#like this is my prime loser status era I just can’t

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Thanks for checking up on me <3 I’m fine now but oooooooooooh I was so pissed off yesterday I literally cried in my bed for hours flopping on the floor because of my first college classes, they’re not even that hard but just being in class with people so much older and smarter than me has just ruined my self perception and I feel so worthless and pathetic compared to them, and everyone is better at everything than me, they’re better speakers, they know so much more even if it’s a subject I’ve been studying for hundreds of hours I’m still making the most pathetic rookie mistakes and I’m talking over people and taking up space even if I try to breathe, I’m constantly making errors and annoying people when I try to do literally anything no matter what, I’m so shy that I just hide away and im always covering my face with a book bc I think I look ugly with these awful zoom cameras they always force us to use, the only time people talk to me is when I’m messing up, like it sucking the joy and will to live from my life to see all the fears I’ve had about myself come to life and these classes are longer than any other classes I’ve been in I literally feel like I’m in house arrest like LORDDDDTTTTT SAVE ME. Luckily todays an off day but Tommorow I’m going straight back to the hellscape ugh. Anyways enough about me if you’d like to share anything that’s going on pls feel free to! I can almost guarantee my ‘advice’ will probably be awful but if it would help to let something out don’t be scared

I don’t want to get up tomorrow

[limelyrics]

Bring It On/劣等上等

Woah

(Grow up! Nah mean!)

Ooh

Ah

(Track Giga)

(Rin and Len in the house, let’s go!)

Pa pa ru pa ra ra ra ra ah

We’re the best so bring it on

Hoppin’ city, number 1

So, to the childish games and math, we say goodbye

Though the tricks are obvious, I’ve still got no pride

Keeping up appearances is such a red flag

Just keeping up the status quo, how boring is that

(That’s boring)

Come on, turn it up!

Cos’ I’m better than you scrubs!

Why don’t we nip that boredom in the bud

(Ooh)

Mama, no matter what, I can’t end up in a place like this

And maybe I’m going crazy

But I’m so damn bored of all this stupid playground drama

I am moving on up

So goodbye!

Fuck all that boring nonsense

Da da damn, I’m growing up

And you can’t stop me from learning about the bitter when push comes to shove

Pa pa passing all the time

Oh, time is flying by but now I don’t see how I’m in my prime

We’ll adapt, we’ll evolve, and I’m sure we’ll find love

And our past, and our sin, we’ll move on above

So bring it on

(Just bring it on)

(Ha!)

Yeah, all out

Bringing on changes, no doubt

Shut up about that green thot, she’s not hot anymore

Now, burn up

Ace-ing this whole life thing, jealous?

Need a pen, it’s all red

Yeah, I’ll get a hundred percent like I said

Girls, drinking, money, and drugs

That’s all the shit that I love

Chill out, it’s aight

Hey, take a joke, man

Everyday I wanna flip them all the bird

But it so fucking absurd, I don’t have enough hands

So throw them up!

And what’s up?

Loser

Yeah, you always were

Bring it on

Don’t tell me to calm down

Before I die I’ve gotta leave my hometown

Gotta grow a little taller and learn my way around

So blow a kiss, roll the highlights now

So tell me that you’re ready!

Da da damn those boring days

So full of our malaise

Won’t repeat once again when we have found our way

Na na nobody can see whats coming

So then it’s a draw, no one saw what the future brings

Every glitch, every bug, every hole that we dug

We’ll get up, we’ll dust off, we’ll struggle until it’s something we love

(Rin and Len in the show)

No no no, I won’t give up

To those things that I can’t let go of

You catch my busted up aesthetic cause

Now, I know, it’s me myself and

I’ve only got my fist

(I’ve got my whole heart)

Trump card is this

(I’ve got a new start)

Shout out to all the shit

“I’m done! Farewell!”

So this is it!

We’re never giving up!

Da da damn, I’m growing up

And you can’t stop me from learning about the bitter when push comes to shove

Hopefully our paths will cross again

And maybe that is when you’ll see that I’m an adult then

Centuries, wait for me, take opportunities

So go out on a limb

Bring it on and let the story begin

Ah

Lovin’ this era

Say goodbye to all the lies

We’ll see you later!

Bye guys!