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Consume ➵ Matt Sturniolo
synopsis: you finds yourself at a crowded party, but your mind is fixated on matt, the steady presence in your life who's recently stirred unfamiliar feelings within you.
The music pulsed through the crowded room, the bass reverberating in your chest as you weaved your way through the party. Neon lights flickered above, casting everyone in a hazy glow of reds and blues. You spotted Matt leaning against the bar, his head tilted back slightly as he took a long sip of his drink. His dark hair fell messily across his forehead, and his signature cool, effortless demeanor was as present as ever.
You weren’t sure when it had started—this unshakable pull toward him. He was always a constant in her life, the steady friend, the one who never let emotions show too clearly. But recently, every time you were in the same room, it was like a magnetic force pulled you closer, making your stomach twist with a kind of nervous energy you weren’t used to.
And now, with the low lights casting shadows across his sharp features and his black jacket hugging his frame just right, that pull was undeniable. You couldn’t help it. You were drawn to him, maybe even consumed by him.
“Y/N!” a voice called out from behind you, snapping you from your daze. You turned to see Chris and Nick waving her over.
“Hey guys,” you greeted, though your eyes flickered back to Matt. Chris followed your gaze, smirking.
“Can’t stop staring at our boy, huh?” Chris teased, nudging your shoulder. “I see the way you look at him.”
You shot him a warning glance, your face growing hot. “Shut up.”
Nick raised an eyebrow but said nothing. He always knew when to stay out of things. But Chris? Not so much.
Before you could say anything else, Chris gave you a knowing grin and strolled toward the bar, Nick trailing behind him. That left you standing awkwardly a few feet away from Matt, your heart pounding harder than it should have been. You were about to walk over when, suddenly, he turned and met your gaze.
The air between you seemed to thicken instantly, the noise of the party fading to a distant hum. His dark eyes held yours, steady and unreadable, but something in his expression flickered. He motioned you over, and without thinking, you obeyed, your feet carrying you to him before your brain could catch up.
“Hey,” he said, his voice low, almost drowned out by the music. “You good?”
You nodded, though you didn’t feel good. You felt out of control, your body reacting to his presence in ways that made you feel dizzy. You caught the slight downturn of his lips, a look of concern flashing across his face.
“You seem… Off tonight.”
You wanted to laugh at that. Off? If only he knew. You were so far from “off,” you didn’t know how to describe it. Instead of explaining yourself, though, you shrugged, trying to play it cool. “I’m fine. Just tired, I guess.”
He nodded, his gaze never leaving yours, and you could feel the weight of his attention. It was suffocating but also addictive, like you couldn’t get enough. Before you realized what was happening, Matt set his drink down and leaned in close, his voice barely a whisper in your ear.
“Come outside with me.”
It wasn’t a question, more like a statement, and you didn’t hesitate to follow him as he made his way through the crowd. You both stepped out into the crisp night air, the streetlights casting long shadows across the sidewalk. The party still raged inside, but out here, it was just the two of you.
Matt turned to face you, his expression unreadable. For a moment, you just stood there, the city lights glowing softly around you. You crossed your arms, suddenly feeling the chill, but it wasn’t the cold that made you shiver.
“Y/N…” His voice was soft now, almost hesitant. He reached up, brushing a strand of hair from your face, and the simple touch sent a shock through your system. “You don’t have to act like nothing’s going on. I see it.”
Your heart skipped a beat. “See what?”
He stepped closer, his hand lingering near your cheek. “This… Thing between us.”
You opened her mouth to respond, but the words got stuck in your throat. Of course, he’d noticed. How could he not? It had been building for months, this undeniable tension, this pull that had you thinking about him constantly.
“You can feel it too, right?” His voice was low, his eyes locked on yours, and the intensity in his gaze was overwhelming.
You nodded, unable to deny it anymore.
He closed the distance between them, his hand now cupping your cheek. “It’s been driving me crazy,” he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. “I can’t stop thinking about you. Every time I see you…”
He didn’t finish the sentence, but he didn’t have to. You knew exactly what he meant because you felt it too—the constant, maddening thoughts of him that had been consuming you for weeks.
Before you could respond, Matt’s lips brushed against yours, softly at first, almost like he was testing the waters. But when you didn’t pull away, the kiss deepened, his hands slipping around your waist and pulling you closer.
It was intoxicating, the way his touch sent sparks through you, the way the world seemed to fall away. You kissed him back with a kind of urgency that surprised you, like you’d been waiting for this moment for far too long.
But as much as you wanted this, as much as you craved him, there was a part of you that knew this was dangerous. There was something dark about it, something that felt like it would consume you if you let it.
You broke the kiss, stepping back slightly, your breathing ragged. “Matt…”
“I know,” he said, his voice rough, his eyes still filled with that same burning intensity. “I know this is complicated.”
“Complicated doesn’t even begin to cover it,” you whispered, your heart racing. “What if… What if we ruin everything?”
He stared at you for a long moment, his expression softening. “Maybe we will,” he admitted. “But maybe… Maybe it’s worth it.”
You hesitated, the weight of his words hanging heavy in the air. This was Matt—your steady, reliable Matt. But the way he was looking at you now, the way he had kissed you, it felt different. Dangerous. Like stepping off a cliff and not knowing where you would land.
But maybe, just maybe, you didn’t care.
You reached for him again, pulling him back into your arms. If this was going to consume you, you might as well fall headfirst into it.
And as his lips met yours again, all thoughts of caution melted away, leaving nothing but the raw, electric energy between you.
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Chapter 19 - All Hail Prince Charles
As a Charles fan, the day he wins the Monaco Grand Prix will be the happiest day of my life (I will probably cry). also, weird that I legit forgot until now - is that I have not been doing fastest lap...and I completely forgot about sprint races. So, in this reality, there were no sprints or fastest points until now because I wanted Charles to have a grand slam!
So, please enjoy this fun chapter! much love to all!
like always comments, questions, concerns, reblogs, and likes are always appreciate!
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You stood next to the entrance to the paddock, phone out rapidly texting someone. With each sound of the turnstile, you thought it was the two brothers who you were waiting for. Well, them, their mother, and Max.
Apparently, you had gotten the time wrong of when you needed to get to the paddock, and showed up almost two hours early. And, in pure introvert form (whenever you were around people you weren’t comfortable with), you just kept to yourself and waited right by the entrance.
It was pretty busy in the paddock today. The color that stood out the most was the iconic red of the Tifosi, dressed to impress their favorite Monegasque driver. Even people who weren’t very fond of the sport came to support him.
Charles was basically royalty. Which had you questioning if you and Max were “royalty” too, since you lived there. But, it didn’t extend as much as it does for Charles and his family. People practically kissed the ground he walked on. And maybe practically was an understatement as you had seen a guy do it one time.
Your face was still buried in your phone, when someone suddenly bumped into you. You went to apologize before your eyes were set on your favorite pair of dimples.
“Bonjour mon beau garcon,” you said softly, not to alert anyone in the surround area. You were still keeping the relationship on the down low, even if it had been almost two months.
Arthur quickly hugged you, trying to make it not seem like a “romantic hug.” Besides, people had seen much hugs much more intimate than the ones you were now doing. Maybe you were toning it down a little too much.
“Bonjour mon ange,” he whispered in your ear, making a blush cross your cheeks. Laughter was heard behind him and you peeked over his shoulder.
Along with Max, Charles, and Pascale giving you smug looks, a certain German driver was also in the group.
Not wasting anytime, you shoved your poor boyfriend to the side (completely missing his “kicked puppy dog eyes”), and jumped into the German’s arms.
“Seb!”
Now that got a lot of people’s attention. Suddenly camera clicks were heard from everywhere. You frantically pulled away.
Oops.
Sebastian looked a little shy in the limelight, or maybe it was just your imagination. But you were determined to get the cameras off of him. Your eyes darted to the red and white clad driver and suddenly you had an idea. The cameras weren’t focused on him, so it was perfect.
You ran to the back of Charles and lightly put your hands of his back to push him out to the open. He gave you a questioning look.
“Just do what you normally do Charlie.”
Your eyes focused on an announcer with a megaphone.
Perfect.
You raced over, said a few words to him, and came back to the group with megaphone in hand.
“Kid, what are you doing?” Max asked, hands gripping his backpack. You ignored your older teammate and turned the thing on.
With it almost kissing your lips, you started to yell hand outstretched in Charles’s direction.
“All hail, Prince Charles Marc Herve, uh…”
Arthur leaned over and whispered with a shit-eating grin on his face, “Perceval.”
“Perceval – dude, how many middle names do you have – Leclerc!”
Thankfully, your plan worked and now Charles was surrounded by multiple journalists and photographers.
You ran back over to give the announcer the megaphone back.
Looking back at Max, who was secretly recording Charles looking so lost in the crowd, you made your way to the group.
“Shall we go Maximillian?”
The Dutchman rolled his eyes. “That is not my name.”
“Well if Charles has a lord-esque name, you can have one too! Thur, are you in our garage today or Ferrari?”
He shot you a sad-ish smile. “I’m with Ferrari today. Seb and I are doing the thing.”
A look of clarity shone on your face. “Oooohhhh. Well then, you go do your thing. Wait, but you aren’t doing it with…”
“Oui, but Sebastian is the guest and he wants me to be with him.”
Your eyes playfully glared at the German, who held his hands up in mock-surrender.
“I will return him in one piece kinde,” he promised.
“Fine. Let’s go Maximilian.”
“Geitje, once again, not my name.”
“Then stop calling me a small goat. Well, I mean, I am a GOAT, in a sense.”
“It’s cute!”
Arthur watched as the two of you bickered, before going over to save his brother. It definitely didn’t help that Charles was on pole today, at his home race. Everyone was sweating and praying that this would be the year that he took his home race. Arthur was surprised that Max was in a playful mood, since he was starting a whopping P5 today and you were ahead of him at P4.
He had wanted to ask you about it, but didn’t want to push for information that you might not have been comfortable to share.
Starting Grid
Charles Leclerc
Carlos Sainz
Lando Norris
Y/n L/n
Max Verstappen
George Russell
Lewis Hamilton
Oscar Piastri
Alex Albon
Logan Sargeant
Lance Stroll
Yuki Tsunoda
Fernando Alonso
Pierre Gasly
Daniel Ricciardo
Valtteri Bottas
Zhou Guanyu
Esteban Ocon
Kevin Magnussen
Nico Hulkenberg
Christian had asked you and Max to meet him quickly in one of the back rooms. You and Max were squished on one of the couches while your team principal comfortably sat on the opposite sofa. This felt like you and Max had been called to the principal’s office and you were about to get in trouble.
Christian leaned forward. “Now, Max, we know that for some reason your tyres aren’t doing well in Monaco this year.”
Max nodded, seeming to know where this was going.
“But we wanted to ask you first if you’d be all right letting Y/n have the priority for this race. You are comfortably leading the championship as of right now. We would have liked to extend it by more points, but we can’t figure out what is wrong with the tyres this race.”
Max sat for a moment and you winced. You knew he didn’t want to give up the giant gap that he had, especially since Charles won the last race as well.
“It’s fine.”
Your eyebrows raised as you looked at him. He met your eyes and gave you a smile that didn’t quite reach his. You knew he was mentally giving you the ok to go ahead, but it didn’t mean that you had to like it. Already knowing the race, Red Bull did not have the upper hand in Monaco. This race was for Ferrari and McLaren.
The “meeting” didn’t go much longer, but the three of you did talk about new strategies so that the two of you could get the maximum points out of it. You both would be trying for fastest lap and as many positions gained as possible.
Back in the garage, you whined as you were trying to clip the strap under your helmet. Normally, Arthur would be there to help, but no, he had to be in the enemy’s garage. You were silently cursing his and Seb’s management.
Mitch thankfully saw your annoyance and came to help.
“No help today?” she asked as she clipped the strap and then helped finagle your helmet to where it was supposed to go.
“Nope,” you popped the ‘p,’ “he’s in enemy territory today.”
“Ah.”
You looked at her through the empty eye space. “Goodluck kiss?” You tried your best puppy eyes.
The older woman rolled her eyes, but gave your helmet a kiss none-the-less. You grinned as you stepped into the car.
It was definitely a sunny day in Monaco, that’s for sure. One of your mechanics held a small umbrella as you waited for the signal.
“Radio check please Y/n.”
“So Liam is in town, I saw him earlier. And we both know that this is thee Lightning McQueen circuit. Charles just keeps rolling his eyes. Also, Liam and his girlfriend invited me and Arthur for a double date to go to California for the summer break so that we can go see the Radiator Springs set up at Disneyland. Also!”
“Ok, radio is working.”
“Boooooo. You just don’t want to hear about my amazing plans. You could come too if you’d like!”
“Kid, they gave the signal almost 5 seconds ago.”
“Oh.”
“And it’s lights out and away we go for the 2024 Monaco Grand Prix. Charles Leclerc has made a lightning start on his teammate. Did he switch out his car for another? Carlos Sainz is overtaken by Lando Norris on turn 1. Max Verstappen has made a position and is now in P5 ahead of his teammate. Now, Verstappen has complained about his tyre degradation all weekend long. We just need to see how long he can stay ahead of Y/n L/n as her tyres seem to last a bit longer than his.”
“Mitch, I thought I was supposed to be ahead.”
“Checking.”
What was Max doing? He had said that it was fine for you to have the priority, but was being kind of an ass right now.
“This was not the strategy that we went over. He’s being an asshole right now.”
“Seems like the Bulls are fighting as Y/n L/n is voicing her irritation. I do wonder what they went over prior to the race.”
Arthur watched as your tried to get around your teammate. His heart sunk a bit as you were pushed off the track, but got right back on. Pascale stood right next to him and put a hand on his shoulder for comfort. He wished he could be in your garage right now, because this was the last race until Austria that he’d be able to attend.
Mitch was finally able to give you an answer. “Ok, you are going to box now.”
You entered the pit lane and were fitted with mediums since you started on softs. This race was going to be a one-stop-wonder.
Right as you were coming out of the pit lane, you saw two cars collide right with each other.
“THE TWO MERCEDES ARE OUT! L/N IS OUT OF THE PITS AND IS IN THE MIDDLE OF IT! THE SMOKE IS THICK, DID SHE JOIN THE DEBRIS?”
It was all in slow motion for you. One minute, you were in clear skies, the next you were covered in smoke. You had seen George try to go a bit wide, but you guessed he didn’t see Lewis. You frantically tried to remember where they seemed to stop as you continued through the smoke.
Arthur had watched your car disappear behind the curtain of smoke. His heart sank even more than it had a few laps ago. He quickly stood up to look at the small tv a bit closer. He was joined by Sebastian and his mom.
“Tu as dit que tu ferais attention,” he whispered.
GP came over Max’s radio. “Red flag at the pit entrance, Max. Come in so they can clear the debris.”
“The pits? Was it Y/n? I see smoke.”
“It was the Mercedes.”
“But she was right there?”
Max quickly pulled in and all but jumped out of the car.
Thankfully, you had expertly dodged the debris and flew out of the smoke.
“Woo, that was a bit smoky. I’m guessing red flag?” you asked Mitch.
“Yep, do your lap and then come in.”
It took you a bit longer to get back, since you had just pitted, but you finally made it. What you weren’t expecting was a giant hug from Max who kept apologizing.
“I’m sorry for the first move, I shouldn’t have done that.”
You bumped him a bit. “No biggie. Just please don’t do that again. We don’t need a Brocedes 2.0. Time for a juice box.”
The two of you thankfully found some juice boxes before you had to get back into the car. It would be another grid start, with how everyone was when they were out of the track. So you would have come out second, still behind Charles but in front of Lando. Max would be behind Carlos in P5.
At the start, Charles still had a great get away, pulling way in front of you like Max had been able to do in 2023. You were able to keep your P2 ahead of Lando while Max gained Carlos’s position.
Thankfully, the rest of the race was smooth going. Max had not been able to keep up with Lando and fell behind Carlos and ended the race in a pitiful P5.
However, the crowds were roaring as Charles finally brought home the Monaco Grand Prix.
“I can practically hear the celebrations starting. As he did in 2019, Charles Leclerc has won back-to-back races. And for the first time in 93 years, a Monegasque has crossed the checkered flag in P1. Charles Leclerc has done it and wins the 2024 Monaco Grand Prix. It is also a Grand Slam for the Ferrari driver as he had pole, P1, and fastest lap.
“He is followed by Red Bull’s Y/n L/n and McLaren’s Lando Norris. Carlos Sainz finishes fourth with Max Verstappen finishing fifth.”
Race Results
Charles Leclerc + fastest lap – 26 points
Y/n L/n – 18 points
Lando Norris – 15 points
Carlos Sainz – 12 points
Max Verstappen – 11 points
Oscar Piastri – 8 points
Yuki Tsunoda – 6 points
Logan Sargeant – 4 points
Pierre Gasly – 2 points
Daniel Ricciardo – 1 point
Alex Albon
Lance Stroll
Fernando Alonso
Kevin Magnussen
Zhou Guanyu
Valtteri Bottas
Esteban Ocon
Nico Hulkenberg
Lewis Hamilton – DNF
George Russell – DNF
Champions Standings
Max Verstappen – 179 points
Charles Leclerc – 146 points
Y/n L/n – 98 points
Lando Norris – 88 points
Oscar Piastri – 61 points
Lewis Hamilton – 60 points
Carlos Sainz – 46 points
George Russell – 35 points
Alex Albon – 26 points
Fernando Alonso – 23 points
Logan Sargeant – 23 points
Daniel Ricciardo – 22 points
Yuki Tsunoda – 2 points
Pierre Gasly – 1 point
Lance Stroll
Zhou Guanyu
Kevin Magnussen
Nico Hulkenberg
Valtteri Bottas
Esteban Ocon
Constructors Standings
Red Bull – 277 points
Ferrari – 192 points
McLaren – 149 points
Mercedes – 95 points
Williams – 49 points
Racing Bulls – 24 points
Aston Martin – 23 points
Alpine – 1 point
Haas
Alpha Romeo
It felt nice, to be up with Charles and Lando on the podium. It would be your first without Max. Thinking back to the last weekend in Imola, you felt proud. You honestly didn’t care if your parents were watching or not. You being on the podium without the three-time world champ felt like the biggest middle finger plus an extra “fuck them” for good measure.
