#like yeah it's disappointing and sad
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idk i feel like i will probably be sadder about this later but having the artistic director just hit everything that's been bad about this company in one conversation rlly does have me feeling like kind of totally okay with no longer being in the company
#like yeah it's disappointing and sad#but my god you are a TERRIBLE leader#i had a whole list of feedback written out#that i do stand by#but ultimately all i actually told her was like ''y'know it would have been helpful and valuable to me to have some level of this conversat#ion DURING the season''#and even that got her all defensive and i was like dude.......this is the gentlest of the feedback i had for you#it's not even about you being a shitty leader (true)#it's just like ''hey you should like. actually communicate with folks occasionally''#bc she has never bothered to know anything about me#at one point i think she was weirded out by me sort of being chill and like. not surprised#but then was also SHOCKED when i was like yeah i have spent much of this year not feeling very wanted or like i had a place here#and im just like. girl. woman. what the fuck do you think happens when you treat ppl like they don't exist (at best)#anyway#i'll explore other opportunities later but for now i am just going to wrap up all my work tomorrow#and have a fantastic vacation next week#personal#SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I HAVE A REAL JOB#okay. im done. i just. am flabbergasted by that one
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listen i loveeeee eng dub caleb i think his va absolutely ate that shit up and the dialogue is so so good... but CN DUB CALEB????? oh my god... it's so much more ANGSTY bc wdym he literally says "your biggest mistake was thinking i'd always be willing to go along with being your big brother. i'm sick of playing these "being a family" games with you..."
I WANTED MY GEGE TROPE AND I GOT IT UGH </////3
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#i just think it hits so much harder every time he gets sad that she only sees him as “gege”#the way i've been thinking about the fact that when he was a kid he was probably so proud to be called that#and definitely felt good about the fact that she viewed him as someone trustworthy and reliable#in a way that no other person in her life was#but as he got older he probably started getting more dejected bc he just realized that oh wow will i ever escape the big brother zone????#i mean it was probably this weird bittersweet feeling between yeah she trusts me and loves me and yeah she doesn't love me LIKE THAT#honestly this is my only disappointment with the eng version bc i feel like there are so many facets of their relationship that were erased#but i get why it was localized i def don't think the western fandom would've been as open to this#but you'll never catch me not loving on the cn dub#just adds so much more of the forbidden aspect#and so many more things make sense#like why mc was so confused on how to introduce him to her friends#like does she say gege or bf yk????#ughhhhhhhh#sorry sorry once again i can't shut up about him#lnds caleb#love and deepspace caleb
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Been a minute since I've been able to draw or even post anything. And that's cuz I've been busy af with a job that's been slowly killing me for the last 8 months. But it's all good; I'm actually leaving that shithole at the end of the week. Yay! Maybe that means I can open up commissions again since I'll actually have time for them? Who's to say...
Anyway! Had a rough weekend at Fan Expo Chicago last week, and I've kinda had this in mind to draw ever since my disappointing interaction with Neil Newbon. He was very nice, but it felt pretty clear that he only really cared about Astarion. And, like, to a degree I get it? Astarion seems like a cool character that means a lot to a lot of people, but to act like no one cares anymore about Resident Evil Village cuz it's an "older game" (his words, not mine), kinda killed my mood for the weekend. Not to mention coming back with COVID. That was also a bummer...
