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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year ago

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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

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im2tired4usernames · 3 months ago

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Interview with a vampire is such a raw story that's filled with so much grief in the book and I really enjoyed it so I picked up the second book

and to hit by an opening almost identical to the My immortal Harry Potter fanfic and find Lestat talking about his appearance how beautiful is golden curls are and how sensual his lips are and that he's a rockstar in a band called "devil's night out" I seriously can't stop laughing I've got tea up my nose and almost pissed myself this is so stupidly hilarious to me I can't even my sides hurt holy fuck

#my dad handed me interview with a vampire when i was 14 but i kept seeing shit on Tumblr with the TV show and #I was like huh I don't remember that that's super cool I need to reread this book so I looked up the audiobook I'm listening to do it while #ive been cleaning #and holy fuck baby Lindsay did not understand half the shit going on it is so much more horrifying than I remembered I'm really good but #really horrible and uncomfortable at times like all good horror holy fuck i didn't understand Claudia at all as a child and #also did not catch any of the gay anything i liked it a lot more n finding out there was more i looked up the next audiobook #and i just can not stop laughing help i want to bully this old man emo so bad holy fuck

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b1mbodoll · 26 days ago

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been tryin to sleep since 2 bcs i have to be up early… now s 4am and i have to be awake in like. 2 hrs. have headache n i cant sleep And it’s Hot. i hate being hot.

#♡.gabi barks #this is so sickening i literally cant sleep Because s so hot #and im too afraid ill lay on my new piercing so m hyperaware of every movement i make. it is not fun.#i take this piercing shit soooo serious like ever since i got an irritation bump on my first nostril piercing bcs of the stupid piercer #i went to. i have been So Strict about my piercing aftercare habits and the jewelry i buy #also my cocd makes me fucking neurotic #but its kinda a good thing bcs that means i usually do Pretty Good abt cleaning it n not touching it #except when i accidentally touch it or i get too in my head abt germs… then i Tweak #idk why m infodumping… have some gabi lore #the lore being i have a new piercing and im insane about upkeep and i have a headache and hate hot weather #OK BUT I SERIOUSLY DONT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE THAT DONT KEEP UP WITH PIERCING AFTERCARE OR GET LIKE. BAD JEWELRY.#LIKE WHY R U GETTING PAINTED JEWELRY FROM SPENCERS FOR UR PIERCING AND WHY R U TOUCHING IT SO MUCHA ND NOT CLEANING IT AND #idk. im insane.

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gemininomen0n · 28 days ago

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3 days until i move i need to relax actually ab this

#i keep like obsessively checking my app to see if its back and checking my emails #like girl u have bigger issues rn be real #my sister is still being a dumbass but yk when isn't she #bro has 2 dogs when she has permission for 1 #CONCRETED A FENCE INTO THE YARD FOR HTHE 2 DOGS #and now has an inspection coming up..... be real girl.#and i will be out of there by then respectfully not my issue anymore #by shit will be out by the 1st and ill have shit clean by the end of that week im not helping u for another inspection when i was the one #doing everything last time kys lmao #she currently isn't speaking to her bf bc he pissed her off with bad planning as if she is not 8 months pregnant with his child like okay #good to know ur horrible communication skills aren't limited to just ur children theyre also ur bf good to know #anyway LMAOOOOO #im moving out n moving on i need to focus on getting my own house bitch i need to speak to our mortgage broker im not dealing with ur #dumbass dogs and fences and bf and children thats a You problem #io.txt

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kachimera · 4 months ago

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Hugghsigsjfkw why do i rb stuff that upsets me even when its rlly stupid witowgkwotkwk *dissolves into a puddle*

