#like... they shouldn't be able to hurt each other wtf

[iris-nonsense]

I... i don't think that's how it works... what do you mean magma can burn fire like ???

[lullabyalikpoptarot]

Ateez Ideal Type

Alright, time to look into these boys Ideal type, as this was a request, but also something I wanted to myself, so here we go.

Okay, some of these cards flew out aggressively lol They got stuff to say about this. I will stress I keep it real, I take whatever messages come to me, it isn't always pretty. We are all flawed beings, no judgment here. Anyway, let's get into this.

Hongjoong (Ace of Wands/Goddess of the Moon) Okay, his seems like the most straightforward or easier to understand first look. He would want someone with fire and passion. Who has that spark of energy and fire. He definitely has to be physically/sexually attracted to this person. I would say he wants someone with a mysterious tone to them. A contemplated and reflective soul. I am getting he would like someone with hint of an energetic side, but also quiet and reserved as well. He would also want someone to inspire and energize him as well. I can see him being inspired by his ideal type as well.

Seonghwa (The Magician/Third Chakra Archangel Chamuel) He would want someone who makes things happen. He wants someone motivated, determined and confident. A person with strong will and can endure a lot. A multi-talented and skilled individual. I am getting no slob, wtf does that mean? But that keeps popping up. You got to have your sh** together with him. Umm, you got to have some masculine energy with him, don't know what his preference is, never assume with idols, but women can have this to, as I have strong masculine energy as a woman, but a strong go getter mindset. If you are the type that gets nothing done in life, bye bit** is what I heard, he isn't here for that lol This dude. Moving on.

Yunho (Knight of Swords/Anxiety) Okay, trying to understand how this is an ideal type? He wants someone anxious or hesitant? Okay, maybe he wants someone who can communicate their worries to him. To cry on his shoulder, okay, that is kind of cute lol He wants someone willing to communicate to him whatever is on their mind. I see him wanting someone who is also not afraid to be confrontational as well. Like share whatever is on your mind. Man, the more I read on him, the more I like him. I am being pulled back to his dynamic reading and how he was able to understand the perspective of each member, it is like he will understand his partners worries, so they shouldn't be afraid to express their worries or themselves. Wow, I really like his energy. This is sweet.

Yeosang (Judgment/Woman Holding Coin) Well, he went specific with oracle card lol Okay, this is weird, what is this? He would want someone to help him grow, maybe help build his finances. He would want a business Savy person. I am getting someone highly critical and judgmental, someone with high standards, I am getting strong Earth placements here. He would someone well put together. A strong independent person. I am also getting someone who is always willing to grow and work on themselves. I am also getting someone who is admired by others, or who have others who work under them, I guess he would want someone who has some sort of power. Okay, that was kind of wild lol Where these messages take me sometimes.

San (9 of Swords/Broken Heart) I see these cards and I am like why, why, why? These cards are so sad. I am confused. I look at the 9 of swords and mental anguish pops up. I look at the oracle card and feeling hurt pops up, has he been hurt? Am I not getting his ideal type, because he has been hurt that he doesn't care about an ideal type? Okay, so I got, what is the point of an ideal type, they are all the same, yikes. Yeah, I don't think he particularly has an ideal type right now.

Mingi (10 of Wands/The Thinking Woman) He would want someone who can endure a lot and can handle a lot. Who wouldn't buckle under the pressure. He would want someone smart, bold and an intellectual. Someone always willing to learn, maybe someone observant, who reads a lot and gather information. Someone transformative. Also, someone willing to listen. Someone with a lot of thoughts, someone contemplative and reflective. I think he would want them not to be overly emotional, a bit stoic. Resilient and strong. And a sense of independence. Man, his energy is a bit difficult for me, because he thinks fast and has a lot to say and messages always come really quick with him, I can't keep up lol

Wooyoung (9 of Wands/Woman Holding Heart) He would want a loving, caring, sensitive person, someone vulnerable, but he would also want someone who protects and guards themselves as well, a bit contradicting here. I am like, how do you have the 9 of wands, but the woman holding heart card? These are two different energies. It is like he would want someone to hold strong in front of others, but bring their more sensitive side with him, kind of makes sense, since he can be similar to this, but I will see when I do them as a boyfriend. It is like being sensitive and caring, but also having boundaries and holding your own. Okay, that kind of makes sense.

