do that just to get cc, and new/young community members DON'T KNOW THIS.

2. SimGuruDrake explicitly saying creators cannot use permanent paywalls

source (sims forums)

video on adf*y (old but still relevant info)

video (this dude basically just speedruns getting malware from link shorteners and the ads on the sites lol)

[silentmajesticfox]

Falling In Love With Chrollo Lucilfer

Part one:

Part two:

Panic Room



As Fred, Rose, and Daisy made it to the mansion. Rose looked at her surroundings, telling herself, I just have to hold him off til Chrollo's here. What a suicide mission this will come out to be, Daisy I hope you understand I can only save one of us this time.. Rose glanced at Daisy winking her eye and opening the door for her. Daisy would be an actress If she could. She giggled, "Yay!! We're finally home, I can wait to go to bed with my teddy bear!" She ran in, not unusually fast since every time they would get home, she would practically run to her bed. Before Rose could step out, she felt a tight grip on her left arm by her hand, and a few cracks emanating from there. Fred had already planned to confront her. A deadly gaze staring into her ice blue eyes. Rose held in a yelp, sure than the cracking was probably her bones.

"Who do you think you are? Talking to another man, showing him more affection and attention than you've givin me this past year, wish I knew I married a whore. I would like to have a word with you inside, Rosalie." Rose knew this couldn't be good, for he never used her real name, and for however long it took Chrollo to get here, she'd have to deal with it. She could feel his blood lust, and the fact he already had the advantage on her, her nerves kicked up. She just nodded her head, knowing soon this would be all over. She wished right then that she had her book, inevitably he would die if she did.... As she got out the door once he let go of her arm, with a fired up Fred behind her. She looked down the street they had came from. Please don't let me down Chrollo. She turned her head towards the mansion and walked through the doors. She felt his Nen get stronger, a hitch in her breath as she started to panic. He was a minute behind her, but she could make a run for it to her room and make sure Daisy was ready. The deadly aura making it hard to breath, she was going to do exactly that. Once she made it through the door, she turned around and latched the door closed. Soon a hard pounding was heard, but as Fred was a Enhancer, he was going to have no problem knocking that door down. With every hit, she started to feel a whoosh of power with every blow. Rose rushed up all the stairs, nearly tripping on her feet, turning the corner right before she heard a big boom, the door spiraling across the room and a manic laugh coming from Fred. "Aw... Rose, don't be like that. You know I'll find you. I told you I wanted to talk!" He screamed. She ran to her and Daisy's room they shared, busting it open and soon turning around to lock it and push the chair near by, under the door knob. Daisy was sitting on the bed with all her things in a backpack, and her favorite stuffed animal, her bear. Hearing Fred slowly stomp down the hall, busting open the doors as he went by, one by one. Rose realized she had less time than she calculated..

"Daisy, are you ready?" She asked her baby sister, her sister nodded and as about to say something, Rose could tell she had been crying. Rose put her finger up to her sisters mouth, shaking her head and mouthing no. "Here's my phone. You need to leave. Now Daisy.." she grabbed her sisters arm gently after daisy put the phone in her backpack pocket, leading them to the only window In the room. Rose unlocked it, and quietly lifted it open. "Don't let him see you through the window, ok? I love you." She hugged her sister very tight, before hearing a roaring pound at the door now. More tears fell from Daisy's eyes, as she nodded staring at Rose, quickly exiting the room from the window, waving to Rose. Rose waved back and blew a kiss to her, then signalling her hand for her to sit on the specific part of the roof as discussed.

Glancing at the street below, she turned around when the door was buses open. She was thinking quick on what to say and what to do, Fred huffing as he walked up to her. He walked up closer, how hands going to her throat and holding her against the wall. Her hands went to his forearms as she struggled to breath. "Stop.. please.." she pleaded. She had only one option. If she wanted to live, and as her consciousness faded in and out. Memories flashing all the way from when she was little. Chrollo was always by her side. In a way, she knew Chrollo would never love her the way she loved him..

Chrollo and Rose were sitting on top of the garbage pile, the highest one they could find. Holding each other closely watching the sunrise together. "Now wait. Soon the sun will make it look like a city of diamonds and jewels. This is what I've been telling you about, I know you'll love it.." Chrollo's words were happier than normal when he spoke about this so Rose was convinced it was something great if he loved it. She set her head on his shoulder, grabbing his hand. "Chrollo, do you think when we're older, we can be together?" Rose slipped those words out. In the heat of the moment. Chrollo tensed up a little bit, but that went away as soon as the sun rose. Before her eyes, what he said was true, who knew a city so bad, could have such a beautiful view. "You were right Chrollo, thank you for showing me this.." she said lifting her head from his shoulder. He turned around to face her, grabbed her chin, and kissed her with passion. Once they parted, chrollo spoke. "Maybe one day... I know you can find someone better than me when you make it out of here.. realistically I can't see it, us being together. I like you, but who knows how we'll feel years later, you know?" Rose would have cried, but Chrollo stood up, taking her hand and pulling her up. "But there's nothing wrong with having what we have now.." He kissed her again, she wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist, and maybe that's when she fell in love with him.

When Rose came back to reality, she knew she still had things she needed to be here for. She had to fight. She released her hands from Fred's arms, and went for his face. Poking as hard as she could towards his eyes. Kicking as hard as she could. He dropped her and she gasped for air. "please stop Fred.." she quickly came to her feet, cornered and not sure what to do. Glancing around, she looked at the lamp. She quickly darted, fred attempting to grasp her, hot on her tail. She picked up the lamp and threw it at Fred, it stattering at he deflected it with his arms. Just enough time to run. And that she did.

"You're funny Rose.. you think you can out smart me? Take me for my money? You really are stupider than I thought.." she heard him, she ran out the room, running down the hall and going to the staircase, running up all the steps which felt like a million years. She heard Fred's foot steps and felt them rattle the staircase. Rose was now wheezing, but couldn't let herself get tired, not yet. Soon she was on the third and last level. She sprinted as soon as she saw the big doors, in which was the safe where her book was. Rose backed up, and ran into the door to break it open. Yet it did not open. She started to panic, and kept ramming herself. The wood started to splinter, and after four times of brute force, it broke opened. By then, she had seen Fred come around the corner, so she ran over to the vault. She starting pushing in the code, getting denied every time. Fred was walking up to her at this point, a low laugh coming from his chest, gasping she turned around. "I changed it. Unfortunately you won't be getting it back ever. Why do you hurt me Rose?.." He was calmer, but his blood lust was rising.

"Because you wanted to be with her instead of me, you wanted me to give you this so it'd be equal, yet you feel it's okay to hit me when your in the wrong, and you have your nen?" She was trying to hit him on a personal level so he could apologize and maybe this would pass. Not this time.

He walked up to her, "because I fell out of love with you. The instant I saw you never stopped writing him... " She couldn't believe Fred at this moment. This was a new thing he had brought up. "So why should I care to fix this? when every woman I've been with, has been so much better? Fills all my needs, and actually wants me. Also, I could make alot of money for your book." Rose was letting her anger get the best of her, tears started streaming and she went for it. She got a few punches in, before he grabbed her arm.

"Then end it. Since i am nothing to you and this world, take me out of this miserable life!!"  And with that, Fred hit her and she had went flying into the wall. Laying in the debris, she was gasping. Fred had walked up to her, and picked her up by her hair. If she could, she'd scream. But the impact before had broken ribs, so she just stared at him, before being thrown to the wall again. Blood started coming from her mouth, she was ready for this. Daisy crossed her mind and she smiled, knowing she was in good hands.. her life fading and things went black, she heard alot of booms and yelling going on, and someone picking her up.

"Please hang on Rose.. stay with me..." She heard Chrollo say to her softly touching her face. She drifted off into a peacefulness of black, knowing Daisy was alright, and she could finally let go of this life for good.

--

A/N: sorry it's short and kind of meh, I had a major writers block and this is definitely getting edited. Lucky not alot of people have read this- but if you do thank you for supporting me!! Much love. If you feel open to request something for the story or pitch ideas I'm all ears!! This is the last part I have on wattpad. Might be a minute til I can write the next chapter, of course when it gets a little intense. 💀

[dorkzilla-exe]

Zim, Dib, and Seven Smeets

A ZaDr series: Ep 1, Hatching Day

Dib: Zim, will you come down.

Zim: *sitting on top of the fridge* DO NOT DISTURB ME WHILE I'M IN MY PANIC SPOT!

Dib: Im just-

Zim: *crying* DIBBERSON, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, I'LL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE!

Dib: you said that an hour ago, I've got everything set up for the celebration, so at least be down before 3, ok?

Zim: wait, you did the decorating? You did EVERYTHING?! ON YOUR OWN?!

Dib: *smiles sinisterly* yes, yes I did, all on my own, probably made some mistakes in color arrangement-

Zim: LET ME SEE! YOU BETTER NOT HAVE MESSED ANYTHING UP!! *jumps down from the fridge and scurries into the living room*

Dib: works every time...

Zim: Dib, you didn't actually mess any of the decorations!?

Dib: I studied hard when you were decorating for Gaz's birthday, so I applied your decoration tactics to this room and... well... ta-daa!

Zim: you really are amazing, Dib. You know that, right?

Dib: I got the hint the day you gave me a ring-pop and asked for my hand in marriage.

Zim: I swear I didn't know it was candy, the person who sold it to me said it was worth 5,000$ and would sell it to me for 4,900...

Dib: I really didn't care about being proposed to with a candy ring, a ring is a ring to me, wether it's candy or not. Although, it is very concerning how someone managed to sell you a ring-pop for that much.

Zim: don't remind me...

Dib: would you believe me when I say I still have it?

Zim: no, I actually wouldn't.

Dib: well I do, I had it dipped in resin so it wouldn't deteriorate.

Zim: wow, how have I not noticed it?

Dib: remember that box I where keep stuff like pendants and pins? That's where the ring is.

Zim: that's sweet.

Dib: wait a minute, I just remembered we've got one more thing to do...

Zim: The Smeet's play-pen! We've gotta decorate that! Get the streamers! I've got some decorating to do!

[About an hour later]

Dib: alright, living room decorated, snacks and cake ready, little gift bags customized for every guest, flowers and other table decorations, and Zim's in the play-pen with the eggs. We are ready for the guests to arrive and it isn't even-

[Knocking from the front door]

Dib: right on cue, must be dad cause he's been early to ever other party. *answers the door* hey- uh...

Tallest Red: hello there, you must be Dib

Tallest Purple: How has Zim been? We haven't heard too much from him since he layed the eggs.

Dib: uhhhh... Hi I'm Dib Membrane, Zim's husband. Zim's been doing wonderfully, aside from the random anxiety attacks and his weekends of depression. Please come in! We have plenty of Irken friendly food and drinks ready, but remember to save some for the other guests. You two apparently aren't the only alien guests on our list.

Tallest Red: Thank you Mr. Membrane, we appreciate your hospitality. *enters with Tallest Purple*

Zim: My Tallest! I didn't expect you to be here until 10 minutes later.

Tallest Purple: see, I told you we were too early!

Tallest Red: EUGH, we could've brought the little ones Paks...

Dib: actually, we already thought of that. My Dad works at Membrane labs and designed him "Membrane Paks". They are designed to make it easier for them to identify us in a crowd, immediately begin healing if injured, ward off any diseases and illnesses, higher pain tolerance, and give them a longer life.

Zim: the only major differences are the Designs and application process. Instead of implanting electonics in abruptly, we will apply them more delicately, carefully and less painfully.

Tallest Red: hmm, I see, it would also be much easier to identify them if they ever decided to work for the Irken Empire.

Zim: i mean, you're not wrong. But I also invited here to ask for permission to retire.

Tallest Purple: retire?

Tallest Red: eumm... sure? Why not?

[1 hour later]

Dib: Dad, Gaz, the tallest, Skoodge, Tak, Tenn, Keef, Z, Zita, Clembrane, Prisinor 777 and his kids.

Dib: that seems to be about everyone, all we're missing are-

Anne: *annoyingly beating on Dib's Door* DIBDIBDIBDIBDIBDIBDIBDIBDIB!

Dib: Anne and Flish...

Dib: *opens the door, making Anne fall into the house*

Anne: Crikey, you've grown! You're 'bout as tall as Flishey now!

Flish: howdy, Dib. Sorry we couldn't make it to yer wedding last year.

Dib: it's ok, come on in you two.

Tallest Purple: oh yeah... we banished HER here too...

Tallest Red: I feel like Zim isn't our biggest concern anymore.

Anne: My Tallest! It's been YEARS! how've ya been!

Tallest Purple: good~

Anne: *gasp* OH MY GOSH! The eggs! Aw, they're absolutely precious! Zim, you oughta call yourself lucky! 'Lotta Irkens can't lay eggs y'know.

Zim: eheh, I know. Which is why I didn't fully expect it.

Dib: you should've seen him, he cried his eyes out the whole time and more.

Flish: Heha! sounds like Zim a'right. But don'cha get all concerned and stuff. It's completely normal to cry during egg laying. Er, from what I've heard at least.

Dib: it's official, everyone's here.

Tallest Purple: great!... Now what?

Dib: Um, we talk.

Tallest Purple: sounds boring.

Gaz: I have Videogames.

Tallest Purple: Ooo, sounds intriguing! What do you do?

Professor Membrane: son, may I speak with you for a moment?

Dib: sure.

Professor Membrane: let's go into the other room, ok.

Dib: *nods and walks into the bedroom*

Professor Membrane: something is wrong and I can tell.

Dib: *walks over to the bad, grabs a pillow, and screams in it*

Professor Membrane: I know your stressed, but everything will be just fine. I'm sure you and Zim will be great-

Dib: But what if we arent?! I work weekends at a coffee shop and Zim works at a clothing store in a mall. We can't provide for SEVEN babies! It took a lot of saving to get this party set up! I rarely get any tips and the one tip I got last weekend was from Gaz and it was a penny.

Professor Membrane: Ok, now that's just sad.

Dib: I don't know what to do! It's hard for me to get a different job, a barista was the closest I could do because I apparently make really good lattes. *sob*

Professor Membrane: have you ever considered working with me in the labs? You already know everyone there and know the place well. Plus, I could adjust your schedule so you don't have to come every day and you get paid just for being there.

Dib: you'd do that for me?

Professor Membrane: of course! You really do need the money, I could have you work as a lab assistant, but that's a little dangerous. I could put you in the mailing room? Or-

Dib: what about food service? I can cook, I can make coffee, tea, and plenty of different desserts.

Professor Membrane: that's a wonderful idea! I could make you work down at the cafeteria so your talent isn't wasted on Lattes!

Dib: Consider me hired! Ill be there tomorrow evening-

Professor Membrane: no no, you should stay home for a few days.

Dib: but dad, I-

Professor Membrane: Dibberson, I know you want to help out as soon as you can, but right now, Zim and your children need you here. Besides, it's hard to bond with a child while you're away, right?

Dib: I guess it is.

Anne: *Bursts through the door* Dib! It's about to happen! One of the eggs moved!

Dib: bwha?! Already?! I didn't think it would be this early! *runs to the living room*

Zim: Dib! There you are! Hurry over here, you don't want to miss this!

Dib: *looks over the pen* which one moved?

Zim: This one right here. *puts egg in lap*

Dib: When will they-

Zim: any moment now...

Dib: *puts hand on egg, feeling for any movement*

Zim: Dib, can I admit something before they hatch?

Dib: go ahead.

Zim: I knew about the eggs since the first day they began developing.

Dib: wanna know something? The 4 months before I helped you with the eggs, I was suspicious that you might've been pregnant. I was kinda right.

Zim: yes, yes you were. AH! DIB, IT'S HATCHING!

Dib: *removes hand, watching both the eggs hatch and his family grow before his eyes*

Zim: thank you, Dib

Dib: hm?

Zim: thank you for everything. I'll love you forever and on.

Dib: *pure panic* wait, you dont die after the eggs hatch, do you?

Zim: No, no I don't, but I'll love you longer than you'll ever know. And that's a promise.

From then and on, Zib and Dib lived a happy and eventful life with 7 beautiful Human-Irken Smeets.

The End

Zim: Or is it?

Dib: Not really, but for now, yes.

[astranne]

ROYAL - Bruce Wayne

I've never seen a diamond in the flesh 

I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies 

And I'm not proud of my address, in the torn up town

No post code envy

I looked up. My gaze caught every little detail. The beautiful but fake-looking women, the handsome men, smoking expensive cigars and talking about money and their big houses. Houses like the Wayne Manor. I felt the glances of the rich men trying to undress me with their mere eyes. But it didn't really bother me, I always liked the attention of men. I always loved the way how I affected men. But this was different. They had women by their side and fucked me with their eyes.

Slowly, I made my way upstairs. My long, black coat hid my dress. Everyone wore pastel colors, it was the dress code after all. The butler of the family Wayne smiled pleasantly and nodded in my direction.

„Miss Jackson, it's a pleasure to see you at the gala. May I have your coat?"

„Alfred, please, call me Lara. You've known me for many years."

„Indeed, Lara." I smiled and took off my coat. Alfred raised an eyebrow at my dress but didn't say a thing.

„You look like your mother, Lara. She would be very proud of you."

„Thank you, Alfred. But I couldn't have done it without you." He reached his arm to me, I smiled and took it.

„I'm afraid, but Master Bruce wouldn't approve that," he made reference to the dress. It was scandalous. Scandalous red.

„Well Alfred, you should know, I don't care about the opinion of a rich man. I never did."

„I know, dear. I know." Our way led us to the big saloon, full of laughter and rich people. It wasn't my world, it will never be and still, I'm here.

But every song's like gold teeth, 

Grey Goose, trippin' in the bathroom 

Bloodstains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room 

We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams 

But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash 

We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair

I inspected every woman and every man. There were models, actors, politicians, businessmen... rich people. Before I could do my way to a waiter serving the champagne, a young man stopped next to me. Another followed him and flashed a flirtatious smile towards me. Both had black hair, blue eyes and were muscular. They were handsome men. But too young for me.

„Good evening, my lady. You look beautiful." The one with the longer hair took my hand and kissed it.

„I must say, red fits you well, beautiful lady. May I know your name?"

„Lara Jackson. With whom do I have the pleasure?" Before any of them could answer, a little boy stepped between us, he looked like ten, but his hard look didn't belong to a child.

„Grayson, Todd. If I find this woman in anyone's room tonight, I will kill you. We don’t have time for this."

„What do you want, demon spawn?" The child huffed and crossed his arms.

„Father wants to speak with you. Both of you." Both rolled their eyes.

„I'm sorry, beautiful lady. The old man can’t have a fun night. We will see us again." The one with the white streak in his black hair kissed my cheek, the other my hand.

„Idiots. Please forgive my brothers, they don't have any respect for a good looking lady."

„It's okay. And thank you."

„You're familiar", he noticed. I just raised an eyebrow. This child was odd. Just like his father.

„Well, I know your father, Damian." His head shoots up and he frowned.

„How do you know me? Or him?"

„It was many years ago, but your father and I had a great friendship. One day he went missing and the day he came back, he wasn't the same anymore. Still, I stayed in contact with Alfred, he was a great friend and like a father to me."

„Why did my father abandon you?"

„I'm not rich." He looked confused but didn’t say anything.

„He never said something about you. Why not?"

„Again Damian. I'm not rich. I will never be like these models or actresses. I'm just a simple girl, that lived alone with her mother. It was a coincidence, that your father and I met."

And we'll never be royals 

It don't run in our blood 

That kind of lux just ain't for us 

We crave a different kind of buzz

„Then why are you here, Jackson?"

„I wanted to see Alfred. I wanted to see the house since it was my second home. And for the last time, I wanted to feel the atmosphere at a gala."

„It sounds like a goodbye. Why? What did my father do that you are such full of hate?" I looked surprised at him.

„How?", I just asked.

„I know that look. You don't hate my father, you hate that rich life, you hate his behavior. I'm also like this. I hate my mother, well, if you can call her a mother. And I hate my stupid brothers, who get more attention from my father then I do. I know they spend more time with him and know him better, but it’s..."

„Frustrating", I finished his sentence.

„I like you." I smiled and sipped at my champagne.

„Well Damian, I like you too."

„More than your brothers." He smiled smugly and I snorted silently.

Let me be your ruler, you can call me Queen B 

And baby I'll rule (I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule) 

Let me live that fantasy

„If you see them, could you clarify for me, that I'm definitely not interested? They are too young. Goodlooking, but too young."

„With pleasure, Lara."

I stayed the whole evening with Damian. He was a cute child, but he would never allow anyone to say that out loud. And he looked like his father. Well, almost. His eyes were green, they must be from his mother. But I didn't ask since he made clear, that his mother was a forbidden topic.

After that evening, I spent the night with Oliver Queen. We were both drunk and afterward, I found out that he had a girlfriend. So I did the one most logical thing, I ran away and swore, I will never be just a woman for a night. These times are now past, I want to be someone special, someone, that my mother can be proud of. So I began to search for my father. I never knew or saw him. But I wanted to find him.

My friends and I we've cracked the code 

We count our dollars on the train to the party 

And everyone who knows us knows that we're fine with this 

We didn't come from money

After months of searching and traveling around the world, I found him. Well, he found me. He didn't know he had a daughter. My mother never told him about me. But he didn't abandon me like other people. He gave me a new home, a new task. He gave me a new family. I began to train, train to defend myself, train to defend others, train to kill. Especially rich people who were assholes. I just followed my father's footsteps. You may ask now, who my father is. Im a Wilson now. My father is called Slade Wilson but feared as Deathstroke.

I was educated by the League of the Shadows also called the League of Assassins. Ra's al Guhl himself trained me and let me fight against his daughter, who is the mother of Damian. Talia al Guhl, or whatever they call her. I hate her. I hate her for manipulating Bruce and abandon her son. I hate her for her behavior, I just hate her presence. And everybody knows that. Because I almost killed her. Well, I killed her, but she was brought back with the Lazarus Pit. My father was really proud of me since nobody can stand her. I mean, she is a fucking bitch, she betrayed the League just for a son of Batman. And did so many other awful things. But that's not my problem anymore. Ra's send me to protect his grandson, the heritage of the League. The fact, Damian liked me, made my job so much easier. But I had no idea, how to become one of the Wayne family members. So we built a plan. My father as Deathstroke, would try to kill Robin and Batman, and I would save them both. After all the planning, it worked perfectly.

„Who are you?"

„Your pseud, deep voice doesnt scare me, Batman. You've just could thank me."

„Lara?"

„Hello, Damian. Its nice to see you again"

„I thought you would never come back to Gotham." I fake sighed and crossed my arms.

„Well... I was all around the world. I met your mother and I must say, she is a bitch. Sadly she survived our meeting." Batman huffed.

„And how did you know about the whole hero thing?"

„Talia is a really shitty secret keeper. She told me all about it, in the hope, I would show some mercy. Its nice to see you, Bruce."

„Who are you?"

„Its a shame, you dont recognize me, Brucie." I took my black hood off, also my mask, that hid the lower half of my face. I could feel the confusion of my childhood crush.

