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thecompletebookworm · 3 years ago

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My roommate twice my age: I want to apologize for getting so mad at you about this thing you do.

Me confused: I don’t see what you have to apologize for. You told me something I do in a public space negatively impacts you and I can work to change that. You said it in a polite way and I’m sorry I didn’t notice the problem. I hope this won’t be a problem in the future.

Her: I’ve been so mad about it for weeks. Like it’s driving me crazy and telling you about the problem reminded me of a time someone called me a fat bitch, and I know I didn’t call you a fat bitch, but still.

Me internally: God I’m a mess and I don’t know what’s going on. But I’m pretty sure I’m a horror to live with.

#personal #rant #negatively #wow no posts for a long as time only to use tumblr as my diary #mentions of disordered eating in the tags #like this happened between classes so today and I’m just processing it now #I could have lived my whole life not thinking about this #like she’s not a bad roommate but sometimes she’ll say things like this or about our ex roommate being a child #even though our ex-roommate was older than me #but I’m still happy that she’s moving out at the end of August #still considering the problem is I forget to wipe the oil off the stovetop because it’s too hot and then I forget #I see her point she has every reason to think it’s gross #it’s gross #eating has been a real struggle lately #so by the time the stovetop is cool and I go back into the kitchen she’s already cleaned it up #when she talked to me I hadn’t eaten anything besides crackers and a cup of tea #I’ve been counting calories for the first time in forever not because of weight related issues but because I need to remember to eat #like you haven’t eaten all day 9 dumplings or 270 calories is not adequate get your life together #but yeah the kitchen is already a rough place despite actually really liking to cook and now I feel like I’m clearly screwing up her space #and she won’t even tell me about it until weeks later #and god did I have a lot more than I thought I had to say about this

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