#like wow. me hallucinating and being scared and upset literally ruined our friendship just because they were a coward and a chickenshit.
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An ancient edit I made over 2 years ago when I was really struggling with a psychotic episode. I never posted it because I could never figure out a coherent ID for it.
#this is verbena btw. in the picture.#i remember i made this bc i was staying with a friend and they were. let's say.#REALLY FUCKING BAD at interacting with psychotic people.#i mean micromanaging me by giving me CONSTANT updates telling me Everything we heard/saw was real.#also being obviously scared of a homeless man yelling at a trashcan (yknow. a fellow psychotic.) and then telling me they would beat him up#-for me if he came near us. I was like girlie pop literally leave him alone. he's having a worse day than us.#on top of that they were just... not accommodating. i would tell them things i needed and they would act annoyed#or say they'd do something and then never did it.#someone threatened to call the cops on me (an unattended schizophrenic) while i was there and when i had a meltdown this friend did-#-absolutely nothing. like i had to take care of Myself while they sat there and stared at me.#looking back i kinda wanna text them abt it because they NEVER treated me the same again.#like wow. me hallucinating and being scared and upset literally ruined our friendship just because they were a coward and a chickenshit.#vent in tags#trauma dumping#traumacore edit#vent#psychosis
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