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just remembered about the "friend" who called me an idiot and stopped talking to me because i refused to include nurses in acab.
like...yeah these two groups have power over the vulnerable that they will abuse. yes nurses can and will harm people. tell me. which one of these groups has state sponsored guns, riot gear, and legal invulnerability against being brought to justice??? which one of these professions was invented to recapture escaped slaves????
#also i simply don't believe that you can paint all nurses with a broad brush#like i have met plenty of nurses (and i say this as someone with mega medical trauma)#who were genuinely good people who did enormous amounts of good#who did their jobs as they were intended to be done#who TOOK CARE OF PEOPLE#is it a profession people are likely to abuse? sure absolutely#are there massive institutional problems in place with the usamerican healthcare system? also yes#and i do want to say i think the abuses that nurses go through are horrible#but it is totally possible to just. be a good nurse#i don't think it's EASY but.#like#literally it's 100% possible#thane.txt
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A compilation of a few notes in no particular order written by two odd scholars found by the Traveler on their journey throughout Sumeru. Some of the words have been crossed out or lost to time, making them illegible.
Forgotten Note (found in the desert inside a huge Ruin Golem)
[A page torn from someone's notebook that seems to be hastily written and forgotten.]
... I can't believe what I've just witnessed. We spent DAYS traveling out here to the desert because Zandik wanted to tinker with that huge robot for ages. Me too of course, but that's not the point. Here he was just a few moments ago, brimming with excitement at being able to pilot it. It was cute...
... And then not even a minute later, he was hunched over, clutching his stomach and mouth. I was initially concerned, but he merely waved me off and began writing at the speed of light, still holding back the urge to throw up. And that's when I realized this fool was βββ-βββ...
... Zandik was going to give it one more go but I quickly stopped him. I wasn't about to have him getting sicker than he already was. Tried to fight me on it but he was dizzy enough to take himself out. He's currently grumbling at me in the corner, but he'll get over it...
... Silly man, he let me put his head on my lap while he rested. Good thing I packed some light snacks... but note to self: for the foreseeable future, don't let Zandik into any kind of transportation. Hopefully, he'll outgrow it one day though...
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Zandik's Note (found on the edge of Sumeru near Fontaine)
[A short note containing idle thoughts - the lack of importance may have caused it to be discarded.]
... There is an area in the desert that provides a clear and close view of the neighboring nation, Fontaine. [Name] insisted on showing me it as we happened to be close by...
... I'm not particularly interested in that land, but there are some things that may be worth looking into. [Name], however, wants to get academic leave to do some research there - more truthfully, they want to try out the macarons. How typical of them...
I suppose it's not the worst idea. They are an excellent partner, plus the extra βββ would be useful for my βββ research, and I'd make sure those people would never know...
... Regardless, there's no rush. Perhaps one day we can go...
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[Name]'s Observation Log - Page 34-35 (found in the rainforest inside a tree hollow)
[A page torn from an observation log wedged deep inside a tree, preserving a little bit of its contents - it seems the writer wanted to hide it.]
... Day 1 of my first expedition with Zandik. Of course, every course comes with a dreaded group project but I am happy to be paired with him. Zandik, however, not so much. He's barely spoken to me the whole time. Well, he barely speaks to anyone in general, guess that's part of the reason other students refer to him as βββ βββ. But I literally live with him, don't I deserve some special privilege?...
... Day 2 of my first expedition with Zandik. I looked a bit at his notes last night so I could start drafting the research report, but then he snatched them away when he noticed. He's extra grumpy at me now. I wonder what kind of things he writes about...
... Day 3 of my first expedition with Zandik. We've gotten a lot of stuff done but he seems far more interested in βββ than looking at plants. There's this one ruin in the distance he keeps eyeing. I bet if I wasn't here, he'd be there. If I present him with a βββ βββ of each type, would he finally talk to me? Hmm, that'd be hard to hide from the sages though...
... Day 4 of my first expedition with Zandik. I lied and said there was a better spot to get samples and brought him to that ruin. Long story short and after a lot of annoyed Zandik later, we made it in. When the killing machines awakened, it seemed he had a bright idea and had begun instructing me to hit them in a very precise way. Well, he certainly knows how to use someone efficiently... After all of that, all of a sudden he had found his voice and began shooting off orders to fetch this tool or that textbook and so on. Never got a thank you but he compensated with some loud, excited mumbles...
