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idk i feel like i will probably be sadder about this later but having the artistic director just hit everything that's been bad about this company in one conversation rlly does have me feeling like kind of totally okay with no longer being in the company
#like yeah it's disappointing and sad#but my god you are a TERRIBLE leader#i had a whole list of feedback written out#that i do stand by#but ultimately all i actually told her was like ''y'know it would have been helpful and valuable to me to have some level of this conversat#ion DURING the season''#and even that got her all defensive and i was like dude.......this is the gentlest of the feedback i had for you#it's not even about you being a shitty leader (true)#it's just like ''hey you should like. actually communicate with folks occasionally''#bc she has never bothered to know anything about me#at one point i think she was weirded out by me sort of being chill and like. not surprised#but then was also SHOCKED when i was like yeah i have spent much of this year not feeling very wanted or like i had a place here#and im just like. girl. woman. what the fuck do you think happens when you treat ppl like they don't exist (at best)#anyway#i'll explore other opportunities later but for now i am just going to wrap up all my work tomorrow#and have a fantastic vacation next week#personal#SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I HAVE A REAL JOB#okay. im done. i just. am flabbergasted by that one
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#liam when i get you#😔 no build up no conflict barely any talking.... it's like [redacted] all over again#like wasn't opposed to it but like...i wanted them to actually like. talk?#if he wasn't always on that damn phone#now it's like. ok Cool so we're just going whatever is popular#like#imogen and laudna had build up they have had conflict!#i don't count smth matt mostly participated in as build up? 😭 idk i just like#i wanted better for them#but seeing how it happened had definitely turned it stale for me#:(#sad....i really loved this campaign at the start#not just shipping reasons lol#but all of it#is it so much to ask for the campaign to actually focus on the group they're playing as?#for there to be more downtime for the characters to build relationships with eachother?#idk#i feel like everytime i read the updates on the new episodes i get more disappointed#and sucks cause this campaign truly had some of my favorite pcs#and this is mostly me whining and i get it it's their game but they're also turning a profit on it so lol i think i can say i'm disappointe#i think hearing abt this episode really solidified not wanting to catch up#like ok cool so we're just. mcu-ing this now.#and other things#yeah just sad#c hetney pock o'pea ur perfect though. the only bitch who hasn't let me down ever.#edit: everytime i get a note on this i am welcoming another little hater
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Been a minute since I've been able to draw or even post anything. And that's cuz I've been busy af with a job that's been slowly killing me for the last 8 months. But it's all good; I'm actually leaving that shithole at the end of the week. Yay! Maybe that means I can open up commissions again since I'll actually have time for them? Who's to say...
Anyway! Had a rough weekend at Fan Expo Chicago last week, and I've kinda had this in mind to draw ever since my disappointing interaction with Neil Newbon. He was very nice, but it felt pretty clear that he only really cared about Astarion. And, like, to a degree I get it? Astarion seems like a cool character that means a lot to a lot of people, but to act like no one cares anymore about Resident Evil Village cuz it's an "older game" (his words, not mine), kinda killed my mood for the weekend. Not to mention coming back with COVID. That was also a bummer...
