#literally everything came out of nowhere
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I was reading a book where the main character had an effed up childhood. Due to something that happened she felt that her mouth and right ear weren't hers anymore (?? Or something like that)).
Anyways, all it took was a little murder and cannibalism to feel whole again.
Gotta respect that. She knew what she wanted (she didn't), and she did it with no remorse (that wasn't talked away by her husband). ((In her mind it wasn't /really/ cannibalism. And it took /years/ for her the realized she murdered somebody as a kid.))
Anyways, long story short. It was an effed up book and I needed to get something out there
#i do not condone cannibalism#cannibalism#literally everything came out of nowhere#didnt even get a hint of it in the summery#if yall want to read it just ask and ill tell you with trigger warnings#there is more trigger warnings than that
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male authors, writing m/m friendships: their bond will develop through hundreds of chapters, we will get to see each stage of their budding relationship, they'll constantly be in each other thoughts, their first instinct will always be to reach for the other, their first worry will always be the other's safety, they'll spend every minute of the day together, they'll be complete opposites and yet perfectly compliment each other, they will put everything they ever loved in risk just to keep the other safe, they will give their life without hesitation to save the other's, they will fight and argue and tease and joke around but they will always be at each other's side at the end of the day, they will plan to spend the rest of their lives together, sharing the happy moments and the hard times, the idea of being without the other being unthinkable, the thought of being always together coming naturally, as easy as breathing.
the same male authors, writing m/f romance: she'll like,, smile once at him and he'll start thinking of marrying her and having children with her idk
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#ch 368#LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK SIR#i remember the romance being sudden but this is fucking ridiculous lmaooooo#it came out of fucking nowhere!!! it's so shoehorned in there they almost cut off the heel to make it fit!!!#i don't think they've spent more than like.... 12 hours in the same room in all the years they've known each other.... what the fuck....#and in fucking ch 368!! literally 40 ch away from the ending!!#less than 10% of the way to the end!!! i thought i was exaggerating when i said 90% of the novel had no romance but no!!!#i was fucking right!!!!#this is........ infuriating skjashdkdsf#to be clear i am not saying friendships cannot do everything i just listed here#of course they can!! more friendships in fiction should be like that!! but!!! you cannot write a friendship between two characters like tha#and then put one of those two characters in a romantic relationship with a completely different character#and not give it even a tenth of the attention you gave to the friendship and expect me to find it realistic!!! or compelling!!!#either give it the same level of attention or just!! don't include it!!#that's also an option!! just leave the incredibly compelling friendship you wrote be the highlight of the novel!!#let it be the most important relationship of the plot!! let it be the happy ending for those characters!! that's perfectly okay!!!#FUCK!!!!#i'm fine i'm normal i'm okay
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I did not care for s2ep7
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#literally just a fanfic au episode? that meant. essentially nothing?#i get people like the ship but like. it wasnt that good yall.#came out of absolutely nowhere#explained nothing#killed vi for. no real reason other than to imply thay she caused everything bad#like. what?#nothing in that episode felt sincere#it felt fake#literally like a fanfic written by a middle schooler#a middle schooler that hates their older sibling#like goddamn im surprised they didnt win prom king/queen at the end
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god i fucking hate my dad
#he came home today from a bike trip he went on and he's been arguing with me about honeybee the whole fucking day#he keeps saying just let her out let her run around! every time i put her in her pen to nap#and he refuses to stop her from biting him#and he got mad at her for playing with his socks when she'd just been playing with mine and he threw them on the floor of the living room#which first of all stop being such a fucking slob#and second of all what the fuck did you expect to happen? it's a soft new toy on the floor where she spends most of her time. where all her#toys are. very similar to the two soft items she's allowed to play with (my socks)#she's fucking 3 months old she doesn't understand the difference between my socks and his socks#and i keep telling him i know what im doing i was doing all the research while he went to buttfuck nowhere on his midlife crisis motorcycle#but he just wont fucking listen to me#and hes like oh youre at that age where you think youre right about everything and are so stubborn like fuck you actually#first of all im stubborn about this because its a living breathing puppy and his actions will affect her behaviour as an adult#and bc i know what im fucking doing. ive been an animal person my entire life. i did all the research. i did this exact same thing with#parrots for five years.