You looked down at the crowd and saw Arthur standing with Pascale, Max, Christian, and Sebastian. You tried to spray them to the best of your ability after having almost dumped everything on Charles, who may or may not have cried during the national anthem (it’s ok though because you were crying right along with him).
You knew how much it meant for him, especially after Jules and his dad.
And it was great to see Lando, since he hasn’t podiumed all season long. Thankfully, he didn’t break Charles’s trophy (because you think the Ferrari driver would have cried again).
To celebrate, the Leclercs picked a nice restaurant to go to, instead of a night club. Max, who was also invited, brought Kelly and P as well.
“So Charles, now that you won the Monaco Grand Prix, do you feel even more like Lightning McQueen now?”
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y.n89 if you told me that I would have podiumed with lightning mcqueen himself at his home race (and kind of mine as well), I would have laughed in your face. Sad my teammate couldn't join me, but this is for the people who thought I wasn't good enough. look at me now! kachow ⚡️⚡️
and I got to see my pretty boy as well!
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y/n_on_top she cracks me up with each post, she did not tag Charles on lightning's picture
y/nxarthur hmmmm boyfriend maybe lives in Monaco, Arthur lives in Monaco, therefore - Arthur is the boyfriend
y/nxollie keep dreaming
charles_leclerc did you seriously post a picture of a cartoon character instead of me??
y/n.89 yes, because I asked you for pictures and you never responded 🤔 charles_leclerc we were at dinner?? maxverstappen1 and???? y/n.89 yeah, and?????????????
olliebearman MOM ON PODIUM
y/n_lives_inmyhead_rentfree see this is for the people literally shipping a mom and son y/n&co a single mom who works two jobs...
arthur_leclerc so so happy for you!
y/n'ssecretbf I feel bad for her boyfriend because her dad is literally Christian Horner, big brothers are Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc, and her best friend is Arthur Leclerc (no one is safe from the dimples)
liamlawson lightning mcqueen is the goat
maxverstappen1 no I am lewishamilton you're wrong there y/n.89 you are both wrong, who has 5 piston cups and who doesn't landonorris preach! 🙌🙌
y/n.nation that whole podium was chaos, glad lando didn't break the trophy
chachanation glad I wasn't the only one crying
rascalflatts guess we have to accept the invite to play at COTA
y/n.89 HELLO?????? BIG FAN liamlawson ME TOO maxverstappen1 oh no
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charles_leclerc I never would have thought that I'd win a race in 2024 or even back to back races. Thank you to the team. This is for everyone who thought I was done with...I hope I have proved you wrong. For Papa and Jules, I'm home! Forza Ferrari ❤️🏎️
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cha16 OUR BOY RIGHT THERE
leclerc_on_top YEAAHHHHHHHHHH
chuck_leclerck I was crying so much. was worried about the restart but he pushed through!
y/n.89 so so proud of you Charlie! Max will let you become WDC next year
maxverstappen1 when did I EVER agree to that?? y/n.89 just now :)
lestappenlove oh my gosh, first Monegasque in almost 100 years to win their home race! history maker right here!
max&Charlie sad that max wasn't there to celebrate with him :(
leclercbros apparently some people saw Max at dinner with the Leclerc family
y/n_best_rookie was y/n there as well? leclercbros yes she was! along with kelly and P
tifosi4ever now Carlos just needs to win the Spanish Grand Prix and then one of them needs to win Monza!
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porsche.motorsport we are happy to announce the signing of Arthur Leclerc and Sebastian Vettel to our team. They will be preparing for future endurance racing and will be brand ambassadors until then as well. Welcome to the team Arthur and Seb!
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endur4nce I was not expecting this today....but I'm not complaining
thurthur I did not see this coming, even after seb was in the garage with Arthur in Monaco
leclercbros oh yeah, I saw that but didn't even suspect anything
y/n.89 and what do we say?? ☺️☺️
arthur_leclerc thank you y/n for setting this amazing opportunity up (not like I got signed because I was incompetent) sebastianvettel just the pretty face for us arthur_leclerc w o w
arthur-leclerc4ferrari I guess I need to change my user
arthur-leclerc4porsche that's better
y/nxarthur this is sad because I looked at the calendar and Arthur will miss the next two races along with the Vegas race
porsche welcome to the family!
y/n.89 when will I get added? I have my two Porsches and haven't bought any other cars porsche.motorsports just sign with us?? redbullracing stay back from our rookie 🤺 maxverstappen1 yeah 🤺 🤺
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Late nights in the studio always ramped up as it came closer to comeback deadlines. Jisung needed a break before he was too overworked. He finished what he could for the night and packed up. Heading home for the night to sleep. He had a day off tomorrow but he knew he’d just work on the song at home— much to his girlfriend’s dismay.
He got out of the car and made his way to their front door. He was sure she was asleep but he paused when he noticed her sitting in the living room, wide awake.
“You’re still awake?” Jisung asked
Y/n looked at her boyfriend, “I felt like waiting up for you.”
“Why?” Jisung moved closer to her
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“I’m sorry…” Jisung mumbled as he leaned down, wrapping his arms around her and laying on her.
“What are you sorry for?” Y/n asked, holding him close
“I haven’t seen you in days because of this deadline. Now you're ruining your sleep schedule for me.” Jisung felt the anxiety in his chest. All his thoughts said he was a terrible boyfriend. Neglecting his perfect girlfriend.
“Ji,” Y/n sighed and rubbed his back, “Look at me?” she asked
“Don’t leave. I’m sorry.”
“I’m not leaving, baby. Just want you to look at me, can you do that?”
Jisung looked up at her per her request, “I’m sorry…”
“Don’t apologize. I know you have deadlines and you’re busy. I knew that when we got together Ji. But I know you always come home at night. I love waking up in the middle of the night with your arms around me, even though I miss spending time with you, I don’t blame you for it.”
“You mean that?”
“Of course.”
Y/n took off his beanie and ran her finger through his hair. “How about we go up to bed?”
Jisung nodded and got off his girlfriend. Y/n turned off the TV and pulled her boyfriend up to their bedroom. Jisung followed her up like a lost puppy. Y/n got out a change of clothes for him and handed them to him to change. The rapper quickly changed as Y/n pulled back their covers and plugged in both their phones before Jisung joined her under their covers. Y/n wrapped her arms around him and held her against her chest. Jisung let out a sigh as he wrapped his arms around her and buried his face in her chest.
Y/n kissed the top of his head and felt his whole body relax. “I love you,” Jisung mumbled
“I love you too.” Y/n told him
Jisung looked up at her and puckered his lips at her. Y/n giggled and pecked his lips, “Stop overworking.”
“I just want to be able to provide you the live you deserve.”
“Not at the sake of your mental health. I know you’re working hard but it’s okay to take a break. You have two other producers you work with.”
“You’re right,” Jisung sighed
“You’re off tomorrow?”
“Yeah.”
“We’re staying in bed and watching Studio Ghibli then. No work. You need a break.”
“As long as you don’t leave my arms, I’ll be fine.”
“Go to sleep.” Y/n pecked his forehead
“Can you sit on it while we sleep?”
“The last time i cockwarmed you you made my legs jelly.”
“Please? I wanna be close to you right now after I’ve been M.I.A for a while. Plus you’re ass looked really good when we were walking up.”
“How can you go from almost having an anxiety attack about being a bad boyfriend in your eyes to horny as hell?” Y/n asked as she unwrapped herself from him to pull off her sleep shorts and underwear
“Stay would say it’s my duality.” Jisung smiled as he pulled down his pants and boxers.
Y/n rolled her eyes playfully at him before peeling the covers just a bit so they could see what they were doing. Jisung pumped himself a few times till he was hard enough to slip in. Carefully sliding into his loving girlfriend. Moving slowly so she could adjust to him till he was as deep as he could go.
“I love you so much.” Jisung wrapped his arms around her as she pulled the blankets back over them, “Someday, I’m gonna marry you.”
“I’ll happily wait for that day.”
“Even if I proposed tomorrow?”
“The answer will always be yes.”
The couple kissed one last time before settling into sleep. Being as close as they possibly could and his cock nestled in between her walls. Jisung could die a happy man.
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Paradigm Shift 5
Warnings: this fic will include elements, some dark, such noncon/dubcon, and other untagged triggers. Please take this into account before proceeding. It is up to curate your online consumption safely.
Summary: you get transferred to a new position but it’s hardly a breath of fresh air. (plus!reader)
Characters: Loki, Bucky Barnes, this reader is known as Billie.
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“Mr. Laufeyson, your matcha and the notes for the morning’s meeting,” you set down the cup and hold out the sleek black folder with his initials on it.
He ignores the tea and takes the briefing without thanks. You assumed as much but it does make you wonder who raised him. His brother wasn’t like this so it’s a bit of a surprise.
“Anything else, sir?” You ask.
He glances at the cup and tilts his head, “you went to Garcons.”
“Yes, sir, I made not of the preference.”
He offers no prize for that. He simply shrugs and opens the folder. You nod and turn on your heel. As you cross the office, a figure darkens the door. You slow as Barnes tilts his head at you.
“There you are, Billie,” he greets, “coffee?”
“On my desk, I was just going to bring it to you--”
“I need it after the weekend I had,” he stays in the door frame, blocking your escape, “what a coincidence that we would run into each other, huh?”
“I guess,” you stiffen in discomfort.
“Did you enjoy your drinks?” Barnes asks with a dimple in his cheek. You scrunch up your lips as his eyes twinkle. He knows what he’s doing.
“You two... had drinks?” Laufeyson asks.
“No,” you insist and angle back so you can see each from the edge of your vision. “We ran into each other. I was with friends.”
“Ran into each other. Mm, well, let’s not play favourites, yes.”
You almost scoff. You went a full extra block to get his stupid green latte and he thinks it has anything to do with preference. You prefer to deal with neither of them. You nod, “of course, sir. I’ll get your coffee, Mr. Barnes,” you twist on your heeled boot, “and your daily brief.”
“Thanks, doll,” he sidesteps to let you past him. You can feel his gaze follow you.
“Are you in here for anything in particular?” Laufeyson snips tersely in your stead.
“Yeah, business, bud,” Barnes retorts, “let me close this.”
The door shuts and you march off. You grab the coffee and other folder from your desk and retrace your steps down the hall. You enter Barnes’ office and lay it out on his desk.
Quickly, you retreat. You’ll be happy enough to hide at your desk as they go upstairs for the monthly managerial review. You’re hoping Odinson can keep them past the scheduled block. You don’t like Mondays.
You sip your coffee as you sort through emails and direct them in the right direction. Barnes is more of the face-to-face one but Laufeyson is the numbers man. They have an interesting dynamic on paper. As you reply to a few errant requests, you hear the door open but ignore it.
Barnes’ shadow looms down the hall before drifting into his office. A message pops up on your screen. It’s him.
‘Thanks, doll. Coffee’s still hot.’
A thumbs up will suffice. You did your job. Amazing.
Another message. Laufeyson. You switch chats.
‘You will attend the meeting with myself and Barnes. Keep the minutes.’
Sigh. Alright. You type back. ‘Yes, sir.’
No response. Barnes’ turn, ‘holding out for Friday night?’
You huff and roll your eyes.
‘Sir, I am focusing on my work. Did you require some assistance?’
You hear him snicker and the response pops up, ‘got it. All business. Shoulda known with those boots.’
You don’t reply. You shut out Teams and go back to sorting through communications and arranging the calendar accordingly. You don’t get much done before a strutting gait approaches. You look up as Laufeyson appears.
“You’re acquainted with my brother,” he says. It isn’t a question.
“Yes, sir.” You pull your hands back from the keyboard.
“You will be certain to keep him from talking my ear off then.”
“Uh, if that’s what you need--”
“It is what I’m telling you to do. We’re due in five.” He shows his watch.
“Coming,” Barnes emerges, smoothing his jacket as if he could hear his partner’s chiding.
“Yes, sir,” you stand up and grab your notebook and pen.
Laufeyson is halfway to the elevator before you get around the desk and Barnes is right on your heels. As you pass through the bullpen, you notice the hunches in response to their presence and the nervous glances. The energy is grey like rain.
You stand at the elevator between the men. Laufeyson tuts and Barnes thumbs through his phone. He tucks it away as the doors open. They don’t move.
“Ladies first,” Laufeyson insists.
You don’t argue. You step on and they follow.
The turn and stand shoulder to shoulder with you behind them. Laufeyson checks his watch once more and Barnes wiggles his fingers at his side. They let out a long exhale in unison.
“Tell me again how you’re related to this guy,” Barnes snorts.
“Adopted,” Laufeyson sneers. “Please, you will suffer him for an hour, I have suffered a lifetime.”
“Ah, is that why you have that stick up your ass?” Barnes nudges him with his elbow.
To your surprise, the other man snickers.
“Only to match yours, Barnes.”
You glance between them curiously. They both are so stringent on their own and yet with each other, there’s a measure of respect? Recognition? Commiseration? Like everyone else in Logistics, they’ve been sentenced to purgatory. It is a fleeting human moment.
“Should I point out the oaf’s mistake or would like that pleasure?” Laufeyson intones.
Barnes shrugs, “will it make a difference? We’ll just be cleaning up another mess next month.”
They speak as if you’re not there. You suppose you’re not significant enough to worry about. Hell, you don’t mind one bit if the heat’s off of you.
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Is This Goodbye? (III)
pairing : brother's best friend! hyunjin x fem!reader (mentions other members x reader)
genre : smut. fluff. angst.
warnings : MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. smut scene that's a bit....idk. Period brain wrote that. So sorry. Bit of a weird dynamic between characters (Minho and Y/N specifically but also another character we have yet to meet in the present timeline but you'll see what I mean). Jealousy. Someone being emotionally unfaithful. last scene and a few scenes in there is unedited but there may be mistakes throughout anyway.
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playlist : burn - USHER, come back to me again - byun jin sub, lust - felip ft cyra gwynth, hate that - key ft taeyeon, consume - chase atlantic ft goon des garcons)
"So," You start, feeling so jittery that the bones in your body could misplace themselves within the confines of your skin, "Run it by me again-"
The boy in front of you is always so patient (especially with you).
Though, you suppose at this age you should call him a man now. His features appear more fierce and sharp as the time passes, but his eyes are still the same. Always sweetened with affection when regarding you.
"They'll go through the legal processes and if all goes well-" The possibility that it couldn't go through makes your skin crawl, "Then...he's ours. He'll be my brother. Legally."
You smile, but it's a smile that's hard to pinpoint. Glossy and grateful, yet sad and helpless. But Lee Minho mirrors it to the exact detail. Like he always does. He just knows, because, he knows you.
"And you..." With a wobbly inhale, his eyes bore into yours with a strong intensity, "You'll be theirs."
You can feel his guilt fill every crevice of his heart and you hate that you can see it so clearly. Hate the way he finds fault in himself because of the situation and how you ended up. Forgetting that, it was always a possibility, just not one that was very likeable.
You place your hand on his thigh, using him as leverage to lift yourself against the strong muscle to bring him into a kiss he can't refuse. He freezes, breath rattling slightly before he begins to kiss you back.
Kissing Minho feels like love. It is love.
His fingers thread into your hair, and he presses deeper into you, mouth opening slowly. The twist of your scents embroiders the two of you in a sweet daze that neither of you can snap out of. Your shampoo and the flutter of your dress, a sweet tropical scent and then his the natural scents of his home long nurtured into all of Minho's being; his clothes, his skin, his soul.
You pull away when your lips are swollen and Minho takes the time to brush away the evidence, combing your hair out of your face and smoothing out any stray tear that escapes your eyes. When it comes to your lips and the smudged tint his mouth left behind, his thumb falters.
He swallows harshly, the action bringing your gazes together like a puzzle piece, "We have to go before I make a mess of you."
Your bite your lip at his urgency, feeling it churn in your stomach. You look back a last time, committing to memory that overgrowth of fruit treees and clean lines of care long abandoned.
Your second safe haven, left alone for the two next souls that find each other and bond so much they can't bear to let go of each other.
Your first...leading the way to the next chapter in your life.
Felix is the first person you see in the room. At that point in time, you don't know him. He doesn't know you. But with what your parents have said, this boy in front you can only be Felix and with what his parents, your parents now, have said... you're Y/N.
"Hey," Contrary to first impressions, his voice is rich and deep in tone. His hair, the colour of thunderstorm clouds and long enough to brush behind his ear.
"Hey."
Felix points to himself lamely, "Felix. Or Youngbok. Feel free to use either."
You laugh (because it's awkward and he joins you for the same reason). You lick your lips, nerves dissipating with every second despite the weird tension in the room.
Neither of you know how to act around the other.
"Y/N," You smile, "No other 'or' I can think of, sorry."
He smiles warmly, hints of familiarity in the curves of his lips and the brightness of his gaze. It's a familiarity that saddens you, but you can't fault Felix for it, not when he's being so open and so welcoming to the invader. At the sound of his name from down the hall, you're pulled from the depth of your thoughts, the remnants left leaving a permanent mark. You feel empty, just a little.
Without realising, he turns to look at you, freckles pronounced more clearly as he steps forward, reaching out with a welcoming hand to pat you awkwardly on the head.
He'll learn to despair over the moment, complaining countlessly to anyone that will listen, that he was so fucking awkward that it's a miracle in itself that you even want to breathe the same air as him, much less like him. Then he'll attempt to reclaim his likeness by recounting how he helped you for weeks on end, spending time with you and inviting you into shared spaces. Showing you around the house and indulging in well kept secrets that only home owners would know. He'll discuss that the kitchen is ruled by him, that the study room has your mother in a tight grip and the living room is a space that your father and the stray cat, Tom frequents.