*I* still love Heisenberg, at least. And if I'm the only one, then so be it. ❤️🩹
#scammy art#scammy talks too much#shut up scammy chan#con venting#resident evil village#resident evil 8#karl heisenberg#karl heisenburg fanart#self indulgent#neil newbon#mostly just needed to get out the sad feels#I could go on about this weekend#worst con I've ever attended#spent the majority of the weekend in tears#and not of joy#also I don't dislike Neil or think less of him#this is just me dealing with my own disappointment#Neil was otherwise very nice and stuck around well after the con hall closed to make sure he got through everyone#I just think it's sad that he only really cared to engage with this one character#he didn't even have any prints of other characters outside of a general RE print of all the characters he'd done#and honestly I'm also just...kinda sad he didn't like the little Heisenberg plush I'd made...#I know how stupid that sounds but I worked hard on that and it meant a lot to me#and people in line were all excited by it#so to hear Neil be all not interested was just...kind've a bummer...#so yeah...just...in my feelings a lot lately and needed to get it out...#also drew Heisenberg in a way I don't hate for once and I wanted to share that much at least
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Does anyone else feel a debilitating fear of getting better? Is this normal? Does it secretly prove I'm just faking everything for attention? Probably tbh
#cicadas vent tag#likr#i was looking at my knee would and realised it was getting kinda better#and felt almost . disappointed and afraid#and with mental illness the feeling is rven worse#like of course i want to get better!!! obviously!!!#but i feel almost sad when i realized i havent had a suicidal thought in a while#but tbh#the fear of never getting better is also terrifying#it must be so annoying to watch me hate myself and hurt myself over and over again and not get any better#but the idea of getting better is scary too#yknow?#its all terrifying#maybe the only non scary reality is one where i isolate myself from all of my friends forever#but that just makes me sad#ok this feels kind of all over the place but . idk its a very all over the place kind of feeling#delete later#ok this one is getting taken out of the drafts early cuz i just refused my parents offer to wash my knee#and one od my thoughts was 'what if it stops hurting'#im fucked up like deeply i think#btw im doing fine now im so cozy just . yeah
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yk what pisses me the fuck off? people being so obsessed w regulus that they downplay sirius' trauma just to make reg a sadder character that they can relate to. do whatever u want with reg - this is a free fandom, jkr doesn't run it and ur allowed to think whatever, but its actually baffling how ur willing to legit take away sirius' trauma for reg. i've seen people say that 'reg is the second choice child' like... ur kidding me, right? just because... he's younger?? doesn't make him second choice??? i will confidently say that sirius is 100% the less favoured child and i will fight anyone on it - i mean, how is this even a fucking debate?!? what is wrong with people?! sure, reg's story is sad and interesting but i desperately need you to stop depriving him of every little good thing in his life just to improve his story.
i will 100% confidently say that sirius is objectively one of the most, if not the most, traumatised character in the marauders fandom. yes, i know we shouldn't compare people's trauma, and with any other character i wouldn't. but this is sirius. he was physically and mentally abused by his parents, he felt that he had to protect a young child when he was only a year older and developed a martyr complex, had his family try and manipulate him into joining their cult at 16, ran away from home and was disowned at 16, grew up in wartime, he became a child solider at 18, his *adoptive* parents died at 19, his brother died at 19, his relationship w remus was falling apart, he got framed for the murder of his bsfs at 21 and then spent 12 years of his life getting his soul sucked out of him, at 33 he gets let out and his godson thinks he's a murderer and he has to un-learn his dog-like behaviours, at 34 the war begins again, at 35 he dies, and then in the afterlife watches remus have a wife and child. please fight me on this because i could go all day for him.
#please lets not debate about this#just because he had friends doesn't mean he was a-ok#like im disappointed that as a fandom we've downgraded his CANON trauma#its canon guys!!!!#not even a fucking headcanon#like remus having a bad father is just a headcanon#im petitioning rn to stop making reg a sad little emo baby#sure he had a shit life#but u need to get it in ur brains that there are some yes SOME tiny good aspects of his life#yeah alright his parents were abusive to him and they never really loved him#but to say he was second choice#you MUST be fucking me over#sirius black#regulus black#the black brothers#the black family#harry potter#the marauders#wolfstar#jegulus#bartylus#i mean sure reg was second as heir but like... have u guys never been taught how 'heirs' work???#i mean...surely u understand the concept#older siblings get chosen first#sad little baby didnt invited to the cult first :((((#STFU.
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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literally just 5 and a half minutes of erin kellyman as maya in ‘life’
#made this cause i was sick and sad yesterday and wanted to hang out with her again <3 but i figure there's gotta be some other dork#out there that started this show for erin and then went wait this is like. good. lol. and it was i had so much fun!#everyone was so good and erin's such a brilliant actress and well. maya hit a little close to home emotionally wrecked me etc. anyway.#erin kellyman#willow cast#life 2020#a.og#she's so good in dramas and her comedic timing is like impeccable. i wanna see her in a horror put her in a Situation!#i love talking to myself as u may be able to tell with this video which is. just me commenting. um but i lit thought this series had#two more episodes so u can imagine my disappointment when that finale fucking happened and i was like... wait... but it was good#i. love love love love maya and annabelle and i wish i had more of them. im glad this show isn't like prone to fandom that was peaceful but#yeah
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#okay but honestly#ive already been having a shitty week#for obvious reasons#and also just school work piling up#and meds and doctors stuff#and i was like aw yay 911 episode to wind down with#it was great#and sad#and kinda just disappointing#i legit really liked tommy as a charcater#and the idea of this older gay dude being insecure about their relationship and not wanting his heart to be broken#like ive read that fic#it was awesome#but it also had a resolution for both characters#and while bucks gonna go on#it seems theyre just leaving tommy blowing in the wind#plot device indeed#and idk thats just depressing#and blahblah scheduling etc real world reasons#but purely from watching it pov#im just like#sad man#i mean maybe theyll go full cliche one day when 911 is winding down#and have tommy come back for the last episode to partner buck up#that legit seems likely to me lmao#but yeah idk im just like kinda really dissapointed and sad#and also not looking forward to the gross anti hate that ive already seen spewing#and i legit kinda wanna not watch for a while idk i just feel :/#bucktommy#911
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Am I..... Am I the only one who didn't like Venom 3?
