#lila gets owned
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what was the point of lila thinking home was a feeling she didn't deserve and could never earn until she found diego. what was the point of them finding deep, meaningful love in each other. what was the point of lila opening her heart and confessing that all she really wanted was a family with him.
what was the point of developing diego and lila over two seasons, creating such a beautiful, chaotic bond, just to destroy it for no reason.
#the umbrella academy#diego x lila#lila pitts#diego hargreeves#what was the point!!!!!!#isn't it great when there's no character resolution and everyone just gets erased from existence#instead of giving us emotional closure they just added more pain and trauma and called it a day#what was it all for exactly. to give the handler a peaceful happy life of all people#don't even get me started on the bracelet or that awful pointless love triangle#steve blackman is gross and so is the way he talks about lila like she's not even a character in her own right but just an afterthought#someone who was there to pair with five while diminishing all that she is#five needed a love story so they just shoved lila into that role as if she were some random accessory to five's story#rather than her own character with thoughts and feelings#a woman's entire character arc is ruined just to give a guy a love interest#i feel sick#i've already mentioned some of this on twitter but whatever#as you can probably guess i'm not going to gif this so-called new season#lila deserved better. diego deserved better. we deserved better
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'Bringing A Feather to a Knife fight' PART 2
A continuation of Bob in quite a tickly situation...
Lee!Bob Velseb
Ler!Lila
#spooky month#spooky month bob#bob velseb#lee!bob velseb#sr pelo#sr pelo spooky month#sfw tickling#sfw tickling community#ler!lila#lila spooky month#girl FINALLY gets payback#bob meanwhile gets a more fluffy taste of his own medicine... :3c#spooky month tickles#halloween tickles#halloween#october#ITS DEH SPOOKY MONTH#eat up you starved lee!bob children...#spooky month au#alternate universe#tickletober#tk community#tickle art
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elena thinks conquering the chaos will reveal the true nature of everything to her and lila is aware of chaos as the one true nature even when she tries to conquer it. the girl who owes her life to words and numbers and the girl who owes her life to the sky and the sea and they are both afraid of being swallowed by their life source because they're at the mercy of these forces... it's how elena loves her books so much she can't stand that her life revolves around them and it's how lila learns to swim so quickly and spends too much time in the water, but she is the one to turn back home and away from the sea. and it's also how lila's greatest source of comfort is little women, a book, and her computers that she initially built out of paper and numbers and it's how elena's greatest source of comfort is the sea and how she shines and blossoms by the water and how her mother took her to the beach way before lila and her tried to see it as kids... lila is the sea and elena learned how to swim first and elena is the books and lila was the first one to learn how to read...
#jo in the tardis*#lila cerullo#elena greco#l'amica geniale#lila cerullo 🫀#elena greco 📝#2 in 1: little dot with the flames round it#also lila saying the sky is frightening because it reminds her of her own vastness and elena being the only one to get on the plane#DO YOU GET WHAT I'M SAYING#ferranteposting
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[ID: A digital drawing of Lila and Redd as furries drawn from the waist up on a dull green background. Lila is a thin bat with dark purple fur and a purple nose, inner ears, and wing webbing. She has lilac eyes and hair with v-shaped bangs and a high ponytail. She has dramatic makeup and facial piercings and large stretched ears, and she's wearing a low-cut black long-sleeved shirt, dark red corset, and a black choker and silver necklace with a bat pendant. She also has very long black nails and her ring and pinky finger are extended as part of her wing. She is smiling and holding up her hand limp-wristedly.
