#him when i feel better etc. and said hed send a recording of the lecture for me . it like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

faaun · 13 days ago

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i feel like my life is falling apart and then my friend makes tiramisu and gives me some and asks if i wanna come to the little gathering on wednesday i feel alone in the world and then another friend asks if i want anything i feel unloveable and then we gather in my room with candles and blankets to watch a film all together until midnight it all becomes so much warmer w friends

#i feel like it'll all be nothing and then over a call he says his friends are proud of me. it all feels too messy to fix and she says she #believes in me . theres a layer of seperation between everything and then she puts her hands through mine. we listen to music together #they drag me to the gym. he carries my bag when the groceries are too heavy. she says she has a special ringtone #for when i call her so she knows to answer. and she asks me for advice and tells me about the girl hes seeing and #were about to put a coffee table in the living room i ask if they want tea #we need to buy more throw pillows and blankets. the mattress we have for guests is used often #sometimes i get tunnel vision but i have reasons to be happy #and im rly grateful #i was in bed today feeling so horribly guilty about having to take an extention and my professor sent an email hoping that i was and to tell #him when i feel better etc. and said hed send a recording of the lecture for me . it like #moved me so much that i started remembering all the lovely thibgs #anyway i havent slept #im grateful for the extension but i alrdy pulled the all nighter djdh ok lecture at 4pm we can sleep until like...2pm

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