#personal#txt post#i'm so sad and disappointed that i didn't like it#i was expecting so much more#saw someone saying that the movie wasn't even queerbait; it was plotbait#and yeah that's basically it#i'm not even angry i'm just completely disappointed
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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed#liam payne#death#i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways#ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the#way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything#else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one#out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel#for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage#self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally#enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i#didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore#and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final#straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways#so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was#disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a#part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this#im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine#le text post
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Deleted scene from the “Da Flippity Flop” animatic, posted by storyboard artist, Jamie Iglehart, on his old blog/website back in 2012/13
#this is from the am dad wiki page btw ;))#i genuinely love this episode sm#not only bcuz i love klaus and its a klaus episode-#but bcuz im a skier/snowboarder myself so i also love the ski plot too#and unfortunately this animatic isnt available anymore to the public which is a shame :((#i wouldve loved to see this and the scene we were robbed of#makes me sad that all am dad dvds from vol 9 and on have no special features on them#cuz ik theres prolly a lot of deleted content from this episode and all of season 8-#and things like this for example-#they couldve put on them#like yeah ik dvds were a dying medium starting in the mid 2010s and on-#but still kinda disappointing for ppl who bought those volumes of dvds#hopefully someone finds this again someday though cuz id love to see it#american dad#stan smith#klaus heisler#da flippity flop#season 8#deleted scene#animatic#animation#behind the scenes
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i do feel a little tinge of sadness bc if i wasn't currently obsessed with invincible i think i'd have a LOT to say about the book of bill
#missing out on that hypegeist is a little disappointing but ah well..#can't control what my brain devotes all its emotional investment into unfortunately#but yeah when i was 14 i used to be a HUUUGE ford fan like he was my favorite character of the show#i remember when a huge part of the fandom absolutely Hated that man and it made me sad. ahh... good times :]#gravity falls#willow whispers
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So I don't know if it was ever revealed how Duncan felt when we killed Malistaire all three times but I'm wondering if maybe some part of him could hate us for that too. Like you hear that and you go "but why. Malistaire was terrible and even Duncan knew that(?). Why would he hate you for getting rid of him."
But like I think it's so....... interesting in a very, very, very sad way how Duncan so easily latches onto anyone who directly feeds into his delusions of grandeur. And that's no fault of his own that he was manipulated by the nasty Schism but when you think about how desperately clung to the idea that Malistaire, easily one of the greatest necromancers any of us had ever heard of (at that time), somehow actually recognized Duncan's talents (even when canon supports that Duncan wasn't all that talented, at least no more than the next necromancer) and then praised him for it so often that Duncan believed that he would be the next Death Professor is. I mean ☹️
So like with that mindset I unfortunately feel like it would be quite easy to twist even Malistaire's death as something that's horrible and awful and all our fault. ESPECIALLY if the Schism was feeding into Duncan's already broken mind and shattered ego and was constantly telling him that everything bad that ever happened to him ever in his life was Our Fault. That's like a realistic conclusion that someone like Duncan could come to
And like, at this point in time, are Malistaire's crimes even a factor in how he thinks????? Was Duncan ever able to separate Malistaire's talent and skills and prowess from the terrible and awful things he did? If Duncan wasn't able to consciously tell that distinction in the first place I can't imagine it would be any better during the years he was being manipulated and isolated and lied to
Like in Duncan's mind it probably isn't, "maybe I shouldn't idolize a national criminal, or idolize anyone at all for that matter, and aspire to be like someone so harmful when I can recognize my own talent and build from there" it's probably more like, "you (the wizard) permanently got rid of a brilliant mind, an innocent person who just made a few mistakes, and someone who believed in me no matter what just so that you could be the better than me and loved by everyone else" and that's! very sad actually!