But for you, the love you had for him began with that single head pat.
A single head pat and it felt like you'd do everything for him. It felt stupid, but in that moment, Felix had changed the constructions of 'home' and what it meant to you. And you, never wanted to let it go.
It took awhile to get used to everything. But you learnt. You learnt that your father tends to leave the bathroom window wide open and needs to be reminded often. to close it before he goes to bed. You learn that the walls used to be a blue colour until your family moved in early 2007 and replaced them with a creamra wallpaper in 2011. You also learn that Felix would play 'Follow The Dot' with his freckles when he was bored.
It was a house you needed to learn and at the early hour of two AM you discovered that the house was harder to navigate in the dark and the thought of meeting Minho when the moon wore the night sky like a cloak made your blood rush through your body unlike anytime before.
Felix even introduced you to his friends. Changbin was a loud soul, always ransacking the whole room with his volume level alone. It was easy to forgive that due to being handsome and his helping hand whenever your Mum needed help. It came naturally to him, no thoughts running through his head as he placed a gentle yet protective hand onto the small of your back in the middle of a busy street or as he shielded you from the sky with a cute little umbrella, ignoring the way the rain painted his back.
Hyunjin in comparison wasn't as outwardly helpful as Changbin but he really wasn't horrible either. He enjoyed the attention given to him and could sweet talk a young mother into giving up her child to him if he was that sort of person. Anything he did caused tingles to run up your spine. Sometimes he'd smooth your hair down if a strand came loose or how he'd tower over you to get something from the top shelf. He also seemed to really enjoy and appreciate everyone around him.
But Felix's girlfriend....man
This was the first time you were meeting Felix's girlfriend and you were excited. He never really shut up about her and you never really had any luck bonding with girls the same age as you, naturally gravitating towards mother figures or the boys you grew up with.
"Hey," Her smile was insane and when she brought you into a hug, you closed your eyes from the warmth of it. Her perfume and the shampoo she uses, it was so pleasant you were a little in love.
She was pretty, somewhat tall and even taller when she wore heels. She began to take you out on regular lunch dates and would ask you questions.
Only one of her questions was about Minho and it wasn't even really about Minho;
How were you liking the family?
How were you feeling?
Do you have a boyfriend? Girlfriend? Partner?
Questions that made you feel oddly joyful that you had trouble keeping your excitement tolerable when you reunited with Felix again.
"Fun, huh?" He giggled a little, taken aback.
You nodded.
You loved her like a sister, much like you had already accepted Felix, you accepted her. Though it wasn't because of her relationship with Felix, it was because she was kind, generous and always willing to share gossip with you.
You even bragged about her with Minho and he laughed and made a comment about the love hearts in your eyes.
You weren't shy when it came to sharing about your new home life, Minho becoming victim to the inner layouts of the family dynamic and how you fit in. Even indulging him in the story of the stray cat, Tom who snuck into the living room whilst your dad was absent.
He, sadly was a little less willing to share about his own home life, but you were excited and that was enough for the both of you.
Moments went by and life was good, made better on the nights Minho came to visit. The handsome boy like sprinkles or the cherry kiss at the end of a good day.
"So....the guy that visits you, is he a nice guy?" Changbin asks, his voice borderline protective. The three of them stand there, with their arms crossed and their frowns a hybrid of different emotions.
"Huh?"
"Your boyfriend?" Changbin raises his eyebrow, "He visits at night, doesn't he?"
"He's not my boyfriend," You deny, shaking your head before peering curiously at the three of them, "How did you know about him?"
"We saw you both, in that roof balcony thing," Hyunjin shrugs, "Not your boyfriend?"
"Just friends," You smile, "He's a good guy though."
It has the boys questioning how much of it is true, if at all.
"Wanna bring him around when it's not dark? Mum would love to meet him," Felix offers. You stare back, horrified.
"She knows about him?"
"No," Felix snorts, "But it'll be nice to have a friend you can bring through the front door and not bushwhack every night just to see him."
True.
And Mum absolutely did love Minho. It touched you. Your mother opened her arms and practically scooped him up into a cuddle and Minho, ever the sweetheart and shy boy, blushed and attempted his best to return her hug.
Attempted because nothing could ever match one of her hugs.
He ended up scoring points with your father too, something as simple as a habit that he picked up as a child - family chores - scoring brownie points.
Felix also loved the way you lit up around Minho in a way he wasn't quite familiar with. For the most part, both Hyunjin and Changbin both liked him too. But, Felix was going to take his first ever opportunity in playing protective brother and not even a green flag like Lee Minho would stop him.
Felix's girlfriend smiled at Minho, offering a quick side hug before parting shortly afterwards, excusing herself to get more cups and party decorations left in her car. Though, not without an approving look shot your way.
You led Minho by the arm to the patio, fairy lights decorating the area and college kids pouring into the party, eyes widening as he acknowledges his surroundings and the passing murmurs of hello.
Changbin holds out two plastic cups for the both of you, eyeing the way Minho levels him with a polite smile, not reaching out for the cup of free alcohol.
"Do you want something alcohol-free?"
"Please."
Changbin only grins, "Don't stress," before venturing to the section with unopened cans and a supply of fizzy drink and grape juice. Not without stopping by Hyunjin, handing him the cup that Minho didn't take. Hyunjin accepted it with a small show of thanks, returning to both Felix and his girlfriend who greedily listen to his words with rapt attention.
It was a nice sight.
Hyunjin's words seemed to create imagery behind their eyes and their lips and eyebrows could barely contain their own excitement. Fe;ix's girlfriend even sat there listening attentively as Felix's fingers were tracing patterns into the skin of her thigh.
Changbin returns with the non-alcoholic options, thrusting a glass of fizzy guava drink into your hand, encouraging you to drink up. Minho's arms slid around you naturally as you dawdled forward to join your brother and his people. The story was nice, but you found more comfort in the way Minho rhythmically tapped away at your waist.
The circle was full of laughter and affection, everyone's bodies close and the rules of personal space void. Changbin sat on the opposite side of you, leaning into the two of you and creating a blanket of serenity for the both of you.
Everything was so new to you, but at the same it felt familiar almost.
The rumbling of Minho's laughter against your back and the warmth of the fire licking the length of your legs. Felix's girlfriend's loud amusement to match Felix's show of agreement and Hyunjin's show of endless passion.
You never wanted it to change.
When the night gets colder and the huddle became the only thing standing between life and death, Felix went to fetch some more firewood and Changbin had already abandoned you both in hopes to find a girl to talk to, stating the two of you made him lonely.
Watching the night sky, your murmur lowly with words that didn't really make sense, fatigue stretching over you, "Is that cass-ca...that star constellation? There? Name?"
Minho huffed a small chuckle, amused before leaning his head affectionately on yours, "Yes. That's a star constellation."
"Do you think Jeongin will be okay?" You mutter, feeling a heavy weight creep into your throat, hurting you and stripping you bare. Minho's easygoingness pauses, tightening his hold around you.
"Yes. I promise."
"Has he called you hyung yet?" You whisper, feeling your eyes become glassier by the second.
"Not yet," Minho admits, though he doesn't make an effort to promise you anything this time.
And you can't even say anything more because then someone will just be wrong and right now, you just can't have anything like that. You can't risk it. Not when this is the literal best scenario that you hoped endlessly for.
And it appears neither can he because....
"Does Felix's girlfriend actually like him?"
It comes so out of nowhere, you almost fall off of him at the sheer intensity and your head immediately whips to look at said girlfriend, defence already on the top of your tongue, "Yeah? She-oh. She's just really affectionate I think. The first time she met me she hugged me as if we had been friends for ages. She even hugged you tonight after meeting you once!"
"True," Minho accepted.
But, if Minho had noticed something....the truth of it was a little bit more plausible. You studied the way Hyunjin and Felix's girlfriend was cocooned, closely but not so close that you could immediately determine anything. She was smiling and laughing, the sound endless and Hyunjin....enjoying her attention. At least, just a little.
You dismissed it, giving the benefit of the doubt and a looming feeling in your stomach.
Now slightly uncomfortable, you rest back into your comfort, linking your fingers with his and closing your eyes. Too busy wishing and hoping to even dream.
Unfortunately the feeling doesn't cease, it seems that whatever idea Minho had planted in your head had already started growing its roots because every single interaction between them seemed a little too loaded. In fact, it was actually starting to anger you a little.
Sometimes, Felix would have the two of them over. Felix would have the controller in his hand and headset over his ears and the two of them would talk. She would giggle and joke around with Hyunjin and Hyunjin would smile and always willing to joke back.
Sometimes, Felix would lose a round and she'd be there to snort and Hyunjin would wrap him up in a hug after letting out a little giggle.
Sometimes, Felix would be talking and she'd just...make fun of his nerdy little tendencies. Berate him even.
"Oh Felix, you're really too old to be into things like this."
Then she'd turn to Hyunjin and be oh so interested in whatever he was spouting. The types of wine he used to steal from his grandmother's cellar or parties he attended, or even the songs on his drawing playlist. She'd laugh and laugh and laugh it all up.
Frowning a little, you take a seat beside Felix, a cold smile plastered on your face at the way she brushes a hand against Hyunjin's stomach and you lean into Felix, "Can you teach me how to play?"
Your reward is Felix's smile, the only smile in the room you decide you really want.
"Absolutely," So he teaches you, a tad impatient and passionate but kind and so genuinely happy you're taking an interest. It takes a few hours before you actually have to force yourself away from the game, too involved that you're starting to scare yourself and everyone else.
"See, huh huh? What did I tell ya?" Felix's drawl is teasing as his avatar beats the ogre that has been relentlessly chasing you through that shitty pixelated jungle on the screen.
"Hey- Lix, Imma go," Hyunjin cheeses as he shakes Felix's hand. You freeze as he bends down to plant a chaste kiss on the top of your head, "See you Y/N."
He casts a quick look at Felix's girlfriend, who watches him like he's some heaven sent creature, "Bye."
A few minutes pass and when it's clear Hyunjin has really left, Felix's girlfriend lets out a breath, "I'm actually gonna go too, Lixie."
"What?"
"Well you're on your game and-"
"I'm on my game because you've been talking to Hyunjin-"
"Hold on, are you going to accuse me of cheating on you with Hyunjin?"
"No. But-"
"Look, I didn't think I would need to explain my actions to you, but I thought I should leave because you're bonding with your sister. Not because of Hyunjin. Can you just stop with the Hyunjin thing?" She bites at Felix before leaving the house with a slam of the front door.
Felix sighs before combing his hair back with his hands, game paused.
"That was-"
"Rough?" Felix offers with his eyebrows raised before his features even back out, "I know."
You were thinking more 'overreaction' but 'rough' works just as well.
"Hyunjin thing?" You ask instead, borderline dangerous territory you're venturing across. Wondering whether or not you really had the right to be here.
"I mentioned that maybe her favourite person was Hyunjin as a joke but she got defensive and now has been acting like this, "Felix explains, "It doesn't look great, I know."
"I'm sure it doesn't feel great either," You frown.
Felix leans in to knock his shoulder with mine, 'Don't worry about me. She's a sweet girl, really. We're just fighting a little."
"I'm allowed to worry about you," You mention, earlier insecurities catching up to you, "Right?"
His smile is slow and purposeful, perhaps even a touch sad, "Of course you're allowed to be worried and me with you, I'm allowed to be worried about you as well. It's only fair."
You sigh, "Fiiine."
"So, in saying that," He smiles and your groan is like music to him, "I like Minho but I like you more, stop meeting him so frequently in the early hours of the morning. Front door, always. Okay?"
It's nice. To be worried over like this. But you'll never be able to squash the fact your trump card is unwavering concern about those you love and how they fit into their own world.
Never in a million years.
So he may be forgiving when she makes little attempts to grab at Hyunjin's knee or paw at his arm whenever he talks. But not you. You watch like a hawk and you stalk towards the two of them, eyes jumping judgementally.
"Hey, can you help me?" You blurt out to Hyunjin, words tumbling out of you in an attempt to make sense, tone sweet, "Please?"
Hyunjin's eyebrows furrow in concern and her eyes, wide with curiosity and a tiny flicker of annoyance.
"I think Felix is at the mailbox."
You smile at her before you watch Hyunjin lift from his seat, following after you as you lead him away from the crowd and prying eyes. Lips pressing together in thought.
"You're good at braiding hair, right?"
Truthfully, nobody has ever said he was good at braiding hair and on second thought, maybe it wasn't the best distraction, considering....
"Uhh- I'm alright at it?" Hyunjin frowned, "Though why didn't you ask-?"
"In all honesty I don't know either," You shake your head, earning you a little laugh as he places both his hands onto your shoulder blades leading you to the bathroom.
"Tell me what you need then," Hyunjin smiled, watching as you pulled out two strands of hair clumsily in the front.
"I just don't like what's going on with this," You motion, a little frazzled. Though you were putting on an exaggerated act, it oddly didn't feel like it.
He smirked, rounding around your frame to make proper eye contact with you, "First things first, we'll have to fix your parting."
You startle a little, surprised by him. He's gentle, freeing bits of tied hair out of its elastic shackle and you're left to stare at him as he expertly threads your hair together in little elaborate braids, cleaning them up with a bit of water.
He really is handsome.
Though, there are a lot of handsome people in your life.
"There."
His smile slowly fades as he looks at you, swallowing harshly at the air caught in his throat. Your own smile mirroring the moment his drops. His finger strays to follow the skin of your lip, causing your whole body to tingle.
"He's lucky to have you," Hyunjin whispers, "You know."
"I'm lucky to have Felix," You whisper back and his back straightens. Eyes imploring into yours with something you can't quite decipher. His body frozen underneath the bathroom light and an evening tinted breeze.
He hums, dropping his hand like an anchor and stepping away from you, "Yeah. Felix."
This time, it really gets to you and it becomes clearer than day. Fact. Felix's girlfriend has a crush on Hyunjin and not one that could just be battered away with time. One that is disrespectfully stuck and manipulative, with only Felix suffering as a result.
It's Friday night, student hour. Hyunjin and Felix's girlfriend are planning to meet a few of their other casual friends at the club. Felix is too sick and opted to stay home, his girlfriend only offering to stay home with him when Hyunjin did.
"I really wish you'd come, Bok," Hyunjin comments. Felix's girlfriend pouts and nods, as if she fully supports the idea and it makes you sick to your stomach.
"Cause getting refused at the door sounds like a good idea and not a total waste of time," Felix snorts sarcastically sending him into a spluttering fit. You grimace at the sound, finding it on par with the visual of his sickness but ultimately rejoicing in his snark.
He's right though, he'd definitely get turned away.
"You don't have to stay Y/N, I'm perfectly capable of being home by myself," Felix tells you, and your initial reaction is to refuse. You want to stay with Felix, you really do. But you don't want to see Hyunjin and Felix's girlfriend all over each other and flirting like nobody's at home waiting for them.
And if you go...
Perhaps, a plan would be able to be set in motion.
"I don't have anything to wear," You groan.
Hyunjin grins, nodding his head towards Felix's girlfriend, "She brought over plenty. Use one of hers."
Her face is pained.
Yours, is the complete opposite.
"I've got a suitcase upstairs, come down with whatever you find and I can do your makeup if you like," She offers and it's kind, but it's slathered in a lard like substance you feel she wants to smother you with.
You choose the clothes at random, not drawn to one over the other. You find a sparkly midnight blue shirt with long sleeves and a black skirt, a pairing you've never been lucky enough to wear without regret. You stare at them before quickly pulling them both on. It's a little tight in areas you feel they shouldn't be and loose in areas you want them to be tight.
But, admittedly, you do look like a dream.
Your hands run down the material, inspecting the roundness of your ass.
Hyunjin spots you first, and his reaction has you pausing. It feels like the moment in the bathroom all over again. Eyebrows raised and tension electrified. Though the moment is broken when Felix and his girlfriend turn to see you, her mouth dropping and Felix's grin turning brotherly.
"You're beautiful," She admits, to which the smile you show her is sincere, growing only when she turns to look at Felix with a fond look, regret building, "Isn't she?"
Destroyed only when Felix coughs, the appearance of her disgust in sync with your sincerity. Lost and brushed away by the wind. She smiles at you again, gentle with your skin as she rubs in some cream and gives your hair a little life.
"Shall we go?" She has the gall to grin at you then, her eyes landing nowhere near her actual boyfriend. Once again. Hyunjin nods and immediately smacks Felix's hand. She follows after him, giving Felix a non committed little side hug to which he accepts dutifully.
Ignoring his sickness, you embrace your brother wholeheartedly, the both of you falling into a heap, your eyes closing as he wheezes a hearty laugh into your ear, "What are you doing? What if you get sick?"
"I wish you were coming," You muse, eyes still closed and your body enjoying his brotherly warmth he eagerly shows you.
"We have plenty of time," He whispers back, before he is sent into another coughing fit.
"You really don't have to come with us if you don't want to," She comments, your expression tightening at her voice scraping the roof your ear. You rise from your position in denial and Hyunjin smiles, eyes meeting yours.
"I want to come," You say instead. This time, you miss her expression. But you see his. His eyes, they twinkle.
You pile into the Uber with a last goodbye, all three of you painfully sober that they missed the opportunity to pre-drink. Plans on how to get drunk fast pouring out of their mouths, "We down a couple of shots and have a beer or something."
You look out the window, letting yourself be ignored. But out of the corner of your eye, she's turned her back to him and she's brushing her hair out of her face, "Can you zip up my dress?"
Hyunjin nods, zipping up the dress without a fuss and you stare at him through the reflection. You can't seem to understand him.
"Did you draw that character I told you about?"
"Nope. But I did draw those flowers, so thanks."
A giggle, "You're welcome. Do you often listen to One Direction while you paint?"
"Only sometimes."
You get out of the Uber with Hyunjin's confident goodbye and your quiet farewell, both you girls following after Hyunjin. Her hand is on his shoulder and you've opted to brave the slight drizzle of rain that welcomes you to the night sky.
