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anya deserved so much better
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing anya#ibon draws#cw eye strain#eye strain#just in case#massive trigger warning for people interested in the game đi myself had to just listen to a video summarizing it#because i don't do well with heavy games like that especially as a survivor and someone with cptsd myself#the way in which she was systematically failed and gaslit by the others even after the fact felt eerily similar to what i experience#'in the back of my mind it's always there' how it feels to have cptsd in the aftermath is so realistically depicted by anya- i can confirm#take care of yourselves ok <3 i wish us all healing and safety
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pals drinking together (hand practice that got out of control)
#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#tf2#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#heavymedic#im british ok drawing people drinking is part of my hierarchy of needs#i had to draw so many casual outfits so it didn't look like a singular pubcrawl#these are all unrelated doodles i collected together but#i wanted it to sort of look like heavy is warming up to medic over time and medic is learning to shut up and listen#trying to expand my mental library of hands and holding glasses by drawing them a lot sigh#some of these hands are terrible so back to the drawing board (har har) until i get them right#one day i'll draw these characters consistantly
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One of my favorite headcanons is that Leo grew up watching telenovelas with Splinter.
It just works so well - his bits of Spanish that he spouts randomly, his showy way of apologizing, and, of course, his love for dramatic betrayals all point to this being a very real possibility.
Plus, itâs very cute to imagine a tiny Leo at his fatherâs side as they both gasp in shock when the showâs eighth plot twist in just as many episodes happens.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt splinter#rise leo#rise splinter#rottmnt headcanons#listen - Leo is there for the camp#if a showâs gonna be super broody and stuff heâs not about it he wants the DRAMA.#very similar reasons why he loves Jupiter Jim Lou Jitsu and magicians#glam rock too!#the camp of it all#the way these things can take even heavy topics and make it more lighthearted with the way they go about them#the way each of these puts importance on putting on a show#idk I think itâs very interesting#but yeah - Leo would totally love telenovelas#did you see him apologizing to Todd??? prime telenovela actress apology right there#the long fluttery lashes the hand to the chest the shiny eyes - like itâs all there#someone said that one of the creators said the telenovelas may be canon?#if so then another tick in the box for âoh my god Leo is an amazingly well developed characterâ
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Sorry. You're not mad at me, are you? Why would I? I already knew that. What? Of course I knew. You only pretended to like it to get close to me, but you're not into it. You're more into pop rock music.
THE HEART KILLERS (2024-2025) ŕšŕ¸ŕ¸˛ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸˛ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸Ťŕšŕ¸ŕ¸Ąŕ¸ŕ¸ľŕ¸ŕ¸ŕ¸ąŕ¸ŕ¸ŕšŕ¸˛ dir. Jojo Tichakorn Phukhaotong
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#joong archen#dunk natachai#userrlana#tusersilence#tuserhidden#userlinnea#esmetracks#tobelle#vishingwell#zeystuff#gif: thk#the way fadel kinda reminds me of north of fourever you... listen a bit far fetched but I have a point#like north says he is not a complicated person and ppl should be honest with him when it comes to having feelings#he don't want much. except honesty. which goes the same for fadel#he is actually not a complicated person when it comes to love#he wants earnesty in a relationship. all the fake stuff is not important#it's when you are the most yourself in a relationship this is the real you#and actually I like how style was honest and said he doesn't like heavy metal yet still went with his s/o#having different hobbies yet to support each other is so dfhsjdfhj iykyk
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Anonymous asked: Hello!! For art requests, perhaps some zolu? (Zoro and Luffy)
b0yskylark asked: Splickedy!! Maybe you can draw your favorite One Piece ship?? Personally I think if Zoro and Sanji kissed a lil they'd calm tf down lol
I do find Zosan pretty delightful--LOVE a rivals-to-rival/lovers pairing--and for that matter, Franky/Robin is GREAT and whips ass and both pairings were on the candidate list. But lbr I'm a huge sucker for that captain/first mate intense loyalty "til death do us part and you're not allowed to die" shit. plus Luffy being all but canonically ace means I can bring my no-holds-barred-all-romance-no-sex moirail agenda to yet another pairing which is GREAT for me emotionally. eue
What I'm saying is yo ho yo ho a pirates little late afternoon nap holding hands like otters so I don't drift away for me yar har
#One Piece#Roronoa Zoro#Monkey D. Luffy#Zolu#Splickedydoodles#I just meant Luffy's hand to be hanging down but it DOES look like he's just napping with a handful of titty. and honestly. good for him.#first mate roronoa ''canonically biggest bust size on the crew'' zoro your chest looks heavy can i hold it for you U_U#Listen the way Oda draws bodies is not attractive especially as his art's evolved. sorry sensei art is subjective and so on. but!#I'm looking disrespectfully at the Zoro translated into my art style in my head lmao. Anyway I couldn't bring myself to put a shirt on him#Sorry or you're welcome. whichever applies here lololol
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firefight animatic for my lovely friend @remedyturtles [Spoilers up until Chapter 9]
unfortunately the last chunk of frames are incomplete and will likely remain that way as i have hit a massive mental brick wall -- probably an ugly mix of depression and burnout -- but I wanted to share my vision, so I edited what I had
Song Used: Dancing After Death by Matt Maeson
wish I had more to say but im dead on the floor,, sorry
#sadâ˘leonart#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#firefight au#animatic#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rise donnie#rottmnt donnie#disaster twins#rise disaster twins#rottmnt disaster twins#really wish i coulda finished it but im on the urge of deleteing everything i've made ever so.. yeah#if you havent read firefight and can handle heavy whump and cliffhangers please read it#its amazing and rem is still like the best author ever#this song fucking kills me everytime i listen to it#especially that last part#... anyways#o7
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I donât believe in tomorrow
#felt the most shitty & miserble in weeks yesterday#feel like my sanity is slipping away again#i dont care that light doesnt work that way i wanted more colors#listening to Lacuna Coil on loop#love love love procreate colors but ipad stylus is a bit too heavy to be comfortable :(((#digital art#illustration#artists on tumblr#original art
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Do you like music? If so what type? Do you have any band t-shirts?
