#lil deville x kimi finster

[jareaulover]

hiii!!! i saw your one shot request thingy- and my partner once said "i will pay someone like 50$ to write a lil x kimi hurt/comfort fanfic. im not joking. i am DESPERATE right now!!!! 😭" sooo i will request exactly that on their behalf :3

So I wasn't sure if you wanted emotional or physical hurt, so I went with Emotional. If you want Physical, I can do that to lol. I hope this is good. It's my first experience actually writing for All Grown Up and Lil/Kimi rather than just imagining scenarios in my head. Hopefully its not too out of character. I watched a few episodes to prepare for this. Anyway, I'm rambling. Onto the story!

Description: Kimi has depression, Lil notices and decides to offer her support.

Warnings: Talk of depression. That's pretty much it.

Full story under the cut :) or read on AO3

Word Count: 1,125

Kimi sat down on the floor of her bedroom, leaning against her bed. She was alone in the house, since the rest of her family had gone out for dinner. She pulled her knees to her chest and laid her head on them. It’s not that her family didn’t want her to go with them, or even that she didn’t want to go with them but it just seemed that recently, she didn’t have enough energy to do much of anything.

It had started with the Java Lava. She’d been doing great working there. She was saving some money and had a good amout that she could spend, but one day everything just felt so off. She told her dad that she just needed a bit of a break from it all. That was almost 3 months ago now and she hasn’t stepped foot in the cafe since. It really sucked, since that’s where her friends spent most of their time.

Speaking of, she’d practically stopped doing anything with them that wasn’t at her own house. It was hard enough to go to school every day, let alone go out afterwards. She had been canceling plans with them for almost as long as she’d stopped working. No one seemed to notice, anyway, Tommy, Phil, and Chuckie were usually so caught up with their own things that they hardly noticed that she was missing. The only one that had caught on to all of this was Lil.

Kimi moved to lay on her back, staring at the ceiling. The sound of a doorbell brought her out of her thoughts, she glanced towards her bedroom door. She really should go answer the door but... It was all the way downstairs and she was sure it was probably just some salesman or something. She decided to ignore it, staring back at a glue stain on her ceiling. It was left over from when her friends attempted to redo her room.

Whoever was at the door, though, was persistent. The bell rang a few more times and just as she was about to get up and go answer it, she heard it open and the sound of footsteps were coming towards the stairs. She shot up off the ground and looked around the room, searching for something she could use to defend herself from the intruder. She grabbed a fake potted plant off of the nightstand and raised it up as her bedroom door opened.

“Kimi, I know you’re-” Lil cut herself off with a shriek as the potted plant hit the wall next to her head, “Jesus, Kimi, you could’ve killed me!” The dark haired girl’s face reddened and she looked away from her girlfriend who stood in the doorway.

“You scared me, I thought you were, like, a murderer or something!” Kimi defended, crossing her arms and plopping onto her bed. Lil moved to sit next to her and intertwined their fingers.

“Well, I’m not a murderer.” Lil smiled, “Chuckie texted me and said that you wouldn’t come out of your room and go to dinner and I happen to know that you’re always excited for your family’s weekly Friday night dinner.” Lil said, “So what’s up?” Kimi sighed and leaned her head onto Lil’s shoulder.

“I-I really don’t know… I just…” Kimi trailed off. She didn’t even really know what it was that was wrong with her. Maybe she was sick? But her body felt relatively fine aside from just feeling heavy.

“Chuckie said, and don’t take this the wrong way, but he said you’ve been... A bit snappier than usual.” Lil said, looking at her girlfriend, “And you haven’t been doing much of anything. You even stopped working at the Java Lava... You used to really enjoy that.” Kimi sighed and fell back to lay on her bed. She already knew all of this... Why did Lil even have to bring it up at all? She was about to voice that, but then Lil continued, “Kimi, I think you might... I mean I’m not a doctor or anything, but it sounds like... Like depression.” Lil said quietly, like she was scared Kimi might get mad. Kimi bolted up and turned to face the burnette. Okay. So maybe she was mad.

“I am not depressed! I-I can’t even believe that you would think that!” Kimi snapped, pacing back and forth in front of her girlfriend who wore a worried expression, “Stop looking at me like that! I- I’m not... I...” She felt tears begin to well up in her eyes and she wanted to scream.

“Its okay if you are, hun. You just need to talk to your mom and she can get you some help. I know that junior year has been hard on you, especially with all your honors classes and extracarriculars, its too much... Maybe you just need to talk to someone, or I think that a vitamin D deficiancy can cause issues to-”

“Just shut up, Lil!” Kimi practically shouted, “I cannot be depressed! I-I have the perfect life... I have friends and a good family and you... What does it say about me if I’m depressed when I have all of that!” tears were now falling down her face faster than she could wipe them away. Lil stood up now, Kimi was having difficulty getting a breath.

