#lividayis

[lividayis]

My beloved OTP in this version fascinated me. #エルリ #eruri #リヴァ #attackontitan #SNK #進撃の巨人 #leviackerman #erwinsmith #エルヴィン #lividayis #erwinxlevi #levixerwin https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp9w20aOxRL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nuri148]

THIRSTY THURSDAY!

🫖 CLARITY ☕

Now complete!

One year after the death of her husband, Armin, Mikasa Ackerman reconnects with old friends as she starts a new life. With the stress of her new job and being the single parent of a ridiculously gifted child, will she allow herself to realise her budding feelings for her former captain, let alone act upon them? And will Levi muster the courage to admit his own feelings for her?

Cover art by @lividayis

Read on AO3

Check the #clarity tea house tag for behind the scenes stuff!

Feel free to AMA!

[rivaille-13]

After The War, Levi: Of Certain Dreams

Spin-off for After The War: Chapter 13, Mikasa Segment VI

Before that, I just want to express my utmost gratitude to everyone who supported and read After The War. So many good comments, supports, and even arts I have been receiving and I swear, you all had made me shed a tear or two.

I have learned that one of our talented RivaMika artist had drawn a very good illustration of the rare sleeping Levi:

And I was so surprised that she was inspired by the little work of mine. Really... I was so speechless that time and I also felt the inward peace she might have felt just by imagining Levi; heavily in his slumber while sleeping peacefully.

So I decided to make a mini spin-off that took place in Levi’s point of view... and please if someone knows Ms. Lividayis’ tumblr, please tag her because this mini Levi spin-off is dedicated for her. I hope she likes it.

Of Certain Dreams

Sleep is a luxury.

A grand, imposing, palatial luxury that only a normal person in a world without walls can attain. At least that is what it means for him.

Maybe.

In a liminality of a dark depth, there he dreamt of countless sheeps and countless stars. He could feel the space was cold, immovable, and somewhere close to a ravine where salvation cannot be found.

At least that is what it means for him.

He felt himself squinting his eyes, unaware of the action that he was acting upon himself. The place he was stuck was somewhere new, moreover like a dream he has never been before. He inhaled as he exhaled. He breathed. Aloud and gasping.

But only his lips were slightly parted.

Fuck this shit.

"Levi, what took you so long?"

Someone was calling him.

But not really someone, yet it was someone who he really knew, who he knew he loved, but the memory felt so distant as time had taken the memory for a very long time. It was now close to undistinguishable.

Where the fuck am I?

His words are funny, yet he kept an unbothered face as he let the spasm of his feet take him to the liminality of a chasm he didn't even know in the first place.

Uncertain.

That's how he could describe it.

"What a fine young man, look how far you have grown."

That voice again. That sweet, cold, and empty voice but this time, he now knew where it was and who it was from.

No, this can't be fucking real.

"Well this can be real too, Levi. Except that you are in a dream."

A dream. The liminality that only happens in a deep-stricken slumber that he had never experienced before. Or might he had experienced, but the chaos and burden that abound by his shoulder had long taken the luxury of a dream-filled slumber away from him.

But now, it felt like the first time.

And someone he knew that he deeply missed for a very long time was there in his dream too.

"Mother, why are you even here? You're dead."

"Kenny did surely upbring you. Watch your tongue, Levi."

He gave a deep breath of relief. He laughed, and when he was done laughing, he gave his mother a small smile. A smile where it was close to peace and longing, of genuinity and certainty, and maybe a smile where it was close to the long forgotten memories of his childhood.

How he missed his mother.

"How long have you been here, mother?"

Because he wanted answers.

"For a long time. But today expires my stay here."

His body was still having spasms, somewhere in a mixture of sparks and caresses. He felt almost certain yet uncertain, but no, he wanted to stay a little bit longer in his sunken dream, making him ask his mother questions he wanted to ask her for a very long time.

"And why is that?"

"Because you had finally slept."

Levi felt like a scolded child.

"Sleeping isn't something of a special shit, mother. Perhaps, I rarely sleep."

"That explains the answer to your question. I must go now, Levi."

"But—"

"You now have the time in your world. Live certain with her."

And that was enough to keep his mouth from asking obvious things.

Her.

He watched her mother wave, a kind smile from her face blossom its way out of her beautiful face. She just disappeared like that, the way she appeared in the vision of his dream-filled slumber.