"Hey Hyunjin," A few greetings bid their hellos as you walk past them all. He's a bit of a nightclub celebrity with how many of them walk by. Even Felix's girlfriend gets a couple of girls to come up to her.
With her other hand, she twists towards you to link holding your hand, leading you through the throng of drunken party-goers.
The drinks pour in one after the other, every third drink a shot of hard liquor and the in between being a cheap RTD option or wine to get you just as drunk as everyone else in the club. It's also an opportunity to watch her as she starts to flirt more openly with him.
"Hey, would you fuck that blonde in front of me and Felix if I asked?" She mutters, which falls on his deaf ears.
Not yours though.
You notice she's also started to press her boobs together with her arms, puckering her lips as she leans in to tease him, "I haven't seen your type around here yet."
Hyunjin pauses, his eyelashes lifting as drinks at his drink, "I have."
"You have?" She questions with a flirty giggle "Where?"
"Around," He drops his now empty bottle onto the counter, leaning over to request another to the bartender, "You want one, Y/N?"
"Hey! What about me?"
"You don't need another," Hyunjin rolls his eyes before acknowledging you kindly, "Y/N?"
You hold up your bottle with half the drink still left over to which he accepts without so much of a fuss, "Just me then, thanks bro."
"Aww, are you worried about me?" She hiccups. She does look somewhat cute, though all that cute is buried under the huge pile of undeserving. Underserving of Felix and his time. His love.
"If you drink more than I have to take you home and I'm enjoying myself so I'd rather not," He explains to which she pouts but thankfully accepts without another attempt to pull at his heart strings.
"OH MY GOD," She shouts to which you wince, "There's Park Seonghwa, he's a partner at the firm, I'll be right back!"
The two of you watch as she stumbles through the crowd confidently, both your expressions grim. You turn to him, opening your mouth, "Hyunjin?"
He bends himself lower so he can you a little better without straining, "Yeah baby?"
Bleugh.
"I want to go home," You tell him, managing to keep a straight faced expression and you're a little grateful he agrees too easily, already opening the Uber app. It doesn't feel good leaving the two of them alone together though...
And with how drunk she is...
"I'll walk you, c'mon," Hyunjin says, his hand clasping yours as he walks you to the entrance, towards the neon lit stairs you ventured up in search of the bar. And when the ringing in your ears becomes only a memory of the crowd you just escaped from, he returns his hands to his pockets like a gentleman.
"I hope you had fun," He muses.
"I did," You grunt, which has his eyes furrowing briefly before he sees you're having trouble coming down the staircase on your own. His shoes clack against the floor as he travels upstairs to meet you, hands outstretched and a gorgeous smile on his face.
"That's good then."
"Come with me?" You offer. His mouth opens and closes, and the smile slowly falls off his face and is replaced with confusion. Head tilting a little.
He must've heard you wrong.
But you've made a decision, right then and there.
Morally a good one? Arguably.
But it's a decision.
With held breath, your hand wraps around the nape of his neck to pull him into a kiss that has his breath hitching. His hair, thick enough to curl your digits through, tickling at his skin over and over again until you get sick of it. But it's so addictive, the thought is impossible. Because his hair is as soft as his lips are plush. Time has stopped and everything is quiet.
You open your mouth experimentally, letting him fill the gaps if he so pleases. One of his hands grips at your hips to pull you closer so you're flushed against his front and the other at your neck and his thumb at the curve of your jaw, teasing you with the possibility that he might just squeeze.
He tastes of a mixed alcohol, but you don't mind it, oddly enjoying the feeling of his lips more because of it. His kiss breathing new life into you.
Your hands are everywhere on his taut and lithe frame, obsessively attached to his hair just as his is addicted to the curl of your hips.
He presses harder into you, tongue brushing along yours in a way that has you swooning. He makes a low groan into your mouth at your compliance. The sound of it zipping straight to your core, heating the energy between you.
You don't want to pull away.
But you do.
"Come with me," You say again, your hands resting on his shoulders, eyes half lidded staring into the eyes that have already melted into your own. He's heaving, thick swollen lips and a gaze like fire, and your core calls him prey for it.
"Okay."
As soon as you cross the threshold of the hotel room, your back is against the wall of the living room, your hands following blindy as yhe leads you throughout the predictable layout, leaning away from you only to rest his forehead against yours.
When he opens his eyes, his gaze is on you and your hands have minds of their own as they squeeze at his waist.
You think he's going to utter a word when you lean upwards to kiss him this time. A sweeter kiss that he does his best to follow after. His hands no longer wandering along your body but cupping both cheeks in his large hands.
"Tell me you don't want it," He murmurs dazedly.
You can see how the kiss has gotten to him, and you can feel it. A weight resting on your stomach, but you can feel his restraint as it sticks to his fingertips, rendering them completely white.
"Why would I?" You whisper back, and Hyunjin swallows.
"Sometimes I'm not gentle," Hyunjin warns, cocking his head and his voice so low it makes your own stomach drop in anticipation.
"Sometimes neither am I," You challenge him back, to which he lifts one of your legs to wrap around his torso and he pushes against your core. Your eyes fluttering shut at the brush of friction against your underwear clad pussy.
"Last chance," He enunciates, his hand splaying out at your spine, and the other twirling his hands in naughty little circles at your ankles, trailing upwards with every second he counts down in his head.
At your silence, he squeezes at the meat of your thigh, "I'll take this as permission then..."
He seizes your lips rough making you feel oh so delicious inside. His hands, although feather like along the swell of your breasts and the thin sensitive skin on the inside of your thigh, strong against your hips when he grips them, punishing your pussy with a thrust of his hips against the fabric.
His kisses begin to paint you possessively from your mouth, in between your tits and up your throat, sucking at the skin as he sees fit. Devouring you until you're squirming against him in search of exposed skin to grind on until you're completely spent.
It's like he's made to devour you.
Your hands are strangely cold against the heat of his stomach, and he tenses at the way your nails scratch along every ridge of his muscles, groaning into your ear like some wild animal.
He can't help it.
He can feel how wet you are between your thighs and it's started to coat the front of his pants.
Daring him to rut against you.
He ruts a little, indulging into his desires to feel you twitch against him, but the whine you let out ruins the thin layer of his self control, crumbling and trashing it like nothing.
"Hyunjin," You're even pleading and he loves it. Every attempt to extend your sentence purposefully drawn in an attempt to attain your regret is halted by every experimental thrust and every brain fog inducing kiss.
He's drunk of this new feeling.
"Yeah baby, tell me," He teases, the movement of his lips quiet and ticklish at the surface of your chest.
"Ah-" Your eyes squeeze shut at a particular roll of hips, his mouth sucking at your breast, "I-"
"You-?" Hyunjin cocks his head, watching the way the pleasure he gives you extracts your soul and every shed of your identity leaving something completely primitive.
"Want it," You stutter pathetically, your underwear completely soaked through. There's no doubt in your mind that you want him right now and even if you had a chance, you wouldn't, not when it feels this good, "Want you."
He doesn't speak, only watches as you make your hushed pleas, sadistically challenging you with his heated gaze. With his eyes on you, his fingers pick at your soiled underwear, hooking it to the side and you feel your body tensing with need.
Fuck.
He feels like he won't last just by looking at you, and with just a slight breeze on your clit you feel like you won't last either.
With eyes still on you, he presses an open hand against your core, enjoying the way you jerk underneath his touch and the feeling of your arousal dripping down his hand. Your hips move on their accord, impatient with his waiting game of tease.
He loves the way you clench at nothing, your core wanting nothing more but to swallow his load.
"Asshole," You growl.
You even have a bit of a mouth on you.
Who knew?
"Hot as fuck," He praises, pulling his hand away to kiss at your pussy, the sounds lewd enough and the pleasure unreal. You pull at his hair, and he groans at the pain, delving deeper into your core, tongue swirling at the bud of nerves.
You begin to coat his lips.
His chin.
He enjoys it to the point of delusion.
He wants it.
He wants nothing more.
He pulls away with a pucker, letting you feast your eyes on his need for you. He makes no effort to wipe at his mouth, his hands falling to his pants to free himself. He's long and pretty. Much like the rest of him.
He sucks his bottom lip, sliding between your spread legs and slathering his cock with your arousal like never ending lube. He taps at your clit, like he's born to tease you.
You go to curse him out.
"Be patient," He orders, and the octave of his voice has your instant obedience. And like an obedient little thing, you watch him. Expect of him. Hope for him.
He palms himself, and you follow the movement like you can't wait for him.
"There's a traffic light system, heard of it?" Tapping at your clit with the tip of his cock. One. Two. Three.
A hitch of breath.
A jerk of your hips.
An impatient whine.
"Red, orange, green....Pick one."
"Hyunjin-"
"I'm not going to do anything until you pick one," He smirks, "C'mon, it's not hard to understand. Red means this all stops and green means the complete op-"
"Green!" You yell.
You don't think you could shout it any louder.
"-Posite," He feels wolfish, sliding into you and losing all control as you clench around him, walls warm and wet. You exhale and Hyunjin thinks if it were a drink, it would sustain him for the rest of his life.
He presses his lips to yours, cushioning the sounds that escape past your lips and distracting himself from coming too early.
He eases in and out of you, teeth gritting as your face morphs into all forms of enjoyment.
"Fuck," You curse at a particular dangerous roll of his hips that send butterflies out of your aching core, dragging him into your body. You squeeze at his arms so harshly and he winces at the crescent moons you create on his biceps.
He huffs out a pleasurable laugh, eyes dropping to the marks with a greedy reverie.
He thrusts harder, aiming at the spot that has your moans wanton and uncontrollable. He bites his lips until they're tightly shut, wanting to listen to only your moans until you cry. Fuck. He wants nothing more to join your songs of pleasure but he wants to hear you more.
He wants to hear it.
Couldn't bear to move on from this moment with that kind of regret.
He wants you in his ear. Your dirty and your filthy, he wants to hear it all.
But you, you wanted nothing more to hear his. Unsatisfied, your hands paw at his back, desperately dragging them down in an attempt to break through his restraint, rewarded by an unrestrained and whiny moan of his own.
"That's better," You muse, letting his sounds wash against you.
"You're so fucking dirty," He swears, grunting into the blush of your skin, his waist snapping into yours relentlessly. But it seems like you won, because, when you made that mark down his back he couldn't stop all his moaning and heaving.
At the tell tale sign of your incoming orgasm, your arms thread behind his shoulders and your legs tense around his frame, all the while he takes you all the way to heaven. His thrusts becoming sloppy as his body tenses.
He pulls out of you, jerking himself off until hot spurts of his come paint your whole chest and stomach.
He collapses onto the bed next to you, his forehead and hair doused in sweat and sex. Tried, you feel the foreshadowing of pain in your tender thighs and the dents in which his fingers grabbed at you so desperately.
The buzz of his phone brings up the volume of the room, save for his breathing, "Your phone buzzed."
He makes a noise of acknowledgement, "What's it say?"
"Code?"
"5188."
Felix's girlfriend. Asking about the two of you and where you got off to. If he was coming back.
With a slight curve of your lips, you reply for him, 'Found a girl. Sorry.'
You giggle, "I said you had 'found a girl.'
Hyunjin snorts, casting you a teasing look, and you take a pause for how truly handsome he is, "Way to make me sound shifty.'
"It's not wrong though," You chortle, your hands pointing back at yourself in display, "You did."
Hyunjin raises his eyebrows, his lips boyishly tilting upwards, "I did."
You smirk back at him as he stares at you. His gaze is fire, but it's not. It's all melty, something in his gaze that has you a little confused.
A little scared.
You're not sure you like it.
But you're sure you don't quite dislike it either.
When you awake in the morning, alone, you're not saddened. The brief confusion of last night's events tumble away like a passing thought. He left no note. No nothing. You suppose you should leave and head back home, because if there is one thing you're desperate for right now, it's a shower.
You pull on your clothes that are clearly worn and torn from the night before, a brief look in the mirror to make sure you're presentable and your feet struggling to fit into each shoe. Your thighs are tender and your feet weirdly swollen. You’re fucking limping. Seriously?
"I hope you aren't in a rush?"
At the teasing and levelled question, you follow the sound, startled when you see Hyunjin, classically handsome as ever resting his forearms on the kitchen counter with a plastic bag of goodies next to him.
"You brought...breakfast?" You frown, slightly surprised.
"Well I did just fuck you until you couldn't walk properly," He smirks, his stare pointed, "Think of it as basic aftercare, baby."
"You like a good pet name," You notice, cocking your head in a beckoning challenge.
He mirrors the sentiment with his own, "If the situation calls for it, yeah."
You chortle, folding your arms, ready to hear what kind of line he's curating in his head about this situation, "And what is this situation, exactly?
"I want this to be a regular thing. I'm here hoping you'd let me take you out and you have all the power to decide what you do with me," Hyunjin smacks his lips together and his confidence is there, charismatically and respectfully waiting for your input.
"Do you have to take out girls for this to be a regular thing?" You ask and Hyunjin's lips shrivel at the question.
"Girls? No," Hyunjin admits, "You though? Yeah."
You frown at him, staring in silence. The lingering feeling of last night making an unwelcome return.
"Uh."
The eyes that stare back at you are warm, rippling along the delicate nerves of your skin with comfort instead of the burning uncertain fire that accompanied you last night.
He bites at his lip and tugging at the ring secured around his finger, the one you gave to him just short of two years ago.
You tuck a stray hair behind his ear, and zero in on the way his eyes flutter at your touch.
"Minho," You call, too concerned by the way he leans into you.
His eyes open wide, remembering himself. He straightens in his seat, clothes pristine and elegant a stark contrast to your simple t-shirt and shorts.
You wonder if Jeongin wears these types of clothes now.
"We text now," Minho admits, staring at you in a way that makes you believe he's expecting something from you. Worried about your reaction, almost. Either way.... "Jeongin and I."
"That's great," You reply, "Does he call you hyung yet?"
"Not yet," Minho cocks his head and you can't help the gentle smile on your face, the action making his expression soften, "What's with that grin? Huh?"
"My brother's hard to win over, isn't he?"
The smile on his face is still there, but you can see the dwindle of the light that graced his face before.
You swallow, "-You know what I mean."
"No," Minho shakes his head, "He's still your brother."
You're silent. Too silent.
"He is," Minho asserts, hand gripping at your hands more firmly. Stomach churning at the crossroads you've lived to confront. To admit he's your brother is to-
"I've got to tell you something," You blurt.
"Yeah?" He sips at his wine, relaxing a little in his seat. Welcoming the change with open arms.
"I have a date with Hwang Hyunjin."
The rigidness of his frame, sends you into a spiral. Nonsense was spouted and now there is the discomfort that you and Minho tried to ignore.
"Hyunjin asked me out I think," You ramble, hands rolling in defence, "I don't know. This might help Felix."
"And you want to use Hyunjin to..." His tone tilts, "Do what exactly?"
You swallow, "Well....Maybe this way, I can remove Hyunjin from the equation."
He doesn't let on whether he's impressed or not. Truth is, neither are you. It was a plan concocted when you left Hyunjin's place, promising him you'll think about it.
"Are you mad?" You question, needing to know. Begging him to look at you.
He pauses, digits playing with the wine glass charm at the bottom of his glass, "I have no control over who you date or don't, Y/N."
You harshly swallow, conversation weighing on you like an ultimatum, "I don't want to lose you."
Minho sighs, his knuckles creasing in the skin of his forehead briefly, as if he's pained to then face you, any expression wiped away, "You won't lose me, Y/N. You won't lose him. No matter what your decisions are."
He breathes deeply, excusing himself from the table to go to the bathroom.
He pays for the light meal and the wine you shared.
Then kisses you lightly on the lips goodbye.
And you cry for hours on the cold floor of your bathroom.
Love is just wonderful.
But sometimes, sometimes it feels like it's not for you, terrorising you at every corner with complications and obstacles. Offering a man you love and can technically have but won't. Offering another man that you only plan to use for the morally challenged greater good.
Your first date with Hyunjin isn't what you imagine it'd be. Nor does it end in sex or anything of the sort.
The farm is spring. The epitome of spring. Rows and rows of pretty pastel colours that belong on some influencer's social media account. The sun is hot and beams straight onto you both.
"Wow," You mutter, "It's so hot."
"Yup," He agrees, then, he's touching you and for a minute all you can remember is what happened. Your breathing hitches at how easily he touches you. Only to realise he's rubbing in sunscreen to your exposed skin. With a single finger, he paints a line down the expanse of your cheek, letting you rub the cream in yourself.
"What was that?"
"Can't have my date exposed to skin cancer on our first can I?" Hyunjin teases.
"And what about you?" You scoff, pointing out his pale skin, "You're more likely to burn, no?"
Hyunjin rolls his eyes, before slathering his own skin with a good dollop of sunscreen, letting it smooth all over. Smiling to yourself, you eagerly take the opportunity to paint a smiley face onto his rounded cheeks and exposed nape of his neck. He shudders at the feeling, stumbling clumsily away from the sensation.
"You're a cheek," Hyunjin calls, taking note of your teasing and rubbing in your art making you pout, "Hey can we get four punnets, please?"
"Absolutely. Our strawberry farms are in the greenhouse tents at the end, but apart from that every section will have the name of the berry on the sign. So just keep an eye out. The price is also determined by the weight."
"Thanks," He charms the worker before you follow him all while he shows you the empty containers with nothing other than joy.
The strawberry tent is slightly wet and the grass squelches as you walk on it, the sound bringing a grimace to your face. Strawberries are plentiful and the red bleeds onto the crevices of the green.
"You know the proper way to pick them?" You ask, the words causing him to lean a little further into you and your space.
"Teach me?" He says with a smile you can't quite trust.
You grip at the strawberry softly, forefinger and middle finger embracing the flesh with support from your thumb, "We want the chicken claw pose then lift it....you listening?"
He smiles, head falling onto the crown of your head, lips quirking, "I'm listening..."