I don't sit to listen to music often if at all.
#my headcanon is that he likes to listen to people scream like heavy trash metal though#creepypasta#eyeless jack#ask blog
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it's all fun and games until your goofy ass kinnie jokes actually start to bring some interesting similarities to light.
#inspired by real events i realized this in the middle of the night and i stg i could hear the glass shattering in my mind#i will admit that i haven't watched eva so everything i know about kawoshin is via fandom osmosis and their more iconic moments#the ''maybe i was born to meet you'' scene stands out a lot to me & i'm so close to redrawing it w/ kieflo#the fucking blurb about kaworu's relationship w/ shinji on the nge wikia is making me want to gnaw on my desk tho#''kaworu represents an idealized figure to shinji'' GEE I WONDER WHO THAT SOUNDS LIKE HMM#listen florian's not doing much better with basically having homura & laios on his kinnie list#i really need to watch eva at some point... i'm gonna have to look up some trigger warnings bc i know it gets rough#( i'm moreso worried about how gore heavy it could be tho )#pokemon#pkmn scarvio#neon genesis evangelion#kawoshin#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#tealmaskshipping#đ¨ : mj draws#i'm not doing extensive tagging since this is mostly a shitpost
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i feel like my life is falling apart and then my friend makes tiramisu and gives me some and asks if i wanna come to the little gathering on wednesday i feel alone in the world and then another friend asks if i want anything i feel unloveable and then we gather in my room with candles and blankets to watch a film all together until midnight it all becomes so much warmer w friends
#i feel like it'll all be nothing and then over a call he says his friends are proud of me. it all feels too messy to fix and she says she#believes in me . theres a layer of seperation between everything and then she puts her hands through mine. we listen to music together#they drag me to the gym. he carries my bag when the groceries are too heavy. she says she has a special ringtone#for when i call her so she knows to answer. and she asks me for advice and tells me about the girl hes seeing and#were about to put a coffee table in the living room i ask if they want tea#we need to buy more throw pillows and blankets. the mattress we have for guests is used often#sometimes i get tunnel vision but i have reasons to be happy#and im rly grateful#i was in bed today feeling so horribly guilty about having to take an extention and my professor sent an email hoping that i was and to tell#him when i feel better etc. and said hed send a recording of the lecture for me . it like#moved me so much that i started remembering all the lovely thibgs#anyway i havent slept#im grateful for the extension but i alrdy pulled the all nighter djdh ok lecture at 4pm we can sleep until like...2pm
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Avenhill concept where Boothill doesnât think twice when Aventurine snorts and responds to something he says one day with a snarky, âSure, whatever. Love you,â because Aventurine addresses everyone in that passive-aggressive kind of endearing manner. See: the most handsome man in Penacony, his friends of the Astral Express, etc. So Boothill just takes it in stride and continues to bicker and badger the Stoneheart without batting an eye.
Meanwhile, Aventurine will take what he can get. He comes close every so often to saying the words sincerely⌠But each time, a deep terror grips him, and keeps his tone curled into a joking lilt, and his smile wide and laughing like he doesnât really mean it. The thing is: Aventurine doesnât actually believe Boothill will reject him if he knew that Aventurine means what he says â and maybe thatâs the worst part. Maybe even more than how he aches to say it with sincerity and have Boothill understand that he isnât kidding, Aventurine is afraid of having Boothill say it back, because then Aventurine will know he doesnât deserve it at all.
#honkai star rail#blorbo thoughts#avenhill#aventhill#texas hold 'em#hsr boothill#hsr aventurine#sighâŚ..listen. aventurine is a very interesting head to try and get into for writing#I think he carries a lot of guilt and mistrust and nihilism when it comes to people#and I feel like thereâs a heavy sense ofâŚshame? I want to say? that would be very unhelpful for self-esteem or romance#aventurine tells boothill he genuinely loves him. okay. then what?#I think boothill accepting his feelings would actually be worse in aventurineâs head than outright rejection#for a vast variety of reasons#ughhhhhghhhhhhhhhhh THEY!!!!!!!!