Redd is a chubby wolf with gray-brown fur and a lighter underbelly, and he has shaggy blonde hair and is wearing a gray t-shirt, red flannel shirt, and a gray and red ball cap. He is holding his paw hands in front of him and frowning anxiously. end ID]
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i keep forgetting to post this but. lila and redd as furries. the species chosen for obvious reasons
#fg's art#lila and redd#oc lila#oc redd#furry#anthro#also yes redd is legit a furry#but i dont think he like. really knows what that means either he's kinda really offline#he owns lil wolf ears and a tail tho and has thought very hard about getting paws
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if I can’t pretend that the Lila/Five plot line didn’t happen I WILL absolutely pretend that nobody died and they ended up in a toxic but fulfilling polycule with Diego and Delores and they all raise Gracie and the twins together
#I’m making my peace with S4 slowly but surely#oh also in this hc they end up in a universe where the cia isn’t run by doomsday cultists and Diego Gets The Job#also Lila isn’t put into a SAHM bubble because it’s a valid lifestyle but not for her xoxoxoxo#tua season 4#tua s4#tua#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy#diego hargreeves#lila pitts#five hargreeves#diego/lila#five/lila#diego/lila/five#pioneering the tag#TUA writers are cowards yall couldn’t commit to your own storyline and ruined an already bad thing
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i heard a rumor the umbrella academy only had three seasons
#tua finale spoilers ->#I HATTTTTED SEASON 4#don’t even get me started on everything#it left me with alot more questions then it did answers#and five x lila????!!#WHY WHY WHY#tua writers try not to mischaracterize your own characters challenge#what happened to the five that would do ANYTHING for his family.#preseason 4 five would NEVER give up. he would have worked his ass off trying to get back home like he did when he was in the apocalypse#overall i hated this season and hated the ending.#so much more to say about this season#the umbrella academy#tua#the umbrella academy season finale#the umbrella academy season 4#tua s4
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i was just reading kell's pov in acol where he goes down to see holland in the cells, how he feels hollands eyes scraping against his own, and back in adsom where its described as two stones sparking together. not only does that make me want to go insane, it also makes me wonder if holland feels that too or if its just kell? its not mentioned as far as i can remember in any of hollands pov and not even in their first meeting flashback. the absence of it from holland's pov is a bit of a shame really though it does suggest that its just kell and the effect holland has on him... its also mentioned briefly when lila gets her antari prosthetic eye (in the sense that kell feels glad that he can look her in the eyes without that friction) which makes me wonder, if lila had both eyes would there be that sparking sensation between her and kell? would it not as their black eyes are on the same side? why would that sensation be only due to the presence of the marked eye? it's clear that kell and lila DO have a connection but then again so would most people who went through what they did together (especially as kell is quite dramatic about what he cares about). it would just be a shame to have this connection between antari be a real thing and it not be developed past a couple of brief mentions one of which to enhance a ship. the antari could be endlessly more strange so it's a shame that, even when bonded with the rings, they are essentially just very powerful magic users and not something altogether else...
#give me some STRANGE#also actually i was thinking about if there was an actual bond between antari whether they like it or not#and how lila and holland would navigate that#i tried to write a lila pov fic about this that was mainly just a stream of consciousness actually#about when holland is torturing lila in adsom to get kell to come back#and despite the fear and hatred she felt like she could lean back and through into him like ink into water#meeting something made from the same stuff as her and that feeling of connection being new and utterly terrifying#but alas i cannot write and also don't have the patience to get better at it so it is not somethig i can post#i just really wanted them all to be more weird about it lmao#i can imagine holland turning up to deliver letters and people being like “ah theres holland. he and kell have something weird going on”#or kell being consumed with grief about having to kill one of his own kind but not being able to express it to anyone especially rhy#and feeling this overwhelming wrongness thinking its just that he killed holland#not knowing its actually holland having osaron in his head thats causing the inexplicable wrongness#or just lila hating that she has any kind of bond with holland wishing she could seperate the two of them#but if she were to take a knife to remove him from her she wouldn't know where to start cutting#wow thats a lot of words today#adsom ramble#adsom#shades of magic#holland vosijk#lila bard#kell maresh#anyway i do love and adore these books but it doesnt mean i can't be sad about missed opportunities
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#putting this here because i need to put these thoughts into words -#so many of my joints and limbs hurt all the time and its always the most bastardly combinations too#it's been only getting worse ever since it started a decade ago#and i feel like i am going insane#my limbs sometimes feel like they are on fire and i can't do anything about it#recently my knees have been worse than ever before and i feel held hostage by my own damn body#i always feel like people are let down by me when my body forces me to do/not do certain things#and it makes me feel so bad to talk about my pain with anyone around me#i've been chasing an answer with so many different doctors but it is so hard to not just get dismissed as a crazy 24yo woman#and end up with zero help#and this is not even counting the very possible allodynia in my hands -#im just so tired of pain and people around me getting mad at me for being in said pain#or not even MAD. they get so disappointed.#i dont know where else to put this right now and you guys are always lovely to me#so if any of you read this - i wish you nothing but good things. make sure to drink some water ♥#also side note: thank you all who read the new OKR part. it means the world.#lila post
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Honestly if anyone deserved to survive into the new timeline it was Lila and Five. 😭😭😭
#The Boy Who Survived the Apocalypse#Umbrella Academy#umbrella academy spoilers#umbrella academy season 4#yeah Im biased#I just watched four seasons of five sacrificing everything to save his ungrateful family#Im happy he got some time with lila and found love in a real person before he stopped existing#he was literally THE motivator to save everyone#Im happy he got some real peace before it all went to hell#not me imagining same age lila and five in new timeline#getting together because of fate#oooo - you know - I wanna think up a final timeline au and figure out what jobs and lives the family would get there#and how they might come together - not to save the world - but to just exist#five would probably be in something like the cia - lila also#diego would be a cop with patches#viktor would be a violinist - maybe living above a bar he owns#luther obviously an astronaut/military and allison still an actress - maybe politician#ben... uuuuh i don't know - business man? klaus a medium - honestly the fact that he talked to god - i think he may just be like that#grace could still be diego's adoptive mom#Im not sure if reggie and abigail exist anymore? that confused me#yeah baby Im turning this family into a procedural show 🤣
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Miraculous Ladybug: No More Heroes - Chapter 35
A Matter of Trust - Summary:
Chloe and Nino struggle with their training in the past, whilst Gabriel makes a new friend in the present.