#and hes like you cant just put her in her pen every time shes being a dog like no i fucking dont. i only put her in her pen when it's time#for a nap and she's getting overtired. you can't just let her run around until she collapses bc for one she never fucking will#second that's only going to make her energy threshold higher and then she'll be absolutely impossible to handle#and i told him that and that i read that on like every professional dog training source i read#and he said that might be true or might not be#like it fucking is bitch omfg#and then he tried to one up me like um i actually raised you guys for a long time i know what im doing#like a child is not a fucking dog. also my mom raised us lets be fucking serious. and look how well adjusted i turned out#and he told me to relax and calm down like i wasnt even arguing with him but i sure as hell will now#like dont tell me to fucking relax. when has telling anyone to relax ever made anything better. especially a teenager. especially a (for#simplicity's sake) woman.#and i told him dont tell me to relax and he got all pissy and stormed off#like literally fuck you#im my fathers daughter. im just as stubborn as he is.#rambles
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i will never forget the time I was hanging out with two other people who were new friends and they were like "let's do a sonic fandub" and one of them started looking up sonic game footage on youtube for us to dub while we discussed who would speak for who and we decided I'd voice tails. But also I knew nothing about sonic at the time, i'd only seen the snapcube fandubs because I'd heard they were good and funny, I didn't know the plot or characters very well. I couldn't remember what they sounded like so while the other two started to say silly things in sonic and amy's voices I asked "what does tails sound like again?" And I was laughing because I was embarrassed and also shocked by how quickly they had started commiting to the bit of trying to do some voice acting and my friend just said "he sounds like a twink" and I could not stop laughing and I could not take the idea seriously and I just told them that I couldn't do the voice oops. And so we moved onto a different topic pretty quickly and just enjoyed the pizza we had while we waited for our other three friends to get back from the store
anyways all of this is to say that Tails is NOT a twink, he is an 8 year old little boy and my friend was misguided.
#Can you tell that I'm mentally unwell and also that I had a falling out with these friends and also that I miss them dearly#I actually went to see the sonic 3 movie today on christmas day and I saw a group of people that I know- one guy in the group was one of#The three that was at the store while we were doing the dub. I had a falling out with all five of those friends after that.#That day was really great. It was like a year ago now. I feel like that was the first time where I was really vulnerable with friends#And I had never been so honest about my interests and thoughts before with a group of people and it. It was nice. But after that day it...#I think it was all my fault. Or at least mostly my fault. I was honest with them but no one else#So I couldn't accept the truth of myself and I wasn't ready for everyone i know to know me that way so I tried to hide it and ignore it#And in doing so I stopped being honest with them and I started avoiding them. And I regret it. I could have just been a weirdo with them#I could have spent every tuesday afternoon hanging out and talking about life with them over pizza. But instead I ran away.#And of course they kept asking about me and wondering why I was being weird but I couldn't face it. And I kept running away#And they kept trying to chase after me. I even left for like two months and completely went no contact and no explanation#But then I came back because I had nowhere else to go and it... it was so awkward. It was too much. And now I'm overthinking#everything. I was so jealous of them. All of them. And when I got to be friend with them it was too much for me. My brain couldn't accept i#I'm not allowed to be happy unless it's in secret. That's what my brain thinks#That's the mantra I've been living by recently. For like the past 3-5 years. That's just how I was raised I suppose#Um. Oops I ranted too much in the tags. Sorry if you read all of this. But also thank you if you did. I hope you're well#Rant in tags#rant#personal#Why is this literally just my journal. Goodness gracious#I'm so sorry. Everything I post here is like completely dumb and irrelevant and stupid and pointless and matters very little.#I am just mentally unwell and I can barely think clearly. I am sorry. I hope you look elsewhere for actually important or meaningful words#Dang I just had a dramatic soundtrack melody start playing in my head but I have no idea where this song is from or what it's called. Damn
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Books Read in 2023:
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 3 by Ryoko Kui (2016)
Delicious in Dungeon Vol. 4 by Ryoko Kui (2017)
She Loves to Cook, and She Loves to Eat Vol. 2 by Sakaomi Yuzaki (2021)
Crossplay Love: Otaku x Punk Vol. 3 by Toru (2023)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 1 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2020)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 2 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 3 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2021)
I'm in Love with the Villainess Vol. 4 by Aonoshimo, Inori, & Hanagata (2022)
Midnight Radio by Iolanda Zanfardino (2019)
[ID: Covers of aforementioned books. End ID.]