Jongho (Knave of Wands/Walking Away) Boy, what is this? Okay, what this is giving me, I can't with this dude lol I am just going to go with it, anyway, he would want someone who is curious, adventurous, likes to explore, have fun, try new things, but willing to walk away when it is done, yup, that is what I am getting, like this was fun, bye. Wtf dude, whatever do you, I say they should have fun. His ideal type is someone who is willing to have fun with it, but he wouldn't want something serious. I got willing to go for the ride and then move on. Man, can't wait to see what type of boyfriend he will be lol

[novashelby]

100 Things Evie would have loved if she was thriving in her prime today~

A proper ADHD diagnosis.

Fidgets-especially the rainbow colored POP ITS.

Bubble wrap.

Bubbles....

Cat cafes

90's pop

7/11 slushies

7/11 Taquitos

Timothee Chalamet

XL Woopie Cushions

Try not to laugh challenges

Converse sneakers and normal trousers...for girls.

Shake and bake chicken

Food delivery apps

Frozen fish sticks

Disney World (Tommy: I'm not standing in those lines to go down a hill and say 'weee').

Fuzzy socks

slip n' slides (Grace: please don't hurt yourself....)

Beer pong....(Tommy: I didn't send you to UNI for this...)

Winning at beer pong (Tommy: At least you won...)

Karaoke nights at the bar (Ada: Oh no....)

male strip clubs (Polly: You need a chaperone...)

The electric slide....

The YMCA (Finn: Does she ever realize she's the only one dancing!? Evie: BUT LOOK AT ME GO!)

Dance, Dance revolution (Evie: TAKE THAT MOTHA FUCKA'! Finn: It's a...machine)

ROCK n ROLL

Dance offs

SUPER SIZE McDONALDS FRIES

Bottomless wings

Eating challenges

BOTTOMLESS MARGARITAS

Pride Month

Pogo sticks

90 Day Fiance (Finn: Stop making me watch these things, please.)

My 600ib Life

Squishmallows (Tommy: HOW THE FUCK DO YOU SLEEP WITH ALL THIS SHITE ON YOUR BED!?)

Getting her nose pierced (Tommy: fuckin' ell).

Her and Martha piercing each other's belly buttons (Tommy: Imma fuckin' kill you...)

Going in an airplane

Haunted houses (Finn: Stop making me do these things....)

Family Therapy (All of them: Probably advisable)

Therapy

Being able to sleep until noon (Tommy: Are you going to sleep all day? //7:00am)

Conga lines

Birth control

Pizza for breakfast (Polly: why are you eating it cold!?)

All you can eat Chinese buffets (Tommy: where are you putting it all? Evie: Right here...*pats tummy*)

Smut

gay smut

Socially acceptable fart jokes (Tommy: Wasn't very funny the first time. John: I thought it was...)

Hawaiin dinner rolls

Frozen pizza

Among Us

Family movie nights

Trivia night at the bar

Putting a Furby in Finn's room (Finn: eeeww)

Putting her family members on Tinder (Arthur: Why did I bump into five women who knew me!?)

Stupid TikTok challenges

Magic Mike

Eating a whole can of whipped cream

Dong Chim up all her family's butt cracks (John: 🫨🫨🫨🫨)

Cat memes (Tommy: Evie, what does it mean when it says on Facebook...you been tagged? Oh, hey, look at that...ha-ha).

Trampoline parks

Arcades

Air hockey...

Kick Finn's ass at air hockey (Finn: 🖕🖕🖕)

Sliding across the wooden floors in fuzzy socks

Trick or Treating

Obnoxious unicorn fleece onsies

Being in control of her own reproductive health

WOMEN'S RIGHTS

Oogly eye stickers (Tommy: My poor portrait... Grace: Don't you think it's a little...obnoxious to have a self portrait in the family room? Shouldn't you have a family portrait?)

Scrunchies

Butterfly clips (Tommy: *steps on one* 🤬🤬🤬🤬)

Loud music while she drives (Tommy: *Uses Evie's Car* EVIE! My fuckin' ear drums!)

Raw Pillsbury cookie dough (Ada: You're suppose to bake it...)

Netflix...Disney Plus

Peter Kavinsky

Packaged ramen

Lactaid

Bongs

Crowd surfing at concerts

Mash pits

Jumping on hotel beds

Rock walls

Dying her hair stupid colors (Tommy: At least you look like a clown now)

Fart spray (Tommy: Why does my office smell?)

Fake IDs

Spotify wrapped

Gray sweats on men

Wearing shorts (Tommy: Evie, go put something else on, eh?)

