#like what the fuuuuuck are you on about that subjecting a child to that would ever be justified

[foldingfittedsheets]

Noooo idea what vibes I’m sending that might make a Pro-Lifer follow me but as I just found one I’ll now be issuing a shotgun statement to scare off any others I’ve missed:

I’m pro choice, no one has the right to take away someone’s bodily autonomy.

[solar-bear]

Baby number 4

Ok so here's the finished smut I was talking about, this is the full version, so if the reader insert version seems a little off it's because it's missing the intro lol I know people probably aren't going to read this version but I wrote it for me. The reader insert version should be up on my main blog soon.

I think y'all know I've been kind of obsessed with DILF!Bi-Han lately so under the cut is 6 pages about Bi-Han convincing me to have another baby. There's smut, lots of it, so hopefully, you lovelies enjoy it!

I tuck Shìxuě into his bed, pulling the sheets up over his chest knowing full well we would squirm out of them before morning. “Goodnight my little pumpkin, sleep well,” I lean over and press a kiss to my seven-year-old’s chilly forehead. The only reply I receive is a large yawn and very sleepily slurred, “night mama.” Within moments the young cryomancer is sleeping soundly, cuddled up with his stuffed polar bear. I smile softly at the scene and brush some of the hair out of his face, I adjust the covers one more time and shiver involuntarily as the temperature in the room dips. I look over toward the door where Bi-Han is leaning against the frame with an unusual look on his face, reluctantly I leave Shìxuě‘s side and making my way towards the door. “What?” I ask, pushing him out of the way and securing the door behind me, “what’s that look for.” Bi-Han crinkles his nose, “what look?” His deep voice queries, trying his best to hide the smile tugging at his lips. “The weird half-smile you’re giving me,” he doesn’t give me more time to prod as his cold, strong arms wrap around my waist and pull me close against his cold body, forcing another shiver from me. “It’s nothing, it’s just, you’re so good with our boys, especially Shìxuě, so loving, so doting, it stirs something primal in me.” He rumbles softly as his large hand carcasses my flat stomach, “it makes me want more, I want another child with you, Sol. I want to have a little girl, beautiful and delicate but strong-willed and sassy, just like her mother.” His cold lips fall to my neck as he accentuates his words with chilled kisses, making me shudder. “B-Bi-Han, we already have three children, it’s kind of a lot already, you can’t be serious about wanting a fourth,” I try and reason with him, melting into his soft touches. “The twins are 11 now and can do so much for themselves, they could even help feed and care for their baby sister and Shìxuě doesn’t need much help anymore. He sleeps the whole night through, he can feed himself, hell he even does his homework without being told. Come on Sol, let’s have another baby,” he practically purrs as his cold hands sneak under my shirt to press lightly against my stomach as he kisses his way along my jaw, making his way to my full lips. I whimper softly finding it so hard to deny Bi-Han, “b-but I’m 37 already Bàixiòng, I’m no spring chicken anymore! I-it’s not always a good idea to have a child this late in life,” I sigh loudly as sudden and unwelcome thoughts of my Mother invade my brain, I know full well she was my age when she had me. “Sol you’re in great health, you’ve always been so mindful of yourself when you’ve been pregnant in the past, you’ll be just as careful this time. What’s really bothering you qīn?” He asks, his expression falls from a happy, lustful one to one of concern and something harder to read, the look of a man who knows you better than yourself. I pull him down the hall to our room, not wanting to keep Shìxuě up, I sigh as I sit down on our bed, “my mother had me at 37, almost 38 aì rén, I’m worried that if we have another baby, especially a girl, history will repeat itself.” I bite my lip hard, trying to stifle a cry and I fight to blink back tears. Bi-Han is next to me in an instant, his strong cold arms wrapped around me, pulling me against his burly chest. “You are a wonderful mother Sol, you’re not an alcoholic, narcissistic monster like she is. You won’t raise your older children and then decide you’ve been a Mother long enough and just ignore your youngest, leaving her to raise herself,” I can hear the disgust in his words as he soothes me. “I see the way you are with our boys, how much you love and adore them, how much you dote on them. There is not a shred of that woman in you, you love others more than you love yourself, there is no way another child would be anything other than another blessing for us,” Bi-Han kisses my temple and cradles me in his strong arms, rocking me back and forth. “You sure this isn’t just a bad pick-up attempt? We are married you know, you don’t have to

