#listen Mil is a great name to me even if I’m also hyper conscious of it being I guess obviously different even though I want to be vis queer | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

trash-bin-ary · 10 months ago

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I still think about the name I came up with when I was unsure if I liked my legal name and like jeioebe could the world be super cool about having 2 names or that using a different name at all than legal wasnt nerve wracking please

#this is a post i made #me back at it again not being sure if this is a vent post or not #okay actual tags now they do have the non-legal name used so idk if you want mystery of my irl life look away #listen Mil is a great name to me even if I’m also hyper conscious of it being I guess obviously different even though I want to be vis queer #o(-( idk I just thought about using [legal] and Mil and he/they and was like yeah euphoria #and like… I think if it wasn’t my legal name I would not choose that name but I don’t think I could imagine not having it I love it #I’m also just aware it doesn’t exactly line up with me in my head and when I tried only Mil I was like I miss using my legal sorta #… idk that post that’s like what did people think trans names are: what trans peoples names secretly are: made me like yooo other people hav #secret names… oh no I don’t have multiple unless you count my internet name which I don’t it’s distinctly for safety. it’s just the 2 and #excluding the year I was trying the other out I don’t exactly tell people it #yknow the beginning of college I did use both I think but then I got a different friend group and it was with someone I used to know and so #the nerves came back #anyway sidebar I think the reason I don’t really consider Ary a real name is cause my first internet name was actually the first trial of Mi #and then once it moved to the real word I changed to align with my username for anonymousness #like to be clear I like the name Ary but I would not go by it to people outside of the internet

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