Social acceptance of being a little chonky

Nerf guys (Finn: OW! WTF)

Limbo (how low can you go!?)

Going to a 24/7 store in her PJs (Polly: How classy...)

Fist bumps

Burping the ABCs (Polly: Very classy....

Sending stupid Snaps to the family group chat...(Tommy: Evie, where did it go?! The picture....)

Answering 'who dis?' every time Finn texts her (Finn: I'm done...)

24/7 drive throughs

[otakween]

Digimon World: Digital Card Battle (1999) - 27/55 battles in

Yeah, I have no way of telling how many hours I've put into this game (doesn't feel like much), so I'm going by battles now. I'm about halfway done with the game if the guide I'm following is accurate. This is a really relaxing and fun game! It's not that difficult, but there's just enough challenge to make me feel accomplished.

(...they shouldn't have made the weird holocaust joke. And that's all I'll say about that because other people have already talked about it).

Notes:

-The gameplay loop here is pretty basic, but it's not mind numbing like Digimon World 2 because you're constantly getting to see new settings (from DW1) and story beats. All the battles have felt pretty similar and it doesn't really feel like there have been any bosses yet. Me vs. Vamdemon, for example, didn't feel too different from me vs. Patamon.

-The story in this game is really silly and the stakes feel pretty low. The digimon are all mad at each other for petty reasons like stealing toilet paper or breaking toilets (a lot of toilet stuff). Also, there aren't really any villains because any dark/mean digimon becomes a goofy ally the instant you beat them at a card game lol.

-They wrote Etemon's dialogue like a homophobic stereotype. You know the kind in anime where the weird muscular dude kinda comes onto the protagonist and then the protagonist is like "ewww gross" ?Yeah...they did that. I don't remember anime Etemon being like that, so wtf.

-What's with all these digimon with stitches on their mouth (Babamon and Brachimon). How do they eat?? Very Tim Burton-esque design choice.

-That was pretty funny when the solution to the "find the bug cards" fetch quest was to just have Etemon create counterfeit cards lol. I enjoyed Mameo's little asides to himself when he was worrying that his ruse had been found out.

-All the digimon continue to have a ton of personality thanks to the well written dialogue. I hope this carries over to the localization when I play the sequel.

-At the beginning of the game I was playing with an auto-made deck and then I realized I could just set up my own deck with only good cards and the game has been a breeze since then. I've been using the same deck for the past like 15 battles without issue and haven't really felt a need to experiment yet. Kinda hoping the difficulty level goes up slightly so I get more of a chance to try different combinations of cards. I've barely been spending my money at all because I haven't had a reason to.

-Unfortunately, I did miss out on a miss-able battle with Piximon/Piccolomon. I hate it when they do that in games. Not the end of the world, but hurts my completionist heart.

-When you win a battle with Kunemon he shakes his butt at the screen and it's really cute. Hoping to get a gif of that eventually lol

-I'm using a guide for this game that just tells you about each opponent, but it's not really a walkthrough. Luckily, the game has a built-in walkthrough. If you visit Babamon she just tells you where to go next. Thanks game!

[moonsoupstar-ao3]

Chapter 9! I totally forgot it was Saturday!

My boy is trying so hard to made the pig change his mind about using Izumo /crying

WAIT THERE'S JUST THREE MORE CHAPTERS LEFT??????

Man I'm so out of the loop those days wtf

Suguro's still not with them :((((

"Is that a name?" Lmao

SUGURO'S HERE YEY

Bro is talking like HE (the pig) made such a great favor for drugging people before experiment on them when we all know if it wasn't for Lucifer, he would gladly watch them suffered during all the tests

Pig, shut the fuck up, you're not better than lowlife scumbags

IZUMO C'MON

Man, I love Shima but God, I loved the punch Rin gave him even more

CAN SOMEONE CALL A THERAPIST FOR THOSE KIDS

I said I love Izumo's VA? Because I adore her VA!

Shima: "I told you, I'm the bad guy! I'm on the bad side!"

Also Shima 5 minutes later: "Here, there's an extremely valuable piece of information you need or can use for your mission, or whatever lmao"

RIN HIT A SOFT SPOT HUHU~!

