#lilyjordan

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[lebowskihahn]

lilyjordan 💜

[cassiopeiawritespoetry]

all the little things

i never told you

what i really felt with you

cos i could never quite figure out

how to put the beautiful mess

of love, care, and safety into words

that wouldn't be too much

but i regret it now

\\

i remember trying to tell you

with all the things i sent

the way i spoke on the audios

the lyrics of every song on that playlist

and each beat of the lilyjordan edit

i made for your birthday

i'll never think it was enough

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it's been eight months now

but i still miss you

a dull ache that twists sometimes

into a sharp loss

that takes my breath away

in those moments i wish

you'd just show up at my door

and want me back

it's stupid i know

i don't even love you anymore

but i could love you again, i really could

and i'd give anything to hear

what you have to say about us

about you

i just miss knowing you

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i know when we did talk

i never said the right thing

i'm sorry for it

but i loved you like forever

and all i ever wanted

was to to live in a world

you still existed in

even if it wasn't with me

\\

these past months

were some of the hardest of my life

not knowing if you were still here

and nothing i could do to help like i used to

so i didn't talk about you

didn't write any poems

deleted your audios from my phone

but somehow you'd still be on my mind

when i'd least expect it

\\

so most days i wonder

if i haunt you like you haunt me?

if you think of me

in all the little things

the songs, the pet names

the wishes for hugs

everything you and i forever

all the things that come back

no matter how hard i try to forget

i wonder if you think of them too

and miss me like i miss you

\\

- Cassiopeia, August 2024

[linkage058]

https://html5porn.net/wickedpictures-insomnia/

https://biqle.ru/watch/-98431365_171723690 LILYLOVE JCASTLE 

https://biqle.ru/watch/-54997514_171432313 LILYLOVE DMOUNTAIN

https://biqle.ru/watch/-138729714_456239055 LILYLOVE JSINS

LILYJORDAN SETHGAMBLE https://biqle.ru/watch/-127700459_456241947

samantha ryan lily love erik everhard https://biqle.ru/watch/23369754_170493226

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[lebowskihahn]

[fruityhahn]

new lilyjordan edit for yall 🥺 (mayyy have used a deleted scene for part of it 🤭🤭)

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[lebowskihahn]

cute baby lebowski

[fruityhahn]

new lilyjordan edit! it's meant to be the jordan loves lily edit to my last one (lily loves jordan) so i hope y'all enjoy 😄

[fruityhahn]

new lilyjordan edit! (with more to come 👀)

[fruityhahn]

hi friends. i'm back with a lilyjordan edit for y'all. enjoy x

[fruityhahn]

angst lilyjordan edit for your viewing pleasure. enjoy 🥺