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Oh I would give everything to be there again.

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#regram @1millionwomen We share these words of wisdom from Dr. Jane Goodall for today’s Wednesday Wisdom. #janegoodall #wednesdaywisdom #littlebylittlealittlebecomesalot #puzzle #dogoodfeelgood #jigsawpuzzle #personalaccountability https://www.instagram.com/p/B1_sYSWAr91/?igshid=1p10zz74bpz42

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Ich habs versucht. Ich komme ohne dich nicht aus.

Marius Müller Westernhagen - Johnny Walker

Ich vermisse dich Papa.

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I love it!

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I know that no one will read that or reply to it. I just wanna share my thoughts. My last 3 weeks were stressful as hell and right now I'm in a middle of a breakdown I guess. Since 2 hours I'm so fucking close to cut myself again. My brain is having a war between cutting or just letting it go. I need it so bad but then otherwise when I take the knife in my hand I think about it again. It's almost when I was young and had no space left to hide my wounds and scars. I know I will do it, even though I'm thinking about it so hard.

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The best day in 2021 so far! Good conversations, laughed so much and full of love. I can’t describe how happy this man makes me! For sure he drives me insane sometimes but summing it up I’m more happy than I ever was.

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It’s crazy how a single person can change your life and emotions so quickly.

It’s been a time since we broke up. We spent 3 years together and I can tell that it was more toxic than lovely. You broke me so many times I can’t even tell. You made me feel like I’m useless, stupid, naive and not loved. Still after like 1 year of breakup and me being in a new healthy relationship with a man I love so much, you’re still in my mind. I can try everything to get you out of there and to forget you.

I don’t know why and I hate me for that but I still have love for you left. Wherever this small piece of fucking love is always hiding but it’s there.

I am happy now, more happy than I was with you in 3 years. I don’t get blamed for overthinking or being a little drama queen. I found the man who is caring about me and my feelings and trying to understand me. What you could never do our entire relationship.

But still I got love for you.

I wish I could just turn it off. Forget you and our relationship and the time we spent together.

But when I’m drunk you’re the one I call. And I hate me for that. Cause I know even though you put me through so much I will always have love for you.

Maybe it’s the “first love” but I don’t understand it. How can I love you when you put me through the hardest times in my life and made the hardest time in my life even more hard. Sometimes I wish I would have never met you and sometimes I wish it would have turned out differently. But deep in my heart I know you would never be the person you pretended to be.

I hope I’ll get happy with my man. I hope that I’m gonna love him even more than I loved you. Cause he deserves it while you didn’t. And if I don’t I hope life will get us to meet again and then there are two ways we can go. Either we will be kind of friends or end up staying together.

I don’t think about you every day and I don’t regret breaking up with you. But on days like this I am thinking about our imaginary future and think about you.

I just wanna forget you.

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Strange day today. Woke up late, felt like I cried the whole night (I didn’t), ate breakfast, did some university, skipped Zoom call to drink a coffee, went to city, my favorite coffee shop was already closed. Went back home with literally no energy but ate a big ball of salat (why?!) did nothing again and my mood was bad. My boyfriend and I started to be in a small fight cause he wanted to cook on Monday with me. I asked if he’s busy the weekend and he answered kind of. I know he knew that I was in a strange mood that’s why he told me he’s gonna come over tomorrow and help me choose the clothes I’ve ordered. It was very cute of him cause he knew I needed help to choose and especially cause he knows I always wanna spent time with him. But I just wanted to not be a burden (as always) to him and said he doesn’t need to come I can also sent him pictures. He started to freak out a bit cause he didn’t understand me and probably thought I didn’t want to see him. I explained to him I didn’t want to steal his time when he’s kinda busy. In the end I told him I would love to see him and I’m sorry that I didn’t make that clear but just wanted to be nice to him. I didn’t expect him to be so understandable asking me if everything is alright, if it’s something about my university and telling me “i love you” instead of our daily “love u” s. It’s small stuff but for me it still means a lot cause I’m definitely not used to this. Someone who is not starting a fight and giving me the fault. Someone who is patient with me and tries to understand me. Even though he acts like a gangster, forgets a lot, is sometimes not reliable and drives me crazy, he makes sure every day that I eat something warm, that I’m feeling good, helps me with everything when I need him. Cooks for me. Excuses for being late or when he makes a mistake and making sure he’s not doing it again. He listens to me in a way no one ever listened to me and he gives me the feeling that he’s really concerned about my feelings. He makes me tea or coffee in the morning and breakfast. He bought me a brush for my paintings and just gave it to me. He makes sure I’m warm when I have to walk home and gives me his hoodies and favorite jogging pants without me asking for it.

I don’t know how it happened but I fell in love with him even before he acted like that and was a complete asshole before. I’m happy to went after him for 2 years and didn’t give up.

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Applauding Kia for donating to end childhood homelessness for every yard gained in the Super Bowl. To participate Text ‘HOME’ to 41444 to receive a link where you can make your own donation. The funds are distributed to: 1) Stand up for Kids @standupforkidsnational 2) Covenant House @covenant_house and 3) Positive Tomorrows @positivetomorrows . #littlebylittlealittlebecomesalot #superbowl #dogoodfeelgood #fighthomelessness #yardsagainsthomelessness #giveiteverything #superbowl2020 #superbowlcommercial. 👏👏 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8Chko6AOAH/?igshid=1qloa3fypl494

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Susan won this awesome Green Kitchen Kitchen Basket 🧺at her local craft faire fundraiser yesterday. The basket came complete with glass straws, a rack to dry plastic bags that have been washed for reuse and a sprouting kit. Participating in raffles and silent auctions is a fun way to “do good”. With many people purchasing tickets for a few dollars organizations can raise a sizable sum for their cause. Have you ever won something wonderful at a raffle or auction? #littlebylittlealittlebecomesalot #dogoodfeelgood #dogoodfeelgoodlivelove (at Bonny Doon, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4s0nkBgs3l/?igshid=1uby0xwxxqgj0