#litterally obbsessed with this

[0liv333r]

oh my god I'm obsessed with this, they always manage to make the most beautiful art I've ever seen

malachite whale shark 🪲 this is for all the tauruses ♉️🤍

[moongrlvz]

all i wanted is you

[creepy--claws]

new sansmaeda au (this time a bit more of uh ironic fanime haha + horror stuff): komaeda's a schoolboy, yknow nothing special!

and his personality's just yknow normal komaeda + stereotypical anime schoolgirl n a LOOOOT of obsessiveness. like..alot.

it all starts with the cute, although weirdly obbsessive gestures like letters (some written with blood), cookies n pastry baskets put in lockers and desks (some of them have the meat n organs of his victims) and then the whole "hiding the murder so it doesnt look suspicious" jig is up and he still does what he does, although the murder is more obvious now.

like...he chopped off someone's arms and made them into a heart shape and put them on a cake when he heard sans's birthday was coming up, he litterally wrote I Love You with someone's blood and left their body still there bleeding.

he also pretends to be a school girl named Fuku-Chan on message boards like Ayashii world or 2channel (i forgor 2 mention this au is set in like...1999-2006 i guess idk)and takes pictures of his victims corpses and badly edits them so they look cutesy enough to pass for the gurokawa forums.he usually says "if you want to use this as your profile picture, go ahead<3".

he even has a physical diary where he documents all his kills and his hitlist is in it too!! and yknow the best part....HE DOTS ALL THE 'I'S WITH HEARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaand to further push the weird schoolgirl who is actually an even weirder fucking dude, he dresses like a schoolgirl when he kills his victims (primarily at night,around 18:00-23:00ish), but that comes with some..problems, but he's prepared to deal with them whether theyre weird perverts who wanna look up his skirt to rabid wild cats n dogs trying 2 attack him.

his weapon of choice is usually either a crowbar or a gun but sometimes he switches it up just for fun lolz

i think this would be a pretty rad fanime....if i knew how 2 animate of course^^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also the way he switches from ok this kids kinda weird i guess but hes actually a nice dude to PSYCHOPATHIC SCHOOLGIRL ON THE LOOSE is like the uboa/ponikos room event in yume nikki lolz

Sans has caught up on all of this and is still trying to find out who this so-called "Fuku-Chan" is,when suddenly..Komaeda (still wearing schoolgirl costume when this happened btw) got hit by a truck and got seriously injured and had to go to the hospital. coincidentally, Fuku-Chan said she wasnt posting today cuz she was in the hosptial because he got hit by a truck last night.COINCIDENCE???????? I THINTK NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah and reigen survived one of his attacks and told the cops lolz

wHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW...,this was long

anyways i hope you like komaeda fucking around in a cheap dokuro chan-esque disguise n being a yandere n such

[● Really enjoyed this latest entry of "Oh this fucking guy", especially putting it into a new time frame. Only like one or two beats that don't sit right with me but it's not that big of a deal, and overall pretty neat! The truck part got me harder than it should've, like people getting run over shouldn't be funny but it is.]

[p-antomime]

Well...

Tw. Dubcon,cheating,drugging and kidnapping.

Izana is your bestfriend and stalker but we'll get to that ltr. Ur stupid husband always cheats on you, he loves u sm but yknow he loves the thrill of doing things that are wrong. So, everytime your husband does you wrong you go to your best friend crying because you think its your fault he cheated. Izana has had enough, despite wanting you all for himself he still wants you to be happy even if he only gets to see you from afar.. Izana had to teach ur husband a lesson. The next the Sanzu went to a club to get his dick wet, was the the moment hes going to strike. While sanzu was fucking another woman without a care in the world, he saw that his phone kept on flashing, he thought that it was you so he just ignored it. It wasnt, it was Izana taking pictures of you outside your window and you were preparing dinner izana thanked him for the oppurtunity to share his cute wife. The next text was a video, a black screen specifically it was your muffled moans crys it can be practicalky heard you wanted it to stop. It was too late when Sanzu saw the texts from izana (who uses a anon phone num he aint dum dum) He rushed back home, and to his horror, Sanzu found your passed out body on the floor. Littered with hickies and the ropes around your brusing your body. Haruchiyo for the first time felt what it was like to be in your shoes. He felt that this happened to his poor wife because he was a horrible husband. He puts you to sleep, but all he can do is stare and cry because your such a lovely girl and how could he do this to you. Morning came and to his suprise you dont rmbr anything izana gave you some pills to forget the whole event. Sanzu was loyal for the next few days, that is only few days. Because the next time he went to the club everything restarted. Izans coudnt stand his stupidity so he just whisked you away all together. When Sanzu was done, he felt a moment of fear. Everything was confirmed when he came home to a trashed house. He got a sense of dejavu. But this time your no longer in the house. The next morning, haru felt what it was like to not be greated by your warm prensense, and you asking hin to come back home safe "Arent you gonna ask me to come back home yn?" He asked the empty house, but to no response of course. At work bonten coudnt stand sanzu, esp mikey who is used to see him all crazy and shit. Mikey liked you, you treated him with kindess like emma did back then. So, he made a search for you while sanzu was still fighting his inner thoughts. While at izana house.. the days u were gone was everday that izana was making love to you telling how much he loves while in his delusion your crys for him to stop are moans of pleasure. Soon, bonten found you and sanzu never let you go. Soft make up sex yknow :"> but.. he found out you forgave izana for everything. Which soon harbored into an obbsession to always to keep you close ad never let you out of his sight.