„Lara Jackson?"

„What a welcome." I was surprised after he hugged me. Awkwardly, I tapped his back.

„Im so sorry." That was easier than I thought.

„It’s okay, Brucie. It’s okay." Damian coughed and crossed his arms.

„Umm... can I have a bed for tonight?", I asked silently.

„You can have a bed as long as you want, Lara."

„Thank you, Bruce."

„Lets go home." He jumped off the roof, Damian followed him. I turned around and saw my father in the shadows. With a smirk, I followed the Waynes.

But every song's like gold teeth, 

Grey Goose, trippin' in the bathroom 

Bloodstains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room 

We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams 

But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash 

We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair

I was now a month at Wayne Manor. Bruce acted a little bit strange but I didn't mind. But what I minded was his big family. He has five sons and two daughters and other family members. They didn't trust me. Richard and Jason always flirted with me, the other women in the house hated me for that. Until one day.

„Hey, beautiful. What are you doin’?" I just rose an eyebrow, a move I would do every day.

„Do you have eyes, Jason?"

„Yes, why?"

„Well, then you can see, I’m reading." He sat aside me and wiggled his eyebrows.

„Mind, if I take this book and we do something?" I tried to ignore him.

„Darlin', I know you would take me. Don't act so heartless even though its hot as fuck." And then I had enough.

„Okay, listen, Jason. I'm not interested to fuck you or Richard. I'm so much older than you, I could be your fucking mother! And if you don't stop, I’m gonna kick your fucking ass so hard, that the pit wont help you come back to life! So shut the fuck up and just let me live my fucking life! Without you or Richard or any playboy." He just blinked.

„How old are you?", he asked bluntly. I slapped him with the book. Jason yelled and ran away from the couch.

„Jason Peter Todd! Come back, you fucking asshole! I'm going to fucking killing you, you dipshit! You don't ask a woman about her age! COME BACK!" I ran after him, passing next to Richard and Tim.

„Jason!", I yelled. „Come back, you motherfucking bastard!" He sprinted downwards, trying to escape. With the speed I had gained, I jumped down and rolled off.

„What the fuck! That woman! Help! Anyone!"

„Shut up!" I tackled him down and began to punch him. Blood spattered out of his nose, ruining the expensive carpet.

„What the fuck?! Lara? Jason?" Dick tried to separate us but he also collected a punch in his nose.

„Don't touch me, you pervert!" Jason managed to escape out of my hold and we began to fight, Richard joined, after I kicked him in his stomach.

„Bruce? Alfred? Anyone? Lara is going crazy!", Tim shouted. He was smart enough to stay out of our fight. I swiped the blood out of my face, not knowing to whom it belonged.

„Still imagining how to fuck me?" Both men grunted, trying to punch me, which I easily caught. My hands gripped Richard's shoulders and I let his nose met my head. He groaned and held his nose, trying to kick me.

„Enough!" I heard Bruce's voice and stepped a little back. Jason didn't stop and punched right in my jaw. I growled and rushed forward, my legs slung around his neck, and threw him on the ground.

„Lara! Enough!" It took Bruce, Tim, and Alfred to keep me away from the second oldest.

And we'll never be royals It don't run in our blood That kind of lux just ain't for us We crave a different kind of buzz

Bruce himself stitched me up, doesn't allow anyone to come too near towards me. He forbid everyone, even Alfred, to come to the Batcave.

„Why?", he just asked. I huffed and crossed my arms.

„Why? Both were flirting with me! Its disgusting! I could be their fucking mother!"

„They are kids, Lara", he sighed and sat across me. I rolled my eyes.

„Kids don’t fight the Joker, Bruce." It was silent, we just sat there.

„Why are you like this?"

„What do you mean?" I frowned.

„You're cold. Towards me. I have the feeling, you only like Alfred and Damian", he almost whispered. I swallowed and tried to avoid his gaze.

„Bruce, I...I had a hard childhood. I just had my mother and you. You were my best friend, my first love. And when my mother passed, I was alone. I know, you were there for me, but not like the way I wanted. I changed Bruce, I'm not the glamorous girl anymore."

„Why you didn't say anything?"

„You were Bruce Wayne, the son of millionaires, the heritage of Wayne Enterprises. I was madly in love with you, I never said something because I was so scared. Scared, that you wouldnt love me back, scared you would see me just like as a friend. So I started to date other boys, boys who gave me attention in a way, who filled the gap my mother left. It was like a drug. I loved the way I affected every man. They gave me love, physically." At the end of my speech, I'd met Bruces eyes. They were soft and full of love.

„Im so sorry, Lara. I never- If I ever would know that...Do you remember your first boyfriend?" He didn't wait for an answer.

„I was so jealous and I saw you at his side it made me clear, you weren't the little girl anymore, who I met at my parents funeral. In my eyes, you were a grown, beautiful and independent woman. That day I realized, I loved you from the first day and still do." My eyes grew big. How?

„You still love me?", I whispered.

„I do." I almost melted at these words. My fucking childhood crush, my first love, loves me. He smiled and leaned towards me. Our noses touched, my eyes fluttered. He stopped, obviously waiting for me. I sighed when our lips finally met. We kissed slowly, without any tongue. It was a romantic kiss, heck, he would top every Hollywood movie. We parted, his lips brushed against mine. Bruce cupped my face with his hands and kissed me again. Roughly. A light moan escaped my lips, my hands tugged his black hair. He groaned deeply and heat rushed downwards all around my body. His arms pulled me nearer to him. Slowly, while kissing him, I climbed on his lap. But before it could go any farther, Alfred cleared his throat. I blushed and tried to hide my face in Bruce's neck while he just chuckled.

Let me be your ruler, you can call me Queen B 

And baby I'll rule (I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule)

Let me live that fantasy

Everything was perfect. As perfect as it could be in such a chaotic family. Since I beat up Jason and Richard, everyone tries to not piss me off. I warmed up to the girls and also Tim. Everything was perfect until Talia showed up. She and some traitors of the league managed to break into the Manor and tied the whole Wayne Family up.

„Hello, Lara. Its nice to see you again." A mad smile graced her face. I didn't respond and gripped the handle of my sword harder.

„Why are you here, Talia?"

„Oh I don’t know, maybe to kill you?" I rolled my eyes.

„Besides that." She grinned widely at me.

„I want my son back."

„No." She frowned, the Waynes behind me began to protest.

„No? Who do you think you are? I’m the mother of him!"

„Well, I don't care who you are Talia. You're a traitor and I don't listen to traitors."

„Wilson", she growled.

„Al Guhl."

„My son."

„No."

„I want my son! And I will kill you to get him!"

„Try me, bitch. I killed you once and I will do it again."

„Why are you here?", she asked out of nowhere.

„Classified."

„Really, Wilson?"

„Why is mother naming her Wilson?", whispered Damian to his father. Before Bruce could answer, Talia rushed with a war cry forward raising her sword. I easily dodged, spinning around and kicking her in her stomach.

„You have a deathwish, Al Guhl. Stop it and I will let you go."

„Never, Wilson", she spat and rammed her sword in my leg. I gritted my teeth but fought on. I felt, how my wound slowly stopped bleeding until it closed completely. But the pain was still there.

„How-?", she stuttered.

„You should've known, dear Talia. The reason, why Im a better fighter than you, the reason, why I could kill you. All because of my fathers powers."

„Your father has powers? But he is no metahuman."

„Who said he is a mutant? He's an experiment, he's an improved human. So am I."

„That's why you could learn so fast to fight", she realized.

„Yes. And now, get out of here, or I kill you and your friends."

We're bigger than we ever dreamed, and I'm in love with being queen (Ooh ooh oh) 

Life is great without a care 

We aren't caught up in your love affair

„Who is your father, Lara?" I sighed at Damian's question.

„Does it really matter right now?"

„Hell yes it does!", shouted Jason. „I want some awesome powers too!" I rolled my eyes.

„I never knew my father, Bruce knows that. And my mother never told him, that she was pregnant. After I met Damian, I began to search for my father. Without any results. Then, he found me. He's a member of the league of the assassins, so he brought me there and I was trained."

„You didn't answer Damians question”, Bruce noticed. I sighed again and shouldered my backpack.

„Because I knew, you all wouldn't like it. Damian, your grandfather send me to protect you. My job is done, I will go back to Nanda Parbat."

„What?"

„No!", they cried out.

„Why? I thought you-", I interrupted Bruce.

„Bruce, I love you. I really do. But I know, when you learn, who my father is, you will abandon me. So I better go by myself."

„Wait, what? Are you and Bruce a thing?" Jason's eyes switched between us.

„We were."

And we'll never be royals 

It don't run in our blood 

That kind of lux just ain't for us 

We crave a different kind of buzz 

Let me be your ruler, you can call me Queen B 

And baby I'll rule (I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule) 

---

Masterlist

This was my first oneshot in english, I hope you like it. You can also find it on Wattpad, there I have the same username like on Tumblr. 

I’m aware, that not everything I wrote matches with the personalities of the batfam, I have more knowledge of the MCU and MARVEL. And if something is wrong with my english (my first language is german) please tell me. :) 

[vxnevermorevx]

Welcome to my mind

For the last three years, my mind has been... Well, shit. Not that it hadn't been on a steady decline for years prior.

Recently, someone named her Denise. My other me. "Because that's what she is..when something is the opposite of something it's de-. She's not nice, she's De-Nice..."

Denise.

The name give to the me that's not me but spends more time pretending to be me than I do.

*Character Bio*

When I'm not Denise, I'm Ginny and she was the most wonderful person. I miss her dearly.

I had a great childhood. Very few psychological events, in my opinion. We never had much money, but my mom made sure I never knew it. My father worked hard at both his job and destroying his marriage; which is probably one of the marks on my childhood. More to come on that, I'm sure.

I didn't have trouble in school, per se. Bullied only a handful of times in all my school years. My mom is a designer, so I wore things you couldn't find on stores throughout my whole school life. I was *always* ahead of the trend and some kids couldn't handle it. We're talking 1991-2003. So, jumpers, corsets, mesh dusters, pants with fur on the bottom, dressing like anime characters... I was the first of everyone around me to be dressing that way. And I loved it!

But I had my revenge, as my hecklers could be seen wearing the same things they made fun of me for, after it became trendy. I guess you didn't have to be dead to be caught wearing that after all...

I struggled in math and excelled in art and writing. I had mostly good teachers, I think only one hated me.

I met all my best friends there. Can't say I've made all that many more in the years since. But, in my defense I'm surrounded by people who are nothing like me. You see, I grew up in Florida. All my vital youthful years were spent there. And now I live near Portland, Oregon. God, why? I even lost one of my dearest friends to the city. She completely changed from a fun, artistic girl who liked to draw, read, and cook...to...one of them. She's now a guilt vegan ( let's you know how disgusting you are for eating meat ) and is obsessed with shows that need to be cancelled. I had known this girl since first grade, she said she would follow the first friend who loved out of state. That was me, so she came out here too. Our friendship immediately began deteriorating as she would not allow me in my own room during the day, because she was talking to some loser friend of hers online. This person left her in a Walgreen's 20 miles from her home, on the wrong side of town, when we were all barely old enough to drive, because she was taking too long looking at eyeliner. But, she sounds like a solid individual to begin emulating. Are you serious? I watched my fully replacement take effect. 20 years of friendship completely gone in a matter of months. Have you ever watched someone stop carrying about you? Think about it. No, don't think about it. It's awful. She even physically ended our friendship. The first I had ever experienced. It was wrenching. But, I'm too far ahead now. I need to tell you how I got to Oregon.

Somewhere around me being 16, my dad stopped coming home. His mother had recently died and he knew some pretty shitty people willing to help him take the pain away. How does a poor, dyslexic, hoodlum, with a history of abuse cure the blues? Crack, of course. My mom did all she knew how to do, but she was pretty done with it all. They got divorced and some rich old lady "saved" him and whisked him off to Maryland where he would suffer many years of depression for what he had done to his family.

Now, it was just my mother and me. I immediately got a job and gave her my entire paycheck to help keep us in our lovely house. But as fate would have it, the city claimed eminent domain on our house with plans to build a water treatment facility. So, they lowballed us on what our house was worth and gave us 6 months to move. Now, here's some important side information: my mom is an army brat who grew up with mountains her whole life, until moving to Florida for my dad, which was apparently one of the last places she ever wanted to be. And my chummy from another tummy, was born in Oregon and had recently left me to go to OSU. This girl is my sister by all counts but blood. So, with a few other helping factors the logical answer was to start anew. How completely different my life would have been if I stayed. Can't say it would be better, just 100% different from what it is now.

But, in 2005 we moved to Oregon on the promise that we would do all the things we wanted to do and be living in Seattle in a few years.

None of that worked out. I can still remember the first night we spent in our apartment. I hated it. I let everyone know too. I think I cried for a week. I just wanted to go home. My Sisi was too far away to see her more often than the weekends and slowly her grades began to falter. This led to her dropping out and moving back to Florida just five months after I moved out here for her. I fell apart. I had only my mom and I love her, but sometimes you need your friends... You know? We did what we could and took jobs we hated and tried to get used to our new surroundings. I'm apparently a spoiled brat so I'm sure I made things painful for my mom who was finally back in her element and here I was stomping around telling everyone how much I hated it. Hate it. Present tense. I know the whole world is a cess pool of hipster, millennial idiots who all think that they know how to run the world, but the concentration of their free-for-all holier-than-thou ways is as dense here as the trees. It's exhausting listening to people who haven't showered in a week tell you how special they are because they have this heightened awareness that they learned from some Joe Blow and happens to not be fact at all. I have had a 24 year old Hispanic girl tell me that only white people can be racist, everyone else is prejudice. I told her that that in itself was a racist statement. And she said "no it's not. My teacher told me, and she has a PhD." I don't think I need to explain the definition of racism, but I do think Manson could have thrived in this town.

Fast forward quite a few years and we are both still in Oregon working jobs we hate not getting any of the things done we said we would. Are we lazy? Are we depressed? I'm sure it's both.

But, a small miracle comes my way, as I'm getting dressed to go down to the office to sign the next years lease I get a call from a woman who used to work with me. She asks if we are still looking for a new place to live and I tell her yes! We end up renting her townhouse from her because she's getting married. She proves to be a terrible landlord, probably because she's not all that good at being a person. She's really great at other things, but not that. Somme people are like that. But, I also haven't learned how to speak Oregonian in the 14 years I have been here.

A few more years and we end up buying the house and I have changed jobs for my health and things are looking up. I lose some of the weight I had acquired in my sorrows. I even find a guy that I can tolerate. Mostly bc he's 4000 miles away in another country. But, I struggle to find my way in our incredibly mismatched relationship. And he's so smart. So, successful... Here it comes... "what's he doing with a loser like me?"

My friends.... They all have something to show for their lives: degrees, children (Im not interested in these things,) husbands, jobs they don't hate....

I have a mortgage and a ridiculously high HOA, two payed off cars, 50 extra pounds on my ass, a job I'm not particularly built for, and a guy whom I love differently than he loves me.

I'm killing it.... Or myself. One way or the other. "I still haven't figured that shit out yet " -Eddie Murphy

I think this a pretty good place to stop for now. You should have a good amount of reference points for the following posts which will entirely be me, describing my chronic severe depression hoping that someone somewhere might read it and know they are not alone. I feel such a sense of validation when I read something from someone who feels the same as I do. This blog isn't for attention or critiquing, as most will likely be written when things like grammar and story structure aren't focused on. It's purely to get the chaos out so, I can organize it.

I don't know who you are but if you're reading this far, please stay tuned if you want to say "Wow, that's exactly how I feel."

Do good.

[consulting-cannibal]

Hii. I'm new to tumblr and kinda new to your stuff, but I love the look of it. The art style and the content is great! I was wondering where I could find the God 'n' Gabe books? Can I get them/read them online? Idk where you're from (I'm guessing America since it seems you go to cons, I could be wrong), and I'm from England, do would it be harder maybe? Idk. Plz answer, I'd love to check out your work better.

GOOD NEWS

i have an entire tag for all of the God’n’Gabe content i have available. you can also check out The Swaingels!

i am from the states, but when i do have books up in the shop, i will ship internationally. currently the only book whose contents are only available online is the third God’n’Gabe. i’ll probably be gradually releasing that as the summer carries on

ANYWAY here’s a full page of tags that i use that you can utilize to go through things a bit easier.

Anonymous said:

I’ve been COMPLETELY out of the fandom and the show since last year, but I still love seeing you and your art on my dash. I’m so happy for you, that you’ve been able to have so many relationships with the guys, and that people are buying and appreciating your art, etc… ~I’m happy, hope you’re happy too…~ You deserve it.

aw geez, thank you so much. it means a lot to me knowing that there’re quite a few who’ve fallen out but still find some joy in what i make. this is ultra sweet of you to say

Anonymous said:

How does making this your job work? You must be making a decent amount of money if you can make a living off it. You don’t get in trouble for selling comics and figures and stuff using the SPN world? Like I kind of understand commissions. Artists being paid for labor in producing something that happens to be part of a licenced work, but you’re specifically selling stuff based on their work. Has anyone part of the SPN crew ever said anything about it? Or are they backing you?

ah nah anon, i’m really not making too hot of a living off of it. i saved up for about 10 years so that when i felt i was ready to pursue a risky decision, such as Art Career, i’d have some fallback. what i saved has kept me going. i promise, i don’t come home and am like

also, i am heavily heavily, if at all related to the world, parodying the SPN world. there’s a whole copyright section for that! i don’t even use the words supernatural, dean, castiel, sam, etc–in my work. no anti-possession symbols, nada. i have permission from r2m and the band to use likenesses. (no band names tho! i did clear that up.) and like i said, if you’re in the biz, you know i’m not raking in the dollar bills from it.

SPN crew is backing me in the sweetest way, and i’ve had great experiences talking to those who stop by during the west coast cons. (1 crew member came by, quietly looked over everything, and then came back with a whole group of people who work on the show. literally brought them back to compliment it and show the others. i was BAMBOOZLED)

so yeah! it’s all good, my dude. i get having anxieties about that, as i’ve seen artists shut down just online for getting too big. you just have to not be scared to present the content you’re creating, discuss terms, and understand what is and isn’t cool with the network and those involved.

[unextordinary-blog]

My year in one post: 2017

okay so its starting to get closer to the end of the year lets have a recap of 2017.

january: I don't have a job anymore, I am not going to school at the moment, I am moving for the hundredth time, and I have to give up my dog and cat, then someone loses my cat. ( so its safe to say january was definitely not my month) but bright side this is the month where i start to talk to my "future" husband. well sort of (this will be explained in a later month).

february: so it's a new month. I am jobless with no prospect of going back to school until the next semester. on top of that our landlords are total pieces of literal dog shit (like im not kidding they have about 5000 dogs in their house and it smells like dog shit) anyways life is starting to look up JUST THE TINIEST BIT because ya girl got a date. i am dating. newly dating. and on top of that i still don't know that my future husband is single yet. (he doesn't like the idea of me dating)

march: we have officially moved into my moms boyfriends house and i already hate it. Its awful i have no closet, no space, no job, no pets, and no will to live (except for my future husband). Its safe to say my life lowkey sucks because not only do i have a curfew now? I have to pretend to not hate my life and i actually have to get out of the bedroom im staying in (yea thats right im not allowed to call his guest bedroom "my room") my moms boyfriend is a total dickwad. he gets what he deserves in later months tho. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ( WAIT A MINUTE I just got some info that karma was doing her job all along and i completely forgot part of living with my momster and her dickwad was that I had to do all the chores around the house and dickwad left $200 in his pocket when i was doing laundry and i found it. in my defense i tried to tell them about the money but then they got on my ass for talking to them while they were talking or something so i shut up and spent some of the money on a tattoo. it was the best revenge ever. I had been planning on getting one for months and dickwad and momster HATE tattoos and he technically paid for mine and it was great)

April: HOMAGAWD my life is looking up. I got a job, my "future" husband is visiting and the guy I'm kinda sorta "dating" is a good kisser but i swear to y'all if i hadn't already been on like 4 dates with this guy i would have thought he was catfishing me (he ends up ghosting me anyways so whatevesss). My momster and her dickwad of a boyfriend don't like my new job because it doesn't pay a whole lot? ( oh i forgot to mention they want me to pay rent for the "bedrooom" I'm sleeping in; y'all this room is literally a bed, a dresser drawer, and MY TV) ALSO did i mention this guy is total pack rat (THE BEDROOM IM IN HAS ALLLL OF HIS JUNK IN IT) and there's no central heating and I'm sick. I have bronchitis and we barely found out. meanwhile my supposed "mother" thought I was just being annoying with my coughing and her stupid boyfriend literally had the AUDACITY to tell me if I don't get rid of my cough by the end of the week then he was going to "do something about it". (LIKE IM SORRY I HAVE BRONCHITIS IF I COULD WAVE MY MAGIC WAND THAT I JUST RANDOMLY PULLED OUT OF MY ARSE AND MAKE MYSELF BETTER I WOULD SORRY MY ILLNESS IS INCONVENIENCING YOU). this man is weird he has like every book written by trump and is a civil war reenactor and has can goods from before I was even born because he doesn't believe in expiration dates. so I didn't want to find out what he meant by that so I booked the quickest doctors appointment I could get. I had been sick for 3 months by this point. also I paid over half the rent at my old place but I was always making like $1000 a month sooooo I could afford it. anyways my "future" husband and I have an amazing 3 days when he visits it was like no time had passed and it wasn't until he was gone that I realized that I couldn't live without him anymore.

May: ITS OFFICIAL BITCHES my "future" husband is now my boyfriend, it literally took him an hour for me to say he was my boyfriend. twas a struggle. but pretty much since the day he left we hadn't gone a single day without talking via text or calling each other. we thought about waiting until he came back to texas to date, but that would be two years and we weren't having that because we would have ended up waiting for each other instead of dating long distance which is kinda a waste of time. anyways I am no longer sick. at least I don't think and karma is just DOING ITS WORK on my mom and her dickwad boyfriend. My mom was being treated like she deserved by her new job and dickwad had lost his chief position because hes an alcoholic asshole with little man syndrome now he is paying over $10,000 for a DWI lawyer. meanwhile i was thriving I was getting more work I was looking into ways to pay off my school my life still sucked and the only reason im alive is because of my "future" husband.

June: did i ever mention that june is my favorite month of this year. love is in the air bitches. june is the month for marriages and engagements. SPEAKING OF ENGAGEMENTS yea that's right he proposed AND ON TOP OF THAT he surprised me with a visit and i nearly had a heart attack and it was a great few days. then my momster ruined it by being her and by hating me as per usual we weren't asking for permission at this point to get married we were just going to get married whether she agreed or not. and i was moving out and my "future" husband and i had a 101 plans (also i dont like the word fiance its dirty and gross) our 101 plans obviously fell through you can plan all day long and life is just like "LOL gurl you thought" but it all turned out fine in and in our favor in the end. we are very thankful for the people who stuck by our side when things were getting tough and sooo grateful for all their help we wouldn't have been able to do it without them.