... Day 5 of my first expedition with Zandik. Thanks to Zandik actually doing his share of the work, we finished the fieldwork quickly. I showed him what I had so far and he seemed pleasantly surprised, although his expression was still flat. As we worked, he wasn't as talkative as he was yesterday, but the silence wasn't awkward like before. Well, as long as I get paired with Zandik, I think I'll survive this semester, and it'll be a bonus if he warms up to me. Speaking of warming up to me, Zandik wants to come back to the ruin we went to yesterday - with me too!!!!! It'll be our little secret that no one will find out. I think I got on his good side a bit, he looks cute when he's smiling. His teeth are even sharper up close.....
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Nearly Torn Note (found inside an ancient book in the House of Daena)
[A small paper that has nearly been ripped in half, but some of the words are still cohesive.]
... I βββ them. Why are they here? I told them I did not need help, nor was I interested in assisting them. But they're here anyway. Of course they are. When are they not? Is there ever a moment when they're not constantly chirping in my ear? No, of course not. I'm βββ to live with them after all...
... With their βββ smell wafting through the dorm after a shower, or the scent of their cooking that they specially make βββ βββ...
... Their stupid voice is prattling away right now, and I βββ how I do βββ find it irritating. My mind seems to automatically βββ βββ anything their βββ mouth says...
... I found their touch repulsive, but now I βββ for them to...
... There is something wrong with βββ...
[At the bottom lays a tiny doodle of someone, presumably the person who occupied Zandik's mind, and has been intensely scratched off.]
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Collaborative Note (found in an old camp near the woods)
[An abandoned note that appears to be written by two people. The top half is messily written and smudged thanks to the large amount of ink spills and blots. The second half is neater but the writer seems to have given up.]
... My βββ is a βββ. Thanks to βββ help, we were able to acquire numerous βββ to help with the βββ βββ. Were it not for them, there could have been a great βββ in my βββ...
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...Alright, that's it. Zandik is banned from writing notes now. I'm drawing the line. I bought five pens with us, and he has broken four of them so far. It's barely been a few hours! I still don't know how he does it- okay well now he's tapping me impatiently to write down his thoughts. Best get on it before he breaks this one and starts using βββ as ink...
...After a series of βββ were conducted, it has been concluded that it may be βββ for a βββ βββ to be βββ-βββ. Wait... all the ink is on my hand now! And it smudged more!! Ugh!!!...
... I'm going to start forcing him to wear gloves... he's getting his inked hands all over me... at least we can shower βββ!...
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Paimon and the Traveler reviewed the notes they found contemplatingly - it was definitely not all of them, considering how hidden many of them were - but they found themselves oddly intrigued by the multitude of notes left by these two characters. Paimon was more interested in the love story part.
"You know, Paimon's not too sure... she's getting some mixed vibes from Zandik here... he seems kind of a big meanie to [Name] to be honest!" The Traveler watched in amusement as Paimon got grumpy on your behalf.
"... But he does seem to lighten up sometimes. Maybe he's not as bad as we think. Guess we can't piece together their relationships just from some notes, eh?"
"Well, Paimon thinks they seemed like a cute couple, well, minus for some things. Mostly, um... Zandik's oddness which you can't really excuse but I guess it's okay because they're long dead! Still, [Name] sure had strange taste in men..."
#smooches talks#dottore love notes <3#playable reader <3#dottore x reader#divider by cafekitsune#guess who got an A IN STATS AND 100 IN THE ACCOUNTING FINAL???!?! I LITERALLY JUMPED FOR JOY BC I DID NOT THINK THAT WAS POSSIBLE....#oki yea this semester ended better than i expected. i am content.#ps if yk me ill respond later. smooches must still go to work tmrw... and is eepy... my head and eyes actually hurt.#but still cooked this up bc i was excited to write this idea#they should have added more zandik notes!!!!! ik reader draws silly doodles on all of them and traveler is just like ??????
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In my Zeus bag today so I'm just gonna put it out there that exactly none of the great Ancient Greek warrior-heroes stayed loyal and faithful and completely monogamous and yet none of them have their greatness questioned nor do we question why they had the cultural prominence that they did and still do.
Jason, the brilliant leader of the Argo, got cold feet when it came to Medea - already put off by some of her magic and then exiled from his birthland because of her political ploys, he took Creusa to bed and fully intended on marrying her despite not properly dissolving things with Medea.
Theseus was a fierce warrior and an incredibly talented king but he had a horrible temper and was almost fatally weak to women. This is the man who got imprisoned in the Underworld for trying to get a friend laid, the man who started the whole Attic War because he couldn't keep his legs closed.