*I* still love Heisenberg, at least. And if I'm the only one, then so be it. ❤️🩹
#scammy art#scammy talks too much#shut up scammy chan#con venting#resident evil village#resident evil 8#karl heisenberg#karl heisenburg fanart#self indulgent#neil newbon#mostly just needed to get out the sad feels#I could go on about this weekend#worst con I've ever attended#spent the majority of the weekend in tears#and not of joy#also I don't dislike Neil or think less of him#this is just me dealing with my own disappointment#Neil was otherwise very nice and stuck around well after the con hall closed to make sure he got through everyone#I just think it's sad that he only really cared to engage with this one character#he didn't even have any prints of other characters outside of a general RE print of all the characters he'd done#and honestly I'm also just...kinda sad he didn't like the little Heisenberg plush I'd made...#I know how stupid that sounds but I worked hard on that and it meant a lot to me#and people in line were all excited by it#so to hear Neil be all not interested was just...kind've a bummer...#so yeah...just...in my feelings a lot lately and needed to get it out...#also drew Heisenberg in a way I don't hate for once and I wanted to share that much at least
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i basically watched like 5 minutes of the match bc i was so sick for all of it but even i know aryna was insane and basically unplayable
#i don't know but i watched one of aryna's last service games and jas was 40-15 and aryna saved the break points like it was nothing#and i did hear the comm say she was unplayable today#i did also see an incredible point won by jas at some point when i was not dying as much#well sigh. i'm not like sad. i love aryna obviously she's my everything#i hope she REDACTED#and even if i was slightly rooting for jasmine more bc like. you guys know i love my italians#i honestly did not expect her to win#but i'm glad she got this far. losing in the semi to the n.1 is perfectly okay. obviously you always wanna win but if you've gotta lose#it's gotta be against the best yknow#and considering jasmine's disappointing results so far this year i'm happy and i hope this (not the loss. getting to the semi) gives her#some confidence. yeah it's true ons retired but jas beat naomi who is not an easy opponent ever. i didn't watch that match but yeah#and despite not looking her best still she was solid enough in the matches i watched and i saw some good signs#some not so good still but. hopefully it gets better from here#sorry for rambling#i need to drink 1l of water now. i'm doing better but i'm a bit dehydrated
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#excuse me while i have a very selfish rant in the tags because i've been thinking about it for a while now and i need to get it out#i debated if posting about it or not but there's literally nobody who actually gets what i'm about to say because it's about good omens#and the only good omens people in my life are here on tumblr dkjfhgdg#but i've been feeling really conflicted about this whole situation (as i said... selfish rant)#i am not sure still how comfortable i am about happily engaging with the show and the fandom#not that there's anything wrong with still enjoying it but I MYSELF feel a bit icky. it's been tainted. my enjoyment of it isn't the same#yes it's still a story that's very dear to me and the cast is very dear to me and i am excited for the story's end#but it also bring on horrible thoughts of course because it reminds me of that fucking bastard so it's not like everything is just happines#and what's really rotting my brain right now is the fan animatic i was making... i always planned to come back to it#but then everything happened and now it's not something i want to dedicate so much time an effort to#because it comes with a very dark veil over it... but on the other hand i was incredibly proud of it and i was really REALLY excited#to finish it and share it with the fandom that's so wonderfully dear to me...#so i'm really REALLY struggling to accept both types of feelings right now... feelings that should be mutually exclusive but sadly aren't#one thing that fills me with so much joy also makes me feel like absolute shit at the same time#i very much doubt i'll ever finish and post that animatic now... maybe in the future i will try my hand at a different project#but that also makes me so sad because of the effort and love and pride that went into it already... it just feels like a reminder that#we also fell for the lies... and as i said VERY selfish rant... of course i'm not the victim here. i am nobody#but the feelings are there and it doesn't matter if i ignore them or think i shouldn't be feeling them... they're not gonna go away#so while i can accept that i'm not a victim in this situation and that nothing horrible happened to me... i can still be disappointed right#anyways that's my rant... i will have to look at a piece of art that i poured my heart into and just lock it in a drawer forever#while a veil of horribleness covers everything that has to do with good omens forever...#and of course the reminder that real people have suffered an absolute nightmare of a situation that i could never even begin to imagine#so like... yeah... i'm having a lovely afternoon lol#angel talks#personal
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( Fun little HC, too, about Korra not taking to the Everything with Hiraeth!Seakira as she could?: she didn't get to talk to him. While I doubt it'd go any better than it did with Morgana (at best), I'm unsure if it's a blessing in disguise. But! Beyond her being antsy to Do Something, she didn't even get a chance to have ANY closure.