#2023media#gigi.txt#dungeon meshi always killing it. having a great time#the tonal shift when they pull out her SKULL is so.#its good. its v good.#she loves 2 cook is literally best yuri manga of all time no crit allowed it makes me so HAPPY#i drop everything to read new volumes on my manga site#crossplay love is a silly delight i always enjoy that manga#i do highly rec it. its yaoi and yuri all at once and shenanigans#i'm in love with the villainess was... fine?#i honestly expected to be more enthralled esp bc i love isekai but i really wasn't#i don't really like the mc rae that much and i don't get why she likes her LI claire! i don't!#not that i see why she would hate her but i just. truly don't get what is going on in their heads much of the time#and i don't like the act rae puts on At All like they discuss it in text but i Don't Like It#idk. i've subbed to it on my manga site but i didn't find it gripping?#i'm hoping the light novel will grip me more.#also the fucking inc*st plot came out of NOWHERE that was awful i hope those characters never come back#anyway midnight radio was really good and made me cry#four semi-intertwined stories in a fantastic chromatic way
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nintendo randomly dropping that a zelda movie has been in development for years smack dab in the middle of a tuesday afternoon was definitely not on my bingo chart holy shit
#i feel like realistically zelda is the only product of theirs that could translate well to live-action so i'm not upset about that decision.#the zelda team honest to god puts their all into everything they do for this series so i have a lot of faith that it'll be a success.#it'll be jarring to hear link speak though since i doubt they'll maintain his silent profile for the big screen#i'm curious if it'll be a totally original story or maybe based on the narrative of an actual game like detective pikachu?#if so then ocarina of time is the absolute safest bet. i think the narrative could be easily condensed into a 2-hour long film too.#SORRY FOR THE RAMBLINGS IT JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE. i was literally talking about this with my boyfriend the other week what are the odds!#zelda team i love you and everything you do. keep it up.#riley rambles
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Boomer in The Evil King: Brady is my best friend, I don’t want a life without him, so I’m going to this creepy evil castle to save him, and I won’t even fight him, because that’s how much he means to me.
Boomer in Long Live The Kings: Boz? Who the hell is Boz? Rebecca is the person who means the most to me.
#pair of kings#boomer parker#brady parker#parker twins#anti boz parker#anti season 3#the evil king#long live the kings#that's what I'm talking about#boomer's bond with boz is so forced it's not even funny#no it's not the bond that can help defeat the villain#because brady and boomer were together since birth literally#their bond is incredible#their bond can defeat anything#and boz came out of nowhere#and was with boomer for maybe a year or so#it just can't compare to brady and all this school bullying hell and everything#there are good moments in long live the kings#but mostly it's just trash#and boz is not funny and doesn't belong here at all#season 3 fans do not interact#boz fans do not interact
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queen of the damned is really trying my patience
#it’s steeped in colorism and orientalism and it’s actually painful to get through#the first 60-70% ? loved it!! i was really enjoying the perspective switching and the build up to the twin lore#and now it’s like ‘so all egyptains were pure white and akasha has decided to slaughter brown people first’#and it’s like hmmmm#and mind you i really think a lot of it was unintentional#i dont think anne rice was trying to be overtly racist but …..#there has only been one (1) black vampire.. and now akasha blood is bleaching lestat’s skin#(shout out to Davis may you rest in peace)#and all the people being slaughtered are being treated as ‘uncivilized’ people who still believe in those heathen religions#<-wasn’t explicitly said but 1000% the vibes#there’s also some weird sexism going on that i won’t get into#but yeah all these vampires being white with blue eyes is starting to feel more and more grotesque to me#and I can’t even get into everything. as someone who studied ancient Egypt quite a bit in college there is so much that makes me want to#bash my head through a walk#*wall#ANYWAY#thank god the show has made so many changes bc dear god#also one last thing#it’s not like all of this came out of nowhere#Louis’s whole thing is being overly caring and empathetic but homie was literally a plantation owner#anti black shit is baked into the series unfortunately#but as the tv adaptation has proved it really did not have to be as bad as it is#and again queen of the damned had me solidly for the first half (and even a bit longer) but all the small grievances I had during that#part have added up and now the whole twin lore is just the final straw#listen I think having the vampirism start in Egypt makes sense but .. augh#I can’t even get into it#ending my rant here#thanks for reading if you did but feel free to ignore me#i – unfortunately – do intend to finish the series#but … my expectations are low
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i feel Insane about this podcast but this behavior is very normal for me as an autistic person. i don’t know why i feel embarrassed about it. i mean i don’t feel that embarrassed i’m letting myself yell into the void of tumblr about it and i mention it incessantly to anyone near me but like. i feel like i’m probably being Really Annoying about it. and i am. but like also. that’s just how i am with hyperfixations this is not a new thing for me. i’m allowed to be a little annoying i’m having a good time