And we cannot at all forget Heracles for whom a not inconsiderable amount of his joy in life was loving people then losing the people around him that he loved. Wives, children, serving boys, mentors, Heracles had a list of lovers - male and female - long enough to rival some gods and even after completing his labours and coming down to the end of his life, he did not have one wife but three.
And y'know what, just because he's a cultural darling, I'll put Achilles up here too because that man was a Theseus type where he was fantastic at the thing he was born to do (that is, fight whereas Theseus' was to rule) but that was not enough to eclipse his horrid temper and his weakness to young pretty things. This is the man that killed two of Apollo's sons because they wouldn't let him hit - Tenes because he refused to let Achilles have his sister and Troilus who refused Achilles so vehemently that he ran into Apollo's temple to avoid him and still couldn't escape.
All four of these men are still celebrated as great heroes and men. All four of these men are given the dignity of nuance, of having their flaws treated as just that, flaws which enrich their character and can be used to discuss the wider cultural point of what truly makes a hero heroic. All four of these men still have their legacies respected.
Why can that same mindset not be applied to Zeus? Zeus, who was a warrior-king raised in seclusion apart from his family. Zeus who must have learned to embrace the violence of thunder for every time he cried as a babe, the Corybantes would bang their shields to hide the sound. Zeus learned to be great because being good would not see the universe's affairs in its order.
The wonderful thing about sympathy is that we never run out of it. There's no rule stopping us from being sympathetic to multiple plights at once, there's no law that necessitate things always exist on the good-evil binary. Yes, Zeus sentenced Prometheus to sufferation in Tartarus for what (to us) seems like a cruel reason. Prometheus only wanted to help humans! But when you think about Prometheus' actions from a king's perspective, the narrative is completely different: Prometheus stole divine knowledge and gifted it to humans after Zeus explicitly told him not to. And this was after Prometheus cheated all the gods out of a huge portion of wealth by having humans keep the best part of a sacrifice's meat while the gods must delight themselves with bones, fat and skin. Yes, Zeus gave Persephone away to Hades without consulting Demeter but what king consults a woman who is not his wife about the arrangement of his daughter's marriage to another king? Yes, Zeus breaks the marriage vows he set with Hera despite his love of her but what is the Master of Fate if not its staunchest slave?
The nuance is there. Even in his most bizarre actions, the nuance and logic and reason is there. The Ancient Greeks weren't a daft people, they worshipped Zeus as their primary god for a reason and they did not associate him with half the vices modern audiences take issue with. Zeus was a father, a visitor, a protector, a fair judge of character, a guide for the lost, the arbiter of revenge for those that had been wronged, a pillar of strength for those who needed it and a shield to protect those who made their home among the biting snakes. His children were reflections of him, extensions of his will who acted both as his mercy and as his retribution, his brothers and sisters deferred to him because he was wise as well as powerful. Zeus didn't become king by accident and it is a damn shame he does not get more respect.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#It's Zeus Apologist day actually#For the record Jason is my personal favourite of these guys#The argonauts are extremely underrated for literally no reason#And Jason's wit and sheer ability to adapt along with his piousness are traits that are so far away from what usually gets highlighted#with the typical Greek warrior-hero that I've just never stopped being captivated by him#Conversely I still do not understand what people see in Achilles#I respect him and his legacy I respect the importance of his tale and his cultural importance I promise I do#However I personally can't stand the guy LMAO#How do you get warned twice TWICE both by your mother and by Athena herself that going after Apollo's children is a bad idea#And still have the audacity to be mad and surprised when Apollo is gunning for Specifically You during the war you're bringing to His City#That You Specifically and Exclusively had a choice in avoiding#ACHILLES COULD'VE JUST SAID NO#I know that's not the point however so many other members of the Greek camp were simply casualties of Fate in every conceivable way man#Achilles looked at every terrible choice he could possibly make said βWell I'm gonna die anyway π€·π½β and proceeded to make the choice#so hard that he angered god#That's y'all's man right there#I left out Perseus because truthfully I don't actually know much about him#I haven't studied him even a fraction as much as I've studied some of the other big culture heroes and none of this is cited so i don't wan#to talk about stuff I don't know 100%#Anyway justice for Zeus fr#Gimme something give me literally anything other than the nonsense we usually get for him#This goes for Hera too btw#Both the king and queen of the skies are done TERRIBLY by wider greek myth audiences and it's genuinely disheartening to see#If y'all could make excuses for Achilles to forgive his flaws y'all can do it for them#They have a lot more to sympathise with I'll tell you that#(that is a completely biased statement; you are completely free and encouraged to enjoy whichever figures spark joy)#zeus