JULY: ITS OUR WEDDDDINNNGGG MONNNTTTTHHHHHHH!!!!!! I had never thought "hey you're going to be my husband one day" when I saw my husband for the first time in the 2nd grade. he apparently did, he thought i was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen and was happy i had moved to his town. that innocent love obviously turned into something more as we got older and he always knew that something special would happen with us there had to be a reason God had kept us close all those years. we were married july 10th in a court house with our high school friends my momster and her dickwad boyfriend and my new family that consisted of my husbands parents and siblings while my maid of honor watch via facetime (she had work and the ceremony lasted like 20 mins) leading up to our wedding he "proposed" properly on the couch while we were watching a movie and his best friend was so upset that he was not included in the proposal. we promised to include him on our 5 year anniversary at our vow renewal. we were married on the 10th we had our honeymoon that night in galveston. on the 11th we went to our best mans house, watched hoarders all morning, played ping pong, went to go see a movie with our old clique from high school, slept on a too small air mattress with a too small blanket in freezing cold room and woke up early. he dropped me off at my momsters and we said our teary eyed goodbyes and said we'd see each other again in december and I watched him drive away to the air port. I turned 20 the next week and I had 1 good day then on the 18th my mom decided to yell at me and fight me about money (remember how i said i was trying to pay off my college stuff well my mom knew that. it was no secret. well i found a way and i had gotten the money the week i got married and i paid it off and put the rest in savings and refused to touch it) well my mom yelled at me until she was blue in the face because since dickwad fucked up his finances with his DWI they were now strapped for cash and wanted me to pay for everything and I refused. just because we said I'd move in december doesn't mean plans are set in stone and if I would have paid them in advance I would have never seen that money again. the risks were to high for me to pay that much in one sitting. so we argued on the 18th she didn't talk to me for two days then on the 21st she gave me an ultimatum and told me to pay or get out. meanwhile my husband and I were thinking ahead and I was already packing and by the 22nd all i had in the bedroom i slept in was a duffel bag of clothes and hamper full of my bedding I told her i was moving out on the 23rd on a sunday and by the time they got home from church me and everything i had would be gone from that house. remember my husbands best man and best friend and the small air mattress and cold bedroom?

August: they both had a house together and that was the house i stayed in until the second week or two of august i spent almost a week with my dad and his family so i could say my goodbyes. i came back to the guys house for 2 days finished packing said my goodbyes to all my friends and then my dad was there with a jeep for all my stuff and we would start our long trip to VA. the first day we drove from TX to atlanta then the next day atlanta to VA.

I was finally home. there he was my knight in blue digital camo. we'd only been married a month and already our plans were askew. my dad stayed for 2 extra days and helped us get settled into our new apartment then left.

september: we are 2 months into our marriage and our first month living together. these next two months will be the hardest months in our marriage. we're getting used to each other getting to know our homelife quirks it is a difficult transition for both of us I am used to an abusive passive aggressive household where i lock myself in my room and he is used to empty barracks and going out everyday just so he doesn't have to be in the barracks all day. it was hard but we wouldn't want to bicker over mundane things with anyone else.

October: its spoopy time and my husbands birthday is this month we have a tv and new bed for our master bedroom we have a cat but Im pretty sure we got him in september. we're not really fighting as much at least not about stupid things we know what pushes our buttons and we're communicating better. I have to turn down my first job because its too far of a drive. ( we immediately regret it) the hubs 21st birthday rolls around we have the worst mexican food ever and he has the strongest margarita in the world it was really a great night. Halloween we sit on the couch watching movies and just stay in all day.

November: my husbands family have informed us that his little brother will be graduating from boot camp this month and will be going to school on a base in VA and that they were coming for thanksgiving. so we get the house in order for our new guests. we buy everything from a thanksgiving ham to new towels when they arrive his parents are sick with the flu and my husband still has work the next day on thanksgiving. his mom and i spend the entire next day cooking and getting everything ready. when my husband gets home we have dinner and watch a movie or two. the next day is my husbands day off and we all had planned on eating out so we had lunch then went to the beach for his mom and then my husbands base to give a tour for his mom (insert eyeroll here the woman takes pictures of quite literally everything its almost annoying)and then finally we go back home so we can get his little brothers stuff and we can drop him off at his new base. (which is a whole lot more difficult then it should have been.) they end up giving him a weekend pass but by then we're all dead tired and want to go home but no, we go bowling on base until its time to take his little brother back to the barracks. then the next day is even more annoying my husband picks up his little brother and some breakfast and we trudge to a museum of an old ship for about 2 or 3 hours. keep in mind my husbands parents are still sick with the flu and everyone is tired except his little brother and my husband has work at 3am the next day. on top of that his parents need to get on a plane this same day and my husband and i need to drop off his little brother back on base. needless to say it was another long day and we finally had our house back my poor husband had work at 3am and around 9am i hear him come home apparently since he didn't leave early on thanksgiving he got to leave work early that day which meant we got the entire sunday to ourselves. it was a long weekend.

December: its only the 13th and we have been married for 5 months now and it will almost be a year since we started dating. (how time flies) his best man is supposed to visit in january and we are both so excited.

so much little stuff has happened this year that would make this post even longer. we got a motorcycle, my husband is trying to pick out a car for me i thought about doing online college, we both haven't really thought about what we want for christmas and our cat has fleas so its been a very eventful year.

[problemnumber13-blog]

#Judgment2017 #Christ warns "We have a great time of trouble going on and it's getting worse and worse every hour, therefore, we should be here to decide on what way we shall take. We have no time to think about trying to correspond with the people of this world. Don't be trying to imitate them! This is the time of separation and the destruction of one and the safety of another. I don't want you to think that I am here before you for fun and foolishness. I'm here like the cabinet officer trying to direct you into the right path or lane or road. No more time for foolishness! The Theology of Time that I am teaching you is mostly the secret that has been held back on religion. We cannot depend on the road which we have been put on by our enemies. We have to forsake his guidance and his leadership if we want to see the Hereafter. We are not any kin to them at all and they are no kin to us. This is the way you can easily get deceived today, that is, being ignorant to the knowledge of self. You want to be friendly with the same enemy that has brought you to nothing. That you "love everybody". Just wait a few days! Walking around talking about you love everybody. They have a place to put people that love everybody. You must remember that if you love everybody, you love first your enemies; theirs included, and our enemies are included. So we can't tolerate you if you love everybody, because you're loving your enemies and ours too. We must understand the truth. The Bible doesn't teach you to love your enemies, if so, you throw that Bible in the waste basket. The enemy put that in there to help himself! You'll be loving the enemy of God and yet, claim that you love God. You can't love God and love His enemy and your enemies included. What do you look like loving the devil? Let the devil love devil and not you loving the devil thinking that you are getting friendship with God. You're getting to be an enemy of God. How foolish he has made you by deceiving you into believing in loving everybody! Everybody's not to be loved. We have various kinds of people. You love your brother as you love yourself, but let that brother be one who God loves and one of your blood and flesh. You can't love every kind of flesh. You don't have that understanding. The enemy made you to think that, but you can't love him. No. This is why he declares to God that he would take them all (in the Holy Qur'an) and deceive you and take you to hell with him by making you to love him. You cannot intermarry with them unless that you want to go to hell with them. I know this doesn't sound so good to you, who have been deceived; so I'm telling you before it's too late. There are people who have nice clean homes and if you love your dog, then I advise you not to bring him in here. Some of us love dogs and want everybody else to love that dog. You find a people who are classified with the enemy, the devil, who used to use dogs when he lived in the caves. He made friends with the dog to help protect himself and his family. Brothers and sisters, truth is truth. I have been given the knowledge of the devil. This is why they hate me. They don't want me to tell you what God has taught me  - the truth of them. The Theology of time! We must know the truth that has been hidden from us. "Oh them old folks". "They hates white folks". Yeah, we're the people that "hate" them. We don't love them and they don't love you. Only to get you in trouble or bring you to your end. He was made to destroy us. He was not made to save us, but to destroy us so that his people could rule you and me forever. I want you to listen good and I'm not afraid. If you're trembling, I'm not trembling. For 40 years I have been teaching what you hear me teaching only a little addition-and into the science of it now. But for 40 years, I have been going over this country preaching to you, my kind, that the blue-eyed Caucasian people are devils and that they were made that way. You can't change them unless you take and re-graft them back into us, where they came from. You say, "Oh, well then we're all devil." Oh no! You got it wrong. Because you made a car doesn't mean that you're a car yourself. We are going into that extensively after a while how we made devil. We are the God that made him, but we didn't intend for him to touch us, No. Well, you know that I'm not a young man flying off at the handle. You see these brothers and sisters sitting in front of me, what these brothers wear on their head represents the universe. They are wearing it, because God is now turning over to the slave, black man, the universe and they are within their right to put it on their heads, because it's theirs. I guess I'd better just bring it on out. If you don't see the white Mason wearing it but once a year, you wonder then why we don't wear it along with them once a year? We are the father of it! So, if the father is going to lay his emblem aside to go along with the non-owner, then the father is doing this either to make acquaintance with him in his own country or the father is just laying his down for a certain time. Today, we are suppose to wear our fez, which represents the universe, but white people don't do this, they wear them once a year in some kind of turn-out, because this is not his, that's why he doesn't wear it. He's a man put in the universe for a time and at the end of that time, he gets out of our house. If he doesn't get out, we throw him out. The heavens and the earth belong to black people and this is why this teaching has come to you: It is to acquaint you with the knowledge of your own. Last we off talking about stripes. There is so much to tell you that I could put it into books after books. There is plenty books wrote on it now, but some of them I don't go for. There are books that are piled up into libraries throughout the world, books after books mostly to commercialize on. You don't need all of these books! As the Bible teaches you, back there in the last part of it, that he saw God gave a man with a symbolic name a little book and that little book was enough to take care of all the big books. That is true. Allah gave me a little book and He's preparing another little book. Well, He got it prepared, but He's waiting for a certain time to give it to me. If we are to know the right way, it cannot be taught by the wrong-way-teacher. You've got to have the right teacher to teach the right way. Believe it or not. These stripes are to acquaint you with the knowledge of signs. The signs here, as I told to you last on this board, is the American flag and his religion. With it, to the left, is an awful sign of your brother swinging on a tree and the sign of his religion beside him. Don't fear, they will not try stopping me from putting this up here, because they can't condemn it. The "righteous people" of Christianity will swing his own brother up on limbs like that. Every since we have been in this country, we have been in his religion. You are black and believes in Christianity and he will take you and swing you on the tree.  This proves that you are not a brother of his. The reading in between his flags says, "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon?" I don't have to ask you. You know that the stars and stripes are not going to survive the star and the moon. You know that! So it's a big question mark there. Again, if I asked you when was Christianity inserted into the religion of man? If it didn't come or change with the earth, with the star and moon, you don't have God's religion. You must have the religion of God who created the heaven's and the earth and taught man the right way. You cannot boast of a religion that did not come with the heavens and the Earth. That's right! No theologian will condemn you. Take you down to the road of peace and get you guessing and wondering when it come about. God never changed His religion. If He did change it, it shows that He didn't fore-know things. He's suppose to know the future and the end of all things. So He chooses one religion; that religion must be capable of defining the truth of what He has made. If God made the universe and did not define it in telling you and I what He made it for, then the God is not accurate with His truth of His creation. Let's listen good and try and learn something. I don't argue with you, because I know what you know and I'm not boasting in what I know. I put it out here to you. You are welcomed to take it or leave it. It is yours as well as mine. There is a lot of boasting and proud-acting among us, but I say, put it down, because the Bible teaches you that God will destroy the proud. He don't like proud people and I don't either. We like humble people who can recognize the humble humility of us all and that if we can recognize our own humility, then I think we got something to hold. Not one of us is up from slavery. Not one of us is the President of the United States. So, let us be careful what we boast of. If you have quite a bit of money, that's alright, it's here in the earth; maybe we could get some one day. You didn't get it all. This teaching that God has brought to me is to level us off. That's right. Some of us are up too high, as the Holy Qur'an speaks to a proud man and his kind in this way, trying to be up over everybody. It says, "You cannot reach the top of mountains in your height, nor can you go and step through the earth." So, since you can't step through the earth-its too deep- and you're not able to reach the top of mountains and hills on the earth, then even the earth is taller than you and deeper than you. So let us take our place where we were created and try to man it. The secret of the time has been held back from you by your enemy, because they have the worse feeling of time. Time is that which has a motion or start and an ending. When it comes to this world, they have a beginning and they have an ending. This why they talk most of time, because they were put on time to go so far and then leave. This "forever" is bowing out. This is well known to them, but it's not well known to you. You read in the Bible, Revelation, that his time is what's feared by the man whose number is 6. But I'm afraid that you don't know how to understand the time. "Let him that reads understand the number of the beast." Just to be named a beast is sufficient for you and me to stay away from that man, a man, now, the Prophet calls a beast. He is called a beast, because his characteristics is that of a beast. You never see people kill and delight in killing like these. Beast don't take sorrow for the beast they kill, if they want to kill him. This is the same kind of nature he has. He don't care nothing about killing, because that's put in his nature. If you think that he has some kind of mercy or a heart, you are headed for his next. He doesn't have no heart, like you and me. You have heard and probably have seen how the black brother pleads to them not to hurt them and he pays no attention to that. He laughs, because he doesn't have any mercy in him, by nature. The devil gives one of his black servants just a buttered biscuit and he'll go fight you for that, because he was born with the devil and he's not in the knowledge of the devil, though he was born with him. I have two books up here, one, the Holy Qur'an and  one, the Bible. Both books are ours. The white man has never produced a righteous scripture for you. He tampered with that which he got his hands on, to make it correspond with what he has in mind. Now, the Bible says, " In the beginning... " but it doesn't teach us when the beginning was. It also states that .... when and God created the heaven and earth and created Adam, okay. Who is Adam? and when did God create the heavens and the earth? They don't exhaust themselves trying to teach you that wisdom. But you're sitting before a little man who has been taught in person by God and I thank I can come just as close as that man can come to it from what He taught me. There's no man that knows exactly when the beginning of the heavens and the earth took place, because there was no one to record the time. There was only one man there and He didn't have the knowledge of keeping time like we have. He was laying a foundation for you and me to learn how to calculate time. Mathematics is true, if you know how to use it. The religion of Islam is equally as true as mathematics. And mathematics is true as Islam, if you know how to use both of them in the proper place.. We only want you to understand that we are here bringing you the truth and that we defy you or any other mathematician to disprove us. If Islam stands out before your eyes as a sign of the universe and if the universe was made wrong and its truths cannot be found in it, then we live in an awful universe. If the religion of Islam takes for it's base the root meaning of the universe for it's religion, then I say you have an awful job trying to tangle with that type of people. They'll have you running around looking for something to prove what you say. A religion whose roots is not base upon the universal order of things, you have no religion. Christianity, as you see, is based upon the murder of a man 2,000 years ago. And such sign is not in accord with the universal order of things. It's only in order of a murderer. Here stands his sign; a tree out of which he got his cross. There, he places our brothers on it. Then our poor brothers, having not the understanding of what he's taught to believe in, falls down and worships it. He says he loves Jesus. Well why? How can you love Jesus and love the murderer of Jesus and his sign. You just can't do it! So, you are blindly wondering in among a people who's yours and my deadly enemy. They make mockery of the righteous by making signs that they murdered him, then hand it over to you for worshipping. This is evil and evil to the eye. We don't want any such religion. What do you think I ought to do for you? In the South, I met a devil who have a piece of a black man's ear in his pocket. He showed it to me to make me fear him, because " I am a murderer and a killer of your people." That's what he wanted to let me know. But we are so blindly and ignorantly in love with the enemy, until we forgive him for killing all of our people except ourselves. I say brothers and sisters, wake up! This is the height of ignorance: a black woman wanting to marry a white man-her murderer, or a black man wanting to marry a white woman-his murderer. You must remember the parable of Delilah was for her people and not for Samson, because Samson was a strong man that her people didn't like and she only wanted to find out his wisdom of strength. It shows how he tried to shun her, but later gave in, because she was unalike and she was much smarter than Samson in wisdom; therefore, she could force Samson to give up himself to her. Remember that was put there for us. We are the Samson of the time, but we can destroy ourselves by giving over to the enemy all of our secrets. Some of the brothers call them Uncle Toms. I don't think he should put the "Uncle" there. If we would look into the face of Christianity, as it stands in it's Christian practice, I think you ought to put it down, because you don't understand. The first part of it spells Christ. Christ actually means The Crusher who's coming in the last day to crush the wicked. It doesn't means what you think, no. That's the man to rid us of that " ianity" out there at the end of it. We have been deceived so long and with so little, that it shames us to know just how we have been deceived. Over to your right is a blazing red Sun with a Star and a Moon in it, which, upon analyzing it, is right. The Star and the Moon is in the Sun and the Sun is the big master. Down at the bottom of that red and white flag representing Sun, Moon and Star, it reads, Islam. Islam in the first sense means that which is of peace. I don't care how long you look at the universe out there you don't hear any noise. On the left is a flag with stars, blue, stripes of white and red. It seems to be confused on what colors to take. That's exactly what I want to do: not preach, but teach. This flag to the right has nothing but a background of red and a star and a moon going in it. The lower heavens, which the scientists refer to as our heaven, the sun family-they call it-contains about nine planets. That red sun rules the nine planets. And the nine planets is the Kingdom of God, which also represents His Godlike wisdom and power. Just those nine planets. Then He, makes a woman to imitate those nine planets. So, brother, don't take her for nothing. She's something to. You know we always have, since the devil, white man, made us do it, looked upon our woman as nothing. Yet, so many of them can guide some of us men folks. They're not all fools. They're wise too, because you made them wise and the most beautiful part of them, God made them to comfort us and that's the best that man wishes for. He wishes for comfort and that's in the woman. Without our woman, brothers, we would be pretty lonesome creatures. In fact, we would not have nothing to produce ourselves. You've got to have the woman to keep the production of the human nature going. To put her out, kick her around in the street, disgrace yourself and her too, you've doing a very wrongful thing. If she produces us, the likeness of ourselves, and you can't get that production without her, then treat her like you treat yourself. Notice the enemy, the devil himself. He has, all the while we've been among him, respect for his woman. He has