come up with elaborate rouses to get into my panties,” I laugh and bury my face in between Bi-Han’s massive pecs trying to change the subject and lighten the mood. I don’t want to dwell on my Mother or the past any longer, not when I have my own wonderful little family to give me the love and support I never had. “Tch. I know that. I just want to put a baby in you, I want to hold you down and pump you full of my cum until you’re sobbing and panting for mercy,” he growls lustfully his hands moving to fondle my large breasts. “Not to mention see these bad boys get even bigger, and your belly all swollen with my kid, that’s what I want qīn. If I just wanted to fuck you, I would, I want to claim you,” his lips pull back into his trademark smirk before they descend on mine. I moan into his mouth as my fingers tangle in his hair, how could I possibly deny him when he put it like that. I titter softly against his icy lips, breaking the kiss for a moment, “fine Bi-Han, you win, let’s have a little girl.” He leans me back as his huge body clambers over mine as he pulls his shirt up and off, his muscles bulging and flexing with all of his well-muscled glory. He’s practically beaming, grinning ear to ear before he tries to regain his cool facade, “that’s my good girl,” he licks his lips in anticipation as he leans forward closing the gap between us, our lips moving in a practiced dance. I moan softly as I allow his tongue entrance into my mouth, it’s so cold against mine, but I’m used to it, even without the cold though the way Bi-Han is kissing me would make me tremble with more than just desire. I tilt my head sideways and open my mouth a bit wider as his cold tongue curls and snakes around mine, teasing and luring me into his chilled mouth as my nails rake lightly at the base of his hairline. I suck provocatively on his tongue, earning a guttural groan from the cryomancer, his large hands squeeze my hips as he lays his body flush with mine to roll his hips against my clothed sex. I lose our battle as I gasp and break the kiss, pressing my hips up against the delicious bulge in his pants, “fuck,” I whisper tugging my shirt off hastily. “I mean we kind of have to unless you know another way to make a baby qīn,” he chuckles in a low voice and I can’t help but feel arousal pooling in my lower stomach upon hearing those words. I try and reply with something witty but the words die in my mouth as he rocks his clothed cock against me again and his cold lips find my right breast, the temperature difference causing my nipple to harden and pebble immediately. I inhale sharply as his teeth graze the hard bud as he works one of his hands easily into my loose-fitting sweatpants, his sweatpants; he sucks my breast into his cold mouth causing me to arch my back. Bi-Han’s skilled fingers slip under my panties and teasingly skim over my soaked folds, I curse softly as I feel him spreading the moisture across my hot sex, it’s ridiculous how easily he can get me worked up. “Ngh, Bi-Han,” I moan softly, trying to keep my voice low as to not wake up the boys, I bite my lip as one cold digit pushes inside my hot, tight hole. “Mmm, you’re so wet already qīn, you just love the idea of me putting another baby in you don’t you? You being at my mercy, using you however I want, filling you over and over again with my seed until your tight little pussy can’t hold anymore,” he groans against my ample chest as he presses another finger inside me, he doesn’t hold back as he immediately crooks his fingers finding my sweet spot with practiced precision. “As much fun as it is to try to conceive our daughter I can’t wait to see your swollen belly, knowing it’s my baby and only mine, growing inside you,” he growls as he pumps his fingers in and out, finding a steady rhythm. I can’t help but buck up against his fingers, his words making me wetter and wetter, “of course it’s your baby, who else would knock me up,” I tease him as I tense up around him as his fingers caress my sweet spot with sweet, gentle strokes. Bi-Han pulls away from my tit as his cold

lips graze my collar bone before sinking his sharp teeth into the sensitive skin, causing me to cry out loudly as his fingers thrust harder and deeper inside me and I can feel my walls fluttering with intense desire. He groans as he laps at the angry crescent-shaped wound almost apologetically as he laps lazily at the blood trickling down my breasts. The action forces me to cling tighter to the strong cryomancer, the brief, intense pain heightening my pleasure to a level that makes it impossible to think about anything but Bi-Han and his thick fingers pumping in and out of my dripping, mess of a cunt. “F-fuck, P-polar Bear,” I curse quietly as my desire continues to mount as more delicious heat pools in my core as the cryomancer switches back to curling his fingers inside me, stroking my sweet spot again with firm, rapid movements. He smirks at me and suddenly ceases his movements, “oh I don’t know, maybe you know some hot dilfs from the PTA you’re seeing on the side or something.” The cryomancer pulls his fingers from my aching pussy and holds them up for me to see, “but I doubt it, not with how wet you are for me,” he slowly brings each digit to his mouth, licking them clean with a satisfying smack of his lips. I flush deeply and let out a low whine, “fuuuuuck, come on Bi-Han, stop teasing me,” I beg him, knowing he loves hearing nothing more than the sound of my desperate voice pleading him. “Aww come on qīn you can do better than that,” he coos while pulling my pants and panties off with one easy tug. I puff my cheeks out at him and huff childishly, “you’re the one who wants another baby! Why am I the one having to do the begging? Shouldn’t you be begging me for a chance?

I’m the one who has to do everything! You just make it!” Bi-Han gives me a sheepish grin as he rids himself of his pants, his hard cock jutting out from a neatly trimmed patch of black hair. His icy blue eyes flutter close for a moment as he drags his hand along his impressive length, smearing glistening pre-cum all over his lust darkened head. “You’re right Sol, you are the one who has to carry it, but you already told me earlier we could have a little girl,” he rubs his icy cock along my velveteen, wet folds, teasing my hole with the thick head of his cold cock. “So please qīn, let me fill you up,” he pauses to slip inside me, his cold hand caressing my cheek, “let me paint that pretty little womb of yours with my cold cum,” he breathes out a low groan as he finishes sinking all the way inside my hot pussy. I throw my head back and arch my back as I feel my cryomancer’s huge cock opening me up, rearranging my insides to make room for him and fuck does it feel good, he always feels good, so perfect. I can’t help but cling to him as his throaty words echo in my mind, “oh Bi-Han,” I sigh lovingly unable to deny him what he wants, “more please,” I give in and go back to begging him. His dick feels even bigger and thicker than usual as my walls stretch and burn slightly trying to accommodate his length. I can’t help but feel almost drunk from arousal already as I gasp and whine his name while I feel the cryomancer’s thick cock filling me inch by delicious inch. I can feel him trembling with restraint as he struggles to retain control of his desires, not wanting to hurt or overwhelm me too quickly. He pants softly atop me as he finally buries his cock to the hilt inside my welcoming pussy. It feels good, so good, better than usual even, everything about Bi-Han right now makes me feel like every nerve is alight with desire, the knowledge of how much he wants me, how much he wants to have another child with me making my emotions feel like they’re spiraling out of control. I sigh blissfully as I squeeze my walls around him loving the feeling of him filling me so entirely, “let’s make another little one,” I whisper in a soft, sweet invitation. “You have no idea how much I’ve been wanting to, every time I see you with the boys it’s all I can think of,” he groans as his cold hands ghost over my stomach while he pulls his cock out and presses it back in slowly. He rocks his hips driving his cock deep inside my tight walls, teasing and testing my limits as he fucks me slowly, passionately, it’s a rare moment, but I can actually call the act lovemaking. My breath comes out in visible pants as his lengthy torso drapes over my body, pinning me to our bed, my nails rake down his back as his cock fills me over and over again. I cry out as he begins to thrust slowly and deeply in and out of me as my walls hug and squeeze his cock with each stroke, pressure building up inside me. I whine and whimper his name softly as I try and pull him deeper inside my trembling cunt, each stroke of his cock brushing up against my cervix, so deep. Bi-Han’s lips curl into a pleasured snarl as he thrusts in and out of my wetness, his hands never leaving my stomach as he grunts in time with his actions. “Fuck qīn, you feel so good,” he praises, voice thick with lust. His words pull a loud moan from me and I immediately throw my hand over my mouth to stifle my noise, I screw my eyes shut as my pussy clamps down around his huge cock. I buck my hips up against his thrusts, pushing the cryomancer even deeper inside my wanting cunt, my thighs shake with effort and I know I’m not going to make it much longer. I pull Bi-Han’s head down to mine, frantically crashing my lips against his cold ones in an attempt to quiet myself as he keeps thrusting into me steadily. Each one of his thrusts hitting my sweet spot over and over again, I moan and cry into his mouth, each sound swallowed up by the cryomancer as his tongue dominates my mouth and his teeth tug at my bottom lip. I feel completely blissed out and oblivious to anything other than the cryomancer as

