#literally i am just sitting there bro

[mwagneto]

why is everyone suddenly jackdoctor posting. like i'm not complaining i've just been indescribably sick over that entire storyline for years so it's funny to see it picking up steam again

[cypric-rat-hyperfixation]

I really just come on here, sit down, and act autistic about rats and 6k+ of you are like oh yeah

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Update 2: the germaphobia didn't win bc he sneezed so hard he cried kinda and I can't not hug the people I like when there's tears so that's where we're at now lmao I'm literally so fucked but at least I'm not doing anything the next week 😭 checked him over since caution has been thrown to the wind, dude for sure has the flu but I'm hoping I can dodge it bc I got vaccinated so fingers crossed there. Ran out of tissues, so he's resorted to napkins and his jacket which isn't nearly as hot irl as it is in fic, but this is what it's come to 😔 also he's gone through three more masks and I'm lowkey scared he's gonna run out of those too 😭😭

[skopostheorie]

When the panic attack hits for no fucking reason

[moss-hearted]

heart is racing like i just ran 10k but no im simply sitting here on hold w the airline. why is making phone calls the scariest thing in the whole entire world

[oohbuggypie]

oh it's a yip yap kind of night okayy . for anybody that follows me SOLELY for Punch Out!! Wii posting i def reccomend u block the tag #purrrsonal bcuz i think its a spam night 🩷 anyway putting all this below a cut cuz it's actually just incoherent babbling abt nothing

anyway im literally jittering in my seat and feeling an intense sickness bcuz i haven't pen + crayon doodled in like two days ? BUT NOTHING LOOKS HOW I WANTT AND NOTHING IS COMING OUT RIGHT.. and i literally wanna write so bad but i never wanna release anything bcuz the fact there r ppl who r gonna see it and not care SCARES ME SO BADD its not that im hungry for the likes or the fact that people will consume anything i put out its just like ? the general embarrassment of being like "okay im gonna b rlly brave and show the world some really cool writing i wrote that i really enjoyed writing !" AND THEN NOBODYS GAFS ... LIKE OMG ??????? THATS SO TERRIFYINGGG so then i keep it all to myself but KEEPING IT ALL TO MYSELF MAKES ME MISERABLE AS FUCKK bcuz now i don't have anybody to be like "hey ! cool writing !" AND NOBODY TO EVEN EXPRESS SLIGHT INTEREST IN THE THINGS IVE DONE ... LIKE OML .. i know the real reason i don't release writing is cuz a majority of it isnt made for a blog like mine which is fine like okay whatever .. BUT FOR THE THINGS THAT RRRR .. THEY JUST .. SIT THERE?? like not having anybody to care simultaneously motivates me bcuz its like okay then i can just keep writing all this fun stuff that i conjured up from my brain ! but on the other hand it sucks sm bcuz if there's nobody to be my motivation than it's JUST me ,, and now that means it's all just on me all me like it's MY stuff that I have to look at . AND THEN IT ISNT FUN OR COOL ANYMORE .. from the struggle rn omg. AND THEN I HAVE SO MANY GOOD IDEAS AND THERES SO MUCH EMOTION AND EXPRESSION IN THAT WRITING THAT I CANT EXPRESS THRU MY REGULAR POSTS ON HERE AND IT IS SO SOO HARD CONTAINING EMOTIONS LIKE MINEEE cuz i just wanna share all my fun and love with the world and a lot of that ..... is conveyed thru my writing . so it's either be brave and release stuff i usually never would and face the general fear that comes with it, or it's keep it all locked up and just think abt it to urself and urself exclusively . MISERYYYYYYY

[arvoze]

do the beast dungeon protags have names? I noticed you only tag them by their species (I want to know more about them smiles)

unfortunately I took this and ran with it as a summary instead of "yeah this is their names"

yes! well, half and half. sudowoodo is quite literally just called sudowoodo, but the nuzleaf is called locke! every now and then, some of my pokemon just don't receive names, because nothing seems to fit in my head (and I like to think that some pokemon just don't feel obligated to go by any particular name). locke is named after, well, i'm sure you can figure that out (nuzlockes LOL)

their team is called "two guys", cuz they're two guys. despite this, they'll eventually recruit fries (zigzagoon, she/her), unnamed veluza (might just be called veluza, undetermined pronouns) & unnamed geodude (she/her). they rarely work as a full team (locke fucking hates everybody), they're more of just A Group (the "team" is still sudolocke, others just tag along or split off). they all live in the same kind of vicinity and all have a similar life goal/interest: some kind of life involving pursuing... flower maintenance. of some kind.