#me rambles #rambing in tags today yay #basically that one post abt how to write liars. its useful and good and all.... and it also described my speech patterns lol n lmao #and like. i sometimes speak like that to leave clear where did i heard something just in case its wrongful info so i dont present it as fact #but now ehm. yea i feel im kind of a coward lmao #and i have gotten called a competent manipulator #which on one side idk im not smart enough for that but on the other side that is what im doing w this post #and tbh that also mixes w my irl behaviour. the enviroment here is shit so i gotta be an asshole on main #and back up my dad (champion on being an asshole on purpose )#so ppl wont mess w us. but it also makes me a hypocrite bc im here all like lets dialogue peacefully guys :)#but if i try to do that irl. well. lmao dying would be a good fate #so yeah. im trying to. come clean onto the fact that i am a jerk irl even though im hiding it at the same time in the most pitiful wat #but at least im saying it. better than nothing #idk i just have to be more upfront and less deceitful #and also less fucking autistic like my god kachi it was a silly writing post cope n seethe #so yea ramble over. dw guys im jusr letting the upsetties out #delete later

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killemwithkawaii · 1 year ago

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Why didn't anybody tell me that, upon the stroke of midnight on my 30th birthday, I would suddenly be struck with the irresistible compulsion to completely refurnish my bedroom???

#k.e.w.k. overshares #*turns 30* ...MY FURNATURE CAN NO LONGER BE PLASTIC #I CRAVE THE FEEL OF WOOD AND STEEL #(and also scented candles... SO MANY fucking scented candles...)#so yeah if anybody has been wondering where I've been for the last week and a half (?) the answer is:#obsessively refreshing the 'free stuff' page of craigslist #scouring thrift stores and garage sales #and prowling the streets of local neighborhoods in hopes of snatching up spring cleaning freebies #PSA: It is the time of year that rich people yeet perfectly good shit on the street #keep them peepers peeled and GO GET YOU SOME SCRATCH N DENT TREASURES FAM YOU (AND ME) DESERVE IT 👀✨#I already got a book shelf some little knicknack shelves to go on top of the book shelf two cube shelf things and some shoe racks #for like $25 + cost of gas ✌ UwU 🏆#and now im off to hunt down a dresser because I am an Adulty Adult Man possessed 🤷‍♂️#Edit to my own unpublished draft: DRESSER AQUIRED (SHES DIRTY AND COVERED IN STICKERS BUT SHES MINE AND SHES BEAUTIFUL QWQ ✨)

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didderd · 1 year ago

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Since tic loves quality time, what about tac? What's his love language?

all the Tourette's boys love spending quality time with their partners to some extent, but as far as main love languages go for Tac:

his # 1 is physical touch (giving or receiving), and a close second on the receiving end is words of affirmation. a second for giving is probably acts of service. :>

#(finally answering som of these from august. sry it took forever :'>)#he's a strong boy. he could help u carry some stuffs #(n probably show off while doing it lmao)#ofc he's also pretty good with mechanics. so he can ✨fix things✨#he might even help u clean if ur having a hard time with that :>#tho he will probably try convincing u to do shit like stuffing everything in a closet lmao #tac sans #fell tourette's sans #didderd ocs #didderd asks #rainbowmoonmaiden86

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phagodyke · 5 months ago

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man this has been a fuckingggg week

#so much shit at work...i had a day off yesterday and in the time i was out someone made a crazy mess in my lab and didnt clean up and my #boss had to do it but it left permanent bright yellow stains bc there was iron chloride involved lmfao its fucking everywhere #and no one will own up to it which is the real dickhead move like idc if u make mess but CLEAN UP & TELL ME OR MY BOSS BC ITS NOT UR LAB #we'll figure out who it is anyway bc we can check the stock records next week. and the work buses have been fucking me overrr #and so many asshole interactions this week ive had it up to here w other ppl #but also its been nice to start working properly w my friend in the lab. and he gave me brownies at lunch today :^)#and got a lot of life shit done that ive been putting off doing + my boss shared some rly nice feedback ppl have given to her abt me 🥹#i got kfc on the way home n my roomie is bringing me fried chicken from the good chicken place in our old city cuz she was there today #and ive been in a lot of pain again but at least ive talked to my dr and have a plan for the next few months n new meds to try #trying to focus on the good things. im sooooo so so tired tho #early bedtime tn i think. got nice stuff planned for the weekend tho <3 #struggling thru it but we'll get there #.diaries