"And then.." At the crisp sound of the stalk separating from the fruit, you smile in satisfaction. All the while Hyunjin smiles at how sweet you are.
He bites his lip when you watch him expectantly, eyes never leaving him as he reaches for a single juicy looking strawberry, his eye contact zig zagging continuously between you and the fruit, "Like this?"
You smile, pleased, "Yeah."
With that you fill the container, both of you sharing one of the biggest strawberries you've ever seen in your life. With the juice running down your fingers, Hyunjin smirks before leaning forward to take a bite of the strawberry, his bottom lip brushing against your thumb.
You intake a sharp breath, his whole body up against yours, leaning into you and you're worried about how much he'll see. How he'll immediately notice the way your heart pounds against your rib cage and how much your eyes struggle to make eye contact when he's so close and his gaze so heated.
That fire.
"It's really so good," Hyunjin murmurs, the words licking at you with lust and seduction. You swallow, afraid to look at him.
"Let's go to the blueberries," You demand, walking out of the tents at a faster pace than you would've originally.
You don't hear Hyunjin laugh, but you can almost see the smile that's brought to his face at the sheer fact that whatever game he was playing...you've lost.
You're a lot less gentle with the blueberries, your playful demeanour dormant underneath all the bashfulness you're parading. It's cute, the way you haven't stopped looking at him. So even if you haven't been speaking to him for almost twenty minutes now, he'll take it as a win.
"I'm sorry," He nudges you with his shoulder a little, secretly wanting to see you pout that whole time he's with you.
You furrow your eyebrows harder, harsh lines across your forehead like a failed attempt putting a screensaver on a phone. He's pretty sure your neck has veins with the severity of your 'anger'.
"Huh?" Hyunjin smacks his lips to attempt from smiling, "What do I have to do for you to forgive me?"
"Give me that jumper," You say at once, so fast he struggles to distinguish what it was you said exactly.
HIs gaze drops to his white Versace jumper, hesitantly turning toward you. A little confused but too curious.
Damnit.
His lips quirk, "Why the jumper?"
“I want it. I’ve never had Versace,” You hold your hand out like a spoiled little brat, beckoning him to move with the flick of a finger.
Hyunjin exhales, looking around at the rows of shrubs and a cooling sky, before he looks at you. Again, “Except you’re looking at me, Y/N.”
You open your mouth, only for his next words to completely blindside you, “And with the way you’re looking at me….I can’t be sure it’s the jumper you want…”
He’s teasing you, with that little smirk he has. It’s almost like he’s taunting you. So try again. Better luck next time!
Shit fucking-
You turn back to the shrubs filling the blueberries with speed and precision and Hyunjin follows you, amusement painted on him like a second skin at your demise. He reaches for the containers out of your hands, leading you to the thick crowd of bush at a back section, adorned with blackberries.
You join him, his eyes dancing with light as he swivels around slightly to face you, “Decided to join me?”
“I’m just making sure you pick the good ones, Hyunjin,” You deny, face turning away to hide your smile.
“How do you know I won’t?” Meanwhile Hyunjin wears his grin with glimmering pride. He picks at the blackberries, enjoying the taste of one.
You don’t say anything, opting that silence is the best comeback you could have right now, only to fluster at his next words.
“Glad to see you use my name,” He raises an eyebrow, “I didn’t think you knew it.”
You snort, “Don’t be so dramatic. I’ve called you by name so many times. I’m not going to call you Philip, am I?”
“More often than not you don’t say my name, you avoid it even,” He comments, his thoughts glossing his eyes over, “At least that’s what it feels like.”
“...I don’t mean to? I don’t think I do that… You noticed?”
“How couldn’t I?” Hyunjin shrugs again, feigning a neutral expression as he fills the container up, one by one.
“I’m sorry,” You apologise, the silence is loud. So loud and awkward and gangly, sitting there at your table with twitchy joints.
“So I like it,” Hyunjin glances at you meaningfully, “I’d like to hear it more from you.”
“Okay,”
You walk together with your three full containers to where the raspberries are planted. They’re all plump and a reddish purple colour and they look so good you’re tempted to just eat more than collect.
“..Hyunjin?”
Hyunjin’s head flickers to yours in surprise before a warm smile creeps onto his face. It’s so warm that your own look turns bashful and you almost forget the reason you wanted his attention entirely, “Yeah, Y/N?”
“Uh- Do you like raspberries?”
“Raspberries? I don’t mind them. I’m more of a strawberry guy.”
You screw your face up in a little bit of judgement and quickly turn away from him, returning to the raspberries.
“What? What’s wrong with strawberries?” Hyunjin snorts, unable to let go of your judgement but also not offended. Not at all. Anything to get you talking.
“It’s just a bit basic, that’s all,” You shrug, and Hyunjin’s face is a bit more offended now but it’s cooled just as quickly as it arrives because you’ve got a teasing look on your face.
“Right well,” Hyunjin pouts, picking up his stuff to create distance.
“Hey!” You plead, “It’s not a bad thing!”
“Could’ve fooled me!”
“Hyunjin,” You whine, “Come back, I need help getting up, my legs are dead.”
“That’s just a bit basic, Y/N, love,” He drawls, appearing like the Cheshire Cat from Alice In Wonderland.
“Hyunjin,” You whine back.
He laughs, dawdling back in front of you, watching you pathetically reach both your arms out towards him. His hands grip at your forearms pulling you upwards and you stumble back into him.
“You’ve gotta stop trying this method to get me to be into you, Y/N,” He baits, not even waiting for your reply. You scoff as he turns away from you, filling his container so fast it makes your own container look pathetic.
Feeling competitive, you speed past him, filling your own with raspberries to the tune of his laughter and later his own competitiveness to the point of overflow.
The two of you are heaving, comparing each other’s containers with a cautious eye, decidedly agreeing that the two of them are rather equal. Though personally you suspect that your own is a little more full.
“Woah,” Hyunjin exhales a breath of surprise, eyeing at his fingers that are a deep red and purple. You giggle, eyeing your own. The marks don’t reach further than your fingers like he does but they are a lot darker with a lot more coverage.
You line up your fingers near his hand so he can see.
His eyebrows furrow a little, before he rummages into his pocket to pull out his phone. You drop your hand but he pulls it back, angling the phone to a better angle. He smiles as he takes the photo and you feel a little bit like you’re the victim of a spell.
Inhale.
Exhale.
“Shall we go?” Hyunjin asks and you can’t help but agree quickly, squashing the feeling inside of you so deep you disassociate for the rest of the trip home.
When you return home, a little tired that your eyes are fluttering close even before the door closes shut, you’re surprised by how quiet the house is, save for the quiet humming of the TV.
“Felix!” Changbin yells from the room, “Felix!”
You pause, deciding whether you should leave him and take the nap you want to indulge in or to tell-
With a sigh, you follow the incessant calls of Felix’s name, until you’re in front of him, “Ah-not Felix. Where is….everyone?”
“Oh shit sorry,” Changbin apologises, “Felix was gonna drop by to his missus to drop something off-”
You roll your eyes.
“-And your parents go out every so often to have a little time to themselves. Keep the romance alive. Gross, I know.”
“It’s cute actually,” You muse, too used to older people ruining each other over and over again.
“I thought you were with Minho?” Changbin inquired, turning down the volume for the TV.
You lean against the wall, “Why’s that?”
“I know you said he isn’t your boyfriend but you clearly have feelings for each other,” Changbin commented further.
You laugh, “Are all these questions because you’re watching Love Island?”
“And if I said yes?”
“Then I’ll just assume that you’re projecting,” You huff out a little giggle, walking off to your own room and the confines of your space.
“Y/N!” He yells after you, but doesn’t make an effort to follow.
“Good night!”
You fall asleep with a soft smile on your face, no tingles but a blanket of warmth to protect you.
The second date you were actually genuinely excited for. Hyunjin picked you up, adoringly gazing upon your smile that lit the whole sky up.
“That’s a pretty smile,” Hyunjin comments, pushing the handbrake down.
“I’m excited,” You reply, practically bouncing in your seat.
“Oh really? I couldn’t tell after you practically forced me to tell you what we were doing today,” Hyunjin recalls, mind rewinding back to the night before when he had sent a cute mysterious text.
Dark coloured pants. Dark coloured jumper. Sneakers tomorrow. Trust me x
Unfortunately for him, it didn’t stay all that cute and mysterious, because you called him.
“I want to know,” You demanded.
“I’m not gonna tell you,” Hyunjin snorted.
“Tell me or I’ll come tomorrow wearing a tutu and a bright ass top,” The sound of your threat put a smile on his face.
“You can try if you want, Y/N,” Hyunjin laughed, “Either way you’re gonna look really pretty.”
“Hyunjin, please.”
He swallowed, momentarily caught in surprise. Shit.
He’s reached a new level of low.
He’s folding THIS early?
“Hyunjiiiiiin,” You double down, catching quick onto his dilemma. His tongue prodded into his cheek, eyebrows furrowing at his resolve completely fading at two little words.
“Paintballing,” He blurted, “....We’re going paintballing.”
Suddenly, there was no sound. It was quiet and he felt his blood pressure drop. Did you hate the idea of paintballing? He hoped not because he had booked it spontaneously and-
“Really?” The question came out like a summer fruit, so good and so energetic that it made his heart flutter.
“Yeah,” He sighs, rubbing at the bridge of his nose self consciously.
“I’m gonna go pack!”
“Okay.”
“Bye Hyunjin. Thank you.”
He stared at his phone for five minutes after the call ended, the smile on his face never once dropping and his excitement for the next day at an all time high.
You were bouncing with excitement all the way to the hut, and Hyunjin places both hands on your shoulders when it seemed to reach heights that distracted him from hearing the rules.
“You’re cute,” Hyunjin muses, whispering into your ear, “But I can’t hear the rules and I’d hate to accidentally shoot you.”
You frown, muttering, “Not if I shoot you first.”
Hyunjin smirks, letting his hands slightly drop from your shoulders but didn’t make an effort to back away from you. Neither did you move away from him, shivering pleasantly because of the warmth he provided in the wild breeze that ventured from every corner of the paintball course.
“You’re green team,” The instructor says, handing you over two green bands to tie around your wrist. You peer around the area scanning both friend and foe, letting Hyunjin tie them.
“Luckily we got green and not…” You enunciate, eyeing the yellow team with an almost cruel observation.
“You’re competitive,” Hyunjin comments, fastening the band around your wrist. You fasten him with a look, which in turn has his own smile getting wider.
“Hey,” Another couple sidles up to you, the girl leaning in to make a comment, “I noticed one of the couples has a limp so-”
As you both add to the observations, the guy bundles up next to Hyunjin, watching the two of you discuss tips and thoughts.
“First time here?”
“Hmm?” Hyunjin whips his head towards him, smiling slightly, “Yeah. I didn’t know she’d be this into it.”
“Neither,” The guy laughs, “Now we come here every month.”
“Woah,” Hyunjin chuckles, “I’m Hyunjin.”
“Soobin,” The guy introduces himself, stretching his back, “How long have you been a couple?”
“Not dating,” Hyunjin sighs, “I’m grafting for it though.”
“Good on you,” Soobin nods, smiling at his girlfriend as she drags you into the toilet, no doubt commenting that there will be no time for bathroom breaks in the middle of a war, “Good luck out there. I suggest going to the toilet while you can.”
Hyunjin finds himself glad at the conversation. He likes talking about you, though brief and slightly irrelevant, he can’t help but think it’s the start of something. He loves the thought that you may be into him. He loves slow progress. The everything. The way your smile has begun to get bigger and how you’ve begun to lean on him and direct him.
He’s into it.
He’s into you.
The first game he gets hounded by you. Scolded for having his head in the clouds. But he’s too busy being too whipped to care. He doesn’t think you notice how protective you get of him, escorting him across the course with the mentality of a bodyguard.
The second game, he’s still being protected. All until you’re all out of pallets and you get a taste of how much paintball actually hurts.
“Ow, fuck,” You curse, squeezing at the flesh of your stomach, only to then be shot in the hand and face, whipping you completely away of your focus and your protective gear loosening.
“Woah, you alright?” Hyunjin angles his body in front of the line of fire, his hand raising upwards in concern. The shots cease temporarily, their shouts undetectable but the warning clear.
“Yeah, I’m going to get this fixed,” You wince, your fingers acknowledging the disarray of your hair, before stepping away to raise both hands in the air.
He watches you leave carefully, before he’s alone again and the game continues. He exhales, leaning against the thick crust of the bush before taking aim.
“I severely underestimated you,” You observe, a bit of dirt lining the edges of your face and hands.
His lips quirk upwards, “I only had to get revenge for my girl.”
“Hwang,” You growl, though the laugh sticks to your throat.
“Lee.”
“I’ll be watching you,” You girls eye the line of men that are lined up on the other side before exchanging tactics.
“My man, he’s big and can’t hide for shit.”
“He’s got a limp, he’ll be out first. We even had a bet on it so please aim for him.”
“My ma- guy, he looks pathetic but don’t be fooled. He’s pretty but he’s a good shot,” You comment to the expectant eyes. The teasing eyes of Arin cannot be missed.
“Your ma-guy,” Arin giggles to which your eyes narrow.
“Not falling for it,” You dismiss her, feeling bashful as her giggles shake at your fortitude of protection.
It’s all fun and by the end of it, you feel you have new friends in Soobin and Arin and a couple of the other couples. You even opt to have lunch together that day, spontaneity in your blood as you order three servings of deliciously marbled meat.
It’s even more worth it, that although Hyunjin drops you off down the street from your house, you smile like you never have before at him, “I had fun.”
“Me too,” He looks at you with some sort of smile that has you smacking your lips, suddenly shy.
“Bye,” You wave at him, trailing away from the car little by little, aware that he keeps an eye on you until he knows you made it home safely.
You open the door with a massive sigh, pausing at the smirk on Changbin’s face as you step foot through the wide passageway.
“You look happy,” Changbin comments, biting his lip teasingly.
With a grin still on your face, you point a finger at him, “Keep your mouth shut, Seo Changbin.”
“I didn’t say anything,” Changbin chortles, poking a finger into your side, the same side that had been victim of continuous paint abuse.
You wince and giggle, as if your body is confused by how it should continue. Changbin raises his eyebrow, “What was that?”
“Nothing,” You say, jerking away from his attempt at possibly pressing on another bruise.
Changbin nods his head in faux agreement, before he doubles down, fingers slightly pressing on each shoulder. You shy away from him, stepping backwards, Changbin cornering you.
“What the hell?”
The two of you whip your heads to Felix, eyes widening at the sight of Changbin backing you up against the wall. A huge misunderstanding. Truly.
“So…you two?”
“No it’s not like that,” You shake your head.
“It’s really not, dude, we were just playing around,” Changbin shrugged, “She’s ticklish.”
Felix pauses, hesitates and then accepts. Then goes to tell you something with his head cocked, and you worry he’ll be stuck like that, “Pizza’s ready.”
You hurry past the two boys, heat flushing your skin.
“So you really aren’t?” Felix leaned into Changbin when you were gone from view.
“No, dude,” Changbin snorted.
Felix accepted it and found he didn’t entirely hate it. Definitely didn’t like it, but hate it? Surprisingly he didn’t.
Food for thought.
The third date was the most typical and the type of first date you'd expect from a teenager but you liked it all the same.
You'd love it if he hadn't won the first game...
And wasn't winning now.
"Wow, okay you're really not going easy on me," You comment as he receives another spare, walking away from the lane with a wicked smile on his face that tickles at the organ in your chest.
He chuckles, "After paintball? I won't make that mistake."
Your nose crinkles in displeasure, but for a moment it makes you grin. You like what he said. You like how he said it. Everything about it.
You throw the ball, hoping luck would be on your side, but the oil and grease that coats the lanes proved stronger, the ball led straight into the gutter. Gutter of the lane and the gutter in your stomach.
Shit.
Hair tickles against your chin as the smug handsome devil leans over you, "Honestly I thought you had that."
You hurl your shoulder back in defiance, only to hear his laughter, melodious in your ear. It should be annoying, and it is, but it also feels like the most fun you've ever had.
Every morning of a bowling alley in your memories felt loaded. The earliest involves that of your loosely attached adults, many after that where you and Jeongin grappled with grief and despair and a sense to right wrongs. The memories before containing Minho....
Now...
He's the first one that doesn't matter to you. Shouldn't matter to you. You had hoped to bring Felix here first, but Hyunjin brought you here instead, a small crinkling of fate sprinkled over the two of you.
And he's here and he's completely thrashing you at a game you had self-confessed expert level skills. In your bowling home.
However, a thought runs through your head so dark and rampant, the lights could have flickered at the sheer intensity.
Creeping behind him, you place a hand on his shoulder, only removing it when he turned around with a curious yet satisfied fat grin on his face.
You enjoy it more than you should.
He freezes underneath the feel of your lips on his, reminding him of the moment a couple of weeks ago when you first kissed him like this. His eyebrows furrowing in thought, he pushes gently at your shoulders.
"Do you always kiss guys to get what you want?" His mouth opens and his tongue licks at the corner of his mouth, displeasure dancing in his irises. You love it. You can't help it. You want to poke at his emotions with a stick, like he's your own personal Frankenstein's monster.
"And if i say an answer you don't want to hear?" You smirk, lips curling deviously at the snarl transforming his face.
He scoffs out a fake laugh, "Try it."
"Okay, I ki-" You're interrupted by the way his arms snake possessively around your waist, pulling you into a bruising kiss that leaves your lips swollen and your head all over the place. Your arms hanging loosely by your sides as you come to terms with it all.
He finishes the round with a double strike and a score that almost doubles yours.
"Yet," He whispers, lips brushing the shell of your ear, "I still won."
He straightens up, and you're left to watch him as he walks back to the car in which he dropped you off. You want nothing more than to wipe that look on his face, but you're also severely attracted to him at the minute and it feels dangerous.
"Are we exclusive?" He asks, tone back to the octave you could combat against. His fingers tap on the wheel of the car in a relaxed sort of way.