the above is primarily sudowoodo's dream. he wants to find a legendary seed and grow a legendary tree/flower, and deal with everything else along the way; he doesn't go into dungeons to rescue people (that's a plus), he's solely focused on his own personal task. locke has absolutely no goals and aspirations, originally sticking around sudowoodo after hearing about his goals because he thought it was *so* stupid, that he just had to be there to watch sudowoodo fail (in actuality, he had absolutely nothing going on in his life. it's true he followed sudowoodo just to mock him and piss him off, but locke ended up becoming genuinely attached, fully taking on sudowoodo's dream as his own. though he would never admit to any of this to anyone other than sudowoodo lol)

the pair are yaoiful in a situationship kind of way. like they're in love but they're uncertain about it and neither of them would necessarily call eachother boyfriends/say "i love you" all that often if at all/so on so forth. everyone around them just assumes they've got something weird going on. genuinely have no idea how to describe how these two feel about eachother LMAO

(fries just thinks a place full of flowers is Cool, veluza would like a chill place to finally relax that will also be considerate of fish mons, geodude herself has plants and moss growing on her head so seeing other mons dedicate their time towards nurturing a space like this has her wanting to get involved as much as possible; this curated space is like a home to all five of them. the intent is for it to be a pretty decently-sized place they'll all come to manage, kind of eventually becoming like a flower garden/nature reserve/all that)

unfortunately things turn a bit south when sudowoodo & locke end up in silverwood tangle (forest), a wrong place wrong time situation. this becomes the introduction of beast dungeons themselves (mystery dungeons helmed by ultra beasts). this is where the meat of everything begins which i won't get into here because i've already rambled overtime but SHDHDGSGF i know people are typically around for VV and not DC:BD (bluesky feed numbers are a big tell of this), but they're my silly guys and i like em :-]

[confused-spood]

Something funny happened. Or maybe is happening?

So me and a fellow aroace friend made a lil fun idea for Valentine's, since as aros, we have no desire to do any task the holiday is meant to be done with someone else, and also that we don't actually have anyone, so we told ourselves to make one for each other, but make it that it was supposed to be from someone that was in love with us for so long and it was supposed to be 'anonymous'.

So there I was last night, writing the word to say in that faux love letter, and after many hours, this is what I came up with:

Dear Mika,

And that's it. That's literally it.

Every time I try to write something romantic, by brain.exe refuses to continue to operate. I can't even ask heart.exe for help because that one is even more so confused!

So I opened my phone and texted her about my letter for her, and guess what? She updated her letter for me, and her response was that her head was hurting from all this fake-assery.

It kinda means something a lil deeper for me than a few laughs, really. It's like, as aromantics, we don't just "not experience romantic attraction", it's also up to the point that we are literally unable to understand and grasp the concept of romance as a whole. Even though we may think we do, when faced a hurdle that evolves actual romance, we're unable to jump through it.

There's only so much faking can do, and deep inside, we can't really say that we understand the alloromantics as much as we do, because that's on a completely different brain wave process.

[ballercollective]

Im going to kill like 10 different people if i hear another peep about payjay because oj ans paper interact in the trailoR IM GONNA LOSE ITTTT IM GONNA GO FERAL STOPPPPPPPP

[daydream-draws]

I’m gonna start drawing the keeper characters w pointy ears I don’t care anymore😭

[bibleofficial]

went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭

[floral-hex]

Just canceled all of my future therapy appointments. Big fudgin’ bummer. Did I mention I lost my insurance? Didn’t even find out about that until the day it lapsed. Trying to find a way to fix it now, reapplying and whatnot, but ya know, it’s bureaucracy so who knows how long it’ll take. Just fingers crossed I don’t run out of meds first.

lol it’s underwater 🐠

[kavehater]

Laughing at the fact DB asked me to “come over” like okay first of all we’re on the other side of the world from each other second … literally WHAT would we do if I went to America I know exactly what would happen and there is little to nothing else that could stem from such a trip other than that. That’s a lot of money and effort spent travelling just for that bro get a girl in your own country goddamn 😭

[ronanlynchbf]

hell day today and i'm only two hours into my EIGHT HOUR SHIFT

[tartaruga-cosmica]

My contribution to @timaeusterrored 's College AU as official council member:

[ozlices]

i forgot. how much actual pain it instills in me that they rly decided to refer to my boy as 'arisu' instead of alice. 'arisu' is literally just the japanese pronunciation of 'alice'. the series is literally called alice in borderland. WHY are u not referring to him as alice in the subtitles so it's clear that HE is the alice the title is referring to. why would u translate so many things but deliberately choose to use the romaji spelling of alice. it's needlessly confusing & it makes like. looking up content around the show impossible bc everyone also refers to him as arisu instead of alice bc nobody fucking knows his name bc of that shit. i hate u netflix subtitles ur not SHIT