Morgana and him talked, they fought, Azem left. They didn't even get a chance to say to each other that they were breaking up, essentially. Korra reads it as a break-up and probably that *she* did, even if she knows that's a lie.
They drifted apart, Azem memories took over, and by circumstances they're broken up. For her, she's saying she'd have broken up with him regardless if they talked, because she knows she strongly disagrees. And unlike Morgana, she would NOT have been as calm about it.
Morgana's disappointed and probably feels betrayed, Korra's the opposite: she's more betrayed than she is disappointed. )
#out of bounds#(don't ask me about Asami I don't know)#(I don't even know if she knows)#(Beyond sad and maybe Also Disappointed and Betrayed)#(of the trio considering she Also Didn't Have Closure she's handling it a LOT better)#(though it could also be a mask :))#(Also Korra probably feels like she has like.)#(NO control over what's happening)#(And it kinda terrifies her)#(She lost her world and doesn't know why (similar to Seakira initially))#(and while she acknowledges it was his choice to accept Azem's memories I feel she's not entirely happy that he just Did It)#(though as long as he stayed himself and things didn't change too much she would've adjusted)#(this does Not Fall Into Something she could've HOPED to adjust to pfft-)#(For her Azem!Seakira became a STRANGER basically overnight(ish) SO)#(Yeah she's just pure “HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”)
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Atla live action 😐
#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid#like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat#or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already#good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive#to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil#i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better#but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because#it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak#and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but#come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and#makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality#i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was#IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall#AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think#plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS#a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason#im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your#audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small#thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small#its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers#i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang#anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and#rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz#netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub#no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same#ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me#i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing#yapping
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Am I..... Am I the only one who didn't like Venom 3?
#personal#txt post#i'm so sad and disappointed that i didn't like it#i was expecting so much more#saw someone saying that the movie wasn't even queerbait; it was plotbait#and yeah that's basically it#i'm not even angry i'm just completely disappointed
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Deleted scene from the “Da Flippity Flop” animatic, posted by storyboard artist, Jamie Iglehart, on his old blog/website back in 2012/13
#this is from the am dad wiki page btw ;))#i genuinely love this episode sm#not only bcuz i love klaus and its a klaus episode-#but bcuz im a skier/snowboarder myself so i also love the ski plot too#and unfortunately this animatic isnt available anymore to the public which is a shame :((#i wouldve loved to see this and the scene we were robbed of#makes me sad that all am dad dvds from vol 9 and on have no special features on them#cuz ik theres prolly a lot of deleted content from this episode and all of season 8-#and things like this for example-#they couldve put on them#like yeah ik dvds were a dying medium starting in the mid 2010s and on-#but still kinda disappointing for ppl who bought those volumes of dvds#hopefully someone finds this again someday though cuz id love to see it#american dad#stan smith#klaus heisler#da flippity flop#season 8#deleted scene#animatic#animation#behind the scenes
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i do feel a little tinge of sadness bc if i wasn't currently obsessed with invincible i think i'd have a LOT to say about the book of bill
#missing out on that hypegeist is a little disappointing but ah well..#can't control what my brain devotes all its emotional investment into unfortunately#but yeah when i was 14 i used to be a HUUUGE ford fan like he was my favorite character of the show#i remember when a huge part of the fandom absolutely Hated that man and it made me sad. ahh... good times :]#gravity falls#willow whispers
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What did taehyung do ?