YOU CAN DO IT RIN

THE NINE TAILS LOOKS INCREDIBLE

Someone shut up that fucking pig

Oh boy, I firmly believe one of the better features that Kazue gave to Rin was his ability to understand demons and so one, like, I don't doubt he would have been able to sympathize with them even if he couldn't understand, but the he does add such a delicious layer of hurt and sense, is so easy for the human mind to detached itself from other life forms, even other humans as long as they can't see or understand them, is not even because we don't care, is just how our brains cope to avoid trauma from a long exposition to watch horrible things happening to others

Rin :(((((((

Tsukumo is so cute :(

I really love that they made Nine Tails said the "bad thought", but the best part is that she's not making anything up, she's just repeating Izumo's own thoughts, own fears, to made her surrender

Tsukumo? Who knows if she's alive or not

Paku? She would hate me if she knew the truth

I don't know what I'm fighting for, I'm so tired

GUYS IM FUCKING CRYING FR

"I hate all those guys! They all have different mindsets. Every last... one of them. They all just do whatever they want! And just being with them pisses me off! And yet... I... whenever they'd fall out for real... I always hated it! I guess.. I must've... I must've really liked them all! Really... all of them... all of them! I loved them all!"

I think this whole speech would hit me as hard if it wasn't for her VA to be honest, she really knows how to put the correct emotions in each sentence, word and scream

RIN HEARD HER, RIN HEARD HER

"...body... help... me!"

THE MUSIC CHOICE IS SO GOOD TOO

SO SATISFYING

MY BOY ALWAYS BRING ME SUCH HAPPINESS

"Good luck, you guys!" Shima you're not even trying to hide it

Rinzumo's friendship is one of my favorites of the whole story

I love that they made Rin still looking conflicted when he started fighting the zombies, they look just too human for him, even if he knows he has no other way, and that they can't be saved either

Anyway, I've been thinking for a while, this shouldn't be called after the Illuminati's organization, that's a long ass arc in the manga, it lasts for forever and it have mini arcs in between it, this is basically just the "Nine Tails arc" or "Izumo's backstory arc"

Anyway, not really complaining or anything

I started watching aoex season 3

So I decided to share my thoughts as I see the chapters (NOT SPOILER FREE)

Chapter 1:

not a full fan of the new art style but not a hater either

can't forgive them for taking away my troll clown though

also the voice, dunno, maybe I'm remembering the voice wrong in past seasons but yeah, not for me (especially when he says "eins, zwei, drei" I just feel like is the wrong tone)

also, I love the pace of the chapter but am really bitter that they cut the bestism (Angel & Lightning) first show time together so short

THE GEHENNA SCENE WAS SOOOOOO, loved the light hint to trigger response from Rin

uhhhhh what else....

THE SHAPESHIFTER BATTLE

so, so good, when Rin, Izumo, and Shima attacked and the camera was moving I didn't know where to look at

I'MMA FIGHT WITH MY BARE HANDS ANYONE WHO DARES SAYS MY BOY RIN ISN'T SMART AFTER THIS SEASON

alright then, time for chapter 2 :D

[sarcasticgaypotato]

What if Chell had an oddly conventional fear? Like the dark or heights or loud noises? And Glad is just like "wtf you've been to space and back this shouldn't bother you" but does her best to calm her human's nerves anyway. Hurt/comfort fic possibly?

(( Here you go! Sorry requests are taking so long, I’ll do my best to get on top of these a little faster. ))Ordinary fears were not a common thing in Aperture. You could have one, sure, but it turned out to be incredibly difficult to worry about little fears like spiders or clowns when you’re focused on dodging turrets and attempting to avoid falling into acid.

The adrenaline rush that the constant life-or-death scenarios that were so common in Aperture proved to be a great distraction to your everyday fears or anxiety.

Chell had enjoyed that luxury. Not to say that she would RATHER be fighting for her life at every turn, she was thankful for the peace that had settled over her life in Aperture. But that came with a price. One that she hadn’t thought about in a long time.

She was afraid of the dark.

Such a simple, pointless fear.  But she had it regardless.

Chell had hated the dark for as long as she could remember. It was suffocating, and incredibly dangerous. Anything could hide in the cover of darkness. Anyone could use that to their advantage. They could kill her, and she’d never see it coming.  Sometimes, the shadows even seemed to move on their own, curling back and forth like snakes waiting to strike.

But of course, this fear was pointless. The only thing that could sneak up on her and attack was GLaDOS, who had held their truce for a long time now.  Chell trusted the AI. She just didn’t trust the shadows.

Thankfully, that fear was rarely a problem. Aperture was covered in bright white lights, shining off the white walls and floors in a way that made the whole place appear to be glowing at times.  Being dimly lit was far, far from an issue. GLaDOS made sure of that. What kind of professional facility would they be if they had people tripping over things in the dark?