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anaalnathrakhs · 11 months ago

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like the thing is that when the gender thing quiets down i can see i'm fairly pretty. i'll never be a 10/10 but i could be much prettier. if. if i put genuine effort into both learning and regularly doing things that make me more attractive or aesthetically good looking. currently i look probs the worst i can look with no more no less than what nature gave me.

but i don't want to. i'm desperate to change but also i can always hang on til tomorrow so why do it? what do i want? social acceptance? partners? self love? something else?

everything is fucking difficult. i'd be pretty if i could do makeup, if i made an effort on my posture, if i learned how to dress and built a wardrobe, if i could keep up with hygiene and everything. but it feels impossible.

i'm scared that what i like and what looks good won't match.

#it's always weird when ppl see hot women express mental illness shit and get defensive #like babe if we have energy we try to spend it on something that is beneficial to us #literally why is it surprising that a mentally ill woman would dedicate her efforts to fitting a social standard #that improves people's opinions of her and brings her approval and maybe a sense of accomplishement #like idk maybe if she spends her limited energy for outfits & makeup she can't clean her place or keep up w friendships #we're all familiar w the class clown who does it to make the most out of the good feelings they can have #why would other kinds of social approval be different?#different thoughts from the body of text tbh im nowhere near being focused on looks to cope w the horrors #but idk it bothers me n it makes me reflect on my own situation too #bc really most people have the potential. it just gets prioritizing and practicing #idk once again people want to attract good looks w social ease and success and whatnot #broadcasting my misery #vent

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rouge-the-bat · 2 years ago

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having adhd will make you not have the energy to do shit like cooking and cleaning and general Things You Need To Do To Live but WILL make you have extreme motivation to make a transcript of all dialogue of a 100+ episode 90s anime, take a million screenshots, rip models from a ps2 game of the anime when you have no experience with doing that, so not only you can use them but also all of this can be available online for peoples easy access. just because the anime is your fucking hyperfixation

#yes this is about yyh no i havent actually gone through all this yet #ive made. PROGRESS on the model thing but since my old tablet died i havent gotten back on it #id need to reinstall the emulator and figure out what all i was doing again n shit #and all the screenshots i took of the anime before arent of the best quality bc they were done on my phone from funimations site #BUT NOW I HAVE THE BOX SET and so its soooo fucking crisp and clean and beautiful i wanna screenshot it all soooo bad #but to rip the frames (instead of taking screenshots thatd be resizing the pics based on the screen being used)#id need a blu ray disc reader thatd let me rip data. and idk what to look for for a good one that allows that and isnt super expensive...#and i cant find a transcript online of the dialogue but i think itd be really useful for being able to quickly check back on what was said #like for fic writing n stuff #and can do word searches n stuff through the whole thing #u hyperfixate on a 90s anime and see theres things missing about it online and go ''is anybody gonna fix that'' and not wait for an answer

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makkie-is-screaming · 1 year ago

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don’t have to worry about my mom thinking I have an ed cuz she just told me she “loves the way I eat.” Why does this make me want to beat my head in with rocks.

#She said it’s cuz I’m “so good” about eating fruits n vegetables + taking my vitamins #Ma’am those are the only things I’m comfortable eating most of the time #and I only started taking my vitamins cuz my best friend was concerned for my health #She’s been doing it kinda often tbh like saying other teenagers just eat shit all the time and I’m so good about eating “clean food”#Honestly makes me want to die I don’t want any comments on how I do or dont eat #n it makes me feel stupid for the times where I wan to admit having an ed cuz everyone thinks I’m fine so why would they believe that #Screaming

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intertexts-moving · 1 year ago

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the thing is like i'm very well inoculated against "i want to do all of the things & am pulled in the direction of so many interests & i'm afraid i won't b able to do any of them" bc my dad is like. the coolest guy in the world. so im like ok if he can do marine & electrical & mechanical & aerospace engineering & sew industrial sized shit & make things & build radios & make teaching programs for morse code & do insane person research & go to woodworking school & teach me how to build a wooden boat & make ships in bottles & sew stuffed animals & sail boats & make gardens & teach upper level courses in all kinds of insane shit he learned from who knows where. maybe there will b hope for me...