basically days he posted on a instagram a photo dump to be exact and for some reason a photo of him holding mcdonalds fries was in there and everyone was like ????? wtf is this ???? especially bc idols don't post brands like that unless they are being paid or have a contract with said brand or something like that everyone was disappointed on that day... i had to witness some of my mutuals unstanning and just being sad and disappointed because i mean... it has been months, everyone has spent a lot of time trying to get bts to speak up and sharing information about the boycotts and were met with radio silence so for taehyung months later to post a photo dump with mcdonalds fries just seemed like he just doesn't gaf and i understand their side because if i was a stan i would also be done and ready to quit stanning bc it's insane and very ignorant so yeah that's what happened
#allegedly there's gonna be a bt21 collab with mcdonalds#and that's why people think he posted that#bc bts likely have a contract with mcdonalds still#from what it looks like don't quote me on that#but yeah stupid armys spent that whole day harassing palestinian fans once again#bc they were disappointed and sad and just done with bts in general#and a lot of them were just asking for an apology and for the post to be deleted#but i mean it has been days and nothing so idk#it's just all very disappointing#and i did post abt it but there was a tiktok#of a person saying#because of all of this mind you#that if taehyung supported isnotreal they would to#and it's like Okay so you are insane#I COULD GO ON#but i will end here for my sanity and yours LOL#asks#anon
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the apartment i was supposed to view today ghosted me but at least my favorite fic got updated today 👍🏾
#risu’s rambles ☆#i’m quite sad as i was looking forward to viewing this place#and my mom was like ‘some doors close on their own so maybe it wasn’t meant to be’#which i’m like yeah sure but i’m still very disappointed idk#but im treating myself to my favorite smoothie and going to go home and do more searching
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Sigh
#hashtag just got like sort of rejected#i like so fully knew it was coming lol#cause like there was no way in a million years that was all gonna work out#im like sad but just in the ive put time into yearning and now i have to unyearn#maybe#idk i still need yo like ask questions and check in on things#because im a ponderer#but like idk#disappointed but not surprised#i dont even know what im yapping about at this point#i really liked her but i kinda feel numb to it not working out#because i knew this would happen lol#and like when i say really liked her#i mean like i liked kissing her and shes funny and i wanted to hang out with her in like a dating way#and like the only thing yhat actually has to change is my own mindset and like i probably cant kiss her anymore#god my blog is mostly just me yapping about my feelings now that's so cringe#but yeah i need to#have a real conversation with her about like what everything means#but yhats like tomorrow at 2 am while crying me's problem#because i cannot deal with my feelings articulately until then#yeah idk#i am just so#i was getting excited lol#wife please so ignore this im fine im just mildly sad lol#✨
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Actually. On the topic of pokemon rn, it's interesting thinking abt the longevity of each game for me personally in my adult life
When I finished Sun/Ultra Sun's main story, I jumped straight into properly training my pokemon with EVs and giving them better moves and held items, hatching eggs, challenging the battle tree and online battles. With how many hours I clocked into the battle tower clones, you'd be correct in assuming they were my favorite part of the post-game
Meanwhile I can think of two times I picked up Scarlet after finishing the main story and they were both to help my brother get an event terastallized pokemon. The game is gathering dust in my switch case.
And it's not even that I'm older and have less time blah blah blah. No, I have time to dedicate. (I play farmsims after all lol) Scarvio just lacks post-game substance. And what they do have is behind a $30 paywall lol
Even tho this is just me complaining about the lack of battle tower and distaste for the current meta and state of the games, I honestly dont think this is a case of me "growing out" of the games. I think the games just kinda suck now and the kids playing them deserve better lol
#pokemon has never been a one-and-done game arguably since the beginning becos u could always challenge the league#but gen 2 introduced rematching regular trainers and that has since expanded on top of gen 3 introducing post-game battle facilities#so the fact that swsh and scarvio are so lacking in these departments is disappointing to me#like yeah swsh has a battle tower but they also have a postgame locked behind a paywall#scarvio doesnt even have a battle tower clone in the $30 postgame!!#these games feel so empty. which. i know isnt a new observation lol but it certainly makes me sad thinking abt#kids these days will never know the joy of *finally* getting to the battle tower boss#quickly followed by the absolute anxiety of not wanting to fuck it up and have to start all over again#tower tycoon palmer is at the top of my pokemon shit list 🫵#scout.txt
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