#like u died and then were reincarnated by a rage god who gives u powers. kinda sick as hell?

[latr1nal1a]

the ratgrinders choice is so so devastating when u remember just how young they actually are. like these are KIDS. when they died and were offered the chance to come back imagine what they were thinking of. if they said no how much suffering their families would go through, all the missed opportunities they'd have. no license or prom or college or career. high school is for looking towards your scary future and they died before they had the chance to realize it'd be worth it. it's not even about the rage god. they probably weren't even considering that. they were given a chance to avoid the pain altogether. of course they'd take that.

and it just makes lucys choice that much more impressive because she was also a kid. a dedicated, kind kid. she had the ability to look past that and realize that worshipping the rage god in return for life would just bring everyone more pain than her death would. seeing her family and friends again wouldn't be worth it if she wasn't truly herself. bawling :( she really stuck to her guns...