his thick cock makes it nearly impossible to think about anything but how perfect his length feels inside me, but some part of my brain still remembers to try not to wake the boys. My nails bite into the hard flesh of his perfectly muscled back, I gasp into his mouth as blood bubbles up from underneath my fingers as I tremble and shake with my impending orgasm. Bi-Han groans loudly against my mouth as I tighten around him, he breaks the kiss to whisper filthily in my ear, “you ready qīn, I’m about to breed you like the perfect little sow you are.” I bite my lip hard at his words, face flushing deep red as he refers to me as what you call a female polar bear, no doubt a nod to my nickname for him. I bite my fist hard to stifle my cry as his cock continues its onslaught of my pussy, my hips rocking in time as my mind goes blank, I feel my eyes rolling back into my skull as I clamp down hard around his thick cock. He’s so deep inside me I can’t hold back any longer as I give into my desires and cum hard around Bi-Han’s length, my body shudders and shakes hard as my greedy pussy tries to suck the cryomancer’s dick in as deep as possible. Blotchy stars dance before my eyes as I groggily try and force them open to look up at Bi-Han’s handsome face, his brows knitted in concentration as his grip on me tightens and he knows he no longer has to hold back. “That’s it qīn, you’re such a good girl for me, your perfect little pussy’s doing its best to pull my cock in deeper, it knows you’re ready to bare another of my heirs,” he growls against my ear before biting down lightly. His thrusts become shallow and so deep that I feel like he’s opening me up in impossible ways, he’s so determined to cum as deep inside me as possible. “Fuck, I’m going to paint that pretty little womb of yours snow-white, and you’re going to be a good girl and drink up every drop of my seed,” he snarls as his hips snap forward sharply, his cold, heavy body caging mine against the mattress as it creaks and groans under his efforts. I can’t even form coherent sentences as I hear his words, all I can do is whimper and whine pitifully as the cryomancer uses my body, “please, oh please Bi-Han.” My back arches off the bed as his cold fingers find the sensitive nub at the apex of my pussy as he rubs it quickly in time with his animalistic thrusts. Bi-Han lets out a deep, guttural growl as his hips finally still, burying his cock as deep inside me as possible, I whimper as I see his perfect abs contracting with his impending release. Frost spreads from under his fingers across my hips and stomach as his sharp teeth bite into the supple juncture of my shoulder as he quiets his roar of satisfaction. I press my hand against my mouth as my back arches off the bed, I cry his name into my hand until my voice is hoarse and tears prick at my eyes. I shake with exertion as Bi-Han’s final onslaught and release brings me to completion once more. I can’t help but give in to my baser instincts and desires as my walls squeeze and massage his huge cock desperate to milk every drop of cum from the cryomancer as my vision goes white. My eyes roll further back into my skull as my head slumps against the pillow, a combination of my tears and saliva soaking the pillowcase where it lies against my cheek. My body is wracked with great shudders of my blissful aftermath as my legs jerk and toes curl as I ride out the last waves of pleasure. It feels like Bi-Han won’t ever stop filling my spent cunt full of thick, viscous cum and I don’t ever want him to, it feels too good, too perfect. Bi-Han doesn’t pull out right away, I know he’s enjoying my warmth more than he’ll ever admit, he just groans with satisfaction and flops on top of me. “Ya know qīn, it might take a couple attempts to get you pregnant,” he pauses to skim his hands along my belly, “but I think I’m up to the challenge of it.” I don’t have the energy to push my behemoth of a husband off me as I just lay there, feeling his cock softening inside me as I lazily stroke his hair, “I think you’re counting on it taking

more than one attempt.” I laugh softly and shiver slightly, the cold rolling off his perfect body finally starting to get to me now that we’re no longer in the throes of passion. “For now though I’m going to bed,” I start, “I have a parent-teacher conference with the twins in the morning.” Bi-Han just grunts in acknowledgment before finally rolling off and getting comfortable next to me, “those little shits better not be in trouble again.” “Not this time,” I laugh, “though they do take after their father,” I tease wiggling my eyebrows at the now sated cryomancer. “It’s just the routine one they have every semester, and yes I’ve been checking their report cards, no problems there, thank god they don’t need help with math,” I laugh knowing I’m useless to help in that aspect of their education. Bi-Han yawns and pulls me against his body, tucking his head in the crook of my neck, “I’m looking forward to giving them a little sister to look out for, I think it will be good for them.” “Hmm, I think you might be right,” I cradle Bi-Han’s head close and curl up against him as I drift into a very pleasant and satisfying sleep.