Chell greatly appreciated this. She never brought her fear up to the AI, and had no plans to change that fact.

That was, until the power went out.

Power outages were not something Chell ever worried about. It seemed… BELOW Aperture to worried about something as trivial as losing power. They had invented a portal gun, surely they wouldn’t have to worry about a blackout.

As it turned out, they did.

Chell had been sitting on her bed, lazily flipping through the pages of a book she had already read twice.  It passed the time, and she hadn’t felt like getting up to do anything else. But not even halfway through her browsing, the lights flickered.She looked up, confused, when they suddenly cut out completely. It took all her strength to avoid letting out a squeak of surprise, just barely holding her vow of silence.Still, her body instantly tensed up, and she felt her heartbeat picking up with each passing moment that she sat there.Aperture was deep underground, so windows were pointless. Now that the power was out, it was well and truly pitch black. She couldn’t see anything. Not even her own hand mere inches away from her face.Only minutes had passed, yet she had done nothing but freak herself out further. What if she was attacked? She was unarmed, and she couldn’t see any possible attackers. What if something was waiting, watching her from the shadows?No, that was ridiculous. Nothing had been in here when the lights were on, nothing was in here now.  Chell let these words repeat in her head over and over, hoping vainly that they would do something to calm her nerves.  It didn’t help much.Eventually, she simply burrowed herself down under her sheets, pulling the covers over her head and curling up into a tight ball.  She’d be ok. The power would come back on soon, and she’d be ok.She couldn’t be sure how much time had passed. Minutes, hours, days? Her clock had died with everything else, so she had no idea how long she had been curled up under her sheets, eyes shut tight and her body tense.There was no way of knowing the passage of time in a never changing environment.  However, after a while, something changed.Someone opened Chell’s door.She nearly jumped out of her skin at the sound, slow and forced, as the normally automatic door was manually opened by someone. Or, something.Even from underneath her sheets she could tell that no light was streaming in from the opened door, so clearly it wasn’t just her room that was impacted by the power outage, it was this whole wing of the facility, if not all of Aperture.The sound of footsteps rang out, slowly getting closer and closer, and shaking Chell out of her train of thought.  Someone was in here with her, and she had no real way of defending herself. Maybe they wouldn’t notice her in the dark, maybe they’d leave-“What on earth are you doing?”A low, familiar, sarcastic tone echoed out in the darkness, prompting Chell to poke her head out from under the covers.  It was still mostly pitch black, though there was a tiny amount of light now.Two glowing, golden optics, shining in the middle of the room and dimly illuminating the facial feature of their owner.GLaDOS.Years ago Chell might’ve seen the appearance of the core as a BAD thing, though now it was openly welcomed.Even still, she made no move to get up at the sight of the core, and obviously didn’t say anything. Instead, she pulled her blankets closer to her body and frowned.GLaDOS slowly walked closer to her at this sight, being blessed with nightvision and able to see Chell’s every move, even in the darkness.“What are you hiding from? There is nothing in this room that could hurt you, besides me of course and I’m positive we already agreed to no murder-”The central core suddenly paused, looking down at Chell once more, furrowing her brow, before raising them in surprise.“…Are you afraid of the dark?”The AI’s tone was full of disbelief, and she stared at Chell as if she had grown a second head.Chell sunk further into her blankets, feeling a mix of fear and embarrassment wash over her.  The last thing she needed was to have GLaDOS taunt her about this, it wouldn’t make it any better.Yet… the sarcastic responses didn’t come. Not right away.  GLaDOS was staring at her, studying her for a good, long moment before seemingly making up her mind.There was the noise of the core shifting her position, and then Chell’s bed dipped a little, under the weight of another person- or, android. GLaDOS had carefully sat down right next to Chell, and was continuing to study her with a fascinated expression.“…You’ve been to space.”Chell nodded, confused, yet trying to focus on GLaDOS talking rather than the creeping shadows behind them.“You’ve been shot at. You’ve nearly been burned alive, nearly blown up, and managed to kill me. And you’re afraid of the dark?”Chell simply nodded again, knowing full well how silly it sounded when it was put like that.“…Humans. You always find a way to confuse me.”The core sighed, her tone surprisingly genuine.“The power should be back on in an hour or so, it was just a minor malfunction with the generators. Until then…”GLaDOS trailed off, as if she was debating if she honestly wanted to say the words on the tip of her tongue.“…Would you like me to stay here? There isn’t much else I can do, and this body can run for weeks without power so I’m not in any rush.”Chell blinked a few times, as if somehow that would help her see the android any better. GLaDOS was offering to stay with her? That wasn’t common. The core had let Chell hang out in her chamber before, but rarely did she ever come to Chell’s quarters and offer to stay of her own accord. However, just because it was uncommon didn’t mean that Chell wasted any time in nodding furiously. Yes, she definitely wanted the core to stay. Not only was having someone else she knew with her making things a little easier, but the gentle glow from the android’s optics, while not very bright, did act as a light source, which was better than nothing.“Alright alright, don’t act too excited.”GLaDOS scoffed a little, shifting around so that she was partially lying down, with her upper body propped against the headboard of Chell’s bed. Possibly because it was a more comfortable position for the core, but Chell decided that it was because this made GLaDOS a much easier target for cuddling.In a single movement, the human practically threw herself onto the android’s lap, wrapping her arms around the core’s waist and resting her head against her stomach, nuzzling up to the gentle warmth that emitted from the faux human body. That, coupled with the ever present soft hum from GLaDOS’s processors did wonders for calming Chell down. If she kept her eyes shut, she could almost forget about the darkness that surrounded the two of them like fog.“H-Hey-!”The core let out a small noise of surprise at Chell’s sudden cuddle-attack, but quickly relaxed once she noticed how quickly her human had attached herself and gotten comfortable. She let out a sigh, her shoulders sagging in defeat. One could call a creature such as herself heartless, but even she found it a little hard to move Chell in this situation.  So… she didn’t. Instead, she placed one of her hands on Chell’s back, and the other on her head, carefully holding the former test subject.She was no expert on calming humans, she had spent her whole existence trying to do the opposite. However, a quick search through her database told her some basic info. Some humans liked to be held, and based on the girl’s reaction to all this, GLaDOS would assume this applied to Chell as well.GLaDOS was right.  Chell leaned into the touch as much as possible, letting out a small, breathy sound of contentment.