“Depression isn’t a choice, love, its, like, a chemical thing in your brain. It doesn’t mean you don’t love your friends and family.” Lil spoke, hoping to calm the other girl. She stood up and approached Kimi, moving her arms to rest over he head and instructed her to take deep breaths. Kimi followed along with Lil’s instructions and soon she was calmed down.

The two sat together on Kimi’s bedroom floor, Kimi was leaned into her girlfriend’s side. She still had some tears falling, but she could breath now. Lil’s arm was wrapped around Kimi’s shoulder, rubbing comforting circles on her arm.

“Lil... I-I think that I might be depressed.” She finally admitted. Lil pulled her even closer and pressed a kiss to her forehead.

“It’ll be alright, Kimi, we’ll get you some help. I promise.” Lil said, she would help Kimi no matter what.

Later, when her family arrived home, Lil sat with Kimi, holding her hand, while she explained the situation to her family. Luckily, they were quick to offer their support Kira and Chas were already searching the internet for what to do when your teen is suffering from depression, and Chuckie and Lil promised to check in on her more. Kimi felt lighter than she had in months. And all thanks to Lil. She smiled at her girlfriend, who was still talking to Chuckie, but Lil smiled back anyway.

[stella-so-sly93]

Shout out to @kingofhellsdaydream for reminding me of this cute Kimi X Lil moment in RV Having Fun Yet. Had to post a gif of it of course. These two are just so cute and I'd love to make more Kimi X Lil content soon. Maybe even a cute fanfic if I find the motivation since I still have such bad writer's block but I'd love to get back into writing.

[aleahsmultimuseblog]

@emmasmultimuseblog​ requested a closed starter between Lil and Kimi.

“I feel like we haven’t had much time to hang out, because it’s been so busy at the Java Lava Coffee House. It’s good that we are now both off today! What would you like to eat, and watch tonight? I brought your favorite snacks, but if we forgot something, we can just go back to the store and buy them! How have you been feeling lately, Lil?” Kimi asked her best friend.

[stella-so-sly93]

Rewatching AGU yet again and definitely still see Kimi and Lil in a romantic light. This little high five between them and the way they look at each other, giving me some flirty vibes for sure. 

Just my opinion, if you don’t view Kimi and Lil’s relationship romantically, I respect that but I ship these two so much now. 

[stella-so-sly93]

Redraw of a cute Kimi and Lil moment with my own artistic twist. 

Link to the drawing via deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/stella-exquisa/art/Stealin-your-heart-in-the-summer-sun-961440734

[stella-so-sly93]

Happy Pride Month 2023 [Kimi and Lil Tribute]

[stella-so-sly93]

More than friends by Stella-Exquisa

[jareaulover]

My Writing Masterlist

Mostly Making this so I can pin it and have access to everything I've written, but also so that anyone who wants to can also access everything I've written!

Also remember: My ask box is open so feel free to drop some requests, prompts, etc. You can find my request rule here

Okay, Masterlist is under the cut!

Criminal Minds:

3 times Aaron and Spencer were friends with benefits (+ 1 time they were more) | Hotchreid, Smut, Tumblr / AO3

Oatmeal and Orange Juice | Hotchreid, fluff, Tumblr / AO3

Hits Different | Will x JJ x Emily, fluff and angst, Songfic Tumblr / AO3

If I Can't Have You | Hotchreid, angst, smut, eventual fluff, AO3 / Tumblr: One Two Three Four Five

Hotchreid Hatesex | Hotchreid, smut, very light angst, Tumblr / AO3

Last Kiss | Spencelle, angst, Songfic Tumblr / AO3

Will and JJ's Blended Family | Wilifer, Fluff, slight angst, Tumblr / AO3

Don't Call Mom (Always Call Mom) | Wilifer, but mostly focuses on Henry and JJ, Angst, Tumblr / AO3

I Want You Back | Willifer, angst/fluff AO3 / Tumblr

Confessions are a Bitch | Willifer, angst AO3 / Tumblr

He's Not Going to Take Anything Else From You | Willifer, angst and fluff AO3 / Tumblr

100 (Alternate) | Hotchreid, angst with a teensy bit of fluff AO3 / Tumblr

It'll Be Alright | Hotchreid, fluff AO3 / Tumblr

I'll Find You | Hotchreid, angst and fluff AO3 / Tumblr

Will's Diagnosis | Willifer, angst/fluff AO3 / Tumblr

Henry's Baby Sister | Willifer, slight angst, mostly fluff AO3 / Tumblr

Don't Go Breaking My Heart | Willifer, fluff/angst AO3 / Tumblr

Love Under the Tree | Jemily, fluff AO3 / Tumblr: 1 2 (3 4 5 6)