had it. Regardless of his evil, he takes time to force you and me to respect her. But he disrespects our black woman and we ,in turn, disrespects her too. I'm trying to force you to see her in the light of respect and honor. This one, with her in a room, a baby crying, she brought it forth, okay, treat her good if she's producing men and woman for you and I. She should be honored and respected to have this kind of power. I studied our women, their actions and the creation of them in regard to the knowledge of the man, what he had in mind. I say brother, I'm with the Holy Qur'an. The Holy Qur'an teaches that she is to be respected as we. The only thing that's different, we are a little greater than her in the power of our creation. We have more powerful brains than she, because we were made to rule. She's a help mate. She helps him whenever she can. It's wonderful to know thyself. That's the greatest thing you lack. You don't know yourself. We must get away from mistreating our woman folk. We must treat them right with honor and they will learn to honor you. They will produce you a little baby that will honor you. Even animals are grateful to the mother of their baby. They try to help build homes for them so that they can produce babies of their kind. I say we just have acted a fool. A black man out there beating and kicking your mother up and down the streets and you stand there. We should commit suicide before we take such steps. Let the white man come over in our yard and beat up our woman, our mother? No brother, we both go down together. He loves to destroy her, that's all he knows. He goes into foreign lands of our people and the first thing he goes looking around for, with his green-blue eyes, just to get up to, is the woman, so that he can leave the seed of the devil there. I say to you, my beloved brothers and sisters, turn around and take a new thought for your people. Let the world know that you love self and those that look like yourselves. Don't let people see you hating self. Who are you going to love after you hate yourself? Nothing but your enemy. I saw some chickens one day. These chickens was standing around in the yard acting proud-the rooster was-and he was scanning the skies for his enemies. Anything like a hawk, he warns his family to go, but he doesn't run; he stays out there to battle the hawk when it hits the ground. Until you learn to stand up to the enemy; die or live, live or die, we will not be respected by all the people of the earth. We must learn to do that. The Muslim is trying to learn to respect their black sisters. The black brother Muslim is trying to show you how to do the same. A coward Muslim is not a Muslim. If we claim that we are backed by God and that we are with God to back Him among enemies of His, I say brothers and sisters, let us prove these things.Don't act, but prove it. In the oath of Islam it goes like this: "My prayer, my life, and my death is all for Allah." This is an oath that we take and a prayer. If we don't do what we say in the prayer, we are telling other than the truth to God. In Christianity, it was a religion that we did as we pleased. Not so in Islam! You can't do as you please in Islam, because some of your "pleases" may not please Allah. So, we do that which pleases Allah with us. If we are asked to pray five times a day in Islam, to show that we are a good Muslim, well if we want Allah to take care of us every five minutes, ever five seconds, every fraction of a second, then I don't think we're praying too regular to him just putting up five prayers... That's not so much from the "much" that we're getting from Him and "much" we hope from Him.. On the... it reads "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon," which is now taking place. We're going into that war and we're in it now this very minute. If you believe in Christianity, which has mistreated and hung you on trees, then I think you should look at this and think well. a murderer survive peace, which we have experienced all of our lives? The heavens do not give us any trouble, yet we disobey the law and rules of the heaven, which are obeying the creator. The star, moon and sun obey the laws of it's creator, but this stuff,  to our left, is the make-up of an enemy against that to our right. He is opposed to the laws that governs that which he cannot do without himself. He cannot find any place to live, but in the peaceful kingdom of the universe. And regardless to how far he goes, he can't build one outside of this one. Let him try and build him a universe, then he can be independent of ours. But since he was not able to build him a universe, then obey the laws of ours. That he can't do, because one of our black scientists, a little over 6,600 years ago, made him according to His worship. He didn't make him according to our worship, He made him according to His worship. This troublemaker was made of the nature of making trouble. When his God made him, He said, "Go now and make all the mischief that you can before the coming of the Mahdi." Who is the Mahdi? He is the God we call Allah. We call Him other names, but He is the One, also, Who is referred to in our Bible that will come. Mahdi means a name of self independence, One who doesn't rely on others; He's self independent and He's one that is coming in the last days to bring about the Judgment of the made-man. He's referred to by many as being the Son of Man. I don't know whether I should tell you all of this or not? The Son of Man is that man Who is given authority and power by God to carry out His judgment upon the people. That's what Son of Man is. Then, it goes also for the Mahdi being born out of His nation by a woman that was not of his nation. The man that produced the child, who she gave birth to, was of us, the Black nation. He married her to get an unalike child, so that he could send that child among our people, and his people, to produce a ruler from us. We ,who were lost among the unalike people. The man Who had been made from part of his people and the enemy, was and is the God of the Judgment and of the destruction of the unalike, who has attracted the black man for these last 6,000 years to follow. The unalike is the white people. They are unalike us. We are not like them and they're not like us, only in the nature of a man. That's why they call him man-kind, because he's just kind-of- like the real man, but he's not the real man. A God who is able to fulfill His promise to us, having come and offered you that flag on the right, means that it is time now that you to rule your own. That's your own and He has offered it to us. We have a song we sing of that beauty like this, "Allah has give to us our own; the sun, moon and star, for a flag." I don't think you will find the white people running all over the earth with that on their head. They know better. They don't have part in it. They have time in it, but not part in the creation. When you ask the white man about his secret order, called Masonry or Masonic, he wants you to answer that you were not made that, but you were born that; that's true. We are born Muslim and cannot be accepted by saying I was made a Muslim. We were created Muslim. Some of you may be Masons in here I want to come over in that corner with you to teach you how. In reading a book in the Washington Congressional Library on Ancient Masonry, I had to laugh sometimes to see how we have been fooled. Now you are getting the highest degree in that order which no white man would ever teach you; however, we won't stop here to deal with some kind of society. We will move on with truth. If we bring to you, I'm talking about the disbelievers and hypocrites, that flag and tell you that's our sign or emblem, you that have studied degrees in Masonry should not hesitate to come over, because we give you more than what the devil has given you. These brothers sitting here before our eyes patrolling the floor space, they are men that have learned more about Masonry than you. Your Masonry has included the history of your slavery, which it also teaches you, but you don't know it. Your first three degrees takes you into your slavery. Those three degrees, there, they are the answer to your slavery, if you understand. But not understanding them, as the white man would not teach you the theology side of it, it makes you dumb even to that which you actually own. I don't like to call you such names, but it's an easy answer to the truth of it. The ignorant among you look at that and laugh at it, because he's ignorant of the truth of it and he don't know what he's done. He'll smile at his old stars and stripes-he calls it old glory. If I were you I'd change the name and say it's old hell. I know it's hard to take, but if you would let me teach you, you'd go sticking out your little chest. It'll make you feel like sticking your chest out, but I say, don't act proud; be humble and yet commanding. If we bring to you the sun, moon and star and you laugh at it and criticize it and say you don't want it and would rather have a made square of the devil, enough for you to get by with, because you're only wishing to be recognized by the devil, not by your people. That's why you go and join up with them in every society that you think he will let you in. You want to be his equal, be recognized and respected by him. He didn't make his society or societies to make you his equal. He robbed you of money, alright enough, to be called one of them. He doesn't like to call you a brother in any society. Before we tell him that we will accept him calling us brother, he try calling us brother. Many white people out there call us brother or refer to us as " the brothers," because we have the truth and the light, and in our right position of the square. We don't do this for form and fashion. No, it is the truth. If we say that we are on the square with you, it doesn't mean that we're just saying that because of the sign of the square. No. We say that because we are the square ourselves. Not that we make a sign to go by. We're the square and we are the star and we are the moon. While you do these things according to his teaching just for the respect of the white people who are one. They'll get recognition of it in America, Australia and in Europe. This is just the act that they have for you to buy to get among them and Freemasonry in and of itself does not take you any further than Australia and into Europe, but this on the right here takes you all over the earth. I want you to wake up and know yourself to be people of the first order, not of the last order, but of the first order. We are to respect each other as brothers and not as enemies. We are to respect our woman as our mother. I say, my friend, this mean that we have to love each other. We can't do these things if we hate each other. That's why we are very careful with you. We know the poison in which the devil has put you. He has poisoned your mind against self and has deceived you into wanting to be like him; hoping you would be like him. Hope that you don't become like him. These people were made for hell fire. They were made to live only until a certain time. He tells us himself, some places he goes, now, that the children of the natives see him and say, " there goes a foreign devil." They know him better then you. A real devil is one who is made, by nature of evil, his very nature and material from which he is made. I don't use the word created, because he is not from the creation. He's a made man that our scientist Yakub made here 6,000 years ago. But we have been on this earth every since it was created. Your history has been taught to me as far back as the atom that first burst forth to give away sound and that was beyond 76 trillion years ago. One trillion years is a long time, but when you put seven10's of them together, it runs you out of reading. I want to talk with you on the time. If I don't do it, God will hold me responsible, for Him giving me the knowledge that you never have dreamed of getting out of the head of God-The Knower of all things. I will be held responsible. I go slow with you, at times, because I know your disbelief. You are a people who were raised by the devil, who hates the truth and loves lies, but I defy him to disprove any word that I teach you. If you could go outside and bring me a white man that says he can prove that I'm lying to you, I will give you $10,000 dollars for every word I have said that is a lie. I defy them every time they're among us and they don't do it. If that door was slung back on its hinges to let them in, you wouldn't have sitting room. They want to be here listening to that which they never knew, because a baby cannot tell mother and father what he's doing when he comes forth. He's got to live long enough for the action of matured brains. He's only a baby to us and a very young baby at that. He has our number, because he could not have another since we are his father; whereas, he was not made of himself. We made him, so says the Bible and Qur'an. He was made by the black man, the original man, and he's not hard to make. We could produce many of them. I'm quite sure you're asking yourself, "When he is going to teach what he said?" I am doing it. I'm teaching you what I said I would teach you, but I'm coming in such way up to it so you will be able to master it, if you accept it. It's useless to have something of wisdom that you cannot master. Give that wisdom to another one. The way I'm teaching you, you can learn to master what I'm teaching and you'll be just as big a boy as I am, of which I don't call myself. I hope to make you the big boy, then I get behind the door and peep at how you will react. The truth, the Bible says, will make you free. That is true. If you know the truth, you will be free. Having the knowledge of yourself, others, God ,the devil and both of their worlds,  it will make you free, that's right. We must take you out of this flag so that we can get going with the creator and the one that did not create it. The main thing is to know who is the right one that made the creation and the one that didn't make it. This flag ,over here to the right, was not made for white people. They can't produce a flag like this. This flag over here we had to use some of the material of ours to make his. If I can get 30 million people to believe, here in America, I can take that 30 million people and rule the whole earth. I don't think that anybody here is so hungry. He can't be any hungrier than I. Theology is not so easily taught, especially to people who do not know theology. In teaching theology of religion, you have a very hard job with people who don't know it and who are wrapped up in the belief of religion which the true theology opposes. What we have to do is bring you out of that which you do not know and into that which you and I can make others believe is true. I love to stand before you and teach you the science of religion and others. If I didn't know and understand the science of other religions other than Islam, I couldn't prove to you that Islam is superior. But I know other religions who boast that they have a place in the sun to rule the people with, and these religions is not worth their name, not even worth the name. As the Holy Qur'an teaches you and me, that if you come up on the day of resurrection before God with a religion other than Islam, it won't be accepted, because the religion of Islam is over all religions and it's work and science proves itself. Not that you have to get somebody to come and prove it, it proves itself; for it is truth without help to make you believe it is the truth. So, brothers and sisters, I see somebody getting white-mouthed around here looking for other food and I better let you go. We must know truth to join and become members in a fully-recognized society. We can't become members of recognized societies without having the knowledge of truth. And this is what the America black man needs most of all. He needs to be shaped so that he can be accepted in the best moral and educated society of the people of the Earth.. We thank Allah for blessing us with this house. We thank Mr. Demet for letting us in here. We shall not forget Mr. Demet He gave us a nice place, one of the 10 most nicest places in the country for spiritual service and we like the place. We hope you that are visiting like the place. ...will allow him to be as clean as the building. It's walls are clean. We hope that we can be accepted in the clean societies of the people of earth. All people of the earth will come here. They all will come here if we permit them. You will see every member of every nationality or race or nation on the earth, if we would let them in. Now I will ask you who are thinking to think this over. If you are to rule after other rulers have ruled, they have experience ruling and you have not; you probably could be easily cheated in your freedom to rule by other rulers, so we don't allow them here until we know that you are able to master what you are being taught. It's not open for foreigners; it's open for the new baby who in being born, the little black baby. I have just begun to teach you the history and the secret of the world, the one you're in. I can't say when we're going to finish, but I'm inviting you to come back next Sunday. As you know, we carry on our own school independent of others. We will never get our own by mixing up with others and letting our children be brought up in their school. That has been the wrong thing to do. Teach your own children the knowledge of education yourself. I have long since been seeking teachers. We have some mighty learned teachers out here and what we want you to do is come over and put your wisdom here. Let us raise up our nation from your knowledge. Love to teach and train your children in the knowledge of the black nation who had no beginning nor will they have and ending. They are chasing the white man all over the earth to push him off the earth and you that likes to go along with him, we'll push you off too. This is the end of the time of white people ruling black people; believe it or not. I'm sure some strange things are happening now, even in nature. It is changing up against our enemy. Look what you hear happening up in the Northern part of this country. It's happening every hour, but they don't tell you every hour what is going on. They think you already know and you do know some. I want to give you Jesus' whole history, as God gave it to me. I don't have time now, but I can say this according to that which you can read. The Holy Qur'an does not call him a God. He was not a God and he had mentioned it in the Bible, that he came before time to do his type of teaching and he also admits it in the Holy Qur'an. It was not the time of the Jews. Their time was not up to have judgment teachings taught among them, because they had yet this time to live, and therefore they cut him off like they did many righteous prophets that he couldn't set the world in righteousness and they live under wickedness and deceive us and make us do the same..... And he was not sent to us at all. Jesus was sent to the Jews, or rather taken himself to the Jews. There is no prophecy in the Bible that Jesus was to come to preach to the Jews salvation because he was 2000 years ahead of their time; and so, there's much more we can say, but I think we would be losing time. He admits, himself, that he was ahead of time, and he prophesied of another one in these words, "When He comes, He will teach you and lead you into all truths; I can't do it. I'm here for a special thing, but that One will tell you all." Like the one that Moses prophesied of. I bear witness with Moses and his words and his teaching; wherein Moses said, "That One will lead you into all truths. I can't do it." So I think it is very good that we are living in this time; a time in which we learn the truth of that which prophets before us couldn't look into. Now the book tells you, "When He comes whom the God will send....," You will hear from him, that which you have been longing for. I AM HIM, brother. I don't object to you and no one from questioning me. I don't care who it is. Whatever question you want to ask is your privilege. If a Teacher who clams to know the truth objects to you asking him questions, then he's not the one. We cannot learn if the Teacher won't let us ask questions, because what he teaches we don't know, so we may want to ask questions. If you block me from asking questions, then I'm afraid that you're blocking me from learning what you teach. I don't object to anyone asking questions. I put myself before the world. I don't put myself just before a certain organization. I defy the white theologians and philosophers to ask me anything they want. I don't care what they want to ask me. I am not boasting. I'm just as humble as  you. Wisdom doesn't make me proud. It makes me humble. If a man gets proud of his wisdom, he can't teach us. If he gets down here with us, and humble himself as nature has created everything in the stage of humbleness. If you're too proud to go along with the law of nature, then you won't be able to teach me much. If I teach you and you don't understand, it's your freedom to ask me of that which you don't understand to make it clear to you. If I can't make it clear, then I am not the last teacher. And I am your last teacher! We want above all, unity of brotherhood. That's what Islam is here for, to unite us into a circle of brotherhood-everyone of us-believing that we are the same. Islam is not made up of big" I's" and little " you's." We all are alike before Allah. As the Holy Qur'an teaches us, that the noblest among you is the one most careful of his duty to Allah. We have a religion of equality, and Islam is equality. That is what the Moon in our flag stands for. It's equal with the Earth and the Earth is equal with the Moon. All the planets are equal in the Sun, because it being the greater attraction, doesn't make it greater in the eye sight of God. The Scientist of ours ripped up the Moon 66 trillion years ago, and we go back there through the white man looking at it. We look at the destroyed piece of our planet, and let man know the he shouldn't worship that either, because it's the same as what you're on. It has been deprived of it's life. Just like the white man holds the Blackman, deprived of his life. This is a sign of us. If we don't make what God has revealed clear to our people, then the revealing was unnecessary. There is no God in the Sun before you. The Blackman has no beginning. There was no God before him, or we would be following another people, but we are here on the earth and we made the white race ourselves just a little while ago. The Holy Qur'an teaches us that God didn't make us to live forever. Only the Nation lives forever, but no single Blackman lives forever. We have accounts of them living near a thousand years, but they are not to live forever. After the Scientists lived here and learn all about his earth and knows what is come to His earth tomorrow-it could be a thousand years or twenty thousand years-He's not particular about staying around to see it coming in, because He already knows it. He gets tired and start living a life which He knows will have an end to it. The Savior said some of these Great Scientist just start eating three times a day and soon dies, because the food is the thing that sustains life and keeps us here and the same food will take us away. The poison that's in the food will eventually destroy our physical form.. This is the way Highly Learned Scientists among the Blackman gets away out of our family, they just start eating against the way He should eat. We are now living in the last of the 15,000 years, although the God of this present cycle, His time of wisdom was supposed to have gone for 25,000 years, but since the Mahdi has come in against all previous Gods, because He is God of us all. His Wisdom is not matched by no God in the past or in the future to come; therefore, the Scientist say that He lives forever, because nobody can remove His Knowledge. I'm the little boy that challenged the world of science to disprove just one word I said. If you are able to condemn me as false on one word that I teach, I'll give you $10,000 dollars out of my brother's vest pocket and then I'll pay with my life for lying to you. We must not lie in this day, because it's the end of this world." Honorable Elijah Muhammad: #TheologyofTime pt 2 6/11/72 Will you PLEASE help DoomAlert save MORE lives?  Please send donations to PayPal: http://paypal.me/doomalert Or go to http://www.paypal.com and send donations to email doomalert@gmail.com 