#like. a ward against the fear of 'i will b trapped in whatever my undergrad major is forever' is 2 get 2 know academics or professors or #frankly any senior in yr field... he didnt even think ab teaching when he was my age but now hes been doin it for over 20 years! n hes good #at it& is doin a really good job at getting these kids ('kids' they r my age LMFAO) into shape & making industry level work..#ANYWAY. cleaning my room now then double checking my schedule maybe messin some shit around. i rlly wanna take photography so bad...#i think i might have 2 design + french double major & art minor.#txt

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milflewis · 2 years ago

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milk shower baybeeeyyy

idk enough abt indy 500 to know why but its a thing they do

well. this is gross

#like ok sorry sorry bc i think it might have historical reasons n shit #but idk. used to work on a farm during summers and the smell of spilled milk in the sun and then if it wasn’t cleaned up right and it would #rot . yuck . no thanks. like at all. and this is all i think of when i look at this but !!!! you do you !!!!!! they’re clearing having fun #so . all good ahajsksksksk #it is funnier than champagne i will give them that #tw food mention #kyle tag #niamh.asks

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nortyeye · 2 years ago

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his warrior cats name would be Stinkpaw of Smelly Ass Clan

#brought to you by the truly n a s t y shits that kittens take #at least he has the good decency to clean his own paws his sister will just walk around like that #god hes so tiny i love him so muvh #the babies tag

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mistergoddess · 2 years ago

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it's rly rly funny to like. have The Transgender Glasses (either the plastic tortoise shell round frames, the clear plastic round frames, or the harry potter round wire frames) and be like hmmm i gotta stop having the same glasses as every single other he/they what would be really different. maybe like the 2000s sort of narrower rectangular/oval frames??? and then realizing all the he/theys are also wearing those now, probably because we all had the same thought of oof time to change it up.

#i had a rly cool pair of like red clearish plastic rectangle frames in highschool tbh i could see going back to something like that #anyway i rly do need new glasses these ones still work but theyre kinda shitted up and smth is wrong with the like finish on the glass #bc theyre always hazy n weird no matter how i try to clean them #my prescription is still good tho so tbh i could just order some cheap different ones w the same prescription just for funsies #bc i dont wanna pay to get a new eye exam n new prescription :/#shitpost.txt

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thepinkseashell · 2 years ago

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scary things are happening .

#i may have a job opportunity but also i may have lied to this person and i dont know if its better to just continue and deal with it later #so like. i was in community college n i kinda lowkey dropped out but not really #like technically im still enrolled but i have not taken classes in a While cause the Life Circumstances were being Difficult .#acquaintance asks what i do. reflexively i say im still a student. cause. kinda true but not really.#we ended up talking abt something related to their partner's work and i mention having experience in a related field. which is true.#and they ask if im taking classes over the summer and i say no. which is true. and theyre like i think u would b great working a temp job #over the summer @ the place where my partner works and they offered to put me in touch w them #which is really sweet but i feel like i dont deserve it cause i feel like a liar. like i didnt lie abt the work experience or anything but #i still feel shitty cause they think im Currently A Student and im not. and i dont know if thats relevant but i still feel like a fraud.#and i cant come clean without feeling like a loser piece of shit. so uhh remember how i said i was a student? what i meant to say is i WAS #a student before my life went to shit and im currently unemployed and not in school and trying to piece my shitty life back together!#u should still give me a job tho! ugh #ugh. i feel shitty. but this is probably a good thing i need a job and i need to get back out there and be a person and talk to people #but its scary and i feel like shit and i dont think i deserve it. ugh. whatever .#if i can somehow pull this off without them finding out i am a loser and a liar and a piece of shit this might be good for me. i hope.#i really hope.

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