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this whole show is just a scheme made up by Big Tennant to sell more David Tennant
#hazeliveblogs#14posting#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#im delirious with glee#how does this keep happening. david tennant is unkillable and will live forever#in 100 years from now theyll just have different actors play as him#literally as far from the last tennant regeneration as possible#not only surrounded by people but also turned into two people#you ever get so so scared of being so alone again that you regenerate into two guys
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the sonic twitter takeovers are canon when they say something i like and not canon when they say something i dont like hope this helps
#ok jokes aside i refuse to accept the sonic twitter takeovers as 100 percent undeniably canon#nobody can convince me that i should take them seriously#before anyone says ''well sega said everything is canon'' no they didnt. that was a silly joke tweet not an actual serious statement#and even if it was serious you still shouldnt take it as ''every piece of sonic media exists in the same timeline''#because thats just not possible#HOWEVER the twitter takeovers do have some fun/cute character interactions#and the answers i do like i like to take and keep as headcanons#like shadow liking coffee beans and kittens and volunteering at soup kitchens . very good#shadow and amy being taylor swift fans ? into the shredder. not canon#they would have better taste in music + that sort of music just doesnt fit shadow at all#+ the private jet thing is literally sonic villain behavior
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au where the el tigre tiger spirit is an ancient and sort of prehistoric spirit in the wildest reaches of the ghost zone, and the belt allows it to like... 1/4 possess someone (just giving them some extra powers [including retractible chain hands?? ghosts, idk] without affecting their personality)
#el tigre#nicktoons unite#as a result of this El Tigre is very hard to possess. theres already someone in there. get your own meat puppet skulker#mannys still 100% susceptible to overshadowing lol its a nontransferable skill#man i just think danny n manny should get an Explore the ghost zone episode#maybe precipitated by the belt not working.. manny grappling with the possibility that he may never be able to be El Tigre again...#or manny getting 100% possessed channeling the tiger spirit..something that existed millennia before good and evil..super powerful but fera#but also if normal El Tigre possession gives you just like a scoch of tiger spirit. like youve had a single shot of whiskey#el tigre is just a little more intense focused and scary than manny.. not enough to really notice unless you pay attention#also i had literally nothing else i wanted to work on so i put hours of sauce into this while staying up for work OTL#i wayyyy overdid it lol i shouldve quit an hour ago. so it goes#please admire my badly drawn tiger and excruciatingly drawn stripes... please clap
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Sailor Moon Redraw meme from 2020, done for my Illustration class in 2024
Bonus manga accurate Sailor Mob:
#artists on tumblr#amateur artist#amateur artist hour#fanart#digital artist#digital art#sailor moon#sailor moon redraw#sailor moon meme#sailor moon redraw meme#literally never watcehd sailor moon but honestly iconic#procreate#testing out style and rendering#bonus mob because i finished the anime yesterday#mob psycho 100#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho shigeo#shigeo kageyama#mp100 dimple#mp100 fanart#mp100 shigeo#i think we have to kill this guy steven meme#get double memed#tried to replicate the manga style as best as possible
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"Silco didn't create Jinx, you did" lives in my mind rent free because throughout season 1, Vi has been convincing herself that Silco is the obstacle preventing her from getting Powder back. She's traumatized and guilt-ridden. When Vi is traumatized, she simplifies things as a response. She has to believe that getting her sister back is that simple. But when Silco is finally dead, Powder doesn't come back to her. In fact Silco's death is what solidifies Jinx's decision to be Jinx (the complete Jinx aka Jinx + Powder, not the broken version of her that she tried to erase Powder from).
And that's likely why Vi switches on her so quickly. By the time season 2 starts she's fully on board with Piltover wanting to kill Jinx and when she confronts her in ep.3 she says Powder is dead and they're not sisters anymore. Which is wild considering just a few days ago she was reassuring her that they'll always be sisters.
I think Vi meant all of it. At the time she really did want Caitlyn and the enforcers to kill Jinx. But that's because she's still just as traumatized and guilt-ridden as she was before. She can't deal with the fact that Jinx herself is the real reason she can never get Powder back. And as I said, Vi simplifies things as a trauma response. However if they had actually succeeded in killing Jinx, I think Vi would live in regret and self-hatred forever. What someone wants when they're traumatized and hurt is not what they want forever, and Vi does love her sister.