"Not yet," You deny him, watching to see if his face will change like it did inside or if he'd surprise you again.
But it doesn't happen.
He nods, fingers ghosting along his lips almost like he's rubbing the kiss you two shared right in your face. You narrow your eyes at him, staring at the smug look on his face.
He knows exactly what you're thinking of.
Where you're looking.
"I'll see you next time then, Y/N."
His hands are strong, but the way he holds your face is gentle, a contrast to the intensity of his kiss. You follow the best you can, his mouth drawing out the most pathetic whimpers from your throat.
His touch follows down the length of you arm, goosebumps spreading throughout your entire body that you feel like you're floating. He grounds you, placing his hand onto the flesh of your thigh and letting his lips and tongue paint you in tingles.
His frame slots in between your legs, the warmth of his body sending a shock straight to your core.
You're hungry for him.
Always.
But there's an incessant knock on the back of your head, your subconscious persistent.
"What's wrong?" You whisper, lips plump.
He doesn't say anything, breath heaving and body tensing in a way that implies that he heard you. That he doesn't feel comfortable. He licks at his lips and the change in him has you concerned. You cup his face with your hand, watching as he leans into your touch, basking in you.
"Minho," You call, now slightly worried. His eyes open and your heart softens. He's so beautiful.
He presses forward to capture you in a kiss again, eyes closing unconsciously as he pours every bit of passion from his heart into you. You kiss back as you feel your heart open to swallow him whole, thoughts forgotten at the familiarity.
Arousal pools in your underwear as he hands travel lower, gripping at your shirt to pull you closer. His body strong against you. Your hands collect in his hair, soft strands that you swear felt different-
You frown, rising to meet his pace with your own, willing to squash the thought and indulge fully in Minho. With a lewd smack, his mouth dips towards your exposed throat, sucking at the skin. A particularly bruising suck, and then he rips at your shirt with a quick promise to buy you a replacement, but you don’t care.
Your eyes flutter shut at the feeling of his lips gravitating towards your chest, dipping down the valleys and small freckles you didn’t even know existed. With a shaky inhale, “Minho.”
He pauses, left hand dug deep into the fabric of your clothes and the right hand twisting at the waistband of your underwear, desperate.
It worries you as much as it does lick at your sex drive.
His desperation.
You want it.
Minho’s eyes flicker upwards to meet yours in an intense stare. Biting at his lips, he straightens his posture, form looming over yours with barely restrained tension, “Jeongin…he’s never gonna be what he should….”
His words and his eyes, they all feel so heavy all of a sudden, drooping from your heart like a fat teardrop.
“But you-” He swallows, “You’re the only thing I’m sure of.”
Your stare implores into his eyes, glazed with feeling and you’re the one to kiss him first. Soft and sweet, until it isn’t and it’s just as hungry as it was before. This time, only more loaded.
Everything is a team effort.
You rip at his shirt as you try to remove it from his upper body, revealing a strong chest and a stomach that calls to be marked up by your nails and your lips and your arousal. His arms envelop you and your moan is guttural as your hands slip around his shoulder blade and feel his muscle thrum underneath your touch, his skin raising in anticipation.
You lift your waist as he peels your underwear from your body, legs locking impatiently to which he has to hold down at your hungry waist.
His eyes are the danger to your hunger, promising to feed you with his cock and growling at the way he slips past your swollen lips and down your aching throat. You suck him until his eyes start to droop and you wouldn’t have stopped. You didn’t want to. But he wanted a different story.
He kisses at your pussy, admiring how it glistens with every lick and suck. Every kiss. How your thighs start to shake as he groans into your core, tongue fucking you just to see how unsettled you get.
You’re wild, nameless and unashamed. Begging for him like a bitch in heat.
“Put it in,” You hear pleading, it’s you but it doesn’t feel like you.
“I could,” Minho nods, “Or I do what I want.”
His fingers sink into your pussy, almost moaning at how warm and wet you are. You moan, “Min-fuck.”
He grins now, his lips latching onto your clit in order to bring you to orgasm. You tremble underneath his order, hips jerking uncontrollably at your orgasm. You’re moaning and whining and every word is now replaced with curse words.
“Oh,” You cry as he brings you to climax, fireworks exploding and colours you can’t name attacking you like thunder, “Min….”
With a final kiss he separates from you, watching your chest heave and attempt to return to normal. Skin blotchy with varying degrees of delicious heat across your legs and chest, looping around your heart and your ears.
You smile and are rewarded by the type of sparkly grin only he can wear, mischief playing games in his dark brown pupils.
He is beautiful and he is love.
“Min-fuck, huh?” He chuckles to which you can’t help but attempt to bring him closer, wanting to feel his warmth.
“You should legally change it,” You playfully suggest and you love that his laugh trinkles all parts of you, as if your body is wired to him.
“Should I now?” He smiles, finger pointing playfully into your naked exposed chest, grin widening as you giggle in reply. You love it.
You hate it when you can see the eventual grin fade into the hooded look that terrified you earlier. It terrifies you even more when he closes his eyes so you can’t see it.
“Min-”
“You ready to go again?” Minho looks at you, soft in the eyes but tense everywhere else.
You nod, letting his hands squeeze at your thighs, head tilting as he runs the tip of his cock along the thick paste of the highs he can take you to, body welcoming the familiar fullness as he sinks into you, thrusting experimentally.
You whine, opening your legs wider to encourage him to take his own pleasure from you. But he doesn’t need it, not when he fucks you like he owns you and controls the rate of your pleasure.
He thrusts forward, meeting your hips and mouth dropping in focus, breathing heavy as skin slaps against skin.
You make eye contact with him, the connection between you a neon blue. Without a word, he buries his face into your neck and his cock into your core. Dragging you closer to the high once again, your pussy sopping.
As you both are brought closer to orgasm, your bodies start to move in a frenzy, the decorum dropping as the both of you become more and more starved. His fingers curl into your hair harshly, simultaneously thrusting and rubbing against your clit.
You come with a moan, followed three seconds later by the stutter of his hips and his sharp exhale. He’s hungry as he kisses you, unrecognisable as he devours you into a kiss that leaves you dumb, kissing as you both come down from your high.
He sleeps beside you that night and you huddle to seek his warmth. Seek Minho. Escape the outside world like you have done so many times before. Feeling his love and your love. Your proper love. Feeling it in this room and despairingly begging not to feel it anywhere else.
The face you see isn’t the one you’ve seen all week, but the one who has yearned to see you. That had passed on a girl trying to get in his pants last week and had aired a constant fuck without your knowledge.
The car you see is also a new one. You pause, open mouthed as you study the sleek sports car in front of you, not being able to name it but appreciating it all the same.
“Is this your car?”
Hyunjin shakes his head, admitting with buried shame, “No.”
“Then why are you in it?” You laugh, your eyes on him now, studying him like he’s some sort of enigma.
“It’s not like I’m trying to date you or anything….” He bites his lip, staring at you with a look that flusters you to your core.
His eyes don’t sparkle like you’re expecting, but they’re lined with something alluring and pull you in with promises that ring in your ears. Sharp in places that are soft, and soft in places that are sharp. A freckle in a place that’s new.
He smiles, letting it grow as he puts the car into drive, following the road with his heart fluttering at an uncontrollable level.
“So what are we doing today?” You ask when you just can’t handle his smile any longer.
He peeks at the console in between you, pressing the button to reveal a single cardboard cut card. You raise an eyebrow, reaching greedily for it. You catch yourself, eyeing at the cute little drawing at the start.
“Did you draw this?”
“Yeah.”
“You’re talented,” You smile at him before flicking the card over to read the contents, “Mini scavenger hunt must do ... .date is not over until all is completed. Sounds a bit…trappy.”
“Baby, my forte is sketching not writing,” He sasses, turning the steering wheel left, “Read on.”
“Must pose in these four positions for a photo ... Try a food the colour of our outfits,” You peek at the abundance of green you’re wearing and his red jacket, “Oh thank god. Buy a present for each other….”
Hyunjin watches as you read each sentence carefully, devising a game plan already, “Do you wanna do the photobooth first and finish with the present?”
At the first instance that your face changes, he rushes to add, “There’s no timer or anything. It’s just a date between us two.. No secret other teams you need to worry about.”
You kiss your teeth in displeasure, shoving at him with your hand lightly, “I wasn’t thinking that!”
Hyunjin raises his eyebrows in defiance, “Mmm sure.”
You pout, letting him lead you to the main collection of stores and cute little date stops, he holds your hand quick in comparison to the way your eyes dance between the little cute headbands and soft plushies at the wake of the photobooths.
The photobooth is a lot more comfier than expected, tight enough you can feel the details of Hyunjin’s arms through the fabric of his blouse and the way his heart bleats in his chest. You school your face enough that Hyunjin won’t be able to tell it flusters you, to have him this close.
But he’s not playing fair, because when his large hands wrap you within his hold and his chin rests on the crown of your head, it’s an embrace you associate with someone else. An embrace you associate with love and the fear overruns you.
Hyunjin is beautiful. His lips are plush and always have you begging for them almost. An unseen power you’ve never felt before. Even with Minho. But Minho is also someone you can’t really have, morally, socially…
Hyunjin is a game. You know that, and yet you don’t want to separate from him. It’s easy to be with him. Too easy. So easy you forget about Felix for more than one moment. You forget about Minho.
You’re a girl with a boy that can. Can do all the things he’s doing with you. Who could probably kiss the shit out of you in this photo booth and take off running with the evidence. Could show Felix, and it wouldn’t be the same.
So you let Hwang Hyunjin hold you.
Hold you like he’s in love.
Hold you like you’re in love.
And perhaps a part of you is… in love with him, that is. Or in love with the feeling, all the more, you took those photos with new heat in your cheeks and enjoyment in the way your skin skimmed against his with every movement. The way his throat bobbed and his voice made the hair on the back of your neck shift. How the bones stiffened and rewired themselves to fit his frame against your back.
He leads you through the mall, the abundance of the throng becoming more prominent as you get closer to the food court. A shoulder almost barging into you within a second, Hyunjin too occupied with his own obstacle to catch it early enough.
“Woah,” He mutters, glaring at the harsh pull of someone barging into you a second time, “The fuck.”
He’s half a second away from digging the jewel of his expensive ring into the dude’s gut with a thick slab of burning lava to embalm the pain when you pull him away from his anger. A coolness washing over him as you pull him closer to you. You wrap yourself around him like he’s your protector and it’s so cute.
Too much, you’re too much.
“Can we eat in the car?” You plead so quietly that Hyunjin almost misses what you say. But he agrees wordlessly as his eyes flick across every option for what looks the best or what has the smallest line.
“What do you want? I can get it and you can go to the car if you want?” Hyunjin offers.
You shake your head, digging further into his body and he almost forgets he’s in the middle of foot traffic, “Let’s get whatever.”
He nods, pulling you towards a small snack shack in the corner run by a kind elderly woman and her middle-aged son. The pair greet you warmly and it instantly has you a lot calmer than the rest of the food court. Hyunjin is grateful as he orders, the son has you in a polite but distracting conversation and he gets to hold your hand whilst he does it.
“I hope you get married!” The elderly woman cheers at the pair of you as soon as Hyunjin orders, her grin wide and toothy.
“Mum! I’m so sorry!” Her son warns, before he apologetically smiles, “Sorry she’s a little traditional and nosy.”
Hyunjin is a little flustered, eyes wide open but quick to play along, leaning forward, “Only time will tell, Halmeoni.”
The lady’s mouth rounds into a teasing ‘O’ and he loves the way your expression drops in complete surprise, tripping over yourself as he leads the two of you away once again, “You’re insane.”
“I’m aiming for exclusivity, baby, get used to it.”
Even you can’t control the smirk that crosses your face at the teasing snark.
You instantly let out a sigh as you sit in the quiet and calm car, the only noise being Hyunjin’s door as he closes it, enveloping the two of you in a world of brown paper bags filled with greasy salty and sweet snacks and a spicy bowl of tteokbokki.
Hyunjin snorts, holding up the sad excuse of two baby toothpicks and one set of chopsticks, “I think that lady was really trying to raise the marriage rates.”
“She wouldn’t have if you hadn’t been egging her on,” You assert, tone lowering in a faux sense of righteousness.
“You had every opportunity to let go of my hand and you didn’t,” Hyunjin sassed, frowning as his mouth opened to let some of the good food in.
“How did you even come up with the photobooth idea and the- wait, we didn't get anything green!” You grumble, looking at the lack of green with the severity of homicide.
“We got something red, it’s fine,” Hyunjin laughs.
“No but the note said-”
“Forget the note, okay? It was a little fun and it was just an idea that I got from someone,” Hyunjin shrugs.
“Oh who?” You cock your head.
“Felix’s girlfriend,” Hyunjin adds, dipping the toothpick into another tteok greedily, missing the way your expression slightly changes for a fraction of a second.
“Really?”
“Yeah. Asked her for some ideas and she was so nosy about it too, asked if she knew you,” Hyunjin chewed, and pettily you made a note that he didn’t eat so pretty, “I said it was none of her business and she had a go at me.”
“Had a go at you?”
“Yeah,” Hyunjin nods, “I apologised, obviously.”
You nod, silence filling the gap between you to a timescape that exceeds comfort. But Hyunjin, a dumb boy, of course suspects anything but the reason to be the problem.
“If it bothers you so much I can go get something green,” Hyunjin offers, reading your face all wrong.
You shake your head, unruly thoughts running amok between the two of you. The three of you.
“Let’s just do the next one, what is it?”
“Presents for each other.”
You let it distract you and it does have a reasonable impact. You slowly but surely forget about what had transpired in the car. You had played with the idea of buying him something you’re pretty sure everybody likes generally but you couldn’t let the tin of water colour pencils out of your head.
You picked it up, thumbing at the dips of the letters and the raised darkened lines that surround them, mouth puckered in thought.
Sighing, you let the tin fall into the basket, buying the pencils with only a polite smile but overall a terrible mood.
You sit at the meeting area first, mood sporadically increasing and decreasing in positivity all throughout, waiting for him to come meet you with a straight face, peering at the pencils indifferently.
Indifferently.
Easier said, harder to do when the guy you’re mad at with no right to, confidently strolls to meet you with a smile that lights up the world. So bright and kind and everything, you forget the reason you’re mad at him. He holds up the bag with a grin, and you hold back your bag.
Surprisingly, when he sees you he can’t control his excitement, cupping your face in an attempt to withhold it, “Now…”
You raise an eyebrow, “Now?”
He furrows his eyebrows but his grin is too wide to hold any guilt, “I didn’t just buy it, okay. I thought about it. Carefully.”
“What?”
He pulls his bag around his frame, pulling the contents out in front of you, your eyes widening at the fucking camera he holds in front of you, “Woah, Hyunjin, huh? huh?”
He smiles even wider than you thought was possible, his first impression completely dissipating the brighter it gets.
“Hyunjin, I can’t- I can’t accept this,” You shake your head, making no attempts to grab it.
“I told you, I picked it out carefully. You’ve got an eye for it but if you don’t want it you can give it to someone el-”
“No but,” You dig your hands in your own bag to pull out the tin, “I brought you pencils… I even thought they were too expensive.”
“And I love them,” Hyunjin fondly smiles at you, “Thank you.”
So fucking sweet about it.
“Here, you keep them both,” You decide, placing them back into your bag and holding them out to him. He reaches forward, picking at the present you got him, speeding into a fast walk and abandoning the expensive ass camera and its bag on the ground.
“Hyunjin!” You exclaim, voice reaching a new octave you’ve never reached ever in your life.
“Sorry, can’t hear you, if you don’t want it, just leave it there, I guess someone will accept my gift!”
“Hyunjin!”
Jeongin looks nothing like them, and you’re glad that the only thing you have left from that time of your life, the only thing you ever wanted from them is not tainted. He's lost a bit of weight in his face, and his features are a lot sharper than a couple of months ago. But he’s healthy. So incredibly healthy.
He’s smiling.
Like he’s your baby again.
“Noona,” His tone has a curl in it now, throaty in a way that puberty is caring for it by playing with it, nothing like the high tone he carried before, “I can’t accept this.”
You smile, the similarities between you are bittersweet, “You can.”
“I can’t. This looks expensive,” He observes, holding up the camera box to his eye level.
“Don’t worry about that,” You huff, “It was a present.”
“From Minho?” He asks, head tilting and you’re a little sad by it.
“No.”
He frowns, concern flashing in his eyes in a way it shouldn’t at seventeen, but one you’ve seen too many times from him to count, “You’re not doing anything stupid, are you noona?”
“No,” You laugh, a cry caught in your cheeks, “No, I’m okay.”
“Are you?”
“Yes, Jeongin,” You laugh, “Ahh, look at you being all responsible for your older sister.”
“You can’t stop me. You’re my sister, Y/N. Mine.”
With tears in his eyes, you can’t help but join in, dragging him into your embrace, letting your whole body soak up the shit the two of you have gone through together.
“Absolutely. Think about it as additions, Innie. Your parents. My parents. Felix…..Minho.”
“But Minho-”
“But nothing, they were the best fit for you, and I rather you be with people I know that are better than anywhere else.”
“Well what about you?” He splutters, “How do you think I feel knowing you’re somewhere else? Why can’t we be together and you and Minho hyung can be-”
Your face crumbles, your hands falling into his hair affectionately, “Because I know how much you love them and how much it would’ve hurt to leave them.”
“But you were hurt as well-”
“I know,” You nod, “But this is just the way it is now and my parents? They’re good people. Felix as well. You would like him.”
“Felix.”
“Felix.”
“....Is he better than me?”
“No. And you aren’t better than him either, Mister. But he’s my brother and yours too, if you like.”
The sentence hangs between you like a bad smell.
“No,” He shakes his head, “He’s just your brother and Minho is just mine.”
“Jeongin…”
“You love Minho,” His eyes implore into yours, holding your hands with a tight but not hurtful grip. There’s love in his hands and it’s a love you can trust.
“I do….don’t I?”