"Gabriel, be honest. It wasn't Emilie's death that made you a villain, it wasn't the world, and it wasn't the miraculous. It was always you - You were a villain long before you created Hawkmoth." Three years after his death, Gabriel Agreste awakens to a Paris ruled by akumas. He has no idea how he's alive, he has no idea what happened to Paris, all he knows it that he was the one who allowed this to happen. Hunted by the ghosts of his past, with no miraculous to protect him, and his greatest enemy now his only ally, Gabriel must brave this nightmare with Marinette Dupain-Cheng and make a choice: To become the villain he knows he is, or to find a way to become the father he failed to be.
Fandom:
Miraculous Ladybug
Relationships:
Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug
Gabriel Agreste/Nathalie Sancoeur
Characters:
Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug
Gabriel Agreste
Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir
Nathalie Sancoeur
Colt Fathom
Lila Rossi
Nino Lahiffe
Chloé Bourgeois
Félix Fathom
Luka Couffaine
Alya Césaire
Max Kanté
Additional Tags:
Gabriel Agreste Redemption
Has a long way to go
Chloé Bourgeois Redemption
Retcons
Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Needs a Hug
Identity Reveal
Ladybug/Hawkmoth team-up
Gabriel Backstory
Gabriel being an asshole
Protective Nathalie Sancoeur
Félix Fathom Is Bad at Feelings
Lila Rossi Being Lila Rossi
Hurt Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir
Story switches between two major points in time
Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug Needs a Break
#fanfiction#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug fanfiction#adrien agreste#archive of our own#gabriel agreste#marinette dupain cheng#adrienette#gabriel/marinette team up#adrien needs a hug#chloe bourgeois#nino lahiffe#nino is oblivious#alya cesaire#max kante#Su-han#nathalie sancoeur#lila rossi#Lila Smells#ladybug#tales of ladybug and cat noir#worldonfire#hawkmoth#chat noir#team building#Gabriel gets a pet
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lila put on the bracelet diego made in the asylum and didn't take it off once throughout the whole season. she kept it on even when the handler made fun of her for it, and diego held onto it to ground himself after she dropped it and disappeared. when he gave it back, it was his way of showing that he would always choose her over anyone or anything else.
the bracelet was such a big deal in their relationship—a key part of their story for two seasons—and you made sure we remembered it. you kept reminding us of it. the scene where diego chose lila over his hero complex was highlighted by that bracelet. then not only do you have five give lila a bracelet of all things, but you have diego, of all people, say that lila hates bracelets. no, she doesn't. writers don't even care anymore.