[phoenix]

So I mentioned this on Twitter, but thought I would yell about it here and elaborate a bit more.  Trigger warning for transphobia.

I have friends that do a podcast, and they dropped a show on Sunday, a new show in their group for Sundays, with a new cohost.

And it was just a generally normal discussion until the end when the above transphobia occurred.  And I am so very disappointed.

Now, these friends, aren’t exactly known for being 100% PC, and quite frankly, that’s fine.  No one is perfect, and stuff can be blurted out in a casual conversation between two friends.  It’s not idea, but I can sigh and let a few things slide under that sort of context, and they can always do better.

The important stuff, to me, is that it was never mean spirited, just that casual ableism type stuff a lot of us do.  Words being used because we’re used to them, out of habit, we don’t know better, etc etc.  It was never punching down, or deliberately hurtful.  There was the occasional guest who would be more of an ass, but it happens.

Aaand then came this episode.  And I’mma drop a cut for anyone who does not want to read this.

I was listening to the episode while making dinner, not feeling FULL attention, but then some gender specific words started floating to my ears.  I stopped what I was doing, zoomed to the computer, rewound and saved the last chunk of the show to listen to later when I could pay attention.

I both am glad I did, and regret the decision.

It started off with the new guy lamenting how everything is becoming more sanitised and less edgy.  Never a good sign.  They touch on Howard Stern and how his show has changed, and how he doesn’t refer to several frequent ‘characters’ using the R-slur anymore.  “What was going through his mind through the 80s and 90s and 00s that’s not going through his mind now??”

Okay, to be fair, Stern is PROBABLY going for ratings, but...people can evolve.  We can become better.  We learn that things can hurt people.  And there’s no age limit to that.

I was already starting to become uncomfortable at this point, but it continued.

“What do you think about people who want to choose their own gender?  People who say they no longer identify as male/female?  Would you say to them, grow the fuck up?”

What.  And I cannot stress this enough.  The fuck.  “Grow the fuck up?”  The only person needing to grow up here is YOU.  You brought this topic up whole cloth just to tell people struggling with their identity, the very core of their being to ‘grow the fuck up’??

Fortunately my friend, the main host, says he doesn’t really understand how that works, so I can almost, grudgingly, give him a pass for ignorance and in need o education ion the subject.  But still, that does not excuse cruelty.

The new guy continues, “I would say, boy you have a lot of free time!  Shouldn’t something else be on the forefront of your mind, than TOYING with the idea of YOU deciding how you’re identified??”

Shouldn’t something else be on the forefront of their minds, something beyond THE VERY QUESTION OF WHO THEY ARE??  What is more important than that??  And belittling it by saying they are “toying with the idea”?  And who else is going to decide how they identify?  Who is more qualified to come up with their identity than the person themselves??

"It’s like, you can’t even have a gender reveal party anymore, people are getting offended at that!”

Not really, not outside of extreme cases, and those are rare.  It’s more like people are deciding not to push a chosen gender on a person and letting them decide when they are more capable.  And I am SO SO SORRY that other people’s quest for who they are has begun to interfere with your desire to make a gigantic pointless event on the gender of your child.

“Some people have even started to like do...yellow smoke, saying “That’s because our kid isn’t identified by gender, it’ll choose its own.  Meanwhile, the kid is probably gonna come out and be like...what’re you guys talkin’ about, I’m a guy!  Maybe, if he’s SANE.”

And this is where I start getting infuriated.

First of all, leaving the decision up to the child is fine, and if that child decides that hey, yes, I am CISgender, that’s...perfectly fine?  Why is he making SUCH a big deal out of this?  Where is the harm?

And then “if he’s sane”? OH fuuuuuck right the fuck off.  To basically slam all transgender people by saying they’re crazy REALLY PISSES ME RIGHT THE FUCK OFF.

My friend, the main cohost, then speculates that maybe there’s something wrong with them some ‘mental disease’ and while yeah, gender dysphoria is a thing, that’s a far cry from “they’re not sane”.  And the fix for it isn’t curing the mind, but helping to make the body match the mental image.  (As I understand it, if I got any of that wrong, my apologies.)

“They better not fool around with this stuff in porn.  This stuff better be quite clear to me before I press play!”

A) There already is porn with transgender people in it.  SURPRISE!! =D

2) Repeating my earlier point, I am SO SO SORRY that a percentage of the population are making your fucking jerking off more inconvenient. Fuck right off *again*.

After that the discussion diverts into talking about porn and... *sigh*

This is a show I HAVE BEEN ON several times, and am now embarrassed to be associated with it.  And like I said, are generally okay guys, that are a bit too ‘bro’ at times, but this is just...downright mean.

I’ve already yelled at them on Facebook and expressed my disappointment with them, and at least my other friend, who wasn’t involved in this episode, sent me an apology.

*sighs*

[stellamacmillan]

Is that ESTELLE MACMILLIAN? It’s so nice to see them back at Hogwarts! SHE is 17, and a HALF-BLOOD, 7th YEAR HUFFLEPUFF and totally looks like the muggle CAMILA MENDES. They are known to be CONFIDENT, and METICULOUS but also have a tendency to be HAUGHTY and DUBIOUS. There are whispers around the castle that in the unrest that is brewing they are NEUTRAL. 