#like. i’m literally autistic and intense interests is One of my Biggest Things and i know this. i don’t know why i feel so lame about this#i’m not letting that feeling stop me because who gives a shit if the made up critic in my mind says i’m weird. i am weird. being weird abou#media and everything is one of my defining characteristics as a person#just felt the need to say something about my brain being silly and contradictory#like. yeah this is an intense fixation that came out of nowhere and it’s sort of the only thing i care about right now. but that’s.#not out of the ordinary for me and i shouldn’t like. stop myself from enjoying The Thing that makes me happy right now for no reason#remy rambles
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#genuinely craving conflict right now i dont know why it came out of nowhere#literally the dark urge 😭#i did actually look this up though and everything is about fighting with your partner#like no thats not my issue there is no conflict or other person im just feeling scrappy
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excedrin my beloved
#love it when excedrin works. it actually did its job today#yay#i really gotta find a primary care physician and figure this shit out i am so tired of migraines#turns out i've been having them since i was like 16 or 18. sometime in high school#only found out what they were last year. rancid.#i would like to talk about preventatives bc. i get like 4-6 a month on average. sometimes more. sometimes less.#but i can bargain on at least 2 while i'm on my period/my bye week for my birth control#and at least 1 about 2 weeks later. not fun#this one came out of nowhere i was literally fine all day and then within 20 minutes everything sucked#but the excedrin kicked in after about 30 minutes too so. i'm good now.#even though uhhhhhhhhh now i am caffienated at 10:30 PM and don't know if i'll be able to sleep tonight#like all around it's just deeply unpleasant and i need to figure out what to do about it
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Back from my trip to Canada. Sad to leave all my cute partners, but so so so so happy I got to see them 🥺
#rose bud#i love them all so much#it was great#im so happy i went#i was really scared#it was ny first time flying international#and it was the first time ive been out of the country#AND first time i was in a big city @~@#but everything kinda came naturally#the airports were really accommodating#the public transport was nice#i liked being able to walk to stores#because i live in the middle of nowhere and have to drive literally everywhere#the con was super fub 👀#got a lot of cool shit#some from LCSkeleton my cool ass talented partner :3#go check them out!#im glad i overcame all the anxiety and just enjoyed nyself for a week#no work#no school#just the people around me and myself#i had a blast 💖
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Decided, ok, maybe I will take care of my mental health and try to deal with this before I actively tried to kill myself. Went to a psych ward. The one I tried to get into was full so I got sent to one which fucking thankfully had the county pay for me but this meant they had no resources whatsoever, there was absolutely nothing to do but watch tv and I didn’t get to talk to anyone one on one until I had been there for over sixty hours. Despite calling my store and telling my boss separately that I was literally in the fucking psych ward I got a call every single day I was there asking why I wasn’t at work because she did not communicate this to anyone. And then as soon as I came home I discovered my roommate had packed literally everything in my room into a suitcase and she’s kicking me out tonight while I have nowhere to go. Remember to take care of your mental health guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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persist. persist. PERSIST!!
ignore the 3d I DON’T CARE WHAT IT SHOWS YOU!! MANIFESTATION IS REAL AND IT’S SO EASY!!
i’m literally here to share my success story w the law cause OH MY GOSH??
so a little backstory, even though circumstances DO NOT MATTER AT ALL !
i’ve been using the LOA for a couple years, but manifesting my sp back gave me so many doubts but TODAY we just got back into contact 😭😭❤️
we broke up due to stress and arguing, and were in no contact for about a month and a half. he told all his friends he was done with me, and even told my friends he didn’t even wanna get back with me because he noticed how “good his life was without me”. but i said, FUCK THAT. this is MY REALITY. and i persisted, and affirmed through TEARS.
after some time, he began showing signs of liking me and his friends even came to me, asking questions if i still like him and he even asked my hmb if i still like him. he would literally always be where i was, staring at me 24/7 + blushing, and telling people how he missed me. and all that showed me how powerful i was, but i didn’t stop at allllll. and that’s what happened, he’s back
affirmation i used ;
“sp is so in love with me and so obsessed with me. were in the happiest relationship and he literally reached out apologizing for everything!”
then out of NOWHERE his brother texted me saying “Yo, (sp name) wants to talk to you” and i asked why, and he was like “Just text him.” so i agree, and i texted sp saying “hey, you wanted to talk?” and he said “Hi, Yeah.” and sent me the apology i’ve been affirming.