#the umbrella academy#diego x lila#lila pitts#diego hargreeves#do they remember their own show#this is the last thing i'll say on the subject i promise#i just keep seeing discourse around the bracelet and wanted to leave this here as well and get it off my chest
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My hot take is that season 4 of the umbrella academy was good actually
#this is how i get cancelled lol#i have literally seen nothing but hate and negativity for it but i just watched the whole thing and i liked it so. fuck me i guess#everyone is a tragedy enjoyer until the tragedy comes and then all the sudden it's not okay for stories to not have happy endings anymore.#anyways you're all entitled to your own opinions but i thought it was solid. satisfying.#they spend the show fighting together to save the world#unknowing that they're causing it's repeated destruction and the answer is to stop fighting? let go together?!#and its part of the tragedy that they're collateral damage. of course it wasn't their fault! did romeo and juliet create the family fued?#you desperately want Reggie and Abigail to be the only ones who are punished because it was their fault the whole thing happened#but idk how to tell you this. the storyteller wants you to be sad so that you understand the consequences of the actions of those at fault.#that's the point#anywayyyy#wait I'm actually not done bitching yet.#saw someone complaining about how creepy five and lila's romance was because Aiden Gallagher is ''barely legal''#and like ohhhh my godddd stop. it is not okay to treat 20 year olds like children who can't make their own decisions. he's 20.#he'll be 21 in like two weeks. he's not a child. if you didn't like that plotline thats fine! just say that!#leave your weird virtue signaling about age gaps out of it#anyway. that's all.#the umbrella academy
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this is about lila&tina btw.
#ferranteposting#tina dissappears -> balance is disturbed -> lila dissappears to reestablish the balance#lila studying the city's history to crack the code of its equilibrium -> realisation that change is repetitive ->#nothing is sudden it's just that all of the steps leading up to something can't be in possession of a single human ->#once lila's daughter is fed to the city the equilibrium is so drastically disturbed lila has no ground to stand on#-> if she has no ground to stand on she is more free to give up being a person -> lila tricks the city#it isn't the city that gets to feast on lila it's lila that gets to feast on the city. she isn't a shadow she is the unshakable pillar#she isn't a person anymore she has dispersed -> she is given information about all the steps hidden behind everything sudden#conclusion? lila dissappears -> lila is reunited with tina#this stands on its own two legs no matter what lila the person has done. because there has been a clean surgical cut#between lila's past and lila's all-consuming presence as a historical and architectural point#is this where i drop the imaginary microphone????#lila cerullo 🫀#l'amica geniale#s4 spoilers#book 4 spoilers#my brilliant friend spoilers#l'amica geniale spoilers
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This was done as a part of the cozy cave's monthly challenge! For this month the challenge was to create a sim based on you based off of your favorite aesthetic.
While I don't have an all time favorite aesthetic, I did have a lot of ballet themed cc leftover from a costume that got cut from my Halloween photo shoot, so I chose to do a balletcore outfit. 😁
Lila Brunner (pictured above) is a bit of an "always the bridesmaid never the bride" type of sim for me. For how much I adore her and place her in saves she never really gets a chance to be in the spotlight. Maybe someday lol 😅
#I wanted to do more outfits but I couldn't put together any more that were as good as this one#lila actually was a big part of the scrapped save i started tjol challenge in that i ended up not liking#so yeah i'm waiting for her to get her own challenge or something because i want to get to play her again!!#anyway thank you so much to the cozy cave for hosting this challenge! 😁#this is my first time participating because i was so nervous#to share (for some reason idkw)#but i had so much fun with this month's challenge!!#lila brunner#sims 4#sims 4 cas#sims challenge#ts4#ts4 cas#cozycaschallenge#balletcore
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ten days old; they’re trying to open their eyes. i’m heading to mums one day this weekend to take cute photos of them all & get some good ones of peach! the black ones might actually be fable colours, more of their colours are staring to appear which means we have some rare coloured pups!!
i have all the puppy paper work printed. still got copies of all the health certificates to do. i’ve also got to get bowls and stuff for the puppy go home bags, my mama bought the puppies a bunch of toys! i’ve also got to finish writing & researching for the “new puppy guide” i’m writing to go with the paperwork along with the cockapoo guide i wrote!🤍
🌷 peach the puppy’s wish list 🌷
#lila speaks#— lila talks puppies🐕🫶🏻#— lila’s peach 🐕🤍#dogs of tumblr#puppies of tumblr#puppy#puppies#dogs#dog#cockapoo#cockapoo’s of tumblr#i actually love that i’m getting to share this experience with you all🤍🤍#maybe if we’re all still here in two years……. i may have a litter of my own#<- for me to keep#and we can all share that experience together 🤍#i would never breed irresponsibly and i would do all the things necessary to make sure peach is good and healthy and able to have a litter
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You know, I grew up catholic and never experienced catholic guilt, and it still kind of confuses me
When I went to mass, the readings and the gospel were always just life lessons or stories to make you think, and what it wanted you to think about was usually humility and piety and loyalty and faith and stuff like that
Faith formation was mostly about learning the history of the church and important stories that you should remember, plus prayer memorization
I don't ever actually remember a time where they were specifically like "you must feel guilty about this" or "everyone by default deserves to go to hell and you must constantly prostrate before god to be deemed worthy"
It was "everyone sins and everyone drifts away from god and that's okay because he will never abandon you"
It was "Jesus died for your sins. To liberate you from them so you're no longer beholden to the old way, so you're no longer beholden to original sin, so you can have a clean slate without ceaseless penance"
The sin forgiveness cycle that Catholics kind of get pulled into was always described to me as a liberating cycle. It gives you the freedom to sin and the freedom to make mistakes as you bumble through the blind chaos of life without worrying about perfection or damnation
Even when I went to confession it wasn't just a blanket "don't do it again" it was "think about why that is a sin and let that experience teach you something."
