#like... My grandaddy (rest his soul) was about to shoot a mother fucker -if he had a gun on him
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I want - no, DARE one of you to look me in the eyes and tell me mental illness doesn't run in families.
#my uncle is so damn depressed he keeps trying to die.#my bio dad beat the fuck out of my mom (trauma erased that from my memory) and HE'S fucked up#my adopted dad (bio dad's cousin) has severe anxiety (from mostly being blamed for his mom getting shot)#my mom has some kind of fucked up (she is unrelated to my dad but still)#my brother was fucked up... like#tell me#tell me it isn't hereditary#everyone has some kind of addiction (except me and my mom)#yeah so.... it turns out that not only was I almost kidnapped. but the man who tried to take me beat my mom... often#like... My grandaddy (rest his soul) was about to shoot a mother fucker -if he had a gun on him#shit#my bio dad's BROTHER wanted to kill him because Bio Dad was beating on my mom BEFORE i was born#how do I know I'm not a rape baby??? now that I think about it... bc rape is an extension of violence#and my half siblings wanna know why I want nothing to do with them?#everytime one tries to talk to me she always starts about bio dad. i do not want to know him#im especially not too keen on talking to people who drag my mom (based on lies but still)#*I* was the one who cut contact. NOT Mom!#they were allowed SUPERVISED visitation bc my mom didn't want me to actually get kidnapped#bc legally... it wouldn't really be kidnapping#but#what makes ME so special?#why was *I* the one who ended Christmas at Papaw's?#why was *I* the one that started the fights? (I WASN'T EVEN THERE)#why did he want to kidnap ME?#personal#personal stuff#sorry#heavy shit
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