“…I still can’t believe you’re genuinely afraid of the dark.”The android eventually spoke up again, at this point having moved on to rubbing Chell’s back and carefully playing with her hair.She expected Chell to roll her eyes at this statement, shrug, or even glare at her. Instead, there was no reaction at all.For a moment, GLaDOS was confused, worried that something was wrong with the girl.Instead, a quick scan showed that while Chell was fine, she had fallen asleep in GLaDOS’s lap.  And knowing what a heavy sleeper she was, the core might be stuck here for a while.

[yandere-romanticaa]

Some of you asked wtf happened to make me feel this way, I'll put it under the cut. It's nothing too bad I promise but it still kinda wounds me.

Ever since I was little I always felt like I was nothing but a burden to my brother, just an annoying nuisance and that reached its peak and spiraled to hell when he was 16 and I was like, 9 or 10. I used to love making cards for my family when I was younger and I gave one to my brother for his birthday. But a few months later or whatever he ripped the card in half right in front of me. I don't even remember what the fight was about, I just remember crying like a baby and him saying something along the lines of "I've no use for it if you'll act like a brat." Call me petty or childish but to this day I'm still so angry at him for doing that and I feel like that's the moment when I started to love him less and less. (He probably doesn't remember this incident tbh)

Over the years our relationship always deteriorated, especially since he moved to a different country... But I never felt more free after that. I didn't have to talk to him, I had more space to myself, the room was all mine, it felt so good.

But whenever he comes home everyone always fights. And that's a rarity in my household.

The sheer arrogance and pessimism my brother displays sometimes is just... I have no words. When he asked me if I had any job experience and I told him no, he told me I need to have some asap which would be fine on its own but NO. He said that I needed to have that experience so that I can see just how horrible people are, how I'll be treated like dirt and yada yada yada, there's no hope in the future so I better prepare myself for the worst life ever.

How touching.

When he came home this year I said enough was enough and wanted to have a proper talk with him , to ask him why he asks like this and to try patching up our relationship because a brother and sister shouldn't be this hostile to each other. Luck wasn't on my side though because I was on my period and I was in a LOT of pain + I felt really, really sick and hadn't eaten anything proper for several days straight, my only source of sustenance being ice tea and yogurt (those were the only two things I could stomach without feeling the need to vomit.) Now, because of the nature of this conversation I knew that shit out go down so I decided the best way to do it is If we were out in public, a cafe. Why? Because my brother cares about his image too much and he can't start YELLING at me, and I won't be able to cry. I asked him if we could sit somewhere close to home just in case someone happens but NOPE, he wanted to go somewhere out of town, quite far. I begged and pleaded with him that I was sick, that I can't but he just lost it and called me a shitty brat that never, ever listens to him.