Perhaps, sleep has always been a luxury but not until in a cold weather afternoon where he found himself so tired that he decided to take a nap. That was not until he had really fallen asleep in a deep-stricken slumber where he finally dreamt something peaceful.

It was still dark, the liminality he had been enclosed with, but not until he had finally realized that she had been there beside him, giving him warm light touches and soft caresses.

His mother was right.

To live certain with her, with Mikasa Ackerman.

Falling asleep was a luxury.

But not until he had finally dreamt of certainties, of a certain world, and not just in a certain dream.

It was real, and it wasn't undeniably wrong that his reality was a peaceful reality where Levi had earned and deserved.

Even though Mikasa's bawdy hand and naughty touches disturbed him from the sweet peaceful dream-filled slumber he had, it was okay.

He could still dream again of certain dreams. Again and again.

"Mikasa, stop holding my cock."

End

Bonus artwork from Ms. Lividayis (I really felt so speechless and beyond thankful, she is very kind and talented) NSFW content, but really, I need to share it because it was so pure and beyond beauty. Please support her by following her at instagram: @lividayis and by liking her fb page. Again, thank you so much for the amazing content, Ms. Lividayis! Words cannot describe how thankful I am for everyone’s kind support.

So yeah, calm before the storm and turmoil of SNK LEAKS. Holy shit, I felt like shitting but please I hope everyone did enjoy this little thing I wrote. I will put more hard effort in the last chapter! Thank you again. (:

[syykoyani]

EVERYONE STOP WHAT YER DOIN AND LOOK AT THIS

Credits: lividayis on Instagram. 💖💜

[dewipersikkk]

For the anon who asks me about any Rivamika artists and I'm sorry for your frustration like I do

Here goes :

@carmenlee

@circusdraw

@vialesana

@sincerehuesitos

@nickbn26

@charlie-1901

@anabel--lee

@indymbras

@grace-ilrm

@lividayis

@lukesrmblog

@tunixafarts

@daryemar

@chrismeddasein (I love her Rivamika fanfics in Wattpad)

@jakinana

@anmoniart

@oh-noplss

INSTAGRAM :

@Pnrphitchan

@tr1n8

TWITTER :

@invertoalbedo ⚠(too much smuts,and there is an Ackerbabies art)

@ebgr_

@pengyinxue

@1CbT_tareme

@mayanqi424

Please add some artists that I haven't mentioned here! Thank you!

[lividayis]

Before my mother's death it was easy for me to draw daily, but now every stroke tires me out and I have many unfinished drawings. Maybe it's the ravages of grief or the depression weighing me down, but whatever it is, I need to draw again to feel alive. #リヴァイ_アッカーマン #attackontitan #SNK #進撃の巨人 #leviackerman #リヴァイ #lividayis #snkfanart #aot #shingekinokyojin #captainlevi https://www.instagram.com/p/CnrvGkTukK_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nuri148]

Clarity Art & Chapter 13 update!

Last month I commisioned the very talented @lividayis to make cover art of my fic, Clarity. Dayana was a pleasure to work with, she quickly interpreted what I wanted and kept me updated during the whole process. Needless to say, I'm super happy with the results! You can see more of her great fanarts, including nsfw, on Twitter and Pixiv as well!

¡Muchas gracias, Dayana, por tu hermoso arte, tu profesionalidad y tu calidez!

As for Chapter 13, now that it's halfway its second round of edits, what can you expect?

- A conflicting calendar! (clashing dates?)

- This is not a date (yeah, sure)

- Tag update (what do you mean?)

- Food and drink...  (but what then?)

[nuri148]

LOOK AT THIS POINT

No, really, take a look at it.

For at 17:23 CEST, on September 23rd of the Year of our Lord 2023, I have finished the first draft of the 15th and last installment of Clarity.

Peeps, I am grieving.

When I set out to put this story into words, I had never written anything beyond 10K. The idea of doing a chaptered story, a slow burn at that, was so foreign to me. I was convinced I'd either solve the plot in 3-4 chapters or, as it's happened to me in the past, I'd lose faith in the story and ditch it, and it'd become one of those abandoned fics we all hate to love.