[ciscotech34-blog]

World Backup Day: what actions are you taking to ensure you're secured? Walk 31 has been assigned as World Backup Day. Here's how the staff of Ars.

When you taken off of bed at the beginning of today, did your considerations swing to saving your information on account of equipment disappointment? Assuming this is the case, you either work with databases or you recalled that today, March 31, is World Backup Day. Truth be told, it's the primary World Backup Day. The idea risen up out of our sister site, reddit, where one bold redditor recommended the thought seven days back, and the reddit group immediately hopped locally available.

You may have heard it a thousand times some time recently, however we'll take the stupendous event of a day dedicated to the theme to by and by help you to remember the significance of reinforcements. Given our history with PCs, the vast majority of us at Ars have endured equipment disappointments before. It's additionally exceptionally uncommon that we don't have an extremely late reinforcement to reestablish from, on the grounds that there are less more disturbing processing encounters than attempting to sort out the shards of your advanced life from various sources after your hard drive goes to the Great Enclosure in the Sky.

To observe World Backup Day, we're sharing our own particular reinforcement procedures—and periodic stumbles—with the expectation that they'll not just help you to remember the significance of moving down, yet perhaps give you a few thoughts on the best way to do it also.

Jon Stokes, Deputy Editor

My reinforcement technique comprises of four components: Time Machine, a pile of uncovered SATA drives, some static-confirmation sacks, and a Thermaltake BlacX SATA dock, which associates with my Mac through USB. I move down to a docked SATA drive by means of Time Machine, and I occasionally swap the drive out, place it in a static sack, and reserve it some place.

For off-site reinforcements, where I need to send the reinforcement to a companion or relative, I forego Time Machine for a marginally less helpful yet more secure choice. To start with, I make a scrambled circle picture. Next I duplicate my documents over physically to the picture, and after that I move the picture to the SATA drive. Since my reinforcement is safely saved money on the drive, I can drop it in a static pack and either send it off or, far better, acquire it with me my processed sacks when I visit loved ones and simply abandon it.

Eric Bangeman, Managing Editor

In the same way as other of you, I have a few PCs to stress over, all of which are associated with a similar remote system. My primary machine, a Mac Pro, utilizes Time Machine. Exploiting the way this is the main Mac with different drive coves, reinforcements go ahead to a different 2TB drive. No chaos, simple. Whatever is left of the Macs in the house are additionally went down through Time Machine, yet for this situation remotely to a 1TB Time Capsule.

Perceiving the cutoff points of both Time Machine and mechanized reinforcements, I likewise do manual reinforcements on the greater part of my machines. On account of the tablets, iMac, and Mac smaller than usual, those reinforcements are finished with a convenient 3.5" 500MB hard roll over USB. That suspicion served me well when my unique Time Capsule succumbed to an assembling deformity, which implied the greater part of my reinforcements were no more. At the point when the family iMac's hard drive fizzled a week or so later, I could reestablish it from a current reinforcement.

The Mac Pro, since it has the greater part of our "critical" records, gets a twofold measurements of reinforcement. Once every month, I haul a hard drive out of a safe and utilize Carbon Copy Cloner to do an identical representation reinforcement on a 2TB drive through a Voyager quad-interface dock over FireWire 800.

John Timmer, Science Editor

I'm utilizing Time Machine solely for reinforcements, yet I have two reinforcement circles in operation. One's arranged (it's a calm USB drive connected to one of Apple's remote switches). This handles everyday previews of all that I'm chipping away at, which happen at whatever point I'm on the system (which means dependably), so it's incredible for quick moving crises like lost or overwritten documents. In any case, it experiences a considerable measure of stir as programming goes back and forth, I procure new photographs and music, et cetera. Subsequently, a portion of the most established reinforcement sets have as of now been deleted to account for the new.

To ensure I have what might as well be called a wayback machine, I have a different outside drive, one I just module a couple times each year, normally before working framework refreshes or after I buy significant programming suites. This doesn't assist with catching a preview of works-in-advance, yet it ensures that, should I require access to a portion of the most established material on my PC, it's still there for me.

The one shortcoming to the majority of this is all the equipment can frequently be found in a similar room. In case I'm out at the market and a meteor hits my home office, I'm practically sunk.

Nate Anderson, Senior Editor

My principle tablet is completely went down to an utilizing Apple's Time Machine at whatever point the portable PC is in scope of my home remote system. (Ace tip: to fight off Chthonic levels of madness, utilize Time Machine Editor to dial back the default hourly reinforcements to "day by day" or "week by week.") Copies of photographs and home recordings are likewise put away on another home PC. The majority of my written work is moved down offsite utilizing Mozy.

I have likewise, now and again, copied a CD or DVD containing the greater part of my written work and family photographs and reserved it in the little flame resistant box that (ought to) hold our basic authoritative reports. The likelihood exists, be that as it may, that this DVD and the key authoritative records are not in certainty inside the case, but rather are rather lying on a rack adjacent to my switch in a first floor storage room. Gee. I ought to presumably keep an eye on that today around evening time.

Clint Ecker, Acting Technical Übermensch and Moonshark Farmer

I've been through numerous reinforcement procedures previously. I've gone from consuming records to optical circles to abandoning physical media. I've utilized Time Machine, Carbon Copy Cloner, JungleDisk (an application that moves down your documents to Amazon's S3 stockpiling), shell scripts that utilization rsync, and that's just the beginning.

I had my first and truly just information crisis when the outside circle facilitating my iTunes library fizzled and I had no reinforcement. That is the point at which I began to quit fooling around about having not only one, but rather different reinforcement techniques.

Time Machine is awesome, yet what I truly need is a bootable clone of my drive in the event that my PC implodes (or I have to send in my PC for repairs). With a clone, I can simply connect that to a reinforcement portable workstation and start up pretty much the last known point of interest. For this I utilize Carbon Copy Cloner. Mike Bombich has been giving this magnificent free device to years, it's as yet amazing for this errand. Toss a couple bucks Mike's direction if CCC recoveries your butt, since he's a great person for making CCC accessible for so long.

My iTunes library and different records live on an appended outside plate and isn't cloned along these lines. For the huge stockpiling, I match up everything to Amazon's S3 stockpiling (in lessened repetition mode, which is significantly less expensive and just has four 9s of solidness (99.99 percent uptime), rather than the eleven 9s of standard S3). For this I utilize a truly pleasant application called Arq, which costs $29—a take for how much cool stuff it does with an inconspicuous UI. Since it's so natural and modest, I simply match up my entire home catalog and outer drive to Amazon for safety's sake.

As of late another contender called CrashPlan has gone ahead the scene, and it appears like it could deal with both of my situations. I haven't attempted it yet, however a number of my companions have been thinking that its helpful. It will reinforcement your PC to an outside plate or even a remote PC, and furthermore move down documents to the cloud.

At last, I'd jump at the chance to call attention to the part that Dropbox, git ,and Github play with regards to business related records and advancement ventures. Dropbox is the place I store anything of significance that I requirement for work (it's additionally incredible for teaming up and offering records to collaborators). Regardless of the possibility that all my other reinforcement procedures were to come up short, I could get on a PC, introduce Dropbox and have all my vital stuff prepared after a snappy match up. Dropbox is likewise cool since it keeps corrections of each document it oversees, which offers a pleasant type of fast rollback in the event that you erase a record or unintentionally overwrite it.

I likewise attempt to keep the same number of self-awareness ventures formed in git (regardless of whether they are essential or not) on account of in the event that I roll out an awful improvement, I can simply move back to a past variant and begin once again. You can take this one level further by setting up a remote git server to drive your stores to. On the other hand, you can utilize Github, which has free venture facilitating for open archives. In the case of anything happens locally, you can simply clone your store from Github and you're prepared to go.

Subside Bright, Microsoft Contributor

My fundamental reinforcement technique is to simply trust that nothing turns out badly. As I would like to think, there is basically no great approach to deal with reinforcements nowadays. I don't know there ever was, but rather the circumstance now is more terrible than it's at any point been. I have several gigabytes of photographs, numerous gigabytes of music, different gigabytes of email, and a few gigabytes of source code. These are significant, and they're all things I might want to secure.

Legitimate, helpful reinforcements should be off-site, to make preparations for basic mode disappointments like your home burning to the ground. In any case, cloud-based reinforcements are too moderate and additionally costly, and shipping a hard circle off-site is excessively badly arranged for information that really changes.

Regardless of the possibility that I acknowledge the fire hazard and keep my reinforcements on location, great choices are difficult to find. The main thing sufficiently enormous to go down a cutting edge hard circle is another hard plate, and the best way to have a solid, reliable hard circle based reinforcement is to keep the hard circle controlled up and running at all circumstances, so that occasional check and convenient updates can happen. Be that as it may, this thus puts the information at danger of malware or human mistake; if programming can get to a circle to check or refresh a reinforcement, it can likewise get to the plate to wreck that reinforcement.