Rejection | Hotchreid, angst AO3 / Tumblr

South Park

☼= Stylennyverse Series

Only the Beginning | K2, Fluff AO3

Lets Make This Interesting | K2, Smut AO3

Out of My System | Stylenny, Smut and Fluff AO3 ☼

Play it Again | Kenjorine, Fluff. Songfic AO3

Established | Multiple Ships (Each chapter a different ship), Fluff, wee bits of angst, AO3

You Belong With me | Style, Fluff. Songfic AO3

Craig Tucker's List of Stuff to try (Bedroom Edition) | Cryle, smut/PWP AO3

Discussions | Stylenny, fluff AO3 ☼

Birthday Boy | Stenny, light smut and fluff AO3

Confessing | Bunny, fluff AO3

Birthday Cake | Crenny fluff, AO3

I'll Be Your Gift (Give You Something Good to Celebrate) | K2, smut AO3

Sticky Sweet | Stylenny fluff and a wee bit of angst, also sexual themes AO3 ☼

Sold (16/?) | Stenny, smut fluff and probably a littel angst. Crack treated seriously vibes lol AO3

Are You Leaving With Him? | Kenjorine, fluff. Songfic AO3

Emotionally Stunted Baby | Cryle, angst with a happy ending. AO3

South Park Omegaverse Oneshots | Multiship, smut AO3

Wrong Number | Cryle, angst with a happy ending. AO3

Trouble In Paradise | Stylenny, Angst AO3 ☼

Supernatural

Willow | Destiel, fluff, hint of angst if you squint, Songfic Tumblr / AO3

Messing with Other’s toys is Never a Good Idea | Crowley x Reader, angst with a happy ending, Tumblr / AO3

Mr. Winchester's Personal Assistant | Destiel Fluff, wee bit of angst, eventual smut, AO3 (i haven't actually posted it to Tumblr yet)

All Grown Up

What to do when your girlfriend has depression. | Kimi Finster/Lil DeVille hurt/comfort, Tumblr / AO3

[jareaulover]

One Shot Requests

I'm posting an updated version of my One Shot request rules. Feel free to send me requests anytime, I'll write them as soon as I'm able.

You can find my masterlist here and my ao3 here

Ships that I will write for; Aaron Hotchner x Spencer Reid Jennifer "JJ" Jareau x Will Lamontagne Jr Jennifer "JJ" Jareau x Emily Prentiss Will Lamontagne Jr x Jennifer "JJ" Jareau x Emily Prentiss Spencer Reid x Elle Greenaway

Dean Winchester x Castiel Castiel x Crowley Dean Winchester x Crowley

Kimi Finster x Lil Deville Tommy Pickles x Chuckie Finster Angelica Pickles x Susie Carmichael

Marceline x Princess Bubblegum Marshall Lee x Prince Gumball

Tori Vega x Jade West

I will also do any above character x reader.

I'll write angst, fluff, smut, whatever else you can imagine. Just send me an ask and I'll get on it. If there's a ship not listed from any of these fandoms, you can still send me an ask (I may not have thought of it lmao) (The only thing I don't really write for is Sam Winchester, but other than that...)

Fandoms: Criminal Minds Supernatural All Grown Up! Steven Universe Adventure Time Victorious (I'm sure I'll add more later)

[stella-so-sly93]

Kimi and Lil adorably holding each other for comfort while watching a scary movie in Curse of Reptar. They're so cute.

Probably one of the few people who ship these two and I became a fan of this ship fairly recently but all I know is I think Kimi and Lil have an adorable chemistry in general.

[stella-so-sly93]

Thanks to Paramount+, my love for Rugrats: All Grown up has been renewed. It's funny how rewatching a show can make you notice things you never really noticed before like the fact that I think Kimi and Lil could be cute together and I won't deny that I kinda ship them now.

Being a huge fan of femslash ships now, of course I can't help but see the romantic potential between these two and I'm most likely going to be drawing fan art for Kimi X Lil soon. I already have an AMV in the works.

[stella-so-sly93]

Just feels right by resotii

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Realizing new feelings by resotii

[jareaulover]

I love this moment. It's adorable ❤️

Shout out to @kingofhellsdaydream for reminding me of this cute Kimi X Lil moment in RV Having Fun Yet. Had to post a gif of it of course. These two are just so cute and I'd love to make more Kimi X Lil content soon. Maybe even a cute fanfic if I find the motivation since I still have such bad writer's block but I'd love to get back into writing.