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you mentioned phoebe, now you have to dish on phoebe!! what's she doing?? what's she like as raz's roomie??
phoebe!! she's a cool kid!
i think out of all of the campers, Phoebe seems the most set on becoming a Psychonaut. she's just as passionate about it as Raz himself, and i think when they move in together she's been working a couple months as a new agent. she'd been sharing an apartment with Quentin, but after taking a year or so to think about his options he decides the Psychonauts aren't for him and goes to study music at college. so they're both young adults who have just started out on what they always thought would be their dream job... and figuring out what that actually looks like, in practice.
i think Raz and Phoebe make really good foils, because in so many ways they're so similar! they're both very passionate and dedicated people, they're both longtime performers (Raz with his acrobatics, Phoebe with her music), and obviously they both really care about the work they're doing with the Psychonauts. and that makes it a lot of fun to highlight their differences, too!
for Phoebe, her music is about expressing herself, about taking her feelings and letting them out through performance. she doesn't make art for anyone except herself. but Raz can't get over the fact that whenever he performs, it's for a crowd, and he needs people to enjoy it - because growing up, if people didn't come to their shows, they didn't eat*. he can never really get over the idea that his art has to be for someone, that it has to be good to be worthwhile.
i think they both have very strong opinions on their work, too! Raz's specialty is psychotherapy, projecting himself into peoples' minds. i see Phoebe as much more into the talking therapy side of things! they have long arguments about appropriate boundaries with patients, and hands-on vs hands-off techniques, and about how this study showed sixty percent improvement in the first session with this technique (but that study cites that the long-term benefits are less in comparison, so actually-)
in my head, there's a bit of a teething period for the first week or so when Raz moves in, and after that they just click. sometimes too-similar personalities can be like oil and water, but i think they're on a mutually compatible wavelength. they're diving into deep conversations at 1am, because they each see enough of themselves in the other person (and are both unrepentant armchair psychoanalysts) to get into the really revealing stuff. they write and record a concept album together about having a tense relationship with your family growing up, Phoebe on drums and Raz on acoustic guitar and both of them sharing the vocals. it sucks! but it's cathartic for them both! Phoebe's still got a copy of it on cassette somewhere in the back of her collection
(* the Aquato family are poor, but in my head they were never seriously at risk of going hungry. however Donatella definitely catastrophised enough times about a show going wrong and the whole family having to eat watered-down gruel for the next month that it stuck in little Raz's mind, hahaha)
#psychonauts#future superstar agents au#fsau phoebe#fsau meta#i couldnt be bothered to colour these in so she's just in greyscale but! phoebe!!#really happy with how these came out. the bottom-heavy silhouette with the wide pants was so clear in my mind#Raz shares the apartment with her for a couple years and then eventually moves back in with Lili once she settles into the Psychonauts#but him and phoebe are still really good friends#she drags him along to concerts and makes him listen to all her new favourite artists#(he has the most basic normie music taste known to man. three years of living with her could not fix that despite her best efforts)#(she just smiles through the pain when she plays him her favourite progrock album and he's like)#(''oh hey this sounds kinda like Imagine Dragons :D'')#ask
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âMetalheads arenât hot. Theyâre scary and gross!â
I bet you feel pretty fucking stupid right now.
Photo 2 is Rory Culkin in Lords of Chaos. Photos 3-8 are Tobias Forge. Last photo is totalfkndeath on TikTok. Iâm not sure about the others. đ¤
#tobias forge#ghost bc#ghost band#kopromancer#lords of chaos#rory culkin#euronymous#metal music#metalhead#metal#heavy metal#metalhead guys#mary goore#repugnant#mayhem#I donât listen to mayhem but metalhead rory đŠ#last guy looks like Kurt Cobain obvi#if you or someone you know looks like thisâŚmy dms are open
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The Ghost n Pals brainrot is coming back :P
#vocaloid#ghost and pals#ghost and pals fanart#honey iâm home#hih#tclocs#say ghost and pals#Nancy ghost and pals#communications#norman da luz#charon#my art#Tehe#tbh when I usually draw gap fanart I usually donât listen to gnp while Iâm drawing them đ#like itâs usually heavy metal like Cannibal Corpse or smth#not today tho
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YOU BETTER ENJOY THIS ONE I LITERALLY SUFFERED LIKE CHRIST ON A CROSS TO GET IT OUT ON TIME
anyways donnie takes a nap that's it thats the chapter
#canary continuity#rottmnt#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donnie#and i have been listening to the garden by the crane wives for like 4 hours#anyways sorry for the lack of april she'll feature heavy in the next one <3
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Bare-faced but free, frolicking fighting, fierce. He wants to give wisdom, not orders.
#dragon age#da:i#solas#dragon age solas#fenharel#dragon age dreadwolf#dragon age inquisition#dragon age fanart#dreadwolf summer#wanted to do something that gave Well of Sorrows vibes#solas dipping his paws in some water#oh solasâ forehead scar you are everything to me#I love when artists draw him with heavy eye bags#Iâve been telling everyone who will listen that solas looks like Mike Faist#please give me more suggestions as to how yâall think solas looks like irl I need to know#my art
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