[problemnumber13-blog]

#Judgment2017 #Christ warns "We have a great time of trouble going on and it's getting worse and worse every hour, therefore, we should be here to decide on what way we shall take. We have no time to think about trying to correspond with the people of this world. Don't be trying to imitate them! This is the time of separation and the destruction of one and the safety of another. I don't want you to think that I am here before you for fun and foolishness. I'm here like the cabinet officer trying to direct you into the right path or lane or road. No more time for foolishness! The Theology of Time that I am teaching you is mostly the secret that has been held back on religion. We cannot depend on the road which we have been put on by our enemies. We have to forsake his guidance and his leadership if we want to see the Hereafter. We are not any kin to them at all and they are no kin to us. This is the way you can easily get deceived today, that is, being ignorant to the knowledge of self. You want to be friendly with the same enemy that has brought you to nothing. That you "love everybody". Just wait a few days! Walking around talking about you love everybody. They have a place to put people that love everybody. You must remember that if you love everybody, you love first your enemies; theirs included, and our enemies are included. So we can't tolerate you if you love everybody, because you're loving your enemies and ours too. We must understand the truth. The Bible doesn't teach you to love your enemies, if so, you throw that Bible in the waste basket. The enemy put that in there to help himself! You'll be loving the enemy of God and yet, claim that you love God. You can't love God and love His enemy and your enemies included. What do you look like loving the devil? Let the devil love devil and not you loving the devil thinking that you are getting friendship with God. You're getting to be an enemy of God. How foolish he has made you by deceiving you into believing in loving everybody! Everybody's not to be loved. We have various kinds of people. You love your brother as you love yourself, but let that brother be one who God loves and one of your blood and flesh. You can't love every kind of flesh. You don't have that understanding. The enemy made you to think that, but you can't love him. No. This is why he declares to God that he would take them all (in the Holy Qur'an) and deceive you and take you to hell with him by making you to love him. You cannot intermarry with them unless that you want to go to hell with them. I know this doesn't sound so good to you, who have been deceived; so I'm telling you before it's too late. There are people who have nice clean homes and if you love your dog, then I advise you not to bring him in here. Some of us love dogs and want everybody else to love that dog. You find a people who are classified with the enemy, the devil, who used to use dogs when he lived in the caves. He made friends with the dog to help protect himself and his family. Brothers and sisters, truth is truth. I have been given the knowledge of the devil. This is why they hate me. They don't want me to tell you what God has taught me  - the truth of them. The Theology of time! We must know the truth that has been hidden from us. "Oh them old folks". "They hates white folks". Yeah, we're the people that "hate" them. We don't love them and they don't love you. Only to get you in trouble or bring you to your end. He was made to destroy us. He was not made to save us, but to destroy us so that his people could rule you and me forever. I want you to listen good and I'm not afraid. If you're trembling, I'm not trembling. For 40 years I have been teaching what you hear me teaching only a little addition-and into the science of it now. But for 40 years, I have been going over this country preaching to you, my kind, that the blue-eyed Caucasian people are devils and that they were made that way. You can't change them unless you take and re-graft them back into us, where they came from. You say, "Oh, well then we're all devil." Oh no! You got it wrong. Because you made a car doesn't mean that you're a car yourself. We are going into that extensively after a while how we made devil. We are the God that made him, but we didn't intend for him to touch us, No. Well, you know that I'm not a young man flying off at the handle. You see these brothers and sisters sitting in front of me, what these brothers wear on their head represents the universe. They are wearing it, because God is now turning over to the slave, black man, the universe and they are within their right to put it on their heads, because it's theirs. I guess I'd better just bring it on out. If you don't see the white Mason wearing it but once a year, you wonder then why we don't wear it along with them once a year? We are the father of it! So, if the father is going to lay his emblem aside to go along with the non-owner, then the father is doing this either to make acquaintance with him in his own country or the father is just laying his down for a certain time. Today, we are suppose to wear our fez, which represents the universe, but white people don't do this, they wear them once a year in some kind of turn-out, because this is not his, that's why he doesn't wear it. He's a man put in the universe for a time and at the end of that time, he gets out of our house. If he doesn't get out, we throw him out. The heavens and the earth belong to black people and this is why this teaching has come to you: It is to acquaint you with the knowledge of your own. Last we off talking about stripes. There is so much to tell you that I could put it into books after books. There is plenty books wrote on it now, but some of them I don't go for. There are books that are piled up into libraries throughout the world, books after books mostly to commercialize on. You don't need all of these books! As the Bible teaches you, back there in the last part of it, that he saw God gave a man with a symbolic name a little book and that little book was enough to take care of all the big books. That is true. Allah gave me a little book and He's preparing another little book. Well, He got it prepared, but He's waiting for a certain time to give it to me. If we are to know the right way, it cannot be taught by the wrong-way-teacher. You've got to have the right teacher to teach the right way. Believe it or not. These stripes are to acquaint you with the knowledge of signs. The signs here, as I told to you last on this board, is the American flag and his religion. With it, to the left, is an awful sign of your brother swinging on a tree and the sign of his religion beside him. Don't fear, they will not try stopping me from putting this up here, because they can't condemn it. The "righteous people" of Christianity will swing his own brother up on limbs like that. Every since we have been in this country, we have been in his religion. You are black and believes in Christianity and he will take you and swing you on the tree.  This proves that you are not a brother of his. The reading in between his flags says, "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon?" I don't have to ask you. You know that the stars and stripes are not going to survive the star and the moon. You know that! So it's a big question mark there. Again, if I asked you when was Christianity inserted into the religion of man? If it didn't come or change with the earth, with the star and moon, you don't have God's religion. You must have the religion of God who created the heaven's and the earth and taught man the right way. You cannot boast of a religion that did not come with the heavens and the Earth. That's right! No theologian will condemn you. Take you down to the road of peace and get you guessing and wondering when it come about. God never changed His religion. If He did change it, it shows that He didn't fore-know things. He's suppose to know the future and the end of all things. So He chooses one religion; that religion must be capable of defining the truth of what He has made. If God made the universe and did not define it in telling you and I what He made it for, then the God is not accurate with His truth of His creation. Let's listen good and try and learn something. I don't argue with you, because I know what you know and I'm not boasting in what I know. I put it out here to you. You are welcomed to take it or leave it. It is yours as well as mine. There is a lot of boasting and proud-acting among us, but I say, put it down, because the Bible teaches you that God will destroy the proud. He don't like proud people and I don't either. We like humble people who can recognize the humble humility of us all and that if we can recognize our own humility, then I think we got something to hold. Not one of us is up from slavery. Not one of us is the President of the United States. So, let us be careful what we boast of. If you have quite a bit of money, that's alright, it's here in the earth; maybe we could get some one day. You didn't get it all. This teaching that God has brought to me is to level us off. That's right. Some of us are up too high, as the Holy Qur'an speaks to a proud man and his kind in this way, trying to be up over everybody. It says, "You cannot reach the top of mountains in your height, nor can you go and step through the earth." So, since you can't step through the earth-its too deep- and you're not able to reach the top of mountains and hills on the earth, then even the earth is taller than you and deeper than you. So let us take our place where we were created and try to man it. The secret of the time has been held back from you by your enemy, because they have the worse feeling of time. Time is that which has a motion or start and an ending. When it comes to this world, they have a beginning and they have an ending. This why they talk most of time, because they were put on time to go so far and then leave. This "forever" is bowing out. This is well known to them, but it's not well known to you. You read in the Bible, Revelation, that his time is what's feared by the man whose number is 6. But I'm afraid that you don't know how to understand the time. "Let him that reads understand the number of the beast." Just to be named a beast is sufficient for you and me to stay away from that man, a man, now, the Prophet calls a beast. He is called a beast, because his characteristics is that of a beast. You never see people kill and delight in killing like these. Beast don't take sorrow for the beast they kill, if they want to kill him. This is the same kind of nature he has. He don't care nothing about killing, because that's put in his nature. If you think that he has some kind of mercy or a heart, you are headed for his next. He doesn't have no heart, like you and me. You have heard and probably have seen how the black brother pleads to them not to hurt them and he pays no attention to that. He laughs, because he doesn't have any mercy in him, by nature. The devil gives one of his black servants just a buttered biscuit and he'll go fight you for that, because he was born with the devil and he's not in the knowledge of the devil, though he was born with him. I have two books up here, one, the Holy Qur'an and  one, the Bible. Both books are ours. The white man has never produced a righteous scripture for you. He tampered with that which he got his hands on, to make it correspond with what he has in mind. Now, the Bible says, " In the beginning... " but it doesn't teach us when the beginning was. It also states that .... when and God created the heaven and earth and created Adam, okay. Who is Adam? and when did God create the heavens and the earth? They don't exhaust themselves trying to teach you that wisdom. But you're sitting before a little man who has been taught in person by God and I thank I can come just as close as that man can come to it from what He taught me. There's no man that knows exactly when the beginning of the heavens and the earth took place, because there was no one to record the time. There was only one man there and He didn't have the knowledge of keeping time like we have. He was laying a foundation for you and me to learn how to calculate time. Mathematics is true, if you know how to use it. The religion of Islam is equally as true as mathematics. And mathematics is true as Islam, if you know how to use both of them in the proper place.. We only want you to understand that we are here bringing you the truth and that we defy you or any other mathematician to disprove us. If Islam stands out before your eyes as a sign of the universe and if the universe was made wrong and its truths cannot be found in it, then we live in an awful universe. If the religion of Islam takes for it's base the root meaning of the universe for it's religion, then I say you have an awful job trying to tangle with that type of people. They'll have you running around looking for something to prove what you say. A religion whose roots is not base upon the universal order of things, you have no religion. Christianity, as you see, is based upon the murder of a man 2,000 years ago. And such sign is not in accord with the universal order of things. It's only in order of a murderer. Here stands his sign; a tree out of which he got his cross. There, he places our brothers on it. Then our poor brothers, having not the understanding of what he's taught to believe in, falls down and worships it. He says he loves Jesus. Well why? How can you love Jesus and love the murderer of Jesus and his sign. You just can't do it! So, you are blindly wondering in among a people who's yours and my deadly enemy. They make mockery of the righteous by making signs that they murdered him, then hand it over to you for worshipping. This is evil and evil to the eye. We don't want any such religion. What do you think I ought to do for you? In the South, I met a devil who have a piece of a black man's ear in his pocket. He showed it to me to make me fear him, because " I am a murderer and a killer of your people." That's what he wanted to let me know. But we are so blindly and ignorantly in love with the enemy, until we forgive him for killing all of our people except ourselves. I say brothers and sisters, wake up! This is the height of ignorance: a black woman wanting to marry a white man-her murderer, or a black man wanting to marry a white woman-his murderer. You must remember the parable of Delilah was for her people and not for Samson, because Samson was a strong man that her people didn't like and she only wanted to find out his wisdom of strength. It shows how he tried to shun her, but later gave in, because she was unalike and she was much smarter than Samson in wisdom; therefore, she could force Samson to give up himself to her. Remember that was put there for us. We are the Samson of the time, but we can destroy ourselves by giving over to the enemy all of our secrets. Some of the brothers call them Uncle Toms. I don't think he should put the "Uncle" there. If we would look into the face of Christianity, as it stands in it's Christian practice, I think you ought to put it down, because you don't understand. The first part of it spells Christ. Christ actually means The Crusher who's coming in the last day to crush the wicked. It doesn't means what you think, no. That's the man to rid us of that " ianity" out there at the end of it. We have been deceived so long and with so little, that it shames us to know just how we have been deceived. Over to your right is a blazing red Sun with a Star and a Moon in it, which, upon analyzing it, is right. The Star and the Moon is in the Sun and the Sun is the big master. Down at the bottom of that red and white flag representing Sun, Moon and Star, it reads, Islam. Islam in the first sense means that which is of peace. I don't care how long you look at the universe out there you don't hear any noise. On the left is a flag with stars, blue, stripes of white and red. It seems to be confused on what colors to take. That's exactly what I want to do: not preach, but teach. This flag to the right has nothing but a background of red and a star and a moon going in it. The lower heavens, which the scientists refer to as our heaven, the sun family-they call it-contains about nine planets. That red sun rules the nine planets. And the nine planets is the Kingdom of God, which also represents His Godlike wisdom and power. Just those nine planets. Then He, makes a woman to imitate those nine planets. So, brother, don't take her for nothing. She's something to. You know we always have, since the devil, white man, made us do it, looked upon our woman as nothing. Yet, so many of them can guide some of us men folks. They're not all fools. They're wise too, because you made them wise and the most beautiful part of them, God made them to comfort us and that's the best that man wishes for. He wishes for comfort and that's in the woman. Without our woman, brothers, we would be pretty lonesome creatures. In fact, we would not have nothing to produce ourselves. You've got to have the woman to keep the production of the human nature going. To put her out, kick her around in the street, disgrace yourself and her too, you've doing a very wrongful thing. If she produces us, the likeness of ourselves, and you can't get that production without her, then treat her like you treat yourself. Notice the enemy, the devil himself. He has, all the while we've been among him, respect for his woman. He has had it. Regardless of his evil, he takes time to force you and me to respect her. But he disrespects our black woman and we ,in turn, disrespects her too. I'm trying to force you to see her in the light of respect and honor. This one, with her in a room, a baby crying, she brought it forth, okay, treat her good if she's producing men and woman for you and I. She should be honored and respected to have this kind of power. I studied our women, their actions and the creation of them in regard to the knowledge of the man, what he had in mind. I say brother, I'm with the Holy Qur'an. The Holy Qur'an teaches that she is to be respected as we. The only thing that's different, we are a little greater than her in the power of our creation. We have more powerful brains than she, because we were made to rule. She's a help mate. She helps him whenever she can. It's wonderful to know thyself. That's the greatest thing you lack. You don't know yourself. We must get away from mistreating our woman folk. We must treat them right with honor and they will learn to honor you. They will produce you a little baby that will honor you. Even animals are grateful to the mother of their baby. They try to help build homes for them so that they can produce babies of their kind. I say we just have acted a fool. A black man out there beating and kicking your mother up and down the streets and you stand there. We should commit suicide before we take such steps. Let the white man come over in our yard and beat up our woman, our mother? No brother, we both go down together. He loves to destroy her, that's all he knows. He goes into foreign lands of our people and the first thing he goes looking around for, with his green-blue eyes, just to get up to, is the woman, so that he can leave the seed of the devil there. I say to you, my beloved brothers and sisters, turn around and take a new thought for your people. Let the world know that you love self and those that look like yourselves. Don't let people see you hating self. Who are you going to love after you hate yourself? Nothing but your enemy. I saw some chickens one day. These chickens was standing around in the yard acting proud-the rooster was-and he was scanning the skies for his enemies. Anything like a hawk, he warns his family to go, but he doesn't run; he stays out there to battle the hawk when it hits the ground. Until you learn to stand up to the enemy; die or live, live or die, we will not be respected by all the people of the earth. We must learn to do that. The Muslim is trying to learn to respect their black sisters. The black brother Muslim is trying to show you how to do the same. A coward Muslim is not a Muslim. If we claim that we are backed by God and that we are with God to back Him among enemies of His, I say brothers and sisters, let us prove these things.Don't act, but prove it. In the oath of Islam it goes like this: "My prayer, my life, and my death is all for Allah." This is an oath that we take and a prayer. If we don't do what we say in the prayer, we are telling other than the truth to God. In Christianity, it was a religion that we did as we pleased. Not so in Islam! You can't do as you please in Islam, because some of your "pleases" may not please Allah. So, we do that which pleases Allah with us. If we are asked to pray five times a day in Islam, to show that we are a good Muslim, well if we want Allah to take care of us every five minutes, ever five seconds, every fraction of a second, then I don't think we're praying too regular to him just putting up five prayers... That's not so much from the "much" that we're getting from Him and "much" we hope from Him.. On the... it reads "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon," which is now taking place. We're going into that war and we're in it now this very minute. If you believe in Christianity, which has mistreated and hung you on trees, then I think you should look at this and think well. a murderer survive peace, which we have experienced all of our lives? The heavens do not give us any trouble, yet we disobey the law and rules of the heaven, which are obeying the creator. The star, moon and sun obey the laws of it's creator, but this stuff,  to our left, is the make-up of an enemy against that to our right. He is opposed to the laws that governs that which he cannot do without himself. He cannot find any place to live, but in the peaceful kingdom of the universe. And regardless to how far he goes, he can't build one outside of this one. Let him try and build him a universe, then he can be independent of ours. But since he was not able to build him a universe, then obey the laws of ours. That he can't do, because one of our black scientists, a little over 6,600 years ago, made him according to His worship. He didn't make him according to our worship, He made him according to His worship. This troublemaker was made of the nature of making trouble. When his God made him, He said, "Go now and make all the mischief that you can before the coming of the Mahdi." Who is the Mahdi? He is the God we call Allah. We call Him other names, but He is the One, also, Who is referred to in our Bible that will come. Mahdi means a name of self independence, One who doesn't rely on others; He's self independent and He's one that is coming in the last days to bring about the Judgment of the made-man. He's referred to by many as being the Son of Man. I don't know whether I should tell you all of this or not? The Son of Man is that man Who is given authority and power by God to carry out His judgment upon the people. That's what Son of Man is. Then, it goes also for the Mahdi being born out of His nation by a woman that was not of his nation. The man that produced the child, who she gave birth to, was of us, the Black nation. He married her to get an unalike child, so that he could send that child among our people, and his people, to produce a ruler from us. We ,who were lost among the unalike people. The man Who had been made from part of his people and the enemy, was and is the God of the Judgment and of the destruction of the unalike, who has attracted the black man for these last 6,000 years to follow. The unalike is the white people. They are unalike us. We are not like them and they're not like us, only in the nature of a man. That's why they call him man-kind, because he's just kind-of- like the real man, but he's not the real man. A God who is able to fulfill His promise to us, having come and offered you that flag on the right, means that it is time now that you to rule your own. That's your own and He has offered it to us. We have a song we sing of that beauty like this, "Allah has give to us our own; the sun, moon and star, for a flag." I don't think you will find the white people running all over the earth with that on their head. They know better. They don't have part in it. They have time in it, but not part in the creation. When you ask the white man about his secret order, called Masonry or Masonic, he wants you to answer that you were not made that, but you were born that; that's true. We are born Muslim and cannot be accepted by saying I was made a Muslim. We were created Muslim. Some of you may be Masons in here I want to come over in that corner with you to teach you how. In reading a book in the Washington Congressional Library on Ancient Masonry, I had to laugh sometimes to see how we have been fooled. Now you are getting the highest degree in that order which no white man would ever teach you; however, we won't stop here to deal with some kind of society. We will move on with truth. If we bring to you, I'm talking about the disbelievers and hypocrites, that flag and tell you that's our sign or emblem, you that have studied degrees in Masonry should not hesitate to come over, because we give you more than what the devil has given you. These brothers sitting here before our eyes patrolling the floor space, they are men that have learned more about Masonry than you. Your Masonry has included the history of your slavery, which it also teaches you, but you don't know it. Your first three degrees takes you into your slavery. Those three degrees, there, they are the answer to your slavery, if you understand. But not understanding them, as the white man would not teach you the theology side of it, it makes you dumb even to that which you actually own. I don't like to call you such names, but it's an easy answer to the truth of it. The ignorant among you look at that and laugh at it, because he's ignorant of the truth of it and he don't know what he's done. He'll smile at his old stars and stripes-he calls it old glory. If I were you I'd change the name and say it's old hell. I know it's hard to take, but if you would let me teach you, you'd go sticking out your little chest. It'll make you feel like sticking your chest out, but I say, don't act proud; be humble and yet commanding. If we bring to you the sun, moon and star and you laugh at it and criticize it and say you don't want it and would rather have a made square of the devil, enough for you to get by with, because you're only wishing to be recognized by the devil, not by your people. That's why you go and join up with them in every society that you think he will let you in. You want to be his equal, be recognized and respected by him. He didn't make his society or societies to make you his equal. He robbed you of money, alright enough, to be called one of them. He doesn't like to call you a brother in any society. Before we tell him that we will accept him calling us brother, he try calling us brother. Many white people out there call us brother or refer to us as " the brothers," because we have the truth and the light, and in our right position of the square. We don't do this for form and fashion. No, it is the truth. If we say that we are on the square with you, it doesn't mean that we're just saying that because of the sign of the square. No. We say that because we are the square ourselves. Not that we make a sign to go by. We're the square and we are the star and we are the moon. While you do these things according to his teaching just for the respect of the white people who are one. They'll get recognition of it in America, Australia and in Europe. This is just the act that they have for you to buy to get among them and Freemasonry in and of itself does not take you any further than Australia and into Europe, but this on the right here takes you all over the earth. I want you to wake up and know yourself to be people of the first order, not of the last order, but of the first order. We are to respect each other as brothers and not as enemies. We are to respect our woman as our mother. I say, my friend, this mean that we have to love each other. We can't do these things if we hate each other. That's why we are very careful with you. We know the poison in which the devil has put you. He has poisoned your mind against self and has deceived you into wanting to be like him; hoping you would be like him. Hope that you don't become like him. These people were made for hell fire. They were made to live only until a certain time. He tells us himself, some places he goes, now, that the children of the natives see him and say, " there goes a foreign devil." They know him better then you. A real devil is one who is made, by nature of evil, his very nature and material from which he is made. I don't use the word created, because he is not from the creation. He's a made man that our scientist Yakub made here 6,000 years ago. But we have been on this earth every since it was created. Your history has been taught to me as far back as the atom that first burst forth to give away sound and that was beyond 76 trillion years ago. One trillion years is a long time, but when you put seven10's of them together, it runs you out of reading. I want to talk with you on the time. If I don't do it, God will hold me responsible, for Him giving me the knowledge that you never have dreamed of getting out of the head of God-The Knower of all things. I will be held responsible. I go slow with you, at times, because I know your disbelief. You are a people who were raised by the devil, who hates the truth and loves lies, but I defy him to disprove any word that I teach you. If you could go outside and bring me a white man that says he can prove that I'm lying to you, I will give you $10,000 dollars for every word I have said that is a lie. I defy them every time they're among us and they don't do it. If that door was slung back on its hinges to let them in, you wouldn't have sitting room. They want to be here listening to that which they never knew, because a baby cannot tell mother and father what he's doing when he comes forth. He's got to live long enough for the action of matured brains. He's only a baby to us and a very young baby at that. He has our number, because he could not have another since we are his father; whereas, he was not made of himself. We made him, so says the Bible and Qur'an. He was made by the black man, the original man, and he's not hard to make. We could produce many of them. I'm quite sure you're asking yourself, "When he is going to teach what he said?" I am doing it. I'm teaching you what I said I would teach you, but I'm coming in such way up to it so you will be able to master it, if you accept it. It's useless to have something of wisdom that you cannot master. Give that wisdom to another one. The way I'm teaching you, you can learn to master what I'm teaching and you'll be just as big a boy as I am, of which I don't call myself. I hope to make you the big boy, then I get behind the door and peep at how you will react. The truth, the Bible says, will make you free. That is true. If you know the truth, you will be free. Having the knowledge of yourself, others, God ,the devil and both of their worlds,  it will make you free, that's right. We must take you out of this flag so that we can get going with the creator and the one that did not create it. The main thing is to know who is the right one that made the creation and the one that didn't make it. This flag ,over here to the right, was not made for white people. They can't produce a flag like this. This flag over here we had to use some of the material of ours to make his. If I can get 30 million people to believe, here in America, I can take that 30 million people and rule the whole earth. I don't think that anybody here is so hungry. He can't be any hungrier than I. Theology is not so easily taught, especially to people who do not know theology. In teaching theology of religion, you have a very hard job with people who don't know it and who are wrapped up in the belief of religion which the true theology opposes. What we have to do is bring you out of that which you do not know and into that which you and I can make others believe is true. I love to stand before you and teach you the science of religion and others. If I didn't know and understand the science of other religions other than Islam, I couldn't prove to you that Islam is superior. But I know other religions who boast that they have a place in the sun to rule the people with, and these religions is not worth their name, not even worth the name. As the Holy Qur'an teaches you and me, that if you come up on the day of resurrection before God with a religion other than Islam, it won't be accepted, because the religion of Islam is over all religions and it's work and science proves itself. Not that you have to get somebody to come and prove it, it proves itself; for it is truth without help to make you believe it is the truth. So, brothers and sisters, I see somebody getting white-mouthed around here looking for other food and I better let you go. We must know truth to join and become members in a fully-recognized society. We can't become members of recognized societies without having the knowledge of truth. And this is what the America black man needs most of all. He needs to be shaped so that he can be accepted in the best moral and educated society of the people of the Earth.. We thank Allah for blessing us with this house. We thank Mr. Demet for letting us in here. We shall not forget Mr. Demet He gave us a nice place, one of the 10 most nicest places in the country for spiritual service and we like the place. We hope you that are visiting like the place. ...will allow him to be as clean as the building. It's walls are clean. We hope that we can be accepted in the clean societies of the people of earth. All people of the earth will come here. They all will come here if we permit them. You will see every member of every nationality or race or nation on the earth, if we would let them in. Now I will ask you who are thinking to think this over. If you are to rule after other rulers have ruled, they have experience ruling and you have not; you probably could be easily cheated in your freedom to rule by other rulers, so we don't allow them here until we know that you are able to master what you are being taught. It's not open for foreigners; it's open for the new baby who in being born, the little black baby. I have just begun to teach you the history and the secret of the world, the one you're in. I can't say when we're going to finish, but I'm inviting you to come back next Sunday. As you know, we carry on our own school independent of others. We will never get our own by mixing up with others and letting our children be brought up in their school. That has been the wrong thing to do. Teach your own children the knowledge of education yourself. I have long since been seeking teachers. We have some mighty learned teachers out here and what we want you to do is come over and put your wisdom here. Let us raise up our nation from your knowledge. Love to teach and train your children in the knowledge of the black nation who had no beginning nor will they have and ending. They are chasing the white man all over the earth to push him off the earth and you that likes to go along with him, we'll push you off too. This is the end of the time of white people ruling black people; believe it or not. I'm sure some strange things are happening now, even in nature. It is changing up against our enemy. Look what you hear happening up in the Northern part of this country. It's happening every hour, but they don't tell you every hour what is going on. They think you already know and you do know some. I want to give you Jesus' whole history, as God gave it to me. I don't have time now, but I can say this according to that which you can read. The Holy Qur'an does not call him a God. He was not a God and he had mentioned it in the Bible, that he came before time to do his type of teaching and he also admits it in the Holy Qur'an. It was not the time of the Jews. Their time was not up to have judgment teachings taught among them, because they had yet this time to live, and therefore they cut him off like they did many righteous prophets that he couldn't set the world in righteousness and they live under wickedness and deceive us and make us do the same..... And he was not sent to us at all. Jesus was sent to the Jews, or rather taken himself to the Jews. There is no prophecy in the Bible that Jesus was to come to preach to the Jews salvation because he was 2000 years ahead of their time; and so, there's much more we can say, but I think we would be losing time. He admits, himself, that he was ahead of time, and he prophesied of another one in these words, "When He comes, He will teach you and lead you into all truths; I can't do it. I'm here for a special thing, but that One will tell you all." Like the one that Moses prophesied of. I bear witness with Moses and his words and his teaching; wherein Moses said, "That One will lead you into all truths. I can't do it." So I think it is very good that we are living in this time; a time in which we learn the truth of that which prophets before us couldn't look into. Now the book tells you, "When He comes whom the God will send....," You will hear from him, that which you have been longing for. I AM HIM, brother. I don't object to you and no one from questioning me. I don't care who it is. Whatever question you want to ask is your privilege. If a Teacher who clams to know the truth objects to you asking him questions, then he's not the one. We cannot learn if the Teacher won't let us ask questions, because what he teaches we don't know, so we may want to ask questions. If you block me from asking questions, then I'm afraid that you're blocking me from learning what you teach. I don't object to anyone asking questions. I put myself before the world. I don't put myself just before a certain organization. I defy the white theologians and philosophers to ask me anything they want. I don't care what they want to ask me. I am not boasting. I'm just as humble as  you. Wisdom doesn't make me proud. It makes me humble. If a man gets proud of his wisdom, he can't teach us. If he gets down here with us, and humble himself as nature has created everything in the stage of humbleness. If you're too proud to go along with the law of nature, then you won't be able to teach me much. If I teach you and you don't understand, it's your freedom to ask me of that which you don't understand to make it clear to you. If I can't make it clear, then I am not the last teacher. And I am your last teacher! We want above all, unity of brotherhood. That's what Islam is here for, to unite us into a circle of brotherhood-everyone of us-believing that we are the same. Islam is not made up of big" I's" and little " you's." We all are alike before Allah. As the Holy Qur'an teaches us, that the noblest among you is the one most careful of his duty to Allah. We have a religion of equality, and Islam is equality. That is what the Moon in our flag stands for. It's equal with the Earth and the Earth is equal with the Moon. All the planets are equal in the Sun, because it being the greater attraction, doesn't make it greater in the eye sight of God. The Scientist of ours ripped up the Moon 66 trillion years ago, and we go back there through the white man looking at it. We look at the destroyed piece of our planet, and let man know the he shouldn't worship that either, because it's the same as what you're on. It has been deprived of it's life. Just like the white man holds the Blackman, deprived of his life. This is a sign of us. If we don't make what God has revealed clear to our people, then the revealing was unnecessary. There is no God in the Sun before you. The Blackman has no beginning. There was no God before him, or we would be following another people, but we are here on the earth and we made the white race ourselves just a little while ago. The Holy Qur'an teaches us that God didn't make us to live forever. Only the Nation lives forever, but no single Blackman lives forever. We have accounts of them living near a thousand years, but they are not to live forever. After the Scientists lived here and learn all about his earth and knows what is come to His earth tomorrow-it could be a thousand years or twenty thousand years-He's not particular about staying around to see it coming in, because He already knows it. He gets tired and start living a life which He knows will have an end to it. The Savior said some of these Great Scientist just start eating three times a day and soon dies, because the food is the thing that sustains life and keeps us here and the same food will take us away. The poison that's in the food will eventually destroy our physical form.. This is the way Highly Learned Scientists among the Blackman gets away out of our family, they just start eating against the way He should eat. We are now living in the last of the 15,000 years, although the God of this present cycle, His time of wisdom was supposed to have gone for 25,000 years, but since the Mahdi has come in against all previous Gods, because He is God of us all. His Wisdom is not matched by no God in the past or in the future to come; therefore, the Scientist say that He lives forever, because nobody can remove His Knowledge. I'm the little boy that challenged the world of science to disprove just one word I said. If you are able to condemn me as false on one word that I teach, I'll give you $10,000 dollars out of my brother's vest pocket and then I'll pay with my life for lying to you. We must not lie in this day, because it's the end of this world." Honorable Elijah Muhammad: #TheologyofTime pt 2 6/11/72 Will you PLEASE help DoomAlert save MORE lives?  Please send donations to PayPal: http://paypal.me/doomalert Or go to http://www.paypal.com and send donations to email doomalert@gmail.com 