If I know anything about catholics it's that they love rules and they love the pursuit of knowledge, I once had a very long conversation with a priest about why a certain rule was a rule and why a certain sin was a sin and it was a lot more complicated than just "god said so," even if I can't remember the specifics anymore
I don't know, maybe it was my specific diocese or I've just been around a lot of liberal priests or something, but I even had someone tell me basically word for word "As long as you follow the ten commandments and use the seven virtues as a framework to guide you, you're set. Use confession to scrub away the sins you can't avoid and that's it. Nobody is without sin so just do your best and that's all anyone can ask of you."
Primarily, what growing up catholic taught me was just the importance of love
Love your family, love your neighbor, love a stranger, love the Earth, love nature, and fundamentally love yourself. And forgive yourself. And be patient with yourself. Because I was taught that everyone sins and that's okay.
And that's okay.
I was taught that seeking absolution and forgiveness is meant to steer you in the right direction, yes for the ultimate goal of heaven, which was defined to me as Oneness with God. And hell was defined to me not as a multi-tiered demon filled demiplane of fire and brimstone and ice, but simply the state of separation from god.
But it wasn't just about salvation it was also about making the Earth we live in now a better place and they are rules specifically to facilitate good communication and good relationships with other people and yourself, and obviously God (but whatever.) It was always basically let God absolve you of your guilt but don't force yourself to feel guilty if you make a mistake.
I don't really consider myself catholic anymore, mostly because of other people, catholics and protestants who use their religion as a tool to spread hateful rhetoric and become their own personal left hand of God, instead of using their religion to spread love and patience and understanding and forgiveness and tolerance and all of the things that they actually fucking preach. Why y'all throwing stones huh? Y'all ain't without sin. Literally nobody is. That's the point.
But I like what I was taught. I use what I was taught a lot. Technically even if I don't consider myself catholic I still am. I have been confirmed, I could waltz right into a catholic church confess my sins and my doubts and have a long conversation with a priest and boom blank slate once more. There would be penance hoops I would have to jump through but that's literally what happens with every confession, so still
But that's always what confused me about Catholic guilt like
What were you taught?
#lila speaks#Catholicism#and I was never really taught to police my thoughts either#like jealousy and stuff were taught as bad but the emphasis was on action and intent#which may have mostly been my parents and the area I grew up in#my personal beliefs about the universe have shifted as I'm grown up so I don't think I'll ever actually be returning to the Catholic church#maybe I wasn't paying attention for that I guess?#but faith was always taught to me as like#trust god to guide you and trust him to forgive you#and trust him to not get mad over every little thing you do#I dunno I'm not even catholic anymore so what do I know#I just think punishing yourself is ridiculous#I'm reminded of the story about that wealthy man's son though I can't remember his name#where one son goes off to do whatever and completely forge his own path and basically abandoned the family#and the other son works hard every single day supporting the family working the farm etc etc etc#and then the other son comes home and the father is immediately like slaughter the fatty calf we are going to have a party#my son has returned and I am through the Moon#he didn't care that his son left and disappeared#he cared that he came back#I always took that as a story about God's relationship with Christians#do what you need to do to live your life and leave if you must#and then celebrate when you return#that was always the message I was given#and then there was the other story about the other son getting jealous because he put all this work in for the father#but he didn't get his own party so he was mad because he felt like he didn't get the recognition he deserved#but it wasn't really about him because he was always there#anyway my opinions about the universe and how it works has shifted as I have gotten older#and I'm not big on religious obligations so I've forged my own spiritual path that is distinctly and notably heretical#but my roots are Catholic and it still affects the way I interact with the world and in some ways I am grateful#but I've moved on
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