I hope that this ok :">

🦋

BITCH I-I

I LITERALLY JUST WROTE A SOFT THING WITH GETOU AND HATE SEX WITH MEGUMI AND WHEN I COME BACK, YOU'RE HERE PRESENTING ME WITH A PIECE WITH DUB-CON AND IZANA AND HARUCHIYO

do you love me? no need to say, i think you do

i am speechless, the WOMAN IS TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK... 'cause i thought at first that izana wouldn't be able to get hands on the reader, yknow? i even thought haruchiyo would tape him and his pretty little wife having sex just to make izana jealous, but damn, your mind is much better, much more insightful than mine and that's why ilysm

and i BET MY SOUL that after sending the video of you moaning to sanzu, izana would whisper a "i love you so much, you love me too, don't you? of course you do" in your ear in the AUGE of his pure delusion

and angst with haruchiyo is an aesthetic that I NEVER WANT TO ABANDON! something flipped inside me when you mentioned "deja vu", I think it is my need to write hardcore smut with izana or just my hand itching at the moment to write haruchiyo crying in the rawest humanly possible way...

AND YOU ASKING IF THIS IS OKAY? IT IS MORE THAN OK, IT IS PERFECT!

[hello-wtfudgeismylife]

Ace Experiance (in retrospect)

My experiance with asexuality. As any person asks anyone whith an anormative sexuality, 'when did you first know?' and for a while my short answer was 'I always did, i just didn't have terminology until recently' which is still very true, but i want to take a look back at my life to share my experiance being asexual.

So for a while, I decided i was straight, never questioned it. Lgbt+ topics weren't a common thing yet and i wasn't exposed to it. So i knew i was straight, i just hadn't met anyone yet and frankly didn't want to. Now in my school, this was actually pretty common. Not many people dated cause we kind of had acedemics to focus on (shout out to IB students, woo!) so i didn't find it weird i never liked anyone.

Now, what i defined as liking someone was something along the lines of 'I only just met you and would like to know you better so you want to date i guess?' cause thats litterally all dating looked like to me from the outside. Apparently people thought others could look hot, which sure, i guess some people are prettier than others, do you need this weirdly extreme word to say that? So i had zero basis for attraction by appearance, or what i later learned was apparently sexual attraction. I ended up dating this one guy for all of two weeks maybe. To me it went something like, 'heres my contact info so we can chat and learn about eachother' that everyone else blew into a big scenario of 'oooooo you like him'.

I broke that off the day before valentines day. After that, since i still didn't really find guys any more appealing than girls i reconsidered and thought... 'maybe im just bi?' which didn't change anything. Two of my friends were bi, so whats one more? Well then i decided that the whole 'i love/am attracted to this person i just met' was confusing so i did a few experiments. Seriously. And its not the 'asexual people are apathetic' thing, its the 'children who can't get answers to questions find other ways' thing.

What i did is fake liking this one guy everyone shipped me with anyways. The reactions? My friends were so excited i finally liked someone that I immediately said it was a lie cause i did not want to go through anything remotely relating to them trying to hook me up. Not happening. They instead went back to trying to find people I'd be good shipped with.