[problemnumber13-blog]

#Christ warns "We have a great time of trouble going on and it's getting worse and worse every hour, therefore, we should be here to decide on what way we shall take. We have no time to think about trying to correspond with the people of this world. Don't be trying to imitate them! This is the time of separation and the destruction of one and the safety of another. I don't want you to think that I am here before you for fun and foolishness. I'm here like the cabinet officer trying to direct you into the right path or lane or road. No more time for foolishness! The Theology of Time that I am teaching you is mostly the secret that has been held back on religion. We cannot depend on the road which we have been put on by our enemies. We have to forsake his guidance and his leadership if we want to see the Hereafter. We are not any kin to them at all and they are no kin to us. This is the way you can easily get deceived today, that is, being ignorant to the knowledge of self. You want to be friendly with the same enemy that has brought you to nothing. That you "love everybody". Just wait a few days! Walking around talking about you love everybody. They have a place to put people that love everybody. You must remember that if you love everybody, you love first your enemies; theirs included, and our enemies are included. So we can't tolerate you if you love everybody, because you're loving your enemies and ours too. We must understand the truth. The Bible doesn't teach you to love your enemies, if so, you throw that Bible in the waste basket. The enemy put that in there to help himself! You'll be loving the enemy of God and yet, claim that you love God. You can't love God and love His enemy and your enemies included. What do you look like loving the devil? Let the devil love devil and not you loving the devil thinking that you are getting friendship with God. You're getting to be an enemy of God. How foolish he has made you by deceiving you into believing in loving everybody! Everybody's not to be loved. We have various kinds of people. You love your brother as you love yourself, but let that brother be one who God loves and one of your blood and flesh. You can't love every kind of flesh. You don't have that understanding. The enemy made you to think that, but you can't love him. No. This is why he declares to God that he would take them all (in the Holy Qur'an) and deceive you and take you to hell with him by making you to love him. You cannot intermarry with them unless that you want to go to hell with them. I know this doesn't sound so good to you, who have been deceived; so I'm telling you before it's too late. There are people who have nice clean homes and if you love your dog, then I advise you not to bring him in here. Some of us love dogs and want everybody else to love that dog. You find a people who are classified with the enemy, the devil, who used to use dogs when he lived in the caves. He made friends with the dog to help protect himself and his family. Brothers and sisters, truth is truth. I have been given the knowledge of the devil. This is why they hate me. They don't want me to tell you what God has taught me  - the truth of them. The Theology of time! We must know the truth that has been hidden from us. "Oh them old folks". "They hates white folks". Yeah, we're the people that "hate" them. We don't love them and they don't love you. Only to get you in trouble or bring you to your end. He was made to destroy us. He was not made to save us, but to destroy us so that his people could rule you and me forever. I want you to listen good and I'm not afraid. If you're trembling, I'm not trembling. For 40 years I have been teaching what you hear me teaching only a little addition-and into the science of it now. But for 40 years, I have been going over this country preaching to you, my kind, that the blue-eyed Caucasian people are devils and that they were made that way. You can't change them unless you take and re-graft them back into us, where they came from. You say, "Oh, well then we're all devil." Oh no! You got it wrong. Because you made a car doesn't mean that you're a car yourself. We are going into that extensively after a while how we made devil. We are the God that made him, but we didn't intend for him to touch us, No. Well, you know that I'm not a young man flying off at the handle. You see these brothers and sisters sitting in front of me, what these brothers wear on their head represents the universe. They are wearing it, because God is now turning over to the slave, black man, the universe and they are within their right to put it on their heads, because it's theirs. I guess I'd better just bring it on out. If you don't see the white Mason wearing it but once a year, you wonder then why we don't wear it along with them once a year? We are the father of it! So, if the father is going to lay his emblem aside to go along with the non-owner, then the father is doing this either to make acquaintance with him in his own country or the father is just laying his down for a certain time. Today, we are suppose to wear our fez, which represents the universe, but white people don't do this, they wear them once a year in some kind of turn-out, because this is not his, that's why he doesn't wear it. He's a man put in the universe for a time and at the end of that time, he gets out of our house. If he doesn't get out, we throw him out. The heavens and the earth belong to black people and this is why this teaching has come to you: It is to acquaint you with the knowledge of your own. Last we off talking about stripes. There is so much to tell you that I could put it into books after books. There is plenty books wrote on it now, but some of them I don't go for. There are books that are piled up into libraries throughout the world, books after books mostly to commercialize on. You don't need all of these books! As the Bible teaches you, back there in the last part of it, that he saw God gave a man with a symbolic name a little book and that little book was enough to take care of all the big books. That is true. Allah gave me a little book and He's preparing another little book. Well, He got it prepared, but He's waiting for a certain time to give it to me. If we are to know the right way, it cannot be taught by the wrong-way-teacher. You've got to have the right teacher to teach the right way. Believe it or not. These stripes are to acquaint you with the knowledge of signs. The signs here, as I told to you last on this board, is the American flag and his religion. With it, to the left, is an awful sign of your brother swinging on a tree and the sign of his religion beside him. Don't fear, they will not try stopping me from putting this up here, because they can't condemn it. The "righteous people" of Christianity will swing his own brother up on limbs like that. Every since we have been in this country, we have been in his religion. You are black and believes in Christianity and he will take you and swing you on the tree.  This proves that you are not a brother of his. The reading in between his flags says, "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon?" I don't have to ask you. You know that the stars and stripes are not going to survive the star and the moon. You know that! So it's a big question mark there. Again, if I asked you when was Christianity inserted into the religion of man? If it didn't come or change with the earth, with the star and moon, you don't have God's religion. You must have the religion of God who created the heaven's and the earth and taught man the right way. You cannot boast of a religion that did not come with the heavens and the Earth. That's right! No theologian will condemn you. Take you down to the road of peace and get you guessing and wondering when it come about. God never changed His religion. If He did change it, it shows that He didn't fore-know things. He's suppose to know the future and the end of all things. So He chooses one religion; that religion must be capable of defining the truth of what He has made. If God made the universe and did not define it in telling you and I what He made it for, then the God is not accurate with His truth of His creation. Let's listen good and try and learn something. I don't argue with you, because I know what you know and I'm not boasting in what I know. I put it out here to you. You are welcomed to take it or leave it. It is yours as well as mine. There is a lot of boasting and proud-acting among us, but I say, put it down, because the Bible teaches you that God will destroy the proud. He don't like proud people and I don't either. We like humble people who can recognize the humble humility of us all and that if we can recognize our own humility, then I think we got something to hold. Not one of us is up from slavery. Not one of us is the President of the United States. So, let us be careful what we boast of. If you have quite a bit of money, that's alright, it's here in the earth; maybe we could get some one day. You didn't get it all. This teaching that God has brought to me is to level us off. That's right. Some of us are up too high, as the Holy Qur'an speaks to a proud man and his kind in this way, trying to be up over everybody. It says, "You cannot reach the top of mountains in your height, nor can you go and step through the earth." So, since you can't step through the earth-its too deep- and you're not able to reach the top of mountains and hills on the earth, then even the earth is taller than you and deeper than you. So let us take our place where we were created and try to man it. The secret of the time has been held back from you by your enemy, because they have the worse feeling of time. Time is that which has a motion or start and an ending. When it comes to this world, they have a beginning and they have an ending. This why they talk most of time, because they were put on time to go so far and then leave. This "forever" is bowing out. This is well known to them, but it's not well known to you. You read in the Bible, Revelation, that his time is what's feared by the man whose number is 6. But I'm afraid that you don't know how to understand the time. "Let him that reads understand the number of the beast." Just to be named a beast is sufficient for you and me to stay away from that man, a man, now, the Prophet calls a beast. He is called a beast, because his characteristics is that of a beast. You never see people kill and delight in killing like these. Beast don't take sorrow for the beast they kill, if they want to kill him. This is the same kind of nature he has. He don't care nothing about killing, because that's put in his nature. If you think that he has some kind of mercy or a heart, you are headed for his next. He doesn't have no heart, like you and me. You have heard and probably have seen how the black brother pleads to them not to hurt them and he pays no attention to that. He laughs, because he doesn't have any mercy in him, by nature. The devil gives one of his black servants just a buttered biscuit and he'll go fight you for that, because he was born with the devil and he's not in the knowledge of the devil, though he was born with him. I have two books up here, one, the Holy Qur'an and  one, the Bible. Both books are ours. The white man has never produced a righteous scripture for you. He tampered with that which he got his hands on, to make it correspond with what he has in mind. Now, the Bible says, " In the beginning... " but it doesn't teach us when the beginning was. It also states that .... when and God created the heaven and earth and created Adam, okay. Who is Adam? and when did God create the heavens and the earth? They don't exhaust themselves trying to teach you that wisdom. But you're sitting before a little man who has been taught in person by God and I thank I can come just as close as that man can come to it from what He taught me. There's no man that knows exactly when the beginning of the heavens and the earth took place, because there was no one to record the time. There was only one man there and He didn't have the knowledge of keeping time like we have. He was laying a foundation for you and me to learn how to calculate time. Mathematics is true, if you know how to use it. The religion of Islam is equally as true as mathematics. And mathematics is true as Islam, if you know how to use both of them in the proper place.. We only want you to understand that we are here bringing you the truth and that we defy you or any other mathematician to disprove us. If Islam stands out before your eyes as a sign of the universe and if the universe was made wrong and its truths cannot be found in it, then we live in an awful universe. If the religion of Islam takes for it's base the root meaning of the universe for it's religion, then I say you have an awful job trying to tangle with that type of people. They'll have you running around looking for something to prove what you say. A religion whose roots is not base upon the universal order of things, you have no religion. Christianity, as you see, is based upon the murder of a man 2,000 years ago. And such sign is not in accord with the universal order of things. It's only in order of a murderer. Here stands his sign; a tree out of which he got his cross. There, he places our brothers on it. Then our poor brothers, having not the understanding of what he's taught to believe in, falls down and worships it. He says he loves Jesus. Well why? How can you love Jesus and love the murderer of Jesus and his sign. You just can't do it! So, you are blindly wondering in among a people who's yours and my deadly enemy. They make mockery of the righteous by making signs that they murdered him, then hand it over to you for worshipping. This is evil and evil to the eye. We don't want any such religion. What do you think I ought to do for you? In the South, I met a devil who have a piece of a black man's ear in his pocket. He showed it to me to make me fear him, because " I am a murderer and a killer of your people." That's what he wanted to let me know. But we are so blindly and ignorantly in love with the enemy, until we forgive him for killing all of our people except ourselves. I say brothers and sisters, wake up! This is the height of ignorance: a black woman wanting to marry a white man-her murderer, or a black man wanting to marry a white woman-his murderer. You must remember the parable of Delilah was for her people and not for Samson, because Samson was a strong man that her people didn't like and she only wanted to find out his wisdom of strength. It shows how he tried to shun her, but later gave in, because she was unalike and she was much smarter than Samson in wisdom; therefore, she could force Samson to give up himself to her. Remember that was put there for us. We are the Samson of the time, but we can destroy ourselves by giving over to the enemy all of our secrets. Some of the brothers call them Uncle Toms. I don't think he should put the "Uncle" there. If we would look into the face of Christianity, as it stands in it's Christian practice, I think you ought to put it down, because you don't understand. The first part of it spells Christ. Christ actually means The Crusher who's coming in the last day to crush the wicked. It doesn't means what you think, no. That's the man to rid us of that " ianity" out there at the end of it. We have been deceived so long and with so little, that it shames us to know just how we have been deceived. Over to your right is a blazing red Sun with a Star and a Moon in it, which, upon analyzing it, is right. The Star and the Moon is in the Sun and the Sun is the big master. Down at the bottom of that red and white flag representing Sun, Moon and Star, it reads, Islam. Islam in the first sense means that which is of peace. I don't care how long you look at the universe out there you don't hear any noise. On the left is a flag with stars, blue, stripes of white and red. It seems to be confused on what colors to take. That's exactly what I want to do: not preach, but teach. This flag to the right has nothing but a background of red and a star and a moon going in it. The lower heavens, which the scientists refer to as our heaven, the sun family-they call it-contains about nine planets. That red sun rules the nine planets. And the nine planets is the Kingdom of God, which also represents His Godlike wisdom and power. Just those nine planets. Then He, makes a woman to imitate those nine planets. So, brother, don't take her for nothing. She's something to. You know we always have, since the devil, white man, made us do it, looked upon our woman as nothing. Yet, so many of them can guide some of us men folks. They're not all fools. They're wise too, because you made them wise and the most beautiful part of them, God made them to comfort us and that's the best that man wishes for. He wishes for comfort and that's in the woman. Without our woman, brothers, we would be pretty lonesome creatures. In fact, we would not have nothing to produce ourselves. You've got to have the woman to keep the production of the human nature going. To put her out, kick her around in the street, disgrace yourself and her too, you've doing a very wrongful thing. If she produces us, the likeness of ourselves, and you can't get that production without her, then treat her like you treat yourself. Notice the enemy, the devil himself. He has, all the while we've been among him, respect for his woman. He has had it. Regardless of his evil, he takes time to force you and me to respect her. But he disrespects our black woman and we ,in turn, disrespects her too. I'm trying to force you to see her in the light of respect and honor. This one, with her in a room, a baby crying, she brought it forth, okay, treat her good if she's producing men and woman for you and I. She should be honored and respected to have this kind of power. I studied our women, their actions and the creation of them in regard to the knowledge of the man, what he had in mind. I say brother, I'm with the Holy Qur'an. The Holy Qur'an teaches that she is to be respected as we. The only thing that's different, we are a little greater than her in the power of our creation. We have more powerful brains than she, because we were made to rule. She's a help mate. She helps him whenever she can. It's wonderful to know thyself. That's the greatest thing you lack. You don't know yourself. We must get away from mistreating our woman folk. We must treat them right with honor and they will learn to honor you. They will produce you a little baby that will honor you. Even animals are grateful to the mother of their baby. They try to help build homes for them so that they can produce babies of their kind. I say we just have acted a fool. A black man out there beating and kicking your mother up and down the streets and you stand there. We should commit suicide before we take such steps. Let the white man come over in our yard and beat up our woman, our mother? No brother, we both go down together. He loves to destroy her, that's all he knows. He goes into foreign lands of our people and the first thing he goes looking around for, with his green-blue eyes, just to get up to, is the woman, so that he can leave the seed of the devil there. I say to you, my beloved brothers and sisters, turn around and take a new thought for your people. Let the world know that you love self and those that look like yourselves. Don't let people see you hating self. Who are you going to love after you hate yourself? Nothing but your enemy. I saw some chickens one day. These chickens was standing around in the yard acting proud-the rooster was-and he was scanning the skies for his enemies. Anything like a hawk, he warns his family to go, but he doesn't run; he stays out there to battle the hawk when it hits the ground. Until you learn to stand up to the enemy; die or live, live or die, we will not be respected by all the people of the earth. We must learn to do that. The Muslim is trying to learn to respect their black sisters. The black brother Muslim is trying to show you how to do the same. A coward Muslim is not a Muslim. If we claim that we are backed by God and that we are with God to back Him among enemies of His, I say brothers and sisters, let us prove these things.Don't act, but prove it. In the oath of Islam it goes like this: "My prayer, my life, and my death is all for Allah." This is an oath that we take and a prayer. If we don't do what we say in the prayer, we are telling other than the truth to God. In Christianity, it was a religion that we did as we pleased. Not so in Islam! You can't do as you please in Islam, because some of your "pleases" may not please Allah. So, we do that which pleases Allah with us. If we are asked to pray five times a day in Islam, to show that we are a good Muslim, well if we want Allah to take care of us every five minutes, ever five seconds, every fraction of a second, then I don't think we're praying too regular to him just putting up five prayers... That's not so much from the "much" that we're getting from Him and "much" we hope from Him.. On the... it reads "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon," which is now taking place. We're going into that war and we're in it now this very minute. If you believe in Christianity, which has mistreated and hung you on trees, then I think you should look at this and think well. a murderer survive peace, which we have experienced all of our lives? The heavens do not give us any trouble, yet we disobey the law and rules of the heaven, which are obeying the creator. The star, moon and sun obey the laws of it's creator, but this stuff,  to our left, is the make-up of an enemy against that to our right. He is opposed to the laws that governs that which he cannot do without himself. He cannot find any place to live, but in the peaceful kingdom of the universe. And regardless to how far he goes, he can't build one outside of this one. Let him try and build him a universe, then he can be independent of ours. But since he was not able to build him a universe, then obey the laws of ours. That he can't do, because one of our black scientists, a little over 6,600 years ago, made him according to His worship. He didn't make him according to our worship, He made him according to His worship. This troublemaker was made of the nature of making trouble. When his God made him, He said, "Go now and make all the mischief that you can before the coming of the Mahdi." Who is the Mahdi? He is the God we call Allah. We call Him other names, but He is the One, also, Who is referred to in our Bible that will come. Mahdi means a name of self independence, One who doesn't rely on others; He's self independent and He's one that is coming in the last days to bring about the Judgment of the made-man. He's referred to by many as being the Son of Man. I don't know whether I should tell you all of this or not? The Son of Man is that man Who is given authority and power by God to carry out His judgment upon the people. That's what Son of Man is. Then, it goes also for the Mahdi being born out of His nation by a woman that was not of his nation. The man that produced the child, who she gave birth to, was of us, the Black nation. He married her to get an unalike child, so that he could send that child among our people, and his people, to produce a ruler from us. We ,who were lost among the unalike people. The man Who had been made from part of his people and the enemy, was and is the God of the Judgment and of the destruction of the unalike, who has attracted the black man for these last 6,000 years to follow. The unalike is the white people. They are unalike us. We are not like them and they're not like us, only in the nature of a man. That's why they call him man-kind, because he's just kind-of- like the real man, but he's not the real man. A God who is able to fulfill His promise to us, having come and offered you that flag on the right, means that it is time now that you to rule your own. That's your own and He has offered it to us. We have a song we sing of that beauty like this, "Allah has give to us our own; the sun, moon and star, for a flag." I don't think you will find the white people running all over the earth with that on their head. They know better. They don't have part in it. They have time in it, but not part in the creation. When you ask the white man about his secret order, called Masonry or Masonic, he wants you to answer that you were not made that, but you were born that; that's true. We are born Muslim and cannot be accepted by saying I was made a Muslim. We were created Muslim. Some of you may be Masons in here I want to come over in that corner with you to teach you how. In reading a book in the Washington Congressional Library on Ancient Masonry, I had to laugh sometimes to see how we have been fooled. Now you are getting the highest degree in that order which no white man would ever teach you; however, we won't stop here to deal with some kind of society. We will move on with truth. If we bring to you, I'm talking about the disbelievers and hypocrites, that flag and tell you that's our sign or emblem, you that have studied degrees in Masonry should not hesitate to come over, because we give you more than what the devil has given you. These brothers sitting here before our eyes patrolling the floor space, they are men that have learned more about Masonry than you. Your Masonry has included the history of your slavery, which it also teaches you, but you don't know it. Your first three degrees takes you into your slavery. Those three degrees, there, they are the answer to your slavery, if you understand. But not understanding them, as the white man would not teach you the theology side of it, it makes you dumb even to that which you actually own. I don't like to call you such names, but it's an easy answer to the truth of it. The ignorant among you look at that and laugh at it, because he's ignorant of the truth of it and he don't know what he's done. He'll smile at his old stars and stripes-he calls it old glory. If I were you I'd change the name and say it's old hell. I know it's hard to take, but if you would let me teach you, you'd go sticking out your little chest. It'll make you feel like sticking your chest out, but I say, don't act proud; be humble and yet commanding. If we bring to you the sun, moon and star and you laugh at it and criticize it and say you don't want it and would rather have a made square of the devil, enough for you to get by with, because you're only wishing to be recognized by the devil, not by your people. That's why you go and join up with them in every society that you think he will let you in. You want to be his equal, be recognized and respected by him. He didn't make his society or societies to make you his equal. He robbed you of money, alright enough, to be called one of them. He doesn't like to call you a brother in any society. Before we tell him that we will accept him calling us brother, he try calling us brother. Many white people out there call us brother or refer to us as " the brothers," because we have the truth and the light, and in our right position of the square. We don't do this for form and fashion. No, it is the truth. If we say that we are on the square with you, it doesn't mean that we're just saying that because of the sign of the square. No. We say that because we are the square ourselves. Not that we make a sign to go by. We're the square and we are the star and we are the moon. While you do these things according to his teaching just for the respect of the white people who are one. They'll get recognition of it in America, Australia and in Europe. This is just the act that they have for you to buy to get among them and Freemasonry in and of itself does not take you any further than Australia and into Europe, but this on the right here takes you all over the earth. I want you to wake up and know yourself to be people of the first order, not of the last order, but of the first order. We are to respect each other as brothers and not as enemies. We are to respect our woman as our mother. I say, my friend, this mean that we have to love each other. We can't do these things if we hate each other. That's why we are very careful with you. We know the poison in which the devil has put you. He has poisoned your mind against self and has deceived you into wanting to be like him; hoping you would be like him. Hope that you don't become like him. These people were made for hell fire. They were made to live only until a certain time. He tells us himself, some places he goes, now, that the children of the natives see him and say, " there goes a foreign devil." They know him better then you. A real devil is one who is made, by nature of evil, his very nature and material from which he is made. I don't use the word created, because he is not from the creation. He's a made man that our scientist Yakub made here 6,000 years ago. But we have been on this earth every since it was created. Your history has been taught to me as far back as the atom that first burst forth to give away sound and that was beyond 76 trillion years ago. One trillion years is a long time, but when you put seven10's of them together, it runs you out of reading. I want to talk with you on the time. If I don't do it, God will hold me responsible, for Him giving me the knowledge that you never have dreamed of getting out of the head of God-The Knower of all things. I will be held responsible. I go slow with you, at times, because I know your disbelief. You are a people who were raised by the devil, who hates the truth and loves lies, but I defy him to disprove any word that I teach you. If you could go outside and bring me a white man that says he can prove that I'm lying to you, I will give you $10,000 dollars for every word I have said that is a lie. I defy them every time they're among us and they don't do it. If that door was slung back on its hinges to let them in, you wouldn't have sitting room. They want to be here listening to that which they never knew, because a baby cannot tell mother and father what he's doing when he comes forth. He's got to live long enough for the action of matured brains. He's only a baby to us and a very young baby at that. He has our number, because he could not have another since we are his father; whereas, he was not made of himself. We made him, so says the Bible and Qur'an. He was made by the black man, the original man, and he's not hard to make. We could produce many of them. I'm quite sure you're asking yourself, "When he is going to teach what he said?" I am doing it. I'm teaching you what I said I would teach you, but I'm coming in such way up to it so you will be able to master it, if you accept it. It's useless to have something of wisdom that you cannot master. Give that wisdom to another one. The way I'm teaching you, you can learn to master what I'm teaching and you'll be just as big a boy as I am, of which I don't call myself. I hope to make you the big boy, then I get behind the door and peep at how you will react. The truth, the Bible says, will make you free. That is true. If you know the truth, you will be free. Having the knowledge of yourself, others, God ,the devil and both of their worlds,  it will make you free, that's right. We must take you out of this flag so that we can get going with the creator and the one that did not create it. The main thing is to know who is the right one that made the creation and the one that didn't make it. This flag ,over here to the right, was not made for white people. They can't produce a flag like this. This flag over here we had to use some of the material of ours to make his. If I can get 30 million people to believe, here in America, I can take that 30 million people and rule the whole earth. I don't think that anybody here is so hungry. He can't be any hungrier than I. Theology is not so easily taught, especially to people who do not know theology. In teaching theology of religion, you have a very hard job with people who don't know it and who are wrapped up in the belief of religion which the true theology opposes. What we have to do is bring you out of that which you do not know and into that which you and I can make others believe is true. I love to stand before you and teach you the science of religion and others. If I didn't know and understand the science of other religions other than Islam, I couldn't prove to you that Islam is superior. But I know other religions who boast that they have a place in the sun to rule the people with, and these religions is not worth their name, not even worth the name. As the Holy Qur'an teaches you and me, that if you come up on the day of resurrection before God with a religion other than Islam, it won't be accepted, because the religion of Islam is over all religions and it's work and science proves itself. Not that you have to get somebody to come and prove it, it proves itself; for it is truth without help to make you believe it is the truth. So, brothers and sisters, I see somebody getting white-mouthed around here looking for other food and I better let you go. We must know truth to join and become members in a fully-recognized society. We can't become members of recognized societies without having the knowledge of truth. And this is what the America black man needs most of all. He needs to be shaped so that he can be accepted in the best moral and educated society of the people of the Earth.. We thank Allah for blessing us with this house. We thank Mr. Demet for letting us in here. We shall not forget Mr. Demet He gave us a nice place, one of the 10 most nicest places in the country for spiritual service and we like the place. We hope you that are visiting like the place. ...will allow him to be as clean as the building. It's walls are clean. We hope that we can be accepted in the clean societies of the people of earth. All people of the earth will come here. They all will come here if we permit them. You will see every member of every nationality or race or nation on the earth, if we would let them in. Now I will ask you who are thinking to think this over. If you are to rule after other rulers have ruled, they have experience ruling and you have not; you probably could be easily cheated in your freedom to rule by other rulers, so we don't allow them here until we know that you are able to master what you are being taught. It's not open for foreigners; it's open for the new baby who in being born, the little black baby. I have just begun to teach you the history and the secret of the world, the one you're in. I can't say when we're going to finish, but I'm inviting you to come back next Sunday. As you know, we carry on our own school independent of others. We will never get our own by mixing up with others and letting our children be brought up in their school. That has been the wrong thing to do. Teach your own children the knowledge of education yourself. I have long since been seeking teachers. We have some mighty learned teachers out here and what we want you to do is come over and put your wisdom here. Let us raise up our nation from your knowledge. Love to teach and train your children in the knowledge of the black nation who had no beginning nor will they have and ending. They are chasing the white man all over the earth to push him off the earth and you that likes to go along with him, we'll push you off too. This is the end of the time of white people ruling black people; believe it or not. I'm sure some strange things are happening now, even in nature. It is changing up against our enemy. Look what you hear happening up in the Northern part of this country. It's happening every hour, but they don't tell you every hour what is going on. They think you already know and you do know some. I want to give you Jesus' whole history, as God gave it to me. I don't have time now, but I can say this according to that which you can read. The Holy Qur'an does not call him a God. He was not a God and he had mentioned it in the Bible, that he came before time to do his type of teaching and he also admits it in the Holy Qur'an. It was not the time of the Jews. Their time was not up to have judgment teachings taught among them, because they had yet this time to live, and therefore they cut him off like they did many righteous prophets that he couldn't set the world in righteousness and they live under wickedness and deceive us and make us do the same..... And he was not sent to us at all. Jesus was sent to the Jews, or rather taken himself to the Jews. There is no prophecy in the Bible that Jesus was to come to preach to the Jews salvation because he was 2000 years ahead of their time; and so, there's much more we can say, but I think we would be losing time. He admits, himself, that he was ahead of time, and he prophesied of another one in these words, "When He comes, He will teach you and lead you into all truths; I can't do it. I'm here for a special thing, but that One will tell you all." Like the one that Moses prophesied of. I bear witness with Moses and his words and his teaching; wherein Moses said, "That One will lead you into all truths. I can't do it." So I think it is very good that we are living in this time; a time in which we learn the truth of that which prophets before us couldn't look into. Now the book tells you, "When He comes whom the God will send....," You will hear from him, that which you have been longing for. I AM HIM, brother. I don't object to you and no one from questioning me. I don't care who it is. Whatever question you want to ask is your privilege. If a Teacher who clams to know the truth objects to you asking him questions, then he's not the one. We cannot learn if the Teacher won't let us ask questions, because what he teaches we don't know, so we may want to ask questions. If you block me from asking questions, then I'm afraid that you're blocking me from learning what you teach. I don't object to anyone asking questions. I put myself before the world. I don't put myself just before a certain organization. I defy the white theologians and philosophers to ask me anything they want. I don't care what they want to ask me. I am not boasting. I'm just as humble as  you. Wisdom doesn't make me proud. It makes me humble. If a man gets proud of his wisdom, he can't teach us. If he gets down here with us, and humble himself as nature has created everything in the stage of humbleness. If you're too proud to go along with the law of nature, then you won't be able to teach me much. If I teach you and you don't understand, it's your freedom to ask me of that which you don't understand to make it clear to you. If I can't make it clear, then I am not the last teacher. And I am your last teacher! We want above all, unity of brotherhood. That's what Islam is here for, to unite us into a circle of brotherhood-everyone of us-believing that we are the same. Islam is not made up of big" I's" and little " you's." We all are alike before Allah. As the Holy Qur'an teaches us, that the noblest among you is the one most careful of his duty to Allah. We have a religion of equality, and Islam is equality. That is what the Moon in our flag stands for. It's equal with the Earth and the Earth is equal with the Moon. All the planets are equal in the Sun, because it being the greater attraction, doesn't make it greater in the eye sight of God. The Scientist of ours ripped up the Moon 66 trillion years ago, and we go back there through the white man looking at it. We look at the destroyed piece of our planet, and let man know the he shouldn't worship that either, because it's the same as what you're on. It has been deprived of it's life. Just like the white man holds the Blackman, deprived of his life. This is a sign of us. If we don't make what God has revealed clear to our people, then the revealing was unnecessary. There is no God in the Sun before you. The Blackman has no beginning. There was no God before him, or we would be following another people, but we are here on the earth and we made the white race ourselves just a little while ago. The Holy Qur'an teaches us that God didn't make us to live forever. Only the Nation lives forever, but no single Blackman lives forever. We have accounts of them living near a thousand years, but they are not to live forever. After the Scientists lived here and learn all about his earth and knows what is come to His earth tomorrow-it could be a thousand years or twenty thousand years-He's not particular about staying around to see it coming in, because He already knows it. He gets tired and start living a life which He knows will have an end to it. The Savior said some of these Great Scientist just start eating three times a day and soon dies, because the food is the thing that sustains life and keeps us here and the same food will take us away. The poison that's in the food will eventually destroy our physical form.. This is the way Highly Learned Scientists among the Blackman gets away out of our family, they just start eating against the way He should eat. We are now living in the last of the 15,000 years, although the God of this present cycle, His time of wisdom was supposed to have gone for 25,000 years, but since the Mahdi has come in against all previous Gods, because He is God of us all. His Wisdom is not matched by no God in the past or in the future to come; therefore, the Scientist say that He lives forever, because nobody can remove His Knowledge. I'm the little boy that challenged the world of science to disprove just one word I said. If you are able to condemn me as false on one word that I teach, I'll give you $10,000 dollars out of my brother's vest pocket and then I'll pay with my life for lying to you. We must not lie in this day, because it's the end of this world." Honorable Elijah Muhammad: #TheologyofTime pt 2 6/11/72 Will you PLEASE help DoomAlert save MORE lives?  Please send donations to PayPal: http://paypal.me/doomalert Or go to http://www.paypal.com and send donations to email doomalert@gmail.com 

