#like this prof even wants me to apply to these rly prestigious unis
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#i feel like im not good at anything#and people keep pressuring me to do these things#and i know its because they want the best for me and shit#but i seriously feel like i won't get picked anyway#im the biggest idiot and i feel like the only reason i got this far was bc of a fluke or something#other people i know have already submitted theirs and im.not even close to done !!!#what the fuck am i even doing#i keep putting it off bc i really dont feel like i can do this#do i even deserve to do this if i cant bring myself to#like why do i need other people to force me to do things that are good for me#jesus i need to grow the fuck up#like this prof even wants me to apply to these rly prestigious unis#bc he thinks i can get picked but#i cant. even bring myself to do this i feel like garbage#i think im taking this to heart too much.. like y am i so sensitive abt this lol#and my mom was telling me that even tho im a good student k have to submit this early#because they also want people whi do stuff early and dont procrastinate#lol. they will hate me then#anyway i dont even feel like i deserve thid honestly#the only reason ive done so well so far is like. dumb luck#sooooo many people are way better than me anyway guess ill die
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