#this is all speculation btw idk if any of this is canon. how duncan feels about all this#i know i keep saying the exact same shit over and over but.... really not a fan of how the game handled duncan! sorry!#i know wizard101 isnt supposed to be about every single character gets a satisfying ending to their arc-#-meaning not everyone in the story will face consequences and/or find a happy ending and like thats fine they dont need to#but idkkkk its just imo really sad how essentially a kid suffers frrom something he cant control by himself (his ego)-#and then instead of getting help he is instead ignored (ambrose) and then manipulated and brought up by a cult#and then when it becomes super apparent how... TERRIBLE his life really is and we defeat him he just... goes back??????#we.... we LET him go back???? i mean we're not responsible for other people's bad decisions or mental health but bro....#and then when we tell ambrose he's just like “oh. too bad. well anyways-” AND IM LIKE WELL THATS THE REASON!!!!! NO WONDER HE'S FUCKED UP#NONE OF THIS IS ADDRESSED. NONE OF IT. WE KICK DUNCAN'S ASS AND THEN HE.... GOES BACK TO THE CABAL#i literally just got so desolate when (wallaru spoilers) because. okay. all that for nothing i guess#this isnt me being mad btw LMAO i know the tone probably reads as angry but im not im just disappointed#and tired. what is it with wizard101 in particular and just people suffering with no end. (me as i make my main suffer with no end)#but anyways yeah duncan has been in my head for a while. he's one of the guys that i love a lot BDKSNSKAJ#he's like a son to me and HE NEEDS A HEALTHY PARENT. HE NEEDS IT#not excusing his actions btw. he still committed crimes JRKDJSIEJ#i just have a soft spot for those villains in media who are doomed from the start yknow. (stares tearfully at morganthe and gf spider)#wizard101#wiz101#w101#text posts#duncan grimwater#im not normal about duncan at all he's probably the wozard oc i feel for the most other than malorn and us
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It would kill me if I tried and failed so I'm just not gonna try.
#I can't deal with failure#overachiever#burnt out#text#txt post#I have an exam in a few hours I haven't touched a book for because well#I dont know crap and its too late and I'm def gonna fail miserably#I'm so disappointed in myself and i know a younger version of me would be too cause passing this exam would mean a lot to her but like#Ive been depressed for what seems like forever and I feel like shit all the time and I have asked and asked and begged for help but have#since given up so im really just surviving so fuck her#give me a break#you should be glad im not dead#yet#but also i feel like a failure#rightfully so#i really am#so yeah#rant#are you satisfied?#mirrorball#rory gilmore#nothing new#burn out#academic validation#will be the death of me#and has been#i wish i were dead#but my cat would be sad so no?
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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!
#maja talks#i'm so upset for real#like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much#i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live#like fuck you so much#(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year#and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight#i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am#fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful#i hate it so much#i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company#and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed#it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced#i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard#i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy#i've never been so excited and happy#and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it#they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it#then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos#saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all#then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops#and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol#then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything#ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13#(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected
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What did taehyung do ?
basically days he posted on a instagram a photo dump to be exact and for some reason a photo of him holding mcdonalds fries was in there and everyone was like ????? wtf is this ???? especially bc idols don't post brands like that unless they are being paid or have a contract with said brand or something like that everyone was disappointed on that day... i had to witness some of my mutuals unstanning and just being sad and disappointed because i mean... it has been months, everyone has spent a lot of time trying to get bts to speak up and sharing information about the boycotts and were met with radio silence so for taehyung months later to post a photo dump with mcdonalds fries just seemed like he just doesn't gaf and i understand their side because if i was a stan i would also be done and ready to quit stanning bc it's insane and very ignorant so yeah that's what happened
#allegedly there's gonna be a bt21 collab with mcdonalds#and that's why people think he posted that#bc bts likely have a contract with mcdonalds still#from what it looks like don't quote me on that#but yeah stupid armys spent that whole day harassing palestinian fans once again#bc they were disappointed and sad and just done with bts in general#and a lot of them were just asking for an apology and for the post to be deleted#but i mean it has been days and nothing so idk#it's just all very disappointing#and i did post abt it but there was a tiktok#of a person saying#because of all of this mind you#that if taehyung supported isnotreal they would to#and it's like Okay so you are insane#I COULD GO ON#but i will end here for my sanity and yours LOL#asks#anon
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