[problemnumber13-blog]

#Christ warns "We have a great time of trouble going on and it's getting worse and worse every hour, therefore, we should be here to decide on what way we shall take. We have no time to think about trying to correspond with the people of this world. Don't be trying to imitate them! This is the time of separation and the destruction of one and the safety of another. I don't want you to think that I am here before you for fun and foolishness. I'm here like the cabinet officer trying to direct you into the right path or lane or road. No more time for foolishness! The Theology of Time that I am teaching you is mostly the secret that has been held back on religion. We cannot depend on the road which we have been put on by our enemies. We have to forsake his guidance and his leadership if we want to see the Hereafter. We are not any kin to them at all and they are no kin to us. This is the way you can easily get deceived today, that is, being ignorant to the knowledge of self. You want to be friendly with the same enemy that has brought you to nothing. That you "love everybody". Just wait a few days! Walking around talking about you love everybody. They have a place to put people that love everybody. You must remember that if you love everybody, you love first your enemies; theirs included, and our enemies are included. So we can't tolerate you if you love everybody, because you're loving your enemies and ours too. We must understand the truth. The Bible doesn't teach you to love your enemies, if so, you throw that Bible in the waste basket. The enemy put that in there to help himself! You'll be loving the enemy of God and yet, claim that you love God. You can't love God and love His enemy and your enemies included. What do you look like loving the devil? Let the devil love devil and not you loving the devil thinking that you are getting friendship with God. You're getting to be an enemy of God. How foolish he has made you by deceiving you into believing in loving everybody! Everybody's not to be loved. We have various kinds of people. You love your brother as you love yourself, but let that brother be one who God loves and one of your blood and flesh. You can't love every kind of flesh. You don't have that understanding. The enemy made you to think that, but you can't love him. No. This is why he declares to God that he would take them all (in the Holy Qur'an) and deceive you and take you to hell with him by making you to love him. You cannot intermarry with them unless that you want to go to hell with them. I know this doesn't sound so good to you, who have been deceived; so I'm telling you before it's too late. There are people who have nice clean homes and if you love your dog, then I advise you not to bring him in here. Some of us love dogs and want everybody else to love that dog. You find a people who are classified with the enemy, the devil, who used to use dogs when he lived in the caves. He made friends with the dog to help protect himself and his family. Brothers and sisters, truth is truth. I have been given the knowledge of the devil. This is why they hate me. They don't want me to tell you what God has taught me  - the truth of them. The Theology of time! We must know the truth that has been hidden from us. "Oh them old folks". "They hates white folks". Yeah, we're the people that "hate" them. We don't love them and they don't love you. Only to get you in trouble or bring you to your end. He was made to destroy us. He was not made to save us, but to destroy us so that his people could rule you and me forever. I want you to listen good and I'm not afraid. If you're trembling, I'm not trembling. For 40 years I have been teaching what you hear me teaching only a little addition-and into the science of it now. But for 40 years, I have been going over this country preaching to you, my kind, that the blue-eyed Caucasian people are devils and that they were made that way. You can't change them unless you take and re-graft them back into us, where they came from. You say, "Oh, well then we're all devil." Oh no! You got it wrong. Because you made a car doesn't mean that you're a car yourself. We are going into that extensively after a while how we made devil. We are the God that made him, but we didn't intend for him to touch us, No. Well, you know that I'm not a young man flying off at the handle. You see these brothers and sisters sitting in front of me, what these brothers wear on their head represents the universe. They are wearing it, because God is now turning over to the slave, black man, the universe and they are within their right to put it on their heads, because it's theirs. I guess I'd better just bring it on out. If you don't see the white Mason wearing it but once a year, you wonder then why we don't wear it along with them once a year? We are the father of it! So, if the father is going to lay his emblem aside to go along with the non-owner, then the father is doing this either to make acquaintance with him in his own country or the father is just laying his down for a certain time. Today, we are suppose to wear our fez, which represents the universe, but white people don't do this, they wear them once a year in some kind of turn-out, because this is not his, that's why he doesn't wear it. He's a man put in the universe for a time and at the end of that time, he gets out of our house. If he doesn't get out, we throw him out. The heavens and the earth belong to black people and this is why this teaching has come to you: It is to acquaint you with the knowledge of your own. Last we off talking about stripes. There is so much to tell you that I could put it into books after books. There is plenty books wrote on it now, but some of them I don't go for. There are books that are piled up into libraries throughout the world, books after books mostly to commercialize on. You don't need all of these books! As the Bible teaches you, back there in the last part of it, that he saw God gave a man with a symbolic name a little book and that little book was enough to take care of all the big books. That is true. Allah gave me a little book and He's preparing another little book. Well, He got it prepared, but He's waiting for a certain time to give it to me. If we are to know the right way, it cannot be taught by the wrong-way-teacher. You've got to have the right teacher to teach the right way. Believe it or not. These stripes are to acquaint you with the knowledge of signs. The signs here, as I told to you last on this board, is the American flag and his religion. With it, to the left, is an awful sign of your brother swinging on a tree and the sign of his religion beside him. Don't fear, they will not try stopping me from putting this up here, because they can't condemn it. The "righteous people" of Christianity will swing his own brother up on limbs like that. Every since we have been in this country, we have been in his religion. You are black and believes in Christianity and he will take you and swing you on the tree.  This proves that you are not a brother of his. The reading in between his flags says, "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon?" I don't have to ask you. You know that the stars and stripes are not going to survive the star and the moon. You know that! So it's a big question mark there. Again, if I asked you when was Christianity inserted into the religion of man? If it didn't come or change with the earth, with the star and moon, you don't have God's religion. You must have the religion of God who created the heaven's and the earth and taught man the right way. You cannot boast of a religion that did not come with the heavens and the Earth. That's right! No theologian will condemn you. Take you down to the road of peace and get you guessing and wondering when it come about. God never changed His religion. If He did change it, it shows that He didn't fore-know things. He's suppose to know the future and the end of all things. So He chooses one religion; that religion must be capable of defining the truth of what He has made. If God made the universe and did not define it in telling you and I what He made it for, then the God is not accurate with His truth of His creation. Let's listen good and try and learn something. I don't argue with you, because I know what you know and I'm not boasting in what I know. I put it out here to you. You are welcomed to take it or leave it. It is yours as well as mine. There is a lot of boasting and proud-acting among us, but I say, put it down, because the Bible teaches you that God will destroy the proud. He don't like proud people and I don't either. We like humble people who can recognize the humble humility of us all and that if we can recognize our own humility, then I think we got something to hold. Not one of us is up from slavery. Not one of us is the President of the United States. So, let us be careful what we boast of. If you have quite a bit of money, that's alright, it's here in the earth; maybe we could get some one day. You didn't get it all. This teaching that God has brought to me is to level us off. That's right. Some of us are up too high, as the Holy Qur'an speaks to a proud man and his kind in this way, trying to be up over everybody. It says, "You cannot reach the top of mountains in your height, nor can you go and step through the earth." So, since you can't step through the earth-its too deep- and you're not able to reach the top of mountains and hills on the earth, then even the earth is taller than you and deeper than you. So let us take our place where we were created and try to man it. The secret of the time has been held back from you by your enemy, because they have the worse feeling of time. Time is that which has a motion or start and an ending. When it comes to this world, they have a beginning and they have an ending. This why they talk most of time, because they were put on time to go so far and then leave. This "forever" is bowing out. This is well known to them, but it's not well known to you. You read in the Bible, Revelation, that his time is what's feared by the man whose number is 6. But I'm afraid that you don't know how to understand the time. "Let him that reads understand the number of the beast." Just to be named a beast is sufficient for you and me to stay away from that man, a man, now, the Prophet calls a beast. He is called a beast, because his characteristics is that of a beast. You never see people kill and delight in killing like these. Beast don't take sorrow for the beast they kill, if they want to kill him. This is the same kind of nature he has. He don't care nothing about killing, because that's put in his nature. If you think that he has some kind of mercy or a heart, you are headed for his next. He doesn't have no heart, like you and me. You have heard and probably have seen how the black brother pleads to them not to hurt them and he pays no attention to that. He laughs, because he doesn't have any mercy in him, by nature. The devil gives one of his black servants just a buttered biscuit and he'll go fight you for that, because he was born with the devil and he's not in the knowledge of the devil, though he was born with him. I have two books up here, one, the Holy Qur'an and  one, the Bible. Both books are ours. The white man has never produced a righteous scripture for you. He tampered with that which he got his hands on, to make it correspond with what he has in mind. Now, the Bible says, " In the beginning... " but it doesn't teach us when the beginning was. It also states that .... when and God created the heaven and earth and created Adam, okay. Who is Adam? and when did God create the heavens and the earth? They don't exhaust themselves trying to teach you that wisdom. But you're sitting before a little man who has been taught in person by God and I thank I can come just as close as that man can come to it from what He taught me. There's no man that knows exactly when the beginning of the heavens and the earth took place, because there was no one to record the time. There was only one man there and He didn't have the knowledge of keeping time like we have. He was laying a foundation for you and me to learn how to calculate time. Mathematics is true, if you know how to use it. The religion of Islam is equally as true as mathematics. And mathematics is true as Islam, if you know how to use both of them in the proper place.. We only want you to understand that we are here bringing you the truth and that we defy you or any other mathematician to disprove us. If Islam stands out before your eyes as a sign of the universe and if the universe was made wrong and its truths cannot be found in it, then we live in an awful universe. If the religion of Islam takes for it's base the root meaning of the universe for it's religion, then I say you have an awful job trying to tangle with that type of people. They'll have you running around looking for something to prove what you say. A religion whose roots is not base upon the universal order of things, you have no religion. Christianity, as you see, is based upon the murder of a man 2,000 years ago. And such sign is not in accord with the universal order of things. It's only in order of a murderer. Here stands his sign; a tree out of which he got his cross. There, he places our brothers on it. Then our poor brothers, having not the understanding of what he's taught to believe in, falls down and worships it. He says he loves Jesus. Well why? How can you love Jesus and love the murderer of Jesus and his sign. You just can't do it! So, you are blindly wondering in among a people who's yours and my deadly enemy. They make mockery of the righteous by making signs that they murdered him, then hand it over to you for worshipping. This is evil and evil to the eye. We don't want any such religion. What do you think I ought to do for you? In the South, I met a devil who have a piece of a black man's ear in his pocket. He showed it to me to make me fear him, because " I am a murderer and a killer of your people." That's what he wanted to let me know. But we are so blindly and ignorantly in love with the enemy, until we forgive him for killing all of our people except ourselves. I say brothers and sisters, wake up! This is the height of ignorance: a black woman wanting to marry a white man-her murderer, or a black man wanting to marry a white woman-his murderer. You must remember the parable of Delilah was for her people and not for Samson, because Samson was a strong man that her people didn't like and she only wanted to find out his wisdom of strength. It shows how he tried to shun her, but later gave in, because she was unalike and she was much smarter than Samson in wisdom; therefore, she could force Samson to give up himself to her. Remember that was put there for us. We are the Samson of the time, but we can destroy ourselves by giving over to the enemy all of our secrets. Some of the brothers call them Uncle Toms. I don't think he should put the "Uncle" there. If we would look into the face of Christianity, as it stands in it's Christian practice, I think you ought to put it down, because you don't understand. The first part of it spells Christ. Christ actually means The Crusher who's coming in the last day to crush the wicked. It doesn't means what you think, no. That's the man to rid us of that " ianity" out there at the end of it. We have been deceived so long and with so little, that it shames us to know just how we have been deceived. Over to your right is a blazing red Sun with a Star and a Moon in it, which, upon analyzing it, is right. The Star and the Moon is in the Sun and the Sun is the big master. Down at the bottom of that red and white flag representing Sun, Moon and Star, it reads, Islam. Islam in the first sense means that which is of peace. I don't care how long you look at the universe out there you don't hear any noise. On the left is a flag with stars, blue, stripes of white and red. It seems to be confused on what colors to take. That's exactly what I want to do: not preach, but teach. This flag to the right has nothing but a background of red and a star and a moon going in it. The lower heavens, which the scientists refer to as our heaven, the sun family-they call it-contains about nine planets. That red sun rules the nine planets. And the nine planets is the Kingdom of God, which also represents His Godlike wisdom and power. Just those nine planets. Then He, makes a woman to imitate those nine planets. So, brother, don't take her for nothing. She's something to. You know we always have, since the devil, white man, made us do it, looked upon our woman as nothing. Yet, so many of them can guide some of us men folks. They're not all fools. They're wise too, because you made them wise and the most beautiful part of them, God made them to comfort us and that's the best that man wishes for. He wishes for comfort and that's in the woman. Without our woman, brothers, we would be pretty lonesome creatures. In fact, we would not have nothing to produce ourselves. You've got to have the woman to keep the production of the human nature going. To put her out, kick her around in the street, disgrace yourself and her too, you've doing a very wrongful thing. If she produces us, the likeness of ourselves, and you can't get that production without her, then treat her like you treat yourself. Notice the enemy, the devil himself. He has, all the while we've been among him, respect for his woman. He has had it. Regardless of his evil, he takes time to force you and me to respect her. But he disrespects our black woman and we ,in turn, disrespects her too. I'm trying to force you to see her in the light of respect and honor. This one, with her in a room, a baby crying, she brought it forth, okay, treat her good if she's producing men and woman for you and I. She should be honored and respected to have this kind of power. I studied our women, their actions and the creation of them in regard to the knowledge of the man, what he had in mind. I say brother, I'm with the Holy Qur'an. The Holy Qur'an teaches that she is to be respected as we. The only thing that's different, we are a little greater than her in the power of our creation. We have more powerful brains than she, because we were made to rule. She's a help mate. She helps him whenever she can. It's wonderful to know thyself. That's the greatest thing you lack. You don't know yourself. We must get away from mistreating our woman folk. We must treat them right with honor and they will learn to honor you. They will produce you a little baby that will honor you. Even animals are grateful to the mother of their baby. They try to help build homes for them so that they can produce babies of their kind. I say we just have acted a fool. A black man out there beating and kicking your mother up and down the streets and you stand there. We should commit suicide before we take such steps. Let the white man come over in our yard and beat up our woman, our mother? No brother, we both go down together. He loves to destroy her, that's all he knows. He goes into foreign lands of our people and the first thing he goes looking around for, with his green-blue eyes, just to get up to, is the woman, so that he can leave the seed of the devil there. I say to you, my beloved brothers and sisters, turn around and take a new thought for your people. Let the world know that you love self and those that look like yourselves. Don't let people see you hating self. Who are you going to love after you hate yourself? Nothing but your enemy. I saw some chickens one day. These chickens was standing around in the yard acting proud-the rooster was-and he was scanning the skies for his enemies. Anything like a hawk, he warns his family to go, but he doesn't run; he stays out there to battle the hawk when it hits the ground. Until you learn to stand up to the enemy; die or live, live or die, we will not be respected by all the people of the earth. We must learn to do that. The Muslim is trying to learn to respect their black sisters. The black brother Muslim is trying to show you how to do the same. A coward Muslim is not a Muslim. If we claim that we are backed by God and that we are with God to back Him among enemies of His, I say brothers and sisters, let us prove these things.Don't act, but prove it. In the oath of Islam it goes like this: "My prayer, my life, and my death is all for Allah." This is an oath that we take and a prayer. If we don't do what we say in the prayer, we are telling other than the truth to God. In Christianity, it was a religion that we did as we pleased. Not so in Islam! You can't do as you please in Islam, because some of your "pleases" may not please Allah. So, we do that which pleases Allah with us. If we are asked to pray five times a day in Islam, to show that we are a good Muslim, well if we want Allah to take care of us every five minutes, ever five seconds, every fraction of a second, then I don't think we're praying too regular to him just putting up five prayers... That's not so much from the "much" that we're getting from Him and "much" we hope from Him.. On the... it reads "Which one will survive the War of Armageddon," which is now taking place. We're going into that war and we're in it now this very minute. If you believe in Christianity, which has mistreated and hung you on trees, then I think you should look at this and think well. a murderer survive peace, which we have experienced all of our lives? The heavens do not give us any trouble, yet we disobey the law and rules of the heaven, which are obeying the creator. The star, moon and sun obey the laws of it's creator, but this stuff,  to our left, is the make-up of an enemy against that to our right. He is opposed to the laws that governs that which he cannot do without himself. He cannot find any place to live, but in the peaceful kingdom of the universe. And regardless to how far he goes, he can't build one outside of this one. Let him try and build him a universe, then he can be independent of ours. But since he was not able to build him a universe, then obey the laws of ours. That he can't do, because one of our black scientists, a little over 6,600 years ago, made him according to His worship. He didn't make him according to our worship, He made him according to His worship. This troublemaker was made of the nature of making trouble. When his God made him, He said, "Go now and make all the mischief that you can before the coming of the Mahdi." Who is the Mahdi? He is the God we call Allah. We call Him other names, but He is the One, also, Who is referred to in our Bible that will come. Mahdi means a name of self independence, One who doesn't rely on others; He's self independent and He's one that is coming in the last days to bring about the Judgment of the made-man. He's referred to by many as being the Son of Man. I don't know whether I should tell you all of this or not? The Son of Man is that man Who is given authority and power by God to carry out His judgment upon the people. That's what Son of Man is. Then, it goes also for the Mahdi being born out of His nation by a woman that was not of his nation. The man that produced the child, who she gave birth to, was of us, the Black nation. He married her to get an unalike child, so that he could send that child among our people, and his people, to produce a ruler from us. We ,who were lost among the unalike people. The man Who had been made from part of his people and the enemy, was and is the God of the Judgment and of the destruction of the unalike, who has attracted the black man for these last 6,000 years to follow. The unalike is the white people. They are unalike us. We are not like them and they're not like us, only in the nature of a man. That's why they call him man-kind, because he's just kind-of- like the real man, but he's not the real man. A God who is able to fulfill His promise to us, having come and offered you that flag on the right, means that it is time now that you to rule your own. That's your own and He has offered it to us. We have a song we sing of that beauty like this, "Allah has give to us our own; the sun, moon and star, for a flag." I don't think you will find the white people running all over the earth with that on their head. They know better. They don't have part in it. They have time in it, but not part in the creation. When you ask the white man about his secret order, called Masonry or Masonic, he wants you to answer that you were not made that, but you were born that; that's true. We are born Muslim and cannot be accepted by saying I was made a Muslim. We were created Muslim. Some of you may be Masons in here I want to come over in that corner with you to teach you how. In reading a book in the Washington Congressional Library on Ancient Masonry, I had to laugh sometimes to see how we have been fooled. Now you are getting the highest degree in that order which no white man would ever teach you; however, we won't stop here to deal with some kind of society. We will move on with truth. If we bring to you, I'm talking about the disbelievers and hypocrites, that flag and tell you that's our sign or emblem, you that have studied degrees in Masonry should not hesitate to come over, because we give you more than what the devil has given you. These brothers sitting here before our eyes patrolling the floor space, they are men that have learned more about Masonry than you. Your Masonry has included the history of your slavery, which it also teaches you, but you don't know it. Your first three degrees takes you into your slavery. Those three degrees, there, they are the answer to your slavery, if you understand. But not understanding them, as the white man would not teach you the theology side of it, it makes you dumb even to that which you actually own. I don't like to call you such names, but it's an easy answer to the truth of it. The ignorant among you look at that and laugh at it, because he's ignorant of the truth of it and he don't know what he's done. He'll smile at his old stars and stripes-he calls it old glory. If I were you I'd change the name and say it's old hell. I know it's hard to take, but if you would let me teach you, you'd go sticking out your little chest. It'll make you feel like sticking your chest out, but I say, don't act proud; be humble and yet commanding. If we bring to you the sun, moon and star and you laugh at it and criticize it and say you don't want it and would rather have a made square of the devil, enough for you to get by with, because you're only wishing to be recognized by the devil, not by your people. That's why you go and join up with them in every society that you think he will let you in. You want to be his equal, be recognized and respected by him. He didn't make his society or societies to make you his equal. He robbed you of money, alright enough, to be called one of them. He doesn't like to call you a brother in any society. Before we tell him that we will accept him calling us brother, he try calling us brother. Many white people out there call us brother or refer to us as " the brothers," because we have the truth and the light, and in our right position of the square. We don't do this for form and fashion. No, it is the truth. If we say that we are on the square with you, it doesn't mean that we're just saying that because of the sign of the square. No. We say that because we are the square ourselves. Not that we make a sign to go by. We're the square and we are the star and we are the moon. While you do these things according to his teaching just for the respect of the white people who are one. They'll get recognition of it in America, Australia and in Europe. This is just the act that they have for you to buy to get among them and Freemasonry in and of itself does not take you any further than Australia and into Europe, but this on the right here takes you all over the earth. I want you to wake up and know yourself to be people of the first order, not of the last order, but of the first order. We are to respect each other as brothers and not as enemies. We are to respect our woman as our mother. I say, my friend, this mean that we have to love each other. We can't do these things if we hate each other. That's why we are very careful with you. We know the poison in which the devil has put you. He has poisoned your mind against self and has deceived you into wanting to be like him; hoping you would be like him. Hope that you don't become like him. These people were made for hell fire. They were made to live only until a certain time. He tells us himself, some places he goes, now, that the children of the natives see him and say, " there goes a foreign devil." They know him better then you. A real devil is one who is made, by nature of evil, his very nature and material from which he is made. I don't use the word created, because he is not from the creation. He's a made man that our scientist Yakub made here 6,000 years ago. But we have been on this earth every since it was created. Your history has been taught to me as far back as the atom that first burst forth to give away sound and that was beyond 76 trillion years ago. One trillion years is a long time, but when you put seven10's of them together, it runs you out of reading. I want to talk with you on the time. If I don't do it, God will hold me responsible, for Him giving me the knowledge that you never have dreamed of getting out of the head of God-The Knower of all things. I will be held responsible. I go slow with you, at times, because I know your disbelief. You are a people who were raised by the devil, who hates the truth and loves lies, but I defy him to disprove any word that I teach you. If you could go outside and bring me a white man that says he can prove that I'm lying to you, I will give you $10,000 dollars for every word I have said that is a lie. I defy them every time they're among us and they don't do it. If that door was slung back on its hinges to let them in, you wouldn't have sitting room. They want to be here listening to that which they never knew, because a baby cannot tell mother and father what he's doing when he comes forth. He's got to live long enough for the action of matured brains. He's only a baby to us and a very young baby at that. He has our number, because he could not have another since we are his father; whereas, he was not made of himself. We made him, so says the Bible and Qur'an. He was made by the black man, the original man, and he's not hard to make. We could produce many of them. I'm quite sure you're asking yourself, "When he is going to teach what he said?" I am doing it. I'm teaching you what I said I would teach you, but I'm coming in such way up to it so you will be able to master it, if you accept it. It's useless to have something of wisdom that you cannot master. Give that wisdom to another one. The way I'm teaching you, you can learn to master what I'm teaching and you'll be just as big a boy as I am, of which I don't call myself. I hope to make you the big boy, then I get behind the door and peep at how you will react. The truth, the Bible says, will make you free. That is true. If you know the truth, you will be free. Having the knowledge of yourself, others, God ,the devil and both of their worlds,  it will make you free, that's right. We must take you out of this flag so that we can get going with the creator and the one that did not create it. The main thing is to know who is the right one that made the creation and the one that didn't make it. This flag ,over here to the right, was not made for white people. They can't produce a flag like this. This flag over here we had to use some of the material of ours to make his. If I can get 30 million people to believe, here in America, I can take that 30 million people and rule the whole earth. I don't think that anybody here is so hungry. He can't be any hungrier than I. Theology is not so easily taught, especially to people who do not know theology. In teaching theology of religion, you have a very hard job with people who don't know it and who are wrapped up in the belief of religion which the true theology opposes. What we have to do is bring you out of that which you do not know and into that which you and I can make others believe is true. I love to stand before you and teach you the science of religion and others. If I didn't know and understand the science of other religions other than Islam, I couldn't prove to you that Islam is superior. But I know other religions who boast that they have a place in the sun to rule the people with, and these religions is not worth their name, not even worth the name. As the Holy Qur'an teaches you and me, that if you come up on the day of resurrection before God with a religion other than Islam, it won't be accepted, because the religion of Islam is over all religions and it's work and science proves itself. Not that you have to get somebody to come and prove it, it proves itself; for it is truth without help to make you believe it is the truth. So, brothers and sisters, I see somebody getting white-mouthed around here looking for other food and I better let you go. We must know truth to join and become members in a fully-recognized society. We can't become members of recognized societies without having the knowledge of truth. And this is what the America black man needs most of all. He needs to be shaped so that he can be accepted in the best moral and educated society of the people of the Earth.. We thank Allah for blessing us with this house. We thank Mr. Demet for letting us in here. We shall not forget Mr. Demet He gave us a nice place, one of the 10 most nicest places in the country for spiritual service and we like the place. We hope you that are visiting like the place. ...will allow him to be as clean as the building. It's walls are clean. We hope that we can be accepted in the clean societies of the people of earth. All people of the earth will come here. They all will come here if we permit them. You will see every member of every nationality or race or nation on the earth, if we would let them in. Now I will ask you who are thinking to think this over. If you are to rule after other rulers have ruled, they have experience ruling and you have not; you probably could be easily cheated in your freedom to rule by other rulers, so we don't allow them here until we know that you are able to master what you are being taught. It's not open for foreigners; it's open for the new baby who in being born, the little black baby. I have just begun to teach you the history and the secret of the world, the one you're in. I can't say when we're going to finish, but I'm inviting you to come back next Sunday. As you know, we carry on our own school independent of others. We will never get our own by mixing up with others and letting our children be brought up in their school. That has been the wrong thing to do. Teach your own children the knowledge of education yourself. I have long since been seeking teachers. We have some mighty learned teachers out here and what we want you to do is come over and put your wisdom here. Let us raise up our nation from your knowledge. Love to teach and train your children in the knowledge of the black nation who had no beginning nor will they have and ending. They are chasing the white man all over the earth to push him off the earth and you that likes to go along with him, we'll push you off too. This is the end of the time of white people ruling black people; believe it or not. I'm sure some strange things are happening now, even in nature. It is changing up against our enemy. Look what you hear happening up in the Northern part of this country. It's happening every hour, but they don't tell you every hour what is going on. They think you already know and you do know some. I want to give you Jesus' whole history, as God gave it to me. I don't have time now, but I can say this according to that which you can read. The Holy Qur'an does not call him a God. He was not a God and he had mentioned it in the Bible, that he came before time to do his type of teaching and he also admits it in the Holy Qur'an. It was not the time of the Jews. Their time was not up to have judgment teachings taught among them, because they had yet this time to live, and therefore they cut him off like they did many righteous prophets that he couldn't set the world in righteousness and they live under wickedness and deceive us and make us do the same..... And he was not sent to us at all. Jesus was sent to the Jews, or rather taken himself to the Jews. There is no prophecy in the Bible that Jesus was to come to preach to the Jews salvation because he was 2000 years ahead of their time; and so, there's much more we can say, but I think we would be losing time. He admits, himself, that he was ahead of time, and he prophesied of another one in these words, "When He comes, He will teach you and lead you into all truths; I can't do it. I'm here for a special thing, but that One will tell you all." Like the one that Moses prophesied of. I bear witness with Moses and his words and his teaching; wherein Moses said, "That One will lead you into all truths. I can't do it." So I think it is very good that we are living in this time; a time in which we learn the truth of that which prophets before us couldn't look into. Now the book tells you, "When He comes whom the God will send....," You will hear from him, that which you have been longing for. I AM HIM, brother. I don't object to you and no one from questioning me. I don't care who it is. Whatever question you want to ask is your privilege. If a Teacher who clams to know the truth objects to you asking him questions, then he's not the one. We cannot learn if the Teacher won't let us ask questions, because what he teaches we don't know, so we may want to ask questions. If you block me from asking questions, then I'm afraid that you're blocking me from learning what you teach. I don't object to anyone asking questions. I put myself before the world. I don't put myself just before a certain organization. I defy the white theologians and philosophers to ask me anything they want. I don't care what they want to ask me. I am not boasting. I'm just as humble as  you. Wisdom doesn't make me proud. It makes me humble. If a man gets proud of his wisdom, he can't teach us. If he gets down here with us, and humble himself as nature has created everything in the stage of humbleness. If you're too proud to go along with the law of nature, then you won't be able to teach me much. If I teach you and you don't understand, it's your freedom to ask me of that which you don't understand to make it clear to you. If I can't make it clear, then I am not the last teacher. And I am your last teacher! We want above all, unity of brotherhood. That's what Islam is here for, to unite us into a circle of brotherhood-everyone of us-believing that we are the same. Islam is not made up of big" I's" and little " you's." We all are alike before Allah. As the Holy Qur'an teaches us, that the noblest among you is the one most careful of his duty to Allah. We have a religion of equality, and Islam is equality. That is what the Moon in our flag stands for. It's equal with the Earth and the Earth is equal with the Moon. All the planets are equal in the Sun, because it being the greater attraction, doesn't make it greater in the eye sight of God. The Scientist of ours ripped up the Moon 66 trillion years ago, and we go back there through the white man looking at it. We look at the destroyed piece of our planet, and let man know the he shouldn't worship that either, because it's the same as what you're on. It has been deprived of it's life. Just like the white man holds the Blackman, deprived of his life. This is a sign of us. If we don't make what God has revealed clear to our people, then the revealing was unnecessary. There is no God in the Sun before you. The Blackman has no beginning. There was no God before him, or we would be following another people, but we are here on the earth and we made the white race ourselves just a little while ago. The Holy Qur'an teaches us that God didn't make us to live forever. Only the Nation lives forever, but no single Blackman lives forever. We have accounts of them living near a thousand years, but they are not to live forever. After the Scientists lived here and learn all about his earth and knows what is come to His earth tomorrow-it could be a thousand years or twenty thousand years-He's not particular about staying around to see it coming in, because He already knows it. He gets tired and start living a life which He knows will have an end to it. The Savior said some of these Great Scientist just start eating three times a day and soon dies, because the food is the thing that sustains life and keeps us here and the same food will take us away. The poison that's in the food will eventually destroy our physical form.. This is the way Highly Learned Scientists among the Blackman gets away out of our family, they just start eating against the way He should eat. We are now living in the last of the 15,000 years, although the God of this present cycle, His time of wisdom was supposed to have gone for 25,000 years, but since the Mahdi has come in against all previous Gods, because He is God of us all. His Wisdom is not matched by no God in the past or in the future to come; therefore, the Scientist say that He lives forever, because nobody can remove His Knowledge. I'm the little boy that challenged the world of science to disprove just one word I said. If you are able to condemn me as false on one word that I teach, I'll give you $10,000 dollars out of my brother's vest pocket and then I'll pay with my life for lying to you. We must not lie in this day, because it's the end of this world." Honorable Elijah Muhammad: #TheologyofTime pt 2 6/11/72 Will you PLEASE help DoomAlert save MORE lives?  Please send donations to PayPal: http://paypal.me/doomalert Or go to http://www.paypal.com and send donations to email doomalert@gmail.com