OTHER INFO: She’s ¼th Veela.

Full Character Name: Estelle Fernanda Macmillan

Does your character have siblings? What are their names?: She’s an only child.

What is your characters best subject in school? Surprisingly? Herbology.

What is your characters wand?: Come back later, I need to do the test on Pottermore. rgnsrlgk

Can your character cast a Patronus? What is it? What memory do they use?: She is noncorpeal right now, the shape it would take if she were able to is currently unknown.

Who is your characters best friend?: She doesn’t have one, I’d like to plot one out for her though!

Does your character look up to anyone? Who?: Other than herself? Her late mother, who put the stars in her sky. Her father is also quite important to her.

What is your characters relationship like with their family?: The only immediate family she has left is her father, who dotes on her like you wouldn’t believe. Stella is incredibly spoiled, and it couldn’t be more obvious. He’s a good man and a good father, which shines through in how he takes care of his daughter.

If your character has siblings, do they have a favorite?: N/A

What is your characters go-to spell in a duel?: Incarcerous

What spell does your character use most often?: Wingardium Leviosa, so she doesn’t have to carry her books to and from class. 

BIO/HEADCAONS:

TW: parent death, mental illness, manipulation, suicide mention.

She’s Mr. Ernie Macmillan’s daughter, so that’s fun. Strap in lads. Her parents met when the schools came together for the triwzard championship. He asked her to the Yule Ball, which originally started as a plot to get back at respective significant others (or, in his case, to rub Hannah’s nose in it bc………how dare she not go w him?) but stranger things have happened.

They fell and love and it was definitely a whirlwind relationship. They spent their summers following split between Scotland and France. They were married as soon as the war ended, and after Ernie came back to repeat his seventh year, he made the move to be with her and to work under his father-in-law at the French Ministry of Magic. All was well and good for them; they lived happily and were over the moon when Estelle came along.

She was born with a silver spoon in her mouth and wanted for nothing. Literally, the girl could not have been more spoiled. She STILL is.

Her mother was a Cursebreaker so she got to experience all sorts of things in different magical communities. She’s quite cultured as a result. She speaks French (which is her mother tongue), English, Spanish, and some Greek.

This bitch had it made up until second year. She was yanked out of class near the end of term and shipped home without given any information. It wasn’t until later that night that her dad sat her down and did his best to explain why her mother was no longer with them.

A few blood purists were unhappy with the fact that Ernie gave up his pureblooded line and decided to mate with someone beneath him (not to mention the fact that he’s always been on the light side and even fought in the war prior).

So, naturally, they stuck their nose where it didn’t belong and found out that Mrs. Macmillan suffered from mental illness. They decidedly used that to their advantage and began manipulating her. Eventually it ended up being too much for her to handle and they drove her to suicide. Her father never told her the more gruesome details to spare her the heartache, only that she’d died tragically.

So, ofc she’s in the dark about the true circumstances and has no idea how/why she’s lost her mum.

OK ACT II HERE WE GO.

Her father couldn’t handle staying  and being so close to the tragedy, so away they went. Enter in her being forced out of her childhood home and being made to move to dirty Scotland, tbh.

Transferred to Hogwarts from Beauxbatons in the middle of her third year. She absolutely despises the school and (most) of it’s inhabitants. Isn’t apart of any clubs or even on the Quidditch team because she can’t be bothered, she’s well and truly tired of everything.

Neutral as fuuuuuck, definitely hasn’t picked a stance in the impending war. Decisions? Don’t know her. 100% in it to protect her money and her own skin, basically. Has tendencies towards the good side bc she’s not a monster, but she’s….not great, either. Very morally grey.

Doesn’t much like that she’s halfblooded; and by that I mean she hates it. CANON DIALOGUE: I’m part veela, so that basically cancels out the halfblood ///:

2 good 4 u. Pompous, self-important, the list goes on. Probably scares people bc they never know what the fuck she’s going to do. A Reckless Nightmare ^TM.

i left out so many things this is rly only scratching the surface but uhhhhhhh, I’ve talked a lot so come love my trash baby she needs friends.

P.S. If I missed any triggers with the darker bit of her bio, pls let me know!

[wh0sthe5pecial0ne]

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what day is your birthday? October 29

what's your favorite color? red and blue

what's your lucky number? 8

do you have any pets? yes, 2 fish, 2 birds, and 2 hamsters lmao

how tall are you? 5'7 (171 cm)

how many pairs of shoes do you have? 2-4?

favorite song? Hot Sauce by TO1. Such a bad bitch anthem, I love it

favorite movie? Wonder and also the Harry Potter series

what would your ideal partner be like? chan or kyungho from to1. that's it, that's the answer.

do you want children? probably not lol

have you gotten in trouble with the law? no wtf

bath or shower? shower

what color socks are you wearing? they have blue and purple stripes

favorite type of music? kpop and pop music

how many pillows do you sleep with? three

what position do you sleep in? fetal position

what you don't like when you're sleeping? cold temperatures, having nightmares, nOISES! BACK OFF DEMONS!

what do you have for breakfast? usually an egg, a fruit pouch, cheerios, and a glass of milk

have you ever tried archery? once before, i'd like to start again tho!

favorite fruit? same as nini: bananas, mangoes, strawberries

favorite swear word? f**k, motherf**ker, s**t, b***h, mierda (spanish), and kutte ki bacha (urdu)

do you have any scars? yes a lot, i have eczema and acne and i scratch sooo much, ugh!