And the confusion on his face, breaks you all the same.
Hyunjin plated the pasta plentifully, generous with the serving. The mouth watering scent of garlic and oil with a hint of chilli and a bit of cheese for the cheese pull you'll be competing with him over later wafting throughout the room.
"I'll go put on a movie," You had said, leaving to choose a good movie from his collection of DVDs, humming thoughtfully and pleasantly.
Hyunjin seasons the pasta with a bit of salt and pepper, t after you with the pasta and smiling at the proud display in front of him.
While he had cooked, you were in charge of the table. You had put a spoon to twirl the pasta in and good fork and knives. You even found candles and an uneven number of red napkins.
The two of you sit across from each other, distracted by the conversation.
It's hard to say what you were talking about.
Neither of you can really remember. But you enjoyed it. You both did. You even talk a lot when you finish the meal, waiting for him to finish.
"There's a lot of chick flicks on the top of your DVD collection?" You trail off purposely.
"Ah, Felix's girlfriend. A couple of other girls. They like them and I enjoy them," He shrugs, "No big deal.'
"Oh," You nod, slightly quiet now before rising from your seat to start the clean up. Hyunjin, belatedly realising why and wanting to punch himself, "The girls or the movies?"
"The movies," Hyunjin pouts.
"Not both?" You sound jealous and petty and definitely not the girl you're supposed to be around him.
Hyunjin watches you with an open mouth, eyebrows furrowing when you wordlessly start to fill the wash basin with soapy detergent water. He stalks towards you with his mouth in a thin line, turning off the tap with a decisive motion.
You turn to him with your mouth all flat and your face all wrong.
"Hey," He says seriously, his hands cupping your face and he's so warm and gentle, "I'm really serious about you."
His thumbs circle the roundness of your cheeks, watching to see you realise how serious he is about you. Not just hearing him say it, but also understanding that whatever had happened with any girl before, happened. But that's over.
He's only interested in you now.
You leans forward to kiss you, his lips cushioning yours with a tinge of sweetness. Not being able to resist it, you squeeze at the fabric of his waist, bringing his body to you a little closer.
It's familiar. But it's not.
It could feel a little better than...
He pulls away, the two of you in some sort of daze. He smiles, his nose brushing and rubbing against yours almost playfully, letting himself giggle at how lame he is.
"You're cute jealous"
"I'm cuter when you're not flirting with my brother's girlfriend," You scowl, instantly pissed.
"I'm not," Hyunjin rolled his eyes, the two of you no longer wrapped up in some puppy loved up spell, now replaced with something darker.
"Hyunjin."
Hyunjin smiles, his tongue in the roof of his mouth, mimicking, "Hyunjin."
Your eyes zero in on his lips, swallowing at the way he traps you. His looming presence making your lower body crave him. You close your mouth, worried that anything you say may be paired with an unhealthy amount of drool.
"Jin-"
"You gonna give me a warning?” He raises his eyebrows, "Give me a warning. I obviously need it."
"Hyunjin," You growl.
He growls back with his gut, sounding a little too close to a moan. But he doesn't feel embarrassed, no. Something in him wants you to act on your jealousy and act in a way that'll have him buckle at the knee.
"Give it to me, baby," He croons.
You scowl, your hand wrapping around his neck. At his wince, you pull back, the cloud between you both dissolving.
He tsks disappointedly, a hand slipping to the nape of your neck and bringing you forward so you're right against his frame, "Maybe you just feel guilty."
"What would I feel guilty about?" You challenge, snorting. Head angled upwards to meet his eye.
"Because you know you have no room to stand on being jealous," Hyunjin tilts his head, "Yeah, I had girls before. But they're not here now, are they?"
"No?"
"No," He enunciates into your ear, just so you can hear him. Hear there's no hesitation. Hear there's no ounce of lie in what he's saying. Feel that he wants you, "No girls here. Ever. Felix's girlfriend included. That's your brother's girl. Not mine. Not now, not then, not ever.”
You don't say anything, hearing him hiss into your ear, his words and his voice heading straight to your core. The smell of his perfume spicy and so red. You can feel his heartbeat on your back, along your shoulders and wrapped in his arms, a heat.
A kind of heat that makes you uncontrollably charged, waiting for the perfect timing to attack.
"Understand?" He meets your eyes, blown the fuck out and he charges forward claiming your lips.
The scent he's wearing isn't just spice but the kind of musk that sets forth every kind of movement you're taking.
You feel at the way he traps your wrists with his tight grip against the bench, a slight hiss of pain against the waist of your back, soothed by the way his lips fall to your neck and fall down to your shoulders.
You push back, unable to withhold the need to lead him into the living room, the sexy sleek couch from your memory impossible to ignore.
He doesn't care.
Too enthralled by the way you taste under his tongue, the way your body moulds underneath his large hands like putty. The way control feels when you have it.
You kiss, a flurry of sounds that sound delicious and dirty and full of flesh.
He falls backwards, righting himself slightly as you slide over him, kissing him all over again. He uses his hands to pull your face closer to his, your tongues moving languidly before his hands fall to your waist, grinding your body against his.
You whine into the kiss, and he does it again, feeling your resolve crumble at the feeling of his hardening clothed cock against your pussy. The friction just right.
He lifts his pelvis upwards into your core, feeling the way you melt onto his body, letting yourself feel good. He's hard against your soft, and you wonder whether he can feel just how wet you are.
You plant your knees into the couch, rubbing yourself on him, feeling twitchy at the pleasure.
You mewl, listening to the way he grunts, holding your ass into him tightly, helping you slide against him.
Even through the layers of clothes the two of you are wearing, he makes you feel so good.
You make him feel so good.
The thought makes you scream, and whine and a rush of sounds that Hyunjin will commit to memory for the rest of his life.
He comes first, a slight grunt and groan escaping his mouth and his nails digging into the fabric of pants desperately, wanting to tear into it further with his teeth.
You follow after him, grinding desperately until you tighten your thighs around his frame.
"You're so cute coming like this," He comments with a tired smile, watching as you desperately chase after your orgasm as if it will run away from you.
Your core meets his pelvis harder and harder. Tightening and thrusting against him. He winces, overstimulated and throws his head back before his hands grip at your ass, helping you see the finale. Colours spill out of the two of you, rendering you blind and you have to rely on your muscle memory to find his mouth again.
You're kissing him the best you can, messily moving your lips against each other until the cloud that left you all hazy falls away completely.
He's beautiful, beads of sweat decorating his forehead and slicked in his hair. Eyes half lidded and ridden with the promise of sex and lust. Mouth swollen, pink and stamped with claim. Face pretty with your finger prints.
Skin deliciously begging to be decorated with your marks.
Kisses. Bites. Sucks.
The possibilities are endless.
Another cloud looms over you, darkly watching him like he's your prey. Dangerously waiting for the moment to pounce.
And he's nothing but a willing participant, teasing you with that sexy smirk of his.
You slide off him, lowering yourself off the couch and leaving a wet patch on his pants that has him momentarily captured, his hand falls into it to inspect it, circling his finger into the mess he made of you before tasting it.
It's when he feels you squeeze around the fabric of his pants by his waist, belt buckle clinking with the movement. You pause, staring at him, holding his attention and keeping it there just for a moment.
He exhales through his nose, feeling himself harden all over again. You're relentless, eyes swimming with lust, cloth bunched underneath your palm, ignoring his growing cock and taking his eyes as your own. He bites down of his lip restlessly.
You take pity on him, brazenly removing his pants and underwear from his waist all the way down to his calf at once. Instantly wrapping your hand around his shaft experimentally. You open your mouth to speak.
He swallows, waiting for you to speak the words you test within your mouth before you say them.
It's a game that he struggles in.
Every time you open your mouth, his focus has to be called upon. Analytically focused. Because as soon as he gets distracted, he's taken. Like a siren. Watching the way your lips form letters, and he's particularly drawn to the way you form the letters 'L', 'O' and 'U' specifically. How they would feel in the back of your throat with his cock in your mouth.
"You're mine now," You whisper, "Right?"
He inhales sharply, letting out a crass laugh, "Have been since you first kissed me-"
His smile is pretty, but the way it crumples is prettier. His eyes roll back at the feeling of your warm wet mouth around the tip of his cock, and the drag of your lips down his shaft all the way until he can feel those letters in the back of your throat.
He groans, loud and uncontrolled. Unable to help himself, his hands wrap around your head pushing you deeper. Feeling your breathing constrict slightly before he loosens his hold, letting oxygen rush back into your lungs as you lean back, cock removed with a pop.
"Naughty," You comment, hand wrapping tightly around him as punishment.
“Not gentle,” He corrects you, wincing at the stimulation shortly after, “Tried to warn yo- fuck."
If your kisses were dirty before, they're absolutely hellish now. The way your mouth fits on him, sucks at him. Feeling your cheeks hollow and his body twitch. Your tongue running across the nerves like some track athlete and feeling all control slip out of him.
He's a frantic mess trapped inside a frozen body that tenses, and exhales pleasure through tightly closed lips wanting to hear the way you gag around him.
He moans again, hands pulling at your hair to make a makeshift ponytail, watching the saliva dribble down your chin and then the way your eyes are cross faded.
Gorgeous.
"I'm going to come," He warns, pulling at the hold he has of you attempting to pull you off his cock to no success. You stay firmly where you are, breathing through your nose with a strong inhale and slow exhale.
He tenses and then you feel it, the thick spurts of cum that no doubt decorate that entirety of your insides by the end of the night will play in his head like no other. His mental wellbeing at risk.
You pull away with a massive grin on your face, wiping at your mouth like you've won the lottery and straddling his lap again, returning to your perch on top of him.
"You're crazy," Hyunjin chortles, thumb rubbing against your cheek fondly, and your lungs fill with pride.
His tongue dances around his cheek in thought, tapping at your skin and rubbing at your thigh, moving only if you give him a look. Voice out your wants and your needs to him like he needs you to.
He'll return the favour.
"If you want something, ask," You whisper, your tone innocent but the way you look at him at war with that image. The implication underneath the surface, preying on him, "Hmm?"
He likes to follow your words and he follows them unconsciously abiding.
"I want to lick the shit out of your pussy," He murmurs, in a trance. Mouth watering at the invitation that is sealed within your lips and hidden underneath cloth.
"Lick the shit out of my pussy?" You giggle.
"Yeah."
"How?" You muse, tilting your head, "Do you know where the clit is, baby?"
"You know I do," He growls back in challenge, teeth gritted at the idea. He knows you're winding him up but he plays into it.
"You want to prove it to me?" You smile, eyes lingering on his mouth.
"Absolutely."
No hesitation.
"You didn't answer my question before," You comment instead, purposely keeping your eyes trained on the wall behind him, "How will you lick the shit out of my pussy?"
"It's an answer that doesn't involve as many words as you're thinking..." Hyunjin smiles, "Just actions."
You like that answer.
You like it a lot.
Your pussy craves it, in fact.
"Let me show how I'll ruin other men for you," Hyunjin provokes in a daring manner and your mind briefly flashes before it returns to the moment.
"I hope not," You mutter under your breath, pausing to wait for any inclination that Hyunjin heard it. But all there is him correcting himself.
He looks at you then. With his eyes glittering like they're yours and mouth all claimed with bites and kisses. Possessiveness like a trap that hooks you in like a fatal flaw.
"Okay."
He doesn't smile, sliding himself out from underneath you, and your legs spread naturally open to accomodate him. Your eyes flutter shut briefly at the feeling of his soft hair tickling the skin of your inner thigh.
He kisses there.
Everywhere.
Below your navel, the ends of his hair reaching underneath your tits. The feeling filling you with sky blue air and mountain clouds, only to be grounded with the assertive kiss on your mound.
The force of pleasure from your core reaching out to him like old lovers.
His head is in between your thighs and he doesn't hold back. He's kissing you, moaning into you. Whining and the sounds he makes covers the sound of your squirming.
He clasps down on your thighs so hard they'll bruise the next morning, but for now all you can focus on is how easy he's making you come purely with his mouth.
He alternates between licking and sucking at your clit, the nerves surely spent but hungry in their need to be stimulated by him. You bunch his hair underneath your fist, feeling the power that people boast about online.
And then his tongue is in you. Thrusting in and out of you and you can see his whole body is involved in your pleasure.
It's the first time you've ever experienced it.
Tongue buried in your core like this. Wriggling around in there. It's not like cock, pleasurable but predictable. You know what that feels like.
You thought you knew what a tongue could do.
How a tongue could do.
But you realise quickly you don't, because Hyunjin's tongue makes you come in a minute and Hyunjin's tongue doesn't waste a single fucking moment to not only taste you, but to swallow you like you did him.
He pulls away, face covered in you and he's an absolute mess, you want to do things to him.
"Fuck you," You snarl, kissing him immediately. He tastes like you and you taste like him, the both of you mix together with your tongues and you can't find anything in you to dislike it.
Or pretend.
He kisses you harshly back, pulling at his pants hurriedly and you rush to remove your top and your bra from your body, his hand quickly replacing it.
You moan, loving the feeling of his hand. Sometimes his grip is soft and other times it's a bit harder, especially when he grounds against you, no longer restricted by clothing.
You lift your leg, as he lines himself up at your entrance, all to then watch as he sinks himself into you.
You squeeze your eyes shut.
Holy fuck.
Oh.
"Oh fuck," You breathe, feeling the delicious burn as his cock slowly drags along your walls. He feels so fucking good inside of you. More so than last time.
You don't know what changed.
Where you make all these curses of pleasure, Hyunjin is trying not to come on the spot. Your walls are warm and wet, swallowing him like your mouth but even better. Your words are in his ear and he thinks that maybe if he got you pregnant-
"You're so fucking good," Hyunjin hisses, hand grabbing desperately at your face now, clumsily grappling for a grip that won't hurt you but add to the pleasure the two of you are experiencing at this moment.
"Move, Hyunjin," You command and he's so good at following orders...
He thrusts into you, letting your moans fuel his fire. Letting the rivers of his heart fill with you, his brain changing its way for you with every single drive of his hips. Every time his skin slaps against yours, your hands in a stupor tensing and morphing in what he believes is art.
You're art.
His tongue prods at his cheek, art is something he hasn't thought about in a long time.
But you-
You.
He can't help but stare at you, the tears welling in your eyes and he focuses on that one angle. The one where your mouth drops, your throat exposed to him and a scream choked.
He snaps his hips, over and over again.
Feeling himself get to that moment too.
He really thinks this is love. And it should scare him, but it doesn't because he's never been more sure.
Art. You. The two aren't very separate, art is you. You are art. Hyunjin comes with you and when you look at him with eyes like you do, a softness. A reflection. Soul.
Poetry in a glance.
And yet when you speak, it's not so poetic, "I actually did want to watch the movie."
You cuddle into him, hair all static and messy. Threaded and dented with his fingers. Restarting the movie at once.
But he can't stop thinking about the poetry.
About the love.
His love.
It's you.
author's note : my my i have finally updated this bad boy and sorry it still took awhile. it's so long and editing was difficult so i apologise if there's mistakes, i'm just happy to finish. i hope you enjoyed it and it doesn't suck, i also hope it answered a few questions you might've had. this chapter was also supposed to be a lot longer but i decided that i wanted to upload a lot sooner and quite frankly the word count would've crashed my computer. so this insight chapter will get a part two <3 so hope you stick around for that.
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CONSUME Choi Chanhee
PAIRING Choi Chanhee x Fem Ghoul
WORD COUNT | 1k
GENRE Tokyo Ghoul au, Innocent crush
SUMMARY Chanhees innocent little crush is turned sinister, his date decides to sink her teeth into him.
*This short comes straight outta Tokyo Ghoul*
“You can take my flesh if you want it girl but baby dont abuse it”
“these voices in my head screaming run now, i'm praying that theyre human.”
He had always watched from across the cafe, and although he would never say anything to her he found himself incaptivated by her. Little did he know that she was well aware of all the times he had watched her, and it was exactly what she wanted. He was cute indeed but his flesh looked all the more desirable to her.
One day he seemed to have built up the courage to talk to her, having been hyped up by his chestnut haired friend from behind the counter. Younghoon shot him a thumbs up from the register as he watched his friend nervously approach her table. While giving her her usual order he slipped in a note amongst a few extra sweets unexpectedly earning a smile from the girl, with that same smile on her face she searched for him until her eyes met his and she responds to his note with a nod
"Would you like to hang out sometime?'' the note read
Truth be told Chanhee had spotted the occasional book that she would take into the cafe with her and thought it to be a great idea to take her out to a book cafe.
When night time had arrived he found himself nervous as he approached near the old run down subway station. To his surprise she had already been there waiting for him in her beige petticoat and teddybear bag thrown over her shoulder. Once she spotted him she peeked through her red locks and granted him a smile. For a moment the two stood there in silence, unaware of what to say to one another until she finally turned to him with a nervous look on her face.
"Chanhee can I be honest?'' she gazed up at him with curious eyes that made his heart simply explode. At her words he gave a simple nod, afraid that if he spoke it would come out as some sort of alien language.
"The truth is I noticed you, the way you were looking at me.'' She inched closer to him and Chanhee immediately froze in his place as she rested her head against his chest. Was this really happening?
"Then- then that means you..you too were?'' before he could finish his sentence she giggled and pulled him close to herself by the collar of his jacket.
"Yes, I too was interested.'' at her words he felt like his heart would fall out of his chest at any moment, but his happiness was short live once he heard the sound of bones cracking and watched blood splatter as two daggerlike tentacles sprung from her backside. Before he could react she had chuckled and her eyes changed to a dark ruby as she bit into his shoulder, he stood there and said nothing as she pulled back from him with blood covered lips.
"Ah, so delicious.'' she smiled out of pure bliss and he stumbled back dropping every book and bag which he had once held in his hands. Smiling as she picked up the blood coverd book she looked at him.
"Channie there's something i've found i like a little bit more than reading, its watching my pray cry and scream for mercy as I take every bit of their delicious flesh for my own." her eyes glazed over with a manic daze as she gazed down at he who was now on the ground clutching his shoulder.