WHEN I SAY PERSIST I MEAN IT! THE 3D DOESNT MATTER AT ALL, NOBODY HAS FREE WILL IN YOUR REALITY!! 😭 I had so many doubts and I persisted through EVERYTHINGGG. Now my sp and I are talking, and we had the best conversation ever . I’m on ft with him watching him on the game as i’m typing this
the circumstances NEVER MATTERRR!! accept that it’s yours and it will be
remember your constant thoughts manifest. for WEEKS i kept assuming he was going to break up with me, and we started a break and i kept assuming he was going to break up with me before it ended. and guess what happened? it was over. but, i didn’t let it stop me. i fixed my thoughts, revised them and now we’re talking again. don’t give up, everything is a manifestation and YOU CAN DO IT NO MATTER WHAT. the 3d is just a reflection!!
#law of assumption#neville goddard#loa tumblr#loassblog#loa success#loa blog#loa success story#manifesting#manifestation#manifestation success story#success#shifting#reality shifting#living in the end#voidstate#law of attraction#law of manifestation#robotic affirming#affirmations#affirm and persist#assume and persist#persistance#you are the universe#you are god#dont give up#desired reality#4d reality#3d reality
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The Daycare
Danny moves to Gotham after Lady Gotham themselves asks for his help.
Gotham's natural ecto has been deteriorating, and considering ecto was what held everything in existence together safely this was a major problem for Lady Gotham.
If Gotham got too bad it would spread to the rest of the world, and could cause it to cease to exist entirely.
So Danny came, as the Ghost King he had the power to filter in great amounts of the corrupt ecto just by being in the city.
But part of his obsession was protection & helping, Gotham already had a lot of help (Batfam). So he decided to focus on helping not with the problem at the top (villains), but with the problems at the bottom.
The problems at the bottom that would be the root cause in breeding more problems.
After all, many didn't start evil, but need and desperation pushed them towards that path.
So Danny moved to the worst part of Gotham, The Bowery.
What did he do there?
Why open a Daycare of course!
Many parents could not get a good or stable job simply because they needed to look after their kids and could not afford to pay the daycare fee.
Danny wasn't worried about money after all the coffers that he inherited as king would take forever to even make a dent in it, and that's only if he was living a very lavish lifestyle everyday for several human generations.
With this in mind his Daycare fee was pretty much nothing.
He would take care of the children of a very wide age group, while the adults could focus on getting a decent job or even returning to school for a higher education for better opportunities.
How does he care for so many children?
He duplicates himself of course!
At least in the very beginning, after a while he begins expanding his Daycare offering classes and tutoring to the children as well as free food at all times.
Who's helping him ?
His ex-rouges and other ghosts who volunteered.
Lunch Lady absolutely adores having so many people and kids to make food for, and Box Lunch can socialize and play with the other kids while she works.
Ember even volunteers to be the music teacher!
Danny has the help of many ghosts who once they heard his plans were very excited to help, many having the obsession with teaching children or in general. Other ghosts helped with building, expanding, and just generally helping maintain the building in great shape. Even building a very diverse and fun playground.
Of course all this catches the attention of Red Hood. Danny just appears one day on his territory with many others and practically having a building appear out of nowhere with how fast it was built, asking literal pennies to take care of the children, and free food for anyone who asks.
All that gains a lot of attention and is rather suspicious.
But the crime rate has been going down since he opened, which is a good thing.
But many people don't want good things and decide messing with Danny and his Daycare.
Unfortunately for them cuz Danny is absolutely down for violence if he's protecting what's his.
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Villain: "What a lovely place you have here would be a shame if something were to happen"
Danny who has the audacity to fight Gods and win: "Someone call an ambulance! But not for me!
Also Danny: "These hands are rated E for everyone"
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Other people:"Should we call someone for help?"
The ghosts:" Nah, let him have his fun he needs his enrichment"
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Red Hood: "He's very suspicious"
Danny is absolutely covered in paint and singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star with the young kids: "Ah yes I'm totally doing normal Gothamite behavior"
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Lady Gotham is having some self care spa time she's having a grand time: "Should I warn the young king of the other halfa (Jason)? Hmm best not, it'll be more entertaining if it happens naturally"
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Just an Idea
#glowy-death-ideas#danny phantom#dc x dp#dpxdc#batman#danny fenton#dp x dc crossover#jason todd#red hood#dc x dp crossover#dp#ghost king danny phantom#ghost#ghost king danny#ghosts#Daycare#daycare#Lady Ghotam#she/they#pronouns for Lady Gotham#batfamily#adult danny phantom#dp x dc
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