are you a good liar? sometimes

what's your personality type? Sometimes I've taken the test and gotten INTP-T and sometimes INFP-T. I guess both? lol

what's your favorite type of girl? girls who are friendly/good personality

innie or outtie? innie

left or right handed? right

favorite food? ice cream, any dessert tbh lmao

favorite foreign food? THIS RESTAURANT STARTED SERVING NOODLES INSPIRED BY CHINESE FOOD... FUUUUUCK ITS SO GOOD

are you clean or messy? messy but I can be clean

most used phrase? lmao, lol, NAWT_____, dude, bro, beesh, tee f**k, etc.

how long does it take you to get ready? 1.5 hrs, 1 hr of which is spent procrastinating and crying and wishing i could be in bed forever

do you talk to yourself? yes, my parents are worried the whole town is gonna find out about emmie the crazy bitch even though it's not even like we're rich socialites that we make one misstep and our whole life gets ruined lmao

do you sing to yourself? yes

are you a good singer? i sound like a goat in labor lmao. EXCEPT for the line in to1's dfn that goes like "don't fear fear fear now" then i sound good.

biggest fear? (TRIGGER WARNING: SA) being s*x**lly assaulted or smth like that

are you a gossip? it depends. i love eavesdropping tho lmao

do you like long or short hair? short, it's just easier to maintain lol

favorite school subject? english, art class, math

introvert or extrovert? bruh im the most introverted introvert that ever introverted lol

what makes you nervous? the fUTURE IM SO SCREWED LMAO

who was your first real crush? u mean like non celebrity and nonfiction crush? well there was this dude a year above me in drama club when i was in grade 6 lmao

how fast can you run? i can run super fast for a little bit then i run slow

what color is your hair? black but sometimes looks dark brown

what makes you angry? being pressured to do something i don't want to and being asked extreme amounts of questions

do you like your own name? yeah, kneeknee said it's smexy

do you want a boy or a girl as a child? i don't see myself having kids, but if i were to have them, i'd want a boy

what are your strengths? I am tall, creative af, a total simp, good grades, have gotten like 5 adults to stan TO1

what are your weaknesses? u see i don't want to make a 300 season tv show

what's the color of your bedspread? right now it's white with blue flowers on it

color of your room? purple and light blue

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what day is your birthday? september 16

what's your favorite color? black and dark green

what's your lucky number? 5 and 2

do you have any pets? yes, three dogs that are my cousin bros (who live downstairs)

how tall are you? 179 cm/ 5'10.5

how many pairs of shoes do you have? 6-7?

favorite song? kids in love by mayday parade and so let's love by day6

favorite movie? Yeh Jawaani hai deewani and Anything disney (not the latest ones though bleugh)

what would your ideal partner be like? Tall, no glasses, good at studies, has good hands and OFC doesn't nag me and yuh respekts me

do you want children? idk, maybe

have you gotten in trouble with the law? I am a good citizen

bath or shower? I'm shower

what color socks are you wearing? haven't worn em for the last two days

favorite type of music? japanese rock, korean indie, boltero rock

how many pillows do you sleep with? two

what position do you sleep in? on my back and I still have the back of a 70 year old

what you don't like when you're sleeping? having dreams with kissing/skinship involved, or just falling off my bed because of all the plot heavy dreams 🧎‍♀️

what do you have for breakfast? I don't

have you ever tried archery? yes and I'd rather not talk about it

favorite fruit? mangoes, bananas & strawberries

favorite swear word? Kutte ki aulaad, mchod and f**

do you have any scars? two, one right below my knee when I fell off a rickshaw and the other one was given by one of my dogs (cousin bro) while fighting for ice cream

are you a good liar? uh,,,idk lol. I am pretty honest- but can lie when necessary

what's your personality type? infj-a

what's your favorite type of girl? Lia, amelia and girls with big eyes

innie or outtie? innie

left or right handed? right but I can catch with both hands

favorite food? uH,,,,chicken or beef- idek

favorite foreign food? prolly steak

are you clean or messy? messy but I can be clean

most used phrase? W H A T UHM🤨

how long does it take you to get ready? procrastination= 10 minutes, getting motivated= 5 minutes, actually getting naked and putting on clothes= 3 minutes

do you talk to yourself? yeah, I get in trouble for it too

do you sing to yourself? yes, and my parents keep asking why the cats are crying outside

are you a good singer? took classes for 7 years, pretty okay ig

biggest fear? failure, getting ganged up on, being neglected/ avoided, not being understood

are you a gossip? depends, gimme quality stuff and I'll listen

do you like long or short hair? short, I FUCKING CANNOT KEEP LONG HAIR PLEASE IT'S TOO HOT HERE

favorite school subject? english and bengali literature

introvert or extrovert? introverted asf

what makes you nervous? haha not in the mood to write a 3k paragraph honey

who was your first real crush? still haven't had one

how fast can you run? due to playing ball games, I run pretty fast.

what color is your hair? black

what makes you angry? when people think they're right but aren't yet still drag things on. also, when they make out a perfectly opposite meaning of something i say.