#I love that Vi's goal is getting Powder back. from the beginning she wanted something impossible#she's setting herself up for failure. even jinx says βthings changed when you left. i changedβ when they first meet after years#vi was warned and she *still* didn't do any self-reflection#like mayyybe you should be prepared for the possibility that your traumatized little sis is never gonna be a sweet innocent girl anymore?#and mayyybe you should still reach out to her despite that instead of just giving up?#thats literally all Jinx wants and Silco was the only one who understood that. It tears me up that Vi still doesnt#βi thought maybe you could love me like you used to. Even though im differentβ -> another line that lives in my head rent free#im gonna write about that another day. it's too damn good. the insight that gives for jinx's character....#but again it's 100% understandable that Vi doesnt consider this. she's also traumatized and not thinking rationally. i love it#flawed protags that deal with failure and misery >>>>>>>#we'll see how s2 goes but Vi was the perfect protagonist during s1. i loved her writing sooo much#^^ all these tags are technically part of the post but theyre kinda(?) hot takes and im afraid of getting flamed so hah#my post#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane vi#vi arcane#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#arcane silco#silco arcane#arcane analysis#arcane meta
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thinking about viktor flipping through jayceβs notes like. this bastard signed off on the bottom of EVERY page? heβs an idiot. heβs tragically got a point. ugh fucking hell I need him carnally.
#as much as viktor admires jayce Iβm also 100% sure his face muscles are exhausted from all the eye rolling heβs doing#jayce is interesting because heβs literally a genius. like viktorβs intellectual equal. but heβs SO dumb! a little too naive and ambitious#and that combination is exactly why viktor canβt resist him period end of story#like OH he genuinely thinks he can make the world a better place β and together I really think itβs possible so long as I have him with me#but thereβs two sides to that coin and we see it the second he tries to get involved in politics and everything starts falling apart#power and privilege and shortsighted decisions end up. well. they arenβt doomed but their trajectory sure is tragic.#rambling#jayvik
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Aemond Targaryen they could never make me hate you (except maybe the war crimes but apart from that)
#if you don't agree you don't have to stay on my page#in the kindest possible way#the block button is your friend#the block button is my best friend#aemond actually deserved better#like his nephew literally disabled him and got away with 0 consequences#im not saying killing luke was the right way to go about it (or maybe i am) but for chasing him he was 100% in the right#i feel a bit bad for luke in that his death was sealed on driftmark and dinner because nobody cared enough to make him apologise to aemond#aemond was justified in chasing luke (probably not with vhagar though but i get the vibes)#id want luke to piss himself if he took my eye too#house of the dragon#hotd#aemond targaryen#pro team green#prince aemond#aemond one eye#pro aemond targaryen#hotd aemond#anyways bye#*blows this whole place up*
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chapter 1 of reassassination's nearly done script-wise! hopefully the next chapters won't take like 6 months of on-and-off work to complete lol
#but i have GOOD REASON as to why it took so long#1. i had no clue how exactly to write the characters and they literally swapped characterisation with every scene#luckily now i've solidified krankenstein as a paranoid control freak#and octavia as a superficially cool girl with a sailor's mouth and zero social awareness#honestly its so hard to explain her chara. basically: character who seems stoic and cool and mysterious but is actually just super autistic#2. i had NO CLUE how and when to expose information#now chapter 1 only gives a superficial look at krank and octavia's characters and the most basic info about postmortem#and the βrulesβ of octavia (perfect pendant etc)#and 3. i was writing it like a standalone for a while#i had to put a lot of changes into the script in order to turn the chapter into the foundation for a few opening βmini-arcsβ#of which will give a lot of characterisation and purpose into postmortem highschool characters#like onion and jaundice#rather than being kind of disconnected like before#anyway now that im nearly done all i need to do is FINALFINALFINALise the designs#(which will probably have a shit ton more changes to make em actually drawable over and over again)#and design environments and props (like krankenstein medical clinic and postmortem as a whole)#even so i only want to start releasing the comic when at least a quarter of the scripts are done and the story is 100% finalised#i have a lot of freedom being out of school right now so i want to write as much as possible#so i guess it will release around late 2025 or mid 2026 in the best case scenario assuming something insane doesnt happen to me
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He asked to be kissed. Side by side comparisons from when these kisses were released on Valentines Day vs Patch 7.
Just two Evil guys in love :D Before you say ''writer's intent''
I finished the game for the first time when there was NO EPILOGUE and the only kiss animations available where a quick peck on the lips.