So i knew i wasn't really attracted to people. Fine. There was 150 people in my grade and i went to school with them for 6 years. Not a large pool of people, maybe i haven't met the right person yet. But heres the thing, everyone else knew their sexuality. My sister two years younger than me knew hers. And i certainly wasn't a late bloomer, i felt sexual tendancies, just not towards people. People, just looked like people.

An analogy I found once that i like is this: imagine everyone in the world is completely obbsessed with twigs. They use twigs to promote items, Look here! Curvy twig on a car!, people obsess over twigs in media. Twigs are all the rage. Except you just think it looks like some random stick. Cause that what it is right? All sticks just kind of look like sticks, why get obsessed? They're just twigs.

In this case, to me, the twig obsession is people's sexual atraction to eachother. I just don't see how it makes sense. Not saying attraction is obsession, but for a while thats what it looked like. So the best i could conclude is, i just wasn't interested in people.

'Im just not interested in people' was my orientation tag before i knew asexuality. Really only one person questioned it. My mandatory councelor for when a family member leaves. She said that line: you'll feel something when your older. But again, i felt something already. It just wasn't related to people. I stuck with my identity cause she didn't know what she was talking about. There wasn't anything wrong with me.

After a whole nother ordeal in my life, i had a new friend. The old friend group had sort of dissolved, i isolated myself for fear, got better, interacted again, and made a friend. New girl in my grade. As it turns out one of out best things to bond over? Lack of finding people attractive. We both read plenty of fanfiction (well written mind you. Not all fanfiction sucks, thats sterotyping) and both damn well knew attraction was supposed to be a thing, loved reading character ships stories, just, didn't want that ourselves.

I actually then met/found out three other people in our grade who felt the same and lgbt+ was suddenly more of a topic. I got into looking through orientations to see if any finallt fit me and guess what?

Yuuuuupp Asexual! Thank all things good, I have a place! I was now asexual, demiromantic. Demi because i felt it could be possible to fall in live, but only after i knew the person, so maybe after a few years and a solid emotional connection was made.

Im lucky i was in a school that was more open, less caring about sex and dating, didn't experiance as much pressure and ostrecization other asexuals go through, but this is my story. A lot of confusion mostly. Supposedly about 1% of the population is asexual. (But come on, a total of 5 people at my school that i know of that are all asexual? For 1% that seems high. Might need a recount.)

Now, as for romantic attraction, thats really f-ed up for me. That whole ordeal i mentioned? Yeah. Not good. So any advice on telling strong platonic feelings apart from romantic feelings?

[liam-lavey]

Hey dudes, so like, lets talk about that one time where I literally thought I was Ciel Phantomhive shall we? I look back at it and kinda cringe but at the same time its kinda like "oh, this is why children shouldn't be gated cause they'll think they're gay Naruto" like, before i realized i was trans, I would look at BL (Ik that crap is wierd, I'm not obbsessed with it as I used to be) I was about may be 13 at the time? And be like "why dont I have the same parts as them and feel kinda guilty about it. I felt really wierd about my chest as well (ya know, obvious signs of dysphoria) and you know what my dumb 12 yo self did cause I used to ship sebaciel hardcore and related to ciel? "Oh yep.... This is it..... I must be.... Ciel Phantomhive" like fr I would walk around with a garbage English accent and my Australian dad was prolly embarrassed. Oof, and then I went to a group like "guys. This is who I am, I'm ciel phantomhive" and they was like "No you ain't"

So yeah, a funny and embarrassing story of when I used to think I was litterally Ciel Phantomhive. Lolol I had problems.

[theraventhieves-blog]

Okay, I can understand that everyone was kind of preoccupied and stuff even before book one and all but how the hell did everyone just not notice Noah was dead? Like, it would be one thing if it was just him outright saying he was dead since that litterally just sounds like something anyone his age would joke about. But how on earth did they not question why he didn’t eat or go to Aglionby or litterally anything a living person does. ‘Oh, he must have eaten earlier.’ When? When could he have possibly have eaten? And then there is the little fact he can’t be seen by most people. I’m sorry, but someone would start asking why they were talking to themeselves. Just, aren’t these characters supposed to be smart enough to question everything. Why did it take Blue and freaking Gansey, the one litterally obbsessed with the supernatural taking Noah’s body for them to realize wait a minute, he’s apparently dead, who could have seen that coming? Gansey and Ronan live with him (is that the right wording when talking about a dead person???). How did NONE OF THEM notice?