do you like your own name? yes, it's hot and unique

do you want a boy or a girl as a child? girl. boys make me wanna yeet em off a cliff

what are your strengths? I am tall, have some good connection, I can cook- but apart from that, me is very weak

what are your weaknesses? I procrastinate, I get really nervous at times, can't control my emotions, bottle things up a lot, lie at times, do or say things that might hurt people, never feel lonely even though I am all alone most of the time, can't talk back at people who badmouth/insult me, feel a lot, lie at times and yes I cry a lot and blame myself too much, remember all the bad things from the past way too vividly

what's the color of your bedspread? white and pink

color of your room? white

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Janis & Grace

Janis: Is the baby still at ours? Janis: Iggy just told me Janis: What's going on Grace: They came and got her not long ago Grace: It's wild! Grace: How much did Iggy even tell you, like omg?! Janis: You know, he's Mr. CCC about fucking everything Janis: if any of the rest of yous had said something, I'd have thought you was taking the piss Janis: Is she even allowed to do this? Janis: Last I heard was Rio wants the baby back and Junie don't want it Janis: Ma just standing there holding it like umm 😂 Grace: Exactly why I let him do the honors Grace: Obvs! The baby came out of her she can do what she wants Janis: I dunna, surely Demi gets a say Janis: This is fuuuuucked, man Grace: Duh! He's still her dad Grace: They'll have to share Grace: Awkward Janis: Literally, how is that gonna work Janis: if Junie's dumping him Janis: Fucking hell, do we still have to have him over for family functions Grace: Idek Grace: Doubt it. Buster doesn't parade his exes around at them Grace: It'll be like that, I guess Janis: 🙄 Janis: As if they weren't becoming enough of a who's who of has beens Janis: Dying Janis: Why did they think this was a good idea, again? Grace: I'm like, did they even? Junie obvs didn't Grace: Ugh Grace: Only this family omg Janis: Well that's a whole 'nother situation Janis: he's JUST had his 22nd, literally yesterday Janis: and it's his first boyfriend Janis: Yeah, time to go get a baby and a ring Janis: Ma and Pa got 'em fucked up Grace: So true Grace: It's cringe that that's ancient by ma's standards, babes Grace: And that this fam can't go a year without bringing the drama Grace: Remind me of all this if I ever ask you to have a baby for me Janis: Literally bitch, we was cooking by then Janis: she's insane, not a role model, like Janis: Ha, you'd never Janis: Could turn out like me Janis: You'd die Grace: omg ew Grace: let's cancel that idea forever Grace: by the time I get a new man you'll have 4 with barista boy anyways obvs Grace: no room in the oven, honey Janis: Planning on taking forever, are ya? Janis: 🤢 Leave off Grace: Yeah. Single and loving it, thank you, bitch Grace: You're gonna make loads of cute babies with him and you know it Janis: Good, 'cos how embarrassing to have your baby drama overshadowed by Ri's like Janis: Can't have that Janis: Nu-uh, count me on team Junie, for the first time in probably ever, like Grace: Sure Jan Grace: I'll believe that when I see it Grace: 😂 Janis: See the lack of babies dropping out me, like Grace: I'll see you pushing a twin pram Grace: 💕 Janis: Oh no Janis: Can you imagine Janis: War flashbacks Janis: Not again Grace: I thought Ri was gonna have twins Grace: Double the drama Janis: Could take one each and bounce, tho Janis: Be helpful now Grace: OMG Grace: One randomly has a american accent too Grace: Amazing Janis: Demi would love it Janis: The theatrics Janis: He can't even deny it Grace: I wonder if he'll still go to Paris Janis: I would Janis: What's he going to do here? Janis: God I hope so, can't deal with the moping and shit Grace: Um, be a dad like he was so desperate too, I'd hope Janis: Yeah how bad he gonna want that now he can't have his designer gaybie Grace: He still has her though Grace: Rio isn't going to stop him seeing her or anything Janis: It ain't the same though, is it Janis: Not the dream he was buying into Grace: Duh, but if he wants Venus as badly as he said he did then he'll have to cope Janis: Nah Janis: don't reckon it was about her Janis: All about the lifestyle Janis: like a small dog in a designer handbag, init Grace: How rude Grace: I hope you're wrong Grace: Poor baby Janis: Meh, she'll be looked after Janis: Jay's better without her Ma Grace: But Demi isn't as bad as that, is he? Grace: For real like Janis: I don't know Janis: Never really talked to him tbh Janis: He's annoying Grace: He is A LOT Grace: And that's from me Janis: 😂 Janis: Such a good match with Junie, like Janis: fuck's sake, boy Grace: Opposites might attract but they never stick Grace: Has he never read a magazine, god Grace: Obvs not Janis: Cosmo ain't really his speed, babe Janis: Shoulda clued him in Grace: Yeah right! I didn't want to tell you all of this in case you didn't believe, imagine the vibe if I tried to school him on his love life Grace: And with my past boyfriends Grace: ugh Janis: Fair, and if I showed up and heard a screaming brat, I'd be straight back out the door, like Janis: Yeah, but he's even more clueless than you, like 😜 Grace: Liar, you love being a sister-in-law to your bae's sibs Grace: And she's such a cutie 😍 Grace: Excuse you! You better mean I've got the film aesthetic down, bitch Grace: I'm woke Janis: They don't cry, much Janis: and can both wipe their own arses Janis: I can deal with that, like Janis: Sure, sure 😂 just saying, did he need such a rude awakening? couldn't just realise he weren't the one before dragging a kid into it Grace: Where's the lie, girl? Grace: Had that scare myself though, so can't shade too hard Grace: Even though I am 😈 Janis: Boys Janis: So clueless, so stupid Janis: Not that Rio comes out looking much better but Janis: Hopefully we can get out of this without having to involve the law or the social 🤞 lads Grace: Literally! I'm not trying to go on a chatshow with this weave Grace: Trackies