It wasn't easy, not just because I'm writing in a language not my own. Some of the scenes I'd played dozens of times in my mind before sitting to write them, and then they would... jut not come out? Emotionally charged scenes drain me; Blorbo's feels are my feels. I felt insecure about a myriad things that I'm not experienced about, or didn't do the research about, or just plain thought were too silly or self indulgent for others to like.

I got caught in the rabbit whole of worldbuilding, and created props and hid them as easter eggs and no one but one person found them but I had a blast anyhow.

I got also caught in the rabbit hole of tea and drank a ridiculous amount of it to create a menu and make it more than just a character quirk.

I had lots of fum coming up with the fake preview posts before every chapter (did you getthe hidden message in the last one? did you?)

Most of all, I rekindled my love of writing and I've found amazing people in the fandom, fellow delulus from all around the globe who support and inspire each other and (gasp!) even liked my fic.

Thank you all who accompanied me in this amazing journey, be it by reading, commenting, kudosing, or just supporting me with likes and reblogs here. Special shout-outs to @chaosisbeauty23, one of the most talented fic writers out there, for sharing so much of my delulu as well as the outlook on life of us the not-so-young ones; @onigiri-dorkk my first fandom friend here, for being a ray of sunshine and always encourage and support fellow fans; @bryhaven (even if idk when you'll read this) for your amazing feedback; @ash-aot for bringing my fic to life with your lovely voice; @binibchielq for creating a safespace for us rm spawnlings; @lucysarah-c for the "aguante" and the fandom talks with Argentine taste; @lividayis for the beautiful fanart you created for my humble story.

The party isn't over yet though! I still have to edit this, as well as a last look at ch. 14 before I upload it, but this is it for this story for now. While I still have ideas in the Clarity universe, I would also like to chase other things and/or take a break. In the meantime, Thank you thank you thank you!!!!

[lucymeyer5]

Thank you for tagging me @reikasart

Rules: List 10 songs you really like, each by a different artists, and then tag 10 people to do the same

I’m not very good with English, but I’ll do my best. Here’s my list!!!

I Get Overwhelmed - Daniel Hart

She - Harry Styles

Way Down Hadestown - Anais Mitchell (Hadestown)

Breathe - Lin-Manuel Miranda (In the Heights)

What Baking Can Do - Sara Bareilles (Waitress)

Vaya con Dios - Kali Uchis

Real Man - Mitski

Young Lust - Pink Floyd

Alone I Break - Korn

The Phantom Of The Opera - Andrew Lloyd Webber

God, it’s so hard to pick just ten songs. I am a super fan of musical theater but still I tried to put songs of all kinds to give variety to the list.

Tagging: @annie-anicillo @brushka7 @nickbn26 @vialesana @lividayis @littleghost-07 @eiderredgrove @thatgloomybitch @daryemar @chrismeddasein

i was tagged by my melodramatic tsundere comrade @what-breaks-my-heart thank youuuuu!!!! 😘😘

Rules: List 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist, and then 10 tag people to do the same.

i just used my spotify recently played playlist for this bc an algorithm manages to neatly list my current obsessions better than my brain:

INVU - TAEYEON

Drawer - 10cm

Why - Janet Suh

OK! - NCT U

About Last Night - Monsta X

Red Sun - Dreamcatcher

Our Beloved Summer - Kim Kyung Hee

Red Thread - ONEUS

That's What You Get - Paramore

Oh, Calamity! - All Time Low

tagging: @fierycavalier @nymeria8 @kero-verdade @cruwlwinterr @iamacolor @sleeping-star @cupofteaandstars @kookyeonsus @oyzoe @haedahl enjoooyyyyy x

[lividayis]

Trying to finish all the drawings that I have pending. Censored because IG doesn't like female breasts even on a drawing. Uncensored on my Twitter (@lividayis) #RivaMika #ミカサ_アッカーマン #ミカサ #リヴァイ #リヴァミカ #進撃の巨人 #draw #levi #leviackerman #rivamikaship #mikasaackerman #snkfanart #rivamika #attackontitan #SNK https://www.instagram.com/p/CnwzgvauxTQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[lividayis]

Quick and ugly sketch of my beloved ones. #リヴァイ #リヴァミカ #進撃の巨人 #draw #levi #leviackerman #levi_ackerman #lividayis #doujinshi #fanart #manga #attackontitan #beforethewar #Rivamika #sketch #love #levixmikasa #mikasaackerman #mikasa #aot #shingekinokyojin #snk #rivamikaship #snkfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/CVTuii5t8jT/?utm_medium=tumblr