"That expression on your face is so fantastic..mmm" she licked her lips as she watched him scramble to get to his feet.
"Would you let me thrill myself even more? Show me more of that.'' She immediately went to a manic fit of laughter as her once red orbs changed to an emotionless black and two more tentacles sprung from her back.
"Fuck, no way no way no way no way.'' scrambling to his feet he ran back into the direction from which he had came only to be stopped dead in his tracks as one of her tendons wrapped around his legs and dragged him back before yanking him into the air.
"I love it even more when they run.'' she moans out without hesitation she threw him into a wall on the other side of the tracks and he groans upon the impact before going limp.
"Uh oh...did you die? That's such a shame I really like you...I wanted to play a bit more..'' she huffs before reaching down to touch his face.
"Although it's a pity youre dead so soon you look so delicious to eat. Nice and soft, so easy to eat.'' before she could plunge her teeth into him once more her eyes widened as the old bullet train came speeding past the tracks crushing her and taking her along with it. The only remnants of the ghoul being the blood splatter and bite marks that decorated Chanhees body.
The boy was fully unaware that although the ghouls physicality had now been gone, with one bite she had already latched herself onto him and he too would soon combat with the sufferings of becoming one of them.
Please understand that I'm trying my hardest
My head's a mess but I'm trying regardless
Anxiety is one hell of a problem
She's latching onto me, I can't resolve it
It's not right, it's not fair
Don't run, don't run
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Favorite Songs June 2024
Don't Speak by No Doubt
Cherry Lips (Go Baby Go!) by Garbage
Good Luck Babe by Chappell Roan
Yuck by Charli XCX
Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter
360 remix with robyn and yung lean by Charli XCX
How sweet by New Jeans
4EVER by Clairo
Take me as I am by Rina Sawayama
Guess by Charli XCX
Spring breakers by Charli XCX
Lover you should have come over by Jeff Buckley
Suddenly I see by KT Tunstall
Smile by Lily Allen
Comme des Garcons (Like the Boys) by Rina Sawayama
One of your girls by Troye Sivan
Linger by The Cranberries
talk talk by Charli XCX
Cherry Colored funk by Cocteau twins
Super Graphic Ultra Modern Girl by Chappell Roan
This isn't music but I also want to mention my favorite podcast at the moment
Cocteau twinks
I would highly recommend it if you like emergency intercom and lowkey if you like heartbreak high
#don't speak#no doubt#gwen stefani#cherry lips#garbage#good luck babe#chappell roan#yuck#charli xcx#espresso#sabrina carpenter#brat#360#robyn#yung lean#how sweet#new jeans#4ever#clairo#take me as i am#rina sawayama#guess#spring breakers#lover you should have come over#jeff buckley#suddenly i see#kt tunstall#smile#lily allen#comme des garçons
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Relationship Revealed
A/N : Tongue Tied is so good.....
Part 6:
Key (SHINee)
So, Kibum is shooting for a episode for I Live Alone. He first of course does his daily routine of his extensive skin care (which is worth it) then he cleans the house and caters the Garden and takes Garcon and Comme Des for a walk.
He then gets in his car to the supermarket and buys ingredients for your favorite dish.
"What are you picking out the ingredients for?" Na-rae asked. "I was picking ingredients for an Italian Dish I wanted to make." Kibum said.
"What was the dish you were planning on making?" Kian84 asked. "Cacio e pepe" Key replied. "That sounds delicious..." Hyun-moo said.
They all focused back on the screen. As Key was driving back home 'Supernova' by Aespa started to play on the radio and Key being Key started to sing along and jamming to it which made everyone laugh.
As he reached home he took out the ingredients and started making the dish when the bell rang.
Key went over and opened the door and of course there was text on the screen saying "Who is this mystery person?"
"Hi" A girl's voice said. "Who is this mystery girl in Key's life?" the screen said.
"Who is it?" Na-rae asked.
"Just see..." Key said.
"Hello Kibum, may I enter?" The voice said again "Yeah..." Key said and moved aside.
"She's beautiful" Kian84 remarked.
"She is" Key agreed and everyone looked at him.
"You came early" Key said
"Yeah.. I hope you don't mind. I finished with work early" You said
"No, no it's fine I just finished making our dinner." Key
"Ooohh... What is it?" You said.
"Cacio e pepe" Kibum replied. "MY FAVOURITE!!!" You exclaimed "Yeah..." He laughed "I love you, I love you, I love you" You said cheering and kissing him on the lips.
"I was shooting" He said
"Shit..." You said "I mean we had to go public sometime right?" Key said "Yeah, better later than never." You said.
"Well, as you can see that's my girlfriend" Key said. "Yeah, we saw." Na-rae replied laughing.
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“ you’re the only one who has ever really understood me. ” -- hannah garcon to delphine alarie
while the two had been pitted together since they were young, delphine had come to realise over the years that she had more in common with hannah than anyone else she had ever crossed paths with. if they had grown up in different worlds, perhaps they would’ve been friends. but that chance was stolen from them before they could even decide for themselves. a gentle smile spread across her lips as she nodded her head in response to the other’s words, “i could say the same about you. despite everything we’ve been through, you were always there to hear me out when i truly needed it.” she wet her lips as her gaze finally fell toward the ground. “even though i feel as if you know this by now, i still need to say this: i don’t want to go on constantly competing against you, hannah. you’re not my enemy and you never were.” it felt beyond relieving to say despite all of the expectations that had been placed on her.
ENEMIES TO LOVERS.
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Ivy was having the shift from hell. Between Max and his hockey cronies, and the terrifying gaggle of shrill, migraine inducing influencers that had stumbled into the bar, they had their hands full. Sure, they had their usual regulars too, but a group of beefy men who always managed to eat their poorly stocked kitchen out of everything they had combined with girls that made Rafferty’s ears bleed in a way so nauseating that he’d gone to take an early break... well, it wasn’t what she’d call the easiest night.
Head in her hands, only occasionally sneaking glances over at Max, who always seemed to catch her – did he have eyes in the back of his damned head? Why did he always seem to be looking her way? – Ivy was ready for the night to end. She had no such luck, however, when the second coming of Miranda Priestly made a beeline for Ivy’s corner of the bar. She watched as the woman shook her glass at Ivy, a silent Garcon no doubt dying on her lips, and resisted the urge to roll her eyes. She inwardly cursed Raff and his disappearing act as she pushed her elbows off the bar and offered the woman what she hoped was a warm smile, but likely translated to something a little drier.
“Can’t help you there, babe, I do not know what you were drinking. But it’s nice to see you can really tell the difference between me and the broody old man who did serve you,” Ivy shrugged, indifference rolling off her. She supposed she should be at least a little grateful that the woman was hot – and, if nothing else, a distraction from all the staring she was doing at Max and his stupid, chiseled jaw.
She smirked at the woman’s words, an inelegant snort breaking the silence as she rummaged through her bag.
“Speaking of all things fruity,” she muttered, eyeing her up and down.
Maybe Ivy could make this fun for herself. It didn’t really matter to her too much if the woman stood in front of her was an entitled asshole, particularly as she had no intentions of ever seeing her again. She’d never stepped foot in the bar before today, so she couldn’t imagine why she ever would again. What harm would it cause if Ivy took her to a bathroom stall and fucked her into sweet, sweaty submission just to help her shift fly by a little quicker?
With a sigh, she turned her back to the woman momentarily, rummaging around for mixers that she thought might resemble whatever it was Rafferty had concocted. The girl was pretty, a little snooty, and apparently needed liquid courage to talk to hot girls – Ivy could not relate – so she could only assume she was drinking something sickly sweet.
She twirled back around, Cosmopolitan hand – a glistening pink so bright that she feared it might actually turn the woman into Elle Woods’ hotter, more evil twin – and pressed it carefully back down onto the bar. She winced momentarily as she noted that she’d placed it down onto a sheet of paper, her brow arching as she noted the mess that was now casually strewn along her bar. Was this woman raised in a fucking barn?
With a glance, however, she noted the new coaster she’d fashioned was just some pile of trash, an array of drab colours coupled with hideous fonts. Nothing the woman would miss, then.
“Alright, how’s that?” she asked, tipping her head to her side and gesturing towards the drink. With a glance back down at the woman’s garbage, she tapped it with her forefinger. “Want me to toss that shit out?”
Since her move to the states, Chess Howard had worked plenty of jobs. She'd waitressed, for all of five minutes. She hadn't managed to get through a shift without a drop or spillage, until the manager had politely taken her to one side and suggested it wasn't quite for her. She'd worked the shop floor of a cute clothing boutique, and been pretty good at it too. Then one day, she'd been pulled into the office and told she didn't quite fit the 'vision' they had for their employees. Five months pregnant and glancing over at the beach-ready bodies of the other girls she worked with, Chess had left that job, shamefaced. Some days, when Chess felt like throwing in the towel with the whole fashion blogger-stroke-influencer thing, she remembered those jobs.
Still, being yelled at by a snotty woman at a high end restaurant was looking pretty good right now. Chess' job was pretty solitary most of the time, her work schedule squeezed between drop off and pick up time, spent bathed in the artificial light of her laptop screen. But on occasion, Chess had to network. She had to cheerily slide into the Instagram DMs of beautiful models, other bloggers, TikTokers and the like. In all honesty, it was a little baffling to Chess. But if she was going to keep monetising her blog and maintain this as her full time job, she had to schmooze, just a little.
Danika, a pretty New York socialite whose bio said she was 'up for anything!', had 45.8k followers. A number that made Chess' little blog look meagre in comparison. But she'd agreed to drinks, asking Chess to meet her at a little hole in the wall bar, which she'd described as 'cutesy' and 'rustic'. Now that Chess was sitting in said bar with Danika and five of her most gorgeous, chronically online friends, Chess would describe it a little more like 'sticky' and 'with the potential to get stabbed at'.
Tugging at the strap of her dress, a third-hand Ralph Lauren slip that had been altered so many times it was barely still a Ralph Lauren, Chess wondered when they were going to start talking business. Instead, the girls seemed more intent on passing around the Instagram page of some gorgeous, British model Chess had never heard of with like, piercing blue eyes. Chess thought antsily of the folder stuffed full of flyers, her CV, examples of her work, still hidden away in her bag. Fighting the urge to yawn, Chess pressed her ruby-red lips together, standing abruptly.
"I'm gonna grab another drink." she explained to the group, who now seemed to be making DMing said model a group effort. Grabbing her oversized clutch in one hand and her glass in the other, Chess moved towards the bar, feeling overdressed in the dim lighting.
Placing her handbag down on the bar, Chess shook her glass at the bartender in what she hoped was a cute and endearing gesture, not a 'clicking at the waitstaff' sort of gesture.
"Can I have another, um... whatever this was? It was fruity and gave me the confidence to talk to six pretty girls at once, I'm not sure."
Setting the glass down, Chess began rifling through her bag, pulling out her overstuffed folder in search of her purse.
"Sorry, it's here somewhere..." she murmured under her breath, only vaguely aware she was littering the space with her, well, life's work.
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PerthLay X LipsGarcon
#ugh they all look especially good in this shoot#perthlay#perth nakhun#lay talay#my engineer#my engineer the series#lips garcon#thai actor#nayoparty
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Perth & Talay for Lips Garçon Thailand
#my engineer#ramking#Perth Nakhun#Lay Talay#perthtalay#RUDE.#lips garcon#thai drama#actors#i cant get over their visuals holy fuck#photo post#byeee
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Unsolicited 20
Warnings: bad self-thought/talk, bullying, insults, low self-esteem, money problems, oral/noncon, coercion, cum, some untagged sexual and dark elements.
Wouldn’t mind some feedback! Lloyd was driving me nuts so I had to do it. Thank you in advance 💜
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Your cheeks are flushed with heat as the server returns with your entrees. Lloyd shamelessly keeps his hand nestled between your tingling thighs, clamped in an attempt at modesty. He sits forward to eat with his free hand as you can barely keep your head from wobbling. You feel as if everyone in the place has witnessed your undoing.
“Mmm, better get it while it’s hot,” he scoops up a mouthful of season potatoes, “I’m not spending money for nothing, babe.”
He pinches you before finally removing his hand. He takes his knife, not bothering to wipe the glisten from his fingers, as he cuts into his filet. You slowly sit up as your eyes flick over to Colin as he reads over the bill.
He avoids meeting your gaze but you’re happy for it, humiliated and hot. You pick at the lobster tail with your fork and peer down at your plate. This night couldn’t be over soon enough.
“Aw, don’t pout, baby, I’m just getting started,” he bites into a chunk of juicy beef, chewing noisily.
“Hey!” There’s a shout and the clatter of a tray as empty dishes crash onto the floor. You look up as a man shoves a waiter out of his way, skidding on his soles as he stops beside Colin’s table, “what the fuck is going on here?”
Your mouth falls open as Lloyd reaches for his whiskey and finishes it with a pop of his lips, “looks like he got my message.”
“What?” You look at him as he watches with delight.
“Tell me you haven’t dreamed of this. Look at the coward, he’s about to piss his pants.”
“Wh–why?”
“Oh come on, you should be thanking me,” he leans back and drapes his arm over your shoulders, “in fact, you’re gonna thank me. On the way back. When we get there. And so on. The night is young, sweet cheeks.”
You look back to the scene across the restaurant, reminded of the night you came and Colin left you alone and nearly sobbing. The words he said to you then and after. The accusations that proved to be little more than projection.
For once, you agree with this douchebag at your elbow. He deserves this.
“That’s my fucking wife!” The much bigger man drags Colin out of his seat. Your husband couldn’t be called small but he was shorter and more slender than the bull shaking him by his collar, “my slut of a wife!”
Those words sting and you tilt your head. You know what it’s like to be on the receiving end yet you can’t feel sorry for the blond grabbing onto the angry man’s arm. She did this. They both did. They ruined two marriages for what?
“Do you ever come here without making a scene?” You lift your cocktail and drain it until there’s only a few chips of melted ice.
“I don’t do quiet,” he shrugs and goes back to his meal, “and I like a show with my dinner.”
You sniff as a gaggle of waiters try to calm the raging man throttling your husband. The mention of police moves the rabble towards the door but not without chaos. Table wobble with the impact of the intertwined man as heels click in their stead, following the fight outside.
“I need another drink,” you put your glass down, “preferably a double.”
Lloyd raises his hand and whistles, “garcon.”
You cringe and sink down lower. His quick response would be flattering if it wasn’t completely patronizing.
💎
Your stomach is unsettled, the pasta sitting like a lump as your anxiety flickers in your chest. You sit back in the low car seat and frame your forehead with your hand. A nice relaxing shower somehow ended in you being wound tighter than before.
"Baby, better keep me awake, you don't want me falling asleep at the wheel, do ya?" Lloyd says as he steers out into the street, giving his stomach a slap, "god, that was good, wasn't it?"
His hand slips down and he flicks his belt. You straighten in your seat as his eyes flash at you in the rearview. You repress your agitation and reach between the seats, bending over the stick as you pull back the tail of his belt.
It's just one thing after the other, you gripe inwardly, this man will never let you relax. Never let you catch your breath.
You unhook his belt and open his fly. You want to get home and go to bed. He's just a man, you get him off and he'll be ready for the same. He's hard as you reach beneath the fabric, unsurprised by his lack of briefs.
You take him out and stroke him mechanically. Men are easy when they have their pants down. Your husband proved that. With his own boss. His ex that he never shut up about. You should've known. You were never good enough and now look at you.
You push your mouth around him, grazing him with your teeth.
"Eh, put some love into it," he flinches and rests his hand on your head, "fuck."
You loosen your throat and grimace around him. You bob up and down, the noise making you sick, stirring the storm already whirling in your stomach. He clutches your air as you ignore the ache in your jaw.
Your eyes water at the sudden awareness of yourself, of what you're doing, of how you won't stop. You have nothing and this man made sure of that. Tonight wasn't a favour, it was just another reminder of his power over you.
You drag your tongue up and down, flicking around his tip. You wiggle your nose and force back the haze of tears. No, he won't see you like that. He's seen enough. You're just buzzed, maybe a bit depressed.
You bring your hand up and work him diligently. He groans and swerves as he squeezes his fistful of hand.
"Jeez, baby, you're gonna get us in trouble," he chortles and shoves you down, "ah, you little slut, you already got me ready to blow."
He takes over, guiding your pace as his fingers stretch over your skull. He drags you along his length and groans.
"Yeah, you gobble that dick," he slithers, "I'm gonna cum and you're gonna drink it up, yeah…."
He pushes you to his limit and his hips buck. He snarls and slams on the break, spilling down your throat as he sputters. He grips the wheel tight and holds you in place and drowns you until you're gagging.
He lets you go and you sit up, coughing as you spit up his cum. You fall against the leather as your body vibrates and you cover your face in shame.
"Please," you rasp, "I want to go home."
"Home," he shifts back into gear with a scoff, "what home?"
#lloyd hansen x reader#dark lloyd hansen#lloyd hansen#dark!lloyd hansen#unsolicited#the grey man#the gray man#series#dark drabble#drabble#dark!drabble
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ZAINTSEE LIPS GARÇON 🖤
#zaintsee#zee pruk#zeesaint#zee#ppanich#saint suppapong#saintzee#zee pruk panich#captain panich#saint suppapong udomkaewkanjana#minger#zunshine#lips garçon x zaintsee#lips garcon#lips garçon
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I cannot stop laughing about this screenshot!
Cooper WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
MD WHAT GOES?
Shane has lost the will to live or just realised he left the stove on
Perth and Talay are high af
Inntouch wants to kill someone
Poy is questioning all of his life choices
#I might have just ordered this magazine from a dubious website and I am not sure if I will ever get it#Lips Garcon#My Engineer#Chaos Boys#They make me so happy#inntouch naphat#cooper patpasit#Poy Kritsanapong#perth nakhun#Talay Sanguandikul#MD nutthapong#shane nutchapol
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