I don't think I ever yelled so hard in my whole entire life like I did in that moment.

I'm usually a fairly easygoing person, we'll always be able to find the solution type of gal, but with my brother I just lost it. I was so red in the face, I couldn't breathe with how much I was screaming and he was screaming, and my poor mother tried so hard to mediate the situation but it was just horrid. "no one loves me, it would be for the best if we never spoke again" was just some of the bullshit he said during that fight. They both left the house after a while and I was beyond myself. I couldn't stand on my feet properly, my god damn period just straight up VANISHED, it legit just STOPPED and I was choking on air??? How does one choke on air, and yet I was??

I called my bestie who was in Denmark and I think I traumatized her with that phone call, I don't she'll ever forget that talk, never ever. Ngl I'm kinda crying as I type this, it just hurts so much. I don't understand why he's like this. You'd think he was raised by an abusive household but he wasn't, we're honestly a really good family. He was bullied sure, but he has no reason turning out the way he has.

It's 6 in the morning and I'm tired.

I can't help but to feel a little awful over the fact that I am EXTREMELY happy that my brother won't be home here for Christmas. For months I was dreading the holiday because I knew if he was here all we would have are discord and fights, that guy is just so argumentative and arrogant that I want to pull my hair out. I had a full blown melt down this summer because of him, the fight was just that awful and it was so awful in fact that my period was irregular, if not gone completely, for 3-4 months, all because of that fight. I always get so sad when I see good sibling dynamics in media because I do have an older brother, I just don't want to be with him. Hell, I want to hurt him and I hate how badly I want to do it because that's just not ME, I don't feel like myself but that also must be another part of me that I don't want to acknowledge.

[the-kuvira-beifong]

saying that azula didn't know what she was doing is just not true. she was fourteen. she was a young teen, I'm sure most of us knew what was going on in the world when we were fourteen and understood our actions. azula isn't innocent and she shouldn't be played as such. yes, she was abused and manipulated but so was kuvira? her parents weren't able to take care of her and give her proper help and care, instead they dumped her outside of zaofu to make her someone else's problem. do you think that is a good way to grow up? being abandoned by your parents after they didn't understand you? yeah, it's not a good environment for a child.

and I don't understand the part of saying that Kuvira is a murderer. sure, asami's dad died but for once I believe that she a) didn't know who it was that she killed and b) she was so blinded by rage and the need to win the fight that she wasn't in the right headspace. I'm not saying that asami's dad deserved to die or that Kuvira isn't at fault, I'm just saying that it wasn't murder, more like a manslaughter.

yes kuvira was thirsty for power, but so was azula? did we watch the same show or?? because to me it's clear that she is thirsty for power, she always has been. and when she finally had all the power she had ever asked for, she got lost in it, just like kuvira. she was blinded by power and rage, just like kuvira. she did unacceptable things while not completely control over her own emotions, just like kuvira.

so stop this stupid "azula deserved redemption arc, not kuvira" because they're more similar characters than you think. comparing ozai and kuvira is stupid too, because unlike ozai, kuvira is not dumb. ozai put his own children do the dirty deed, Kuvira always wanted to handle things well. ozai took part in making the world even more polarized, kuvira was at least trying to unite a nation in need of help (though with unnecessary actions for sure). ozai is a weak man, who burned his son, banished him and told him to find the avatar. he manipulated azula and didn't even care about her. stop comparing this type of trash to kuvira.

and a little fyi, azula didn't want help, unlike kuvira. it comes clear in the comics that azula refuses to accept the help from zuko and everyone else. kuvira accepted the help and admitted that she did wrong. that is the major difference between azula and kuvira's character development. you can't force someone to have a redemption arc if they don't even care to accept the help they're offered.

and yes, kuvira and korra are similar to each other, not their actions. they are both determined women, who tend to be a little hot headed at times. even korra admitted that she and kuvira are similar so wtf is arguing with that? the difference between korra and kuvira is that the other one was loved throughout their whole life and got help when needed and the other one was abandoned by their parents because they didn't know what was going on with her. korra always had friends by her side to help her. kuvira had the beifong family, yes, but she didn't get along with everyone. she was alone and hurt.

kuvira and azula both deserved redemption arc. stop saying that either one didn't. and stop saying that azula and kuvira are so different characters, they're just different age. both knew what they were doing and only one of them was ready to take actions to make amends. critical thinking is allowed and encouraged

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I will never understand why Bryke give Kuvira a redemption arc instead of giving one to Azula.