Or when I had this animation instead, the first time they were updated;
Don't punish gamers for playing a roleplaying game. Let me live out my evil vampire gay fantasy.
#this is what happens when you politely ask for changes instead of harass people in forums and bully them out of the fandom#literally every single time i've seen one of my friends write feedback it was formatted as politely as possible#immersion breaking updates literally made people stop playing the game and not update it#larian listened because they know this is a romance route#you don't advertise romance on valentines day only to turn around and go ''gotcha! bamboozl it aint romance''#it's the little things#that make a whole lot of difference#still not a fan of the kneel kiss but this is much more acceptable#if my character looks like he's 100% into it then yesss pls#ascended astarion#bg3 patch 7#patch 7 spoilers#bg3#lord astarion#vampire lord astarion#male tav#male oc#half elf#warlock#vampire tav#vampire#vampire boyfriend#baldur's gate 3
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what if I screamed and cried for a hundred years . what then?
#T'Pring being pregnant in amok time the idea of T'Pring being pregnant in amok time AAAAAAAAGH#Let's be clear: T'Pring is already 100% in her rights to not want to marry Spock and to invoke the literally ONLY way for her to NOT have#to marry him against her will#But the headcanon that she's pregnant with Stonn's baby and they're trying to hide it is AAA#The delicious angst...the angst oh my god#T'Pring fighting for any possible way to save Stonn's life even if it means being technically married to someone else#AGHHH IS THAT WHY SHE PLACED HER WITH HER HANDS IN FRONT OFHER STOMACH!???#I had to pace around my room once I read this. I don't accept actors headcanons as canon but this is INTERESTING#I might have to write a fic aaa new T'Pring info I love it#& my daily get fucked get bent and get divorced to all of the published novels that make T'Pring evil for not wanting to fuck spock#that has nothing to do with this headcanon by the way. I don't care if T'Pring is pregnant or not - FREE HER!!!!!!!!#Also I accidentally cut it off but the actress is saying she's NOT happy about the costum. It apparently made her BLEED!?? and it didn't#show off how hot she was. Iconic.
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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The reason WHY we are granted a choice on how the story's gonna end in 2.1 is based on many factors:
! My spectaculations ! Slight spoilers to HSR Penacony 2.0 Main Story !
As stated in 2.0 by Aventurine near the end of the Main Story, he's gonna make us know the truth and then let us decide
And this choice may be one of the crucial ones to a different ending, as you can probably help either Penacony OR the IPC
The next important decision would be picking between Black Swan and Acheron. Yes, they aren't enemies but we still got some little choices in 2.0, such as 'who do you trust more?' and a person in which we trust may alter the ending
The last choice may be connected to Firefly being a Stellaron Hunter theory, and the part changing the outcomes could be our acceptance of this side of her (if we either resent her or still decide to be close).
If we choose the close option then maybe the Express will get accused of working with the Stellaron Hunters giving spice to the story?
#i'm so excited!!!#I can't wait for this update#but...#I'll probably wait till there will be recordings of the plays to get the ending i want#that's possibly not so bad#or is just better overall#i wonder if the factors i thought about will change the story#i mean#the Aventurine's one is literally in the quest so yeah it will be there 100%#it's such an important decision too#so it wouldn't be surprising to see it alrering the final ending#new update new mental preparation#i hope no one will die thereπ€#roseapov#roseatalks#rosea talks#hsr#honkai star rail#honkai: star rail#penacony#hsr Penacony#penacony hsr#black swan#firefly#acheron#Aventurine#hsr aventurine#hsr black swan#hsr firefly#hsr acheron
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tried to get some good map screenshots of skyward sword since the locations are gonna start to matter alot more with chapter 2 and i am already stressed just looking at it bc its either a super rough watercolor painting or a 100 wormy minimaps i couldnt possibly stitch together without losing my mind bc of course my brain is trying to force me to make the map of my comic fit to the game map 100% which is both utterly unnecessary, since destinys story is hundreds of years before the game anyway and no one would question what im doing as long as the rough location placements match anyway, and impossible, they probably dont even fit together at all ..
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#random#since im mainly taking the map of skyward and the map of botw#its uh#sure something#like the map in zelda games changes alot across games even if they are literally the same world#so i shouldnt stress about it#but im already thinking about how many screenshots i need to recreate the lanayru street from botw as accurate as possible#which is also utterly unnecessary#people wouldnt mind if things dont perfectly match right???? right??????????#its just my brain thats going -yo you GOTTA recreate it 100% perfectly or else whats the POINT-#right??????????????????
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