[lividayis]

I have about 3 weeks trying to finish this fanart, but I have had some complications, between my cell that keeps giving me a bit of problems and little things with my nony's disease it has been difficult. I really wanted to do something Rivamika, I love seeing my vulnerable Levi, because he himself loses himself in pleasure. If u wanna see the full picture, in my twitter and Pixiv will be. (https://www.twitter.com/lividayis) #リヴァイ #リヴァミカ #進撃の巨人 #draw #levi #leviackerman #levi_ackerman #lividayis #doujinshi #fanart #manga #attackontitan #Rivamika #love #levixmikasa #mikasaackerman #mikasa #aot #shingekinokyojin #snk #rivamikaship #snkfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/CTgZIr0sYJY/?utm_medium=tumblr

[alwaysrunningoutoftime]

Awww thanks for tagging me at @reikasart

I also got!

The sweetheart with an enigmatic dark past

You're always polite and kind with others. That makes people feel comfortable around you and many would consider you a close friend. However, you seldom feel connected with those around you. You feel like they don't know you, the real you, and they never will because you'll never allow them. It takes a great amount of time and trust for you to show yourself as you truly are, because you repress most of your feelings and desires, and mask them with a calm and collected personalty. It just seems easier that way, safer. But remember that if you bottle everything up, it will explode one day, maybe in ways you aren't proud of.

umm some things are true, others not so much 👍 (edit: lmao deadass I think it said this cause im introverted.)

I’ll tag @rosebudregiment @rm4ever @nezuko-kamado-cute-demon @lovedrunkheadcanons @lividayis @helena-thessaloniki @nrgburst @dramioneshipperz and anyone else who's down!

Tag game:

Tagged by @tatakaeeren thanks for the tag 💕 this looked fun to do!

Ok, here’s my uquiz: which type of love interest would you be in a dating simulator?

‘The sarcastic fuckboy who secretely has a heart of gold’

Upon first meeting you might seem insufferable, but it’s only because you don’t have time for what others might think of you. You’re independent, confident, and you know what you want. That intimidates people, and you know it. But deep down you know it’s all a show. You desire to be loved as much as any other person, but you don’t want to get hurt and thus it’s difficult for you to appear vulnerable to others. You’ll try to mask your feelings with humor and aggressiveness when you feel someone might be getting too close to home. But those who have the patience to endure your cold exterior will be rewarded with the most caring and loyal person in their lives. You’re the ride or die kind of type, and once you fall in love, you do it deeply and unconditionally.

Tagging: @rivaille-13 @proherotheflamehashira @jaegerists @zuura @regular-john-16278 @ackersaint @puredivinity @venialityyy and anyone else who wants to do it.

[lividayis]

Levi's month, fanart of day 5. #リヴァイ_アッカーマン #attackontitan #SNK #進撃の巨人 #leviackerman #リヴァイ #lividayis #snkfanart #aot #shingekinokyojin #captainlevi #month_of_levi https://www.instagram.com/lividayis/p/CXIpbPJOZH6/?utm_medium=tumblr

[lividayis]

Today was one of those days when everything went from bad to worse, in fact I did not think I could draw due to lack of time but I really needed to raise my mood and I drew Levi in a sexy pose, then I think to remake it better, even in color, but for the moment I loved his face and that mischievous smile that makes me feel better and a bit flushed.

I would like to ask you something, if I offered commissions, would you be interested in them?

Anyway, enjoy the sexiest soldier of humanity.

[lividayis]

Ah, I have months trying to finish this fanart and today I had to do it, I had to clear myself a little of everything and make myself a little happy to go on with my life. But at least I'm done today, invite me a coffee if you can (ko-fi.com/lividayis) or ask for a commission, to support my work. ❤ thank you. Oh and the full image is on my twitter (www.twitter.com/lividayis) #リヴァイ #リヴァミカ #進撃の巨人 #draw #levi #leviackerman #levi_ackerman #lividayis #doujinshi #fanart #manga #attackontitan #Rivamika #sketch #love #levixmikasa #mikasaackerman #mikasa #aot #shingekinokyojin #snk #rivamikaship #snkfanart https://www.instagram.com/p/CWmIt46sHP-/?utm_medium=tumblr