are more your vibe Janis: Gonna ask why, but now I get it Janis: Scared I'll snatch it live on air Grace: That or kick off and kick out at me in last season's nike air Grace: So shaming babe Janis: Fuck off 😂 Janis: whatever I'm wearing cost twice as much as your overpriced topshop garbage Grace: Hence I'm not showing myself up like on air Grace: Catch me in labels or leave me out Janis: Unless you wanna fuck Nance Janis: the rich cousins are claimed Grace: EWW Grace: There are enough websites advertising sugar daddies if I can't pay my own bills Grace: no need to go gay or keep it in the family thanks Janis: I dunna, sounds like you wanna fill Ri's stripper shoes to me Janis: Take her place 'til she works of the baby weight Janis: No one would notice Grace: Girl you better stop! I don't have the body for that Grace: Even with baby weight she'd earn more in tips like Janis: Yeah, you're so butterz like Janis: its alright, pixels hide many sins Janis: and they've gotta be at least a little short-sighted with all the wanking they do Grace: OMG shut up Grace: So gross Grace: Like I haven't had enough online drama to fill a life Janis: I mean, was thinking it was quite the #brand switch-up but Janis: gotta get that viewer engagement baby Grace: 🙄 Janis: Please tell me Rio's gonna change its name tho Grace: What would she even choose tho? Grace: it's not that bad Grace: Heard more cringey ones Janis: Its awful Janis: Full on stripper name Janis: least give the kid a choice about it, like, eurgh Grace: What are you gonna name all your barista boy babies? I'm dying to know Grace: And judge Janis: Please Janis: I told you, not happening, so I ain't thought about it, have I? 🙄 Grace: 😂 Grace: You so have Janis: Bitch no Janis: You were always in to knocking poor Barbie and co up Janis: not me, bitch shoulda kept living lavish Grace: You can do both Grace: Get with the times, babes Janis: Bullshit Janis: That's a lie yummy mummy's say to feel better about the fakeness of their labels, trust Grace: Mum did okay, hardly living in a cardboard palace, are we? Grace: And she had loads, I'm not thinking you'll go that hard Janis: Imagine how mint you'd have it as an only child though Janis: or if she had none Grace: Believe me I have Janis: Unlucky Janis: even if you were riding solo you're still #7 Grace: Lucky 7 😇 Janis: If that makes you feel better, babe 😂 Grace: How soon do you think we're gonna all have to roll out and see the baby? Grace: It's gonna be soooooooooooo awkward Janis: Hopefully we'll just smooth over it like we do everything, eh Grace: Gonna have to take back all my yay gay & I love my two daddies gifts Janis: Good Janis: Vom inducing much Grace: Demi would've gushed and you know it Janis: Didn't take much Janis: #loose Grace: You're so savage about him Grace: You didn't even know him you said Janis: He was a prick, didn't need to look hard, or listen, to see it Grace: 🙄 Janis: If he was a top bloke Janis: Wouldn't have made Junie have a kid with him Grace: But you didn't know that's what he was doing, don't lie that hard, babe Janis: Yeah, I ain't saying that Janis: He's just an annoying cunt, standard Janis: but now we see the whole truth of it Grace: That boiling hot tea Janis: Just glad its another one off the Christmas card list Grace: Ugh true, can't treat myself and all of you Grace: Poor Junior though, his birthday is trash now Janis: Dunna why you bother, we're still young enough to not get side eye over it Janis: I got it fuck all, like Janis: Yeah, bad timing, worse luck forreal Grace: He should be loving life with uni over Grace: So tragic Grace: 💔 Janis: Is he ever loving life Janis: Let's be real Grace: Ouch Grace: You've got a point though Janis: The facade is gone now though Janis: He'll have to deal with his shit like the rest of us Grace: mhm Grace: 👏 Janis: This fucking family Grace: Your bf has it worse tho, his dad is a proper headcase, right? Janis: Yeah, he's a right cunt Grace: Seems like it from the little one's vibe Grace: He doesn't like you still either, how rude Grace: never gonna let you 💍 in Janis: Yeah, you know your a right tosser when even kids don't fuck with you Janis: Idc, I'm unlikeable Grace: 😂 Thanks for letting me off saying it Grace: You lovebirds need your own place Janis: 🖕 Janis: Working on it Janis: May as well wait to see where we go for college tho Grace: Yeah Grace: If he gonna do photography? He's really gifted at the snaps Janis: Yeah Grace: Make sure he doesn't forget my clout Grace: Or willingness as a subject Janis: 😏 Janis: how could he forget Grace: SHUT UP Grace: you know what I'm saying, bitch! Janis: 👌 Janis: got it, calling all men in need of muses, like Grace: 🙄 Grace: You doing a night walk with your dog squad later? Janis: Yeah, why, you scouting for 🐶 talent? Grace: I'm just asking if I can come with or is 3 humans a crowd 💘 Grace: The gym was such a non-event today 😭 Janis: You can come with Janis: No doubt Jim will think I'm bullshitting so you can fill him in on this ridiculousness Grace: yay Grace: he might not believe this face either even though it's one of a 😇 obvs Janis: Overcome with a pressing need to take your photo, we get it, bitch 😜 Grace: 😂 Grace: Not hard to compete with your resting bitch face, babes Janis: Please Grace: And I don't need to hear how much he loves your O face before you go there, thanks Grace: TMI with the 🏩 antics Janis: You're the one who brought it up, babe Janis: 🤷 kinda sounds like you want the goss Grace: Please Grace: I just know how nasty you are Janis: Now you just sound jealous 😂 Grace: I said I love being single not that I love not getting any Grace: Excuse me Janis: 😬🤢 Janis: definitely did NOT ask Janis: gross Grace: You can cope Janis: Hmm Janis: Barely Grace: Pablo's literally tripped over you and your boy sooo many times Grace: but I'm the gross one, okay sure Janis: Maybe he's the gross one then Janis: Clearly doing it on purpose, weirdo Grace: Or maybe you are Grace: Exhibitionist Janis: Yeah, well want you lot to see Janis: Nutter 🙄 Janis: all up in my business 24/7 you gon' see some things Grace: 🙄