Azul was a child. A product of her environment and way more manipulated than any other child in the Fire Nation. She wasn't a murder, she wasn't evil. When she was betrayed by her friend, she could have killed them, especially because I'm sure that was the penalty for treason, but she didn't.

Kuvira knew the world, she knew exactly what she was doing and she manipulate other people to follow her. Kuvira thirst for power made her do terrible things. When she was betrayed, the first thought she had was execute Zhu Li. Kuvira was a murder and a dictator.

For me, giving her a redemption arc, especially give that shit only because some fans wanted, is just like give Ozai a redemption. Kuvira and Ozai aren't that different at all, and they didn't deserve redemption.

And that's why I go even more mad when they say "Kuvira is just like Korra". Korra NEVER would do that! When she was all arrogant and thinking of her herself as the most powerful person in the world and above the law, back in book 1, the maximum Korra did was being a spoiled and a arrogant teen. She didn't threat lives, she didn't seek power for herself, and the only time she did try to murder was in battle(and Tarrlok would bloodbend her and kidnap her no matter what she did, because at that point she was already a problem for him)

When they said Kuvira is just like Korra, they are basically telling us that Korra could have been a dictator, a murder. And we watched that fucking show, we know that this ain't truth.

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Same goes for straight couple. Really, I would really like to be able to ship allurance within the show, because heck, I've read some good allurance fanfictions, seen some good art, and it makes my heart throb everytime I see them. They would be so good for each other, if it wasn't done that way ! It's making me really sad, because the Allurance moments are almost the only one where I got to see Lance happy, and tbh, I just want his endgame to make him happy the most.

What I mean is, Allura learns the guys who flirts with her since their very first encounter, who she rejected more than once, is actually in love with her, but proceed to go back to Lotor. Then, was betrayed by the guy she was supposed to be in love with (I've read somewhere he loved her too, and it broke my heart and made me cry), don't even take the time to turn down Lance's feeling and to get over her heartbreak. But yeah, no freaking conversation between them, little to no interaction that could explain that suddenly, she becomes all blushy-blushy around him, and seems to overcome her feelings for Lotor (you bet my ass he is gonna come back I love that bitch). Idk, I find it a bit nasty ? But does she even realize it, maybe she just needs to be comforted by lance like he did when they hugged ?

Right now, I don't know what I want anymore :

1.Lance and Allura being endgame, lance being potentially happy, where love is a lie ? Even if Allura ends up liking him, it's an example of how a relationship should not start, I can tell you by experience, and by being in Allura's place)

2.Allura finally realizing that's wrong, that's bad, and Lance should not go through that, she is sorry and apologize and reject him correctly, leaving a broken hearted lance, even worse than it should have been (If Allura hasn't started to suddenly being fond of him)

3.Lance realizing that Allura just needs comfort, that's probably not love, she is maybe lost, right ? And then :-stay quiet about it, even tho he is hurting -or have a fcking conversation, and then, they can still have a relationship if they want to try, or stop it.

But you know, it's a kid show, Allura's probably already in love.

Yeah, I want true relationships based on two people loving each other, talking about their feelings on screen (because yeah I see you "lgbt rep" but so subtle that one of my lgbt friend who's not in the fandom as much as me thought Adam and Shiro were brothers, or roomies, that Shallura was canon king, just after watching the season 7. That's why people wanted to see more of Adam, to actually talk about their relationship, their sexuality. It shouldn't need to be confirmed at a con, everything should be on screen).

Sorry, I love ranting a lot, but this season was fucking amazing (aside of the fight scenes, wtf were those it was so repetitive, yeah, really well done, but way too long and a bit boring ? Maybe just me).

My predictions on how Klance will become canon (if it ever does at this point)

*Last episode of season 8, 2 minutes before the end*

Keith: oh btw I like you

Lance: I like you too

*credits roll*

At this point, if they’re going to do it, it’ll be pulled out of their asses last minute, just to keep the fans happy. Also it’ll probably be done in a way that the homophobes can play it off as them being friends or something.

Please do us all a favour, just stop. Stop queerbaiting us, give us the development the characters deserve. There’s no point in making a canon gay couple, if it’s not a genuine relationship.